4ec7cd No.151948
When I try to speak to people or even just sitting around I make these hoarse, weak breathing sounds. My teeth have begun breaking in half by the root and my skin has begun to fall off, I can feel it, it's not attached to anything beneath and it'll never go back if i pull it too hard. I'm getting tinnitus all the time now and I can barely see, like black spots and bright lights flashing. Doesn't really matter as there's nothing I want to see anyway. I'm just so fucking tired all the time I feel like I could sleep and never wake up, I want that and I'm too tired to hide it anymore. This ugly skin just keeps moving around, I'm afraid it could pull on the nerves and break them, that could never be fixed if it did happen, just another thing permanently broken. My skull's getting soft too, rub it too hard and it'll crack. Fall and it'll definitely break. Taking the blackpill has been the worst choice I ever made, I'm embarrassed and I'm ashamed.
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