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A WARNING TO ALL NEW USERS IF YOU ARE NOT A HIKIKOMORI I WILL BAN YOU!! People who are going to work or school are not Hikikomori There are many people on here who can not leave their home Please choose your topic with consideration IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN AT HOME INSIDE YOUR ROOM FOR AT LEAST 6 MONTHS OR MORE THEN DON'T POST HERE!

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58b1ee No.1915 [View All]

What are some of the physical and mental issues that have arisen from your time spent in isolation?? for me it's the following.

>Back pain

>Weak bland muscles

>Depression

>Mild agoraphobia

>Social anxiety

>Pedophilia

>Feel tired all the time (Except at night)

>Constantly masturbaiting and addicted to porn

>Bad eating habits

>Blurry vision

>Suicidal tendencies

>Lack of vitamin D

>Allergic to my own sweat

>I start itching every time i go outside for food

>Weight loss

>Anger issues

What are some of the physical and mental issues you guys deal with while being hikikomori??.

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2c01c0 No.5271

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>>5263

>You guys got me really paranoid about diabetes. I looked up the symptoms and luckily I'm in the clear for now.

You're lucky anon i just did the same thing i researched the symptoms and it looks like that i may be showing early signs.

>Hunger and fatigue.

>Peeing more often and being thirstier

>Dry mouth and itchy skin

>Blurred vision

>Nausea and vomiting

All of these have been happening to me and i'm scared to be honest.

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974313 No.5275

>>5271

How long have you been experiencing these symptoms? Because it is possible that you're just temporarily ill. I hope you get well soon and that this is just a temporary sickness, rather than ongoing condition.

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2c01c0 No.5276

>>5275

>How long have you been experiencing these symptoms?

For about 3 years.

>It is possible that you're just temporarily ill.

I hope so.

>I hope you get well soon and that this is just a temporary sickness, rather than ongoing condition.

Thanks anon.

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eb1174 No.5391

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I'm pretty much tired and sick all the damn time

I don't what's wrong with me I feel like I'm exhausted and sick no matter how long I've been asleep I always wake up tired and dizzy to be honest I have a shitty habits be it eating habits or other general habits I eat very unhealthy food and I don't exercise or training at all whatsoever,however, I don't think that it's the cause of my tiredness

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f33cb3 No.5392

>>5391

could be air intake while you sleep isn't good enough

Also drink water before bed so you don't get dehydrated during the night

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ce5efb No.5394

>>5391

Are you fat and sleeping in the fetal position? Because that can squish your lungs, leading to exactly what you've described.

If so, train yourself to sleep with your legs stretched.

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eb906e No.5469

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Do any hikkis on here feel like they probably suffer from peter pan syndrome also known as gerascophobia??

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bb76fe No.5481

>>1915

Definitely identify with the back pain/general pain, as I'm either in a computer chair or sitting up in bed. Namely when in bed, my back and neck hurt immensely to the point of having trouble concentrating on what I'm watching on TV.

I'm also incredibly tired/lethargic to the point where I have trouble focusing or being motivated to play video games.

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6db996 No.5483

>>5255

An update to this. The thirst and painful urination is gone. It's such a relief I'm having tears of joy when i urinate painlessly. The last few weeks I've eaten terribly. Pretty much just ramen and granola bars. I guess i don't have diabetes. Vision is still garbage past 5 feet. I should be able to order glasses guessing what prescription i would be.

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49b85b No.5599

29 y/o hikki here been a hikki/neet off and on since 10, this is my first post here.

i have abdominal pain but it only happens when im around people (usually my mother)

if it hurts really badly i end up pissing alot of blood

it only recently (last 2 years) started becoming an every day thing before that it was once every few years and lasted only a week or so

the times in the past i went to the doctor and they said it was kidney stones however no stones were ever found.

>tl;dr doctors dont know shit about it

i think its an ulcer to be honest but its only effected by being around other people food/drink doesnt effect it at all

the only thing ive found that fixes it is soda but it only stops the pain and if it hurts really badly it only dulls it and i still end up losing alot of blood

ive tried many pain killers such as acetaminophen, aspirin, Oxycontin, THC/CBD none of them ease the pain at all ive been injected with morphine at the doctors office and it doesnt even effect it. ive changed my diet many times increased water/electrolyte consumption beyond the average for my weight. stopped eating for days. the only thing that effects it is soda and its doesnt make it go away only dulls the pain.

>tl;dr pain killers/diet changes dont work only soda. need cure

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eb906e No.5600

>>5599

>29 y/o hikki here been a hikki/neet off and on since 10, this is my first post here.

Welcome to the board anon glad to see you here.

>I have abdominal pain but it only happens when i'm around people (usually my mother)

>If it hurts really badly i end up pissing alot of blood

Damn that sucks man.

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f9d3a4 No.5601

>>5599

Wow, I never heard that before. Sounds terrible.

My health is better than ever. Improved a lot since I stopped leaving the house, and I only take extra vitamin D. My diet is good now and I exercise. Never had something crazy like that.

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eb906e No.5602

>>5601

> I only take extra vitamin D. My diet is good now and I exercise. Never had something crazy like that.

What kind of vitamin D do you take? do you take the vitamin D pills or gummy candies??.

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eb906e No.5603

>>5481

>I'm either in a computer chair or sitting up in bed. Namely when in bed, my back and neck hurt immensely to the point of having trouble concentrating on what I'm watching on TV.

This also happens to me.

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eb906e No.5604

>>5483

>An update to this. The thirst and painful urination is gone. It's such a relief I'm having tears of joy when i urinate painlessly. The last few weeks I've eaten terribly. Pretty much just ramen and granola bars. I guess i don't have diabetes. Vision is still garbage past 5 feet. I should be able to order glasses guessing what prescription i would be.

That's good to hear anon.

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f9d3a4 No.5605

>>5602

Pills. Cholecalciferol, which is apparently vitamin D3. A doctor wanted me to take it a long time ago because of my lack of exposure to sunlight, or something. Just kept taking them once a week since then so I don't have to worry about it.

>>5603

Maybe you need a better chair. Try to get used to moving more as well. You can relieve stress if you do that, and there's no one around to judge you for looking insane, so you can do what you want. Party as hard as you want. It gives you more energy as well. I kinda want to buy a dance pad at this point.

If you need to lose weight, just stop drinking soda and eating sugar and move around more and you will lose tons of it. I still eat carbs that I wouldn't eat if I cooked for myself (if I did, I would just eat meat, vegetables, tons of eggs and a little bit of fruit… mostly avoiding recipes because that's too much effort and time), but my weight is good and I feel pretty light. Also, I only eat once a day (except for my yogurt and fruit so I can avoid constipation for sure), though lately I have been eating a shitload of almonds as well. I only drink tons of water, milk (it can be whole milk, from my tests, it doesn't actually lead to any significant increase in weight at all), coffee, and beer (it's actually more of a recent thing, but it didn't make me gain weight either, since beer apparently only increases your hunger, but I never drink it before eating). Alcohol only in the correct amount, of course. Don't build resistance to it or you will need more and more of it to get the same effect, and eventually you will be screwed, and forced to quit. Give your liver time to recover, drink the right amount, and you can enjoy it forever.

I think I mastered the healthy hikikomori lifestyle. It's pretty good, everyone should do it. Seriously, take advantage of your laziness like me. Be too lazy to eat. You will eventually realize that you only want these things because you're addicted to them, like a drug addict. Just reject them entirely.

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eb906e No.5607

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>>5605

>Pills. Cholecalciferol, which is apparently vitamin D3. A doctor wanted me to take it a long time ago because of my lack of exposure to sunlight, or something. Just kept taking them once a week since then so I don't have to worry about it.

I take 2 of the gummy candies everyday they actually taste pretty damn good.

>Maybe you need a better chair. Try to get used to moving more as well

Funny that you say that because a few months ago i actually threw out my old computer chair and my dad bought me a new one because it was falling apart.

>Try to get used to moving more as well. You can relieve stress if you do that, and there's no one around to judge you for looking insane, so you can do what you want. Party as hard as you want. It gives you more energy as well

I'll. keep this in mind thanks anon.

>If you need to lose weight, just stop drinking soda and eating sugar and move around more and you will lose tons of it.

I'm actually a skinny person so i need to gain weight.

>I think mastered the healthy hikikomori lifestyle. It's pretty good, everyone should do it. Seriously, take advantage of your laziness like me. Be too lazy to eat. You will eventually realize that you only want these things because you're addicted to them, like a drug addict. Just reject them entirely.

Sounds very comfy tbh.

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f9d3a4 No.5608

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>>5607

I forgot to mention that I used a normal chair for a day and that destroyed my back in just an hour or two. Actually, I had these issues in school as well. Being tall probably didn't help. Later on when I tried trade school, being healthier and having a better metabolism, it actually got even harder, because having to stay there for so long, I wasn't able to move around, and therefore I was accumulating massive amounts of stress in my body. Getting up and doing stretches (because that's more socially acceptable than just freely moving like you're crazy) only helped so much. On top of that, my back didn't like those chairs very much at all.

>Sounds very comfy tbh.

It is, as long as I don't get out of my routine. Just mentioned this in another post, but even knowing that I will have to do so in a few days makes me miserable, because I can't sleep no matter how tired I am, it feels like my heart is about to explode and like I'm suffocating, and being sleep deprived makes me suicidal. Sometimes I hit myself, trying to knock myself out, but I never do it hard enough so that doesn't work. It's also a way for me to relieve the physical stress of not being able to move (since I'm trying to sleep). I always hope that at least the pain will distract me from my thoughts and calm me down, but it never does.

Basically, I do like my current life and I haven't left my comfort zone even slightly in months, but if I have to do anything out of the ordinary, then it quickly turns into hell and it takes at least a month for me to go back to my normal comfy self. It paralyzes me and I can't do much for that long, so I try to relax. It seems like my entire body, including my brain, works against anything that goes against my lifestyle. Autism is fun, but only when you're not being forced to try not being autistic. I want to live like this forever, if possible. The alternative seems nightmarish to me. At worst, I will get some night shift security job with nobody around, no noise and no expectations (so I can avoid sensory overload) and get used to that, and then do it forever so I never have another meltdown again. Definitely never going back to school, that's for sure.

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49b85b No.5616

>>5601

>Wow, I never heard that before. Sounds terrible.

i was hoping this was something somewhat common among hikkis

it is pretty bad even if i wanted to break my hikki patterns it makes it very hard to fight

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f9d3a4 No.5621

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>>5616

I have no idea what it is, but there are a bunch of clues, and the fact that the doctors didn't do shit makes me angry. Even the soda is a clue. Why does it help? What kind of issue would improve because of that? The fact that being around other people triggers it means that it's related to stress and anxiety. Since the pain is abdominal, it's safe to say that it's something wrong there, so they even know where the issue is.

If the doctors haven't figured it out, then the doctors are incompetent. A doctor has to find out what it is. You know where the pain is located, that it's making you piss blood and that soda helps for some reason and that the stress of being around people makes it worse (being a recluse probably increases that vulnerability, so it happens more easily now). There's no excuse. If this is causing a lot of pain and making you lose tons of blood, it has to be solved. It's not a generic issue, but they know where it is and what triggers it, because you told them, so there's definitely enough information for them to figure out a solution.

It pisses me off that a doctor would just give a bunch of generic explanations and give up when they're proven wrong just so they don't have to use their heads, and this is really common nowadays. Bunch of idiots in every profession, so you need to try a bunch of different people sometimes until you're lucky and find the right one. Doctors of all people are supposed to give more of a shit about people than this. This isn't right, go to a better one next time if you can and make sure that he does his job.

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49b85b No.5646

>>5621

>Even the soda is a clue. Why does it help?

i haven't figured it out. i thought it was the carbonation so i drank some flat and it still helped. i thought it was the sugar (i drink real sugar soda no HFCS for me) then i made some limeade with tons of sugar no relief.. all the other ingredients are different per soda so that eliminates them being the source of my relief. all i know is it just helps the pain. thankfully the pain is quite dull most days.

>What kind of issue would improve because of that?

sometimes i think its some kind of parasite but i have no way to confirm. it just seems improbable.

>It pisses me off that a doctor would just give a bunch of generic explanations

not just one doctor, four different doctors over the course of 10 or so years. im working myself up again to leave my house and go to another doctor and see if i can explain things differently this time.

im sick of people in general doctors are no exception.

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88bec9 No.5652

>>5646

>i haven't figured it out. i thought it was the carbonation so i drank some flat and it still helped. i thought it was the sugar (i drink real sugar soda no HFCS for me) then i made some limeade with tons of sugar no relief.. all the other ingredients are different per soda so that eliminates them being the source of my relief. all i know is it just helps the pain. thankfully the pain is quite dull most days.

Can you try carbonated water, diet soda, and club soda? You can start doing process of elimination on what ingredient is helping you. Sugar is the only thing that makes sense. Do you exert a lot of downward pressure on your abdominal region when your sitting? Maybe when your stressed your tensing up and crumpling your stomach.

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eb906e No.5659

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>>5608

>I forgot to mention that I used a normal chair for a day and that destroyed my back in just an hour or two. Actually, I had these issues in school as well. Being tall probably didn't help. Later on when I tried trade school, being healthier and having a better metabolism, it actually got even harder, because having to stay there for so long, I wasn't able to move around, and therefore I was accumulating massive amounts of stress in my body. Getting up and doing stretches (because that's more socially acceptable than just freely moving like you're crazy) only helped so much. On top of that, my back didn't like those chairs very much at all.

When i was in school i had to sit in these metal chairs and that would hurt my back and ass a lot.

>I can't sleep no matter how tired I am, it feels like my heart is about to explode and like I'm suffocating, and being sleep deprived makes me suicidal. Sometimes I hit myself, trying to knock myself out, but I never do it hard enough so that doesn't work. It's also a way for me to relieve the physical stress of not being able to move (since I'm trying to sleep). I always hope that at least the pain will distract me from my thoughts and calm me down, but it never does.

I think i may be developing insomnia due to the fact that i've been waking up really late and staying up even later now i usually go to bed around 5 30 am 6 am somewhere around there and wake up at 4 pm but for the last month i've been going to bed at 7 am and getting up at 8 pm i also lack any motivation to do any simple task like bathing cleaning or even just walking around I'm kinda sick of life tbh.

>I want to live like this forever, if possible. The alternative seems nightmarish to me. At worst, I will get some night shift security job with nobody around, no noise and no expectations (so I can avoid sensory overload) and get used to that, and then do it forever so I never have another meltdown again. Definitely never going back to school, that's for sure.

This will probably happen to me in the future if i can't find a way to support myself while in isolation by 2020 because in 2020 my Neetbux will expire and i am kinda scared of what will happen to me in the future.

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2b961b No.5661

>>5659

>I think i may be developing insomnia due to the fact that i've been waking up really late and staying up even later now i usually go to bed around 5 30 am 6 am somewhere around there and wake up at 4 pm but for the last month i've been going to bed at 7 am and getting up at 8 pm

That's not insomnia you're already sleeping for over than 13 hours, according to what you said, but if you encounter any problems while trying to fall asleep, try to order sleep medication.

Another option if you see a psychiatrist occasionally, then tell him that you are not able to sleep as comfortably as you used to.

I've insomnia but it's much worse than that, I stay up for days thinking about my life,my future and what will become of me.however, I've started taking sleep pills and they helped me alot to fall asleep normally.

>i also lack any motivation to do any simple task like bathing cleaning or even just walking around I'm kinda sick of life tbh.

I know how you feel anhedonia sucks and it's taking it's tool on me too, I can't enjoy anything no more, just watching youtube and TV all the day until I get bored and fall asleep.

I'm sick of life and living like that, sick of seeing all my siblings happy and successful, and sick of them looking down on me and calling me names, sick of my parents yelling at me and being disappointed because I've failed them.

Life sucks and I'm sick of it too you're not alone.

> This will probably happen to me in the future if i can't find a way to support myself while in isolation by 2020 because in 2020 my Neetbux will expire and i am kinda scared of what will happen to me in the future.

I think you've to find a work from home, you still have the time to master another languages, programming, translating etc, even though you're tired and sick to do anything you've to do it, otherwise you will wageslave which hell on earth for a shut in.

I'm so scared of the future too, if my parents died, I will lose every source of support and I don't know what I will do by then, perhaps I will end it all

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f9d3a4 No.5664

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>>5659

I go to bed around 10 am and wake up around 6 pm. Don't think you're an insomniac, you're just sleeping too much. I sleep 8 hours because the day is short enough as it is, so I sleep just enough to not feel bad and depressed. Personally, I can sleep just fine as long as I don't get out of my routine. Even knowing that I'm going to do that soon screws with my head and I can't get it out of my mind. Even if I don't have to change my sleep schedule, I still can't sleep if I have something like that in mind. I am terrible with change if I can't do it instantly, while mentally prepared for it, and take care of the entire issue at once before I go to bed again (and you can imagine how much that limits me professionally).

I don't have that kind of lack of motivation either, because I don't fully allow myself to spend all of my time doing nothing (I have way too much stuff to watch and play, so I always try to do something). Not that much. Sometimes I slow down and don't do that many things (generally when I start to feel the need to so things with someone else, but I don't have anyone), but I always keep myself clean and looking good because looking like shit isn't something that I can stand at this point. In order to survive, I have to at least have something pleasant to see in the mirror (except my stubborn and inconsistent hair when it feels like looking like crap, because I'm not a woman so I wasn't taught how to make it look good, then again, I wasn't taught anything at all), despite how enormous my laziness may be. It also reduces my fear of being seen by other people because I know I look good. I could already fap to myself, so I guess it's working.

Overall, I never stop doing things that I have to do every single day because they are such a permanent part of my routine that my autism itself doesn't allow me to stop doing them. Try to get used to doing these things every day. Ideally including exercise, no matter how trivial it is. Really, having the habit of doing something, no matter low lazily you do it, is better than working hard but very occasionally because at least you won't completely stop doing it. Take advantage of your repetitive tendencies as much as you can. Don't do it too quickly, though. Choose one habit and just do that for a month of two until you get used to it, then choose another one. Understand how your own mind works and learn how to exploit it. Do that and have fun with your hobbies and you should eventually have more energy, at least. If you're going to be a hikikomori, you might as well have fun.

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407aef No.5668

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>>5652

>Can you try carbonated water, diet soda, and club soda?

ill give them a run through.

>Do you exert a lot of downward pressure on your abdominal region when your sitting?

i use to sit resting my chin on my knees all the time but as of a year ago or so i started getting restless so after a period of time i will sit in a different position mostly in the squatting position though.

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eb906e No.5670

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>>5661

>That's not insomnia you're already sleeping for over than 13 hours, according to what you said, but if you encounter any problems while trying to fall asleep, try to order sleep medication.

>Another option if you see a psychiatrist occasionally, then tell him that you are not able to sleep as comfortably as you used to.

I've read online and heard from others in the past that sleep medication doesn't actually work though i guess it's different for everyone and it may vary on the individual.

>I know how you feel anhedonia sucks and it's taking it's tool on me too, I can't enjoy anything no more, just watching youtube and TV all the day until I get bored and fall asleep.

Yeah that's pretty much a typical day of mine all my days run together for the most part and sometimes i forget shit.

>Sick of seeing all my siblings happy and successful, and sick of them looking down on me and calling me names, sick of my parents yelling at me and being disappointed because I've failed them.

Same here seeing my siblings happy and successful, makes me depressed knowing that i didn't have what they have when i was in my late teens or early 20s an apartment a car and a decent life makes me sad to be honest and everyday i think of killing myself. My mom is so delusional she thinks i can make it out in society but i can't even leave the house alone unless it's a place that's close to home that doesn't require much social interaction like a fast food place or the store which i go once a month to buy food and that's about it. But honestly i don't know what to do anymore.

>I think you've to find a work from home, you still have the time to master another languages, programming, translating etc, even though you're tired and sick to do anything you've to do it, otherwise you will wageslave which hell on earth for a shut in.

True i technically do still have time to build up my computer skills i guess only time will tell.

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95397b No.5671

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>>5670

>My mom is so delusional she thinks i can make it out in society but i can't even leave the house alone unless it's a place that's close to home that doesn't require much social interaction like a fast food place or the store which i go once a month to buy food and that's about it. But honestly i don't know what to do anymore.

I know how you feel, my parents are so deluded too they think I can run on the society's circle again, when I can't even crawl

But in my situation, I'm being forced to join society again they want me to go back to school, to finish my exams and to find a job.

Its torture everyday, they can't understand that I'm can't even leave the apartment and go the nearby store.

They're so blind, I don't even have any cloth and my old cloth don't fit me anymore because I've gained weight during my isolation, I wear a short and a T-shirt and I never changed them since almost 2 years ago, I wash them though.

Realistically, someone as broken as me don't have the guts to join society again, and play the shitty game.however, they keep pushing me towards success and they totally forget that my first reason to become a shut in was because of them, they used to fight alot and yell at eachother, my mom used to tell us that she hates my father, and I heard her a couple of times cheating on him, that result in me being afraid of the outside world and of relationships in general, but they tell me that it's all my fault nonetheless.

I accepted my situation as a shut in and basically these days I'm just waiting for my death to come.

Btw, I'm new here I posted on r9k yesterday and coincidentally, I found this board a place where I can share my feelings with people like me that sounds like heaven.

whosoever created this board thank you

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eb906e No.5672

File: 98d6579e48b9adb⋯.jpg (232.1 KB,1920x1080,16:9,lazy.jpg)

>>5664

> Don't think you're an insomniac, you're just sleeping too much

Yeah that's probably the case.

>I don't have that kind of lack of motivation either, because I don't fully allow myself to spend all of my time doing nothing (I have way too much stuff to watch and play.

I used to be like this i would get enjoyment out of the things i did now i don't even enjoy that much anymore it's all just a form of escapism to be perfectly honest with you.

>I always keep myself clean and looking good because looking like shit isn't something that I can stand at this point. In order to survive, I have to at least have something pleasant to see in the mirror.

I generally for the most part try to keep myself clean although sometimes i procrastinate and lack the motivation to do so. I did do my laundry yesterday which had been piled up in my room for 3 weeks and now i finally got all of my dirty clothes cleaned.

>Try to get used to doing these things every day. Ideally including exercise, no matter how trivial it is. Really, having the habit of doing something, no matter low lazily you do it, is better than working hard but very occasionally because at least you won't completely stop doing it. Take advantage of your repetitive tendencies as much as you can. Don't do it too quickly, though. Choose one habit and just do that for a month of two until you get used to it, then choose another one. Understand how your own mind works and learn how to exploit it. Do that and have fun with your hobbies and you should eventually have more energy,

This is some amazing advice i will . keep this in mind thanks anon.

>At least. If you're going to be a hikikomori, you might as well have fun.

I think we can both agree on that.

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eb906e No.5673

>>5671

> I'm new here I posted on r9k yesterday and coincidentally, I found this board a place where I can share my feelings with people like me that sounds like heaven.

>whosoever created this board thank you

Welcome to the board and how did you get here exactly? and how long have you been a hikikomori anon?.

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95397b No.5674

>>5673

> how did you get here exactly

I found the name among the trends

> and how long have you been a hikikomori anon

Almost 4 years

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eb906e No.5675

>>5674

>I found the name among the trends

Oh it does show up at the top of the site along with other boards sometimes but for the most part this place is pretty slow.

>Almost 4 years

11 years hikikomori here by the way i'm the board creator if you're wondering.

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95397b No.5676

>>5675

>Oh it does show up at the top of the site along with other boards sometimes

True yeah

>but for the most part this place is pretty slow

I can see but that doesn't bother me at all, it looks comfy and I can interact with the people here.

It was my first time to post on Imageboard yesterday because I got sick of being a lurker for years due to the fear of being judged, I bet you understand.

>11 years hikikomori here by the way i'm the board creator if you're wondering.

W-ow how are you still alive and how do you support yourself? of course you've posted here before about all that stuff, I'll be sure to read the threads

Thanks for welcoming me

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eb906e No.5852

File: 241f7c9e36f1ec7⋯.gif (1008.73 KB,499x294,499:294,1509952357066.gif)

>>5676

>I can see but that doesn't bother me at all, it looks comfy and I can interact with the people here.

Glad to have you here anon.

>It was my first time to post on Imageboard yesterday because I got sick of being a lurker for years due to the fear of being judged, I bet you understand.

Yes i do understand Imageboards especially the /b/ board can be hostile at times but here on /hikki/ it is just comfy hikikomori blog post and feels.

>W-ow how are you still alive and how do you support yourself?

I am only 24 and to an extent i am content with my life also i used to live with my parents but i currently live in a group home with 2 other people and live off of neetbux although i am trying to make money online while doing online blogging.

>Thanks for welcoming me

You're welcome anon glad to have you here.

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1cf886 No.6231

I have two noticeable cavities in my front teeth so i probably have a bunch more that i can't see. I don't want them to get any worse but i know if i buy a tooth brush or something online my parents will notice and make me go to the dentist.

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eb906e No.6232

>>6231

>if i buy a tooth brush or something online my parents will notice and make me go to the dentist.

You don't already have a toothbrush or toothpaste in the house?

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1cf886 No.6237

>>6232

No, I've never brushed my teeth and both my parents use tooth brushes with stiff bristles which cause my gums to bleed

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eb906e No.6243

File: c4d8abc0743df41⋯.png (20.08 KB,633x758,633:758,c4d8abc0743df414ea1fb36828….png)

>>6237

> I've never brushed my teeth

Yeah there really is no reason to when you're a hiki unless you feel the need to. I still brush my teeth everyday because i don't wanna lose my teeth when i get older however when it comes to like say bathing i only do that once a week.

>Both my parents use tooth brushes with stiff bristles which cause my gums to bleed

That sucks anon.

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b3f0a7 No.6244

>>6231

You can just use a piece of cloth if you want to, anon. You just have to disturb the plaque formation so it doesn't settle.

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870411 No.6245

File: 02783bfc9823de9⋯.jpg (12.83 KB,236x229,236:229,111aff529d32484d4a7d05dc81….jpg)

>>6237

your gums bleed cause you never brush em. it's not dangerous, just keep brushing and your gums will get used to it and stop bleeding. don't brush to hard either

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677b33 No.6265

I've been a hikki off and on since I was 14. During my first time as a hikki, 2 years, my voice got harder and dropped in pitch and coarse hairs sprouted from mine face. My balls sag a lot lowere now, too. I shouldnt have spent all that time masturbating

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2b06c0 No.6270

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>1939

completely forgot about that song, thanks for reminding me it existed

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eb906e No.6273

File: 2178bdce6535520⋯.jpg (38.56 KB,696x337,696:337,satou-11.jpg)

>>6265

>I've been a hikki off and on since I was 14. During my first time as a hikki, 2 years, my voice got harder and dropped in pitch and coarse hairs sprouted from mine face. My balls sag a lot lowere now, too. I shouldnt have spent all that time masturbating

Holy crap that hits so close to home i've been having the exact same problem for years now.

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d330d7 No.6730

>>4862

>ibs

>>6691

>>Chronic diarrhea

Only two posts? I'm honestly surprised. I was expecting way more hikkis to have gut issues, since it seems that it's closely related to anxiety and depression.

I feel bad everytime I eat.

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214b1b No.6732

>>6730

I eat a lot of takeaways (more than is financially prudent, tbh), so I didn't think it unusual enough to mention.

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77ecdd No.7022

>IBS

>Panic Disorder

>Depression

>No appetite

>Underweight

>No energy, always tired

>No hygiene (shower once every week, never brush teeth)

>Maladaptive daydreaming

>Always talking to self

>Suicidal tendencies

>Depersonalisation

>Feet always cold

it's all so tiresome

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91d8d7 No.7054

I have a really bony ass which, quite literally, makes my butt hurt almost all the time, regardless of how comfy the chair I'm sitting in is. The bottom part of my thighs also feel like jello and sometimes cause me discomfort after prolonged periods of sitting. Doing some squats and Turkish Get-Ups everyday helped a little when I was exercising on a regular basis for a good 3-4 months last year, but then I started experiencing rather severe ETD (Eustachian tube dysfunction). My left ear would plug up like crazy almost all the time, despite having nothing in it whatsoever. Once I stopped exercising it went away completely, even though I still sometimes experience it every now & again.

I used to suffer from having an extremely weak digestive system which led to lots of painful stomach & intestinal cramping, but taking pro-biotics everyday seems to have cleared that up and I haven't suffered from anything like that for a while.

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468afc No.7088

File: e82620ffbab6edf⋯.jpg (4.6 KB,206x245,206:245,1475986678608(1).jpg)

My gums are quite sensitive & sore after coming back from the dentist the other day. The hygienist & dentist were both amazed at how great my teeth look and how well they're doing (despite not taking care of them and not going to a dentist for many years), but she still must've got a lot of plaque and other shit from in there, which probably explains why my gums still feel so tender. It's just annoying is all. It's probably for the best that I went though, despite how uncomfortable it made me. As an example, while I was in the waiting room with my parents, there was a very loud nasty man complaining to the receptionist about how he was overcharged for something and it made me feel very anxious and unwell. The dentist & hygienist were also rather unpleasant in their own disingenuous way. Felt like I was in a cage filled with wild zoo animals the whole time. Mother came in with me when I was called, which made me feel a bit more at ease. She did all the talking and I just laid there and waited until the hygienist was finished with me. Unless my teeth literally start falling out, I'm never going to such a place again. It wasn't all that bad I guess, but leaving the house is not something I take lightly and a good part of me deeply regrets choosing to step foot out of here in the first place. Anyway, whatever. I'll just pretend it never happened.

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cd21c2 No.7091

Social anxiety

Depression/ bipolar

Chronic alcoholic

Drug abuse

Anti-social behavior

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cd21c2 No.7092

>>7091

Same guy^^forgot to mention physical stuff but i have chronic back, joint and knee pains.

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