No.14229 [Last50 Posts]
I'm making a thread about this because I think, in these end times, all of us can use some help and mental healing!
Jerry, I have been having some chest pain recently. I think it could be from stress. You seem like the type who likes to meditate or at the very least, you are calm with yourself and in a more stable mindset. I drink a lot, I'm not as mentally stable and I have issues with stress. I think it's started to catch up to me as I'm considering, for the first time in around 20 years, to actually go see a doctor (although if they push that toxic vaccine on me I'll storm out of the office and they'd never see my face again!) So… I'm asking YOU before I do anything crazy or get myself, or someone else, hurt. How do I meditate? Is there a secret behind it other than breathing control? What do I think about to make me relax? I like shooting guns and fishing, and I tried that before and it no longer helps ease my mind. I get this constant feeling of doom and stress, I get visions of very bad things happening to me and my family, I wake up an night sweating sometimes, screaming, night terror. I used to be able to drink this away, it don't work for me anymore. I don't know what to do anymore. I think I need help meditating.
God bless you Jerry, for helping spread truth, and not hate like some, to this world.
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No.14266
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play. >>14229
Gimme a few…
I'll be back with a semi-acceptable reply…
Kinda busy atm…
Th
You're not gonna like it though…
Meditation isn't something you do, it's something that naturally happens when you stop "doing" shit! (that includes thinking)
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No.14326
>>14266
Johnny actually convinced me to see a doctor the other day, because I was having panic attacks that could lead to a fatal heart attack.
So here is an UPDATE: I did go see a local doctor the other day. He asked if I have gotten tested for Covid, I told him no and I won't. The doctor said he could not see me if I didn't take the test, however I was able to convince him I might have a heart attack, so he said he'd see me just to make sure I wouldn't. As Johnny suspected, yes I was having bad panic attacks. The doctor asked a whole bunch of questions and then…. the issue of alcohol use came up! LOL He said "OK, there is the MAJOR problem!" I'm drinking way way too much he said, he also told me some people tend to die the way I drink. He also said there is a chance I am very dehydrated too! That also can cause massive chest pain. So he turned out to be very nice about the whole thing, I didn't even expect him to see me at first, but he was fine. He gave me a prescription that I picked up this morning called "Lorazepam" and told me to take it twice a day. It helps with panic attacks and at night may help with the night terror I get too. I'll be taking it on Christmas and my family likely won't know any difference, he told me I likely won't feel a thing from this medicine because its very mild. He told me not to drink on the medication BUT OF-COURSE I DON'T CARE!!!
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No.14329
>>14266
>I'll be back with a semi-acceptable reply…
Tell Johnny Neptune to Fuck Off.
>>14326
Fuck Off, Johnny Neptune.
That ain't Killcen.
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No.14360
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No.14361
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No.14363
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No.14364
>>14363
Less 'Authority' in here, pleeze…
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No.14365
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No.14366
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No.14367
you talk the talk, but you never walked to the voting booth and voted for A NON-PERSONA
your metaphysical new age pop psychobabble has zero value, it makes you look more and more ridiculous every time you type out another word circle
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No.14368
your idiotic 'anti-persona' word circle 'enlightened wise man' drivel is hilarious, considering the fact you thoughtthe world's most embarrassing egotistical self-centered sack of shitshould be in control of our future.
then, after the most embarrassing non productive disruptive 4 years in America's history, you decided to vote for him again
lol you're so full of shit it's amazing
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No.14369
Anonymity and Pseudonymity are highly overrated
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No.14370
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No.14371
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No.14372
your regularly scheduled TEMPER TANTRUMS are simply your transparent technique of attempting to control Nancy, by trying to keep her in a constant state of intimidation, worried that you might 'lose control' if things don't go your way.
enlightened wise one
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No.14373
but trust me…..
Nancy's not intimidated by your temper tantrums
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No.14374
8kun is a HUGE SUCCESS!!!!!
just like all of Jim's brilliant business ventures
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No.14375
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No.14376
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No.14377
breaking news !!
earlier this year, Trump tweeted that "they now have cameras in body cams"
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No.14378
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play. Killcen….. Don't you find it slightly disturbing when you see Michael Marchese's shocking downward spiral?….
He seemed to have so much promise… His mother was so proud of him!! Then he stopped taking his medication, disregarded his hygiene, and began arguing with the voices in his head.
Now she comes home and her condominium reeks of sebum and vinegary perspiration.
Michael will still be sitting in her living room talking to himself, completely dissociated and unable to look anybody in the eyes (he can't even look his cell phone's camera directly in the eyes)
Sometimes he stays awake for days, constantly repeating bizarre mathematical equations, based on numerical value he applies to each letter of the alphabet, so he can endlessly quantify his imaginary mathematical value to any given word in the dictionary…..
Michael is falling apart at the seams…
He's a very sick young man… Perhaps institutionalization is still an option for his mother?
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No.14379
Of course just like a majority of other schizophrenics, Michael is bound by the chains of religion… And he has a delusional belief that 'god' exists…
Part of this psychosis is the belief that 'jesus' actually existed
Around the same time Michael began applying numerical value to every letter and every word and every sentence, he also stopped bathing, showering, shaving or using toilet paper, and he convinced himself that he was 'starting to look a lot like Jesus'
It's hilarious that Michael thinks Jesus was "a white guy with a beard who parted his greasy hair down the middle" !!! LOL !!!
It's totally insane to emulate an image of a Jesus that never actually existed in the first place, but it's twice as insane to pretend you have knowledge that your imaginary 'jesus' looked like John Lennon without glasses…
Nutsy Fagan….
Cuckoo….
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No.14380
Michael is a perfect example of why you might want to 'tone it down a little bit' with the "look at how insane I am" religion thing…
it discredits all of your other conspiracy theories
If other preppers find out you believe Jesus was real, they'd think you're 'crazy'
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No.14384
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No.14385
I'm not going to have much time to celebrate any holiday….
Going to be too busy dividing words into numerical values, adding all those numbers together, and comparing them to to the numerical value of other letters words and sentences….
kinda preoccupied….
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No.14389
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No.14390
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play. btw, Sidney Powell has now been banned from The White House
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No.14391
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No.14393
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No.14394
We 'believers' now!
The Religion of 'Science'.
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No.14395
what's going on in this thread?
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No.14396
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No.14397
>>14395
Peace Be Unto (You)…
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No.14398
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No.14400
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No.14401
Trump Is Here For You, Johnny…
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No.14411
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No.14412
I guarantee you the Nashville car bomb was done by domestic militia boogaloo types
hope you realize the government is watching you and all the other radical boogaloos
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No.14413
It was an RV loaded with explosives
(domestic white far-right trump supporters)
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No.14414
this is the part where America begins rounding up all of you psychotic sore losers, and sweep all of you into detention centers
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No.14415
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No.14416
>>14229
> MEDITATION:
> Is there a secret behind it other than breathing control?
There are the exact same secrets behind it, as behind everything else…
You can't force it.
If you're trying to practice it, you're not practicing it.
If you have any other reason to do it besides just doing it for its own sake, you're doing it wrong.
Meditation is its own reward..
> What will be the sign of success?
Same as with anything else,AUTHENTIC Experience Leaves No Doubt.
"CERTAINTY" IS Always Worth More Than Mere Belief.
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No.14417
>>14416
Also, never wear the wrong hat or fly the wrong flag while meditating.
It can be hazardous to one's health.
> inb4 threat
Santa never "threatens".
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No.14418
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No.14419
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No.14420
the amazing Mr. Loopity Wordcircle strikes again
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No.14421
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No.14422
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No.14423
the ONLY reassuring part is knowing for a fact that you're being monitored
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No.14458
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