R. I. P. to this good espresso machine. I just could not fix it a third time. Had to finally recycle it.
I thought I'd send out a request for some advice as I have no one to talk to anymore.
I'm in shock. My mom died like two weeks ago. Just suddenly collapsed and wasn't there anymore. And from the moment it happened it just got worse every single day. My family are the most disconnected from reality aristocratic sociopaths you could possibly imagine and they refuse to help me AT ALL.
I just can't function like this anymore. Stupid fucking courts have my mom's money completely tied up and I have no idea if I will see a single fucking dime before I have to fucking end it all.
I was supposed to be breaking out from under this mountain of icy bullshit. But i need money and I need to get away from this vile town that's getting consumed by the capital city. Is it like this everywhere in shitty horrible America, or can I just go to some podunk small town with no people and be happy?
I can't take it anymore. It's not bearable. My mom was the only person who helped me at all. Everyone else just leeches. I'm literally physically weakening from all this damn stress. Fuck these God damned Jews and Mexicans wrecking the entire Southeast region!
