/jp/ - check pinned thread, please.

I am bothered by the fact that nobody is posting.

I am worried that my vacation is running out..

I'm losing my NEETdom in a few days and all I can do is pray for a miracle.

>>31614

Here's my post! Just for you!

im sad i bought a gun

>>31619

Take it apart, clean it thoroughly, and put it back together.

If you manage to do it right, then you've done something and gained experience.

If you completely fail to make it work afterwards, it will be one weapon capable of killing you removed from your hands. A potentially bad decision fixed.

Surely you will feel better regardless of the result.

>>31620

/jp/ always gives the best advice.

>>31624

Ever considered getting into occultism?

The endgoal of the hermetic teachings is basicly to become a god, allthough it's a process that requires multiple lifetimes

>>31624

Funny. I've always wanted the opposite. To relinquish power, authority, responsibility, and the like. But ithout just submitting to someone else or losing myself entirely. And I became a bitter and cynical liar with little will as well. I've filled my heart with philosophy and drugs though.

I don't think just having such desires is directly related. It's more knowing that many others consider those desires offensive. It feels like your mind itself is a magnet for aggression, which causes quite a cycle of anxiety.

You shouldn't give up on the desire. But it is sensible to realize it's quite a painfully long, questionably possible, and kind of silly goal.

Hold it as desire and fantasize all you want by all means. Tight as possible and never let go. But don't let it eat a hole in you dude.

>>31627

Please do tell how things are going regarding your studies.

It's easier to stick with something if you can talk about it with someone

>>31624

I was the same.

>>31624

Such a goal is impossible for we are but mortals.

I lost my job this friday and haven't told my parents yet. They'll probably kick me out. Tried to kill myself but didn't work

>>31640

Depends on the gas, dude.

>>31638

I'm sure they'll understand, these things happen, I've never even had a job longer than a month.

>>31638

See this as a new opputurnity. You probably hated your old job and wanted to kill yourself every day anyways right?

Depending on the country you live in you might get some money from the goverment now as long as you are looking for a new job.

And you can pretend to be doing that for a while now and take it easy while looking for a job thats better than your old one

>>31638

What was that previous job?

>>31614

Well, this thread seems pretty lively

I'm looking for a new dojo but they are all terrible, I think I might just give up.

>>31638

Explain to them why you lost your job. That way it'll be less likely that they'd kick you out.

>>31638

I only got a job in the first place because my parents wouldn't let me live at home otherwise. But it's been getting better and better as time goes on.

Objectively it's terrible. Especially my shift, having to clean up after others while soloing what they have many people for.

But I find the pointless difficulty painfully pleasant and it pays for my hobbies with much to spare.

Have you told them yet? Do you have another job or type of job in mind? Even if it's after some unemployment gathering NEETism.

>>31650

What are you training?

>>31651

>I don't know. I've been like this for as long as I remember.

I'm in the same boat, but really, trying to understand what makes it so good is the first step towards knowing how to control(or perhaps even partially fulfill) such desire. Is it the fact of existing eternally, the power to rule others, the lack of anybody above you, something else?

I HATE COLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>31681

Me too dude. I can't wait to be done so I can go back for another degree.

>>31644

Yeah I did feel like that, but it was a very good job that I was very lucky to get. my chances of ever getting a job that pays this well are next to none. and the worst part of this is that I lost it because I got careless and absent minded. it's 100% my own fault. my parents are going to be very upset

>>31678

Karate.

>>31684

It's okay to not be paid well. Minimum wage is usually quite livable, especially living with family.

>>31685

>but they are all terrible

How so? Too easy for you?

>>31687

There is a bit of that, it is always good to train with people better than you. Also it's just the general state of modern Karate, they do things like wear black and red uniforms with their names and sempai(yes they actually spelt it like that) on them, they also simplify things to much, it's good if you are bad and never going to get very good but not for people who want to be competent, and they say stupid things like a gun is a worse than a knife even at range because 'you can just move or duck' and that they can train you on a particular weapon even though they have no idea how and have no qualifications, their reasoning being 'I have been into weapons since I was this tall'. Things like this.

>>31686

yeah I agree. I didn't really need the money. I was happier working minimum wage 25-30 hours a week with lots of time for games, anime etc. but my parents don't see it this way and will be angry at me.

anyway I just told my mom, she was very upset and said I should have tried harder, now I just have to tell my dad.

>>31690

Good luck, let's hope he won't be too pissed.

>>31679

Likely all three of those things.

>>31716

I feel dirty for saying that, but you should think about getting into politics, but the actual politics, not the internet circlejerk ``politics''.

>>31748

I feel pretty much the same about diapers. So yeah. Quite the comparable issue, since most are designed to contain shit.

>>31748

It's an okay game overall, but it feels like not many people explore the actual OFF/Lisa-like part of it and stick to the cutesy part which is pretty wasteful.

>>31752

the "deep" parts of the game are a total meme, the game's just an indie dev messing around with gamemaker (and that's pretty interesting in itself) but with enough polishing to make it worth at least $5

>>31748

I like it a lot, it was one of the best games in the recent years and did lots of things different.

Really impressive that a game done by 1 guy in his basement has much better story and variety than most modern games that focus on story.

But then it got liked by tumblr, so we are not allowed to like it anymore

>>31748

I loved this game, the music had me dancing in my chair and the spider girl was hot as fuck

>>31769

The atmosphere was pretty well done, though I guess it's because of the music, it's probably the strongest point of that game.

I pissed into an empty beer can, and later thought maybe it still had some left so I drank it by accident. Gotta be more careful with these. fuck

>>31791

What did it taste like?

>>31791

You didn't notice you were drinking piss?

>>31792

Like warm beer

I'm an unusually stubborn person. How do I put this to good use?

>>31805

/jp/ please respond

>>31805

>>31810

Same, when I find a way I will tell you, all it has caused is trouble so far.

>>31802

They're made up of magic, which is why they get torn after being hit by magic powered cups, waterdrops and so on

>>31802

It would depend on the girl. Many of them probably make their own or get them from shops in the human village or wherever, Rinnoske also mends Reimus at some point, who knows maybe he can make them too, Sakuya could make them for the SDM, Yukari could get hers from anywhere, the Kappa could make some, etc. There are many plausible ways these are all just theories.

>>31818

Tell them to suck your cock, dude

>>31805

>>31810

>>31811

Hone your talking skills, fight your shyness and become successful individuals compromising the elite of our society.

>>31818

rage at them autistically like a true blue j

>>31825

I want to see autistic sperg walls of text straight from jp's passions!

I was bothered recently because I noticed a cute girl for the first time in a few years; she dresses modestly and stays in her room a lot and everything, but I think I'm contently resigned again.

I feel cold and empty on the inside

>>31995

They deserve to have their watermarks removed. They ruin a good image.

>>32005

>>32001

>>31995

Allright, I have a bunch of resolves for myself and I'm hereby adding a new one.

I'll make at least one post per day on the jay

>>32005

How old are you?

>>32013

he sounds like your average nihilist millennial

>>32012

you went on KC? ew

>>32016

the amount of traffic was just right. Fast enough to have real time discussions but not fast enough to push your thread off page 0 instantly. No general threads. Mods never banned anyone unless they were too annoying. userbase was majority NEET with interesting stories to share. I hope it comes back

>>32017

How did you not go insane from the ironic germanposting? I can never stand it for very long

>>32014

Don't say such things about a person you just met. Of course they are going to keep secrets and maintain the normie facade until they know you better. Don't give up on her yet, she might open up to you.

Almost every person is interesting in some way, but this society has taught us to keep all of our thoughts to ourselves in order to avoid shunning.

Isn't it ironic? In a way we here on /jp/ are more extroverted than normal people because most of the time we are completly honest about ourselves

>>32013

23

>>32017

I did enjoy some of the threads but the >tfw no gf posters always bothered me.

>>32019

Women aren't interesting, and they are disgustingly normal. I am not saying this to be misogynistic or edgy or anything like that, it's just the truth. They are just painfully normal no matter what, even if they suffer same as a guy. A guy has the potential to get real fucked up and really start kicking up self-awareness in high gear, not so for the opposite sex. I think anyone who actually thinks about it will arrive at the same conclusion, but don't let me stop you if you disagree. I think you highly overestimate people. Normals will always let you down.

>>32031

It's really silly to generalize people like this, you have no way of looking into the minds of all of them. Sure there are boring people, but some of the most interesting pieces of literature or internet posts were written by people you could pass by outside every day, and you'd label them as boring when their brain is actually filled with interesting things. And females are very well capable of interesting mindsets.

>>32014

Girls are sheep. They all have follow the trends of society while never really deviating from it. They are a mirror of society.

>>32033

>>32033

Every human is a mirror of their enviroment. We and our posts are mirrors of our little /jp/ society

>>32034

There is still quite a bit of difference within our little society, I would hardly say we are mirrors of it. I do agree people in general are a reflection of society but not to the degree to which women are.

>>32035

But by saying this aren't you mirroring the womenloathing influence of internet imageboards and your personal experiences and enviroments?

/jp/ is getting deep!

>>32036

My thoughts on women don't have anything to do with imageboards and even had they it is just one thing, there are many trends I do not follow regarding imageboards. Of course they are based on my experiences ad the environment but they are not themselves a reflection of the environment quite the contrary.

>>32038

Well who knows, maybe someday you'll meet an interesting girl.

They are 50% of the worlds population after all.

>>32034

People seem to be split into either a symbiotic or parasitic relationship with their cultural surroundings. I try to stay close to people that value originality over rehashing catchphrases because it ends up in a more close-knit group of people; I imagine a more proper marriage-type relationship would work similarly. I assumed that cute girl was like that because she seemed introverted and introverted folks always seem more likely to fall under the former group. What I'm trying to say is I want to marry /jp/ .

>>32042

Ah yes, the /jp/ marriage paradox.

Let's say you'd find THE /jp/ girl and fall in love with her. By marrying her she would no longer be very /jp/, hence your whole endeaver was pointless.

Such a girl is best treatet like a delicate poison flower, beautiful to look at but no touching allowed

>>32048

>>32048

>There doesn't exist a /jp/ girl because no girl has the empathy or self-awareness that we have.

That's pretty funny because this very statement indicates that you have low empathy and selfawareness

>>32044

Loving and marrying one person in your life and spending your lives cuddling seems pretty /jp/

>>32050

Fantasizing about it is /jp/, actually doing it will call the jaypolice to your doorstep to revoke your /jp/ license

>>32049

Would you explain how? Attacking me without providing me with any justification or explanation does not seem very nice. If you explain it to me so that I can understand, then it would be different and I will accept it.

>>32052

If you have to ask isn't that enough proof for a lack of selfawareness?

And how do you think would a girl feel like upon reading your statement? Surely she'd object to it and feel hurt. Seeing how you set up a hypothesis of girls being egoistical without exception,you didn't think much about how real girls really might feel like

Just a reminder that we are all in the same boat here, regardless of gender. It all boils down to the things society teaches us. And society largely encourages egoistical behaviour for both genders. Generalising people is silly, even if they are "sheeps of society".

>>32053

>If you have to ask isn't that enough proof for a lack of selfawareness?

Apparently not, because I have mulled over and re-evaluated what I said, and it didn't strike me that I was being particularly un-selfaware. It didn't even concern my person directly, which made my confusion even more apparent.

>And how do you think would a girl feel like upon reading your statement?

No girl will read that statement, since it was posted here.

>Seeing how you set up a hypothesis of girls being egoistical without exception

You are confusing what I said. Empathy is not the same thing as sympathy and feelings. There is a difference. Of course girls get hurt. Of course they feel, duh. But there is a big difference between empathy and sympathy.

>Just a reminder that we are all in the same boat here, regardless of gender. It all boils down to the things society teaches us. And society largely encourages egoistical behaviour for both genders. Generalising people is silly, even if they are "sheeps of society".

We are in the same boat, but we behave differently. Again, I'm not trying to be mysoginistic, I'm just explaining why there are no girls around here and why they will never have something like our /jp/. And re-read what I said. I said that there is no /jp/ girl because we ARE /jp/ and we are all dudes...

>>32054

>No girl will read that statement, since it was posted here

Empathy isn't about what you know to be true, it's about speculating about what could be true for others so it doesn't matter if it will actually impact a girl, it still shows a lack of empathy

>>32055

And again... You are confusing what empathy even is... The reason why I said that is BECAUSE of empathy. Because I can think that it would be like to put myself in a woman's body. Truth be told? It would be even harsher than it is now, and yet they somehow just go through with it without even being so depressed as to be addicted to imageboards, and don't suffer enough to be completely broken over and over. That's impressive, but they only manage it because of a more limited self awareness than males.

Sympathy is different. Not hurting someone's feelings by saying what's on your mind is sympathy. Being kind to others is sympathy. But some people just want to die. Empathy would be killing them. Sympathy would be trying to lie to them that their life is great. You are hounding me and attacking me personally because you want to be the nice guy, but if you stopped and thought about it more maybe you would realize that females and males are just different, for better or worse, instead of keeping up this fake charade.

>>32056

Of course males and females are different, but the kind of generalization you are spouting are so unreasonable that I can't help but object it.

You don't know anything about the people you meet, may they be men or women. For all you know every single poster on this board could be a women pretending to be men to fit in.

And I'm objecting you not to be nice, but to expose your flawed logic that's strictly based on what you've experienced/ you want to believe.

>>32057

You say that they are different, but then chastise me for exposing their difference...

>For all you know every single poster on this board could be a women pretending to be men to fit in.

Just be realistic for once, instead of pretending to be some impartial guy who doesn't put 2 and 2 together so as not to appear judgmental. You know that's not true. Instead of making stuff up, you could think about WHY that isn't true, and you'd be more empathetic for it.

You didn't even give any alternatives or explain why my logic is flawed, your only explanation is ,,your logic is flawed because it generalizes women''. Yeah, so? I generalize males, too. They are just more flexible. There's some males who get really fucked in the head, and some males who are top of the food chain with unshakable psyche. Females are generally more in the middle. And that's not good or bad, it's just how it is. What did you experience to think different?

>>32058

To explain myself better here, by

>fucked in the head

I meant depressed and self aware enough of how much of shit they are that they start only browsing imageboards, living in hikki/NEETdom and dreaming for a swift death..

>>32058

>What did you experience to think different

I talk to 30-70 complete stranger normies over the phone every day and 99% of conversations are completly shallow and reveal nothing outside of their normie facade about them.

By looking at myself I know that things are not the way they seem. Humans are much more complicated than they seem at first glance, and I've met my fair shair of amazing people, of both genders. Of course I didn't meet all if them in real life. Many were met through the internet.

I find it fascinating how the internet is a place for people to be so much more open to each other than they could ever hope to be in real life. Compared to this it's almost impossible to discover the "true self" of people in real life. And again, this is something that applies to me too. Sometimes I look at strangers on the train and think to myself:"I wish you and me wouldn't have to wear these normiemasks, maybe you'd be really nice and interesting."

I also have to object your generalization about men. You and me and the rest of /jp/ aren't the only people with a "difficult past"

>I meant depressed and self aware enough of how much of shit they are that they start only browsing imageboards, living in hikki/NEETdom and dreaming for a swift death..

Such girls definetly exist. I mean, if I was a ugly girl I'd definetly become like this

>>32060

Those people you see and hear do browse the internet, and choose by their own accord to live in web 2.0 and act like ,,memesters'' or other such things. They didn't suffer, and if they suffered it clearly didn't stuck with them. They don't have anxiety. They're not averse to socializing. They have friends, etc. That is what makes them normgroids. They can't shed their normiemasks because that is all they have and they like having it.

>Such girls definetly exist. I mean, if I was a ugly girl I'd definetly become like this

I would too, but then why are there no such girls here, meanwhile there's plenty of girls like that trying to compliment eachother (sympathy) over social media? My only explanation is subdued self-awareness. In reality people like us are the lowest of the low to them, no wonder they don't want to associate themselves with us... but if they'd have more self-awareness maybe they would have.

Interesting debate

>>32060

Who gives a darn about talking to girls in real life if none of them will take off that mask of normality? It sounds pointless really and a little painful.

>>32064

Why would they take it off? Doing so would completly expose your true self and make you vulnerable. Something that could have social consequences. So in order that take off that mask there has to be trust.

And the same goes for any hypothetical "broken" girl browsing our little /jp/ society.

Coming out and being open about their gender would cause nothing but mockery and hate, and rightly so as such behavior is against one of our most sacred unspoken rules.

That's why to me the whole notion of "it's impossible for girls to be here" is silly. I'm sure there were girls on here in the past, but we have no way of ever being certain unless we somehow get closer to them and make them open up.

But if talking to such a girl means to disregard our rules then I'll pass, and I'm sure any true /jp/ girl would feel the same way

>>32068

Hey man, just because I interact with them daily and explain their behaviour doesn't mean that I don't resent them

Agree with >>32044's and >>32051's sentiment - romance is best idealized, but not experienced.

What else worries /jp/, I wonder?

Kindness is scary, I find. Especially if you can't ignore it or walk away from it.

>>32074

I don't trust kindness unless I know the person giving it is familiar with the topic. If somebody on /jp/ says they like my post it makes me happy because I know they know what a bad post is and probably aren't being patronizing. People telling me to have a good day are always terrible.

>>32077

Good post

>>32187

is he also a catamite?

>>32187

If it's a problem with your natural state, just understand that it's as silly to be upset about as if you were upset that you can only be as tall as you are, or that you can only have as many arms as you have. If it's a problem with your personal actions, it's still just as silly, since you are freely choosing to take actions that you later freely choose to criticize. Be happy with who you are, unless you're gay like >>32188 said.

i will pay one of you to be my little sister

I don't have a brother wwww ;-;

>>32190

>>32196

You should meet up, it'd be a win-win situation

>>32210

thanks for the suggestion but I'm not gay

I've had a pretty big setback which I had anticipated and which I was afraid of occuring. But on the bright side it made me realize that I've made good progess progress lately and that I should stop fearing setbacks

>>32187

Me and my little brother both imitate each other, and he's certainly superior, but I'm also awesome.

why can't I meet anyone who shares in my obsessive interest? I can't relate to anyone. Born too early...

>>32219

whats your obsessive interest?

>>32220

collecting a certain type of music. There are only like 30 of us who post on this board, so it should be pretty obvious who I am i guess.

There's a guy who's very similar to me in Japan, but I don't speak nipp and I'm not really sure how to contact him. I'd probably have to make a twitter account or something, I don't know.

choose your interests wisely, /jp/. having good taste is a lonely existence.

>>32222

What kind of music?

>>32223

there's a thread up on page two

>>32224

I love otomads too, it's just that my knowledge about them pales in comparision to yours so I can't contribute much. Howrver I think they are a underrated artform.

Maybe someday when I've learned japanese I can search nicodouga for new things with you

>>32224

I like some of them, the problem is that many of them ruin the samples they use so they are just annoying sounds that are nothing like the original.

>>32222

i like your thread, but i dont know enough to contribute

sorry.................................

>>32226

i can teach, but there wouldn't be any point. I need someone to:

>scout out other sources of content that i'm missing out on such as bilibili (which i've recently started archiving again, but I don't have a good system down), tvple, youtube, and so on. I can't automate tasks that I haven't figured out how to do manually.

I'll eventually do all of the above anyway, but motivation is short

>think of new ways to extract the good content from nicovideo, and determine the likelihood of a video being good (defined by me, I guess), so that I don't need to waste so much time sorting through garbage

this is the main one, something that i'm more or less continuously working on. I think something like PageRank, applied in this context, could be what I'm looking for, but have yet to implement and test.

>>32244

If you want to be a trve member of this /jp/ you have to kill yourself.

>>32247

How should he continue posting then?

>>32244

Disgusting.

>>32244

are you from /qa/?

Today I realized that whenever I eat something that's wrapped up I try to unwrap and eat the candy without damaging the wrapping, and then I smoothen it out to bring it back to its original form.

I've been doing this for a long time and even used to keep the smoothened out pieces of wrapping, but I never really realized that I do this until now.

I wonder what that says about me

>>32288

You're meticulous. Do you do the same thing with packages?

>>32289

You mean at christmas for example? I try to, but thats often much more difficult than candy wrapping, so I have to rip it apart and that leaves me a bit unsatisfied.It's not like it really bothers me to the point where I lose my mind when I can't unwrap something properly, it's just more fun to have a nice unbroken piece afterwards

I want my life back.

Give it back. It's not yours.

You're not even good at being me.

If you can't give it back, then please just die. I hate you.

>>32291

That's a bit cryptic.

>>32293

I think he's meaning to say that he only feels alive when he can shitpost as hard as possible

Even chiru.no's twitter has a lot of /pol/ garbage. I fucking hate the future.

>>32298

meet you at hakurei shrinevvvvvv

>>32298

Don't do it, we need you here. If you want to learn cool things then check out the magic thread

>>32298

Are you willing to give up on that delusional hope too?

>>32298

>I'll be around 40 or so, which means I'll likely have a multitude of different cancers and other kinds of health problems considering my health at this very young age.

So what? Better die at such age, before you become a drooling incontinent grandpa with Alzheimer's

>>32297

In such case I would need a further elaboration where and when said shitposting takes place.

>>32305

You missed the point. Given my current shit health, I'll be the drooling grandpa with Alzheimer with age of 40. My health is really frail and crippled.

>>32298

>>32320

What are those physical illnesses anyways?

>>32322

>>32323

>I don't even understand why I should be posting this, since blogposting is bad.

It's the thread for saying what exactly worries you, so blogposting is logical, isn't it?

>>32326

I would argue otherwise, since I think this thread as a whole should be del.

"del"? So, like, reported?

That was a very bad joke. Sorry.

I too have felt like killing myself for years but I'll probably end up never doing it.

>>32298

First thing would be to get on better terms with your mother. If she's insane as you say then it may be difficult, but you're dependent on her it's worth the effort.

Then there's a lot of things you can do with your diet. Go shopping with her. Pick out more sensible things.

Go visit 4/ck/ a little and beg for help on cheap nutrition to get back on track. They love min-maxing budgets and stuff so it should be fun for them to help you.

Look into simple body stretches. Most pains can be alleviated with those to some degree.

Then comes the difficult part, mental.

You don't exactly fuck up everything, I can tell you that straight out. I probably have more performance anxiety than you, but comparing is a waste of time.

Worrying about how something you do will turn out is one of the worst ways to start things. You can always work on fixing things as you go. Worst case you can restart, it's not so bad.

Anxiety itself is the pure drive to discriminate. To pick out the bad from the good and decide on things. Fighting it and fearing it is both counter productive and perpetual.

Given you can decide and discriminate, in the most general sense possible, whatever you do will have a positive effect in the long run. No, seriously. It's like XP gains in games. There are very few absolute dead end choices, and equipment less than the best will work fine enough.

After all that is out of the way, then you can build yourself up as something useful around the house. Take over some of the cooking. Google recipes and try simple stuff. This will also help you get along with your mother.

Eventually you may want to get a job for fun stuff income. But that can come later. Once you're more stable.

>>32298

I also think my posts ruin boards that's why I only lurk 90% of the time.. funny

>>32359

Don't be so hard on yourself. I'm sure your posts were very valuable to someone before. It's just that you'd never know for sure. My policy is that if you put effort into your post then it's not a bad post

>>32365

this is a very bad post

you have ruined my browsing experience

>>32366

Thank you for the satirical experience. I enjoyed it very much.

>>32359

Just think of how many lurkers like you read your post and liked but didn't post anything. Though I doubt there are many lurkers on small boards like this.

>>32377

You'll get to judge people!

Today at my callcenter tech support job someold guy told me about his old job at my companies biggest internet provider and how he is partially responsible for the ongoing copyright situation for tv channels. It was genuinly interesting and he offered me to call him in my free time. I wrote down his number. Do I dare become friends with some old person? I mean, technically it's not worse than being friends with a /jp/sie.

But I'm afraid that he got a false impression of me since I use a fake personality when talking to customers

>>32383

Worse case he gets to know you personally and dumps you, so to speak. If he doesn't like you then that's the best option for him, and not too harming for you.

Best case you get to know an awesome old dude well versed in copyright. Just listening to stories is cool.

Win win, really.

>>32396

>1cc cirno

So you picked GFW? Impressive

I see everyone of you as my dearest friends who I love, cherish for and many times will even hold as role models, but you usually hate me very much. I am a mental retard so there's that.

>>32403

It's okay, we love you anyways

>>32403

You can fix mental retardation to some degree. Just need to learn how you're capable of learning.

But I doubt you're that retarded, coherent sentences and wording with meaning is a sign against that.

I make it a point to hate people in general, and judge everyone, but never pass judgement until absolutely necessary.

As far as I can tell, you're alright so far.

>>32408

On that note, I actually do have a couple genuine retards straight from New Hope at my work. They've learned to work quite functionally.

How we got them to be functional and learn the job is actually to have them train others. While being trained and watched closely, of course. Because teaching others is a very easy way to learn. It puts perspective on things and helps them stick.

I mean, it's just McDonald's, but still. That shit's impressive.

>>32371

>Though I doubt there are many lurkers on small boards like this.

Lurker here. I very, very rarely make posts on this board, despite reading many threads on the catalog. It's partially what has already been mentioned. After all these years of being told to fuck off you realize there must be something wrong with you and so you start not posting on the imageboards you like the most for fear of being rejected and most importantly ruining the experience of others for your very existence, much like I do in real life.

>>32431

Life's a bitch? I don't speak whatever you're speaking but that sounds right.

Another lurker. Did not want to ruin the board and lurked for some years, but before I was ready to post the jaypee that I've came to love disappeared, along with its users. By then it was too late to undergo the baptism of /jp/ by repeatedly being told to fuck off, which could've helped to shape me into a decent poster, since lurking did not.

>>32433

>the baptism of /jp/ by repeatedly being told to fuck off

Your words make me feel you've been baptized in /jp/ sewage enough already. I like it.

>>32433

>>32428

Good posts

>>32432

I actually have no idea what that means, I just wanted to lower the bar for posting.

>>32440

Middle please

>>32441

They all taste the same though.

>>32442

How would they all taste the same?

>>32443

It's like cheap cardboard and crap.

What does it mean to be a hero?

>>32460

To achieve an impressive feat that relieves others.

To provide comfort through security.

>>32384

ironic crossboard writing style sprinkled with twitter image format, very stylish

>>32433

>lurked for some years

You too? It took me a few years to gather courage and start posting, naturally my first post was about telling somebody to fuck off for greentexting or something.

>>32298 here.

I think I have made the decision to do it. I'm just too broken to keep on living. I believe ultimately the only thing people want is to feel nice experiences. They want to see, touch, smell, taste, hear, think and feel whatever pleases their nervous systems. For me, that would be something like having a good paying job and living by myself. This would give me a sense of stability, security, peace, and would let me build the otaku room I've always dreamed of, full of posters, figures, dakis, VR, and so on. But I don't get any nice experiences, it's always agony, pain, despair, fear, torture. After considering every possible route I can take in my life, I've concluded that suicide is the best one by far. I don't even understand what's the point of me typing this. I don't think anyone will read it and even if you do I'm going to get told to fuck off. I guess it's just another animalistic instict to do these things. My whole life I've been in this ship in the eye of an extremely violet storm in the sea. Tall waves, downpour, lightning, thunder, gusts, the freezing cold. All I ever wanted was to sail through calmer waters but I can't reach them. I so much wish I could enjoy life and be happy, I so much wish things were different but what can a bird that wants to fly do when its trapped inside a cage so tight it hurts his every fiber. I'm just too tried /jp. I'm going to try to enjoy my last month or so with anime, videogames and food, and then I'll do it. I love you mina-san despite being assholes.

lol bye faggot

I have no interests or hobbies anymore. I spend most of my time just walking around in circles as I did as a child. What should I do?

>>32471

Don't do it please. I understand that your current life sucks, but suicide is the worst possivle solution. In the best case you'll end up in some hell worse than the one we live in, in the best case you'll fade into nonexistance. Theres just no point in suicide, it's better to keep struggling as long as you can since theres always a chance that things might improve somehow, but if you suicide there will be no more chances. It's smarter to keep trying and fail than to just give up. Please use every chance you get until the end eventually comes

>>32478

Describe what exactly do you do in your free time. If you say something about sitting before the screen and pressing f5, then elaborate what exactly keeps your attention.

>>32471

I felt the same for a very long time and tried to kill myself a few years ago. I too have health problems and they have gotten worse in the past few years. I'm so sorry I can't help. There is no real solution, all we can do is look for new ways to cope. Please don't kill yourself, there are new anime and videogames coming out later this year that you don't want to miss. If you look at the season chart you will probably find something you like

>>32493

Scary.

I worry every time I post that I'll make someone's life frustrating somehow.

>>32519

Are you the kind of poster who says crap like fuck off every now and then for no good reason? If yes consider yourself partially responsible for my social traumas.

>>32524

No. I generally type walls of text. It makes me fear imposing my opinions and views on others, because they may be generally toxic.

>>32519

>>32526

I idolize people who write walls of text because I'm too lazy for that myself

>>32524

idiot

>>32530

I'm lazier. I work hard to

>>32567

...take it easy.

Yeah. I work hard to control my environment for peace and relaxation. Make the best place to be lazy.

>>32594

I don't really have anything meaningful to say that would convince you not to do it. I don't think I could and I don't think I should try. I don't want you to kill yourself, but I can't stop you. So, good luck and goodbye.

>>32594

You have over 98 hours left. If you're at all open to the idea you should talk to a priest of some sort, Catholic or otherwise. I have no authority to know if it's best for somebody to commit suicide, but it seems wasteful to make any important decision without looking at the topic from many angles. You don't have to be religious, but you sound like you at least want to be optimistic, even if you're incapable now-- I was like that at my lowest a couple years ago. Still not religious personally, but religious perspectives can have value when questioning life itself. Let him know you want to die, let him know your view on religion, tell him your justifications, and see where the conversation goes.

If you're completely against the idea you should at least try out the 2nd and 8th books of Meditations (not as long as it sounds, maybe 20 pages total) and browse through the Tao Te Ching to find some perspective on life that will make you more at peace with whichever path you choose. Aurelius' view of misery is the one I try to live by today.

>If thou art pained by any external thing, it is not this that disturbs thee, but thy own judgment about it. And it is in thy power to wipe out this judgment now. But if anything in thy own disposition gives thee pain, who hinders thee from correcting thy opinion? And even if thou art pained because thou art not doing some particular thing which seems to thee to be right, why dost thou not rather act than complain? "But some insuperable obstacle is in the way." Do not be grieved then, for the cause of its not being done depends not on thee. "But it is not worth while to live, if this cannot be done." Take thy departure then from life contentedly, just as he dies who is in full activity, and well pleased too with the things which are obstacles.

>>32594

you got a boatslut folder so im glad your dead

>>32599

Wow, how rude!

>>32603

It's not that the atoms are themselves separating, it's their bonds that are breaking apart. Epicurus was the one who came up with the idea that everything is made up of atoms which are things that cannot be divided any further. What Epicurus meant was that the atoms that make up your body are now separating from each other. So basically exactly what you said.

>>32604

Oh. Reading comprehension failure on my part. English is tough.

Thank you.

>>32604

Well, as this user noted, Epicurus theory is on-spot scientifically, but I wanted to retake attention to the philosophical standpoint, which is what he was focusing on his books-- We live for pleasure, pain is merely temporarily, and other musings. It could very well have been wrong scientifically because he was focusing on something else.

>Epicurus was the one who came up with the idea that everything is made up of atoms

Er, no? He was a good philosopher and all but he wasn't the person who would discover that. I believe it was someone else.

>>32606

I don't live for pleasure. I live for experience. I work hard to block out pleasure most of the time because it's so distracting.

Looking back at my old painkiller habit now just seems beyond ridiculous. Why in the hell did I ever want that fogging, fagging bliss?

>>32607

That's fine and all but I doubt you're going to change his mind

I mean

He's dead

>>32608

I hope his family doesn't take it hard and grieve in harmful ways. The worst part about death is how those around the dead react to it.

I try to talk to God sometimes. I honestly don't care if he doesn't exist.

Does anyone else do this? Do you think that what I'm doing is weird?

>>32594

It was a heartfelt post. I'd like to, but I doubt I can convince you to reconsider. That will ultimately be your choice, but it is not weak to change your mind. I wish we could talk more. And thank you, anon, for existing.

>>32594

Don't do it please. If you need a friend to keep you alive please email me, I've put my adress in the email field

>>32594

>>32613

I'll too be glad to talk with you, if that can help somehow. I knew people who has lost someone like this and I'd like to do what I can to avoid it. If you want, of course.

Email is the usual - 8mod@8chan.co

Suicidal guy. You still here? I have a proposal for you. There is an image I want made, and money in my pocket. You can commission it, draw it model it, whatever. Post it here with a paypal address and I'll give you $10-200.

I want Parsee being diapered by Yuugi. The details and what you do with this money are all up to you. Godspeed.

Anyone else that wants to do this may as well. But I want it from that guy.

>>32640

Don't do it, you'll get hacked by Jones!

>>32653

Hack and track me all you want! Stimulate my fears.

>>32615

>>32613

Did they respond?

>>32657

No response here. I hope he comes back once to read all of our responses before he does it

>>32657

No answer here either. Hope he has reconsidered his decision, so what >>32658 said.

/jp/ probably has a high mortality rate, doesn't it? People do a lot of drugs here. I also remember I used to see a large number of posts talking about people planning suicide once their benefits run out, but they all just disappeared.

>>32729

Yeah. It's kind of saddening. I sure as HELL don't want to die.

>>32748

What happened, Anonymous?

>>32749

My pic related happened, I take the bus for the first time in months and get sick because of it.

I already drank too much when I was into beer. I just got into liquor and I'm scaring myself. The amount of vodka I can put back and barely feel it is disgusting. Shot after shot and I wake up like nothing happened. This is going to be the death of me if I don't find a way out fast.

There will be a 10th anniversary of something this Monday, I'm worried I will forget.

>>32782

If ever you're worried to forget, simply remember things. Think back to whatever you can and stimulate your memories. Treat them like muscles. It will come to you.

It sounds silly, sure. But it is true.

>>32783

Alternatively, you could just right down what you want to remember like a normal person.

>>32786

Now I feel stupid for not getting that idea. Thanks nevertheless.

>>32786

Gosh. How normal.

I forgot I had driving lessons today, and stayed up well into the early hours last night. It's not just that I've neglected to check my phone for the last 24 hours (otherwise I would have seen the SMS notification); for some reason I spent the last days or so thinking that "oh, there is nothing on Tuesday morning, you can relax".

I'm not sure what to do now. I should probably call the school and figure out a new appointment.

I hugged my daki to death. Normal pillows really suck.

I quit work. In 2 weeks, I will be NEET. I worry this will make me lazy. But I just cannot take it anymore.

>>31624

Try occultism. Left-Handed Path might be for you.

>>32005

>I worry that even speaking of a wasted life is a waste, because all life is a waste, every one of our undertakings is meaningless before the endless void of time.

You aren't even wrong there. Unless you're born into a particularly wealthy/powerful family or are supremely talented/driven, nothing you do will actually matter to anyone in three generations.

With the possible exclusion of making kids, but since you're on this board, chances are that's out of reach anyway.

I realize that's not helping as such, but at least it's going to make wasting your life more bearable.

Alternatively, do some /jp/ related stuff that's productive. I've started writing LN-style short stories, for example.

>>32929

Other guy, I always wanted to start writing. I don't know where to start learning to write though. I attempted a few stories and they didn't really feel fleshed out.

Can you give me some advice maybe?

>>329131

Maybe get a more productive hobby.

>>32929

can you post some? I'm interested

>>32931

The basics that go for every story are pretty simple:

1. Have a beginning, middle, and end of the entire story.

2. Stories are cut up into two different sub-parts. These parts are scenes and sequels. Sequels are where the hero has a goal, encounters opposition (ideally in the form of a person because that works better, although the person can be himself), and receives a setback. Sequels are where he deals with the setback, where you first see him react emotionally, then with reason, followed by forward-thinking, followed by a choice on what to do next.

Just string scenes and sequels together until you have a complete story.

Best advice though, is to write a story and look at your natural style. Then take an author who you like and who is close to your style and start typing a story of his out word-for-word, making sure you pay attention to what's going on and think about why it's happening.

Aside from that, write a lot.

I can recommend Jim Butcher's blog: jimbutcher. livejournal. com/

Try to find a local writing club. It really helps you deal with the anxiety of posting a story online where everyone can rip it apart if you actually know the people critiquing a story.

>>32933

Sorry, I can't really post them online. I'm a bundle of nerves every time I try and that keeps for days.

If I ever produce something I think is good enough (and relevant), I promise to post it on /jp/ though.

I have problems giving up. I'm too stubborn for my own good.

I'm also bothered by the fact that I haven't had any dreams in a while.

>>33428

I feel like I'm the opposite, I give up far too easily.

I'm bothered by the amount of hares I witnessed after opening /jp/

>>33428

That's true for me too. I have the tendency to bother with things to much, sometimes it's hard to bear.

>>33657

>>33554

>>33674

>>33657

Guys recently when I'm fapping and about to cum I get headache.

And not your run of the mill headache it's so strong it drives tears in my eyes and lasts for ages. The one I got yesterday is still going on but it got less bad due to painkillers.

Does anyone know what this is about?

I'm going to a doctor tomorrow.

>>33681

Never heard something like that sincerely...

>>33681

Damn that sucks, I don't think I could even talk to a doctor about something like that.

>>33682

>>33688

They are going to scan my head now. I got an appointment fast due to urgency.

I'm scared..

>>33734

It will be fine, and if it won't make sure to give us a final update before you go to the other side

>>33839

Just keep living.

>>33839

same

I'm bothered by the bump spam.

>>34314

Same. Not many people even use /jp/ on this god forsaken website. I can only think some faggot went and upset /leftypol/ or something and this is the bullet on the sitting duck that our board is.

I fucking hate 8chan REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>34315

Yeah, 8chan is terrible. It's a shame that this spinoff has to be a part of it.

>>34320

Thanks, Goymilk.

>>34317

I'd have nothing against migrating to another image board software, but I think Tenko's too attached to this thing now.

>>34325

I don't think it's a good idea, every migration means that we lose some people who don't want to come along for various reasons. So we would really just end up as yet another /bun/

>>34315

>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>34445

Who are you greening my man

Fuck my kidney really hurts because of that operation I had yesterday, the pain is bothersome and apparently it will hurt for a week.

I have no time, I'm exhausted and I feel like my work is consuming me. I work all day during the week, then on the weekends I read technical literature/work on side projects just about all day. I have a very obsessive interest that defines almost every aspect of my life, but I'm starting to resent it, it feels like a burden.

>>34601

"You die if you work", I understood the meaning of these words only after starting to work and they are so very true. It feels like I'm being robbed of my very self

I want to play dnd with /jp/, even though I never played it before

>>34617

I played 3.5 a lot as a kid. Since I was an indecisive coward, I always got stuck playing the Cleric. If I played now I'd either be a Wizard (the coolest class) or maybe be the DM.

>>34618

Wanna set something up maybe?

I'm really curious what kind of scenarios we can come up with and how they would play out.

>>34617

I played it a few times by myself to see what it's like, it was fun. we could download the 5e rulebooks and play curse of stradh together

>>34622

Anything above 3.5 is objectively shit. I recommend 2e.

>>34623

I've seen this before and I don't get it. I've never played dnd with other people so maybe I'm missing something (balance issues maybe) but more complex rules don't always make a game better

>>34624

The simplest AD&D is 2nd, though 1st can be simpler in certain areas. OD&D is very simple, and Basic is a nice and streamlined version of it.

https://mega.nz/#!wXYS1JpR!PgnHullVBcI4ybaroubq_1AA1QVT8UMVdqm8Y-zAxBk

Set 1 explains just about everything. The others are for higher levels.

about to get kicked out lulz

>>34632

why?

>>34632

>>34641

The ultimate newfag.

>>34670

i dont get it

>>34619

I've never played DnD before but I always wanted to. Can you play as oni race? Like for classes could you get idk something like a drunken fist but cross class to get some magic like change size, fireballs, and intangibilty?

>>34710

allergy season in fall? what the fuck are you smoking

>>34714

dude ragweed lmao

>>34710

I don't like going out in fall because it's usually windy.

Never've played and never could play DnD or other tabletops. Would have a hard time committing to them now too, but reading their rule books has been fun. jaypee no doubt already knows about this one, but I figure I'd mention it all the same.

Eclipse Phase, a sci-fi setting. You can play as an octopus, a (legit) loli or a (pretend) robot loli.

https://robboyle.wordpress.com/eclipse-phase-pdfs/

https://robboyle.files.wordpress.com/2014/05/ps21000_eclipsephase_4thprinting.pdf Check page 141.

The setting and systems all sound really nice, but the problem is and always will be creative bankruptcy and lack of commitment. Oh, and the ``friends'' part, but that's a given.

If /jp/ plays something, then it'd be better to keep it simple.

>>34710

I like going out in fall because it's usually windy. Winters are nice too. Summer is really the worst, heat and allergy season rolled into one.

>>34727

I've done this before. It's pretty fun.

Some games work better than others for solo adventurers. Runequest and Traveller are famous for this.

Today is the 24th anniversary of eternal september..

Each and every Planck area of the internet is full of:

-teens, usually trying to fit in, posting things everyone has already seen and/or talked about, as well as making super funny jokes ``XD´´

-brown skins, with their broken English and double digit IQ, throwing around expressions like ``chans´´

-normalfags, with their circlejerks, avatars, tripcodes, personas and groups in other domains (Discord, Steam etc)

-shitposters, trolls, spammers, among others

All of whom are so annoying, disgusting, unbearable. These people, they are everywhere. This place is no exception, but neither are BBSs, Tor, I2p etc. I always liked the internet because it was a nice place, but it's extremely unbearable now. Even places that get 1 post per year are full of cancer. It makes me angry and sad. I used to ``be a part of it´´, I used to love it, everyday, but now it's shit. I haven't posted anything anywhere in months, years maybe. So I just lurk. It sucks. It feels like I permabanned myself and want to post again but it's all so disgusting. I want the old internet back, please. Why won't you just kill me.

>>34908

>Why won't you just kill me

I've not the mercy to let you go.

But I must say that normalfags have been there since the early days. They were most places.

Things as early as usenet made it pretty standard. You had people using their real names all over the place, children arguing which console was better than the others, circlejerking for the best echo chamber set of friends, all that shit.

They used IRC like they use Discord now. Something to spam on other sites (Besides usenet, and now facebook or whatever is popular) and gather likeminded people onto. Undermining the structure of the site to use its population for 'familiar and fast' discussion of related topics.

It sucks that they're practically everywhere now, sure. But really, they've had a stake in the system for just as long. You can't say you didn't see it coming.

Welp, there goes the open internet. Unless there's some sudden development, but I'm not exactly hopeful.

I'm bothered that this thread is dead.

>>34908

A bit late to the party, but I think you need to look deeper into other places you feel comfortable with. The internet is very different from what it used to be, but it's gigantic and you can find plenty of places like before. Places you will feel comfortable and welcomed without the interference of normalfags.

Best of luck to you, anon.

I've been feeling a hard longing for 2004-2009 recently. I think it's partially that nothing's a mystery anymore. The videos and games that used to float around on Newgrounds, YTMND, and the 300 various flash websites are now easily found on Youtube so you never have the painful experience of searching for hours for a flash until you wonder if you made it up, and then the joy of stumbling upon it weeks later. Video games are all datamined, so there will never be another game with legends and rumors like San Andreas; nobody remembers spooky shit from GTA IV. Even anime isn't mysterious anymore: I remember going to Japan as a little kid and having my mind blown by all the shit I saw ads for before it came stateside. Maybe it's that I'm older and not so easily convinced, but it feels like information is too readily available now. I want to go back to when things were actually wild and I could click on a Newgrounds flash thinking it was a sprite cartoon and getting goatse instead, and when discovering things online wasn't just watching one 5 minute Youtube video after another. I want to fall for stuff again.

>>32594

Wish I knew what became of this anon.

The google drive link is gone now. I wonder if anyone downloaded/copied it.

>>36312

I just uploaded it. In order to get past mega's download limit, get Mega Downloader.

https://mega.nz/#!tfoDHIJZ!9ibtiCKscbMYtobqmJd1ZDa2TwJV6ikEuL3d5np2YAM

>>36307

No thanks. Those were the worst years of my life. everyday I got beat up during the morning and screamed at during the night. I still have some problems but as a whole life is a lot easier now.

>>36299

He has to one day. It's weird but in our life time he is going to retire and one day even die(providing we don't commit suicide or something first).

>>36307

04-09 was great. That was the apex of slaying ass all over the world. I was also the peak point of my career where units were arguing over who should get me next. Anime didn't serve as background noise to keep me sane, and was instead something to be savored and enjoyed. The drama of life was fresh and engaging and people all around me weren't dead eyed amoral trendhoppers playing a suicidal global game of social oneupsmanship.

Everything is empty and worthless now, none moreso than I. I never should have retired. I should have worked until I died or killed myself.

>>36334

Maybe his son will take over.

>>36307

I miss those times too. Listening to Green Day calms my soul.

>>36369

This is a Yuuka. Are you the touhou faggot? I thought you were banned. Why is he not banned? The gay needs to go away.

>>36372

No I am not that touhou faggot and I have not been banned because I have done nothing wrong on /jp/ to warrant it.

I'm really disappointed with the gay postal survey results. 62% of my country support it. So it's solid proof of the kind of country I live in and proof that things can and will only get worse from here. the rate is much higher in my generation too, I feel so alone. Civilization has collapsed.

>>36393

I can't blame people for becoming gay, relationships with women are overall horrible and making a family seems like a sacrifice towards society which doesn't pay off in any meaningful way. If you have the choice between making your life miserable just to support a collapsing ungrateful system or living the way you want while being egoistic then of course most people will decide to go gay and be egoistic

I want to become stronger, /jp/. The first time I told myself that, I started to exercise on a daily basis, but I didn't feel like I was truly becoming stronger. The second time I told myself that, I started meditating on a daily basis, but again I didn't feel like I grew any stronger.

Now as I'm telling myself this a third time, I want to hear what you think.

>>36395

Everytime you struggle you get stronger. Every shitty day and every failure makes you a bit stronger. It's like grinding in a videogame, but you don't have an instantly responsive experience bar, so you have to tap into maximum autism mode and grind regardless for a long time

>>36397

I guess I should read it from beginning to end. I might learn something important from it.

I am addicted to imageboards.

Over many years I have become addicted to 4chans pace, but I am really starting to dislike that place.

For multiple years I have been trying to replace it with something else, but everything is just so terribly slow, and you can't spend your whole day just wasting time when an imageboard is so slow.

So I open a new tab everyday, type in 4 and then enter, just to be reminded again how shitty most threads on 4chan are.

Only the rarest threads are decent.

I wish 4chan would finally die, so that other imageboards can live.

Maybe I'll make it my personal policy to make more posts on small imageboards.

>>36399

>I wish 4chan would finally die, so that other imageboards can live.

Then what? All the shitty people hanging out there would just shit up some new place so you'd be back to square one.

Find a new hobby, browsing imageboards all day really isn't much better than browsing Facebook all day and waiting for some funny reply to show up.

Digital entertainment has done terrible things to our brains

>>36402

I have dozen hobbies though, but I can't do something productive ALL the time.

It's just impossible for me.

So the rest of my time I spend on chans, often wanting to talk about my hobbies.

But it just doesn't work.

>All the shitty people hanging out there would just shit up some new place

The thing is that they would end up shitting up different places.

Posters whose mentality resonates more with mine would flock to similar sites, and in turn the postrate of those chans would go up.

At least this is how I envision it.

The thing stopping this process now is a post-per-minute addiction they can only feed through 4chan.

>>36402

>Digital entertainment has done terrible things to our brains

The same can be said of "Convenience" & "Eco-Friendly"

>>36395

Stronger in what way?

>>3641

I'm not sure. That's why I'm asking.

>>36408

I'm feeling a light-to-decent 3 on my life.

>>36408

Around a 6. While I think I'm a fairly nice and moral person, it gets pretty hampered by my general laziness and lack of motivation.

>>36408

I'm a 1. I'm not a 0 because I'm determined to not give up. One day I'll be a 10 and maybe even an 11, mark my words.

The ability to choose one product out an apparent mass of others allows a person to build a sense "unique" individuality, despite the prevalence of Mac users or the nearly identical tastes of Coke and Pepsi. By owning a product from a certain brand, one's ownership becomes a vehicle of presenting an identity that is associated with the attitude of the brand. The idea of individual choice is exploited by corporations that claim to sell "uniqueness" and the building blocks of an identity. The invention of the commodity self is a driving force of consumerist societies, preying upon the deep human need to build a sense of self.

I finally figured it out. I know what my problem is.

>>36506

What is it?

>>36509

It's hard to explain. It's like a force that keeps making me fail. Like when I would take tests back in high school and even though I knew the right answer, I found myself circling a wrong one. This thing has always been there, but I never consciously acknowledged it before.

Maybe I'm not truly in complete control of myself like I think I am. This thought horrifies me, but I'll still not give in.

>>36510

The typical human is barely ever really in control of himself, we are like a ball being kicked around by our impulses and insticts and barely ever think about why we do things. We are barely aware of ourselves.

I've posted a little experiment in another thread before: Try to make every movement of your body conscious. Try to be in manual mode as much as possible and put thought into every move.

It's pretty interesting and at some point you feel disconnected from your body,like you are a guy operating a giant mech.

>>36505

> or the nearly identical tastes of Coke and Pepsi.

pleb

>>36518

Your comment thus begs the question. Is /jp/ more found of Coke or Pepsi?

Pepsi is not flavor dense (in fact, it tastes dull to many), but it does have this mystic sweetness to it. The way I see it, Pepsi drinkers are either young, pure, innocent kids experiencing the sweet taste of their childhoods, or, in most cases, silent, but wise gentlemen. Tired, old, kind and senile fellows who spend their days looking back and revisiting those precious Summer memories in their minds, sipping from Pepsi's nectar that is smooth, but sweet. Smoothly sweet. Sweetly smooth.

On the other hand, we have Coke. Strong - and acid. I see Coke drinkers as juvenile hooligans. Troublesome, rebellious and promiscuous teen agers posing on the hood of a 1970 Chevelle SS just outside of a night club in leather jackets and worn out jeans listening to 50s rock that matches the timeless design of Coke bottles and cans while looking for trouble.

I can say I have always been a Pepsi man (and proudly so), but can you, /jp/?

>>36510

That sounds like a personality disorder of the self-defeating bend to me. That force is more than likely part of yourself.

>>36523

I'd rather drink tea (sweetened, because I'm a child), but on the rare occasion my pick would go to Pepsi.

It's comparatively less harmful to you, but the bottom line is that the big soda industry's completely fucked in several ways. Health-conscious people should refuse to give both companies any of their money and avoid them like the plague.

>>36511

>Try to make every movement of your body conscious. Try to be in manual mode as much as possible and put thought into every move.

I'm trying to do this now. I want truly be the one in control.

I'm glad I have you, /jp/.

>>36523

I don't drink either although I do drink Redbull.

>>36527

Energy drinks are really good if you want to shorten your lifespan and feel it

>>36530

They arn't the best for you but they are no worse than coke really, less so actually seeing as they come in far smaller doses.

>>36533

stop posting 3D on the /jp/ kudasai

Is this the blog thread? Nice. Not looking for pity or advice, just wanted to share

I think I'm slipping away, /jp/. It's been over a week since I took a shower and I stink like hell. Haven't changed my shirt in days and it's stained as hell because I've been eating while laying down on my bed. There are mice in this basement and I don't care enough to set traps this year.

I'm going to turn 38 in 2 months. Where does the time go? I was doing ok until mental illness hit in my early 20's. I can't blame that though as I haven't hallucinated or had paranoid/grandiose delusions in over a decade. The medications have fortunately continued to work and I take them diligently. Forget where I was going with this.

It's apathy that has gotten me. I need new glasses but haven't gotten them. I need to go to the dentist but don't. There is more trash in this basement than non-trash. I live in filth. It's pathetic and I don't think I want to hit 40. Things could change. NEETlyfe isn't all bad but be careful my fellow, /jp/sies. Youth is fleeting. Not going to tell you guys what to do but I will say that the longer you stay in this hole, the harder it is to get out.

I'm tired, /jp/. I live a life of total leisure and laziness but I am unbelievably tired. Exhausted and defeated

I've rambled enough. Thanks for reading this.

>>36533

Get out of the jay my man

Always remember;: At least you aren't stitches

>>36523

>Your comment thus begs the question. Is /jp/ more found of Coke or Pepsi?

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>>36607

You never drive a Rolls Royce unless it's a coupe or a bespoke model.

I think I'll pick up meditation again...

I'm bored of being lazy

>>36627

Good luck.

What if you do the right thing but get laughed at for doing so?

Will we have the strenght to do the right thing next time too?

>>36643

Just go ahead and keep reporting those spics to ICE, /jp/sie-kun! No matter how much criticism you get. They have to go back.