I feel like I have been cursed.
The last curse that I remember was from a trans hooker, who wanted me to pay her for getting hooked. The only mistake I did, that evening is, take the wrong alley, in a new town. Her words were, "wait and watch, you shall fail in the last moment, for every scenario."
I have no clue, if I am being paranoid about so many failures, in the last moment, or is it the curse that is affecting me.
Can someone please, enlighten me with a way out of this loop of failures?
Why I feel I have been cursed?
1) I fail every fcuking time, exactly in the last fcuking moment. Something out of the box/exceptional comes up, and uproots my candidature.
2) A continuous feeling of.. something missing, a loss, or saddness sort of thing.
3) I tried all those methods available on clear net, to know if I am cursed. I succeeded in getting a strong positive, in all of them.
4) Stray dogs keep crying at night.. idk if that's anything, to do with me. But, that's happening now, so, I thought of mentioning.
Its been one whole year, I have been jobless, and people who were doing worse than me, have a better life now. I do not have the faith, or the strength anymore. Not a social animal either. People in my family are losing faith in me too.
Do curses exist? How to undo A very strong one?