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>> I have suffered throughout my whole life >>having been raped by my own stepfather >>and raised in poverty.
Your followers, Jesus Christ, believe that you have taken upon yourself all the sins of humanity, so your suffering was natural. Your Christians hate you, and the most popular image they use of you is of you being defeated, suffering, and dying on the cross.
Example of your stepfather's sin proves that the educational process of soul sometimes requires punishment to form a conditioned reflex, and your previous forgiveness of everything and everyone was only perceived as weakness and does not lead to a decrease in sinfulness.
About poverty. This is a mathematical question.
People are different, one will buy a book for money, learn a craft, start working and become prosperous. Another person will buy cocaine for money, get a quick pleasure and will not get rich from it.
Moreover, most rich people are rich not because of salaries, but because they receive income from capitals, from private capitals.
Configuring the economic and financial system of humanity requires intelligence, mathematics and wisdom, I'm afraid you don't have such developed qualities. In fact, humanity has tried several times to build a planet with a thriving economy, but as far as I know, it has never worked.