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Existence in the public world 07/19/19 (Fri) 13:02:08 No.133548

I'm trying to figure out what to do with my life and I feel lost. About to go crazy.

As my contract is about to finish and I analyse what should I do next, I keep arriving at the same point.

There are billions being thrown around left and right purposelessly and I am stuck here with a vision, which is a result of a diligent, honest work, with which I can't do anything with, becasue it is too abstract to commercialize in the next 7 years.

1. I cannot just stop working, becasue I need money to eat.

2. I cannot go to work, becasue the stiff hierarchic structure does not allow strive for your vision. If I am to be honest, I will just get fired.

3. I can continue my research, but academia is just a circlejerk of connections

4. I can find some foundation to work on it, but I need money.

5. Investors have money, but they don't care about anything beyond that.

6. There are various insitutional funding opportunities, but they hire morons who can barely interpret their guidelines, let alone see the horizon. Taxpayer money being thrown into the trash.

7. I am not sure if I shouldn't just destroy my notes, becasue this research can be misused in the future, but then I'm back at point 1. But the fact that my publication has been rejected 3rd time suggests maybe it shouldn't be published.

So, you've got money, vision and brain. All are needed, but there always one missing.

Does it make sense?

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07/19/19 (Fri) 22:14:35 No.133563

this is really cool

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07/19/19 (Fri) 22:38:56 No.133566

perhaps distance yourself from the matrix and especially the financial matrix

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SAGE! 07/20/19 (Sat) 15:09:16 No.133588

>I need money

WRONG

You need food, a place to shit, a roof, clothes.

Rent/mortgage + property tax ain't shit. If it is, move somewhere cheaper.

If you are so smart, you should have savings. If you do not, you are an utter idiot.

Exoteric issues are solved exotericly. Esotercism and understanding consciousness won't do shit other than provide the logical justification that the shit is meant to be shit, an explanation you need because you can't trust the universe or yourself and thus your egotistical ass wants logic because faith isn't good enough. Sorry now I am rambling

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07/20/19 (Sat) 22:13:25 No.133654

>>133563

Glad it makes sense. I feel a bit lost in my own thoughts recently.

>>133588

In order to create environment around you, beyond private space, you need means of convincing people to give you their time. And that is money.

I wish I could separate esoteric stuff from work, but they just keep tangling up.

The worst thing about it is that I see that basically every problem we encounter is a result of someone somewhere choosing not to acknowledge something, out of lazines, or by design.

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07/20/19 (Sat) 22:42:04 No.133656

>>133654

>environment around you, beyond private space

What's the difference? There is no difference if you are being literal.

If you metaphorically mean trying to influence society or some such, that's a whole different ball game.

How can you find the solution if you haven't finished identifying the problem?

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07/21/19 (Sun) 14:22:36 No.133682

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>>133656

I think we'd need to define the concepts clearly to proceed.

In Greek world there was private space, where 'biological' life happened and public space, where bussiness (back then it was usually trading slaves) and politics happened, where e.g. women were not allowed.

In the last century they mix up, but there hasn't been enough time to tell if it's better.

So when it comes to biological survival, raising children, eating, celebrating your sociocultural life - you don't need money, some land with good soil and labour is enough.

But when it comes to the higher layers in the pyramide there is a split. On one side, you can focus inwards and explore the astral. But souls/spirits are so much better at that.

Having been born here, with a physical body, the actual existence in the public sphere, where politics and business hapens is possible - money is the blood of this system.

This world is broken (by design), but I chose to ignore it and do the best thing I believe is right.

And this leads me to this Gordian knot.

>>133656

>If you metaphorically mean trying to influence society or some such, that's a whole different ball game

How can one HONESTLY live while encountering this destructive information noise everyday?

I am trying to influence it however I can, but the system is just too broken.

I'll go marxist now, but the division of labour, wealth and since last century information are so imbalanced that lack of courage to commit mass suicides is the only thing that keeps it going.

An italian proverb says:

> Chi ha il pane non ha I denti, chi ha I denti non ha il pane.

Meainng:

> Who has bread, doesn't have teeth, who has teeth doesn't have bread.

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07/21/19 (Sun) 15:52:44 No.133683

>>133548

>1. I cannot just stop working, becasue I need money to eat.

You don’t need to work in the sense you are using in order to have money.

>2. I cannot go to work, becasue the stiff hierarchic structure does not allow strive for your vision. If I am to be honest, I will just get fired.

Only if you insist on being a self-aggrandizing snowflake.

>3. I can continue my research, but academia is just a circlejerk of connections

How comfortable you are with your environment should not affect your calling if it was real. See above.

>4. I can find some foundation to work on it, but I need money.

Assumptions. Do you even magic?

>5. Investors have money, but they don't care about anything beyond that.

Assumptions. You are building a non sequitur to hide your cowardice.

>6. There are various insitutional funding opportunities, but they hire morons who can barely interpret their guidelines, let alone see the horizon. Taxpayer money being thrown into the trash.

Again being a little special snowflake. Why should you care if you were a superior man?

>7. I am not sure if I shouldn't just destroy my notes, becasue this research can be misused in the future, but then I'm back at point 1. But the fact that my publication has been rejected 3rd time suggests maybe it shouldn't be published.

Maybe it is just shit or maybe those you’ve gone to for publication think it is shit. The signs the universe sends you are undoubtable when their meaning should be revealed. In this case you are just thinking more of yourself than anyone really does, again.

Go work at a fucking McDonald’s for a year.

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07/22/19 (Mon) 21:04:28 No.133739

>>133683

I'm gonna intrude on the convo to say, working at McDonald's really is an eye opener. I learned a lot from it, and I think everyone, even the elites that run the world, would benefit from it in one way or another.

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07/23/19 (Tue) 02:19:40 No.133742

>>133739

poor proletarian workers…

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07/24/19 (Wed) 11:07:12 No.133778

>>133739

I worked for less than $2 per hour in early twenties. For the sake of experience.

Te boss had me use my private car for his bussiness without paying for fuel and wear.

Related: my landlord is from abroad. There he has three servants. It takes him 2 hours to earn their monthly salary.

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07/24/19 (Wed) 14:57:25 No.133780

>>133778

Holy shit you're old

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07/25/19 (Thu) 15:51:47 No.133821

>>133780

Different country

purchasing power-wise simmilar to today's $6/h I guess.

The point is: I know what slave-wage labour is.

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07/29/19 (Mon) 18:55:43 No.133972

>>133682

Money is just an means to an end. It is not an end to itself. I asked you over and over, what you really need and you keep saying money. You are FUCKING RETARDED.

>the actual existence in the public sphere, where politics and business hapens is possible - money is the blood of this system.

>This world is broken (by design), but I chose to ignore it and do the best thing I believe is right.

>And this leads me to this Gordian knot.

It's like YOU WANT to be a slave. What the fuck?

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07/31/19 (Wed) 07:54:36 No.134107

>>133972

Yeah, I'm naive enough to think I could change anything.

With perspective of time, I see that the best option is just buy some land and live by.

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07/31/19 (Wed) 08:11:10 No.134111

>>134107

Trends aren't made with money

Trendsetters make the money

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08/02/19 (Fri) 12:42:19 No.134293

>>133548

Why not post your work here?

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08/03/19 (Sat) 03:40:53 No.134371

>>134293

Better yet, explain why the hell anyone needs money?

In the era of IT, you need zero capital if you have time to code shit

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08/04/19 (Sun) 06:18:39 No.134472

>>134371

>you need zero capital if you have time to code shit

But time IS money, that's opportunity cost

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