I can't find it now, maybe it was in an older thread, but someone was talking about being forced into having sex with men in order to satisfy a Woman's twisted whims, but then they always go back to liking Women after she's done using them without fail. I completely get this, it's a hell of thing to truly feel like your sexuality got hijacked by the power of Women, but at the end of the day it's not truly changed because as soon as she's out of the picture arousal disappears.
I was wondering, has anyone else experienced "wholesome forced bi fetish", where it's like, yes, you still need her to want it or enjoy it, she needs to be there, watching, turned on, etc. But it's not really inherently cruel or masochistically enforced, at least from her end? I'm pretty sure for the person I'm referring to above, there's a lot of whimpering and "please, don't make me do this" involved, which again I get, but what about where she doesn't even want it like that? She's not even trying to be cruel or mean.
Like, she's just a weirdo who enjoys Yaoi or some shit, and you, being so downbad for her, have a sort of unintuitive inverse compersion impulse to see her red-faced enjoyment as she stares at you and her fantasies come true? No "bwahahaha suffer as you suck pp" or anything like that.
All I know is Women are so powerful (and scary), it's like literally what they want or their pleasure is my fetish, it's insane.
Imagine being born a pretty boy type, able to get all kinds of women who find you hot and then it just so happens that the one you fall for has some fetish for making you kiss others like you while she goons herself and that's just your fate now. All that potential, all that power to be hot for women and have tons of them in the palm of your hand, tons of beautiful sex, or even just settling down with one where you make sweet, sweet love to her all the time, and because you're just a weak horny little male it gets used up all just for her twitching clitoris. No escaping, no going to another woman, you're just done for.
Beta males and all this super cuck stuff is great, not being worthy, etc. But it's crazy when you realize you're literally into ANYTHING for women. You exist for them. It wouldn't matter what type of dude you are, what your self worth is, any situation can be psychologically shifted to ensure she wins and gets what she wants.
WOMEN ARE GREAT SIFUHSIUFHSIFSAHF I CAN'T I'M SO DOWN BAD BROS. DIS GODDAMN PENIS IS A TRAITOR, WAS NEVER A BRO.