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e448b4 No.7162 [View All]

BO here decided to make an official hikikomori general discussion thread ITT you can discuss topics related to the hikikomori lifestyle that don't already have their own thread.

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181edf No.7496

>>7495

The only reason I was even thinking about the military was because a

recruiter called me and tried to activate me during peace time. All I

wanted to do was say, "See you when China invades at induction. I'll

be the guy singing up to play DeathDrone9000 in the basement of a

military base." In the past when I used to leave the house for

college. If while at college, I was ever honest about my problems,

people just threaten violence against me, so I see no point in

aggravating people who have very different motives for interacting

with me then I can understand. So, I preferred to do slot-machining

(asking people questions about themselves so they are too busy talking

to think). This works really well and I ask him about he about

Benefits of the Military and whether the country would be going to war

any times soon. The recruiter didn't know. But what really stuck with

me is that he kept saying the military teaches good leadership

skills. Subtext: "Dude I'm owning this conversation by not taking your

aggressive marketing techniques seriously. And It's obvious that you

want me to talk about myself so that you (the recruiter) can weaponize

it into an argument to explain why my desire not to be in the military

is logically incoherent. I'm totally side stepping all of this by

giving simple answers and continuing to be polite and

slot-machine. Really now, which one of us has leadership skills?"

I don't actually have any hard feeling against the military. But I

hate assaulting other people with my baggage. Especially when it has

been used as an excuse to treat me badly in the past, so I didn't want

to be more honest about my situation then was necessary. Really I'm

not a good fit for the military. If I was being completely honest with

the recruiter I would have explained that their is still a pile of dog

shit behind me in the room I'm it and haven't had the wear-with-all to

clean it up for over a week. I put a paper towel over it and have been

ignoring it since then. I live in a perpetual state of things not

working and am fine with it: my computer is missing updates, only half

my lights work because I tried microwaving a screw driver and doing so

blown a fuse, and I have dog shit behind me. I live in a perpetually

state of accepting the state of the world. I break thing all the time

and am very comfortable with it. I only fix things when I really

really feel like it and things not working right of being jerry rigged

or not fully functioning is not concerning to me. I not the person to

put in charge of anything dangerous of important. I'm quite sure I

would not survive basic training in the military, so I think it's

actually worse for me to sing up for the military when it's obvious I

can barely manage being a civilian.

Additionally all cults (cough religious) use extroversion behaviour as

a reward for being conscientiousness, which almost no one does

naturally expect for people with OCD to some degree. I hate other

people and the longer I spend around them the more distrusting I

become of them. This is also not a good fit for the military because

the comradery of the unit would be toxic for me. A problem like that

you can't really explain to someone who is high on opium: opium makes

me sick and vomit and need to be on bed rest for weeks. Recruiter: Yes

but Opium is life and joy… it falls on death ears and sour

stomachs. It would be easer to deprogram a Jihadist, so I really don't

want to be brutally honest about how dog shit my life is and I'm doing

the military a favour by turning them down. They don't need another

rubber room case to dishonorably discharge.

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cc2fda No.7497

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>>7495

>I only meant that the military's method for learning Japanese requires you to be extremely disciplined

I know. The biggest weakness of that method is that in the military, you are actually forced to do it. So it's much harder to just do that on your own.

>Learning enough to get by with anime and manga shouldn't be too hard

I think it's still insanely hard, but not quite as insane. The thing is that Japanese is too huge and too complicated for me to really study. Even if I study a lot, it will take a lot of years to be even slightly competent. That's why maybe just reading things is the superior method. It's a way to learn more passively as you use the language, so you don't have to waste so much time. Not that what I say has any value, considering how little I know.

>DuoLingo is really annoying with there constant reminders and system for tracking your progress

That sounds incredibly familiar, as you can see here, from one of my email addresses.

>If you have a smart phone

No, touchscreens are gross and dumb. At least without a stylus. I don't use normalfag technology. Clicking things on that is bad enough, but even the thought of having to actually rub my finger on a screen makes me feel a little bit disgusted. I only use computers.

>What you might want to try is going on google translate and take the kanji from the manga you want to learn and create a cheat sheet.

I have translated a lot of things online, but sometimes even that is very difficult. Many times, the translations just don't make sense. And very frequently, the lack of spaces makes that incredibly complicated. I have no idea of knowing what is a word and what is a combination of words. I just started typing a sentence a lot of the time, and the translation would just keep giving me new words as I typed more syllables. It was really confusing. I made a huge text file with everything that I translated, but it quickly got so huge that finding things in there became harder than just translating it again, after a certain point. I'm not sure that taking notes is useful, to be honest, unless it makes memorization easier, though it might be better to just write everything on paper (at least for kanji).

>The same thing happens to me when I look up the syntax for a python programming function that I have written 100s times and know, but just don't trust that I know it yet.

Actually, this kind of thing is why I know that I'm actually good at memorizing things (well, other than learning English effortlessly). Programming isn't an issue at all. I can memorize syntax pretty easily (well, I'm still pretty picky, I tend to prefer simplicity to clarity, because memorizing things is not an issue to me, though I do hate languages like Lisp, because the ((()()))))()()()()))))))(())(()))))())) shit makes my head hurt just looking at it, plus it's a very academic language, so the books about it are intolerably boring). Japanese is just that much more difficult. If Asians had to invent computers, I imagine that it would have been considerably harder, just because of how fucked up their languages are. Well, specifically Chinese. Japanese is not nearly as bad.

>while at college, I was ever honest about my problems people just threaten violence against me

Well, that's human garbage for you. Personally, I think I would have preferred that, because it would have been an excuse for me to use violence myself. In my case, no one actually gave a shit. The damage was all psychological. Personally, I will take physical risk over psychological risk any day. Most men are like that, I think. That's why this age of "violence is never the answer" is driving people crazy. People can't throw a punch anymore, so they keep tolerating abuse and end up losing their minds and shooting people that have nothing to do them. Humans are idiots. Honestly, every time that I had an excuse to use violence, I used it, and I was never even punished for it because teachers were always on my side, because they knew what was happening and didn't do shit, so they were just kinda glad that I took care of the problem (and I never hit a teacher, somehow). But I was underage. After becoming an adult, I couldn't do that anymore, so I just started going insane instead, and I became a lot more suicidal at that point. Somehow, even in college I still had a little bit of a reputation.

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cc2fda No.7498

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>>7496

A few people knew about my last "fight", that wasn't really a fight. It was more of a massacre, because none of them were able to fight back at all, even though it was a group of around 10. It was that kind of group of guys that go after weird people, but always run away when violence is about to happen, so they don't even know what to do if they actually get hit. Eventually, I had what I think was some kind of anxiety attack, my vision was blurry, and I thought that everyone in the entire school was looking at me. Then I saw them again, and they were in a corner, so they couldn't run, and I regained my focus. I beat the shit out of the main guy. One of them got in the way and I just beat the shit out of him instead. None of the others did anything, they just watched, kinda paralyzed, I guess. They never bothered me again. It was risky, of course, but I didn't care. If all of them fought back, I would have been overwhelmed. I didn't know anything about fighting either (no stance, no footwork and I didn't use my weight properly). A few people in college knew about it somehow, but not many. When I was about to drop out of college, there were a few guys that I hated, but I was already 18, so I couldn't use violence anymore, so I had no outlet anymore. My negative emotions had nowhere to go to. I even punched myself in the face repeatedly before. Now I need antipsychotics to survive, because my stress and my negative emotions grew to the point that I was having panic attacks. Isn't that great? Fortunately, the medication forces my brain to release that stress better. Doesn't solve many of my problems, but it did improve that, and my anxiety is easier to deal with now. Still, it definitely doesn't make me want to leave my room at all, and it doesn't make me like people any more than I did before. I still can't stand them.

>he kept saying the military teaches good leadership skills

There are no leadership skills. Some people are natural leaders. Some people just don't want to lead and/or be led. However, most leaders are really just arrogant people that are not at all qualified to lead because they don't understand what the people that they are leading are actually doing. Just look at politicians. They feel perfectly qualified to talk about things that they know nothing about, and make laws that make no sense and that any actual expert could tear apart effortlessly in just a few arguments. People that are just trained to "be leaders" are a nuisance. Every industry on this planet has been ruined by excessive, nonsensical management and HR cunts.

>I don't actually have any hard feeling against the military.

I hate the military. I hate countries, and the vast majority of their inhabitants. Hundreds of years ago, I probably wouldn't have hated the military as much as I do now, because at the very least it didn't dehumanize its own men like today. I still see the appeal of joining the military, but I would never be able to do it. If I was forced to deal with some idiot screaming at me constantly, never talking normally, I would probably end up slitting the guy's throat eventually. I can't stand noisy people, so being stuck with people that are always like that would drive me insane. War is stupid, though. All sides are wrong.

>I live in a perpetually state of accepting the state of the world.

I don't ignore my problems quite as much as you do, because I'm at least a little bit obsessed with hygiene (I will never have pets, because of that), and I definitely have some OCD going on, but still, if I can tolerate a problem, then that's what I do. My entire setup here has been a mess for at least 6 months now. My main computer's USB ports are all fucked up for some reason, so I can't use my external hard drives here (and my other computers are much slower, so they are pretty limited), but I just ignore the problem. When I turn on my shower, the lights start flickering for some reason, so I'm just taking showers in the dark. There are a lot of holes on my pants, that other people would complain about, but I couldn't care less (all of my clothes are from at least 10 years ago, some of them even older). My phone (that is only used as an alarm clock, I don't even have a phone number) has always made high frequency noises that only I can hear, when it's being charged, but they have been getting scarier lately, probably because it's 12 years old, or something. I should probably worry about that, but I don't care. If I can ignore a problem, then I just do that until I'm annoyed enough to solve it, and have the energy to do so. If a problem can be ignored, it's not really a problem. Except that it totally is, and it's always at least a little bit annoying. But not necessarily more annoying than trying to solve it, that's for sure. And fixing things might cost money, so fuck that.

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ffc1fd No.7502

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>>7492

>I thought movies were just boring, before that, so I only watched cartoons (well, when they were still good, most of them) and anime

I was the same way when I was younger, didn't care for much live action at all outside of Star Wars and the occasional Mr. Bean on TV, mostly just watched cartoons (of which several of the ones I liked turned out to be Japanese). Got more interested in "real" movies while watching AVGN and Cinemassacre way back, so now I don't mind watching live action and there are several movies and TV series that I like, but even then I prefer old classics like King Kong and Godzilla. Anything made in the west from the past 20-30 years will most likely not interest me, anything from the past 10 years definitely not.

>Also, animation is a lot more expressive and interesting than anything realistic. Admittedly, that is a sign of autism

My whole life has been a sign of autism.

>pirate

That's the way to go. Books and video games I prefer physical, but with film I don't care. I have a couple or so anime DVDs that I got because I liked those series, but I would never pay for anything digital outside of steam sales, and certainly not for something like netflix or crunchyroll.

>You have to force yourself to do things.

>Also, it's good to have more than one hobby

That was what I did before, but I no longer have any energy or motivation. Being surrounded by neighbours who are constantly screaming, banging and acting up makes it so that I can't even concentrate on something like reading. Breathing in whatever they're smoking also makes me feel slow and like shit.

>Japanese

I've been wanting to learn Japanese since forever and I still hardly know anything. Would have been nice to have read it in school, but that wasn't an option. I learned English as a second language all by myself, but Japanese being a completely different language, actually getting to study it would've made continuing learning on your own later easier.

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ffc1fd No.7503

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>>7497

>I don't use normalfag technology.

Not counting some game consoles, I hate modern technology. And most of all fuck smartphones. The worst piece of technology ever conceived. They, along with social media, killed the internet with bringing in a flood of normalfags, thots, boomers, kids, degenerate freaks, politically correct lunatics and all of the third world. As well as giant corporations like the G-word infecting more and more of the internet, ruining everything in their way, like Youtube. And people constantly filming everything makes going outside even more horrible.

I did sin and got an android tablet though (brand new "used" for cheap), for reading books and manga/comics that are not easily available. Works well for that but still retarded tech and android is shit.

>>7498

>I hate the military. I hate countries, and the vast majority of their inhabitants.

I hate the modern world and those who run most of it's countries. I wouldn't mind the military and the police as much if they actually worked for the people and not against it, like how they do here with being soft cowards when it comes to actual criminals, murderers, rapists and gang violence, while going after old men who write "nigger" on facebook and using violence towards peacefully demonstrating NAZIS. Making sure that everyone knows how tolerant and diverse they are when recruiting women and gays with huge ad campaigns and pride parade participation, while at the same time kicking out people with "wrong" opinions and people who don't want to join their pride spectacle.

>because I'm at least a little bit obsessed with hygiene (I will never have pets, because of that), and I definitely have some OCD going on

I'm the same way, I probably have OCD. Would never want a pet, but then again I'm living in a ghetto with animals as neighbours as well as their vermin "pets" (both kids and literal vermin). Though I can live with problems that are tolerable like my setup being a mess as well, and old clothes full of holes. New clothes are too expensive so I'd rather not put the little neetbux I get on that.

>high frequency noises

One of my hard drives does that and I hate it.

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cc2fda No.7505

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>>7502

>while watching AVGN and Cinemassacre way back,

He's just the kind of guy that I was talking about. James Rolfe is one of those people that could get you into anything. People that need more hobbies just need to listen to guys like that. Most people are boring, and their interests are shallow, if they even have any. People like him are different. Of course, he's more of a movie guy that anything.

>Books and video games I prefer physical,

The problem with that, other than money, would be space. I am the kind of guy that likes small, cheap rooms, and I will never have a whole lot of money. I own a few consoles, but the ones that I can't (or couldn't at the time) easily emulate, that's my general rule. If it makes my life easier, then I'm willing to own it (but of course, it has the disadvantage that hardware eventually will fail, like the dead Dreamcast that I have buried in my closet). But if I can emulate something easily, then that's what I do. I do pirate everything though, even if I own the hardware. I have complete collections for most consoles (and a few computers). Except CD and DVD games, of course. Those are a pain, because you have to pick what to download, because of the size. My only concern is that the emulation has to give me a pretty accurate experience. Oh, and I have nice controllers as well, and an appropriate TV, and a monitor. I got a Buffalo SNES controller for older games, so now I finally have a good d-pad again. I was almost doubting that it was possible to make a good ones, and thinking that my memories of playing with old Nintendo controllers and not hating the d-pads must have been wrong. Well, they actually don't have to suck, that was a nice surprise. I played old games only with my arcade stick for many years, because every controller that I have used since way back in the day has a d-pad that makes my thumb hurt after a while. Actually, speaking of that, the GameCube controller is pretty great, everyone likes it… so why does it have the worst, stiffest d-pad ever made? It's absolutely horrible. It looks like a normal d-pad, so how is it that bad?

>Japanese being a completely different language, actually getting to study it would've made continuing learning on your own later easier.

Not sure that it would make that much of a difference, but the biggest advantage of being taught Japanese by someone else is that you don't have to think about how to do it. If I do manage to learn it eventually, maybe I can write a guide about how to learn it. That could be useful.

>>7503

>And most of all fuck smartphones

As far as I'm concerned, they are actually unusable. I could get one and install a different OS, and make whatever modifications I want to, but if I have to rub my finger on my screen, it sucks and I don't want it. Having a full keyboard isn't completely necessary because typing on portables is shit and you shouldn't do it anyway, but at the very least give me arrow keys and an enter. Even then, something with a tiny screen would be pretty useless. Having to hold it in my hands would already make it very situational. Also, as phones that also do some other simple things, they fail completely. The battery life will always be absolute garbage because a huge OS will be always running. My phone is just an alarm clock, so I want the battery to last. It lasts only a week now, and that's annoying enough. Having to charge something every day or two would be a huge pain. But yes, these devices ruined everything. Not immediately, it took a few years, but now the web is an absolute piece of shit thanks to them. Mostly a negative force at this point, looking at it objectively, and it's all because retard phones gave normalfags internet access. That's also the reason why the web is so insanely corporate. Honestly, it barely serves its original purpose anymore. Free exchange of information? That's almost a thing of the past, on the web. Now it's more like controlled exchange of ads and propaganda and the freedom to do what you're told. It will be useless in the future. Probably won't last too long. Only normalfags will be able use it, eventually.

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cc2fda No.7506

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>I did sin and got an android tablet though (brand new "used" for cheap), for reading books and manga/comics that are not easily available. Works well for that but still retarded tech and android is shit.

There are alternatives, though. But you do have to buy hardware that is supported by whatever distribution you choose. Tablets are more useful, for reading, because they are more like a book, in a way. Still, I would rather use a computer, and they aren't exactly that much more portable than a small laptop. Again, touchscreens are not an option. Also, I finally got a pretty good keyboard (well, I bought the parts and assembled it myself, because I wanted a specific combination that wasn't sold, and I actually own a nice Hakko soldering station, so there was no reason to not just solder the switches myself), so using a touchscreen would be extra stupid. Spending money hurts, by the way. Took me most of a year to gather the courage to spend that much. I never buy anything, these days.

>I hate the modern world and those who run most of it's countries.

I hate the population as well. I just don't want anything to do with them. People that I like are the exception. Caring about someone is something that I have to be convinced to do. It's not my default state at all. That's why I don't care about politics anymore, because I realized that no matter what group someone belongs to, chances are I wouldn't like them anyway. Why should I take sides and worry about anyone if it's almost impossible to form a group of people that I actually like? Not worth the emotional effort. It's all about degrees of hatred. I hate some kinds of people more than others, but that doesn't exactly make me want to care. It's all a stupid game that I don't care about. Regardless, humanity was clearly a mistake and shouldn't survive, and that is my only political position. If people can't prove that humanity deserves to survive, then it shouldn't, and anything bad may actually be good, as long as it leads to extinction.

>Would never want a pet,

Animals are dirty, so I don't want them in my environment. At the same time, keeping them outside feels a little too cruel for me to do. Not owning one is the ideal solution. Also the cheapest one.

>New clothes are too expensive so I'd rather not put the little neetbux I get on that.

Well, and you have to leave the house to buy them. Maybe you can buy them online and hope for the best, but I'm too picky for that. That's my main reason to not buy new ones, along with the retarded prices (well, maybe even used, never tried that, can't say that I mind doing that as long as I can take a good look at the clothes myself). And you can't step inside that kind of store without some dumb bitch following you around and pretending to be nice and helpful, and forcing you to be the rude one for telling her to fuck off. I hate that. Maybe I should just close the holes myself. My first time sewing has to happen eventually. Even if it looks like shit, I don't care. Never going outside wearing pajamas anyway, so it technically will never matter no matter what. Just close the holes and it will be fine. My pants for going outside also have a few holes, but the holes are tiny and I never wear them anyway. The only thing that could force me to wear them constantly would be homelessness, but I don't think I will care that my pants are fucked up if that happens, as long as I can still use them to hang myself. Hopefully that won't happen, though. Besides, "slightly disheveled" or "disheveled, but not too much" has always been my aesthetic anyway. All of my outdoor clothes are reasonably formal because that's what I like, so it's good if they aren't in very good condition. Just to make sure that I don't look rich or like I dress for attention. That was my logic years ago, when I still wore them (the same holes have been there since 2011, I think, which is pretty hilarious).

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ffc1fd No.7512

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>>7505

>The problem with that, other than money, would be space.

This is a problem. When you still live at home your room quickly gets cluttered. I like to collect the games and play them on the original hardware with the original controllers, but nowadays you can't do that unless you have the money normalfags are willing to shell out to flex with the games. Though now there are good emulation alternatives, like hacking those mini consoles like the mini NES that come with the official controllers and putting roms on them.

>the GameCube controller is pretty great, everyone likes it… so why does it have the worst, stiffest d-pad ever made?

The d-pad on that controller is horrible, other than that it's one of the best. Nintendo has always had good d-pads except on the GC and the Switch pro controller., have no idea how they fucked that one up. GameCube was also one of the best consoles, maybe it's nostalgia talking but almost every game Nintendo dropped back then was a masterpiece. Now you get less good games and less games in general. Which probably is good since they cost money and I don't play them anyway.

>now the web is an absolute piece of shit thanks to them

Sad that the internet has become real life: digital edition. I miss when the internet was a nice place (mostly) with comfy forums and interesting sites and everything had a certain charm to it. Now everything looks the same with the same stale windows 10-like aesthetic, the good communities are mostly gone and replaced with shit and everywhere you go it's either normalfags or retards.

>I actually own a nice Hakko soldering station

>Spending money hurts, by the way.

Would've been fun to do technical stuff, maybe even for a living, but growing up a poorfag I never got the chance to learn. Still a poorfag and too much of a brainlet to get into it now, and the interest I had as a kid is gone. Spending money does hurt, but still I waste what little is left after the usual expenses on games or some shit, if there is anything left that is.

>That's why I don't care about politics anymore

Being a shut-in hikki, caring about politics is a waste. No real change will ever come through "democratic" voting, and even then when you look at the majority of normals and the parties they vote for, they still want to live in a "progressive" world, so even if it negatively affects them it's still what they chose, so they can have it. I care less now than I did before, but I still find it an interesting topic when I feel like bothering. And the less progressive and the more traditional-minded people are the less I hate them. The more progressive the more insufferable and hostile.

>And you can't step inside that kind of store without some dumb bitch following you around and pretending to be nice and helpful

I fucking hate this, just makes me less inclined to spend any money. If I need help, I'll ask for it (or more likely go home and not bother).

>the retarded prices

Also this.

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cc2fda No.7514

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>>7512

>I like to collect the games and play them on the original hardware with the original controllers

I prefer doing that, but I only own just enough consoles, mostly because of money, and other than that it's emulation. Controllers, on the other hand, I don't particularly mind using adapters, because I kinda have to, because for certain games I would rather use an arcade stick, and buying a bunch of sticks would be kinda expensive. I would rather just have one good stick and use it on everything with adapters. Mine is a PS1/PS2 Hori, precisely because it has to work on anything and adapters for PS1/PS2 controllers are easy to find for any console. I will generally prefer using the controller for a particular system, as long as it's good, but if another controller is better, then I will use that (if you can use a better controller, then you do that, that's what people always did, so it is legitimate). For emulation, I use my stick with an adapter, a Buffalo SNES controller for older games that I would rather play with a regular pad (most of what I play uses these two), and a PS3 controller for newer stuff (I own a PS3, bought it because it was really cheap, it's the most recent console that I own). If I could, maybe I would buy consoles that I don't need, but again, the hardware will die eventually, and I'm not a fan of that. And I spend money very infrequently, so I would generally rather buy something less risky and with more long term benefits. Emulators can be accurate enough that I don't think real hardware is worth it, objectively. I still want to own those things (and old computers as well), but I'm also very aware that actually buying this stuff is probably a bad move. Still, even if I do buy something like that, I will not buy the games. I will definitely use a flash cart, or something like that. Also, there are things that I want, but just have to accept not having. Like a Japanese arcade cab. Or two, so I can have one with a vertical monitor. I want that more than any console, but it will never happen. Too expensive, and if the hardware fails, well, that will ruin a decade of my life if it can't be fixed. It would be smarter to just buy that giant Virtua Stick for the Saturn, that is pretty much exactly what you have on an Astro City candy cab. Just use that on MAME with an adapter, playing on a CRT, and you should be able to pretend that you have the real thing. Definitely close enough for me. Still, those are expensive as hell. I will never buy one.

>those mini consoles like the mini NES

I despise those things. Maybe it's irrational, but I don't care. Buying emulators "because it's official, man" is the most normalfag thing ever. And I assume that they only have HDMI, so they wouldn't even work on an appropriate TV. A monitor would be fine, but no VGA kills that possibility too, so that wouldn't work either. And converters inevitably cause a good amount of delay, and that bothers my autism quite a lot. Anyway, these things are worse than emulators, objectively. Emulators give you all the freedom in the world and let you pick your hardware, so they are better. I will make an exception, though. If Sega releases something like that for the Saturn and the Dreamcast, I might consider that, because those consoles are troublesome to emulate. The Saturn emulators have been getting better, from what I heard, but I don't know about the Dreamcast (and mine is dead). Actually, the Saturn is the one console that I needed, but never actually owned (piracy has been possible for a few years, but I don't trust them enough to buy one, though they might be more reliable than the DC). I played Saturn games on SSF for over a decade, but not every game works.

>GameCube was also one of the best consoles

It doesn't have as many games as other consoles, but if you go for quality over quantity, it might be Nintendo's best console, actually. Their best consoles are the GC, the NES and the SNES, for sure. In no particular order, comparing them objectively isn't possible. It depends on what you prefer, but they are all fantastic.

>Sad that the internet has become real life

Every form of escapism is being destroyed, at this point. Some hobbies aren't dead yet, but will be soon.

>the same stale windows 10-like aesthetic

I can't stand that. Flat design is not design. It's lack of design. Everything looks and feels horrendous nowadays. Just give me Windows 95, that's all I want. Just give me what Windows 95 gave me, preferably with similar performance. It was done in the past, so it's definitely possible.

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cc2fda No.7515

File: 4d1e5bf0c6e4b2d⋯.jpg (408.38 KB,1308x796,327:199,14.jpg)

>>7512

>Would've been fun to do technical stuff, maybe even for a living, but growing up a poorfag I never got the chance to learn.

Actually, poor people are more into that. Middle class people are absolutely retarded, so they don't give a shit about fixing things, and rich people buy new shit just because it's new so often that they don't even consider keeping things that they own (I don't hate most people that have money because they have money, I hate them because of how they are, and how inefficient they are, and because of their disinterest in how the world works and what it's actually like, they are shallow in the worst possible sense). I bought the equipment so I could avoid having to replace things. The soldering station that I got is the only one that I found that is really good but also cheap. I was more into the theory of electronics at that point, but now I don't remember much of it. I just find a way to make things work, if I can, and it's not too much of a pain in the ass. I would like to live near a recycling center so I could get a lot of free shit all the time, and fix it if it's broken. Actually, maybe even working in a place like that would be worth it just for that. People are so incredibly wasteful that it's kinda stupid to not take advantage of their dumb, irrational behavior. Also, another reason to do it is that it's just more interesting. Life in this century is incredibly dull. We never do anything ourselves. I think that sucks, so I want to be different. Hopefully I will do more of that in the future, when I have more freedom.

By the way, I'm not even good at soldering, because I have the shakes. Still, I soldered every switch on the keyboard that I'm using to type this, so I'm good enough, I guess. Most joints are pretty good. Some of them are kinda ugly, but they work. Also, I tend to forget where my hands are, so I did touch the iron once before, probably two years ago. Fortunately, I always wear gloves (general purpose gloves, so not specifically for high temperatures, but still resistant enough that they can save you), so it just made a hole in my glove. It was really hot, but didn't actually hurt me. I'm really paranoid about safety, so I wear a mask that covers my face to protect my eyes, mostly from the fumes, because flux is toxic, but solder can splatter and hit your eye (never seen it happen, but it has happened to other people before, and you definitely want to be protected if it does, because having solder in your eye sounds like one of the most painful things that can happen to someone, at least to me). I also wear my lab coats that I still have from college. Probably look crazy (or really professional), but I do this while everyone is asleep, so they don't see me. I can't do it in my room, because my fume extractor doesn't work too well, and I don't want fumes in my room. So I have to wait until everyone is asleep to do it outside, but I don't do it too often, so it's not a problem. Actually, I got a lot of my information from that EEVblog guy on YouTube. I always make sure that what I'm buying is really good, so I watched videos from a bunch of people for months before doing anything. Actually, I mentioned James Rolfe before, and that makes me remember vomitsaw. That's the guy that made his Nintoaster, and he has a fun video about it. His videos are just the kind of stuff that I liked about internet content, when it was still good. Real people don't make videos anymore, unfortunately. Just a bunch of greedy fucks trying to be "professional", most of the time. It's like they are trying to make a TV show. Though that is unfair, because there was good stuff on TV in the past, even though I can barely remember that.

>Being a shut-in hikki, caring about politics is a waste.

In that position, the majority of people on both sides hate you anyway, because as far as they are concerned, you are owned by the government and exist to be a taxpayer, so if you are not part of the system somehow, you are the enemy. That's one thing that made me stop caring. I realized that the real enemy is most of humanity, so supporting anyone would be kinda dumb. No matter who wins, freedom is dead and chances are they will make my life worse.

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1281c0 No.7518

>>7512

>The more progressive the more insufferable and hostile.

I don't understand why this is so true, and why no one talks about it. I live in a very liberal area and I've felt this way my entire life. Even in my youth when i was mimicking their beliefs it was stifling.

Thinking about it I would theorize it is it because progressive people view the whole world as their concern. While traditional people only care about what affects them. Maybe it really is just as simple as the haves and the have nots.

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ffc1fd No.7523

File: 2a146be9489c766⋯.png (351.6 KB,854x480,427:240,dks face.png)

>>7514

>I own a PS3, bought it because it was really cheap, it's the most recent console that I own

I now own every Playstation except the first. Though I've always been a generation behind and only gotten the consoles and the games for as cheap as possible. Was always more of a Nintendo fanboy.

>Also, there are things that I want, but just have to accept not having. Like a Japanese arcade cab.

Same, I've always wanted an arcade cabinet, but it costs money I don't have and takes up space I don't have.

>I despise those things. Maybe it's irrational, but I don't care. Buying emulators "because it's official, man" is the most normalfag thing ever.

While I agree I still like Nintendo's two, got them to hack and put everything on because that's a "cheap", quick and easy way to get good emulation with the right controllers for me.

>Their best consoles are the GC, the NES and the SNES, for sure.

I like pretty much all Nintendo consoles, however GC and SNES are the best ones. The Wii is underrated and was the best of it's generation. Wii U had few but very good games, but the gamepad is a horrible controller. The Switch is okay but doesn't really have anything of it's own outside of Super Mario Odyssey. So does are the two I appreciate the least.

Also graphics were better before.

>Flat design is not design. It's lack of design.

>Just give me Windows 95

I miss Windows 95. And XP and even 7. Windows 8 is by far the worst OS I've ever tried, it's unusable. And speaking of Nintendo, the Switch OS and UI, while it at least works, is the most bland and sterile I've seen.

>People are so incredibly wasteful

>Actually, maybe even working in a place like that would be worth it just for that.

Better to try and fix anything broken than buying new (and often times worse) stuff. To work with fixing stuff, or something else creative, on your own in your own pace could be something that would be doable without sperging out.

>I mentioned James Rolfe before, and that makes me remember vomitsaw. That's the guy that made his Nintoaster, and he has a fun video about it.

Haven't seen that one since he made it, too think that was around 10 years ago.

>His videos are just the kind of stuff that I liked about internet content, when it was still good.

Youtube has become TV, with paid premium features, e-celeb drama and even fucking Will Smith having a channel. Just comparing the Cinemassacre channel then and now, even though they really aren't that much of an offender, you see the difference. Though I still like James and he still can produce good content.

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ffc1fd No.7524

>>7515

>>7518

I live in a very liberal/leftist area as well, and I can't stand them. And I have a relative who is the biggest most vocal feminist progressive I've met, and also the biggest most hateful piece of shit.

>While traditional people only care about what affects them.

That's how it should be, you, your family, the ones close to you. Not every fucking stranger in every foreign country. Shit happens abroad? Not my problem. But what's funny is that the ever-loving progressives rarely wants to live near the people they love so much and instead congregate in their middle to upper class white neighbourhoods.

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cc2fda No.7525

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>>7523

I'm too drunk to be posting anything, but I'll do it anyway. It's a nice challenge.

>I now own every Playstation except the first.

I gave my PS1 to my uncle when I got my PS2. I was only allowed to buy the PS2 if I did that, at the time. The PS2 runs PS1 games perfectly, though, so it's not a problem. Other than that, I owned all of them except a PS4. Probably never buying a PS4. The only exclusive that I know that interests me is Bloodborne (unless one of the Yakuzas will never come out on PC), and I'm not too sure even about that. Buying a console only for one game is a bad idea, and it's a game that I might not even like. Demon's Souls is great and Dark Souls is awesome, but Bloodborne is a very different kind of game. It's entirely possible that I would hate it, so buying a PS4 is especially not worth the risk. Still, I'm done with PC gaming, since Windows 7 will be dead soon, so maybe I will buy one in the future, since I refuse to install Windows 10. Not that likely, though, because I don't really care about new games, and I have too many interests to worry about that. I can also just play old games for free, for the rest of my life.

>I've always been a generation behind

That has always been the case for me as well. It's surprising that it continued to be the case, since I abandoned consoles for the most part after 2003, because of emulators. But the consoles that I got after that were still almost always from the previous generation, the exception being the Wii, that I bought for other reasons. Even the PS3, and that was bought just a few years ago, a little bit after the PS4 came out. At that point, my main focus was on playing games from older consoles, from Atari 2600 to SNES. And DOS games as well, since my first OS was Windows 98 (I was born in 93 and I used a computer for the first time when I was like, 5 or 6, and it was a new computer with 98), so I missed that era for the most part, and only experienced it later. I only used 95 a little bit back in the day, on an older PC, but using it now, I prefer it to 98. Windows 98 already had Internet Explorer integration, so it started the trend of trying to merge your OS with your web browser, and turning everything into a shitty offline web page. My brain is too screwed up to talk about this in more detail now.

>"cheap", quick and easy way to get good emulation with the right controllers for me.

It doesn't any get cheaper than free. And you can just get USB controllers. The SNES controller that I got is really good, and it wasn't even expensive. 15 to 20 dollars, something like that. I think there is an NES version as well. The SNES controller is more comfortable, so I only got that, because I would rather avoid having too many controllers, since my table is a mess as it is. Hell, you can just get a Raspberry Pi and run a bunch of emulators on that. They have composite video output as well. I still haven't configured mine properly, because I'm lazy as hell, but I do have one. Mostly bought it for programming experiments, though.

>The Wii is underrated and was the best of it's generation.

I think the Wii is absolute shit, by its own merits. But I hate motion controls, so I have to think that, I guess. Motion controls are good for dumb goofy games when you're drunk (video related), but Nintendo just tried to force you to use them all the time, and that sucks ass and ruins everything. Almost nothing on the Wii library interests me at all. I own a Wii for GC (the emulation wasn't perfect back when I bought it,and my PC couldn't handle it that well) and N64 (P64 isn't the best emulator in the world exactly, so I play N64 games on that), and also Mario Galaxy (cool game, I like it a lot), Mario Kart Wii, and Brawl (that I did like, but the online multiplayer was abysmal), and I hate it. The way that you are forced to use the wiimote to select things on the menus proves that Nintendo became the Apple of video games, at that time. And on top of that, that thing drains batteries like crazy, even while the console is off. You have to remove them every time, and nothing is more annoying than that when you only use that piece of shit on the menus.

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cc2fda No.7526

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>>7523

Nowadays I actually kinda hate Nintendo, because they only pander to normalfags and they never just make a damn console with a decent controller anymore, and their games don't interest me that much now, but they were good back in the day (well, everyone was much better than now, not just Nintendo). Hell, I'd say they were amazing, and the GC was their final masterpiece (the tiny discs were a dumb gimmick that limited the system by quite a bit, arguably, but it doesn't matter, the games were great, including some amazing games by Sega, like F-Zero GX and Super Monkey Ball, some of my favorite games ever made). Overall, I would say that the PS3 is the best of its generation (and that is not even a good thing, considering how much better the PS2 was, and even that was already inferior to the PS1, at least to me, but that is probably just a matter of taste). I bought it for Castlevania Harmony of Despair, Demon's Souls, the Yakuza games, Catherine, the MGS Legacy Collection for MGS4 and Peace Walker, and a few others. None of those were on PC, and I didn't have a 360 either, so even games that were on that (but not on PC) were practically exclusives. I enjoyed that a lot more than the Wii (not counting GC games, of course). At least if you ignore backwards compatibility, since the Wii emulated so much (not that it's very useful since most systems run better on a PC anyway). The Switch isn't even worth considering, since it doesn't have anything that interests me and it seems to be pretty flimsy to me. Nintendo doesn't really interest me at this point, though the new Mario might be kinda cool. My relationship with Mario is actually kinda weird. I tend to prefer other platformers like Castlevania or Mega Man, or even Sonic, but I still beat pretty much every Mario game until the Wii U came out. My favorites are probably the American 2, Land 2 and Sunshine, then Galaxy after those. That opinion is probably triple heresy somehow, but Mario games are pretty samey, so my favorites are the ones that are different from the rest.

>Just comparing the Cinemassacre channel then and now, even though they really aren't that much of an offender, you see the difference.

I don't watch the new stuff very often. Most of my time is spent rewatching old stuff (a few of my favorite channels, mostly LPers from early YouTube, were deleted before I started using youtube-dl to download everything, and the fact that I can't watch those videos again will bother me forever). Some of my favorite AVGNs are from just a few years ago (Seaman, Hong Kong 97, Big Rigs, and maybe a few others), so he can still make good stuff. His videos with Mike are good as well, at least from what I watched (I watched them a lot for a few years). James is a cool guy, so just put him in front of a camera and good things will happen. Giving him time to prepare doesn't necessarily help, because he's just cool by default. He's the kind of guy that works better when he doesn't have a whole lot of time, and has a very limited budget. I think having too much time and too many resources tends to hurt the end result, in his case. He's a low-budget movie guy, that's his background, and that's a huge part of his appeal. At least that's the kind of thing that I like. It's a lot more real to me than something "professional", and cool people tend to make better content when they are just doing their own thing.

>Haven't seen that one since he made it, too think that was around 10 years ago.

That guy's videos in general represent what I like pretty well, because they are all just internet content made by a real guy (that also happens to be cool). You don't see that very often nowadays. Everything is too artificial. Generally made by lame, boring people that are trying to sound smart and professional. I can't stand that.

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cc2fda No.7527

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>>7524

>And I have a relative who is the biggest most vocal feminist progressive I've met, and also the biggest most hateful piece of shit.

Those people are just shit. They try to ruin everything, so you can't avoid them. Women tend to be average and boring, so most of them fall for it. I can't stand those cunts and their thirsty betas and white knights. I avoid people like that like the plague that they are, and I'm the last person that should deal with that, because I understand perfectly well that being a woman has a bunch of disadvantages and that men suck (humans are shit, so both men and women are shit, how surprising). I had to deal with some of that in college as well, before I dropped out. Hell, some employers even refused to hire men. If you're a woman, you're fine, if you're a man, you get an unpaid internship if you're lucky. Nowadays, being a woman is objectively easier in every way except for finding meaningful relationships, because you will be surrounded by thirsty boring shallow retards until you get old, unless you pretend to be a man online, or something. That's probably the worst thing about being a woman. You get a lot of attention, but it's all worthless, and the weird women that don't suck ass must hate it. It must be horrendous, and I sympathize with that. Other than that, it's easy mode.

>That's how it should be, you, your family, the ones close to you.

You don't even have to care about that. You are not obligated to care about anything. Don't let anyone tell you that you have to care about anything. It is all 100% optional. Personally, I despise my family, and almost everyone that has ever been around me, and where I live. If anything, I care more about complete strangers than about the people I know, because almost everyone I have ever known in real life is terrible, and at least strangers have the potential to be good. But still, I don't care about countries. Every country that I really hate probably has at least a few people that I would like, but that doesn't make me suddenly care about those countries. My current position is that I only care about people that I like, and everyone else can go to hell. And countries were a mistake, so fuck them. Countries are too big. Scaling down is better than scaling up (and that is easy to see, I like people here, on a small board, while big boards tend to be full of people that I despise). Personally, the only country that I care about is Japan, because they make stuff that I like. It's a selfish reason, but I don't remember signing a contract before I was born, agreeing not to be selfish and to care about everyone else no matter who they are or what they do. Every other country just sucks. Some of them used to be cool, but I don't care about "used to" anymore.

I'm not exactly a traditionalist (though I'm definitely an old fashioned kind of guy, my entire mindset is what those people would call conservative, though I would call that being reasonable, because unnecessary change is always bad, and has ruined everything, as you can see, but that is just my general mindset, it's not really political, the most political position that I have is that freedom is good, maybe also the anti-natalism, but I don't know), and I'm too much of a weirdo to call myself that. I just want the garbage to get out of the way and stop tormenting me. The commies don't actually care about everything that they claim to care about either. It's a lie. It's all virtue signaling. There is a limit to how much you can care about, and caring about everything is way over that limit. These people would be way more suicidal than I have ever been if they actually gave a shit about the world. I used to care a lot more, and I was absolutely miserable, so I know damn well how caring about too many things feels like. Honestly, caring about myself is already too much for me (to the point that I would rather not care about the future at all until my survival is legitimately threatened). Caring about a world that doesn't give half of a rat's ass about me is especially impossible. Not even the economy matters to me. The whole thing is a joke. I don't even particularly want to be rich, or to avoid being poor, so it doesn't matter. Rich people are pretty dull, shallow and boring, and middle class people tend to be the same, but also in massive amounts of debt. Maybe poverty would make things better. Even immigration issues only happen because stupid people have too much money. Get rid of the money and you get rid of that problem as well. Make America poor again, I guess, even though I'm not American. Even freedom would be restored, in a way. All that Orwellian bullshit is only possible because the government has too much money and time to waste.

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ffc1fd No.7539

File: daad1ee80f5fa76⋯.mp4 (323.73 KB,854x480,427:240,thirsty mario.mp4)

>>7525

>I'm too drunk to be posting anything, but I'll do it anyway. It's a nice challenge.

Cheers mate.

Maybe this belongs in the video game thread instead but eh.

>PS4

Never really liked PS3 and 4 as consoles, but they both got enough games I want to justify the purchases. Though getting the PS4 as "early" as I did was probably a mistake now that it's confirmed PS5 will be backwards compatible. However, it wouldn't surprise me if the PS5 is expensive as shit like the PS3 was now with Sony getting cocky again, and you don't know how the hardware's going to be or if it even gets any good games so whatever. I like PS4's controller though, the best Sony ever made, the touch pad is retarded but disregarding that the controller's comfy and high quality.

>since I refuse to install Windows 10. Not that likely, though, because I don't really care about new games,

Same, not touching 10. Gaming today isn't what it used to be. The only game that interest me so far this year is Sekiro and the only games I look forward to are Animal Crossing and Metroid Prime 4. And a new F-Zero because I can dream. Mario Maker 2 and Ghost of Tsushima might be cool. And we'll see what E3 brings, most likely disappointment.

Not counting handhelds, the Wii was the last console I actually liked even though it had it's flaws like

>The way that you are forced to use the wiimote to select things on the menus

Though compared to the Wii U the Wii's flaws were like nothing. I understand what Nintendo were thinking and going for with the gamepad, but I hate it. Clunky brick of a controller that you're forced to use, it constantly dies and you have to plug it into the wall to recharge it. And while DS and 3DS did dual screen gaming well by having the second screen directly under, the Wii U did it horribly by forcing you to look down. What they should've done was just making a GameCube 2 that was on par with the competition, with an upgraded GC controller and wiimotes as an option (like PS Move). Would've given them a head start in that generation and with Microsoft shitting the bed with the Xbox One reveal, it probably would have sold a lot more. To make the Wii it's own console instead of making the wiimote an accessory to the GameCube and just going their own way that generation was financially a smart move. But trying to do it again and getting the smartphone and iPad normalfags by having a "tablet" as a controller, but at the same time trying to get the hardcore crowd as well was retarded.

>Brawl

Is the second best and most underrated Smash. When it comes to the fighting itself, as well as the online, 4 and Ultimate are better, but Brawl (and Melee) had lots to do as a single player and they were fun. 4 and Ultimate barely has anything and what they have is boring. Have barely touched Ultimate since it just felt like more of the same but less fun and with less soul. Might go back for the online but single player is useless.

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ffc1fd No.7540

File: 94605c31f24c716⋯.jpg (14.69 KB,480x360,4:3,rollingrockonrollnrocker.jpg)

>F-Zero GX and Super Monkey Ball, some of my favorite games ever made

My man.

>The Switch isn't even worth considering, since it doesn't have anything that interests me and it seems to be pretty flimsy to me

Since the gamepad made me play the Wii U less than I've would've wanted, the Switch was worth it. I think the only two really good titles left as exclusive to the Wii U are Splatoon (the first one is better than the second, except for the controls) and Super Mario 3D World. It also doesn't force it's gimmicks on you. The Switch and it's accessories does feel flimsy and lower quality for being a Nintendo system. Not bad but worse than anything before.

>My favorites are probably the American 2, Land 2 and Sunshine, then Galaxy after those. That opinion is probably triple heresy somehow

I'd call it good taste. Sunshine might be the best 3D Mario, or Galaxy or 64, hard to choose. Odyssey isn't as good but still very nice. First game I played was Super Mario Bros on the NES so I've liked Mario since, though I don't like how Mario and his games became more and more safe and generic after the release of New Super Mario Bros. Odyssey and Mario Kart 8 are very good, but most other Mario titles doesn't have the same charm anymore and even as games they are worse, comparing old Mario parties or sports to the new ones.

>Some of my favorite AVGNs are from just a few years ago (Seaman, Hong Kong 97, Big Rigs, and maybe a few others)

Feels like the quality is all over the place with Cinemassacre nowadays. Those three are classics, and I really liked the Mega Man and EarthBound ones myself, but the one with Macaulay Culkin was the worst yet. Just put Mike in a suit if guests really are needed.

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ffc1fd No.7541

File: c53d1531bc15076⋯.jpg (169.51 KB,600x700,6:7,4e881f42e924505249d68e3d44….jpg)

>>7527

>I can't stand those cunts and their thirsty betas and white knights.

What's funny is that the hag's current husband is a beta white knight, but it's obvious she only likes him as her slave. He seems fine with it though since he's a natural-born cuck, or he's just too retarded to notice, and he probably does get cucked too.

>Hell, some employers even refused to hire men. If you're a woman, you're fine,

Like how this hamburger place over here refused to hire white men because that wasn't diverse enough, you don't even get to flip burgers anymore. I've noticed this prioritisation of women wherever I go ever since school. Being a white male, especially if poor and disabled in any way, is the true hard mode in the west today. Society expects you to be a normal functioning hard working man, while women and immigrants are seen as victims and gets to live easier. Just trying to get on autismbux so you don't starve to death is a huge battle. Also, women should go back to being women. Feminism, sexual revolution/liberation and propaganda ruined them.

>You don't even have to care about that. You are not obligated to care about anything.

Of course you're not obligated to anything, not in the modern world, but I meant more how a better world should work. Treat others how you want to be treated yourself, if people treat you like shit, well an eye for an eye. After being treated like shit in a liberal shithole for all my life, I despise most people as well. With family I meant the nuclear family, wife and kids. The only family I have is my mother, who thankfully kind of knows what's up with the world and understands that men have a harder time today.

>Scaling down is better than scaling up (and that is easy to see, I like people here, on a small board, while big boards tend to be full of people that I despise).

Same, most of the times, the bigger a community is the shittier it is. Plus the fact that I dislike too big communities both because of the amount of people and because they move way too fast. That's one reason to why I miss the old internet. However, I am of the opinion that every race and every people should be kept separated and that countries helped with that as well as creating a sort of national solidarity and kinship. ("Solidarity", a word commies and progressives love to use, but obviously hate to practice.) While you still can see this in parts of eastern Europe, it is mostly gone in the west today, with westerners becoming self-hating cucks, gladly tearing apart what their forefathers had built just to virtue signal how Tolerant™ they are. Multiculturalism and multi-ethnic societies do not work, and being a sperg, having all kinds of people around you that don't even speak your language, this makes the sensory overload and the anxiety even worse.

And while I like what my native land once was and it's history and culture, people really are not the same anymore. Here in the Nordic countries people were more like the Japanese, humble, melancholic and introspective, this started to change with the boomer generation, and more and more so during the years, the more mainstream media and politicians got a hold of people's lives. People have become stuck-up faggots, shallow degenerates and as said self-hating cucks that happily throw their own people under the bus, disregarding the imported skyrocketing crime rates, so they can pat themselves on the back and tell themselves how kind-hearted and merciful they are, while getting good boy points from their overlords. Especially so here in Sweden, and I would guess less so in Finland (so far). So in the modern world, the people I can relate to the most in spirit and mindset are the Japanese and I would gladly move there if I could and had the chance, this would probably make me a hypocrite and defeatist in some eyes but I don't give a shit. But as I said earlier (I think I did), you won't get any change with the "democratic" system of today and actually caring feels so wasted when the majority of your own people actually wants this. Either they actually do want it or maybe they are too afraid to be called racists or ebil natsees so they rather live with it. When you look at the results for last year's election and the EU election now, the only two parties that aren't traitors and complete shit didn't even get 1% together, and the participation is still fairly high at 87%. There are still good, reasonable Swedes, but the majority are blind sheep that follow their leaders no matter what. I guess the term Stockholm syndrome is fitting.

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ffc1fd No.7542

>>7541

Continued because the body was too long.

My political stance today is leave me alone and let me be a manchild, though I sympathise the most with what normalfags call the "far-right". As well as other shut-ins, autists, or anyone that have been dealt a bad hand in life or by society. Although I wouldn't even call having a conservative/old fashioned/traditional/nationalist or whatever mindset and values "right wing" or anything political at all. What I see as the political sides are commies and capitalists, two sides of the same oppressive coin that can go fuck each other. All in all, I'm the same today, I don't really care anymore. And I'll also say this, if normalfags are so afraid of nazis, then they probably should stop trying to recreate the degenerate 1920's.

>though I would call that being reasonable, unnecessary change is always bad, and has ruined everything

You seem pretty reasonable to me, and yes, in 99,9% of times, change is unnecessary and bad. Don't fix what's not broken.

>Even immigration issues only happen because stupid people have too much money.

If boomers and women stopped giving money to gypsy beggars, they would go home. And if society stopped handing out welfare to "refugees" as soon as they crossed the border, they would stop coming.

Sorry for the long blog tirade, I'm usually like >>7233 and >>7239 but having a bottle sometimes makes you do the big think.

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cc2fda No.7543

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>>7539

>Maybe this belongs in the video game thread instead but eh.

Well, just say that it's my fault. I always go off topic. It's what I do.

>the touch pad is retarded but disregarding

The fact that this exists makes me irrationally angry. But not as much as the thing on the back of the Vita. I don't know if I could own something like that. It's so retarded that all of my body physically reacts with rejection.

>The only game that interest me so far this year is Sekiro

I don't know anything about it, but maybe it will interest me if I loon into it. It's a From game, right? Very low expectations. I played Dark Souls 2 and hated it, and I still haven't player 3, but it doesn't sound great to me. Not sure that I would like Bloodborne either. Those people just seem incapable of seeing what actually made Demon's Souls and Dark Souls special in the first place, so I don't expect much from them.

>Metroid Prime 4

That's a thing that exists? I only played the first one. Originally on the GameCube, but I hated the controls and never even finished the tutorial area. Then I beat it on the Wii. The motion controls work, but they are still a pain in the ass so I never played the second game. Probably never will. I would rather just played Super Metroid again, or Zero Mission. Or even just beat the original again. I would take it over Metroid II, though, that game was kind of a pain in the ass to beat. Insanely difficult to navigate because it's all gray (because it's a GB game), and the "bosses" are all nothing. Not bad, but I don't want to do it again. Still, it's a ridiculously impressive game. I don't know how they did it. It's absolutely insane that they could make a game like that for the Game Boy. That game is massive.

>And a new F-Zero because I can dream.

I hope they never make a new F-Zero. I just assume that they will ruin it somehow. Besides, it's incompatible with current Nintendo. Their games are made for casuals, and F-Zero was never that kind of game. Besides, GX was already a Sega game (originally an arcade game). Nowadays, when I think F-Zero, I think Sega. As it is now, it's a perfect franchise, and the final game was incredible. That's a good way to end it. I still have to go back to the older games, actually. Never beat them on Master. I only played them on Expert, originally, and then when I played GX, I finally beat the whole game on Master, and it was one of the best things that I have ever done.

>Clunky brick of a controller that you're forced to use

Conceptually it sounds better than the Wii to me, because at least the touchscreen can be useful, specifically for maps, so you don't have to pause the game to see where you are. And I think enormous controllers are pretty cool. But the battery life is obviously a problem. I am the kind of guy that never uses anything wireless, because I just hate having to think about that kind of stuff, like battery life. Wires can be a pain in the ass, but they are better in every way.

>What they should've done was just making a GameCube 2 that was on par with the competition, with an upgraded GC controller and wiimotes as an option

Yes, that's what my Nintendo would have done. But by that point, it was a different Nintendo, with different priorities, and a different target audience.

>like PS Move

The Hitachi Magic Wand controller. I wonder if it vibrates. It probably doesn't, but it should.

>the Xbox One reveal

That's the last video game thing that I paid any attention to.

>Is the second best and most underrated Smash.

I liked Brawl quite a bit, and maybe that's because I'm only a single player guy, though I did play that disastrous online multiplayer. I am obviously not a multiplayer guy. I have never had a friend to play offline multiplayer with, so maybe that's why I had more fun with Brawl than a lot of other people. Melee was fun as well, I unlocked everything, but I probably can't fully appreciate that game since I never played against other people. And I never played against the AI a whole lot, trying to get really good, because that's how I played the N64 SSB, so I guess I just had enough of that before even playing Melee. The two first games are probably a lot more fun if you play with other people. Just like fighting games, that I also play by myself. I just 1cc them if I can (most of them are just impossible unless you are ridiculously good, probably from playing against other people, that are also skilled), and that's all I do.

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cc2fda No.7544

File: cd2c08754bcd9c1⋯.mp4 (6.75 MB,1280x720,16:9,supra mayro 64 trailer-1eO….mp4)

>>7540

>I don't like how Mario and his games became more and more safe and generic after the release of New Super Mario Bros.

That's pretty much how I feel. Mario has been doing the same thing for so long that it kinda hurt the games that did it first. It made the American 2 more interesting, though, just because it's the one game that feels nothing like the others, since it's still a unique experience, because it's basically a Doki Doki Panic hack (but that game was already kinda made do feel a little bit like Mario, from what I remember, so they were always related). The Mario Land games on Game Boy are also pretty damn unusual. Always liked them a lot. I had a GBC back in the day, so I played the first game many times. The second game is really cool, though. Very impressive as well, just like Metroid II. Also Wario's first appearance, and Wario is cool. Sunshine is my favorite 3D Mario. It's just the one that I had the most fun with.

>really liked the Mega Man and EarthBound ones myself

I haven't watched them. Whenever I decide to watch something that they make these days, it tends to be James and Mike. Maybe I will go back and watch the AVGNs that I have missed, if they get my attention somehow. Maybe with Board James coming back, or maybe more videos with Bootsy, because he's cool. I don't watch that many video game videos, actually. Even when I still watched most of their stuff, I only watched that and LordBBH, a speedrunner or two a little bit, and CGR (his old videos were especially fun) before it went to shit and died? Technically LGR, but that channel barely has anything to do with games. I'm there for weird shit and computers. Now I barely watch anything about games at all. Except rewatching some old stuff that still exists (it's painful to think about how much good stuff from like, 10 years ago, that I could have downloaded, but never did, and now it's gone). I always liked videos that are just some weird guy rambling (well, including LPs made by guys with like, 10 subscribers, that I watched a long time ago), but that's not a thing anymore, so I don't even have that.

My relationship with gaming in general has changed quite a bit. I don't care that much about playing that many games. I just randomly decide to play something and I play it all the time for months until I get really good and then just stop. I have been playing Contra since the beginning of this month, actually. I just play it once or twice pretty much every day. The original goal was to beat it without dying, but then I remembered that the game keeps getting harder every time you beat it (at least in the Japanese version), so now my goal is to get all six flags without continuing. When you beat the game, there is a flag on the helicopter, during the final cutscene, and every time you beat it again, a new flag is added, and it goes up to six. Until that point, the game gets harder every time. Almost finished the third cycle, in my previous attempt. Not using continues, though, so it's even harder. Also, I'm recording every attempt. I lost all of my videos in 2017, so I guess it's time to make a new collection. Just something that I like to do. I set a goal, and if I can record it, then it's kinda like an achievement. Recording gameplay tends to make me play like shit, though, so it's even more difficult. One of the videos that I lost was the final stages of Ninja Gaiden, and I beat all three final bosses in a row without dying. Probably the most difficult one to replace. Everything else should be easy. The conditions aren't ideal, though. I can't use my CRT, for instance. It's difficult to describe my problem, because it's related to my furniture, that I designed myself, so I can't explain in detail unless I draw it again. Basically, a lot of cables are too short, so I need extension cables. But that costs money, and I hate buying things. I already bought some of them, but the seller didn't ship them. Buying things is such a pain. Actually, I haven't played arcade games in half a year because of these issues. Kind of a shame. Especially since I was playing TGM2+ and actually getting to the credits pretty frequently. It gets ridiculously fast. Not many games like that out there, unfortunately. Actually, that's the kind of game that the CRT could really help with. I can't play it now, though, unfortunately.

>Just put Mike in a suit if guests really are needed

Not a fan of guests either. I remember seeing the thumbnail for one of the newer videos, that had a guest, and it just made me suddenly feel very tired.

>>7541

>she only likes him as her slave

Not uncommon. Most women are only interested in men that they can use. I think if you want a good woman, you're better off being poor, or at least pretending to be poor. There are women that think that men that live with very little are cool (well, they are, wage slaves are just lame), and I guess those are the good ones.

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cc2fda No.7545

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>>7541

>Society expects you to be a normal functioning hard working man, while women and immigrants are seen as victims and gets to live easier. Just trying to get on autismbux so you don't starve to death is a huge battle.

And that is all I want. I want to have as little to do with society as possible. Even if I end up having to get a job to survive eventually, it will have to be something that lets me stay away from people and their bullshit. I don't care about money, it doesn't matter. Success in society if failure, by my standards. I just want to live outside of it, or right on the border. Actually, I do have some ideas that could make a lot of money, but it's just a pain in the ass. And I don't want to deal with the government and taxes (fucking government homework) and that kind of shit, so fuck that. If you're too productive, society will punish you and give you a bunch of bullshit to deal with. I want to stay away from that as well, and from all of the bureaucracy that gets in the way on matter what you try to do. It's hell. Honestly, society is the reason why I don't work. I don't actually mind working, as long as I can avoid stress. It could even be relaxing. But that will never happen. People won't allow it, so fuck it, I'm not leaving my room until I'm absolutely screwed, and even in that case I might just choose to kill myself, if I can't find a way to survive that doesn't make me miserable. It's awful. Just give me the money and die. That's all I have to say to these people.

>Also, women should go back to being women.

They would still be shit. Good women are rare, and they pretty much have to be weird and not exactly liked by society. Maybe a little insane. Women just tend to be boring and shallow, at best, because they tend to be so average and so standardized (since even nature thinks that men are disposable, so we are experimented on a lot more). No value at all, except for reproduction, and reproduction is a mistake.

>Treat others how you want to be treated yourself, if people treat you like shit, well an eye for an eye.

I don't do that, because people are not equal. I would treat people like me how I want to me treated, maybe (even that is not necessarily the case, since no one will ever be exactly like me). My default is to not be an asshole, because it just doesn't benefit anyone, and I don't want people to notice that I exist. You really want to avoid attention, if you don't want trouble. Honestly, people would be easier to deal with if we just legalized murder. Safety would be gone, of course, but I bet that people would behave much better. The idiots would quickly be dealt with. That's the default state of civilization, actually. In a small village, murder doesn't even have to be illegal. It's just basic logic, and more of a natural law. You kill someone and other people don't like it, well, you're dead. It's just self-defense on a group level. You defend your people. Basic stuff. If you really think about this, laws are extremely artificial, and a society like this one could never exist without very strict laws.

>That's one reason to why I miss the old internet.

It was good because few people had access to it, and most of those people understood that bringing real life into it was a stupid and reckless idea. There was some kind of natural selection going on there.

>However, I am of the opinion that every race and every people should be kept separated

The real problem is that immigration is too easy now, so it's just a bunch of troublemakers following the money. I wouldn't have a problem with one guy from a shitty country moving in because he hates his own people and appreciates a foreign culture a lot more, and you're initially kinda suspicious because he clearly doesn't belong there, but then you see that he's cool and just ignore the race thing (I may have more in common with a guy like that than with some white normalfag, even with race being a barrier). The problem is that this isn't what happens. You get thousands of scumbags (normalfags, by their standards?) moving in for the easy money and ruining everything, just like they do in their own countries. They are really just trying to establish their own shit cultures wherever they live.

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cc2fda No.7546

>>7541

The people that should be leaving their own countries (like some guy from the middle east that has an enormous video game and anime collection and doesn't believe in any religious bullshit, a guy like that wouldn't be a problem at all, and you have probably seen pictures of people like that, and they can't exactly be compared to some smelly Muhammed) may even be doing it less, because they know that immigration is a huge issue now, and that they would be associated with this. It sucks. In a way, money even ruined immigration, just like it ruined the internet (the internet doesn't really have borders if you can speak English, and people have always been able to get along when it was a small group of a particular kind of person, that could be from anywhere). Basically, the world is just shit, and money might actually be the root of all evil at this point. That's the biggest problem here. As I said before, maybe poverty is what we need. Maybe we just have too much for our own good. Hell, entertainment is free, at this point. Being poor can be pretty comfortable today. Personally, I would just go wherever people that I like are, if I could. I wouldn't want anything to do with most people no matter where I lived, so that makes sense. That's why I say I don't care about countries anymore. Of course, people that I like are more likely to be from some countries than from other countries, but still, you get my point.

>having all kinds of people around you that don't even speak your language, this makes the sensory overload and the anxiety even worse

Of course. I have nothing to do with normalfags at all, so being around them makes me feel uncomfortable, especially in huge numbers. I have even less in common with a bunch of lunatics from a crazy, dangerous cult, so those people are definitely even worse.

>Here in the Nordic countries people were more like the Japanese, humble, melancholic and introspective,

That's what I thought your people were like before these issues got really out of control. Before this became so obvious, that's what everyone assumed, I think.

>So in the modern world, the people I can relate to the most in spirit and mindset are the Japanese and I would gladly move there if I could and had the chance

I wouldn't. That would make me feel very uncomfortable. I can easily imagine a Japanese version of myself seeing a white guy like me and thinking that I must be one of THOSE people. White people have a very bad reputation in most of Asia, because of tourist scum, and people that live there, of course. Besides, I don't want the attention. I would stick out too much, I'm clearly not one of them. Also horribly destructive cultural influences (western bullshit, including immigration, and excessive capitalism are going to kill Japan, that's my prediction, if you can even call it that). Are you ready to watch Chinese anime? Because in a decade, maybe that will be your best option. Also, money is ruining Japan. Every attempt of improving their economy will just make things worse. I bet that they will just keep becoming poorer and poorer. Their country is already a corporate hellhole, and it will only get worse. When I still studied economics, they were then most indebted country on Earth (debt to GDP). Their definition of a person is basically "a being that pays taxes and creates offspring that will pay even more taxes". Fuck Japan. They suck. They still make cool stuff, so I don't shit on them too much, but it's a terrible country in many ways. Again, poverty is the solution. I hope their entire country goes bankrupt (but just because I really care about them, it's for their own good). Well, not that it matters. Survival is always optional. Countries don't have to survive. It's not mandatory.

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cc2fda No.7547

>>7542

>My political stance today is leave me alone and let me be a manchild,

That's a good stance. Then can blame you for the harm that they do to themselves, but it doesn't hurt anyone, does it?

>I sympathise the most with what normalfags call the "far-right"

I kinda realize that I hate at least half of even those people, so I can't exactly say that. I did go to /pol/ for years, but I haven't been there in years. Got along with around half of the people there. If nothing has changed, I'd say that if any board out there is definitely not one person, that would be /pol/. As far as they are concerned, I am a huge degenerate, though, so I don't think as many of them would be fine with me at this point. I actually want society to die, and if humanity disappears, great. There is a lot of greatness in our history, but that's just an exception to the rule. Humanity is fucking dog shit. Normalfags have always been the way they are now, even in ancient history. Our elites have been great, but mostly very briefly. Basically, I fully realized that even white people are just shit, for the most part. The best people that humanity has produced have always been weirdos and outcasts (many of which didn't have a very good relationship with their own society, and frequently were huge critics of their own people). There is no reason to really care about any of this. I hate imagining history being destroyed, so I hope the art and architecture lasts until the very end, but humanity has to disappear. Genetics don't even matter, because without natural selection, we will continue to become more and more fucked up over time. Humanity pretty much needs genetic engineering to survive, at this point, but I don't think people are competent enough to control this. Besides, technology will kill freedom and probably even destroy us, so needing more of it is definitely a bad thing. Other than that, I'm basically just a hedonist. Not a shallow hedonist, but still, I only do things for my own enjoyment. At this point, the kind of guy that thinks that not being able to masturbate to something is just a nuisance. It would be convenient if we could masturbate to everything. If I could fap to the feeling of starving to death, then I would never have to worry about survival. Or just what Diogenes said. "If only it were as easy to banish hunger by rubbing the belly as it is to masturbate." I don't even think this is depressing. Being alone is depressing, but I'm not particularly unhappy with just doing the increasing number of things I do. Not having money isn't a big deal either. A lot of what I have was free anyway. The only downside is that I can't build robots and drones for fun. Maybe a robowaifu to talk to, I don't know.

This is way too long. It will be mildly annoying to skip, for people that just don't care about any of this.

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ffc1fd No.7553

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>>7543

>>7544

>It's a From game, right?

Yes. Sekiro looks like a good game from what I've seen. I haven't really played any Souls games even though I've been interested since Demon's Souls was released. But from what I've heard Dark Souls 2 is supposedly the worst game in the series.

>I would rather just played Super Metroid again

Great game. Prime 1 and 2 were great too. Won't get my hopes up for the fourth one (still have only seen the logo), but we'll see.

>Still, it's a ridiculously impressive game. I don't know how they did it. It's absolutely insane that they could make a game like that for the Game Boy. That game is massive.

I miss when new games used to be mind-blowing, it stopped being impressive with the PS3 and 360.

>As it is now, it's a perfect franchise, and the final game was incredible

This is true, one of few franchises were every single game is great. Though I've never really played the GBA ones outside of testing them out emulated but I remember them being good. The three main games are top-notch.

>The Hitachi Magic Wand controller. I wonder if it vibrates. It probably doesn't, but it should.

I loved how Sony's fanboys called the wiimote a dildo and then got a magic wand of their own.

>I have never had a friend to play offline multiplayer with

Neither have I, probably the reason why I enjoyed Melee and Brawl as much as I did. Used to beat the shit out of the hardest AI back then, but when I tried the latest Smash online I got my shit handed to me, I'll blame shit connection.

>Also Wario's first appearance, and Wario is cool

Sad that Wario got relegated to the WarioWare series (which started out great but kind of sucks today) and that the last real Wario game was 11 years ago. Would've liked an RPG or just another Land with Wario and Waluigi, but that's a pipe dream.

>it's painful to think about how much good stuff from like, 10 years ago, that I could have downloaded, but never did, and now it's gone

Same, I've been too lazy to download lots of stuff that's now gone. And I've lost lots of stuff as well since I've been too lazy/too poor to back-up everything. I remember watching CGR way back, used to be good but yeah I think it went to shit and died, have no idea what they're doing now. A newer channel I like is Spawn Wave, good videos about games and tech by someone who's clearly actually interested, and you also get the gaming news read to you without any political bullshit.

>the game keeps getting harder every time you beat it

>One of the videos that I lost was the final stages of Ninja Gaiden, and I beat all three final bosses in a row without dying.

Good luck with mastering Contra. I think Mike mentioned that game getting harder each time in one of their latest Monday videos. That sucks with Ninja Gaiden, but you can do it again if you faito. Should try to beat something myself since it's been a year since last.

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ffc1fd No.7555

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>>7545

>I think if you want a good woman, you're better off being poor, or at least pretending to be poor.

True, the more succesful you are the more roast beef sandwich you'll have orbiting your wallet. Being a manchild loser without any money is a good thot repellant. However I'd think that the good women that are, are recluses just like us, living with their parents, so I'd guess the chances of meeting one while being locked up inside yourself is pretty slim.

>You kill someone and other people don't like it, well, you're dead.

When the boomers were young they could just leave their doors unlocked because no one (except lunatics) would even think about breaking in. You can't do that anymore or else you'd get Somali pirates walking in like they own the place to steal or fuck you up.

There was also this story in the news not too long ago about some teenage girl getting raped by an Afghan and instead of calling the cops that wouldn't do more than give him a slap on the wrist, the father and his friends went to beat the shit out of him. Of course they were punished for it.

>Also horribly destructive cultural influences (western bullshit, including immigration, and excessive capitalism are going to kill Japan, that's my prediction

Well, they are going to go after the east when the west has fallen. South Korea is already pretty far gone to be honest.

>I'd say that if any board out there is definitely not one person, that would be /pol/.

True, ironically the most diverse boards, I also think the "right" is more fragmented than the left at this time. I still lurk both on here and on four since they're two of few places I can tolerate, even if too big and too fast. Kinda nice when someone starts a "redpilled games/anime/cartoons/music" thread and you get a better thread with less idiots than on the topic's own boards. That's not saying that the /pol/s aren't filled with retards though.

And society dying, I don't think we'll ever see an uprising akin to Germany in the early 1930's. Sure there are the Yellow Vests, but people are too cucked and the powers that be has a too tight stranglehold on the world to allow for that to happen. Trump was the closest in modern times, but still he was just another rich upper class man and what he promised was just baby steps, and I think he has shown now once and for all that there are no political solution. Today I probably would just meme vote for a candidate/party like Andrew Yang if there was one. I don't even follow American politics that closely anymore because why care, but $1000 in free neetbux sounds like a good deal even after an inevitable inflation, and if it helps crash society, good. More of the same, or more of the same + $1000. You're fucked either way so why not get a bag of money while being fucked and watching the world burn. Yellow man good.

>This is way too long. It will be mildly annoying to skip, for people that just don't care about any of this.

Had typed up a longer reply some days ago but my laptop froze, so this is what I remember because I'm too tired and as to not blog ramble and clog up the thread too much.

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cc2fda No.7556

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>>7553

>But from what I've heard Dark Souls 2 is supposedly the worst game in the series

I can't imagine that anything else could be worse. I only played DeS, DaS and DaS2. Dark Souls is my favorite.

>called the wiimote a dildo

It more like an NES controller, except narrow and bad.

>when I tried the latest Smash online I got my shit handed to me, I'll blame shit connection.

Brawl's online multiplayer was absolutely atrocious. I played it quite a bit, considering that it barely even worked. I like lower tier characters like Ganondorf, and for some reason they worked well for me when I played online (Ike was even better, I think, though I don't remember if he was low tier). Maybe hitting like a truck is just better against multiple people. I'm the kind of guy that plays with pretty much every character, though. I kept picking weaker characters until I lost, that was my method. My least favorite character was Meta Knight, funnily enough. Just because his attacks don't feel very satisfying. I like heavier, slower attacks.

>an RPG

Reminds me of Paper Mario. Never played those (haven't played many Mario spinoffs), but Nintendo completely ruined the series, from what I heard. I should play the old ones. I have never done because in my mind, they can't possibly beat Super Mario RPG. Actually, that reminds me of Booster. He kinda looks like Wario.

>And I've lost lots of stuff as well since I've been too lazy/too poor to back-up everything.

Well, now you can just use youtube-dl, so it's easier. Still, I lost things that I didn't have to just because I was too lazy to try this thing out as soon as I heard about it.

>gaming news

I don't keep up with anything. It's just not worth it because this industry just sucks. I avoid news in general, actually.

>I think Mike mentioned that game getting harder each time in one of their latest Monday videos.

If he knows about that, he may actually do it soon. Sounds like something that he would do. Pretty sure that it's only on the Japanese version, though. I haven't played the American version in a long time (the Japanese version is superior), so I don't know what happens. Maybe it gets harder, but only once. I have no idea.

>Should try to beat something myself since it's been a year since last.

It has been a while since I have played a game that I never beat before. I beat Contra before, so it's nothing new. I just felt like playing it, but better this time. Don't really feel the need to play that many new games, though. Improving my skills is a better goal, and I think taking your time can be more helpful than just playing a bunch of new games in a row. I kinda admire people that play games for score, but I don't do that very frequently (mostly when I play Atari).

>>7555

>I'd guess the chances of meeting one while being locked up inside yourself is pretty slim

I think the only way is to attract one to you, probably making something cool online, and becoming an autism magnet. In my case, my goal is to know a shitload about technology and maybe I will learn Japanese (and become a weeb god), so I will be extra cool in the future (well, by my standards), so I guess I could attempt something in the future. I have a lot of ideas. But women can't do that so easily, because no matter what they do, and no matter where they do it, there will instantly be thousands of thirsty betas around them. Actually, this must be one of the worst things about being a woman. Much harder to avoid attention, especially attention that they don't want. This benefits normalfag women, because they have no standards beyond how much money a guy seems to have, or status, or something else like that. For weird women, it must be one hell of a curse.

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cc2fda No.7558

>>7555

>the father and his friends went to beat the shit out of him

Maybe killing him (after beating the shit out of him, of course) would have been better, in this case. Riskier, but dead people can't go to the pigs. Also a lot more productive. Now he can come get revenge whenever he wants, but this time with guns, and friends, and he will probably just keep raping anyway. I can't see how you can have a daughter today and let her leave the house. Well, I guess I can, because normalfags are delusional. They still think their safety is guaranteed, somehow. Having children nowadays is a very irresponsible decision.

>South Korea is already pretty far gone to be honest

I don't know what is going on there right now. I stopped paying attention after they got rid of that feminist cunt.

>I also think the "right" is more fragmented than the left at this time

Well, especially when you consider that many of those people aren't right-wing at all. Personally, the definition that I accept is that the right believes in inequality (the extent varies, of course). A lot of those people believe in equality to some extent as long as it's within the race (or religion, which is even worse). Funnily enough, that could arguably make someone more left-wing than some actual communists, that only believe in equality as something that should be artificially created and enforced.

>I still lurk both on here and on four

I haven't been there in a long time. As soon as moot started fucking up, I just left immediately, and then some time later (I don't know how long, maybe a month or two) I heard about this place. It was the first exodus, or whatever people call it. Funnily enough, I didn't even know what the drama was all about until after I left. I didn't go to /pol/ very frequently back then. Only occasionally, because they posted a lot of funny stuff. Pretty much never visited /v/ either (well, except here, but I haven't done it in years because it's fucking shit), so I didn't know anything about GG drama. For some reason, video game boards have never been my thing, even though I probably have more bragging rights than the vast majority of people that go to those boards.

>$1000 in free neetbux sounds like a good deal even after an inevitable inflation, and if it helps crash society, good. More of the same, or more of the same + $1000. You're fucked either way so why not get a bag of money while being fucked and watching the world burn. Yellow man good.

I think this kind of socialism is inevitable anyway, so it doesn't even matter. Guaranteed minimum income will have to happen eventually, because robots are just better than humans in every way, for most tasks. The world is ridiculously overpopulated, there won't be enough jobs for everyone. Most people will be unemployed, in the future. New jobs will be created (that new equipment will inevitably require engineering and maintenance), of course, but not enough, since replacing shitty humans is the goal in the first place. We already have a massive amount of useless, fake jobs that only exist to keep people employed, and this is clearly unsustainable. Basically, there is no choice. Give them the money or crime will be their only option. Just pay people to not destroy society. Sounds fair to me.

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c0e455 No.7559

>>7558

>Basically, there is no choice. Give them the money or crime will be their only option. Just pay people to not destroy society. Sounds fair to me.

The problem is you're thinking like a sane human being and trying to figure out how the best way to deal with a bad situation. If you want to know what's going to happen, you need to think like an insane, demented psychopath.

>How tech's richest plan to save themselves after the apocalypse

http://archive.is/4SAG8

The ongoing plan is to build apocalypse-proof bunkers, completely destroy every trace of civilization and wipe out roughly 90% of the world's population, then use the technology preserved in the bunkers to enslave all survivors and rule over them as gods.

The latter half of that plan is doomed to failure, simply because the people enacting it are completely beyond reason; probably most of them (if not all) would die of drug overdose inside their bunkers, their lives' efforts having been completely in vain.

Whether the former half will work, I can't say. Things are being rushed considerably, I know that much, and the sudden shifts are causing complications.

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203447 No.7560

File: 9a62442b45dbefe⋯.jpg (34.79 KB,427x427,1:1,1537227525706.jpg)

>>7559

>Is Google really building Ray Kurzweil a home for his brain, and will his consciousness live through the transition, or will it die and be reborn as a whole new one?

Wow that's my dream right there, I absolutely loathe being alive but the thought of plugging my brain or transferring my consciousness to a super computer never fails to give me a raging boner.

>The Event. That was their euphemism for the environmental collapse, social unrest, nuclear explosion, unstoppable virus, or Mr Robot hack that takes everything down.

>They knew armed guards would be required to protect their compounds from the angry mobs. But how would they pay the guards once money was worthless? What would stop the guards from choosing their own leader? The billionaires considered using special combination locks on the food supply that only they knew. Or making guards wear disciplinary collars of some kind in return for their survival.

These people are out of their goddamn minds and I hope they get mauled by a horde of feral niggers when SHTF.

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cc2fda No.7561

>>7559

>you're thinking like a sane human being

Most people would probably think the opposite. Maybe being insane is just more rational than being sane. It's not uncommon for geniuses to be considered crazy. Sanity may actually be way too limiting. Billionaires tend to be delusional idiots, but most people think that you would have to be crazy to not waste your entire life making excessive amounts of money that you don't need and doing stupid narrow-minded shit that makes no sense. Maybe I'm the crazy one.

>completely destroy every trace of civilization and wipe out roughly 90% of the world's population

That part doesn't sound bad to me. The people that I like will never be on the winning side of anything, though. It's just how this planet works. I don't see how the future can possibly not be bad. We will keep developing more technology, and because of nature, freedom will have to be restricted more as it grows. It will give the individual more power, so the collective will have more excuses to restrict individual freedoms even more. Maybe I already made this point, but right now you could build a drone and easily use it to kill people with bombs or projectiles. You have that power right now. Only surveillance can really keep you from doing that. Freedom is fucked, unless humans are replaced. A next step in evolution is necessary, because we aren't meant to have as much power as we have. Maybe the Principality of Zeon is what we really need at this point, in a transitional period. Just kill the normalfags with Zakus, I guess. Well, my solution is just extinction. I don't think humanity has what it takes to save itself from the hell that it's creating for itself. The real problem here is that humans are shit, and also don't know when to stop. We just keep blindly moving "forward" regardless of the consequences. Well, I say "we", but I'm not involved in any of that. I am almost completely detached from whatever the dumb apes are doing.

>>7560

>the thought of plugging my brain or transferring my consciousness to a super computer never fails to give me a raging boner

Reminds me of Magi. I see the appeal, but I wouldn't accept that. No guarantees that I would be able to die if I wanted to. And it would be easy to change me against my will if I just became software in a machine. Then again, this is just assuming that I would die in the process, and that is not the case. If I could own a computer containing a copy of myself (it would still be me, just another variant), that could be pretty nice. But I can't say that I wouldn't change it, and try to make it better than the original.

A robot body would be more interesting, but only if external forces had no access. Then again, it would be cooler to do that if other people couldn't do the same, so if everyone could do it, it would lose a lot of the appeal. Can't be a robot superhero (well, potentially villain, from most perspectives, and it's not unlikely that I would just turn into a complete monster) with a huge arsenal of crazy weapons if everyone else is also a robot. Equality sucks ass, doesn't it? But it would still be nice. I could choose my own design, and live much longer, and just keep doing what I already do, and maybe upgrading my own hardware. Well, fighting other robots could be cool too. Actually, just the fact that I think this proves that maybe it's not something that humans should be able to do. Imagining being a robot, the first thing that I think is "it sure would be nice to use that to destroy everything that I dislike", not a good sign, is it?

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c0e455 No.7562

>>7561

>That part doesn't sound bad to me.

Don't get me wrong; I won't miss the current miserable, stagnant, unsustainable system when it inevitably collapses. What I take issue with is that it as things stand the system won't be replaced with something better, and in fact every person and scrap of knowledge that could ever lead to a better system will be destroyed by the bumbling idiots who currently rule the world in their attempt to force a "reset" that'd let them preserve their power.

>A robot body would be more interesting, but only if external forces had no access.

Personally, I always liked the idea of telerobotics. Fatal accidents would be reduced to minor nuisances; having to use your backup body until the replacement arrives. It'd probably even be possible to achieve without cybernetics, which would eliminate the "is it still me?" issue.

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ffc1fd No.7573

File: d0bb8531e5e917a⋯.jpg (115.96 KB,487x376,487:376,1541552775225.jpg)

>>7556

>My least favorite character was Meta Knight, funnily enough.

Same here, him and Sonic were probably the two I liked the least in that game. The slower characters actually did work better in Brawl's horrendous online.

>Nintendo completely ruined the series, from what I heard

They sadly did ruin Paper Mario, and the Mario & Luigi series seems mediocre at best now. Super Mario RPG was a great game and Mario & Luigi Superstar Saga too. I'd say that one is on par with Mario RPG or maybe even better, but that might be nostalgia talking. Still, both are very good. Paper Mario isn't even an RPG series anymore since they want to focus on the paper gimmick. Super Paper Mario is fine, but nowhere near the two "real" Paper Marios. I played a bit of it on the Wii but never beat it, and even with it being different it wasn't bad. But the newer ones look like shit. Like with most Mario games now it's the same with the RPG series, they lack the charm and "edge" they had before and feel more generic. I don't know if they don't dare to take any risks with Mario anymore, and if that's the case just make an edgy Wario & Waluigi RPG instead then. But then again, it's Nintendo so what the fuck.

>I avoid news in general, actually.

Ignorance is bliss.

>and becoming an autism magnet.

Heh. Would have no chance becoming an autism magnet myself with no skills and not wanting any attention.

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ffc1fd No.7574

File: 2e59923d64d9b10⋯.png (599.02 KB,550x1600,11:32,1547224114833.png)

>I can't see how you can have a daughter today and let her leave the house.

The least fitting people are always the ones having children. Though even if you did raise them well, you're still forced to send them to school here were they get raped by 30 year old "refugee children" while being fed propaganda and taught to love everyone but hate themselves, their parents and their own. You'll have to jump through a million hoops if you want to homeschool them and still be denied. Even without the propaganda and the risk you'll get your kids raped or beat up, forced compulsory education is still retarded.

>I don't know what is going on there right now. I stopped paying attention after they got rid of that feminist cunt.

I'd say South Korea probably is the most americanised and progressed non-western country. They also have some disgusting feminist organisations.

>or religion

The "right-wingers" I hate the most are the retards that only care for religion and act like that is the only problem in the world. All Christians are good and equal and there's no limit to how many Christian immigrants we can take from anywhere in the world, but still they call themselves "conservative". And of course Israel is our greatest ally and more important than your own people.

>Pretty much never visited /v/ either (well, except here, but I haven't done it in years because it's fucking shit), so I didn't know anything about GG drama.

Used to live on 4/v/ way back when it was comfy. I occasionally go back and realise immediately it's shit. Funnily enough I was the least interested in gaming when the GG drama was going down, so I never even got involved.

>Just pay people to not destroy society. Sounds fair to me.

Agree. Just looking at the shithole town I live in, with the flood of immigrants these past years, there are no jobs and no homes. The prices of homes and rent have skyrocketed. But society still wants you to get a job before even thinking about begging for neetbux, so your only choice then, if you're not "lucky" enough to get to wagecuck at a grocery store or as a burger flipper, would be to get a fake job for retards that still pay less than being a welfare kang would. Which this shithole thinks is good, because it makes the employment rate seem higher. Also cut down on or completely cut foreign aid, this only teaches third worlders to sit on their ass and do nothing while waiting for whiteys/yellows help, help which only leads them to multiply in their already overpopulated countries even faster. Better to give that money to your own.

>>7560

>These people are out of their goddamn minds and I hope they get mauled by a horde of feral niggers when SHTF.

This tbh.

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cc2fda No.7575

File: c5b551e40be1ea5⋯.jpg (127.41 KB,728x1049,728:1049,19.jpg)

>>7562

>the "is it still me?"

I think that's not really a problem. With that kind of technology, you could exist in multiple places at the same time. If the copies are independent, then they will technically still be you, or multiple different versions of you, but would become increasingly different over time (and if they are not, then you would end up becoming kind of a hive mind, controlling multiple bodies). Becoming anything else other than what you currently are (losing your human limitations would pretty much mean that you are no longer human) would be a huge change that would make you question your own identity. Your sense of self would have to change quite a lot. It would force you to realize that it was always kind of a vague concept anyway. It's not like you are ever the same person that you were just a moment before. And technically, every time you realize a possibility or make a choice, you are killing every other version of yourself, or preventing their existence. Your current self is always the possibility that happened to defeat every other possibility, while your past selves are dead, and the alternatives that didn't succeed just continue to be pure potential, I guess. Having copies of yourself all over the place would allow more possibilities to actually happen. Every version of a person that failed to manifest in this reality would have more chances to do so. Kinda interesting. Maybe I would want that, not too sure that it's worth doing when you can create something better than yourself. Just creating myself would be kind of a biased and irrational thing to do. I can easily imagine other beings that would deserve to exist a lot more than I do.

>>7573

>The slower characters actually did work better in Brawl's horrendous online.

Tiers didn't seem to matter that much. I used some high tier characters, like Marth and Snake, but it really didn't matter that much considering how much I won using Ganondorf, and he was supposed to be the worst. Really fun, though. Characters that hit really hard are fun to use. Time an attack well enough and you can take out all three opponents in one hit.

>But then again, it's Nintendo so what the fuck.

That's how I feel. I just don't trust them to do anything well.

>Ignorance is bliss.

Not even detrimental in my case. I know where things are going, so nothing that people tell me ever surprises me. No reason to really pay attention to any of that.

>Would have no chance becoming an autism magnet myself with no skills and not wanting any attention.

Well, attention on the internet is easier to deal with. And I feel the need to create something anyway, because I have a lot of ideas. I think it's related to age, because this need has been growing considerably over time. A few years ago, I was fine with just enjoying entertainment, but that seems to be changing. I think that won't be enough in a few years. That's why I feel the need to learn more. I just need to have a lot of knowledge about a lot of things. Skills as well. It's just something that my mind seems to be asking for.

>>7574

>you're still forced to send them to school

There is no way in hell that I could do that. Having children is pretty evil, but even adoption would be a problem in my case. I don't think I could let a kid interact with the outside world at all.

>I'd say South Korea probably is the most americanised and progressed non-western country.

Probably Worst Korea. But even China and Japan are very western in a way. Just look at how materialistic and greedy they are.

>The "right-wingers" I hate the most are the retards that only care for religion and act like that is the only problem in the world.

Those are the people that I argued with the most. Christianity and Islam are both like that. Hell, they used to be pretty much the same. Both religions spread the same way, and are similar to begin with.

>Used to live on 4/v/ way back when it was comfy.

I have never been much of a /v/ guy. There have always been very few threads that interested me, and they are generally about the same games. I posted the same exact thing so many times that it quickly got really boring. I also have no interest in anything new, and talking about video games in general isn't very common, so it's just not my thing. It's really weird, because I can talk about games forever, but video game boards never seem to give me anything to talk about.

>Better to give that money to your own.

I was very against socialism in the past, but that was irrational, because fuck the economy. I was already kind of an accelerationist at the time, but now I'm fully committed. The economy has to die for its own sake. Our societies are garbage, and saving the economy won't change that. Personally, all I want is to distance myself from society as much as possible. Society is making this more difficult, but technology is making it easier.

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c0e455 No.7581

>>7574

>The "right-wingers" I hate the most are the retards that only care for religion and act like that is the only problem in the world. All Christians are good and equal and there's no limit to how many Christian immigrants we can take from anywhere in the world, but still they call themselves "conservative". And of course Israel is our greatest ally and more important than your own people.

None of those people care the tiniest iota about religion. Their holy book says that homosexuals should be put to death and women shouldn't be allowed to talk in public, and they don't even blink at lesbian priests. None of them are aware that John defined "antichrist" as "someone who claims to be a jew but is not and denies the existence of God"; they just line up to give their life savings and eternal loyalty to self-proclaimed "atheist jews". Repeated warnings about "false jews whose synagogues are synagogues of Satan" from the guy they supposedly worship, and they blindly believe that any arab with a goofy hat is a "jew" and let them build synagogues in their country. A specific warning not to be taken in by con artists who exploit the faithful: utterly ignored. The parable telling them that they'll face eternal damnation if they merely call themselves "Christian" and don't actually pay any attention to what they're supposed to be doing: equally ignored.

The virtue-signalling idiots running their country into the ground over nice-sounding ideas that have no bearing on reality are just that: virtue-signalling idiots. They are as incapable of having religion as they are of having common sense. Ideally, a eugenics program would keep the average IQ from dropping that low, but we're past the point where such a thing could even be fully comprehended, much less considered.

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251be8 No.7582

File: 08ec56eeda8d10f⋯.jpg (34.84 KB,500x500,1:1,Science V Religion flowcha….jpg)

>>7581

Just sounds like another dessert people religion. Everybody like to hate on the greatest game it town because they know they can't match it. Lefties love to hate because their god is a DSM5.PD.Cluster-B.Histrionic. Righties like to hate because they are afraid of monkeys (cough black people) and don't want to think that a money made them. They are both whinny incompetent children much too happy to masturbate compulsively. They don't invent smart-phones. They don't speak binary. They occasionally have a Flat Earther. They are just primitive people acting out their socially reinforced ethos of hate and conceitedness. They don't even stop on the way to check is the gravity is just right.

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c0e455 No.7584

File: cff813c7fb26fd1⋯.png (356.8 KB,313x557,313:557,Kike_Atheists_Collage.png)

>>7582

>Just sounds like another desert people religion.

No, you're thinking of atheism there. The Jews who became the Christians had blonde hair and blue eyes, and (when they had competent leadership) were the sworn enemies of the curly-haired, hook-nosed Baal cultists who regularly tried to usurp them.

Unless you genuinely believe that the arabs currently squatting on the Holy Land are completely honest, do not project their own misdeeds on others, and have shown no tendencies of trying to infiltrate, subvert, corrupt, and/or take over another race's society and culture? Normally I wouldn't imagine that anyone with the mental faculties to post on an imageboard could be that naive, but I must admit the facebook-tier I FUCKING LOVE SCIENCE!!! normalfag meme gives me pause.

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523aab No.7588

I just realized I've been a hikki for almost 4 years lmao. I thought I'm just a regular neet because I go out to buy food or get a haircut or to go to the cinema once a year or something. Oh well

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251be8 No.7589

File: 21f2cd72b72847f⋯.pdf (8.07 MB,8chan-hikki-general.pdf)

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d21d8e No.7595

File: 299dd4aef857d61⋯.jpg (211.82 KB,1280x1830,128:183,IMG_20171022_0041.jpg)

>>7589

I'm not part of this discussion/topic, but I just wanted to hop in and say that I like the pdf you made. I know its just a simple short word document but I feel comfy opening it up and reading it for some reason. its odd and stupid, I know but I like reading things that aren't more than 10 pages sorry if I'm coming across as some caveman brainlet being impressed seeing fire for the first time.

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0d4b63 No.7596

File: 319df193c693c20⋯.mp4 (5.96 MB,480x360,4:3,1522.21554.6182.5132.5143.….mp4)

have you guys noticed a distinct decrease in site quality this year? i think this website has grown massive. for fuck sakes i've seen like a dozen mbti posts this week. i get that it's my fault for mindlessly looking at nerv but jesus really mbti that old cancer is back again.

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251be8 No.7597

>>7595

No I'm really flattered. I agree, it's nice to have a concise document that isn't too fruity. Though at the same time is a real document.

Off topic, I actually use pandoc (https://pandoc.org/) to convert a markdown file to PDF. Pandoc does this with Latex, so that's why the PDF looks so posh. I don't mean to come off as highfalutin, I just love when the computer is a big toy and not a computer. I get that from using weird tools. >>7595

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ad42bd No.7669

what the fuck am i supposed to do? im fighting with my stupid fucking mom because shes "falling apart" blah blah blah, crying every day blah blah blah, i just want to be in my room and left the fuck alone. im on ssi, get $514 a month (yes ive posted here before so if you recognize the amount yeah its probably me) but thats not enough to afford a place _anywhere_. i live in a bumfuck small town that doesnt provide public housing/section 8 apparently, i called a "behavioral health" where the guy who answered was a fucking prick, anyway i asked them if they knew anything about any kind of housing for the mentally ill, told my dumb ass to call the hospital because they might fuckin know which i doubt.

man this fucking sucks. i just want a room. i want to be a nobody fucking loser in a room for my entire life until i can either fuckin kill myself or die of old age or some shit. i dont want to get in anyones way, i dont want to deal with or hear with other peoples problems, i just want to be by myself minding my own business. why is this so god damn hard?

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aee7e3 No.7673

>>7596

nice webm, do you have the source of the music?

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251be8 No.7674

>>7669

Give mom SSRIs

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6bdc1d No.7675

>>7669

With that kind of cash surely you could put something together. Even renting a room out of someone's house sounds a lot better than your situation and that's pretty common where I'm from

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39931c No.7787

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Spontaneously collapsed in a heap on the floor in my room tonight for what felt like hours, due to an overwhelming crescendo of the usual tension, boredom, misery, and all around general fatigue I feel every single day. Even after getting up, I still felt absolutely terrible. No reason as to why I wouldn't be, of course. No matter how awful I feel and no matter how long I choose to lay around with my face against the floor begging for a swift, unseen end to somehow finally come to me, inevitably, when I finally get up, I'll still be here. Trapped with my miserable little self, in my miserable little hole. I'm lost in a sea of my own restlessness and these waves of intensely painful sorrow I experience, intermingled with near bottomless sensations of emptiness, will never stop until I'm dead. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't always feel like shit, only to be broken up by moments like these where I really, REALLY feel like shit. The insufferable miasma of my own presence always hangs about me like a noxious, purple cloud and is totally inescapable. Truthfully, there never really is a moment where I don't feel at least slightly like crap. Hell, "slightly like crap", that'd be a good day, frankly.

In the end, my life is a tortuous grind towards nothing & nowhere that's worn my sanity & emotions down to flakes of dust, but I limp on enduring it becuase I'm still too timid to stick a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger. Why did this have to happen? Why did I need to come into this terrible world? How much longer must this go on for? How near or how far am I towards the ultimate end of all this awfulness? It all swirls around in my head like a centrifuge to the point of exploding, often taking the form of a throbbing headache, due to the palpable negative pressure it puts on my mind. I can quite literally feel the weight of my own thoughts, as if there's a tumor growing heavier & heavier within the confines of my skull. On that note, I hate myself & everything so much that I do seriously feel like I'm going to give myself brain cancer someday, assuming I haven't already. No matter what I say, it's never enough to properly convey how bad it all is. Perhaps nothing ever could. Even if I screamed at the top of my lungs & threw myself against the walls of my room 24/7, I'd still feel like I have duct tape over my mouth/soul. What else can be said, I guess. It'll only get worse, until the worst of all, only to be trumped by something even worse later on. That's all life will ever be to me. Damn it.

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36bc52 No.7944

actually interacting with people is too mentally exhausting its so much better to just stay inside the room and not go anywhere

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