d91d75 No.146
Last winter, I drew and posted pic related. 40k iirc had asked if it was an “automatic drawing” that I had done in a trance state. My answer was no, because I hadn’t meditated or performed any rituals beforehand; I just wanted to make some irl OC for a B.O.N.D. post. The drawing however was automatic in the sense that I wasn’t trying, just sketching a Druid using a dark reflection of myself in a frosted winter window. The only part that was deliberate was the nose, which I struggled with. Mine is much smaller and up turned, but my hand could not form it. One of the lads had posited that it was the likeness of a Druid spirit communicating to me and that I should practice more. Well, I haven’t for reasons both legitimate and not(sloth) tbh, though I promise I will this year once the weather becomes too poor to do much outdoors. The reason being, pic 2. I hadn’t thought of my great uncle much since I moved to Oregon over a decade ago; I’m the first from my bloodline to do so since Jason Lee. I also haven’t looked at his picture since I wrote a report on him in elementary school. Between having the baby, and that anon’s post about PIE ancestor worship being especially important during this lunar cycle, I have been thinking about my bloodline more so than usual lately. I looked at his photo again and was taken aback by the resemblance tbh. He has his own short wiki if you’re interested, but the tl;dr is that he was sent by William Clark, of Lewis and Clark fame, to convert the featherniggers in Oregon and he was instrumental in gaining its statehood. The former is somewhat regrettable, as I hold the shamanic culture of the Indians in higher esteem than christianity. But I will always venerate his pioneering spirit and skills as both a statesman and outdoorsman.
The main point of this post being to log your portents, as their meaning may not become evident for sometime and often require an objective third party perspective. As I was writing this in fact, pic three hopped out from under my wife’s dresser.
>inb4 self dox
Lee isn’t my surname, nor directly traceable by anyone other than NSAniggers who already know my history.
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a7b0c7 No.157
>>146
Late to this thread sorry
I remember this - I even saved the pic when you first posted it because it looked interesting. There is a remarkable resemblance there lad, no doubt. Looks like the ancestor spirit guided your hand. Iv got a few links to articles and books on automatic drawing and writing that ill dig out in due course. Thanks for sharing that though (it being a very personal thing to you and all)
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6dd183 No.159
>>157
>Iv got a few links to articles and books on automatic drawing and writing that ill dig out in due course.
Thanks in advance lad. No rush tbh.
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096cf4 No.163
>>12597638
>don't leave us hanging on that.
Fair enough lad. tl;dr Lebanese civil war was getting out of hand so in 1982 israel invaded and secured a (((buffer zone))) from the border all the way to Beruit. For their Rosh Hashanah blood sacrifice israeli special forces and their Lebanese Christian Gollum massacred two entire refugee camps of civilians September 16-18. They killed up to 3500 according to some sources. The US Marines were already in country keeping peace elsewhere with other nato countries and israel wanted them out so they could install a puppet government instead of the popular proto-Hezbollah. On April 18th 1983 there was a secret gathering of CIAniggers from around the region at the us embassy which was blown up by a (((suicide car bomber))). 63 dead, mostly Lebanese, 4 Marines and 13 CIA/State Department. An anonomoose phone call claimed responsibility for a brand new group called the Islamic Jihad Organization. I have no proof it was a (((false flag))) besides the fact that it happened on the anniversary of Israeli Independence Day and pic related was the PM at the time.
As for my suspicions of my presence, I’ve had them since I learned about the ~49 day timeframe of reincarnation. Looking back even to my interests in childhood, much of this life seems like a continuation of someone would’ve been in that embassy. I loved spy movies and wanted to be one, but had an unnatural paranoia of CIAnigger backstabbing and big brother surveillance for a ten year old. I even taped a 3.5 floppy of what I thought was sensitive intel under my mother’s china hutch as a deadman switch Kek. It was just declassified dox of operation Phoenix in Vietnam. Then I was a Marine for 9 years with never any sense of false patriotism or the usual mentalities of the common zogbot. I was just there to learnremember, get gud, and have some lulz with funs; all be it regrettably at the cost of the burger taxpayers. I knew we were not doing anything to protect muh freedumbs and didn’t care, though I didn’t know about the poppy fields until after I got out smfh. I was a YouTube tin foil greenpill lad like you between then and coming here.
Finally, last spring I was cross referencing false flags and jewish holidays and began digging into the embassy bombing. The following day I went to my local metaphysical shop seeking relief for my severe seasonal allergies I’ve suffered from since childhood. I had tried every rx, herb, and acupuncture to no avail; when I was overseas were the only years without any issues. At the shop I was introduced to another customer, a matronly ginger haired psychic. She touched my forehead and asked if I had any affinity for ancient Egypt,
>*Keks internally* You could say that.
After revealing to her I was born with respiratory problems and learning that I subconsciously seem to prefer dusty desert like environments, she said as a matter of fact that my allergies and respiratory issues were a past life hold over from malcontents deliberately burying me alive in the desert because “I learned a secret of the pyramid”. I didn’t tell her about my research the previous night or that the pyramid she saw was likely the metaphorical pyramid of the Jewluminati. I didn’t press her any further because she was pretty perturbed by the vision tbh, and she was reading me for free. She told me to be ready to go to Egypt next fall.
Coming here and reeejoining this glorious eternal struggle between good and evil, dharma and abrahamism has always been my destiny. I quit playing vidya after 007 Goldeneye and was never on /v/ or /vg/. I am pic 3 grown up; you may see a resemblance with my OC.
>t. dad worked at Nintendo
Thus concludes the origin story of yanklad tbh.
>inb4 /rk9/
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555482 No.207
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I shall return for blogposting, scrying, and so forth after some fasting; more prayers, offerings, and shadow work than I have already given tonight.
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555482 No.208
>wtfamiscrying.png
All I see is a merchant, thanks /pol/.
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555482 No.209
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555482 No.227
This, especially that first pic. I remember the night I first came here. The nature of this place was beyond strange for a newfag to any image board, but I immediately felt like I had come home after a long journy lost in the wilderness. The lexicon and abbreviations were clear as though I had spoken it for years. After lurking, when I posted sieg heil for the first time, warm waves of energy began rhythmically circulating from my heart through my San Graal. The murmurs from my Blood Memory which followed the Fuhrer’s bait here, began to shout back
SIEG HEIL
SIEG HEIL
SIEG HEIL
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555482 No.228
>>227
I hit the reply button accidentally. This was supposed to be greentext from the Evola thread, here is the pic it referenced.
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e40bec No.238
>>13325906
Here are the final coagulations from where I hung the deer for scrying. The top spatter looks like a man in prayer or a hand wringing merchant, it also looks like the Vrill Society’s logo a bit. The lower is a near perfect triangle. Pointed up is the alchemical symbol for fire.
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e40bec No.241
>>238
I believe these portents to have dualist meanings, akin to the inversions of 40k’s tarot cards. The upper spatter turning from a W into a man praying or the Vril logo clearly calls for an increase in devotion to Wotanaz and the cultivation of vrill. The alchemical triangle of fire also reinforces this interpretation, as the aforementioned acts of Bhakti burn away impurities leaving the golden philosopher’s stone or Indo-European golden apple behind. I was born as the element of earth in western astrology and water in Chinese. Water, earth and fire make clay. Clay for sculpting, perhaps a vessel or a monument. If I do not raise the fire the inverse meaning of the image is manifested, a happy merchant over the jewluminati pyramid. Bad news for Schlomo, I’ve begun praying before meals, and at other random times I experience mundane blessings from the gods. My meditations, although short have become more frequent and consistent. I have since touched the walls of the Emerald Cityi ironically grew up in Seattle, knicknamed the emerald city. I have since received two strong portents assuring me that Esoteric Hitlerism, nothing more, nothing less, is my path forward. About a week ago I recited the Invocation of the Black Sun to the morning star. Afterwards on my way to work I stopped at a coffee shop I don’t frequent. Playing on the radio was ‘Blackhole Sun’ by Soundgarden, a favorite of mine from childhood whose band symbol is a sonnenrad.The song itself and their other hits have some EH symbolism. This past Friday while reciting the invocation in the same place, a deer stepped out into my line of sight and watched me. It stood calmly not 50 yards away as I finished, bellowing ‘SIEG HEIL’ and saluting Lucibel. Lastly, pic related in the current thread where Jupiter is the governing celestial body.
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126fc7 No.242
>>241
I don't understand what's going on in this thead. You must be doing somehing right though bc I just checked this board for the first time in a long while and its the same day you make your post
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e40bec No.243
>>242
>I don't understand what's going on in this thead.
That’s reasonable lad. Whatever my intentions were when I started, it has evolved into a metaphysical blog more or less so as not to shit up the B.O.N.D thread on /pol/. It also serves as a personal arch for myself so I don’t have to sift through 32 archives from /pol/ to find something. Lads are more than welcome to give their interpretations and analysis of my portents and epiphanies of course.
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e40bec No.246
>Thanks for all the well wishes and prayers for the baby and doggo lads. They’re both on the mend; the doggo may have a permanent inquisitive cock to his head, but his spirits are up. Pic related was the apex of baby’s bout on Wednesday with satellite sores on her nose and scalp. Horrifying tbh, but it’s all sluffing off now. After some reflection, given that both simultaneous ailments were of the head I believe them to have been projections of my shadow self. The power of which to manifest into your reality should never be underestimated tbh lads. Our enemies’ magic pales in comparison to mine’s ability to self harm imo. Last fall and throughout the winter, our semi-feral black barn cat kept repeatedly coming home with a festering bite on its forehead. The same spot as the baby’s spider bite. Presumably this was from a dog or raccoon the cat was stealing food from. The cat would almost completely heal, then run off and get bit in the same spot and get infected. Oozing pus with temporary blindness to the left eye, symbolic in and of itself. In late winter early spring, I was cleaning the cat’s wounds and scolding it for making the same mistake repeatedly.
>lookeveryoneI’mprojecting.png
That’s when I realized the black cat is an avatar of my shadow. The cat hasn’t been bitten since, so I believed I had been making progress on my ‘festering head wound’ until last week with the spider bite and dog stroke. The day I realized they too were projections, the baby and dog started to recover. Part of it is related to my tendency to take stoicism to an unhealthy extreme which exacerbates habitual procrastination in all aspects, not just emotional expression. This tendency is the origin of my /comfy/ food binging and the now conquered masterbatory habit. The symbolism of the festering head wounds and other recurring musculoskeletal injuries of mine goes further and deeper
, back to my last turn of the wheel. I’ll save these blog-like ruminations for my containment thread tbh; I thought this part might help other lads gain some perspective tbh. I hope it helps, have a good Tuesday lads.
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e40bec No.259
To all the Loyal Lads and lurkers, I’ve learned some new breathing techniques for cultivation. Pic related is turboautism but I’ll decipher it. The four seasons and elements have been associated with the four primary brainwaves, Alpha, Beta, Delta, and Theta. With them are the according breath cycles. The first letter is inhale and the second exhale, M for Mouth and N for Nose. The seasons are somewhat inconsequential except in that MM winter breathing will warm you up the fastest. The main purpose is to willing induce the desired brainwave. Beta is for highly focused activities, sports, and fight or flight responses. Beta is also where most NPC’s reside during waking life, bouncing from one stimulus to the next. Alpha is the bridge between the subconscious and concious state, akin to premeditation and ideal for waking life. The Taoist conception of Wu Wei, a Chad flow state. Theta is the meditative state, alchemical fire to burn away the impurities. Insomiacs pay attention and do NM before bed Delta is the deep sleeping state. I’ve read that gamma is the ideal state for learning, but how to induce it is yet unknown to me.
The second technique I’ve been experimenting with this week is very powerful and is purportedly excellent for killing parasites. It is doing much more, but I can’t tell just what at the moment. It is very intense and I can’t perform many consecutive reps yet. I find that inhaling through the mouth and exhaling through the nose works best. Breath down into your belly with your diaphragm as deep and full as you can. Clench your anus, perineumtaint muscles, and hold your breath nearly as long as you can. Maintaining the clench, exhale as slowly as you can. Once you’ve exhaled completely release the clench and hold yourself empty for as long as possible. This is the most difficult part and you have to fight hard, because I know it to be the most important part. Fight through the shaking and cramping, fight your own will to live. Between breaths is where your true self lives, I believe it is where Wotanaz is waiting for you.
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319ba4 No.262
>>259
In regards to the second technique, two anons suggested researching stochastic resonance. Here’s greentext from the second post.
>Going in this direction consumes a lot of energy so it's good for it to be coupled with physical exercise of some kind (it increases the heart-beat and blood flow to the brain), I'd also recommend listening to fast, high-frequency intense music, vid related could work too, you just need to find the right increment (proper formula is highly important). You need to create an ultra-fast spinning field around your column, until it achieves the counter-feedback (think of spinning the coin fast enough so it starts looking like it's spinning in the opposite direction). Once you achieve and maintain certain velocity, shape and charge, you can use it for all sorts of purposes, wielding your personalized Shar-Ur. Again, this is extremely difficult due to our bodies' physical limitations (that are either placed by design or are a result of racemixing with the daughters of man). You can find studies showing Tibetan monks having much higher gamma activity than normal, but they are making a critical mistake of identifying with the medium (except the most esoteric forms of Tibetan Buddhism such as kalachakra) rather than using the medium to differentiate and amplify your inner resonance (that's absolutely unique in rare people who are not NPC's and animal-men), by utilizing many methods such as stochastic resonance. It is the charge that's generated by resisting, by struggling, that shapes the Vajra and eventually allows you to leave this prison, destroy it along with it's (((architect))), or shape it according to your own ways as is warranted from a god.
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889287 No.287
This was also helpful.
>It's about amplifying the Self in God (transcending it), rather than the other way around (becoming one with it). For you to be able to do that, you might need to form a body of immortal Vajra, forge your Sharur and gain super-consciousness, focusing it into the ultrawave capable of breaking the limiters. One deals with generating immense bio-psychic energy, another with shaping it into a tool or a weapon, and third into using it to control fates.
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999f65 No.295
In the evenings I’ve been taking my baby inawoods about a half mile to my Temple to Yepun, the Evening Star. This is where we sun gaze and pronounce the Invocation of the Black Sun. Three weeks ago after the Invocation I saw my first Vimana. It was a white sphere just to the 4 o’clock of the sun, a fingertip distance between them. I adjusted the vector of my salute to the light, but I failed to ask the question because I believed it was Venus. It vanished soon after.
Since Beastlad and I have been accelerating our training, it has become abundantly clear the Gods have been monitoring our progress closely. Wotanaz, Lugh, Taranis, Kek, and Heh seem the most interested and supportive. These past two weeks the avian and irl numerological portents have been too frequent to record. I was worried because today was free of winged omens tbh. After returning home with my baby from the Temple of Yepun this evening, we observed the most awe inspiring display of approval from Wotanaz. Pic related, the moon in a W of vapor trails, as though it were his one eye. Admittedly, the left upright is a tad dissipated. One could therefore also interpret this as an N for Nos, or a V for Vajrayana; which is the new training Beastlad and I are undergoing. I don’t have the words to describe such feels tbh. New levels of honour, humility, encouragement never before imagined. Just 8 years ago I was a fedora tipper who would’ve noticed the alignment and dismissed it with a simple, ‘das neat.’ Now I have seemingly endless blessings from the Gods; I shall not squander them.
HEIL, SIEG HEIL
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999f65 No.306
Some sage tier advice from a fren.
>Interesting experiment with listening muzak, but be careful with this as it can damage your resonant body if done for longer or too often. Think of it as hurting yourself so your body releases adrenaline, which will give you a boost, but at the cost of your overall health long term. At least if you think of it as a source of power. I also expose myself to kike poz from time to time, but this process is more akin to immunization. In that sense your approach is good, but you need to define it's purpose differently. As for coiled serpent, you need to activate and actually be able to experience it's transition centers (modes of consciousness) before rising it, otherwise you will short-circuit. It's not just a matter of mere visualization and focus, but acquiring new "senses" and centers of consciousness. You must become aware of them as you are aware of smell and taste and your physical brain will develop corresponding neural pathways, they would just be wired inwardly rather than outwardly through the nervous system towards the physical senses.
>I see some excess divergence in your ideas, you are creating noise by trying to combine too many of them without developing each fully. Try focusing on few at the time (converge), then expand them with new ones (diverge), then weave them into the main hyper-thread, et cetera. Or try making a thought process like a fugue.
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f78786 No.310
>regarding cumulative damage by bad freqs too often
>We are being assaulted by mental poz from all sides, the best way would be to avoid it, along with contact with subhumans (including hollow/too corrupted whites), whenever possible. It should not affect you too much if your vimana is strong enough, you'd just draw a mental boundary between a Vedic god and a shudra, giving them (and everything produced by them) absolute contempt and abhorrence. We are going to get surrounded by them more and more as Kali Yuga reaches it's peak and we enter into the age of lead, which is why learning to "swim in sewers" would be advisable, at least for 'vanguard commandos' like us. The more your 'inner sun' shines, the less affected you are by what happens outside of you. Which is one of practical aspects of these threads.
>theoretical jew math larping as science
>Jews stole Aryan math/science and did two things with it. First, they corrupted it, rendering it impotent and corrosive for it's creators. Second, they completely separated it from the Myth/metaphysics, philosophy and higher Reason with their empiricism (which was the only way for purely material creatures to have any, even if partial, understanding of it). By rejecting it in it's entirety, you are rejecting something crucial and sentencing yourself to ignorance. Rather, it should be recovered, reconstructed, purified and reintegrated into the totality. Otherwise you become prey for the lord of lies. Race must be observed in both materialistic and metaphysical manner in order to survive, I've covered this previously.
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dbae9b No.345
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