after the initial couple of years of suffering this is kind of peaceful 引きこもり 03/10/26 (Tue) 08:26:50 de7e0c No. 7965
i mean yeah sure the mental health issues tend to pile up when you don't go outside and when you do you have really bad panic attacks and paranoia, but that's just another reason on many on why i don't go out…
this is actually really peaceful now. i only have to worry about superficial things, but being this deep in the schizophrenia without anyone to stop you and no will to actually do serious damage can be peaceful. my days consist of drugs, the few hobbies i have clung onto for dear life, being online, a generous amount of self loathing and hatred of a lot of people… the only thing i regret not doing in my half a decade inside is not doing that abramelin ritual years ago.
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引きこもり 08/18/26 (Tue) 17:54:05 bf1fc4 No. 7986
that's not been my experience at all, but you do need to quit the drugs if you want any chance at a normal life. i'm just glad to be alive. i'm happy to be alone and do stuff on my computer. it's just that every once in a while i get these massive waves of sadness that sometimes manifest in my dreams when i realize how much time has passed.
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