Pillow,
We understand your frustration and temper tantrum, but you screwed anons who did nothing to you.
You see, a child destroys things for everyone rather than directing their anger to constructive action. That’s because a child has limited power and resources.
You could’ve been doing something else the past 4 years if you believed this was not the right thing to be doing, but you didn’t. Few of us here did because we wanted to give this a chance to play out.
So, now it’s played out and it’s time for people to do other things. But if this is all you have in you then it’s obvious why you didn’t do anything else and why you’re so upset and expect others to do it for you.
I recommend some serious soul searching and maybe join the military, they can teach you some life skills. But stop ruining things for others, you aren’t a helpless child so stop acting like one.
Your choice is to man up or stay a child.
Good luck.