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Most precious years of our lives are gone and now we clinch to alcoholism

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 No.6424 [Last50 Posts]

What do you miss, doomer? What do you wish you could experience again for the first time?

I miss my mother's breakfasts, we never had much growing up but she always managed to put something warm and tasty in front of us in the morning. I can't say I have had food that made me that kind of happy since.

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 No.6427

I wish I could go back to the hot afternoons where I played catch with my school friends, or the rainy days where we spent the break time talking about morning cartoons, those times where everyone was your friend and you only wanted to play everyday, childhood on it's fullest.

Even when I visit and walk in my old school, even when I visit my old town, it doesn't seem like the same place. The light is different, the climate is different, everything it barely resembles it but it doesn't have the same feel. It's like all that happened in another dimension, one far beyond my reach.

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 No.6431

>>6424

> What do you wish you could experience again

a non-jaundiced outlook on the world, and the youthful energy to match it. Generic answer, but its the only one that strikes me as honest. I'd rather have the energy and the Will to Power of a based zoomer, than recreate a world that never was.

tfw you have given up on nostalgia

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 No.6437

File: 4b89b765f49642b⋯.png (391.21 KB,874x497,874:497,cool story bro please dele….png)

>>6424

nostalgia is estrogenic

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 No.6440

>>6424

The tiny thing mostly, kinda similar to what you said. I wasn't in good terms with my grandmother, shortly before she died we found path to each other, then when she passed away I realized the most retarded thing and that is I will never eat her apple cake again. I miss being autistic kid making my own stories in head while playing old GTAs, I miss my first love of my life even though we basically haven't seen each other in a decade, I still have dreams about her even though I wouldn't want to have anything with her anymore. I think I miss more that innocent childish clueless love which will never be possible again. I miss times where I could spend time watching just how it rains outside and I miss times where I could go outside without anxiety. I lost me as a dreamer, anything was possible in my head. I miss times when summer was summer, autumn was autumn and winter was winter, not this fucked up shit weather. I miss playing football (soccer) with friends after school until night. It's all these tiny little bullshit things. I also lost all my illusions about my parents and about myself as well so in last 3 years I spent kind of re-discovering myself because I never truly knew myself, which sounds weird.

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 No.6462

File: fd2ab7660eefa95⋯.gif (2.14 KB,85x85,1:1,diibs dilemma.gif)

>>6424

Java games tbh.

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 No.6463

File: 360fed161b84069⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image,32.06 KB,400x318,200:159,faggot35.jpg)

>>6462

Well, that and emo twinks.

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 No.6465

File: ac8e318cef75335⋯.png (121.96 KB,498x594,83:99,1537937466555.png)

>>6424

I wish I could go back to riding my bmx around the neighborhood with other neighborhood kids.

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 No.6473

File: d88693e1f2c7fae⋯.jpg (46.17 KB,520x390,4:3,http _www.swtorstrategies.….jpg)

>>6465

I miss when I could enjoy video games.

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 No.6474

File: 612496dd654e1c3⋯.png (2.19 MB,950x1500,19:30,2016-04-13-825276.png)

People in their teens. Yea, sounds strange, but getting older all my friends and the people around me got screwed over time and changed their personality in something more bitter and selfish.

When anyone my age was just innocent and less self-centered.

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 No.6480

File: dc04f5ad3511355⋯.jpg (65.57 KB,260x343,260:343,KOTOR_II-1.jpg)

>>6473

I know that feel all too well…

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 No.6482

File: deef8a5f7bb98cf⋯.png (377.42 KB,375x446,375:446,1451454374706.png)

Every time I play a video game console I am reminded of better days and the youth I wasted, it feels regressive/stagnate and that I'm wasting more time.

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 No.6483

>>6482

same, I can no longer enjoy them, but I remember when I could.

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 No.6484

>>6431

You beat me to the punch. I, too, look back at the days where I had things like hope and a belief in some kind of greater good.

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 No.6500

File: 0e47bb51252bbe9⋯.gif (414.69 KB,500x469,500:469,1425643773347.gif)

>>6424

>What do you miss, doomer?

I miss the days where I could delude myself that everyone else is wrong that the problem is them and that in the end I will be a winner. That doing well at school will fix all my problems and beeing social misfit is no problem at all.

The days where you just walk out of your house and hang out on the playground with the 20 other children from the neighborhood. I was bad at soccer and never liked it but played nevertheless.

On summer days we were outside from afternoon until 10 in the evening. There was always something going on. Someone doing some rascal shit. Someone terrorizing the wannabe sheriff family of the neighborhood (throwing fireworks or snowballs on their windows).

>What do you wish you could experience again for the first time?

that feeling of beeing in love. pure love I mean with no sexual component / lust.

not your reptillian brain telling you to procreate with some random hottie you happen to see.

just the feeling of wanting to spend time with that other person and be together forever.

Past elementary I never had this ever again and I think it destroyed my ability to feel alive as a person. Like something just died inside me for good

>>6440

>I miss my first love of my life even though we basically haven't seen each other in a decade, I still have dreams about her

for me it is 15 years. In November I had a dream about her it was so fucking surreal. I was sitting in an abandonned factory hall or house. It was very greyish from the colors. There was 2 chairs and a table. I was sitting there with my coworker from the factory I used to work with. We were both 20 at that time, fresh out of trade school and it was our first job. He was sitting on the right side of me and I was telling him a joke. Then instead of hearing him laugh I hear her voice from the left.

I turn my head left and there I see her. Same as I remember her from elementary school. 4th or 5th grade. Her voice, her eyes, her hair. This joyous smile. Even her cheeks, that I sometimes see in other women even today.

The dream immediately ended and I woke up. Then I cried.

At least you had a relationship with your childhood love BO, I never had the courage to tell her and after elementary we drifted apart completely. She was still on the same junior high school for the next 4 years but we were completely different classes and I rarely ever saw her.

I often ruminated about the what ifs but honestly she was not interested in me. For her I was merely an NPC.

>I spent kind of re-discovering myself because I never truly knew myself, which sounds weird.

I can identify with so much what you write. For example I have a kind of own online shop I run. I despise slave life and wagecuckery. But this thing really hit me. Somewhere in my mid 20s I realized that I had no own personality. That I only ever did what authority figures told me to do. Never questioning anything. At age 20 I knew what I wanted in life, today I don't even know who I am and what values I represent. Am I even a real person?

>>6474

because childhood is about having fun. Once people grow up, everything becomes about ressources

>them good jawbs

>them sexy bitches

>them fast cars

>them flashy chains

So former friends easily sell you out and backstab you at the first sight of oppurtunities to profit off of your misery

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 No.6505

>>6424

I wish I could go back to the time before I had the knowledge of good and evil. I wish I could see the police and our neighborhood friends, the president as our hero, and salute the flag with everyone else. I wish I could see McDonald's as tasty tread after school, not soy pumped garbage aimed to weaken me. I wish I could watch TV or go to the movies without noticing all the forced interracial couples and growing angry. I wish I could drink and dance with my friends without a care in the world. I wish I could be innocent again, and in turn see the world innocently.

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 No.6522

>>6482

I've gone through a renaissance for a bit. for now I guess.

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 No.6523

>>6480

I have a load of Star Wars shit but don't play them really at all.

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 No.6524

>>6437

so is yer mum, wide hips. nice tits. breddy gud

10/10

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 No.6569

File: 25d97403b33bf64⋯.jpg (7.48 KB,190x216,95:108,carlo.jpg)

I miss my youth, not because of anything good that happened (there wasn't), but because of the potential for something good to happen. Soon after finishing highschool, I realized that I missed out on the most vital experiences. I mean real basic stuff on the level of having friends, doing stuff together, etc. Throughout college I had hoped for a chance to make up for all that after landing a job and being done with my studies. After that happened, however, I realized that I'm stuck. There's no more "go sit at the lunch table with the other autists and hope for the best". There's no more "take a class over something you're into and meet someone there". There's no more "join the robotics/vidya/anime/whatever club". Basic shit that everyone else has done, that I should have done, that I failed to do. Now there's no more chances. Work takes up too much of my time to go anywhere, plus where the fuck would I go in a tiny city like this anyway?

I know there's still online communities I can go to, but I'm too incompetent even for that. I'm in my late 20s and have only ever had one person who seemed remotely close to me, I have no excuse being this inept with people, and it's too late to improve because people will look at me when I talk and think "is this guy retarded?" Which I guess I am. Plus, with all the political bullshit permeating everything nowadays, it's near-impossible to find a community that doesn't involve constant "muh alt-right" whining, "heh gamers" type circlejerking, or trannies injecting their drama into everything (a huge problem with obscure topics). All the communities who stand against said bullshit have that controlled-opposition feel to them, like they only exist so the former communities can go there to take screencaps to fuel their aforementioned circlejerking.

I also miss when socially-awkward women still liked men. When I was in highschool, nearly every weeb/fujoshit/whatever girl had a boyfriend, unless they were so repulsive that not even the most desperate autists would want them (or they would, only to get turned down for not looking like the anime dudes they fawned over). It doesn't seem like that anymore. Now thanks to all the cherrypicked/faked stories about men being rapists, the quiet nerd-ish girls have lost their interest in dating men. They either become political lesbians if they can force themselves to like women, or they become "asexuals" if they can't. I'm not sure which one is worse. It might not seem like that big of a deal, but these are the only types of women I feel would have any interest in someone like me, and with that taken away it pretty much guarantees that I'll die alone.

>>6463

This too, but not just emo twinks. Twinks in general seem to be dying out, all the guys with the proper body type just crossdress instead, and thanks to all the hormones they pop to look more feminine, so many of them start thinking they're women and turn into trannies. What happened to cute guys just being cute guys?

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 No.6574

>>6569

Do weeb girls really not like men now? I know there are less fujoshits it seems like, and maybe part of the reason is those communities gradually getting filled with more males. Idk.

There's something really sad about it.

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 No.6582

>>6424

i miss seeing nice girls in high school

im not a high schooler any more

it was just looking at them

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 No.6588

Quiet honestly nothing. Almost every day is the same stupid bullshit. Atleast Im no longer in high school. That was hell incarnate. Uni isn't much better, but atleast Im no longer forced to be with normalfaggots for half a day…

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 No.6597

File: d43583646a3949d⋯.jpeg (3.4 KB,126x150,21:25,images (5).jpeg)

I miss my 20s, going to metal shows. Hanging out at my friend's pads. Then late 20s they all get tied down, knock some bitch up, a couple get divorce raped, some are still with the bitch and they forget about me. I never experienced any of that, past my mid 30s, closest I got was engaged and bitch was cheating on me the entire time. Wtf. Sliding whether I should envy or pity my old friends. Verdict is still out on that one.

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 No.6600

>>6597

>20s, going to metal shows

Envious af.

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 No.6602

>>6474

>People in their teens

Zoomers still exist. But seriously, I know what you mean and I think it's part of adulthood because I've seen the same thing. Guys become obsessed by money for some reason and girls are starting to realize they have about 10 years left go get a chance for healthy baby. When you think about it, it all makes sense. Men subconsciously try to chase security and stability (unfortunately only that material ones) and women children (unfortunately often without any clue they are the ones who create "home" for the family). This cocktail of normicism is becoming very interesting when you add to it first serious life failures and/or emotional and psychological instability; and I think then you can see some doomers emerging from that pile of crap.

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 No.6604

>>6500

>I miss the days where I could delude myself that everyone else is wrong that the problem is them and that in the end I will be a winner. That doing well at school will fix all my problems and beeing social misfit is no problem at all.

I went from everyone is a mistake but me, to I'm fucked up everyone is right, back to everyone is a mistake but me, but sometimes I fuck up too. One of biggest disappointments in my life came when I realized most of the people (at least those I knew) were and are worthless imbeciles, from peasant up to highest politician. It isn't so egoistic as it seems, it helped me to allow myself to do things wrong because everyone else is complete mess. Before that I was pathological perfectionist, scared to do anything because it wouldn't reach my desired ideal.

>The days where you just walk out of your house and hang out on the playground with the 20 other children

Are kids even doing this anymore? When we went outside as kids during summer day, there were kids everywhere, we as group randomly met other groups and went to playground or on bicycles and went fishing or something like that. When I go outside I rarely see any kids just doing bullshit in park or on streets.

>Past elementary I never had this ever again and I think it destroyed my ability to feel alive as a person. Like something just died inside me for good

Definitely my ex "killed" me. We were together for so long and from the beginning it was this pure love but then she started becoming sexual and - yes it will sound totally retarded for muh alpha males here - it made me just be interested in her much less. However we were together for years and when she started with ideas of living together and travelling (cancer) together I realized at this age being in relationship is just not something I am capable of nor it's something I would desire. It all seemed as everything about love and it boiled down to "if we can satisfy of material and practical needs (mostly hers)". This love is possible only if you are kid because you have no responsibility. Also people lose with age their innocence and that's irreversible.

>At least you had a relationship with your childhood love BO, I never had the courage to tell her and after elementary we drifted apart completely.

It wasn't so simple though. I was extremely lucky to have it at least and I think it was the most beautiful thing that happened in my life but it quickly turned into nightmare after our paths split up and I kept my feelings for her. Luckily, it seems the truth is that time heals every wound, only if I could stop meeting her in my dreams. Every time that happens my following day is totally fucked up and I can hardly focus on anything else. But still I kind of wish I never stop dreaming about her, it feels like drugs, it drags me down but it sometimes feels good. You had something nice as well, after all, be glad you at least met her, these memories shouldn't be source of regret.

>I can identify with so much what you write…

Yes it seems you went through similar stuff. It's weird because there wouldn't be day during which i wouldn't ask myself if I am even real. I would also like to know what is the endgame of existence. Let's hope we will eventually get some answers about ourselves.

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 No.6606

>>6569

School system is complete scam, isn't it? They start with building optimism in you when you are child, oh sweetie, you can do anything in your life, you can be anything. Then it quickly breaks and suddenly you are forced to decide between very few career choices which often require years of additional effort. Schools are concentration camps for live stock of government (that's why governments are caring about children being born, because it's their capital). They don't even let kids play anymore, fucking 9 year old kids today talk about professions like some business strategists, when I see that every time it just makes me vomit.

>Now thanks to all the cherrypicked/faked stories about men being rapists, the quiet nerd-ish girls have lost their interest in dating men.

I'd rather have woman with freedom to be left alone than woman with social pressure on her shoulders because muh kids and marriage even if she doesn't want it. But that's the catch, it must come from her free decision, if she is socially pressured into becoming lesbian, asexual or whatever, then it's not good either.

We are overpopulated anyway, the less people fuck the better for planet.

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 No.6610

>>6606

>We are overpopulated anyway, the less people fuck the better for planet.

Not really, it's just there's too many useless eaters. Africa, China, and India are the main culprits.

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 No.6611

>>6610

Ah, still too much illusions about western world? Trust me, you are not wrong but we don't need that much whites anyway, natural resources are very limited even here in Europe or in America.

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 No.6612

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>>6440

>I miss being autistic kid making my own stories in head while playing old GTAs

this. I don't even want to imagine if games like Minecraft existed when i was a kid.

Autism would have went overdrive

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 No.6613

>>6612

*what would have happened

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 No.6614

>>6600

it wasn't always fun, constant run-ins (way worse at shows that featured punk bands) with thugs that tried to lecture and concern troll you over things like feminism and veganism and all that gay crap. I'm still sort of "part of the scene" but who ever told you scene unity is cool lied to you. that's why I do bedroom/basement projects and stay away from "scenes"

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 No.6619

>>6574

There's fewer fujoshits because they're getting pushed out. It's not about gay dudes anymore, now it's about dykes, because with two women there's no ugly, stinky, sexist men involved. You even look at modern pandering media and you'll notice that among the official couples, there's few/none involving two gay dudes. It's all dykes. Doesn't help that we had yurifags before all this calling it the "purest form of love". And I guess there are more men like you said. Said men just think they're women, and you know how trannies are with their lesbian fetishes.

It's funny. Back then I found fujos annoying because they wouldn't shut up about shipping their two favorite bishies, but now? I've gained a slight appreciation for them. Because at least they still like men to some degree. Plus dykes hate them for that same reason.

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 No.6620

>>6614

>basement projects

I wanna hear your shit. This is where I am now, too, except I wanna form a new band to gig and sell my shit (like I used to do). I don't know, I enjoyed finding my 'scene' for a while here - my stuff has always been zany enough that I wasn't sure I would, but now I don't get gigs like I used to because my band is over.

>>6619

What I remember with /y/ is it had this chill af atmosphere which I think owed a lot to the unique vibe girl perverts have compared to autistic chantard boy perverts. Over time more boys discovered yaoi and kind of helped ruin it. I think.

But yeah, you're right about the gay men, too. Gay maleness is getting fucked.

>It's funny. Back then I found fujos annoying because they wouldn't shut up about shipping their two favorite bishies, but now?

Ngl, I never saw a problem with them. Same with women in general who really admire erotic male aesthetics in that kind of obsessive artistic way. That's great.

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 No.6635

File: 875b0f060908c05⋯.jpg (46.16 KB,634x354,317:177,throwing faggots off the r….jpg)

>>6620

>>6619

FAGGOTS LEAVE

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 No.6641

>>6635

Suck my dick, faggot.

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 No.6685

>>6569

>I also miss when socially-awkward women still liked men

well, the one I know does. She had this dude she liked. Her brother's best friend. They spent so much time together but he was too much of a coward to admit his feelings. Imagine that, having your perfect girl handed to you, both having similar attitudes and hobbies, spending quality time in parks hugging each other and then you are too much of a coward to just seal the deal and tell her how you feel.

it was the perfect real life anime story and I wanted it so much to happen

and she is a fujo in most regards. likes the typical otaku shit, very sensible and tender in nature. I hope one day they find to each other.

>>6604

>Are kids even doing this anymore?

Well, on my old school yard we had this soccer field. We used to be there at least 2 or 3 times per week when we were not on our own playground in the neighborhood. There was always someone playing. Last summer when I went past there on a sunny day in sunday it was nobody there. It was even summer vacation. I do see kids there from time to time but it is less than back in the day for sure.

>This love is possible only if you are kid because you have no responsibility. Also people lose with age their innocence and that's irreversible.

Another piece of wisdom. Really sad what happened BO.

>You had something nice as well, after all, be glad you at least met her, these memories shouldn't be source of regret.

I am glad I met her, yes. She was a wonderful person and it was a beautiful feeling. Regret is part of the experience but what hurt me more was that feeling of not beeing good enough. Whenever I encounter it again in life I can't help but feel reminded of this experience. The feel of not beeing good enough…

>If I am even real

Sometimes I ask myself if I am the fake one or society is. I am not sure …

>>6606

>school is concentration camp for livestock

and another piece of wisdom

>fucking 9 year old kids today talk about professions like some business strategists

let me tell you the story of albert

>be anon

>have sister who is teacher at private school

>parents with cash and high ambitions send their kids there to make it into academic high school and later in college

>there was this kid albert

>10 years or something

>already the signs of beeing a future /b/tard

>"Miss teacher, let me show you a game I programmed"

>programs in html

>Sister: "I was so mesmerized by him, blah blah"

the worst thing is they don't even realize that this is a ted kachinsky in the making. He has all the warning signs of a wasted youth and frustrated adulthood. His parents pushed him to some shit he will use interest for and then he will have nothing left in life. One other kid was talking how he wanted to be a "hardware developer". Kid, when I was your age, I had no idea what electronic circuits are, let alone the desire to design them. Society produces broken humans and then complains about them later in life.

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 No.6693

>>6620

it sort of puts Third Positionism and filters it through lenses of Absurdism and Situationism

most of my fans are Atomwaffen incarnate.

dunno if I should be happy about that or not

some of the most recent stuff:

https://archive.org/details/ArseterrorWhiteWolfInBlackSheepsClothing

https://archive.org/details/ArseterrorNoahDobbsMariaGivesAIDSToKids

https://archive.org/details/ArseterrorAmmoKilsonFucksChildren

https://archive.org/details/ArseterrorZureSexuBerekoLangileaBortxatzenDu

https://archive.org/details/ArseterrorKimKiliKashZuAleudwAltanasuliuAlnasawiaAlfasid

I've heard a lot of noise/industrial/experimental superfans say what I do is too much for them. that speaks volumes, so to speak.

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 No.6694

here's a bonus one for all you yid lass fetishists

https://archive.org/details/ArseterrorMaybePunkRockShouldDie/

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 No.6696

>>6635

I'm sorta pro-ISIS jsyk. for keks ofc.

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 No.6717

>>6693

Woo, yeah, this is harsh stuff.

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 No.6719

>>6717

yeah been doing since the myspace days (2006 to be exact), started as a mere gorenoise/noisecore project that started going off in experimental directions once I discovered HNW, power electronics, experimental industrial and drone and ritual ambient music

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 No.6720

I got kicked off bandcuck twice due to "objectionable content" and got my paypal yanked so idgaf about making money from it. I am an outsider.

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 No.6721

there's some rhythmic noise in there too

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 No.6747

Saturday Morning Cartoons while mom cooks breakfast with cinnamon rolls. After breakfast call my 2 neighborhood friends and go explore shit. Spend all day in various forests and end it with sharing a meal all together at one of our houses.

We all took a bit sperate paths in life and I don't talk to them much anymore. No hate, just not much to relate to anymore.

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 No.6748

>>6693

>most of my fans

you dont have any fans here nigger. no one cares about pol pot or reddit spacing you faggot nigger. GTFO

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 No.6750

>>6721

>there's some rhythmic noise in there too

you don't know how to play music so you rationalize those sonic turds with goofytalk. you suck. go away

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 No.6758

>>6748

>>6750

Nah, man. This stuff is harsh for me and also kinda long for me, but Ammo Kilson Fucks Children bangs.

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 No.6786

>>6685

>but what hurt me more was that feeling of not beeing good enough. Whenever I encounter it again in life I can't help but feel reminded of this experience. The feel of not beeing good enough…

I felt completely the same with my last ex even though I did my best all or most of the time. After we split up I realized I was good enough but maybe not good enough "for her". Now I don't mean it as she had huge expectations, just we wanted something different from life. I don't want to give you some meaningless advice but what if you were good enough, just you being good enough wasn't enough for both of you? Nobody who tries his/hers best should feel in relationship/love as being something less or not good enough, that's pure torture.

>Sometimes I ask myself if I am the fake one or society is. I am not sure

Image you are the fake one and society is real. That's one of the scariest thoughts ever.

>that story

I know what you mean but nonetheless there are kids who are interested in all kinds of this stuff. I was always interested in computers as a kid and I had few classmates in elementary school who were building all kinds of electronic circuits for fun. Not like it matters, one was stereotypical asian and other was a gypsy. What I found disgusting in this case was that I saw how they turned this gypsy kid into nobody over the years because every day teachers made him feel like he is worthless without any future. That's pretty rough for a kid, I think he now works at farm or something like that. It's very weird situation, clever kids who love "nerdy" (I hate this word) things are pushed to back as weirdos while every other kid sits there with expensive tablet and at age 9 is talking about career development. Take a look at /g/ sometimes, these people are already in IT sector and it changed the environment drastically. Even in work, people you call "kachinsky in the making" will quickly burn out and start to hate tech just because they have to work with idiots who are there just for career while they want to work on piece of software or hardware and being left alone by the rest of the world.

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 No.6798

File: 28a21f905426e4e⋯.jpg (66.45 KB,575x575,1:1,captured dog.jpg)

I miss 90s. We used to laugh at people who had cellphones - who would constantly need that? WWW was a thing, but no web 2.0 and all that shit. No War on/of Terror or anything else. And I wondered what future will look like.

Now I know.

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 No.6801

>>6798

Yeah, I remember the time before the internet. It really feels like a whole other world at this point. It feels like we traded our souls for instant information; a twisted, digital kind of Faustian bargain.

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 No.6813

>>6424

A sense of community. I kinda wish I could go back 100 years ago and work on the land with a small own around me. Where you know everyone and there's no foreigners around. Even when I go shopping today I don't:t know any people there, because there are too many mixed with tourists.

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 No.6814

>>6750

being able to play succintly is not the point of harsh noise.

I think you're missing the point here. if people hate me, I get off on it. you understimate how little negative feedback has on me.

>>6748

>reddit spacing.

this meme is retarded as your comment. that's nice, now suck my cock nigger faggot. by fans I mean people that aren't on here, pretty narcy of you to assume that I was talking about this place. I don't care and duly noted.

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 No.6815

>>6758

I understand. but I don't expect people to like me, I rather have a legion of haters than fans. I don't like humanity and watching it die is lifefuel.

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 No.6816

>>6815

I unironically like that attitude. How can I help spread your music to people who will actively hate you?

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 No.6827

>>6816

its because I've been bullied online since the dawn of the internet and even IRL. I don't even leave my house much these days, smoking and loads of caffeine is my diet. I dunno just post it on normie social media. thats an easy route but still. hell make discs and write names of local bands on it and say its an advance copy of their demo and then pass them out. you might become a target so just make sure you know your surroundings.

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 No.6829

I miss the time when technology still felt out of reach.

I built my current PC in 2013 and haven't needed to touch it, it still plays modern games at 60FPS, and even though I could afford upgrade to something more modern and go up resolution and refresh rate, the drive has gone.

As a kid I loved reading through the mini-catalogues in computer magazines, looking at computers, laptops, accessories I could never hope to afford. Things seemed so new and exciting. That's all gone now. The cheapest computer you can buy new will do everything your average joe needs or wants to do.

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 No.6830

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 No.6834

File: 378fcd0bfc46596⋯.jpg (55.99 KB,426x610,213:305,pol pot is a bugman just l….jpg)

>>6814

>if people hate me, I get off on it.

no you don't. no one does. this is a nigger tier rationalization ie "love muh haters." this is one of the things r-selected bugs like you tell themselves to cope with being an antifa robot that no one gives a shit about.

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 No.6841

>>6834

that's cool. nice pic. is that you?

>>6830

cianigger containment board. you should go there and not come back.

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 No.6842

File: 3f5502b726f0deb⋯.png (956.27 KB,940x725,188:145,bo4kf7o1pfuz.png)

>>6829

same, then we wouldn't have obvious FBI agents trying to get a rise out of me. which never happens.

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 No.6915

File: 6c7e6dcf92860a5⋯.gif (520.12 KB,582x762,97:127,6c7e6dcf92860a52c6a5586206….gif)

>>6424

Definitely the internet before 2011, since it staved off my depression for a while. I remember spending my free time reading web comics, going on Newgrounds and other sites playing numerous flash games, from the ones made by Diseased Productions to Nitrome, and binging on flash animations, especially anything Madness and vidya related. I also had a blast on YouTube watching YouTube poops and other weird and fascinating videos. But now that the internet has gotten more centralized and overrun with normalfags, most of the options I and others once had have been replaced with garbage, and the creators who made the internet what it was back then have either disappeared, moved onto less interesting things or gave into pandering and politics and became garbage themselves.

It's quite a shame, isn't it? The creative works and communities on the internet back then that broke new ground, challenged the status quo or were just crazily enjoyable niche experiences have been forgotten by mostly everyone, while the same monotonous rehashed schlock of pop culture is becoming ever more inescapable. It's just too disheartening to witness this magical world go down the drain.

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 No.6919

>>6915

Agree a lot.

In fact, even YT used to be a community site. It wasn't corporate back then, people talked to eachother. Now sites like FB and nowadays YouTube actually deliberately make it harder for people to bond over ideas or communicate… and in their place is the corporate shit.

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 No.6920

>>6827

Wanna do a split?

I'm a folky/rocky singer/songwriter and I'd really like to fuck with the few fans I still have.

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 No.6923

>>6919

>FB

For me it became only wall of sponsored posts. Fuck social network sites and other bullshit, nobody uses it as when it was fresh thing, and maybe that's actually good. Now you won't read about anything else other than how Facebook and any other place where people can write what they think is filled with "trolls" and hate speech. Thanks sns.

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 No.7410

>>6920

This is a serious offer, by the way. I can host this shit for digital, and if you wanna make CD-Rs of it you can.

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 No.7411

Jerking off.

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 No.7626

>>7623

>a lot of them are not raised but groomed into shit like becoming trannies, their whole worldview is being skewed into this bizarre contraption that is nothing but a temporal aberration of current artificial trends and has no value compared to the rest of history, or the future that's coming. And this is having a long-lasting effect.

I don't know where started this meme that zoomers are anything good. Some people unironically thought kids who eat xanax pills like candies in their 14 years of age, know no life outside of their trend bubble of social media etc. are somehow the future of conservative movements or some shit like that. They were literally born into mind cage, there is no other way of describing it. They are fully in control of trends which are all the time nothing but artificial crap. Imagine being on psychomeds because you are not fitting in because of your wealth, status, clothes, other bullshit. I don't say we hadn't got trends and people my age weren't trendsheeps in their teens, but the pressure on us weren't so big as it is on today's kids and it's paying huge toll on their well being.

>when those things came out when I was in my early 20 I remember I thought I would have killed for having that tech as a kid when the best you could get was a palm pilot with a green screen and 16MB of storage and no internet, or a game gear that took 6 AA batteries to get maybe 30min of gaming at best.

I remember at certain point I wanted PSP when it came out and smartphones were truly something amazing from tech perspective when you had like shitty phone with was only infrared or if you were lucky it had bluetooth to transfer data. Now I hate to use smartphones. It makes me angry to type something on it, it makes me angry to use internet on it because I have maybe shitty fingers or something, I don't know. Basically I pick up few calls from time to time and that's about it, wouldn't make difference if I had some really old phone from early 00s, at least it had some good games i could play while taking a shit or something.

>But hindsight is a bitch and now I realize having a fucking do-it-all device that puts the best PCs and consoles of my era to shame, broadband connection, cloud storage and can run for 8 hours without a recharge is not such a good thing for kids.

With exception of psychological pressure I think the most overlooked threat is that young people who use these technologies completely lost sense of privacy. Everything about you is out there and anybody can harvest all data about you in blink of an eye.

>you dont have so much access to information you also dont get to see all the bad shit happening in this planet.

As children you even shouldn't. I even disagree with putting pressure on kids when it comes to future professions in schools. Kids should be kids, "knowing nothing", playing around. There will be plenty of time dealing with pains of the world later as adult anyway.

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 No.7627

>>7623

>But hindsight is a bitch and now I realize having a fucking do-it-all device that puts the best PCs and consoles of my era to shame, broadband connection, cloud storage and can run for 8 hours without a recharge is not such a good thing for kids.

Lol smartphones are shit-tier, bro. Can't even run flash, and "cloud storage" is literally just web hosting.

>>7626

>Kids should be kids, "knowing nothing", playing around. There will be plenty of time dealing with pains of the world later as adult anyway.

This is something I really hate about today - primary school grades are, liek, super important but when you're done they won't get you a job (even like carrying shit or greeting or something bog standard like that) or a life. So you get to adulthood, and suddenly you're supposed to just mill around like Scooby-Doo and play video games or some shit, and all the new* kiddie flix have, like, 20-something heroes. Like the dude in How to Tame Your Dragon would have been like 13 if that movie had come out in the '80s, but now he's 20s because everything's been delayed and old motherfuckers think that's just the way it should be or that the Y-gen faggots just naturally like that shit.

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 No.7638

>>6500

>At age 20 I knew what I wanted in life, today I don't even know who I am and what values I represent. Am I even a real person?

Happened to me when I was around 16. Two years before that my familys problems escalated and then my dad died.

Maybe, for me such feelings came with guilt. I felt like I was a retarded kid. I tried to "build up" a personality with bulding something up like a portfolio what media I think I should like. I couldn't develop any skills back then, since after we moved I had literally nothing but a slow internet connection, an old computer and a tv. The public transport was too expensive to visit some old friends (I found out how they changed to shit like I said) and was completly isolated for months, before school started.

During that period of six year of fucking hell the only people I got known to was the really bad kind ones, mostly criminals, nazis and stuff. So I isolated myself again. Now I'm retaking college and I have this same feeling of emptiness like you described again, but less naive like with 16.

Now more than 2 years passed and I'm still hollow with no joy in anything. Guess my whole life was about being eaten alive slowly.

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 No.7682

>>7680

>being famous for the sake of being famous, not actual talent or making OC.

Something even happened to art and I think it's not because of zoomers. All music sounds the same nowadays and I'm not even talking about ultra popular crap. Post-rock has this problem, shoegaze/dream pop has it, any indie rock has it like since 2010s at least. It's as if people only can copy one another and if you have somebody with something original, it's always coin toss, either he/she will become appreciated usually after paid media campaign, or people will hate it, while listening to same crap imitating some other band. I won't comment visual art, I don't understand what's happening there nowadays.

>I remember not being a poser was a big deal when I was a teen

Definitely but there were some trends going on in fashion and music even in 90s/80s and a lot people followed them. But I agree, going against the stream was much bigger thing, nowadays it seems it's bad attitude if you don't follow some trend.

>Some of these kids are gonna get their lives ruined 20 years from now because all the stupid shit they do now is gonna be stored forever. They could easily get blackmailed with it.

It's big problem in politics. If you have politician you can blackmail, you have leverage for your interests.

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 No.7709

>>7708

>who walked around with a tshirt that had a logo on it and now kids go nuts over supreme which is just a cheap ass shirt with a big fucking logo in the middle or literally full of logos all around, and overpriced as fuck

Yes, they basically pay insane amount of money (for a clothes) just to be walking advertisements. It's not even artsy as in Warholian sense, it's just retarded. However, didn't this originated in skate culture? Stuff they sold was basically just all kinds of skateboards and tshirts with just logos on them but at least it had usually some interesting design.

>they track everything and have social graphs for everybody, even if you aren't on facebook or google they can infer who you are from what other people say about you

There is one more way how to cheat that and that is actually admitting your flaws of the past and being open about them. It doesn't mean more information about politicians will bring us better government sadly, we see it in EU. Politicians basically can do anything and it takes ages for people to even respond or go to streets. We've became very passive sheeps, no wonder """elites""" are laughing on us and not taking us seriously.

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 No.7732

>>7719

I just guessed, I was never a skater so I have no idea.

>Then again I been out of the subculture for a while and wasn't there during the transition to whatever it is now

The only company I heard complaining was Thrasher because their merch became trend or something. There were a few articles about that.

>Dunno man, I wish people here had the balls to do something like the yellow vests in france, we have even higher taxes here and everybody seems happy to be fucked over by the government

There is hope that yellow vests will spread out all over Europe, however if you pay at least slight attention to media, I don't know how it is in your country but here you won't find any info about it. They inform about it once in two weeks like it's some regular violent protest while in fact this thing is going on for months. It's maybe hard to believe for some, but really a lot people have even no clue or don't care about yellow vests

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 No.7739

>>6606

>We are overpopulated anyway

And all of that "over population" comes from Africa, China, and India. So you're just gonna cuck your genes out of existence because the 3rd world is breeding out of control?

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 No.7740

>>7739

There is roughly 740-750 million people living on this tiny continent of Europe. Cities like London are overpopulated monstrosities (not even speaking about whole anglo-tumor is one big plague of this planet). We don't need to feed cities full of people who produce no real value other than virtual capital. Europe has big problem with agriculture and this problem will keep on rising, our soil is becoming not fertile enough to feed us. And you are telling me Europeans should outfuck the Africa, China and India. Retarded cunt, listen here, I was talking all the time about reducing the world's population. If you think our population counts are sustainable in west or east without having wars then you are blackest gorilla nigger. Even if Europe would be the only continent on planet and it would be populated only by Europeans, still I would call for reducing population. You argue like typical sjw, creating strawman whenever that is possible, ignoring the context.

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 No.7869

File: 0e91f2f5b19deb0⋯.jpg (73.46 KB,595x586,595:586,8.jpg)

being heavly influenced aged 8, binge watching skateboarding footage, x-games, mtn dew tour, and everything else available on the extreme channel. it influenced me to the point where i never feared anything, i knew the conciquences i never cared, trial and error was the motive, energy was the force which drove me to ride my sisters haggard old scooter down one of the biggest hills in my town, catch wheelbite, swerve and faceplant the harsh gravel road surface causing two bulging bumps on my forehead and having my face torn up like a bag of meat. in my eyes it was worth it, and that wasn't the first time.

i got a taste and became obsessed with jackass,and i know i'm not the only one here. recreating stunts with my best friends which we considered crazy with limited resources, leaping out of trees, breaking out of school windows,doing flips in to bushes, skating a large muddy bank,snowboarding it on a sheet of ply in the winter, prank calling my friends parents, harassing the park warden,jumping off the park equipment all in the pursit of purposely trying to break a bone for footage.

12 years on i'm stuck in a revolving door of battling addictions, adjusting to adulthood, mental states constantly fluctuating, reminiscing over my salad days of fearlessness,never having to worry about leaving the house sober.

that doesn't meant to say the flame isn't burning. i'm still resliant to pain to an extent, it comes in my favour when ever i take a beating from blacking out on the streets after a night of binge drinking, however there's never a fraction of positive satisfaction after such a stint but but rather a hangover to cradle and clapped out lungs.

it's a grand life if you don't weaken lads.

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 No.7905

File: 7b782139aca9dc0⋯.jpg (120.76 KB,690x488,345:244,3053-1.jpg)

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 No.8100

File: 3523b711fbe7c08⋯.jpg (41.19 KB,620x509,620:509,Hitler_makes_a_friend.jpg)

Fuck nostalgia. Alternative reality timeline for the win.

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 No.8123

>>8100

Imagine beating Hitler 1v1 in Quake arena

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 No.8132

>>8123

you know damn well hitler would spam LG

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 No.8134

>>7410

sure why not. just don't try a pull some pedantic "I feel sorry for you" bs that one dude did on /mu/

if you feel sorry for me, you feel in vain. there is only the void.

but if you're legit, then sure.

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 No.8237

>>8134

Why would I feel sorry for you?

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 No.8515

>>8237

Nvm this question

>>8134

Hmu when you're back on, gimme some way to contact you or I'll give you mine

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 No.8524

File: 26d56219a80b1cc⋯.jpg (26.79 KB,200x279,200:279,200px-VaporeonEXPowerKeepe….jpg)

I miss pokemon tcg or rather how people used to act back when it first came out

>I used to be a little shit when I was 12 and would go every week to toys R us cheat shuffling, double headed coins and only switching out with another coin to "prove" it was luck when it was getting too obvious

>There was this girl with mental problems we all avoided and i thought i could screw her out of some bad trades, but I actually ended up purposely bad trading on my own end cause as I got to talking her she was super sweet and really cute, just slow

>Another girl my asshole cousin said i only pretended to be an edge lord and would never do something dangerous like actually steal someone's cards, so I stole hers and he ratted me out as i was doing it just to be a piece of shit

>"I have something to admit anon-chan, I was only stealing your cards to get you to notice me. I always found you super cute."

>I didn't think she was cute at all

>But she totally fell for it

>My cousin was so pissed

>Always winning

Now you know what happens when you play a children's card game?

>YOU'RE PLAYING A POISON DECK?! WHAT A SCRUB

>WHY IS THIS NON-SEVEN FOOT MALE TALKING TO ME?!

>U CHEATING BECAUSE YOUR COIN IS NOT AN OFFICIALY LICENSED PRODUCT JUUUUDGE

>HOW DARE YOU SAY THE GAME HAS STAGNATED?! IF YOURE NOT PLAYING THE SAME DECK AS EVERYONE ELSE YOU'RE JUST BAD AT THE GAME

Ok admittedly I'm talking yugioh now instead of pokemon tcg. I haven't been to a Pokemon tournament in years cause noone plays it anymore

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 No.8553

>>8524

This was my childhood.

Pokemon and Yugioh cards.

I am glad you found some friends through it. For me it was me and 3 other guys from the playground. We used to play every now and then. Slowly we disbanded. Then it was only 2 of us left. Then the last one got busy with life as well.

Anyways I enjoyed collecting more.

>metagame

first it was the chaos

then it was the monarchs

then it was zombies and DAD

then lightsworns

then windups/sixsam/dino rabbit

then elemental dragons / dracossack and big eye

and eventually I was just pissed off and gave up following it

However, I am glad that I was able to complete my collection. When I was a kid I was growing up to poorfag parents. My cousin was a richboy. He always had the latest consoles and games, could buy cards whenever he wanted and he had his own tv in his room. I wanted this stuff. Then when I got older and could afford it after my first job, I bought all this crap.

Then completed my card collection. I was so happy so find all the cards I wanted since 2003. And eventually I understood that my youth was over and that I did not even need this crap now.

When I was chasing this materialist crap I felt like I have some thing to look forward. Some things to do. Researching where to buy. What quality. Now I don't have anything left to work for because I already have this materialist crap. Basically modern economy works by sticking the carrot to people in sight. People thinking they will be happy when they buy stuff and work work work to buy buy buy.

What do I do when this is not the case for me anymore? When there is no passion left for anything?

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 No.8577

>>8553

We played with friends in the yard and anything we found was in our imagination some pokemon. I remember having big poster of all pokemons on wall. Then I don't know what happened, I kinda grew out of it and also pokemon went to shit when they introduced new season or new pokemons or what it was.

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 No.8797

>>8134

Assuming you come at least once a week, bumpin' so you'll see this now that it's Wednesday. HMU

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 No.8952

>>8797

link me your project so I can see where I can safely email you. don't want either of our emails to be shown on here

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 No.8958

>>6424

I miss the rifle team in high school, my first seargant who ran it, him teaching me how to meditate, and gifting him a fruit tree.

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 No.8966

I grew up isolated in a small town so most of my childhood was playing with my toys ot N64. Now I can only get pleasure from N64 games I played as a child and I feel so pathetic for that.

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 No.8979

>>8952

Just scroll over my name in the post you just replied to, m8, idgaf

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 No.8991

>>8979

email sent brah

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 No.9860

File: 3815127ae3b37c9⋯.mp4 (6.21 MB,320x214,160:107,Are you CN this.mp4)

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 No.9910

File: f0b5aa683be6977⋯.jpg (43.01 KB,400x600,2:3,1510897181441.jpg)

I wish I could go back to my senior year of high school. I was moderately popular, had great friends and had the greatest memories with them. I even had a gf for a few months who was also really great. I wish I could go back to the days when we would hang out and smoke cigars and joke around and just try to understand what life was and what it was about. I'm 23 now, and I'm still in touch with those friends. Most of them have moved away though and I miss the great times we had. If only things could be the same. Man I really miss those lads.

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 No.9932

File: 3bd2058d2762503⋯.jpg (131.07 KB,640x914,320:457,wwe-smackdown-vs-raw-2007-….jpg)

Strange one, but I used to play the shit out of this and I absolutely loved it.

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 No.9945

>>9932

Ahh, the abominations I made in that game…

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 No.9998

How badly do your miss parents that pass away? Both my parents are alive and I live with them so we interact often. When they're gone i Imagine it'll be like the sky suddenly turning neon green.

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 No.10031

>>6424

Sadly, I don't even miss my pass. I just miss the present.

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 No.10360

I want to play RuneScape in 2001 for the first time again more than I want to continue living

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 No.10367

File: 1c7992c6b5a574b⋯.webm (2.58 MB,640x360,16:9,takemeback.webm)

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 No.10408

I wish I could go back to Super Mario 64, Pokemon Red and Silver, and Smash Bros for the first time

I miss vacant lots, animals, and enjoying the feeling of adventure in all the cartoons

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 No.10524

File: bc7a2f3649ba5b9⋯.jpg (49.25 KB,853x480,853:480,mpv-shot0028.jpg)

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 No.10526

>What do you wish you could experience again for the first time?

IV Opiates.

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 No.10652

File: 7d234b66b94c325⋯.jpg (78.45 KB,960x960,1:1,anakin reading.jpg)

I just want to experience being a kid again. When everything was carefree, the possibilities are endless, and the world (I thought) was just. And then I could experience love again.

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 No.10663

File: 94ef7f0925b6324⋯.jpg (12.89 KB,360x270,4:3,shinji.jpg)

>>6424

I miss when getting drunk/high was like transporting to another world where everything is funnier, more fun, and better looking. Now I just get nauseous or smoke weed to pass the time. Still can get high, but it's not like it used to be. Also anime, watching Trigun as a little kid on a CRT late at night was a transformative experience.

I also miss the feeling of believing/being in true love. It's been almost 6 years since I fell in love and I miss believing that she wasn't a horrible person that would sell me out at the first opportunity.

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 No.10934

>>6801

>tfw you will never be able to explain to your kids what life was like without having instant internet in your pocket at all times

Shit even pre-smartphone internet was still great. You'd make friends from your local neighborhood, go to school, then go back home to your computer and have LAN parties or browse messageboards but it was much more decentralized. Even if you were shy and didnt make friends easily you still had much more human interaction than kids today.

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 No.11435

>>6424

I always loved old video game sound effects. How would I go about creating stuff like that, not 8bit soyshit, but smooth airy pad-synth type stuff?

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 No.11437

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>11435

Same as chiptunes. Those old synths worked that way, you had some programmed wave and you controlled pitch and/or velocity etc. Believe it or not but airy pad-synths are the same thing. Cheapest way? Download some free VST and program MIDI sequences manually if you don't have midi keyboard.

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 No.11438

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

Can rec this plugin, you can get some oneohtrix point never sounds out of it as well, it has chorus and delay built in, you can get pretty decent variety of atmospheric sounds out of it, considering it's free.

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 No.11439

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>11437

>>11438

Thanks, anon. Have a nice, smooth track.

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 No.14614

File: d76d044066e812f⋯.png (1.12 MB,1920x1080,16:9,Unbenannt.PNG)

Reinstalled Win XP on a VM and watched some flash on it just for nostalgia. Hope I'm not gonna dwell into nostalgia too much again. This can't be healthy over a long period of time,

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 No.14617

>>14614

I have one install too but I still like Win2K more. It sucks dude, it really does. I'm paid to do programming but I totally lost all interest in computer stuff. I have to learn some new trade.

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 No.14629

>>14614

I played with some early 90's CD-ROM infotainment titles in dosbox this weekend. You can get quite a lot of them on archive.com. The early 90s cyberdelic culture is somewhat of a forgotten counterculture today, but its influences are everywhere.

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 No.25971

I wish I could wake up at 8 AM on a Saturday morning and start my day by eating Pop Tarts and watching cartoons. By noon, I'd be finished with cartoons, and spend another nine or ten hours playing outside with friends. This will never happen again.

I wish I could enjoy school again. It didn't feel like a chore, I was a pretty good student, and I was able to socialize pretty well.

>>6569

>I also miss when socially-awkward women still liked men.

Yes! Weirdos and art girls used to be so much fun. Most of them were pretty accepting of attention, even if they didn't reciprocate flirting, though when they did it was an almost immediate guarantee you were going to have sex. I made friends with so many random art thots and nerds during the 00s, and managed to screw several of them while I was at it. We're never going back to that. By the time I hit my late 20s, the seal was shut. Girls under 26 are just a different breed and girls in their late 20s and 30s have either adapted to semi normie lives, become seriously devoted to a partner, or hit a fucking wall so hard you don't even want to know them anymore.

>>6915

Everything in this post. The normie takeover at the turn of this decade ruined our fun house. Worse, it turned everyone into a brainwashed social justice hoe or a plebe tier conservative. I just miss being a jackass for no reason. The Internet used to be a place to have fun without consequences, now it's become a platform for a culture war without end in sight, while big tech moguls rape us for our data.

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 No.25973

File: 2fc6382fd548564⋯.jpg (103.8 KB,1280x720,16:9,motorhead.jpg)

I miss going to metal shows and dive bars that weren't completely over run with hipsters. I miss feeling like everyone knew everyone and wanted to be friends just because we listened to bands that were still somewhat obscure among my generation like Vio-Lence, Pentagram, Saint Vitus, or Nuclear Assault. I miss anticipating a great show, going to see a band that mattered for the first time, feeling euphoric as Motorhead blasted my face off with 30 amps for two hours. I miss the excitement when we would see a patch on someone's vest and then we'd have a twenty minute discussion just because of that 3 dollar patch. I miss the first four times I saw Slayer. I miss the first time I saw Iron Maiden with a friend, perched on a lawn four hundred feet from stage feeling like I was just as much a part of the show as the assholes 2 feet from Bruce Dickinson's sweat. I miss road trips with friends all over the coast to see a band or festival. I miss feeling disappointed when I could not afford to go to Europe when some of my friends were able to, and I miss seeing pictures and hearing their stories when they came back.

I miss not wanting to kill myself reminiscing over these glorious moments.

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 No.25991

File: 597a41e94864281⋯.jpg (231.08 KB,1680x1200,7:5,Britbong-Chan.jpg)

>CTRL+F >>>/y2k/

<no result

You disappoint me yet again, /doomer/ .

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 No.25995

The 14-yo me would very dissapointed if he sees what I've become, and wasting my time, instead of sucess in my dreams which I got them planned for nowadays.

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 No.26020

>>25991

I'm prety sure we talked about that board in meta thread

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 No.26065

>>6465

fuck, I used to do this every day after school. ride my bike to 7-11 with the other neighbor hood kids and shit

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 No.26086

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>10408

>Silver

I still have my copy of Silver after all these years. I always preferred books over vidya tbqh (and I was always the kid who read the classics over what was hip and popular - I read at a "university level" but my parents were too busy hating each other to really capitalize, so I hit the burned out gifted kid bingo pretty quickly) but Silver was one of the very few games that I can still play now and then if only because of the feelings it gave me - I remember telling a younger relative about it right as the news broke that the WTC was hit. I've always said that 9/11 was the day the world ended and everything since is just the world taking its sweet ass time coming to a full stop. Regardless of what people think of it, I think future historians will point to it as the turning point. I like to think 2007 was just pissing on the grave compared to 9/11. I could be wrong, but whatever.

>>6424

To answer your question, I miss when I used to watch vid related. Hockey (the only sport I ever really got into) was my escape when I was a kid - my parents were either utterly uninterested (Dad) or trying way too hard to be because we had NOTHING else in common (Mom), and I never really knew anyone who was a fan of it, or even sports at all, so I'd watch the games, I'd play them too (still have some in their original boxes even), and I'd just zone out for as long as I could. A lot of the anons here have posted about having much more exciting pasts than I did - mine was pretty much trying to watch hockey while my parents bitched in the background like one of those "it's 2009 and you're playing MW2…." videos. I didn't really have friends (Mom's paranoia scared them off because she kept saying no to them coming over and Dad, being as pussywhipped as he was, eventually caved in after token support of me) so I lost myself in hockey and books. Nowadays, though, I can't even stand either.

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 No.26089

File: ef161d83ec18c38⋯.png (14.28 KB,351x340,351:340,Children animals vs pokemo….png)

Most of my nostalgia is pop culture related and while I enjoyed it very much, I hate it. I've wasted my best years of neuroplasticity on learning the names and characteristics of fucking pokemon instead of real world animals. Pop culture is poison to the mind.

On the other hand it was the easiest and most effective means of escape from my shitty home life, so who could blame a kid?

At least I didn't grow up as a kid that looks into smartphone all day, seeing trashy parents that just give their phones to their kids in order to shut them up just pisses me off beyond believe

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 No.26090

>>26089

>I've wasted my best years of neuroplasticity on learning the names and characteristics of fucking pokemon instead of real world animals.

What's funny is that I used to be the exact opposite; I used to know a shit ton about animals, particularly dinosaurs. Even went to a museum to see all the fossils and shit. Problem was, my parents didn't really care. They'd "that's nice, dear" the shit out of me with literally ANYTHING I got into to the point I didn't get into anything at all because I was like what's the point, nobody cares. To this day, I still have trouble getting into anything because of this negative association. I'm barely able to even comment on this board, I couldn't imagine going outside and approaching somebody and say hey, man, you into X or Y or even Z?

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 No.26093

File: 0de17e67c41043a⋯.jpg (148.87 KB,728x1000,91:125,0de17e67c41043ad81b9d621bb….jpg)

Looking back to it, I haven't done almost anything worth noting in my life. But if there's one thing I miss, it is the years between 10 and 16, the summers in particular. My grandma used to have a little house in a little town on the coast and every summer break I'd go stay there for 3 months. Those 6 summers were the happiest days of my life. Now I'm in my mid 20s, I moved far away from there, my grandma doesn't have the house anymore, all the kids that like me would go spend their summers there and the ones that lived there grew up too and left so the town is deserted. It was around my 16th year of age that I started listening to Pink Floyd, and I'll never forget when I first listened to "Time" and how it resonated within me, but as the song beautifully predicts, I subconsciously thought to myself "I'm young and life is long, this doesn't apply to me." Now, some 10 years later, it's catching up and it hits damn close.

>>26086

why bother replying to OP, it's from a year ago, if anything he's probably dead

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 No.26545

File: b1894d4e77435e8⋯.jpg (130.31 KB,728x1051,728:1051,18cc1beeebc53a975b286f02a4….jpg)

I have no nostalgia in something particular. I was an unhappy lone spergy kid all my life, mostly because of my family. But I get nostalgic about that feeling that there's probably a future for me and evertyhing isn't that bad at all.

Now I'm seeing my future in suicide in either later today or something near like max. 3 years. The hope of having a normal decent life with up and downs is gone and I became everything I feared but already somehow forcasted to become. And I miss this feeling of 'hope'.

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 No.26558

File: 36277eeccb24636⋯.png (784.98 KB,721x759,721:759,per_aspera2.png)

>>6424

TBH is not so much what I want to experience again but what I DIDNT experience. I missed out on a lot of stuff specially social stuff even though I really fucking tried to fit in with people. I was also born on a corrupt thirdworld country with a shit economy (ignore flag I'm on VPN) so everything was expensive as fuck due to taxes and I couldn't get a lot of stuff than in other countries was normal to have. But TBH the social part hurts more because I could buy some of the shit I wanted back then since now its worth pennies, but I will never be 14 again, never have a gf at that age, never have actual friends at that age instead of just school friends who completely forget about you when outside school.

I even had a dream when I went back to those days and everything was the same, the houses the cars even the kids, everything EXCEPT ME, I was still an oldfag like I am now and people my age of course ignored me because why would a teen want to hang out with a 30yo? I wouldn't, not when I was that age. The dream was basically my brain telling me "you can't go back doomer, it was always too late"

>>6463

>not scene girls

Worst part is that we never had that here, just fucking flogger villeros

Fuck this place

>>6465

You just reminded me that the house I was born in no longer exists, I can't even fucking go back there anymore

>>6500

>I miss the days where I could delude myself that everyone else is wrong that the problem is them and that in the end I will be a winner.

Same here, worst part is that the adults around me just reinforced that shit, media att also had this meme about nerds becoming winners when they grow up which is total bullshit because:

>That doing well at school will fix all my problems and beeing social misfit is no problem at all.

As it turns out you can be borderline retarded in academic terms but if you've charisma and make friends with the right people you still get a free ticket to the top. And they say nepotism isn't a thing.

>>6569

>I miss my youth, not because of anything good that happened (there wasn't), but because of the potential for something good to happen.

Fucking this, same here.

>where the fuck would I go in a tiny city like this anyway?

Used to think the same when I lived almost out in the sticks but then I moved to the biggest city in the country and nothing fucking changed, still a lone doomer.

>the quiet nerd-ish girls have lost their interest in dating men

I have to disagree there: most of the nerdy girls I see nowadays just figured out they can download tinder and get 300 matches in a day, basically dick-on-demand, and quality dick meaning they don't have to date within their league or below but move to dudes that they thought wouldn't be interested, but as it turns out they are because "a hole is a hole". And really can you blame them? If I could get free pussy like that I would do it, beats being alone.

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 No.26574

File: 3251a514ad0f432⋯.png (1.54 MB,1356x536,339:134,13568.png)

pic related was my vacation house before 2010, everytime i open maps and see it i have both bitternes and love for that place. never really liked vacations when i was a kid, one week felt like an eternity when we were there and it was hot as fuck.

however, those times where the ones where my family was just a normal middle class one and my parents where still together. comparing it to now, my father seems like a stranger to me and we are getting poorer day by day. also those where the times where i had more friends and my grandpa was still alive.

i do not go to the beach in i believe it is four years now, but everytime i went i always felt like shit because i remembered the old times. fuck, i even cried like a bitch in the middle of the sand in one occasion. as i mentioned before, i didn't really liked the beach when i was a kid but now i despise it, and miss it at the same time

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 No.26793

File: 4daad627c4ff5e9⋯.jpg (180.29 KB,1000x1067,1000:1067,898df38e9af2beb94c123e0d20….jpg)

>>6424

Well honestly, sometimes I like to live cope in the 2000's, like listening music or playing vidya from that time, bc it's my better decade I have lived though I didn't use to be a very happy kid bc I was lonely and friendless most of the time. Despite sometimes I'm trying the hardest to feel like bringing back the 2000's, it doesn't work. (I just found out that PS1 games can be played with my PS3 just the last year!; jeez, everytime I think about that, I feel like a brainlet). However, I also feel bad that when I was a kid, I almost haven't played with my toys I had received on Christmas and instead, I spent my time playing video games; now, I have ideas of playing with my toys again like a kid, but I'm a grown up man now and I would feel weird doing that. When I discovered and get interested on imageboarding on 2019 yes, I'm a total newfag, sorry, now I feel like I can't relate anymore with my old friends, people I used to get along or even almost anybody nearby. I miss when I feel like the time was passing slower than now; now it feels like the time is passing so fucking fast even if you're not doing something considered like an activity at all, that's why it's so easy losing the perception of time.

I also used to have strong holistic-optimistic own convictions and I felt good living with them, but somehow I've quit them. My parents have told me almost all the time that I was special person, fostering me the fact I have a "light inside" and I really got conviced with that, but now I feel like that "light inside" is just one more lie.

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 No.26796

israel isn't a legit state

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 No.26799

File: 52d10631c493af6⋯.jpg (13.47 KB,316x360,79:90,EU9wMbDVAAEdF6e.jpg)

>>26793

>now I feel like I can't relate anymore with my old friends

yes this happens but don't let imageboards replace the last opportunity for human contact that you have, i went through that "omg my frens dont untertsand me" phase but then reality reminds you that hey, nobody (even the fags from here) is 100% a copy of you, so better stick with the closest thing you have to you no matter the differences. in the end these differences are minimal and don't really matter

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 No.26817

>reply to ancient posts in a necrothread

Sure, why not.

>>7869

Someone might read all that and think you're a retard. I never did that sort of thing, but I get it. It's the thumotic impulse, which in the greatest men is stronger than the fear of pain:

>jumping off the park equipment all in the pursit of purposely trying to break a bone for footage.

A few years ago I saw a skate video called "ok buddy fuck whatever" which was a half hour compilation of guys doing tricks on rollerblades, intercut with stupid shit you do when you're 20. Shit you might only appreciate later in life, through nostalgia goggles.

It had nothing at all to do with me, or with the shitty existence I had led all through my 20s, but I still saw it and thought holy fuck, this is what I'm nostalgic for; not dicking around with a controller in my hands or any other kind of consumption or comfort, but having that impulse and the glorious freedom of not knowing any better.

>>8553

>What do I do when this is not the case for me anymore? When there is no passion left for anything?

You'll probably kill yourself with drugs, statistically speaking. Otherwise, you might find that this "negative" lack can be reframed as positive freedom: What happens when you're relieved the burden of empty consumerism? What has modernity pushed out of your heart that might come back to fill the vacuum?

>>26558

>As it turns out you can be borderline retarded in academic terms but if you've charisma and make friends with the right people you still get a free ticket to the top. And they say nepotism isn't a thing.

It's not just nepotism. Like people were saying in that thread about the flagrant drug dealers, a big part of getting ahead in life is to stop getting in your own way and just do whatever it takes.

There's this video series on youtube that illustrates the concept perfectly, over and over again: Vagrant Holiday. Dude only gets in his own way one time in all six parts, which is when he insists on fucking with the coke mafia in portugal. The rest of the time he's hopping freight trains and trespassing everywhere he goes, because he doesn't let bullshit stop him from doing what he wants. He mentions someone telling him "I couldn't go into the train graveyard because there were workers" and the dude is like "no shit there are workers. Fortunately, they don't care," and he just walks in in broad daylight and explores the rusty old trains to his heart's content.

We're so smart we can't even live our own goddamned lives anymore. Too clever by half, I guess.

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 No.26828

File: e576cc608203a32⋯.jpg (5.58 KB,207x160,207:160,goddammit.jpg)

I'd say the only happy period of my life was the year or two after I turned 18. I had just made my first genuine friends, and also for the first time I loved myself. I also finally got a decent computer to replace my then-12-years-old piece of dogshit, and with that I started doing more coding and such than I could have on the old machine. All this came together to give me a goal in life for once: make a game.

But looking back, I can tell that any hope I felt was just from being extremely naive about life. Since I picked up skills like programming and music composition when I was 13, I thought I was destined to be one of those teenage prodigies who made it big before they could legally drink. What I didn't realize was that:

>said prodigies grew up with a healthy home life, with parents that are decently wealthy and educated; all unlike how I grew up

>because of their good upbringing, they have healthy self-esteem and likely discover their talents at an earlier age than I did

>which in turn means they have more motivation and time to practice, with friends and family to support/encourage them

>the reputation they gain of "teenage prodigy!!!" helps them springboard into a good place in life

>tl;dr: good upbringing = good chance at successful kid (no shit)

Meanwhile I didn't have any of that. Poorfag, single mom, absent dad, friendless, no musical instrument, piece of shit computer from 1998, hated myself. All of this left me with almost 0 motivation and guidance. I did try to practice a lot during my teens, but thanks to not knowing what the fuck to do to improve, I just wandered aimlessly and rarely made anything decent. By the time I was 20 I realized how rigged it all is, and that's when the depression came back into full swing.

I mean, I could still make a game. It probably wouldn't be the worst thing in the world. But I doubt anyone would give a shit about it, plus it'd probably take like 5 years now that I have work taking up almost all my free time. I sure as hell wouldn't be hailed as the young genius I wished I could have been in those days.

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 No.26868

>>26817

>Like people were saying in that thread about the flagrant drug dealers, a big part of getting ahead in life is to stop getting in your own way and just do whatever it takes.

The vast majority of those guys dont last long, in that same thread they mentioned how most of the people in that line of work make less than a wagie in a mcjob, only the mob bosses make any actual money

>There's this video series on youtube

Gonna stop you right there: most youtube channels doing that stuff are edited to fuck or even scripted, its really fucking hard to make any money on that shithole website these days with 100k views only getting you like $5, so you have to go for the clickbait shit and "alternative travel" is really profitable clickbait

>>26828

>said prodigies grew up with a healthy home life, with parents that are decently wealthy and educated; all unlike how I grew up

This, everybody fails to mention how bill gates was the son of a millionaire lawyer and had access to a computer as a kid in the 60s when that was rare as fuck. And how zucc from fb was also the son of wealthy parents who bankrolled his way to harvard and even payed a private CS tutor to teach him

At least you weren't born in a third world shithole like me and >>26799 did, thats a real handicap

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 No.26902

>>26868

>This, everybody fails to mention how bill gates was the son of a millionaire lawyer and had access to a computer as a kid in the 60s when that was rare as fuck. And how zucc from fb was also the son of wealthy parents who bankrolled his way to harvard and even payed a private CS tutor to teach him

And that's just the billionaires. Go one step down to the millionaires, where it's successful artists instead of tech giants, and it's not much different, only less obvious. Think of any random musical prodigy who's been making music since middle school. He might not have had filthy-rich parents, but they had at least some disposable income. Enough to buy him an instrument and some books so he can get started. He might not have had highly-educated parents, but they were smart enough to know how to raise a damn kid, giving him enough guidance so that he knows how to socialize and work smart instead of hard, and also enough freedom so he can chase his dreams.

Crazy what difference a decent fucking upbringing can make. Without it, you're one of those former gifted kids that's stuck working a dead-end job. With it, the sky's the limit.

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 No.26907

File: 60290e41c95cba9⋯.jpg (21.34 KB,428x500,107:125,24_xfiles9.jpg)

Early to mid 2000's internet. It was like diving into this world of the unknown. I was deep into paranormal shit to the point I couldn't sleep without lights on because of being afraid to get abducted by aliens. good times lol

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 No.26910

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 No.26911

>>26828

>We will never be the great person that we spent years making up in our heads

how to cope

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 No.26991

>>26817

>you will kill yourself with drugs

nah I prefer the good old hibachi method

but thank you for your compassion

>What has modernity pushed out of your heart that might come back to fill the vacuum?

I honestly don't know. I don't feel human anymore. It is as if something inside my sould died but my body is still hellbent on living.

I lost my will to live on for whatever reason

I lost my hunger for more

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 No.27003

>>26991

I think your soul hasn't died, but is vestigial and atrophied, and is in fact only now beginning to live. You might be passively rejecting NPC consoomer programming, whereas you need to actively reject pissearth and its poisonous assumptions to become your own person— a real human being with a purpose and sense of meaning.

The way you feel is normal under the circumstances. "The circumstances" include things like pics related. The answer to that has to come at least partly in reaction to how shitty and meaningless everything about living in the first world has become. We're herd animals, so we see the future set out for us, and the spiking suicide rates, and "the circumstances", and inwardly can't help following suit. It's only natural.

So the first step is to consciously decide to be a little unnatural; to differentiate yourself from the herd, and from the future they're choosing. You even need to be a little arrogant and say that while normies need to be told what to think at all times and have nothing to live for but consume product->get excited for next product, you, on the other hand, do have a soul and a will to strive for something that matters. You don't need to be led by the nose like cattle. You have the capacity to think for yourself, and to question your programming, and if you embrace that then purpose will come in time.

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 No.27004

File: 4dbe05092f0d8c6⋯.jpg (222.22 KB,960x640,3:2,infinite_potential.jpg)

File: 356937206781061⋯.png (385.29 KB,657x700,657:700,purpose_of_civilization.png)

>>27003

holy shit, fuck this site

>pics related

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 No.27013

>>6424

I miss nothing. Due to my sheltered upbringing, my life to date has been little but a hollow shell, and I'm objectively more driven than I've ever been. Whatever good things from my past that are worth experiencing are still available to me.

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 No.27015

>>26902

>Crazy what difference a decent fucking upbringing can make. Without it, you're one of those former gifted kids that's stuck working a dead-end job. With it, the sky's the limit.

Exactly. It pains me to think just how much potential we've had squandered because of the lack of that, it really does.

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 No.27017

>>27003

Thank you for your reply

>become your own person

yeah this is the problem. I don't think I am a real person

I have no passions, no real hobbies and my interests are mostly only temporary. When I read about people, surfers for example, how they spend the entire summer at cape town, australia or Hawaii, surfing entire day I cannot relate to them

I find it beautiful that they have this burning desire to do what they love but at the same time I find it hard to relate because I never had anything like that. Whenever I got interested in something I lost interest shortly afterwards. Happened again in the recent years. I tried drawing, music, sports. Nothing ever lasted

Sometimes I just think I am an evolutionary failure. Born to be lazy, slack off and do nothing entire day then hating yourself the next day for wasting the previous day watching youtube videos or doc movies

you wrote much about the herd and things like that.

I never felt the desire to be in any herd or group. I feel no kinship with anyone. not even with people who like the same stuff I like

This is what I mean when I say I must be defective somehow. Nobody with half a functionning brain would have this attitude.

Something just went deeply wring with me and I see no future for myself on this planet here

>>27015

look it is same with everything in nature. If you have no connections you are unlikely to ever join the club.

when you watch doc movies about yellowstone national park in the rocky mountains

you see animals have their quarters. They will not tolerate any outsiders coming to their territory

Same is true with most professions and business related crap

It is a big boys club and you ain't their friend. This is why lawyers have those never ending lawyer tests you have to pass before you can actually become a lawyer yourself. They hate competition and they want nobody in their club cannibalizing their profits away. In the end, we are just like those animals in the wild.

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 No.27023

File: dd95b98b07eb9cd⋯.mp4 (1.73 MB,640x360,16:9,jonesposting.mp4)

>>27017

> I tried drawing, music, sports. Nothing ever lasted

Epictetus said,

<The first steps toward wisdom are the most strenuous, because our weak and stubborn souls dread exertion (without absolute guarantee of reward) and the unfamiliar. As you progress in your efforts, your resolve is fortified and self-improvement progressively comes easier. By and by it actually becomes difficult to work counter to your own best interest.

It's hard to stick to things when the reward pathways in your brain have been wired to seek the easiest, most pointless shit. And I see this all the time. Fatherless men spend our childhood hyper-stimulated in front of various screens, and then as adults find that we have no self-discipline, and have to build it from scratch.

>Nobody with half a functionning brain would have this attitude

You've misunderstood somewhat. Let me explain with an example: 22% of millennials say they have "no friends", 30% have no "best friend". Yet nobody goes around thinking of every person they meet "there's a 1/3 chance this dude needs friends." The vast majority are "lonely" to some extent. They've more or less chosen to be so, because they're too saturated with social media bullshit to care about actual relationships, or have an inferiority/superiority complex that keeps them from connecting with anyone.

The point is, that's "herd" life— not having a functioning brain, having no kinship, being atomized, checked-out and superficial, virtue-signaling for social media upcummies. That's the rule rather than the exception, and you can choose to be different by recognizing and reversing the programming and embracing the possibility that there is a transcendent aspect to humans that differentiates us from animals.

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 No.27040

>>27023

Haha, that was a fantastic video

I didnt know there was an Alex Jones version of the

>Akiramen dayo

video from that japanese fisher guy

>Fatherless men

yes I identify with this. daddy was a good for nothing, still is today even. He never seemed to be interested in his family.

I once asked him jokingly if he just married because he was afraid his neighbor would suspect him of being a homo or what.

and I deducted my mother must have been brain damaged to be attracted to someone like him or just looking for the first escape ticket from her own retarded parents

I have his exact worst characteristics lazy, no own initiative, never risk anything, pessimistic outlook on most things in life etc

Sometimes I think if I was adopted by a normie family, I could have been a functioning member of society today

>spend our childhood hyper-stimulated in front of various screens,

yes, TV was my #1 activity. cuckime and cartoons. but the interesting thing is my parents are tv junkies themselves so here again, children turn out like their parents in most cases. I just exchanged the tv for internet

as more time passes, I see more and more similarities with them and I feel like I was set up to be a failure from the very beginning

>and then as adults find that we have no self-discipline, and have to build it from scratch.

no the thing was that when I was growing up I was an effort guy. I would put much work in my school shit

if necessary I can work towards a goal. But eventually I just reached a phase where I asked myself what good is this shit all for?

Why should I continue putting in effort when I felt dead inside already and saw no sense in doing anything anymore

This is existencial crisis stuff. You reach a mental state where you start seeing that you were a failed experiment and should not be alive anymore. In the jungle I would have probably died as infant already was very sicklish as child but science artififally kept me alive. If only the fit survive then the unfit should have an integrated circuit breaker to just system down once their lives get unbearable.

Do you have a strategy to solve these problems Kanada-san?

I really wonder what someone can do when you know there is no future for you and your life is pointless.

I only know that philosophy, art and religion are not the solution because I tried those already and they are copes only

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 No.27055

I miss a lot of things. Mostly is the things i screwed up. But i wouldn't like to live through again if i had the chance. Why would i do that? Every memories i have make me sad and remorseful. It's rather things i wish i haven't screwed up.

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 No.27059

>>27040

>yes I identify with this. daddy was a good for nothing, still is today even.

So's mine - he couldn't even stand up for himself when his wife, my mother, fell for a pump-and-dumper and then boasted about it to her children as if she won the lottery.

>I have his exact worst characteristics lazy, no own initiative, never risk anything, pessimistic outlook on most things in life etc

Same here. My old man quit every job he had within two weeks because "somebody" screwed him, talking to him about anything other than the shitty movies he bingewatches is like trying to pull your teeth out with tweezers, and if someone said no to him for anything, he'd literally run off to his bedroom and sulk over it for the rest of the day - of course, he'd then say his kids doing that were just "lol what babies" - y'know, I'll never forget the day he kicked my TV in with his foot, then smashed up my bedroom. If it wasn't my mother writing my name on every little thing I owned, it was him breaking every little thing I owned.

>Sometimes I think if I was adopted by a normie family, I could have been a functioning member of society today.

Same here - I literally feel like I spent my whole youth living with roommates more than actual family. We literally had nothing in common, were at each other's throats….but honestly? I'd rather just not have been born period. I mean, Papa Anon literally asked me:

>Son, why can't you just be NORMAL?

Right AFTER being told that he had a GIFTED child on his hands. I honestly think he hated me because I had "mild autism" (allegedly - my parents never really cared enough to learn about it) in contrast to my brother, who although he was a high school drop out who stole over a thousand from my parents, was still their favorite because he was the normal one. I'll never forget the moment when my mother had an opening at this store she worked at. I was a teen struggling to find work, but y'know what she did? She recommended my brother, who had no work history whatsoever: at least I had volunteered before. My brother never even showed up for the job, and my mother STILL hates him for "embarassing" her in front of all her "friends" and I'm like what the fuck? You had a son who would've KILLED for even a shitty retail job like that, and you gave it to the NEET who eats everything in the house and once busted a gaping hole in the wall because you threatened to take away his shit for a change?

>yes, TV was my #1 activity. cuckime and cartoons.

I'll never forget when I watched certain shows like Hey Arnold, Daria, or some other similar show, and my old man comes up to me and says:

>anon, why do you watch this shit, do you wish you lived with those families?

I didn't tell him, and I still haven't, but honestly? Yeah, I'd gladly take the Morgendorffers or the Foutleys or the Hills or even the Duckman 'fam over what I was cursed with.

>no the thing was that when I was growing up I was an effort guy. I would put much work in my school shit. if necessary I can work towards a goal. But eventually I just reached a phase where I asked myself what good is this shit all for? Why should I continue putting in effort when I felt dead inside already and saw no sense in doing anything anymore?

I was the exact same, anon, but after seeing my brother literally get spoiled rotten even though he did nothing with his life whatsoever - got away with stealing over a thousand from our mother, dropped out of high school, ate so much of the food that the grocery bills reached over three hundred on a shoestring budget because Papa couldn't hold a job and Mama basically didn't wanna do anything but curl up with a nice dose of strychnine…hell, whenever I was able to have my "friends" come over from school, he'd literally take them from me and they'd end up spending the day with him….I was like well, why the fuck should I bother? I literally and deliberately fucked myself over, wasting countless opportunities, just because I was jealous of how my brother had it so fucking easy. I know, I know, I was a fucking retard, but to a child, that shit hurts, y'know?

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 No.27061

>>27040

>I only know that philosophy, art and religion are not the solution because I tried those already and they are copes only

Anon, did your family ever trash your interests non-stop? I know mine did. I literally couldn't do ANYTHING without being called stupid, idiotic, retarded, etc for liking something like a show or a book. Somehow, everything I liked sucked, was shit, etc, but if I said that about THEIR interests, all hell broke loose.

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 No.27085

>>27061

>Anon, did your family ever trash your interests non-stop? I know mine did.

Yes they did. And they did it with my sisters as well. Everything was seen as useless or something negative or dangerous. You see they are timid people afraid of everything except television. So they never lived their lives only wasted it for TV

And the worst thing is they inherited this shit characteristic that is not compatible with turbo competitive capitalist society to me. Whenever possible they would seperate me from other kids from school or playground

>no anon, don't go to other people's house

>we don't know them, they might be pedophiles

It is okay when you ruin your own life. Everyone should have the freedom to do so.

But children who grow up with parents like this. They never had a chance at life from the very beginning.

>So's mine - he couldn't even stand up for himself

same but mine used to mock me in childhood for not being bold enough. like I had a role model to learn from …

>My old man quit every job he had within two

well mine at least held his jobs. But he always all the time talked how much he hated his job

this comes from the man who told me just get an education, it will fix all your problems in your life

interestingly his degree helped him jack shit in life. They give you advice that didn't even work for them. Who does that shit?

>Son, why can't you just be NORMAL?

oh I love that one. They did do this crap with me too until I leashed out and trashed them for all the crap they did wrong. Then they stopped. It is really funny isn't it? When a farmer puts seeds into his soil, he keeps an eye on his field, gives it water, fertilizer, protects it from droughts and hail. You cannot just put seeds in soild and say

>okay friends, now look for yourself what you do now

and then expect anything good ever comes from it

I am really sorry for that story with the job opening and your troublemaker brother. This was really unfair but see it positive.

After that incident you found out what you really meant to your parents

>well, anon is a genetic dead end, let us focus on troublemaker timmy instead, at least he will procreate

this is the typical reasoning behind decissions like those. fuck this gay earth

>Hey Arnold

I loved that one.

It was a show about immigrant kids growing up in a New York neighborhood. It was a modern tale every single episode

I loved those urban legends that Gerald would always tell about. The shark in the city pond or the steps kid.

Then they would all together go to adventures. Everyone was good with everyone. Everyone had fun with each other until sunset.

Those were good times and I thank you for reminding me of it

Of course reading your story, now for everyone it is easy to just tell you

>well duh, anon, the solution is simple

>your family is just toxic

>you need to find a job and move out from them

yes it is true but until someone understand something like this it is usually too late already. The damage was already done

Children don't have the capacity to find out themselves that their families are toxic and before they find out as adults, they are already set up for doom

Their lives are already damaged beyond repair and in many cases not worth living anymore. Fixing things takes lots of years. Nobody who gave up themselves has the interest of doing that

But of course people have to tell you it was all your fault for not doing anything against it. It was so easy after all. Just find a job in our fucked up job market where they can kick you any time again at the first economic downturn and you end up homeless and worse then before and move away from the problematic people.

There are no simple solutions for complex problems

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 No.27401

File: 6747a20a98ea117⋯.mp4 (383.33 KB,640x360,16:9,zen.mp4)

>>27040

>Do you have a strategy to solve these problems Kanada-san?

In a word, Furansu-san: Zen. Alan Watts. Not because it takes the absence of meaning and replaces it with meaning, but because it reveals the true, sublime meaninglessness of things. Being a mere denizen of pissearth only teaches this lesson by half, leaving you a prisoner of the system in the material "food/money/shelter" sense, but also enslaved to its false, dilapidated notions of meaning so that you end up saying things like

>I really wonder what someone can do when you know there is no future for you and your life is pointless.

Start by questioning "according to who?" Who defined what a "future" is and decided that I don't get one?

Fortunately, there really isn't any point to anything. There's just you, with maybe 40 good years in you whether you choose to enjoy them or not, and "the ride" as alex jones aka bill hicks once described it. The great thing is that nobody can tell you what to do with it. Some want to be prosperous, and they'll realize that the path to prosperity doesn't necessarily lead through college anymore, and that it isn't going to be laid out or made easy for you by the system that vents its hatred and contempt of you in every billboard and TV advertisement.

As for me, I have my own motivations which arose in tandem with my gradual rejection of normie aspirations, and the only thing that really bothers me is that I'm getting older and running out of steam with which to secure lasting material comfort implying that such a thing will exist after the money machine can BRRR no longer and the economy finally crashes. You really have to "wake up from the matrix", to achieve liberation, which some will tell you means "care about my sacred cow instead of this other sacred cow." Kinda like how "take the red pill" somehow came to mean "adopt this particular opinion about women/jews/etc." I tell you rather that the matrix is woven from false assumptions, and you break out of it by questioning your assumptions, just as the Zen monks questioned the "realness" of reality with their koans.

Would you have more or less of this substance called "a future" if the rest of the 99% were equally deprived of it?

Is there less meaning in achieving something in spite of adverse circumstances, rather than because of favorable circumstances?

Do you think that's air you're breathing?

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 No.27444

File: 82327198806e114⋯.jpg (42.4 KB,726x481,726:481,vvfx44msovp41.jpg)

>>6424

The edginess of the Internet.

Back in the day Internet culture was a new thing and we all loved to scare (and then mock) clueless boomers/genXers with terrorist or mass shooting or nazi references and shit. It was funny to see them lose their shit. All those debates about the corrupting influences of atheism/goth culture/marilyn manson/eminem/antidepressants/vidya/pr0n/etc. Few adults knew how the internet really works (remember "I backtraced it"?)

Then Reddit happened. Internet culture has benn sanitized and everyone became a moralfag. Everything is moderated everywhere. Those doing the policing now aren't clueless boomers but people from our generations, and they're not conservatives but leftists. Youtube is full of consumerist shit. The spirit of the Internet is now dead.

I know it's kind of immature, but nowadays "free speech" only means free spech for people with socially accepted opinions.

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 No.28354

>>28349

Everyone likes to blame everything on leftism, but in reality, human nature determines things not political leanings.

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 No.28358

>>28357

>Exactly. In the end, biology trumps ideology.

Actually its socio-biology.

But at the end of the day, humans are just creatures of instinct. We tend to forget that being blinded by our ability to build machines that can terraform or go to different realms.

To justify or explain our behavior we indulge in politics and philosophy, the world of metaphors and abstractions.

It's very sad that most adults dont know jack shit about natural science. Seriously, how many boomers must tell me the earth is flat or that hurricanes and wildfires are divine punishment?

They say the academic scores of the youth are dropping by the year, but why does it matter? Adults don't care about math and science anyway.

All they care about is their motivational seminars and conspiracy theories.

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 No.28987

File: ac0ee4ec1f88f97⋯.jpg (13.16 KB,480x360,4:3,msx_fm_1.jpg)

File: b1792a0256dd378⋯.png (156.69 KB,646x927,646:927,korean_doomer_1.png)

File: 4c922f998fb1888⋯.jpg (76.12 KB,1280x720,16:9,doomer_slavic.jpg)

my type of doomer shit right here… yup.. good taste..

https://youtu.be/eMkdtMQH7WM

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 No.29017

>>27444

Pretty shallow dream. The Internet is still edgy even with PC culture breathing down your neck.

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 No.29048

>>29017

It's not edgy in the right way, though. You have to remember imageboardcels don't really give a shit about the internet, they just want to say NIGGER everywhere like they're twelve. Then again, considering how most millenials, the only ones who really use imageboards as much, are so fucking stunted, is it really surprising?

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 No.29052

>>29048

Not all Millennials are imageboard users. It's just this sect that are.

And besides, nobody grows out of middle school.

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 No.29067

Would be easier to list the things I dont miss than the ones I do, for I miss almost everything from my past

>>27023

>It's hard to stick to things when the reward pathways in your brain have been wired to seek the easiest, most pointless shit. And I see this all the time. Fatherless men spend our childhood hyper-stimulated in front of various screens, and then as adults find that we have no self-discipline, and have to build it from scratch.

Agreed, tho tons of boomers have fallen into that hole of addiction too

>>27040

>Sometimes I think if I was adopted by a normie family, I could have been a functioning member of society today

Most normie families are like yours, you're thinking a functional family

Theres a reason why most people today fall within some category of fucked-up, being functional isnt normal anymore

>I would put much work in my school shit

if necessary I can work towards a goal. But eventually I just reached a phase where I asked myself what good is this shit all for?

Same here, no matter how good my grades were shit just kept getting worse

People with far worse grades than me are doing better now

>Do you have a strategy to solve these problems Kanada-san?

Mine is becoming rich, I calculate that with 4 million dollars I could live off interests and bonds for the rest of my life. Not the uber rich life with hookers and a yatch, but upper middle class without having to be a wagie slave and dealing with office bullshit

>>27059

>my mother, fell for a pump-and-dumper and then boasted about it to her children as if she won the lottery.

Well fuck, thats heavy, what did you do?

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 No.29071

>>27023

>It's hard to stick to things when the reward pathways in your brain have been wired to seek the easiest, most pointless shit. And I see this all the time. Fatherless men spend our childhood hyper-stimulated in front of various screens, and then as adults find that we have no self-discipline, and have to build it from scratch.

Yes and no. It's more this indoctrination about "changing the world" leading to wild expectations from elders smothered onto the youth.

And what's with this fixation on paternal influences?

I'm sorry, but most fathers aren't really passionate about child-rearing. They dump it on the wife to do. All this "male crisis" is because the machismo fantasy of male good is being broken in this neo-feminist era

All these guys nowadays promoting traditions/rites of passage a, etc are insecure idealists looking for their magical unicorn of machismo.

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 No.29077

File: adbb83cb7402af4⋯.jpg (479.85 KB,1000x1000,1:1,macos9.jpg)

Nostalgia is evil

Nostalgia hypnotizes you and induces rot

It is the psychological equivalent of "the road to hell is paved with good intentions"

Sweet syrupy nostalgia

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 No.29089

>>29077

Nostalgia is the main state of adulthood these days. One has to wonder if there are adults anymore?

We use 25 as the age of maturity now bc "muh brain development" but it seems to me that people over 25 devolve.

The past three generations of adults are just disgruntled grey-haired achy-jointed children.

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 No.29091

>>6597

Just turned 20 and started going to metal/hardcore shows. The first one I went to made me feel so alive, SO alive for the first time in fucking years. The band and everyone there was so alive and emotional, the whole room was electric.

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 No.29111

I missed it when Blacks Live Matter wasn't being shoved down my cranium and was talked about in every subject at high school. I also missed it when feminist or Tumblr users didn't try to "fix" anything.

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 No.29124

File: 2722cdb00909604⋯.jpeg (64.32 KB,500x600,5:6,Pot7R2v.jpeg)

>>29111

>I missed it when Blacks Live Matter wasn't being shoved down my cranium and was talked about in every subject at high school. I also missed it when feminist or Tumblr users didn't try to "fix" anything.

Let me guess: you want the days when conservatives shoved their shit down your cranium and when they tried to "fix" everything with MUH JESUS?

I don't get why people think imageboards are fascist/NatSoc. You're all basic bitch neocons at heart. Admit it.

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 No.29125

File: ba50dada323d693⋯.jpg (39.96 KB,720x677,720:677,vxcvasku4he61.jpg)

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>>29089

>We use 25 as the age of maturity now bc "muh brain development" but it seems to me that people over 25 devolve.

Look no further than pic related: your average millenial man and woman. No wonder millenials aren't getting married and procreating, haha!

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 No.29210

>>6424

I miss the ability to even feel enjoyment (my sense of enjoyment disappeared at the start of high school) but I also miss when there were clear cut good/bad guys. Now it's really difficult to determine who you should support and who you shouldn't due to the persistent efforts of the mass media (and trannies on discord) to erode everyone's sense of truth. I remember political shit being a lot more simple during 2014/2015 when GamerGate was the biggest happening on the Internet and the SJWs were clearly in the wrong. These days it's impossible to find out who's doing what without having to pierce through 70 layers of psyops molded by the dicksnippers at Google. When I was a kid I never would have imagined such mendacity not only coming from the government but also the video games that I play, the shows that I watch and the people I (no longer) look up to.

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 No.29212

File: c3faa17e511c95f⋯.jpg (30.28 KB,495x330,3:2,Wingcucks_in_General.jpg)

>>29210

>GamerGate

You mean that movement where millenialoid dimwits really did prove how sheltered and historically illiterate they are?

>WHAT? JOURNALISM IS CORRUPT? NO WAY, DUDE, NO WAY! NEVERMIND THAT IT'S ALWAYS BEEN CORRUPT AND THAT JOURNALISTS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LAPDOGS FOR WHOEVER HAS THE MOST CLOUT AND MONEY, NO WAY! ZOE QUINN KILLED JOURNALISM!!!!!11111

Also, last I checked, it all started when some rando thot sucked some cocks to get ahead, for a "game" that didn't even get anywhere regardless. Grown ass men and women alike whining and ranting about glorified kids' toys and then expecting to be taken seriously. And let's face it, you all sounded like the retards who whine about muh troons in women's sports after decades of mocking women's sports as unwatchable shit anyway.

>It's not that games have become glorified slot machines chock full of microtransactions. It's not that they pander to the lowest common denominator possible. It's not that the DLC is so virulent that decades from now, you're gonna have content locked forever because no one is gonna take the time to learn how to unlock it when they just want to play the fucking game. No, it's all about ethics in video game tits. It's all about my coomer ass getting off.

Coomers calling "SJWs" degenerate will never stop being what it is: hypocritical.

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 No.29216

File: a386c5d89e07bc1⋯.png (863.56 KB,720x540,4:3,TheShitAbyss.png)

I miss the old 8ch version of /doomer/. Also, removing flags was a mistake that only worked to further the death of the small, tight-knit community we once had here. But I digress. The old board was a natural extension of /pol/ where former anons would effortlessly churn out high-quality posts of vast intelligence & depth with absolutely zero effort. The regulars here, each one them had that required uncanny ability to turn garbage into gold while simultaneously not giving even the slightest fuck. That alchemical sweet-spot where total nihilism ascends to a state of pure & absolute zen. If someone didn't belong here, in no uncertain terms we let 'em know (christcucks, that means you). And yeah, we had here the best "culture' threads anywhere. One need only lurk the old music/film/lit threads to know that it is so. Meanwhile, the board in its current state is a void. An abyss. A shit abyss, picrel. Any worthless little excremental niggers who'd dispute this post, suffice it to say: You would never understand.

t. former 8ch /doomer/ & current every-6 months-lurker-of-the-board.

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 No.29219

>>29216

>The old board was a natural extension of /pol/

You mean failed millenialoid adults who blame everyone else for why they suck at adulting? You were so close to making a good point, but then you had to liken this place to /pol/ - also, I know you'll probably not believe me, but I'm one of those people who used to post here. I didn't even think this place was still around, and lo and behold here it is. It's /pol/ that fucked this place up. They took an apolitical, irreligious blackpill zone and turned it into everything it wasn't meant to be, and then we have anons like you who seem to think yeah, that's totally what we want. I used to be here when this place was more active - back when people posted webms of people literally shitting and cuckime fantasies about their fictional siblings. Yeah, such intellect, much deep.

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 No.29222

>>29212

It seems to me you misunderstand not only what GameGate was, but also why it was (as gay as this sounds) significant. first off, it wasn't Zoe Quinn's questionable relationships with various figures in games journalism/indie dev scene for positive coverage that started GamerGate, it was the subsequent cover up/censorship of people even talking about the Five Guys across multiple platforms, that started GamerGate. It wasn't just "ethics in games journalism" but anons pushing back against people who were not only trying to dictate what can or cannot be said online but also acting like a bunch of smug faggots while doing so. Secondly, because the people opposing GamerGate were smug faggots they overestimated their ability to shut down dissent online (btw GamerGate would never have happened if the SJWs didn't try to shut down the Five Guys controversy and had just let anons get bored of it) leading to them fucking up and accidentally revealing the methods used to "shut down" the forementioned dissent that are employed not only by them, but the MSM as well, to a relatively mainstream audience no less. Sure some GamerGaters did some gay shit, sure GamerGate lost in the end and sure some GamerGaters suggesting that by defending their right to look at anime titties they're also defending 'Western Culture' is stupid, I'm not going to deny all that. But it wasn't just "manchild coomers" angry that some whore sucked dick to get good coverage, that view is reductive and is not an accurate interpretation of what transpired.

Also

>heh you think x is important, well why aren't you paying attention to a, b and c

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 No.29223

>>29222

I ain't buying that, friend. Manchild coomers angry that some whore sucked dick to get good coverage (when there was literally no coverage, ironically enough - did you ever hear of Depression Quest at any point? Be honest) and acting like journalism was corrupted by the SJWs when it was corrupt since its very inception as a field no matter the topic is exactly what Gamergate was. Also, most people never even heard of GamerGate - even when that shit was at its peak, most gamers I saw were telling both sides to STFU and stop spamming forums, etc with their shit.

>anons pushing back against people who were not only trying to dictate what can or cannot be said online but also acting like a bunch of smug faggots while doing so.

Like you guys wouldn't? If over night, the roles were reversed and it was hip and cool to be "based and redpilled," you'd be doing the exact same thing and being even smugger just to own the toppled libs. Then again, what would you have to say? Gamerwords and pseudoscientific excuses for millenial failure? In an ideal world to most people, neither you anons nor the SJWs would be permitted to speak, just saying. The SJW threat was overrated anyway. It's a glorified fad that's going to explode with tons of lawsuits over trooning out and economic hardships induced by the Boomer Pox pretty much reminding people there's more to life than pandering to loud, vocal minorities of millenial losers. Don't gloat, though, because you anons are among them. Imageboards will likely be gone this decade.

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 No.29224

>>29223

Also, I'm gonna be blunt. Gamer culture was a giant shitheap of unapologetic marketing by a bunch of dudebros who looked down on people like you for actually giving a shit about games. The people you met who genuinely shared your interests existed independently of that zeitgeist. SJWs invaded? It's just one soulless corporate wasteland exchanged for another. If anything, SJWs are just vultures that eat whatever everyone else left behind as roadkill once they were done with it - I see this all the time in so called "SJW infected" hobbies and media; ComicsGate, for example, was born out of the belief SJWs, rather than pedophobically pushing kids out of comics back in muh good old days and pandering to neckbeards, is what killed comics. Essentially, SJWs in media is just a consoomer civil war - anyone who actually gave a shit about (insert media here) having long since fucked off. If people really cared about games, Gamergate would've been about things like how locked DLC on physical copies of games means that future generations will never be able to play the full game like previous ones did. Where is the movement for vidya preservation? Where is the movement to get rid of microtransactions, always online, etc? Gamers have done far more damage to gaming than SJWs could ever dream of.

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 No.29225

File: c547504726666e9⋯.jpg (21.59 KB,260x300,13:15,the_abyss.jpg)

>>29223

>economic hardships induced by the Boomer Pox

You spend this entire thread making fun of Millennials who blame the world for their inability to prosper and then you write a statement like this.

I find this so interesting. I don't want you to explain it to me.

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 No.29230

File: d5cb234e3b12835⋯.png (407.17 KB,2284x1522,1142:761,1610232684005.png)

>>29225

What, would you have preferred I called it the Chink Pox or something?

You lot spend your entire time on this board whining about THE ETERNAL FOID LOL and then get all "hey, wait a minute" when someone mentions the boomers. Existence is a nigger, fine and dandy. Boomer Pox, though, that's crossing the line. Gatekeeping mundane life problems because zoomers have the audacity to be insecure about their future is okay, but boomer pox, nah, that's just a line you don't cross. Then again, I remember that you're millenials, and cognitive dissonance on an industrial scale is pretty much the only thing your generation's competent at. Hey, when hating zoomers gets old for y'all like hating boomers did, will you bash the Alphas next? Inquiring minds want to know who you'll hate next before you an hero en masse when you reach your fifties and up because you spent your prime years being terminally online? MUH NORMIES DOE!

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 No.29232

>>29230

I've become convinced you are for some strange reason hellbent on making all of the remaining posters in the board leave with your insane autism or you're just an insane autist. I've even gone as far back as a month ago and I recognize your vocabulary on older threads, please stop, you are owning no millenials, I assure you most people you talk to in here, myself included, are mostly zoomers.

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 No.29234

File: 9eb763b166a0771⋯.jpg (42.63 KB,725x585,145:117,hunter_chad.jpg)

>>29232

I'm not here to own people, friend. I am here only to give my input. For example, most millenials are only leftoid or rightoid because their REAL ideology is that of Fuckyoudadism. Why do they become troons or incels? Because FUCK YOU DAD. Why does a rich idiot police actual working classes for mean words or being normies? Because they remind the idiot of it's dad and thus, FUCK YOU DADS. Why does an idiot spend 6 figures on a degree with actual negative market value and no intellectual merit or bodypillows and other cuckime merch? Because, FUCK YOU DAD.Every decision they make can be traced back to that. FUCK. YOU. DAD.

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 No.29235

Not even doomer, just really tiered man, but i really miss old chans and old internet in general.

Grass literally was greener back then.

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 No.29238

>>29235

>old chans and old internet

You do realize the old chans helped kill the old internet, right?

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 No.29243

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>>29234

Even the misogyny ultimately stems from FUCK YOU DAD, because Dad had the audacity to marry a woman who told them to clean their rooms and not look like such slobs. Seriously, all millenial politics revolves around this simple principle: FUCK. YOU. DAD. Why else do they congregate around Trump, Peterson, Sargon, MILO…..man, imagine having such a deadbeat loser for a Dad, you think MILO is a surrogate father figure LMFAO…..

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 No.29263

File: 2db764b61a62be5⋯.png (318.68 KB,717x400,717:400,Literal_Subhuman.png)

>>29219

Have a (You) faggot. Pic related.

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 No.29268

File: 555c6e0f0a0a0e9⋯.jpg (17.93 KB,554x554,1:1,1562953890938.jpg)

>>29263

https://8kun.top/doomer/res/28639.html

So what's doomer-related about shit like this? Mundane cuckime waifushit nonsense. Fictional stories as cringily written as Dumblr's. Such doom, much -er.

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 No.29284

>>29268

Hey, I wrote that! I'm >>29232 too.

I knew I recognized your writing when I said you had been making comments like these at least months ago. What's so hard to believe, dude? I mean it's not the craziest story ever, incest is common all over the world (which I don't use to justify it when it comes to having kids, that's fucked up), even if not both parties are "in love", I was definitely infatuated with my cousin for a while. Right now, as I said at the end of that thread, I'm attempting to isolate myself like I used to before I got out of my comfort zone, I'm feeling better than before.

I don't care enough to read what you guys were fussing about, just felt like chiming in, I just can't believe it takes you this much to believe me, perhaps you haven't met enough strange people online? I've made other posts here, many dating to a year ago, I'm a weird person, a degenerate.

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 No.29287

File: 3a8113bf3d94deb⋯.jpg (51.33 KB,600x718,300:359,80850e5979395986e45678c324….jpg)

>>29284

>What's so hard to believe, dude?

It's so hard to believe because I've seen it time and time again. Every fucking imageboard, no matter the chan. No matter the subject of the board. The same exact scenario. The same exact canned responses. The same exact posting of something that has nothing to do with the topic of the board. What does it have to do with being a doomer? We have millions of people in the West unable to make ends meet, to provide for their families, to do anything other than simply exist, and here you are, posting this shit, and then wondering why people give you a hard time over it?

>I'm a weird person, a degenerate

I have said it before and I'll say it again, but I have a feeling that thirty years from now the millennial generation is going to be renamed the suicide generation. The degenerate decisions they’re making now are going bite them very hard in the ass. They’re going to be lonely, sitting in a nursing home with no family and completely broke because they have no children to support them. And the zoomers? You know how every sitcom since forever had that senile WWII vet grandpa stock character? We'll be getting those just with neon hair and sagging, wrinkled tattooed skin, wildly going on tangents on how how they punched fitty Nayzees/soibois in their youth in zoomer media. I, for one, cannot wait. And I will tell the kids of those days about all the stupid things people of your generation did, and those idiots wont be around to say otherwise. What could they say? The track record would speak for itself in all the cringy, dated as fuck media the millenial products: nothing but cartoon frogs, waifu/capeshit fantasies, and sperging out over kids' toys like video games that no self-respecting person should even be playing to begin with, let alone get so invested in that an overblown, overrated "issue" like GamerGate can spur a glorified retard fit. And don't get me started on the pedophobic ComicsGaters, led by (as always) an out of touch boomer and its millenial sycophants.

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 No.29291

>>29287

Yeah, if you are going to chime in with your millenial talk in each thread I don't see a reason to keep posting here, I was going to stop posting a few days ago but I thought I would try to get to tell you again that I'm indeed not one of your millenial caricatures when I saw you linking my thread.

I'm going to ignore the second paragraph entirely because is the same schizo ranting you do in each post. I don't disagree with gatekeeping in this community when it comes to certain things, some people here posting Discord links would be people I wouldn't welcome, people talking about how they want to dress like doomers just because is trendy would be people I wouldn't welcome, people that insert their politics in their posts instead of their personal problems would be people I wouldn't welcome. Do I really deserve to be picked apart? did I ever say my pain was equal to that of a war veteran, a single mother, a drug addict? no, I was talking about my thoughts, the thoughts of a young person that has isolated himself from human connections so much that he starts to attempt to project all sorts of feelings onto everyone who speaks to him even in a slightly nice way. But that wasn't even the reason your posts upset me, it's your lack of belief in the story and simple namecalling and millenial schizo ranting that truly disgusts me, even now you don't believe me, so I don't see the point in continuing talking to you, I just want you to know that not everybody that disagrees with your worldview of all pathetic faggots today being millennials, is indeed a millenial, I'm a zoomer, born in the 2000s, and I came out fucked up, deal with it, or call it a fantasy.

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 No.29294

>>29291

For someone who claims to not be a millenial, you sure do know how to whine like them.

>Deal with it, or call it a fantasy.

That's what I'm doing, boyo. I'm calling it a fantasy.

>Do I really deserve to be picked apart? did I ever say my pain was equal to that of a war veteran, a single mother, a drug addict?

All I'm saying is that if it really meant that much to you, you would've posted it somewhere else, not on /doomer/ because there's nothing doomer-related about it. Just like all the other anons on here who post about "muh wimminz troublez" and expect asspats because to boast of one's inferiority complex and masochistic tendencies towards women is seen as based on imageboards. I'm an oldfag. I've seen tons of posts like yours. You have to at least admit that it doesn't sound any different than all the rest.

Also, what is a zoomer doing on an imageboard, anyway? You shouldn't be posting on one to begin with. Imageboards are meant for failed adult losers like millenials and based and truthpilled folks like me who fuck with them on the regular. You need to tell your story on a medium worthy of it. I would suggest abandoning imageboards entirely and opening up a blog or something.

But hey, if you want to go down that imageboard rabbit hole, go for it. Just know they'll likely be scrubbed off the internet by 2025-2030.

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