Any of you diagnosed? 引きこもり 12/11/17 (Mon) 20:28:21 b6fc18 No. 2409 [Last50 Posts]
About 2 weeks ago I got diagnosed with social phobia and bipolar. Only reason I finally got diagnosed was my mom insisted she come with me to an appointment that was originally just for medication (insomnia).
At 20 years old, it doesn't change much and I wasn't surprised at all. The psychologist also said I have some characteristics of autism, which was pretty amusing.
I've been playing fortnite nonstop, how about you?
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引きこもり 12/11/17 (Mon) 21:16:47 6be19e No. 2410
I got diagnosed with Schizoid Personality Disorder when i was institutionalized.
>autism
Well, that's all of us. Lacking social skills is a symptom of autism, technically.
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引きこもり 12/11/17 (Mon) 21:50:47 8a8926 No. 2411
>>2409
I'm in a country with conscription and was judged unfit to serve.
I don't know what they noticed, but I was one of three guys in the center that had to see the shrink and every one of us got shown the door.
Not that I'm unhappy about it. I doubt I'd have survived a whole year in a barracks room with at least five other people present at all times.
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引きこもり 12/11/17 (Mon) 22:22:12 8ded96 No. 2412
>>2409
>The psychologist also said I have some characteristics of autism,
I been diagnosed with autism since the age of 8 i've been a hikikomori for about 10 years now and i can't even handle going to the doctor how are some of you guys on here able to do this?? i know not all hikkis pee in bottles or are agoraphobic ether and that some hikkis do go out sometimes usually for hunger or if it's an emergency but i'm just wondering how do you guys do this??.
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引きこもり SAGE! 12/11/17 (Mon) 22:41:51 b61b4c No. 2419
i'm not really autistic but i'm socially retarded so getting diagnosed wasn't hard. i only did it for the neetbux
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引きこもり 12/11/17 (Mon) 23:01:38 8ded96 No. 2421
>>2419
>i only did it for the neetbux
I think we all do it for that reason anon lol.
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引きこもり 12/11/17 (Mon) 23:13:45 93878a No. 2422
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 02:16:16 b6fc18 No. 2428
Now that I'm diagnosed, how do I get neetbux? I'm in the U.S.
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 02:17:08 b6fc18 No. 2429
>>2412
>i can't even handle going to the doctor how are some of you guys on here able to do this??
I was basically forced.
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 02:35:24 8ded96 No. 2432
>>2428
> how do I get neetbux? I'm in the U.S.
I think you have to apply for it?.
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 02:35:54 8ded96 No. 2433
>>2429
>I was basically forced.
Oh okay that makes sense.
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 03:02:53 121af2 No. 2434
>>2412
>i can't even handle going to the doctor
I know what you mean. I haven't been to a doctor in over 10 years. The thought of having someone poke and prod at me, then list everything that makes me inadequate, has never been an appealing idea to me. Not only that, but in my limited experience with doctors, I have never met one that I didn't think was an asshole.
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 04:51:04 8ded96 No. 2435
>>2434
> in my limited experience with doctors, I have never met one that I didn't think was an asshole.
Same here i go see a therapist sometimes and he doesn't understand me at all and is a complete asshole.
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 08:58:17 87f6c9 No. 2436
>>2434
>The thought of having someone poke and prod at me
I never see a doctor until I'm absolutely convinced that I'll die if I don't. About a year ago, I had some major swelling in my left nut and had every reason to believe it was cancerous (nut-cancer runs in the family, it seems), and I still decided it was preferable to sit on it and wait for my dick to rot off, than to let old Mr. Goldberg fondle my bits (might accidentally a boner). I was even on the verge of asking my mum to inspect it 'but, thankfully, the swelling did eventually go away.
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 11:44:25 b9cdd7 No. 2437
>>2434
I've had nothing but bad experiences with doctors so I tend to avoid them unless I figure I'm going to die.
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 13:09:41 cdf2c4 No. 2438
>>2409
stpd, depression, characteristics of asperger's syndrome
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引きこもり 12/12/17 (Tue) 13:48:45 93878a No. 2439
>>2409
Agoraphobia and possibly some social anxiety derived from it, nothing official though. It was only one long session and that's what I was told at the end of it but I dont really care enough to pay some guy to tell me I am sick in the head
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 04:49:25 653405 No. 2446
I haven't been diagnosed with anything because I've never seen someone to be diagnosed with. I'm fairly confident that I have at least a mild case of ADD though and probably other things as well.
A lot of hikkis mention being depressed or otherwise unhappy, and it made me wonder if there are any of you out there that are content or up living the way you do. Personally I'm content living in solitude, the only thing that bothers me is that I'm leeching living expenses off my father, but I don't ask for anything otherwise. The occasional loneliness followed by a fit of depression that usually lasts a week or so happens once in a while and otherwise being emotionally unstable cyclically (content -> really happy -> angry -> depressed) are more or less the only things I have to deal with mentally, but overall I am comfortable and content I think .
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 06:07:11 8ded96 No. 2448
>>2438
>asperger's syndrome
I believe most hikkis are on the autistic spectrum i myself am actually.
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 06:08:30 8ded96 No. 2449
>>2439
> I dont really care enough to pay some guy to tell me I am sick in the head
Same here
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 06:33:17 8ded96 No. 2450
>>2446
>Personally I'm content living in solitude, the only thing that bothers me is that I'm leeching living expenses off my father, but I don't ask for anything otherwise. The occasional loneliness followed by a fit of depression that usually lasts a week or so happens once in a while and otherwise being emotionally unstable cyclically (content -> really happy -> angry -> depressed) are more or less the only things I have to deal with mentally, but overall I am comfortable and content I think.
I go through this as well some days hell even sometimes for about a week ill. feel nothing but depressed and then another day or week i will feel somewhat happy and content living in solitude for about a year i've been debating in the back of my mind whether or not i would want to get out of this lifestyle someday or not.
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 06:55:26 653405 No. 2451
>>2450
>for about a year i've been debating in the back of my mind whether or not i would want to get out of this lifestyle someday or not.
The thought has entered my head many times, especially since if I wanted to I could start working a minimum wage job straight away without having to go through interviews due to my father's connections. But I'm reluctant because it's fairly hard work and it's what I used to do before I quit and shut myself in, so I have a feeling it may play out the same way again.
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 07:03:00 8ded96 No. 2452
>>2451
>The thought has entered my head many times, especially since if I wanted to I could start working a minimum wage job straight away without having to go through interviews due to my father's connections. But I'm reluctant because it's fairly hard work and it's what I used to do before I quit and shut myself in, so I have a feeling it may play out the same way again.
Have you considered looking into self employment??.
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 07:20:33 653405 No. 2453
>>2452
>Have you considered looking into self employment?
It's something I've thought about but never really considered doing.
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 07:24:38 8ded96 No. 2454
>>2453
>It's something I've thought about but never really considered doing.
It be a good way to keep up your skills i suggest getting into programming.
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 07:37:42 653405 No. 2457
>>2454
>It be a good way to keep up your skills i suggest getting into programming.
I took programming classes in high school and averaged 94% throughout the entire semester, but the following year when math started getting involved it all fell apart because it's something I've always been really bad at, so I gave up.
Right now the plan is to continue like this until I either get kicked out or my father dies and then an hero
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 21:00:49 8ded96 No. 2467
>>2457
>I took programming classes in high school and averaged 94% throughout the entire semester, but the following year when math started getting involved it all fell apart because it's something I've always been really bad at, so I gave up.
I've never been good at math myself ether.
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引きこもり 12/13/17 (Wed) 21:01:13 1ee971 No. 2468
I was diagnosed with social anxiety a long time ago and also major depression. About 6 months ago I decided to try going on an antidepressant. It wasn't all bad, and I would say that I had a vague feeling of contentment…
It did kill off a lot of interests I had, and my health took a nose dive. Before starting the medication I would try to move around and get some exercise most days but on the medication I didn't want to do that at all.
I stopped taking it about 3 weeks ago and I've been really sentimental and crying the past couple days… It's really fucking weird and actually kind of funny since I'm not used to doing that at all. Before this I haven't cried in like 10 years.
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引きこもり 12/14/17 (Thu) 16:16:58 121af2 No. 2482
>>2446
>Personally I'm content living in solitude, the only thing that bothers me is that I'm leeching living expenses off my father, but I don't ask for anything otherwise. The occasional loneliness followed by a fit of depression that usually lasts a week or so
This also describes me almost exactly, however I live with both my parents. I sometimes get depressed that I will never have a wife, but outside of that I love being alone. The few times over the past several years that I have had friends or acquaintances, I have seen it as more of a burden than a boon, not to mention I've grown utterly sick of people over the span of my life. The time that I spend entirely alone is the most fulfilling and rewarding time I have experienced.
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引きこもり 12/14/17 (Thu) 19:17:11 653405 No. 2486
>>2468
Hang in there anon.
>>2482
> I sometimes get depressed that I will never have a wife
tfw my self esteem is so low that I feel like I'm not even good enough for a 2D waifu.
>The few times over the past several years that I have had friends or acquaintances, I have seen it as more of a burden than a boon, not to mention I've grown utterly sick of people over the span of my life.
And this also sums up my situation. In my high school days I was a bit more social, but almost every time I did go out I immediately wanted to go home and be by myself. Socializing was also exhausting for some reason, it would really tire me out. Then there's also the part where people are generally cunts and/or take advantage of others which happened more often to me than I'd like to admit because I have a hard time saying "no".
>The time that I spend entirely alone is the most fulfilling and rewarding time I have experienced.
I also agree with this. Reflecting on life and spending a lot of time thinking is nice. Although occasionally some thoughts can be unpleasant or painful.
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引きこもり 12/14/17 (Thu) 20:31:10 14f6a0 No. 2488
Been Involuntarily Committed twice for suicidal thoughts and planning. Got diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Autism Spectrum Disorder both times IIRC.
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引きこもり 12/14/17 (Thu) 20:34:22 14f6a0 No. 2489
>>2488
Also my Depression was listed as having "Psychotic Features" due to chronic derealization and depersonalization symptoms. I often feel I'm not in control of my body and that reality is some for of simulation or dream. Often other people don't seem real to me, like the world is filled with NPCs.
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引きこもり 12/14/17 (Thu) 20:55:31 c90e37 No. 2490
I don't live in murica so meme illnesess like social anxiety and bipolarism doesn't exists here.
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引きこもり 12/15/17 (Fri) 01:05:30 121af2 No. 2506
>>2486
>In my high school days I was a bit more social, but almost every time I did go out I immediately wanted to go home and be by myself. Socializing was also exhausting for some reason, it would really tire me out.
Same here. I would go out and socialize, and when I got home I would be so tired that I would do absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. I never understood why that is until recently, when I read somewhere that introverted people feel physically exhausted by social activity which made a ton of sense to me.
>people are generally cunts and/or take advantage of others which happened more often to me than I'd like to admit because I have a hard time saying "no".
That used to happen to me a lot as well. The one good thing that came of it was that it forced me to realize how awful most people really are, so now I don't leave myself open to people's foul tricks anymore. I think that's why so many people become hikikomoris, with society being as cruel and selfish as it is, what decent person would want to be a part of it?
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引きこもり 12/15/17 (Fri) 01:33:32 8ded96 No. 2510
>>2506
>That used to happen to me a lot as well. The one good thing that came of it was that it forced me to realize how awful most people really are, so now I don't leave myself open to people's foul tricks anymore. I think that's why so many people become hikikomoris, with society being as cruel and selfish as it is, what decent person would want to be a part of it?
That's a very good point anon.
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引きこもり 12/18/17 (Mon) 22:38:00 560e77 No. 2573
>>2510
read "the virtue of selfishness"
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引きこもり 01/11/18 (Thu) 12:06:04 b1e721 No. 3430
>>2573
>read "the virtue of selfishness"
Thanks anon ill. check it out.
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引きこもり 01/12/18 (Fri) 15:42:30 c0de72 No. 3621
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引きこもり 01/12/18 (Fri) 19:50:14 768086 No. 3623
>>3621
You like Ayn Rand, why?
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引きこもり 01/21/18 (Sun) 06:20:09 465b5b No. 3867
>>2412
>i can't even handle going to the doctor how are some of you guys on here able to do this??
seconding this question
I'm interested in getting on neetbux, but even when I convince myself to make an appt, I lie and walk out with a subscription to something mild.
I'm not close enough to anyone in life to be forced into explaining my issues
I also have hardcore split personalities, and I seem 100% normal when I'm around other people. I lie about everything in this mode. I analyze the efficiency of my lies. Can I get called out, can I back it up, will it get me out of this situation faster, will it get me home/off the phone quicker than telling the truth, will it contribute to or make this person ever talk to me again long-term, etc..
I just do it without thinking now. I can end a conversation in 2 minutes, and leave the person satisfied enough to not be thinking "this guy sucks at conversation" or "I should reach out and help this person" or even "hey I kinda like talking to this person". Fuck that. I can somehow read a person and respond to it accurately enough to never have contact with them again. Even my parents are completely disconnected from my life, but honestly and legitimately believe we have a healthy relationship, and I'm a functional, normal adult, who just doesn't open up much.
And its just worse when I'm visiting a doctor. I'm out of there in 5-15 minutes.
Are there online psychiatrists that can actually do anything for you? I'm much more open when I'm not forced to talk.
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引きこもり 01/21/18 (Sun) 16:17:41 a8a813 No. 3869
>>3623
she is a good entry tier to ancapism
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引きこもり 01/21/18 (Sun) 16:50:17 546a95 No. 3870
>>3869
The present system is broken but Anarcho-capitalism will never happen. And if you got your wish there would be more chaos. The world of man has always been corrupt, and became worse with the invention of agriculture. There would be even more psychopathic gangsterism, and tribal butchery. History will show you that the Greek civilization lasted 2000 years for a reason.
A Talk on Magic Mushrooms & LSD by Pierre Grimes (1998)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uK-lAiPwMlY&t=2384s
take care
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引きこもり 01/22/18 (Mon) 18:35:20 c75482 No. 3888
>>3870
there is even no article about him on wikipedia
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引きこもり 01/22/18 (Mon) 18:38:08 546a95 No. 3890
>>3888
>Pierre Grimes
Try google
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引きこもり 01/22/18 (Mon) 23:01:53 546a95 No. 3894
>>3888
No one made it yet.
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引きこもり 01/23/18 (Tue) 08:17:17 2612bc No. 3917
I have medical issues (something off with my frontal lobe) but I'm not sure what it is exactly, I have a neurologist appointment scheduled for 2 days where they'll take new scans and compare the one took back in mid 2017. Besides that, my family thinks I have autism but never bothered to try to get it diagnosed.
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引きこもり 03/30/18 (Fri) 19:31:47 22bb02 No. 5070
I was diagnosed with autism when i was 13 and got sent to one of those special schools for children who are not able to function in normal schools
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引きこもり 03/31/18 (Sat) 00:38:38 b1e721 No. 5073
>>5070
>I was diagnosed with autism when i was 13 and got sent to one of those special schools for children who are not able to function in normal schools
Ahhh for me it was different i was diagnosed with autism when i was only 8 years old and back when i was in school i was in the normal mainstream classes with all the normalfags but not by myself i had to have another teacher come with me to class and help me with my work because they thought i was legit retarded and the rest of the day i would spend in the special education class room so i went back and forth between the two and it was so embarrassing.
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引きこもり 03/31/18 (Sat) 01:46:31 22bb02 No. 5077
>>5073
> i was in the normal mainstream classes with all the normalfags but not by myself i had to have another teacher come with me to class and help me with my work because they thought i was legit retarded
It's like they don't understand how degrading it is to constantly be treated like you are completely useless and need help and guidance to do everything. I can kinda understand giving kids with severe behavioral issues handlers just so they can't hurt themselves or other students but if the issues are just with communication and learning all it does is further ostracize them.
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引きこもり 03/31/18 (Sat) 02:01:52 b1e721 No. 5080
>>5077
> I can kinda understand giving kids with severe behavioral issues handlers just so they can't hurt themselves or other students but if the issues are just with communication and learning all it does is further ostracize them.
I completely agree.
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引きこもり 04/03/18 (Tue) 19:55:05 815cd9 No. 5109
Undiagnosed but I wouldn't be surprised if there was something wrong as I've had numerous people comment about my mental state over the years
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引きこもり 04/03/18 (Tue) 22:40:22 fe8c80 No. 5111
>>5109
Same here, also physically clumsy with jerky movements and shit balance, and my mental symptoms match a lot of the schizo/autist hikkis here, too timid to actually go to a doctor and have no idea how I'd get one since no insurance (over 26 years old), just want those neetbux and live in peace
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引きこもり 04/03/18 (Tue) 23:59:40 4e85ba No. 5112
>>5109
I know what you mean. If I did go to a doctor, I'm about 99% certain that I would be diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder. I would probably get diagnosed with some form of depression as well, but that seems to be common these days.
>>5111
>too timid to actually go to a doctor and have no idea how I'd get one since no insurance
Same here. Even if I was insured, I would still avoid doctors since I don't trust them. I don't want some pretentious ass in a white coat telling me what a failure I am (as if I don't already know) and jotting down a list of mind-numbing pills he wants me to pump into my system.
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引きこもり 04/05/18 (Thu) 02:45:17 b1e721 No. 5120
>>5112
>I know what you mean. If I did go to a doctor, I'm about 99% certain that I would be diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder. I would probably get diagnosed with some form of depression as well, but that seems to be common these days.
I haven't been to the doctor in 5 years but i'm sure that if i was to go back that i would probably be diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder as well.
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引きこもり 04/11/18 (Wed) 21:37:10 ca7624 No. 5226
>>5120
I went to the doctor in 2016 for the first time since 2009 and he laughed at me for not coming in for so long I didn't understand then and I still don't can somebody explain it to me?
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引きこもり 04/11/18 (Wed) 21:46:40 b1e721 No. 5227
>>5226
>I went to the doctor in 2016 for the first time since 2009 and he laughed at me for not coming in for so long
What an asshole.
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引きこもり 04/12/18 (Thu) 17:34:44 4e85ba No. 5239
>>5226
>can somebody explain it to me?
Doctors are condescending normalfags in white coats who are paid hundreds of thousands of dollars each year to give snarky advice and write prescriptions. That's why he laughed at you, he's a self-important ass who thinks human beings can't survive without his 'divine healing.'
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引きこもり 04/13/18 (Fri) 04:11:21 b1e721 No. 5243
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引きこもり 04/28/18 (Sat) 20:02:06 5f1abe No. 5413
Avoidant personality disorder (AvPD), dysthymia.
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引きこもり 04/29/18 (Sun) 06:57:24 be18f2 No. 5415
>>5413
>Avoidant personality disorder
I think i may have this as well.
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引きこもり 04/29/18 (Sun) 10:40:47 5f1abe No. 5416
>>5415
It's the worst of the worst. I can't stay comfy in my room like when I was younger, now I want to be a normalfag but at the same time I don't and I can't.
I can't find peace.
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引きこもり 04/30/18 (Mon) 04:16:19 be18f2 No. 5436
>>5416
>I can't stay comfy in my room like when I was younger, now I want to be a normalfag but at the same time I don't and I can't.
>I can't find peace.
I know that feel anon this cycle is so damn hard to break out of.
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引きこもり 05/03/18 (Thu) 15:13:20 582cbd No. 5473
So I have a couple of undiagnosed mental health disorders, I have been a neat shut-in for 8 years. How do I get disability for these? I'm in the USA so I know it's harder
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引きこもり 05/03/18 (Thu) 16:33:25 55372b No. 5474
>>5473
>I'm in the USA
don't bother, the process is so long and convoluted, involving shit like lawyers to argue your case and average wait time of 2 to 3 years to get your case processed that it's not worth it
nor is the amount of money your receive worth it
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引きこもり 05/03/18 (Thu) 17:22:03 582cbd No. 5475
>>5474
Maybe ill have a good case, idk. Plan to go to the psych ward and then go homeless, hopefully itll speed things up. I cant stand living in my abusive filthy hoarder house anyways
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引きこもり 05/31/18 (Thu) 14:07:50 c3018b No. 5720
I've been diagnosed with chronic depression, general anxiety disorder and depersonalisation/derealisation disorder. I used to take meds but i seem to be the kind of person who ends up with all the side effects.
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引きこもり 06/02/18 (Sat) 04:31:17 20a1ab No. 5730
I am autistic. That's all, as far as I know.
>>5475
>hoarder
This caught my attention. Pretty sure that living with hoarder parents must screw with your mind in all sorts of unique ways that I can't entirely imagine. Doesn't help that you probably have to be nuts to begin with to become a hoarder in the first place, and then the hoarding multiplies the insanity a couple times, so you are technically already living in an insane asylum. You can still save yourself, though. The fact that you aren't a hoarder yourself is already a good sign.
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引きこもり 06/04/18 (Mon) 19:40:28 119f5e No. 5737
I started seeing a psychiatrist one month ago and he diagnosed me with sevre depression and social anxiety, he gave me some medication and it didn't work out for me, he's talking to my mom daily and both of them think that I'm somehow cursed and I've to go to the church more, I mean damn someone who's supposed to be a highly educated person still believing in fairy tales and he's making my life a living hell basically. I have no idea what to do anymore my mom is forcing me to leave the apartment and I tend to isolate myself even more goddamit.
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引きこもり 06/05/18 (Tue) 01:07:27 be18f2 No. 5738
>>5737
>, he's talking to my mom daily and both of them think that I'm somehow cursed and I've to go to the church
No offense but that's kinda ridiculous and they are pretty retarded if they actually believe that you're cursed.
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引きこもり 06/05/18 (Tue) 17:14:54 55372b No. 5739
>>5738
It's more common than you think, especially if his family is religious. When I first ended up in a psych hospital before going full hikki my parents thought I was possessed/influenced by the devil since I had a couple books on magic in my room
which they then tried to burn
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引きこもり 06/06/18 (Wed) 01:20:01 20a1ab No. 5740
>>5737
>>5738
>>5739
And then they expect you to want them around and enjoy their presence. They are fucking insane.
Ages come and go but humanity doesn't change. This mindset and these mass religions were only able to spread so much in the first place because people are and always will be shit, and plebs are worse than shit. Book burnings and witch hunts are human nature because it's natural for humans to be evil and destructive. Not being like them is a good thing but it also makes them difficult to tolerate. I guess you can at least use the fact that the people around you are inferior to your advantage and use that knowledge to give your own confidence a boost.
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引きこもり 06/06/18 (Wed) 03:19:48 be18f2 No. 5741
>>5740
>. Book burnings and witch hunts are human nature because it's natural for humans to be evil and destructive
This is the sad truth about humanity.
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引きこもり 06/06/18 (Wed) 03:30:23 be18f2 No. 5742
>>5739
> When I first ended up in a psych hospital before going full hikki my parents thought I was possessed/influenced by the devil since I had a couple books on magic in my room
Your parents sound like a couple of wackjobs to be honest with you. My parents weren't really religious but i remember growing up they would tell me stuff like oh anon don't have sex outside of marriage or don't swear and use the lords name in vain even though they were hypocrites and did it themselves in fact i'm a child of sin they had me before they were even married. I've always hated the hypocrisy of society politics and religion.
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引きこもり 06/06/18 (Wed) 05:30:31 20a1ab No. 5746
>>5742
Personally, I had to deal with a lot of superstitious insanity coming specifically from the women in my family (men never seem to do this). It was really bad as a kid. They would treat me like shit for doing something that they decided is satanic, seemingly at random since I couldn't predict it. Made me feel like shit, and I couldn't even understand why (it doesn't actually make sense, so of course I couldn't). That was one of many things that made me realize that adults were insane and incredibly dumb, and that I couldn't trust them. A big reason why I didn't interact with them very much early on. Also, I didn't naturally understand the concept of family (maybe it's the autism), and this kind of thing made me against the entire idea, at that point. Caring about irrational people that treat me like shit just because we share some DNA just didn't make sense to me.
I always disliked Christianity, though. It seems to be completely incompatible with my mind, and that makes sense, since it's a fucked up Jewish religion. Thankfully, I was lucky enough that my dick remains unmutilated and I always knew that I should wash it, unlike some smelly barbarians that don't know how water and soap work.
Basically, it's a religion for slaves, that is against any form of human development and glory, and the enjoyment of life in general. Always sounded boring, weak and unjust, to me. On the other hand, polytheism was a huge obsession of mine as a kid. I would read about that all the time, and the stories are actually meaningful regardless of how physically real they happen to be. Gods that actually represent something good don't have to be physical to be worth your time. Ancient religions have more value philosophically and actual relevance towards civilized culture as well. It's also easier to like gods when there are many of them and each represents a different aspect of reality. Most of them are flawed, but good for the most part, while a single god with limitless power and presence kinda has be evil or reality simply wouldn't make sense.
Organized religion in general is for plebs, though. Even in polytheist religions, the masses have always worshiped the lower gods (generally goddesses) and were typically superstitious assholes while the elite had more unique practices and worshiped higher gods, or maybe became initiates of a mystery religion. The best people have always had esoteric views that the majority can't grasp. The actual truths can be found in all civilized religions, so you kinda have to be an essentialist. Sectarianism, superstitious paranoia, bickering about the details, expecting one religion to have all the answers; all that nonsense is for the brainlet majority. My religious views were built using pure philosophy and contemplation (the isolation helped), and then I found out that people in antiquity discussed similar ideas, and that my views have always had a presence in the occult, and that was immensely satisfying. People with good minds don't need dogma. It's always better to read things that force you to think and build the ideas at least almost from scratch, and then see how they hold up and then improve, expand and refine them over time as you develop.
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引きこもり 06/06/18 (Wed) 11:52:12 55372b No. 5749
>>5742
>Your parents sound like a couple of wackjobs to be honest with you
They absolutely are
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引きこもり 06/07/18 (Thu) 00:18:52 87b4a4 No. 5750
>just spent a week in a mental ward after trying to castrate myself in a dissociative psychotic state
They didn't tell me shit. They rattled off some terms and suggestive i hear voices as a way to cope with depression. That's like the only direct thing they said to me. Nobody had any answers. I'm an empty husk who is occasionally overcome with nonsensical intense emotion or lack of emotion that brings me to do dumb shit. What am i supposed to do? huh? half the time i bullshit my way through any interaction completely on auto pilot so it fucking impossible to reach out and explain anything that really fucks with me because my problem is inherently that i'm just a lifeless sack of shit who doesn't know or care about himself anymore. It used to be brain fog but not its like my life is a TV in a corner of a room that i'm not really paying attention to.
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引きこもり 06/07/18 (Thu) 06:17:05 20a1ab No. 5753
>>5750
Don't damage your body. There is no reason to, and you can't get another one. You don't want to be stuck in a broken vessel, even if you don't feel like it's the most important part of your sense of self. Even if you don't care about yourself, I do care because pointless human suffering in general bothers me a lot, since I tend to easily feel another person's pain. Your body is a reflection of your mind and spirit for the most part, so work on those aspects. Anyway, people really are disgustingly incompetent a good chunk of the time, and it's incredible how much this gets in the way. Your mind definitely needs further investigation so the issues can be described and properly diagnosed, and I am obviously not a professional (I have never even had a job in my life and I'm 25) so I can't make any factual statements, but to me it sounds like depersonalization disorder. Maybe read about it yourself, but looking for competent professional help is a more important requirement, even if it takes more than one attempt. If you think that my assumption is correct, you can definitely tell the professional that you think this is what is going on so the diagnosis process may be facilitated (my autism was diagnosed more quickly because of that, and because I had a full understanding of every symptom, since I studied the condition and my own history extensively), allowing you to get whatever resources are available as soon as possible. Do anything that is needed to be able to enjoy life again. You can improve and rebuild your mind more than you think. With your cooperation, the issue should have a solution.
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引きこもり 06/09/18 (Sat) 01:13:59 8ac4f9 No. 5761
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引きこもり 06/10/18 (Sun) 18:10:58 87b4a4 No. 5764
>>5753
i did read this i just dont know what to say sorry
>>5761
no i dont use wizard
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引きこもり 06/11/18 (Mon) 08:49:20 20a1ab No. 5768
>>5764
It's fine. Just try to solve your problem so you can be safe. I do think that it's possible for people to alter their own minds to some extent, so maybe you can do some of that as well.
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引きこもり 06/11/18 (Mon) 18:31:15 5b9f53 No. 5770
>>5112
>>5120
Personality disorders are not something you get diagnosed with after just an appointment or two. The reason for this is that the psychologist/psychiatrist needs to see for themself that the trait(s) remains persistent over time. The diagnose cannot be based solely on the patients own words as far as I can recall.
The shortest contact I've ever heard a patient have with the healthcare system before receiving the diagnose "Avoidant Personality Disorder" was 2-3 weeks. Even if you were trying to speedrun this process, your psych professional would probably just end up trying to convince you that you have normal Social Anxiety instead. It's very rare that you actually receive the Avoidant diagnosis without first getting labeled with some standard form of Social Anxiety instead.
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引きこもり 06/12/18 (Tue) 13:27:38 55372b No. 5775
>>5770
It's usually over the course of several months, mine was 6 months and then an official psych exam before I got a diagnosis
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引きこもり 06/13/18 (Wed) 20:22:13 f98e3c No. 5783
I'm diagnosed schizoaffective bipolar type. I don't get neetbux for it.
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引きこもり 06/14/18 (Thu) 22:08:02 5f1abe No. 5793
>>5737
Your parents are shit and you can't do anything about it, but you can change the psychiatrist, who has obviously demonstrated lacking professionalism.
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引きこもり 08/17/18 (Fri) 03:46:04 be18f2 No. 6292
>>6289
>I wonder what my chances will be like for neetbux, which I've applied for and should have an interview coming soon.
Let us know how it goes anon.
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引きこもり 08/19/18 (Sun) 00:24:18 53a3ed No. 6307
They can't diagnose me if i never go.
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引きこもり 09/06/18 (Thu) 07:39:53 0cb73c No. 6397
Anxiety, manic depression and social phobia.
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引きこもり 10/13/18 (Sat) 01:19:25 83c56d No. 6510
A general anxiety disorder and clinical depression. When committed, the lead psychiatrist there said she thought I was likely to have borderline personality disorder but said she wasn't comfortable diagnosing me with it.
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引きこもり 10/15/18 (Mon) 16:26:48 dd8490 No. 6536
>diagnosed schizoaffective and bi-polar
>know i have dissociative identity disorder but refuse to let anyone diagnose me with that because legitimizing it will make it real
I hate doctors/hospitals and at this point I only interact with them enough to get the meds i want
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引きこもり 10/15/18 (Mon) 19:09:50 7eee08 No. 6537
>>5737
>he's talking to my mom daily and both of them think that I'm somehow cursed and I've to go to the church more
>
Is that what he said verbatim or are you paraphrasing? If he actually thinks you're possessed by some demon then that's crazy.
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引きこもり 10/17/18 (Wed) 15:35:47 ae76c0 No. 6572
I've got hysteria, consumption, and moral insanity. lol
Actually I've definitely (not neurotic about it, seen psychologists who agree) got 6 serious mental illnesses with some of them diagnosed. I love my pills. Keeps me relatively well balanced. the only untreatable one is the moral insanity :-P[|]
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引きこもり 10/18/18 (Thu) 19:57:38 7eee08 No. 6585
>>6572
>and moral insanity. lol
Moriarty? Is that you?
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引きこもり 10/20/18 (Sat) 16:34:27 aa7da0 No. 6593
>>6585
I don't get the joke. :/
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引きこもり 10/21/18 (Sun) 09:27:40 b81f81 No. 6594
>>6593
Moriarty is the archnemesis of Sherlock Holmes and is the "Napoleon of crime".
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引きこもり 10/21/18 (Sun) 14:20:19 10a2e1 No. 6595
>>6594
ohrite. Yeah amnesia is one of 6. Forgot he I was. I'm the real napoleon a swell
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引きこもり 11/20/18 (Tue) 19:34:19 4e06c3 No. 6680
I am diagnosed with schizophrenia.
also Linus > Jobs
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引きこもり 11/24/18 (Sat) 16:16:41 c28541 No. 6688
I'm kind of interested in videos of people dying. Is that moral insanity?
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引きこもり 11/25/18 (Sun) 12:16:54 5f1abe No. 6694
>>6688
It's like the most normal thing ever, people are interested in crime news.
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引きこもり 12/10/18 (Mon) 02:11:38 1b2bb5 No. 6760
>>6680
What version is this? Looks like a BD rip, mine was really low quality.
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引きこもり 12/12/18 (Wed) 00:37:10 25cfa6 No. 6764
>>2409
Since i was a kid, i have a combination of depression, low attention span, hyperactivity, schizoid disorder, and autoflagelative disorder but in the last month ive only hit myself with a belt, i live alone so i dont have to worry about leaving big scars, but when my mom brings me food she cries if she see any scars or bruses :(
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引きこもり 12/12/18 (Wed) 10:53:40 294bf7 No. 6765
>>6764
How did you aquire an autoflagellation disorder might I ask?
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引きこもり 12/12/18 (Wed) 21:30:02 25cfa6 No. 6766
>>6765
As a way out, there were times when i didnt feel anything, like imagine walking from work or school (the only good part of my old life) youre not doing anything really, nor feeling anything youre just walking, that feeling of walking and being calm, thats a feeling but sometimes i didnt feel not even that, like i was watching a movie/cutscene in a vg, i knew what was going on and if you touch me i could "feel" it, but not really, the pain was the only way to pull my mind back to reallity i started playing with a cutter, i just scratch my arm with it until all the white powder was gone and my arm become a slime red mess, i pull me back here, it made feel like i was myself again and then when i poured alcohol on it…
I was free.
And since then i do it at least once a month, but when i started it was almost every day as a result i cant move my knees and toes as good as before (i hurt my legs cause the marks were always hide by my pants)
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引きこもり 12/22/18 (Sat) 02:48:01 d63374 No. 6819
>>2409
Clinical depression
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引きこもり SAGE! 01/12/19 (Sat) 13:17:58 5f1abe No. 6886
Saging because replying to a very old post.
>>5770
>Personality disorders are not something you get diagnosed with after just an appointment or two
> It's very rare that you actually receive the Avoidant diagnosis without first getting labeled with some standard form of Social Anxiety instead.
I got the AvPD diagnosis after a single written test.
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