/doomer/ - Doomers Club

>>15002

normally I don’t post but nobody replied so I thought I should

I only work 12 hours a week but my job is just sitting there and being sketched because I have no skills

it sucks being alone with your thoughts

I can’t even sleep without some video playing

my ex was leading me on the whole night so I didn’t sleep at all

everyone just talks about sports or how great god is or whatever

of course it was raining and windy and cold today and I had a quiz

I’m not even going to dinner I don’t want to see other people

people ask if everything’s ok when they know it’s not so why even ask it’s not like they can do anything they just don’t want to be blamed if someone loses their shit. We all just sit in class pondering how much we don’t want to be there, but I don’t know what else I could do. I’m not gonna get a job I can live on there are none left unless you know 30 people or say you’re oppressed. It was stupid to even go to college it’s just a scam and now I’m gonna leave even worse off. Maybe I should start drinking like she did. She just texted me and said she’s deleting my number. I shouldn’t even care, it was never going to work anyway. I can’t even enjoy ytp or video games or books or music or anything rn so here I am posting on doomer this is my life now

>stories of job misery

please dont make me, I want to forget this crap forever

>work for one of those places that started off doing computer repair but moved on to tech support for businesses

>except we haven't fully moved away from that first one

>don't even use a quarter of the shit I learned in college for the latter

>so understaffed that I work alone half the week

>boomers galore, literal age-55+ boomers and not that dumbass meme

>pc gamurs who don't know how to fix the machines they built themselves

>retards who come in with questions they could have asked over the phone

>every other macfag has a blown-up battery or a fried mobo

>windows 10's bullshit causing half of software issues

>9-hour workdays, monday-friday, from late mornings to evenings

>nowhere to go after work but home and stores

>constant work with computers has stripped away any interest I had left in them

>switched to linux primarily because I got so sick and tired of dealing with windows at work

>but at least i'm with a local business and not some huge corporation, right

>>15099

I know your pain, I do the same work but in a gov enterprise environment. The users aren't any different; you get boomertards who can barely turn their machine on and noobs who can't understand anything outside their iphone. I used to love computers, but now I just want to go live out on a farm without electricity.

>>15170

Working in tech support convinced me to pick up Ted Kaczynski. And that was my college job.

>>15082

sounds bad. college is a scam anon

>>15099

most shit concerning computers seems like it doesn't require college idk id hate to deal with those fags

>>15132

i hate the suburbs, i either like the city or the countryside not the aweful suburbs where there is nothing to do but for people to pry into your bussiness. your job sounds irritating

>>15132

Same but I have a truck I pay too much for

sorry that came off wrong I think is death by train some what painless

>>15209

>your job sounds irritating

I think this is the perfect word to describe my job

>>15099

Even if i am in another branch i see this all the time, and sometimes they ask me too to resolve their stupid problems

>my computer audio doesn't work

>i can't reach the internet(porn site 90% the time)

>the printer is not working

>>15164

Same, but fuck me i still don't have enough money.

>>15246

High wages are a lie. All salary scales to the environment. You earn 100k in a big city or 30k in a village, you'll end up just as broke at the end of it due to the difference in rent and goods.

>>15171

I understand why he did what he did, but I almost wish he was still a free man so that we could learn more from him.

>>15289

As if books and acts/his life weren't enough sources to learn from. What more would you want?

Play this song when you will be making bombs for corpos destroying our environment and peace.

>working at petstore

>training dogs because im too antisocial to deal with people all day

>pick up shit and get pissed on

>bond with a new group of dogs every month and a half and lose all the old ones

>struging to make ends meet

>holiday season comes by

>building stupid shit just to take it all down and sell it 80% off in a month

>suckofthisshit.jpeg

>enlist in the nav y

>score top percentile on asvab

>get q level job for the benefits and stacks

Am I the enemy now? Have I sold out my antigovernment beliefs for an easy life? Would you do it?

>>15343

Tell me more about this test and this navy job. I’m selfish, and scared, and I just want a way out of this misery. I’m intelligent like the rest of us

Don't work at all 22 y/o haven't done anything productive in 3 years why did my parents let me get this lazy and depressed

>>15354

Its all algebra, reading comprehension, and simple mechanics (which is jusy physics with no numbers. The hardest part is mental counters and "coding". If you score above the 95th percentile then you autoqualify for nuke, which is the best job in the goddamn military. 40k sign on bonus 100k reenlistment bonus, and guarenteed engineering job anywhere you want after your 6 years. You just gotta keep the engine running so the boys can go kill spme al quedas or whatever the hell they do overseas.

>>15248

fuck that. only wagecucks know true doom

Wage cucking is literally impossible for me. I'm starting to see the funny side.

>>15082

this is your life now anon.

If I don't get enough money to retire comfortably early, I'll just kill myself.

>>15371

>which is the best job in the goddamn military

It's great for pay, but there's an obvious reason why the monetary incentive is so high and that's because the work isn't nearly as amazing as you think it is. Go read some stories from actual nukes, there's plenty.

>>15398

First ex nuke i've heard not reccommend the hell out of it. Of course there's always the "If you can handle the hardest work of your life" disclaimer added, but I'd like to know what aspects (if you can even share them) were the worst. Am I in for a shit experience?

>>15400

Any stories that stuck with you in particular?

>>15414

https://www.cracked.com/personal-experiences-1276-6-things-movies-dont-show-you-about-life-submarine.html

Maybe this one is notable because it reminds me of an era when Cracked wasn't garbage

>>15469

>getting smacked in the face by a wall of crusty semen of the crusty seaman

So there is no where in life where a man can expect dignity. The insights on how much nuke service is going to blow have been very valuable to me, but I also find much value in the fact that my sign on bonus is double what I make in a year. Maybe if I wasnt used to shit and piss in my daily work life I'd be reconsidering.

Here's a short retail tale

>19 working my first fulltime job in my home town

>loads of retired people and "snow birds"

>regular customers tend to stop showing up over time

>nice old crippled man walks around daily to talk to us

>smells like air dried ass and old sponge, but a nice fella

>one day comes charging im full speed almost doubling over his locker

>shit log falls out of his pant leg

>sprays shit on bathroom floor and wall

>you can see the path of his ass curve with the shit streaks

>employee meeting

>pull straws

>oh fuck

So i cleaned the shit given only a pack of dollar store gloves, roll of paper towels, and a hydrogen peroxide solution called "oxivir." Oh and this was a biannual occurance

>>15414

The work itself was not actually all that bad (kind of enjoyable, actually) but enough shitheads have wormed their way into positions of power as to make the work environment a living hell. You're expected to perform to almost unrealistic standards and never ever make a single mistake in any aspect, be it a uniform inspection, being a minute late to work, not passing a board/exam, or even running into Chief when he happens to be in a shitty mood, but as soon as Chief gets a DUI, it gets swept under the rug and nobody ever says a fucking word about it. And the stress of being forced to work in an environment like that can seriously fuck with you if your mental fortitude is in any way lacking, which is where the sky-high suicide rates and god-awful retention rates come from. And of course, this is all in addition to the usual incompetence of anything remotely related to the US Military.

I may be a little bit salty because of how badly I got fucked over during my discharge tl;dr: fucked up my knee, failed a PRT, got surgery, surgery made it worse, nobody listened when I tried to say so, failed another PRT, got administratively separated for failing to maintain physical fitness; found out after I was separated that there was a form I could've filled out to explain I failed for medical reasons and started the medical retirement process but I'm not the only one who feels this way. Especially now that I'm back in college with my GI Bill and getting to experience what a fucking normal and sane life feels like or as close to one as we can get in clown world, anyway.

I honestly don't know how I'd make it this week if I didn't take a half-day. I hate being here so fucking much.

Working movie theatre till 11 or even past midnight, dealing with fuckface customers, who we're supposed to call "guests". Greasy popcorn gives me acne even though I'm past that. Assistant Managers are millenials near my age (am zoomer).

Though some of the co-workers are cool, some I know from school. Already been here a year (since the 10th this month) and will probably quit by the end of August.

>>15539

>love making stuff with my hands to a small tolerance

I found my grandpa's old hand blower forge two years ago and wanted to try forging a bit but the coal I had was shitty heating coal so I couldn't get metal hot enough so I mostly just fucked around with old hammer heads. I really miss wood working in High school, my dad is a welder so we have lots of metal tools but it's not quite the same as wood working. I hope you find work again soon, and can make stuff that makes you happy.

>>15561

I worked in the oil fields for a few months last year (quit as soon as spring came around) I hated it at the time but the pay was good and I got 10 days off in a row, though I had to travel 7 hours to get there. It wasn't really that bad, but I hit a major depressive episode only like a month after starting. Maybe it's because I grew up on a farm but I always considered labour jobs to be fairly comfy, I would never consider working minimum wage in some shitty service industry, maybe you can find a summer job working for your county or city doing general maintenance. There's so many regulations now that it's not really very demanding work and you often have more people than you need, so the work load is not too hard for each individual.

>>15539

I used to work with wood a lot when I was younger but nothing too big. I'm recently thinking more about quitting tech and just buying wood and do some simple utilitarian furniture or carving or some shit. I don't have it very well thought through yet but I start to feel on my body that sitting behind computer all day isn't something I can do for very long time anymore (and also this might be my last year I will be able to keep the job). Especially my lower back is going to shit. Busting your ass in some shitty manual labor work all life is no joke either but I guess people need change in life. Maybe you have opportunity now to pick something different than inhaling zinc under boomer command.

I get up at about 4. Eat breakfast, brush teeth, shower, and head out at around 6:40. I don't have a car so I walk to work, and it's about a 40 minute walk, so I get there about 7:20. My shift starts at 7:30. I work until 4, but sometimes I stay after for the OT. I walk home. I eat something, take some melatonin, and drink myself to sleep. Then tomorrow happens. I don't even mind any of that, it's just that when the weekend comes I have no idea what to do because I have no friends, so I usually spend half the day in bed and the other half drinking.

>finally got a job at Apple repairing macs

>wake up at 5 every morning

>eat breakfast then travel 2 hours to my workplace

>spend the whole day running Apple Diagnostics and replacing screens, batteries and keyboards

>because Apple is so fucking cheap they outsource all their shit to China and it keeps breaking down over and over and over no matter how many times you swap the parts

>staingate, keyboardgate, phonegate speakergate all of them are real

>fix something and it breaks a few months later

>even worse is Apple Diagnostics is complete shit and can't even find obvious issues like faulty harddrives and won't even work properly with Mojave from time to time

>can't use other diagnostics tools because Apple won't allow the results

>understand why Louis Rossmann is so pissed with Apple but if he really knew how bad things were he'd probably go full Christchurch on them.

>knock off after 9 1/2 hours

>another 2 hours back home

>shitpost and fap

>go to sleep

>>15636

I don't think it's silly. Making firearms might be pretty hard though, you need big heat and good materials (+skills) to do that but whatever, I don't see why it shouldn't be possible but it's not easy. What is easy these days anyway.

>>15663

no you don't:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Darra_Adam_Khel

Pakistan Zindabad

>>15669

Ah yes I've seen that video long time ago, they were making there guns literally in worst conditions. How do I become gunsmith asap? Step 1: be pakistani child.

>>15687

Pot and Adderall are the only things that get me motivated

>>15593

Sounds better than this shit, used to do roofing with my friend's brother, but me and the friend had a falling out so I don't associate with them anymore, maybe I should have kept working because I wouldn't always be seeing the friend in question. And the oil sands in Alberta are always booming, and the work doesn't seem that bad.

>>15687

>Telegraph.co.uk slightly unrelated source

>Unrelated other source

>Motivational whitepill mirage master

Have you even smoked weed regularly?

>>15651

>Carrier or sub?

Sub. Carriers aren't much better from what I've heard. On a sub, everyone at least has some semblance of an idea of what they're doing, but on a carrier, you have to deal with dumbfuck mouthbreathers like the flight deck crew (and their chiefs who love to come around and shit on the nukes to make themselves feel better). Also it's a long way up from the engine room to topside so you might as well be underwater anyway.

>suicide rates

I knew of at least 3 kids who clocked out during the time I was in training. One of whom was already at the medical hold building and on his way out of the program.

>retention rates

When I was in, my specific rate (Electronics Technician) was 37% manned fleet-wide. Thirty seven percent.

>>16285

Debt is a killer.

Im about 20k in the hole. Half of my enlistment bonus is getting eaten up by it and i'll probably end up giving the other half to my parents so they don't get foreclosed. As for the hapanigger, cant complain too much. My family is french/aztec descent so I like the idea but I believe that is called pandering.

Unionize your workplaces anons. Also go to work high and break shit when boss isn't looking.

Just kidding, but seriously. It would be hilarious to hear stories of doomers secretly ruining businesses out of spite. My regards to you wagies.

>>16478

>It would be hilarious to hear stories of doomers secretly ruining businesses out of spite.

I've been doing this for years. I'm aware that automation is slowly rearing it's ugly head, so everywhere I go I try to do things that automation can't account for, forcing companies to continue hiring people. For example, I'll go to a store, pick up some eggs, and then put them somewhere really obscure. I call this stimulating the economy because it forces greedy corporations to hire more people lol.

>>16562

Secretly mining crypto on workplace computers was a lot of fun. As was running a seedbox from the server room. We need little acts of wagie revolts… doomer situationism, perhaps?

>>16562

you sir are a hero

but I do this as well

>in supermarket

>take some item

<well, actually I don't really need it

>just dump it wherever

I mean, wagies need something to do, right?

>running business

not really just every once in a while I sell something on egay for some quick bucks. It is not really much effort and pretty much picking low hanging fruits. But I thought of starting a company just to have something to distract myself the entire day. If I had a takeaway or something I could just sit there entire day even if no customers come. Just have Wifi and hang online and eat fast food and drink soda entire day

Has any wagecuck devised a plan out of the life? This shit is miserable.

>>16591

The only thing I can think of is doing small work for myself. Little jobs I can do at home and sell at markets and online, that sort of thing. Don't expect to compete with Chinese fuckers churning out the same type of product, but try and rely on the nationalistic "Made in this country" sort of thing.

I dunno, really, it's all I got.

>>16591

I've thought about writing a local novel. Something that basically has little to no literary or entertainment value aside from the fact that you can snigger and go "hey, I recognize that place". Idea is basically to sell it to people living there and let them dream that life is more exciting than it actually is.

There was a guy here that lived off this stuff his entire life. If you manage to get a customer base at all, it's apparently quite stable income.

Probably works better for mid-sized towns than anything else since they have enough potential customers to be worth the effort while not being large enough to regularly feature in fiction anyway.

>>16591

I tried working on a game, but I just don't have any motivation for it. Even when I do actually put in work, I always find myself working on writing out the story and ideafagging more than working on programming, art, music, and other forms of actual progress. This is despite having more confidence in my skills as a programmer then as a writer/artist/composer/etc.

Plus, even if I did bust my ass and get it done, it's not like anyone would buy it. The only kind of concept anyone wants is either lolzanyXD memeshit or some kind of deep progressive story about (trendy minority here). And on top of that I don't have connections to anyone. You have to know people to get anywhere, and it's especially hard to do that when you're a good half-decade older than everyone else who's just getting started with gamedevving.

>>16742

I also had plans for game but it all went into nothingness. I made pretty lengthy game design document but that's that. I lost interest because "muh gayums won't help anything" and also because at that time the engine I wanted to use was not sufficient for that project. Maybe if I would work on that now I would have something to look forward to, it doesn't matter if anyone will play it or not or even if I get it done. If you need help, like artists, you can pay (if you have money) for some freelancers. Luckily, 3D artists are pretty capable nowadays. If they won't meet your requirements (number of polygons, size of textures, format of music files) you can just not pay them - don't forget to write good basic contract where you state they ain't getting shit if they don't know how assets for games should be done.

>>16591

If you have idea for some webpage or service which can generate revenue, you are pretty much golden. It doesn't even need to be something original as long as you can get enough people to visit it/use it. You can write tons of books if you are capable of doing that, you can join the e-beggar club and draw furry porn for shekels.

>>16591

Have you considered online fraud? low-risk, high-reward.

>>16754

Sure but I don't know how to do it.

>>16751

Doing those kinds of things is always harder than it sounds. You basically need to run a business and hope people hear about your shit.

>>16773

>Sure but I don't know how to do it.

Nore do you know how to do most things instinctively, i'm sure. But you can learn, no?

>>15343

just stage a mutiny when SHTF to revolt against the government later lol

>>15636

go to Alaska

>>15687

>>15702

i barely smoke weed, but honestly even not smoking weed doesnt mean you'll get a drive to do anything or have a purpose in life

>>16478

i try to tell some people about communism

>Also go to work high and break shit when boss isn't looking

is workplace shrink and drinking at work acceptable? :D

>>16867

Sure fuck it. Just sabotage shit.

>>16868

then I do that already. well i scrounge shit.

>>16869

Next time you look for a job, get one at a megacorp. The sabotage will be much more worthwhile.

>>16870

hard to get those, because fucking bullshit interviews and 'personality questions' that arent supposed to be answered honestly. though i think they're lightening up on drug tests because theyre realizing that isnt working

Does anyone else suck at bussiness related stuff? So many people say "just start your own bussiness bro" "just be an entrepeneur bro" but I'm just not normalnigger enough to know what other normalfags want and make a product. No matter how much I think about, I don't know how to make a bussiness that would give me some kind of steady income. Thus I'm doomed to be a wagecuck from here to the day I finally drop dead.

>>17303

Usually it will be the thing you do as your hobby or passion

For example if winter sport is your passion, you will either become a sports equipment store owner or ski instructor

If cars are your passion you will likely become a mechanic or a car dealer

If you traded Pokemon cards at age 8, you might become a stock market trader at age 28

If you love programming and have been doing this for 20 years, you will become freelance programmer

and so on

>inb4 but I don't have any passion

many anons claim this but I think they are too critical of themselves.

Just try to find some stuff you are interested in and know about and then look if there is one guy who trades this stuff on ebay. If there is, find out how you can be better than him

>>17306

Protip: If art is your passion, then most of the time you will be better off wagecucking because you won't earn enough, unless you can sell it (which you probably can't if you say you have no marketing skill, which just means that you are not good seller) or you are not making some normie shit. If you can afford not earning much, then go for your art, however having some more money is never a bad thing, especially if you have some other things in mind you might want/need. Most of the time art is also an investment and not a small one, depends what you do.

This is a big one

>but my only hobby is video games and I am not good enough for competitions

then you might know the best games and what other games want to play (retro and used games market). Go to flea markets and check ebay listings for people who sell their stuff in bulk and see if they have some gems among the stuff they sell. Sometimes you can find a great deal and buy good things for cheap. Then you readvertise everything singular on ebay and wait for hipsters to buy it. Sometimes you won't sell anyting for weeks, sometimes it will be better.

What I also do is buying trading cards on a big market and then I readvertise it for normies on ebay. They are literally too lazy to use google to find the market I am ordering from so I get to make 30% on a card.

Sure it is not much but better than nothing and it gives me something to do apart from shitposting on internet.

>>17306

But I have no passions The only advantage I got is that I have an engineering degree, but that's it.

>Freelancing

How the fuck do you even compete with the gorillion niggers from everywhere who will accept less money than you? Or how can you even get your first freelance project? I suck at selling myself, I don't like going around licking normalnigger balls just so they hire me for a project. But licking normalnigger balls for a job sucks too.

>>17307

>art

Not memeing here, but can't an artist just draw porn commissions and rip off autists on the internet?

>>15669

Seen that, no way the quality of the guns is good enough to actually daily them without blowing your hands off. They are miles better than the average homemade shitgun but from the pics you can see the irregularities in the steel parts from being made by hand with drills instead of a press or molds and machined properly. That people got talent but they are dumb AF for copying designs that require special tools to make properly, they should come up with their own designs like the LUTY gun which is designed as homemade from scratch, not a copy of a complex gun

>>16754

Go on, how you do it brahmindoomer?

>>17303

>"just start your own bussiness bro" "just be an entrepeneur bro"

Uruguay is barely less shit than Argentina to start a biz, all the fuccbois you see giving that advice come from rich families already, half of them are running the family business so they had to do jack shit to be in the biz.

>>17312

>How the fuck do you even compete with the gorillion niggers from everywhere who will accept less money than you?

Contacts but above all doing a good job, those cheap niggas you talk about can't do shit and when they do they do it wrong. Get a decent portfolio and see how it goes.

>>17308

I been thinking of doing something like that, lots of normalfags can't do shit so basically I'm the necessary middleman

>>17312

>engineering degree

respects anon, that is a hard college course

I was 2 years at process engineering that is mostly economics and the math subjects were already too much for me. But that means you are smart enough to be an engineer, right?

Did you try temp agencies already? Just go to one and hand them your resume. They have connections to companies and companies often will only hire over their temp agency partners because they don't want the entire drama of advertising jobs and hiring people. So they hire you for a few months, see if you are good and then hire you on a contract.

How about advertising your skills at something like craigslist or something

I mean, if you do circuit board designs or something, there might be a market for it. In any case I wish you good luck

>>17313

>Man in the middle

yes they are that retarded. Or they simply cannot use google. But anyways, I rake in some cream and they get their merchandise. Win Win

I go to work tomorrow. not much of a job, more of a workshop for fuckups. nothing really gets done and its an excuse to NEET outside of my house and "socialize". most of the time I hate it but its a bit of motivation. I do clean up jobs and whatnot and just kind of am "there". one co-worker likes legit metal and punk so we shoot the shit about bands. he's autistic too but is very introverted. I'm the alpha of the two and still its not really anything to brag about. my roommate is cool (and probably the closest to a bestfriend I've had in awhile) and going through some shit with his girl (who's my ex) our housing company is full of women who cackle like black bitches because most of the staffing is black so it rubs off on them. the men, not so much. a bunch of drama. women. drama. tbqh I ain't even mad he has my ex because now she's his problem. everything is so strict with the bitches here that men get turned into pseudo-incels. another day more of this drudgery. at least the morning lady cooks me and my roommate breakfast. she does quite a good job of making decent food so it usually clean plate club for the both of us. (my roommate is a schizo, ex-drug addict, ex-convict, lived with an abusive family) I had it quite good compared to him if it weren't for my helicopter mother raising me. my dad is cool, but now I'm out the house my mom can't control me so she criticizes me constantly over minor problems.

not to samefag but I also lack any real degree, except HS, I got a trade school degree that isn't work jack fucking shit. that too.

>>17479

>now I'm out the house my mom can't control me so she criticizes me constantly over minor problems.

Sounds a lot like my situation, anon, but with my dad chiming in with his own criticisms for good measure.

>>17484

my dad is pretty laid back just wants me to have a girl who doesn't treat me like piss.

>>17489

You're lucky. I'm a volcel myself, and the only girl I ever really had an interest in is already with somebody else, but if I had been looking, all my dad would say is "as long as I approve of her, she's fine," nevermind that judging by the fact he got cucked by his wife (who he crawled back to not that long after) makes me think his taste in women sucks.

>>19836

>Baustell Arbajt

oh god this is only thing even worse than govt slave labour work

I hope you survive this without your spine getting destroyed

at least try to upgrade into wall painter or something easy if you can

>>19846

Make us proud and become the next slumdog millionaire

I'm all in on LINK and meanwhile applying for better positions at Walgreens. If that doesn't go through I hope I get this better paying job at GM Financial instead.

>GM

>government motors

a formerly nonsocialist company in formerly capitalist america

>>20030

>formerly capitalist america

?

>>20036

Because ever since 2008 there is no capitalism in USA anymore

There is only the central bank and their wall street homeboys

So you are like some kind of casino gulag where nobody can escape and financial central planners are hellbent on destroying the currency so you have to gamble on stocks like them

>>20046

Okay, capitalism today is very different from capitalism in 1819, but it's still capitalism: a "social and economic structure based on private property in the means of production and the exploitation of wage labor by capital", but okay.

>>17523

Scratch that. My dad and I are now not speaking shit sucks

>>15539

start buiseness crafting custom wheelchairs for disabled people for affordable price , start off with useing old bicicles, since you can weld and know how to be productive . ciao

>>15539

dont forget to make cheap website and promote with social media for the beginning

>>19856

>>19856

>oh god this is only thing even worse than govt slave labour work

nah dude, food service is way worse. Baustell Abajt at least pays decently.

I just came back from my first day and I now remember why it's called wagecuck. Never has a day been that long.

welfare leeches are heroes and im looking for a sneaky way to get back into it without penalty.

How people do this shit for 40 years baffles me. the word wagecuck couldn't be more accurate

>>20514

>welfare leeches are heroes and im looking for a sneaky way to get back into it without penalty

welfare leeches are the aristocrats of the modern world

they get all the benefits of modern society without having to move a finger for it. Middle class are the new plebians

>pay all the taxes

>get no lobby and no special laws for yourself

>How people do this shit for 40 years baffles me.

they don't:

>Uncle B. had accident with his right arm in his mid 40s. invalid pension

>Uncle D. had accident (he falls down the ladder), invalid pension

>Uncle M. fucked up his back, had operation but left work before he could legally claim pension

>Uncle D. in Canuckistan has spinal problems, some bones are hitting each other and causing horrible pain, operation is risky and has no success guarantee

Uncle B is rather richfag but last year his hip joint started to hurt him massively. And he is scared of operation that it might make things worse

So he spends entire day with television

But to be honest we have very unhealthy lifestyles and we would be cripples even with office jobs. Something else would just have happened…

>the word wagecuck couldn't be more accurate

and yet normalfags will defend this lifestyle to death

my diet for the past month has consisted of nuggets, fries, monster, beer and the ocasional salad. i just take nuggets and fries when im filling orders and put in an extra bag at the end of the day so i can take them home and warm them up. my sleep schedule is nonexistant, i either sleep for 3 hours or 12 depending on the night, and if i have time i black out. ive been working 70-75 hours a week combined at 2 jobs to pay off student loans.

Another week starts. What's the best way of getting rid off of a shitty job?

>>21332

Hurt your boss through occult means.

>>21332

Taking shit in the middle of working space to show your dominance. You can alternatively piss or shit on desk of manager.

>>15365

You did this to yourself.

Move out now. You do not need to wait. Open the door, walk outside and do not go back. It is the boomer who blames the people who take care of them. The doomer wears life’s burden.

quit job at salary man corporation. new career working in combini. in my job I prepare food and drinks, stock shelves, greet people. japanese people look down on me because I do not work weekends and nights anymore. tourists cannot speak japanese and are amazed that I have good english. the worst are the boomer whites. they think japanese language is english but with -ey and -esu and R mouth sound made instead of L and Y added to the end of all words. they say “these. two chickey prease.” i give them old chicken that i have rubbed on my testicles. make an artform from placing my piss and hair on their food. at night I walk home and save half of hour of salary with music. U2 and led zeppelin I listen in the rain. when I am home I make art and write and build robots. i will be famous when I am ready for another life. now this is my perfect life

>>21332

The most smart way is to have accident and then get paid for rehabilitation program (they cannot fire you when doctor singns paper that you are accidented but they have to keep paying you).

But I would not recommend that because it can backfire and you end up crippled for life when you could have just found another line of work that would be more fun for you. Can you not ask your boss to send you to another position for at least 1 or 2 days per week?

>>21344

>japanese flag

>must be VPN fag

>oh shit it is indeed a real japanese

>posts best story about boomers I have ever read

you are truly a great artist already now

I am glad you found here Taro

What was your function as salaryman? I was on the way to become something similar after college low management, project work, working 60 hours per week for only 80 grand per year

I am glad I opted out of that before I got hooked on the money and I am glad that you enjoy your hobbies now.

>japanese people look down on me for …

so it is true. I thought it was exaggerated but to read this really hurts.

>>15099

>>9-hour workdays, monday-friday, from late mornings to evenings

>>nowhere to go after work but home and stores

>>constant work with computers has stripped away any interest I had left in them

These are the only true negatives. You're at work so you have a job to do, and obviously the majority of people using tech support are gonna be computer illiterate.

i've been suffering from anxiety disorders and heavy panic attacks since 4 years. i'm a jobless neet. i have no buxx to get help from a Psychologist or a Psychiatrist. I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts

>>21724

>i've been suffering from anxiety disorders and heavy panic attacks since 4 years.

give it 6 more years and you will stop caring

avoid food industry, be it fast food chain, med-high restaurant, cafe, bakery at all cost if you can.

>be me

>burnt out STEMfag

>felt everything was fake and wanted to know what it feels like to break a sweat

<biggest mistake spoiled child can make

>tries working on small local family owned restaurant as dishwasher

>be too efficient and gets promoted as line cook

>works with heroine addicts, ex-convicts, current gang members and other jolly blokes

>quits in few weeks to restrain myself from butchering my sous chef

>try working in bakery

>wakes up two or three in the morning to catch night time bus

<hope to get killed by stray bullet from speeding cars

>works too efficiently

<cuz I'm the few of the only people who can do multiplication of recipe numbers on the fly

>tasked with literal two to three men job but somehow keep up with new processings

<yet no raise, no benefit, no recognition cuz small business

I'm considering moving on to construction job now that it's getting warmer. I'm reasonably fit and has basic understanding of mechanics and electric engineering. Anything I should be aware of before I apply? do I have to bring my own safety equipments?

>>21728

i won't be able to hold for 6 more years with it

>>21767

I have the same problem my friend and I was hopeless for almost decade, doctors couldn't really help me because meds would have no effect in my case. Only very recently I realized that, maybe because I'm old enough, I just care less if anything literally happen to me. I used to have like random panic attacks during nights thinking I will collapse and die or I couldn't leave my house when I wanted because anxiety so it grew over to agoraphobia and if I wouldn't have garden I wouldn't go outside for months. Traveling was literally pain in the ass because I was in constant panic mode whether I traveled by car, train, bus or plane. I don't have it anymore in such a degree. Yes it's still there and I'm uncomfortable as fuck but at the same I learned how to relax because to be frank, I don't give a shit anymore if I will fucking die right here right now, if I will embarrass myself in any way or whatever. It's caused by the way how I see myself and how I want world to see me (yes childish I know but that's how my brain still works even though I don't think about that consciously) and it's very deep and personal shit that goes down to the core of my identity - to who I am. All I'm saying is that I don't understand how or why but it got better with age, I don't know if because I give a shit less or because I'm more used to it or maybe both. I understand your situation and I know it's hard but at the same time, I'm telling you, maybe there is a tiny bit of light for you. I'm not cured and I will never be but life is slightly more easier now.

all you had to do was buy btc in 2011 and you wouldnt be a wagecuck. have fun slaving the rest of your lives though i guess

>>21841

you did that too?

did it give you happiness at least?

>>21841

I remember reading about BTC in 2010, immidiately thinking it's just a scam. Boy would I slap myself

>>21846

whole cryptocurrency market is still Ponzi scheme tho

>>21869

ok bankcuck

>>21869

imagine being so braindead that you actually believe this

>>21869

This. Real OGs use humans as currency.

Been working in the bare sun for 10 hours straight. Luckily I was smart enough to take Suncreen and shades with me Towards the end I felt dizzy and almost collapsed. Tomorrow I call in sick, which probably will get me fired. Construction is a terrible job

>>22282

I was today on sun for about 1 hour and I already feel like someone just poured on me boiling water. I'm not going to make it this year, thanks god.

>>22284

Yeah, today was a nightmare. Im a very light skin type and hardly get brown.

What's weird is that most people don't give a shit about saftey measurements at work.

My colleagues never use hearing protection, sunscreen, respirators or anything else. Imagine being such a cuck that you sacrifice your health for work.

There's even this one old dude at work who had multiple disc prolapses, yet still works there, always complaining about his back pain

>>22289

I have skin like paper as well, so I understand your problem. Not only construction workers have this issue though, I read some article about f.e. truck drivers and how they have one hand always burned (I mean, their skin ages much faster) or in extreme cases skin cancer.

Im bored, so let me introduce you to my work colleagues

Boss: Seems friendly, but takes more offers than he can handle (small company) which results in the workers rushing from one site to the next with barely anything getting done I also overheard that he likes to cut hours here and there today.

He was a drinking buddy of my father back in the day which only makes me distrust him more

Foreman: He's boss' lapdog. One of the apprentices warned me to watch my tongue in his presence as he likes to snitch on people. Treats the apprentices like shit.

Skilled worker: Older dude. He seems alright, although he smokes around 2 packs per day which is scary

apprentice 1: your typical zoomer. Hardworking though

apprentice 2: see apprentice 1

unskilled worker: Old dude mentioned above. Already a bit senile. the type that tells everyone his life story as soon as he meets you. This guy is reason alone to use hearing protection

>>22295

>construction worker

>you have to watch your tongue

You will do only good thing if you drop that job.

>>22296

yeah man. I also forgot to mention that shortly before I started there, a bunch of ex-yu workers all quitted at the same time there for unknown reasons. My guess is that the job was too shitty even for them

>>22299

>My guess is that the job was too shitty even for them

Now that's impressive.

>>22655

Just ghost him.

>>22659

that'll get me penalized by the unemployment office.

>work in education

>special ed tard wrangler

>kept eyes on the prize, summer is coming and Ill be free from work for three months

>school gets out

>immediately bored and feel like I should do something productive with my time

This is hell.

>>22655

Good luck Wolfgang

I hope Arbeitsamt does not get mad about it ..

>>22671

Surely you have some tard stories for us?

>>22671

Get a job working a trade, I recommend finish carpentry or woodworking. You will learn useful skills and make decent money. Plus, it will force you to buy tools which are always nice to have around.

>>22743

this. crafting your own furniture is super satisfying and numbs the inner doom for a bit

>>22743

That actually doesn't sound bad. I have little to no practical skills, finding a way to get my foot in a door somewhere seems tough tho.

>>22795

Take work as a helper. That's how you learn. Just keep busy and try hard and people will keep you around. If you have nothing to do, clean the jobsite.

>>22985

this guys videos are absolute cringe.

>>22987

Retard.

>>22671

If you're under 30 and interested in carpentry, the Nips have a special school for temple carpentry you can go to and get a guaranteed job afterwards working with cool as fuck old wooden buildings with no metal faggotry.

https://miyadaiku-yoseijyuku.com/en/index.html

>>22989

go make something actually creative instead of le ebin meemee videos in order to pander to middle schoolers, prince

>>23006

Go shitpost on some other board.

>pander

le ebin "anything I don't like is pandering" meme

>middle schoolers

le ebin "anything I don't like is for teenagers" meme

>prince

le ebin "if someone posts a video it means they made the video" meme

You truly are a fucking retard.

>>23016

what job?

good morning /doomers/

it is every time when I open this thread that I realize how good I have it compared to other people who are in much worse situations than me. I should be more thankful to Fortuna and buy another statue to worship her already have 2 of them

Maybe I should also sacrifice a lamb for her or something

>>23022

>buy

make one instead

>>22992

This seems way cool, actually. Will they take me if I don't speak otaku?

>>23032

>make one

this is an idea that is so simple yet genius

thank you hendrik, tinkering with clay shall become my new hobby

I love you /tavern/

>>23032

3d printing is unironically a good hobby

>>23034

Glad to have given some inspiration, Sven.

>>23047

Seems neat for somewhat complicated things that you can't easily make on your own, but can you really consider it a hobby? How expensive are those 3d printers these days?

>>23050

they're not expensive, but it does take a little skill to come up with interesting structures of your own.

>>23014

Why else would you react so butthurt? We know ge's lurking here

>>23056

You "know" this because you are a fucking retard memelord, and you are the one who got butthurt. Kill yourself.

>>23064

samefag here, also:

>jobless

>failed out of uni

>doctors say im a lost cause because they're either shit doctors or right

>my mother is dying from cancer

>i also live with my mom

honestly lads im a fucking mess

>>23059

lmao, keyboard warrior

>>23064

what a cunt.

I finally got rid off my terrible construction job. Foreman shouted at me and I told him to go fuck himself. Today boss threw me out. Next week I'll receive them sweet bux again>>23064

>>23033

They haven't "speaks Japanese" as a requirement on their application guidelines, so possibly.

You can always shoot them an e-mail and try.

>>23088

lmao, retard

being born was a misery

>LINK moons meaning I'm finally seeing the light at the end of the wagecuck tunnel

>USG bans crypto the next fucking day

Fuck you, if I don't get word back from HQ on if I'm getting that promotion on Monday I'm walking out that door and never looking back. I have $10,000 to my name and I'll figure out a way to trade crypto again. You WON'T control me.

Stop complaining. You just need to work harder and get a degree. Then you will be able to get a good job and make tons of money that you need to be happy!

>>23064

>putting your hope for happiness in external entities

in finance, we call this

<counter party risk

never leave counter party risk unchecked and uncalculated

sometimes it decides over success and failure

>>23088

I can imagine the scene in my head

>anon, do this do that

>no, not like this

>this is wrong

>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

<hey alter fick dich doch selber ey

Gratuliere, Wolfgang

I hope job center will not sanction you

>>23116

Shalom Avraham, how is the Dow Jone Stock Index doing

>>23109

crypto will not give you 1000x gains anymore or at least I think

maybe investing in crytal meth lab would bring more profits

like in this breaking bad tv show

>>23127

you welcome

>>23124

It's just on an off-season right now, and LINK is the most promising technology we've seen.

In fact, I was preparing to quit my job next week just due to the fact that I made $1000 in one day off of a random LINK pump.

But the US fucked me. I'm gonna have to move just to cash out.

>>23121

It was pretty much like you described, yes.

Unemployment office can't sanction me since the employment was cancelled by the company.

We have the "Probemonat" (test month) here which is a grey area in that regard, I could have quitted by myself on day 1, but I didn't wanna risk the employment office snooping for reasons, so I decided to play along and just prove myself not suited for the job. At least I made some shekels

I don't know what the boss told them. I don't think it was due to me insulting the foreman but rather that in the last week i was slacking off a lot since working in the bare sun at 30C+ isn't exactly a work friendly environment. Test month was close to end and he had to get rid of me.

>>23147

thanks dude

>>23154

>LINK

just for your informations anon

I am currently only interested in 1 crypto project

Radix DLT. If you are into cryptos, check it out, keep an eye on it and join our network when it gets finally released.

I think this will be the system that will replace legacy banking for internet of things applications and probably many other things too

The technology is superb but the economics was shitty and me and a few other forum members bullied them over 2 months to scrap their economics whitepaper and design a new one that is not rulecucked and it worked :^)

>>23176

>probemonat

I thought they keep you on parole for 3 months at least nowadays

Anyways, enjoy your free time again now. I know one italian guy who has been on off unemployed for years now. He works a few months then slacks off half a year. He is a walls painter on construction sites officially but he does any odd job he can find when he needs money. But his taste in video games is shit. He only plays FIFA

Well, as a person I think I'm a failure. I'm shallow, miserable and always the boring guy in the circle of friends. I hardly accept this and now my only goal is to redeem myself from my sins/my way of being and I'm on my journey trying to find me the lost value that people can see but I'm too oblivious to notice. I truly make people dislike me quickly. Fuck even I am bored with myself and looks like this journey to redemption is going to take a very long time. Founded that humans and animals aren't so different because we both live oblivious to knowledge. We just live in routines thinking that after work well' be having a good time drinking. This is as miserable as a lion feasting after a nice hunt again… and again… and again…

>>23198

your english is dogshit, but i think i get what you are saying and it is true.

sometimes it is really difficult to see the difference between living alone, off the land and beign in civilization outside of the fact that the effort you put to help making society function smoothly (to survive at the hand of society) would be translated into a struggle against nature, which might not result in as much anguish. in the end, existence is a supreme nigger and whether in a cage or not its cruel, cold hand will one day grip all of our throats and squeeze till the blood we spit out spells "i want to die".

>>23198

>I'm on my journey trying to find me the lost value that people can see

This is very difficult one. Are you sure you want to clean your soul and show that to people? Shouldn't that remain your private thing? You shouldn't chase yourself for others but rather find inner peace within yourself, if that makes any sense and if I could be so brave to talk about this matter. How you feel inside and how good/bad is your relationship between you and your self will be reflected also outside and people will notice that. You know how people who are in peace with themselves have around them sort of positive calm energy and often represent stability? That's what I mean.

>>21770

Good luck my friend. I calmed myself down a bit since last time I posted, using Ashwagandha.

>worked at a shit computer store

>retarded boomer boss

>payed like shit

>boss is an arrogant retard that thinks he knows shit

>installed 32 bit windows on a 1 year old laptop and couldn't figure out why the wifi wouldn't work

>only other guy in the store is this guy, let's call him kevin or some shit

>kevin is like 57 but he watches jojo and shit

>coolest motherfucker around

>talk to him about shit when I'm not working

>the only good part of that job

>end up getting fired because my boss was running the place into the ground

>now I'm back to being broke

>>23372

My cousin quit his job a few weeks earlier as well.

I told him

>no matter what you do, never go beg unemployment office for money

>they will treat you like biological trash and they will not hide it

I think these jobs are magnets for sadistic people

<anon, why don't you apply to jobs in that other city

>but mam, I need to travel there for a long time

<nono, 2 hours in each direction is acceptable

<we can sanction you by law if you refuse to

then better to die or become a criminal

Weld-anon, here. I got a new job a couple weeks ago, I was unemployed for a month and a half, so filed for welfare because my savings were running out. I started getting it lodged into my bank even though I have a new job. How long do I keep letting them give me money?

Also, the new place sucks and my boss is a bureaucratic retard.

>>23410

>>23410

>we can sanction you by law if you refuse to

this is the biggest joke of it all. They have the power to put your existence in danger and will do so if you refuse to play their retarded game. Luckily I have savings.

>>23524

don't bother telling them, wait till they tell you. if theyre dumb enough to give money away no reason not to take advantage.

>>23626

What is the sanction? First mistake you folks did is getting to their evidence. I never dealt with those people even when I quit school and was unemployed, by a huge miracle of my incompetence though, biggest bullet dodge. Now I don't see any benefits they could offer me and they can take their shitty jobs and put them into their asses.

>got out of school

>yep, time to apply for shitty neetbux, i can't travel to work anyway, what are they going to do about it lmao

>before you even talk to somebody in the office you have to have few papers filled out with info

>bureaucratic bullshit, half of those forms were written in language I couldn't understand

>I looked on girl sitting next to me in hall, she looked on me, total confusion and fear in her eyes, sweaty forehead as fuck

>I smiled

>into the trash it goes

>walked away

>never even thought again about dealing with those psychos

>established netlabel instead

I talked with many friends in similar situation at that time (few of them became drug dealers or tattoo artists) even a lot of gyppos and none of them bothered even going there in the first place. Take a job they give you or you can get sick and die, no one cares, so you better take care of yourself.

>>23642

>What is the sanction

They can cut your moniez. And in very bad cases you can lose social insurance

>>23631

>>23632

Well, now I don't know WHAT to do.

>>23664

You err on the side of safety if you aren't an idiot who wants to get fucked up by debt.

hello all it's first reply here. Figured out how to get some extra money. all you have to do is put on some music and type and know basic english and have ears. It's called rev transcription sign up takes 5 mins and money is sent every week to your paypal. Your welcome, don't spend it all on vidya like I did

>>24102

Funny that you write that because that is exactly what I read on zerohedge a few weeks ago. There was this american guy who was suffocated by student loans. One day he just got fed off it and booked a plane ticket to India. Now he lives there. The banks can suck his dick and he lives a comfy life there now

>>15002

Why do you go to school at wagecuck at the same time?

>>23302

Kek. Do computer shops even have a future? Their customers seem to be dumb boomers who get taken advantage of by 80IQ indian scammers claiming to be from "Microsoft Refund Department".

Nowadays the 30 year olds and especially the zoomers all either have enough competency to google basic computer problems, or throw their computer out every 2-3 years to buy the latest overpriced Apple garbage.

They wage cuck in order to buy over priced coffee and overpriced computers and overpriced phones.

>>24181

They do, but probably not in the numbers they currently exist.

There's harder to diagnose problems that the average home user can't find out through Google, like a fried motherboard. And then there's service contracts for small-medium businesse.

>>23173

I grew up in a cabinet shop and am presently a trim carpenter. I can install cabinets too. Looking to gtfo florida though. Indiana sounds comfy.

>>24203

>paying extra

>for healthcare

this is waste of money

because

>1. the insurer will never want to pay anyways, so you will always have to beg them and lick their asses to pay what they owe you

>2. what use is healthcare even? when you are old you better die in dignity than live painfully for the next 20 years like a cripple

we have mandatory healthcare insurance and I only pay the mandatory minimum fee of 200$ per month. I told my parents already if something happens, just let me die I don't care and I sure as fuck will not give doctors money. They rich already

a personal story from my fathers best friend. he worked 40 years, is now in his 70s and poor as fuck. He cannot afford internet for 40$ a month. He also had a heart attack a few years ago. Left him damaged forever. He lost his motorics completely. Even to this day he cannot tie his shoes anymore. Be bareley even walks. A few months ago they diagnosed cancer from smoking, yes I am looking at you BO-san :). He lost all interest to live. Chemo seemed to work well even after doctors already wrote him off. But he barely weighs 50kgs now and will probably never really get well again.

If I could choose, I would take the easy death than ugly and slow decay.

>smoking and drinking

that is another 200$ per month at least. This is 1200$ per year. Here is your easy way to improve your cashflow with little effort stop making tobacco and alcohol companies rich and start making yourself rich.

and in general, keep your fixed costs at the very minimum. This is literally what you learn at business school in first semester. Companies need to have low fixed cost as possible and let them inspire you a little. The next thing is, never buy new stuff. Get used goods from ebay. Sometimes you can find good offers from fools who just bought the wrong thing and then they have no use for it and need to get rid of it again fast. You can easily save 50% compared to buying new stuff.

>but friends and family don't wanna just admit

oh believe me, they all know that the current state of affairs in the world is broken and wrong but all of them are just cucked into eternity by the status quo to never question anything and never talk openly. they outsourced the thinking process to govt and CNN clinton news network

>women are evil and should be raped to death

yeah most women are trash but most men are trash too. 85% of all humans on this planet are trash.

backstabbing cunts that cannot stand it when you are better than them in something. My advice is to you to cut out toxic people from your life and try to find good people. They are rare but they do exist.

and women are just exploiting the legal system that we offer them. so if you allow womyn to abuse you, they will. If you allow them to play you, they will do so. I would probably try the same if I were in their shoes and I would exploit the entire fucking system for maximum profits.

>because they don't do something as fucking simple as form healthy monogamous bonds to ease my emotional pain.

first of all nobody owes you anything on this nigger planet. The second thing is that humans be it women or men hate needy weak faggots and they will not be around you if they suspect you of being one. Because normies biggest fear is that you drag them down in the abyss with you and they lose social hierarchy points by associating with you. Women will not fix your mental problems but if you want one, you have to change the vibes you emitt to normies and stop giving those weakling faggot emo vibes.

>>24201

this, I live in southern indiana and it's the worst place there is, only reason i'm here is because my parents are paying for college. Once I'm done with that I'm fucking off to Colorado.

>>24226

I loved driving to the Dunes when I lived in Chicagoland. If smog-belching chimneys aren't visible from the beach, then it's not a beach worth going to.

>Chicongo

I just read they have pension fund liabilities that they can never pay to pension cucks

apparently for every household there is, the debt is 145K USD

Now their magic potion for that problem is to tax the rich

Of course the richfags all packed their bags and left already

Next they will tax the companies

Then companies will close shop and move out

And also take all their high wage personell with them

The only ones left will be the welfare recepients and minimum wage slaves and they will have to shoulder this burden alone

Democrats just ruin everything

Don't insult Chi-town, foreigner.

>boomer-gop-talking-points-about-chicago.txt

The gap in the logic is that they completely disregard the effects of gentrification and movement of new money into Chicago. This is the sort of logical failure that has gotten the republicans deservedly shut out of Silicon Valley and Libertarians just as deservedly reduced to cringy little punching bags in any adult debate.

They cycle goes more like this

>Tax Legacy companies, heavy industry etc so they move to shitholes like Indiana. Let them pollute someone else's backyards

>Invest in infrastructure and hip, urban attractions to bring software, financial and medical companies to the city, along with a high-IQ, high-wealth workforce

>Gentrify the fuck out of the city, keep prices high with SJW-backed NIMBYism.

>real-estate companies can buy properties at fire sale prices and sell them sky high

>Maintain nepotistic relationships with real-estate and construction companies, benefit enormously from the grift.

>Give poorer and more crime-porn communities vouchers to move downstate (or to Milwaukee and Indianapolis)

>Rinse, repeat and have a new real estate boom every decade or so.

Democrats are Machiavellian geniuses. The Republicans party is a fractal of stupidity.

>>24385

Compared to Repulishits, they most certainly are.

Anons, the mayhem begins:

<https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2019-07-01/new-chicago-mayor-wants-state-taxpayer-bailout-chicago-pension-debts

>New Chicago Mayor Wants State Taxpayer Bailout Of Chicago Pension Debts

>Pension Fund

>total Chicago

>26% funded

kiss that pension goodbye my dear normies

>>24294

This only works in theory my friend because for wealth to be created, there has to be real work to be done. That means something has to be produced. When you are just cutting each others hair and programming each others website and speculating with real estate, that is not wealth creation and after the bubble bursts, everyone is poor like before the "boom"

>>24391

<Software, Financial and Medical companies

>programming each others website

>cutting each others hair

>not real work

boomer mentality.

>>24391

>having pension

People still do this? I thought the trend now is to spend all your money on medical bills and never reach retirement age anyway.

>>24404

Government employees. That's why a lot of people want government jobs, even if they pay less on paper. They are also well unionized, and it's impossible to fire civil servants and teachers (Especially in Chicago) even for repeated incompetence and under-performance due to red tape and legal complexities. Needless to say, their base of sympathy is dwindling. SJWism replacing workerism as the basis of left-liberal politics in America might not be a bad thing after all.

>>15343

>am I the enemy now? Have I told out my antigovernment beliefs for an easy life?

Maybe we should wait until you are the one who pulls the trigger in some scenario. We're all complicit until we cross the line.

>Would you do it?

Probably

>>15371

no calculus you say?

>>15378

this

>>16565

but anon, there is no situationism, only situationists

I just want happiness. I just want to enjoy something, something to pass the time, something to give me reason. What is the point of existence if you can't even enjoy anything in it? Am I so alien to be unable to enjoy what others find enjoyment in?

Books are a boring medium, but so is television. It is all passive, lying there and just watching endless repeats while consuming and therefore endlessly destroying media. Music is slightly better as you can dance to it, but at the end of the day it mostly just provides noise to shut out the world around you.

I should like games. Yet it feels like every attempt to play a game results in me getting miserable about the game's mechanics. Either it has forced updates, DRM locks, lacks any real gameplay in favor of a story, lacks random generation and thus has no replay value, or requires you to find hidden objects/solve puzzles. Or it is just a mindless RPG with no real challenge besides spending X hours in it grinding. I end up more stressed from touching games.

My flesh is itchy. I have constant headaches. It feels like endurance to even move, to even breathe. Existing in this world is a challenge, one that seems to offer little reward. To live is insanity.

I can't handle physical actions. Trying sports results in just injuring myself, while taking walks results in being attacked by bugs. I tried martial arts for a while while being yelled at for "not trying", since everyone assumes that is what is happening due to how incompetent at reality I am.

So then I seek some sort of belonging, something to do to pass the time. Humanity at least can offer diversions. Of course, I just end up being hated. Either due to being too depressive or being too autistic. Tried a psychologist, they yelled at me and told me I wasn't trying, that I am just a narcissist and need to accept that I am a lot worse than I think I am. The wait for a new one means I am stuck without much of an option and thus am twiddling my thumbs once more.

All I want is something to make me happy. Yet going to Reddit resulted in me being unwelcome due to being too abnormal. Going to 4chan resulted in me being unwelcome due to being too abnormal. I keep trying, but it just is that I am too unbelonging in this world. It is a curse I didn't even want, I never asked to hate everything other people liked.

I don't even know if I know who I am. I want a mental companion in the form of a tulpa, but my last one abandoned me as I was too pathetic. Since then I had tried getting one in the form of a waifu, hoping that finding someone else's creation would in turn lead to more structure and thus less animosity to me, but the problem is that I am just unloveable by 2d girls. Everyone with a waifu feels like Chad to me, to have such confidence that you can say this girl belongs with you, this shining example of perfection, just is a level of pride that is incomprehensible to me.

>>24904

I feel so similar to you I can't express it enough with words.

>>24904

enjoy the madness

honk honk

>>24928

>honk honk

You totally ate the /pol/'s cock didn't you?

>>24928

[spoiler] Honk honk friendo… it is painful being sadclown…

>>24939

I ate 4 cheese pizza today

Dr. Oetker Ofenfrische

>go to community college and get a degree in programming

>its been 9 months since i graduated and i cant find anything

>parents getting increasingly anal because its been almost two years since i quit my min wage job

>end up working at a shartmart, at least its quite a bit higher than min wage

>the job is very physical so its helping me lose weight since i let my health go down the drain with constant beer drinking and nights skipping gym for programming on a pserver for a game for experience over 6 months

>coworkers are all amazed that i cant find anything, and theyre 'bruthas'

fuck

>>25033

I know what you mean, bro.

>4 years

kek fuck that I couldn't stand two months of that. How do you stand being in such a hellish environment for 4 years? I would have offed myself or embraced the hobo life. Anything to get away from literal robot work like that.

>>25058

And you haven't been able find any other place that has even a little bit better work that pays about the same in that time?

I've seen a dude in your situation before, but he got saddled up with leadership responsibilities on top of it because of lazy managers. And he just took the abuse until he snapped.

I keep thinking I'm just a low endurance bitch, who tries to get out of tough work by pretending it's the job and not me, but I honestly think torturing yourself with work like that is edging on insanity.

But then again, if you got a ton of student debt I understand it might not be so easy to say "fuck it, I'm out".

>>25033 (checked)

Dude, this is the most dystopian, doomer fucking thing I've seen.

>>25061

The student debt fucked me. I graduated in 2009 during the recession, so there were no jobs anywhere. I was unemployed for a few years and the loans ballooned to the point that I became a slave for Amazon and sacrificed my soul to them in exchange for freedom from debt slavery.

Either way, I am a slave. I have no choice in the matter.

>>25033

I hope that you're actively looking for another job like I am; warehousing is true hell when you don't have subhuman IQ.

>>25058

I quit after 2 weeks at amazon, place is hell on earth. If you never worked at amazon you will never understand how cruel it is. You are nothing more than a robot, I was in inbound stow, peep peep peep I heard the peep of my scanner during sleep.

seriously I think this is the only thing that is worse than being homeless

trapped in a wagie job that is paid only a little more than homeless level plus all the waste of time and stress you get

Weld Anon back again. I caved and told them I got a job. Turns out that because my job counts as rehabilitative, I'm entitled to an extra 100 bucks from them every week, and also they owe me money because someone fucked up paperwork which was caught by the lady I talked to, so I'm getting a lump sum. Dunno how much. Being good and honest paid off for once, thanks Netherlands Moral Anon.

>>25188

wew nice job m8. Happy to hear that.

>miss alarm

>show up several hours late

Its all errver

>apologies to boss like i just ran over his dog

"Honestly i didnt notice, you're kinda forgettable"

…thanks?

>>25558

>smokes nicer than usual

what do you mean?

>>25188

What you were on the NEETbux and got a job and only get an extra $100?

Idk if I understood correctly its pretty vague.

>>25560

I start rolling my own stuff. It feels better for some reason to me to do it myself, and I feel like im getting a better smoke feeling. Could just be psychological, but I'll take any comfort I can get nowadays.

>>25563

I have a brain injury from an assault a bunch of years ago which gave me a nervous breakdown and rampant memory loss. The extra money would be less if I made more money at my job.

>>25575

Oh. Yeah I don't smoke so that went right over my head lol

>>25607

should also mention i attempted to report him with my findings, and was told to give it to the sheriffs who obviously are in on all this shit lmfao;no lady i'm not going to get suicided in the back of the head, because you want me to follow "protocol" like a good goy;do it yourself.

>>25607

Are you fat by chance? That's usually an invitation by itself for the bitches to lay into you.

applied to the SCC a while back, had a phone interview, and got selected to join a crew of wilderness firefighters. I really hope this goes well. I can't do kitchen work anymore. I can't put up with construction jobs going to foreigners. Some fresh mountain air should be good. Maybe doing work for the national parks won't be so bad. Won't pay well, but I'll be training in first aid and I'll try to get a permanent job with a hotshot unit.

The city kills.

>>25782

also

>politely not bumping because double post so forgive me

it sucks, I'm relieved that I'll be leaving the hellhole I used to work at, but I'm losing my friends. I'll have to make entirely new friends, and make entirely new memories, but I'll miss the old memories and the old friends. And a cat I was taking care of. Going to make sure he has a home before I leave, so I don't just leave him out of nowhere on the street. That image breaks my heart. Like, you have this cat who hangs around your yard and chills with you and doesn't go anywhere else. Then you leave one day. He'll still be there, on the porch, waiting for me to get back home, but I'm not coming back. So I'll make sure he has a home. But I'll miss him. Not that I'm some psycho who thinks animals are kids or anything, I just hate abandonment, and animals just don't understand. I don't like pets because they always die or you have to give them away.

>break out of living with abusive family

>move to brand new apartment block

>nice neighbors it's all good

>a recurring sentiment echoes through everyone's lips:

>This place will be a ghetto in 5 years.

>have shitty zoomer pilll-popper neighbors below

>off their tits on MDMA all the time, in one instance climbing up the balcony because they thought they heard cops

>it was me having a smoke on my balcony

>this is 4 floors up

>they eventually get evicted for being noisy freaks within 2 months of living there

>peace at last

>fast forward 9 months and the other big ghetto in town gets bulldozed

>around that area you can still smell rot and drugs, enough to burn your nostrils

>new neighbors below - shell suits and freaky alien-like proportions

>horrible snaggle-toothed smiles

>methheads

>suddenly my nose is burning with the smell of rotten tobacco and cheap deoderant coming through the windows

>start getting really anxious over weird shit, childhood traumas flaring up like nothing before

>hallucination flashbacks to getting mollestered, abusive parents on my sofa screaming at me, etc.

>have to flee, start smoking weed habitually to keep me calm

>sort of works, but every time that smell comes in my heart goes from 60-70bpm up to 120-130.

>now too paranoid to call the cops

>too paranoid to visit in-laws

>eventually the poisoning gets so bad we have to go to the hospital

>guests have to go to casualty too

>landlord insists it's all in my head

>despite my guests getting kept in the ER overnight over it

>get hospitalised AGAIN the next day, nearly having heart attacks on the reg since quitting pot

>instructed by doctors to flee the house and never go back, forget about your shit just flee

Became homeless for a month, still needing to pay rent on a place physically uninhabitable.

There's a happy ending to all of this but it doesn't feel right for this board.

*sip*

>>25787

I feel exactly what you feel. I was molested by a babysitter, so when I smell certain female fragrances or certain female body odor it brings me back to that and I shut down. I haven't had a relationship in a while, mostly because I prefer women who smell like nothing, but I've been trying to put those emotions towards something else. If it wasn't for a certain woman I met, I might not've developed this, but she was that kind of woman you wanted to make a family with. I just didn't know how to deal with the emotional shutdown if she smelled a certain way like I mentioned before. Long story short she helped me slightly get over those feelings, but she thinks I'm crazy because I keep leaving her and wanting to come back. I told her everything and why, but I don't think she's ready to be with someone she considers unstable despite me actively trying to help myself (thanks to her which I let her know). That was 3 years ago. Now when I smell those smells I get the overwhelming feeling of impregnating a woman instead of shutting down. I know I'm probably not healthy.

I am a preschool teacher so I get bit by and beat up by small children every day. I work exclusively with completely retarded people and interact almost exclusively with unfit parents.

>>25805

If it ain't meant to be, it ain't meant to be. Stay in touch but just carry on with your life and appreciate that she got you over that hurdle.

>>25082

Yeah, I imagine the pain and discomfort of being homeless eventually becomes ordinary, or at least like anything else you just get used to the shame of being a bum on the street begging for water and a bite to eat.

I was walking on a beach the other night and saw a guy in a tent just camped out. For a moment I wanted to be that guy. Down here it never gets too cold, the rain can be unbearable for a few months, but at least it's a good substitute for a shower.

Working 8-12 hours for minimum wage for years on end at the mercy of shitty supervisors and wack management… that's not a good life.

>tfw planned on breaking lifting prs this summer

>dad makes me get shitty internship

>feel myself wasting away sitting at a desk for 8 hours

> get home late because commute

>have very little energy to lift

>no time to do anything else

>spend birthday at work

>no time for nightwalks

Only get 1 week of free time before college starts again

>>25840

do you at least get paid?

>>25841

Yeah, minimum

>>25821

I'm not on minimum wage and I never said that I was you fucking retarded ching chong. Do everyone a favor and go get extradited to some mainland prison. Your kidneys are more valuable than you might think.

>>25787

OMG THIS IS MY STORY

I just haven't got to the ending yet…

Very same thing happened to me.

I'm currently unable to move though.