/erp/ - Erotic Roleplay

>did romantic RPs with me

>lots of OOC chat, got along well

>said he really liked me

>said he's not gay, but he'd seriously consider sleeping with me anyway (bi male here, for clarification)

>lots of sweet, cute, romantic stuff in general

And then one day he just seemed to suddenly lose interest, lots of super short replies and all that. I asked him if anything was wrong and he was really evasive about it. So then I said I'd stop bothering him if he had something he needed to sort out and that he could message me whenever he wanted to play or even just talk.

This was about 6 months ago and I haven't heard from him since.

Finally, a chance to post this.

>find profile that matches pretty much all of my crazy and varied kinks

>also 2hu. this makes it hotter somehow even though i don't 2hu

>message, hit it off, things go really well

>i'm still in my early, awkward, shitty phase, but 2hu says it was great

>2 more rps, getting weirder and heavier

>some mindbreak stuff that, in retrospect, was kind of shitty on my part

>she still says she's enjoying herself

>profile deleted

>not much later, playing with another 2hu profile

>and then, deleted

>only then do i realize

>same kinks, same writing style

>it's the same fucking person

>not much later after that

>another new character pops up, not 2hu but this time i'm looking for it

>same kinks, same diction

>it's the same person again, it has to be

>watch instead of messaging

>sure enough, within a few weeks:

>baleeted

Why did you have to go and do that, Flan? I thought we were having fun… ;_;

I'm a person like that. I dissapear even when things are good. I break down slowly start acting like not before, never log in and eventually make another account.

I rp a lot. I'm sure I already bailed on some of you here. If you wanna know the mindset of someone who does it, ask me whatever.

>>35470

Clearly you just want the attention. Past this, you won't get the satisfaction.

>>35472

Of course I do. I didn't think anyone would be interested anyway

There's two people that fit this criteria for me.

1st one -

>met on some /v/ erp thread, don't remember how but they ended up playing Yukari from 2hu for me, and did this a number of times.

>OOC chat was always friendly, enthusiastic, and fun chattering

>just vanishes after awhile; find out some time later they had a computer failure after coming across them on the /lgbt/ board when someone made a pretend thread there

>chat for a bit, they vanish again

>mention this when ERP threads were weekends only on /tg/, they apparently come out of the mists to apologize and say i 'deserve better' than them. i offer to bury the hatchet, just wanting to talk, but they never reply.

Those RPs really made me happy and feel… special. Never got to play with their Yuugi…

2nd -

>met on the ERP general when it was on /vg/

>super friendly and lewd. workaholic gal thats finding release through RP, and I quickly become a favorite

>so busy we can rarely hook up due to her work, but she always makes a point to say hi when she can, maybe even lewd for a bit as ourselves for a bit of fun

>RP'd Sena from Haganai and Komachi from 2hu, had others planned. Loved playing titty monsters for me

>vanishes once, i find out later she got in a serious bike accident. i don't mind, glad she's okay, happy to talk again

>a bit later she vanishes completely. f-list profile saying she hasn't been online in over 2 years

>the last time i talked to her i was going through health problems and i hinted at them a bit when she asked how i'd been, she said i was a good guy and deserve to feel better

I've got a good partner now that's really close to me, so I'm not lacking for this sort of thing but… I still miss these two a lot sometimes.

>>35494

>sena rper

>disappearing

I'm shocked.

>>35523

Op's image made me think that they were subtly hinting at that Mami/Mugi guy who kept flaking.

>>35527

Not subtly. She's like well known for that, too.

There was even Shirley and some other blonde too, fuck.

>>35545

Yeah it's because of them, among other obvious reaspns, that I immediately avoid anyone who looks like they're really popular among their respective community.

>>35549

It's a shame I love those busty blondes so much.

Even worse that she was a fun, good roleplayer.

Even worse that she was actually nice.

Fuck me

I actually wanna disappear really badly, again.

I'm extremely lonely, yet I can't handle people around me.

Maybe I'm hopeless.

Playful Lulu. Jasmine the fallen. A few others, but those two are recent.

>>35656

>crabby

Oh god I think I know exactly who you're talking about: >>19073

There was a person on this board in a canon character thread, way before the board wipes, played some really rude Mugi. MugiGuru or somesuch. It was incredible, kinda weird but the writing was clearly competent and the rudeness is apparantely my thing because I just loved hearing her yell at me and others.

Was fortunate enough to see them post their profile in another thread, message them… it was the best. Flirting and teasing and just fun conversations. They had to leave to take care of school stuff anf never messanged after that, so I guess it's not the same disappearing, but fuck me I miss them, rilly badly.

>Tfw knew a Morrigan Aensland player

>Amazing woman who didn't play Morrigan like a slut

>Regal, fun, albeit a little seductive here and there

>Had amazing rps but she passed away later that year due to Cancer

Cancer sucks

Man. I've had about 3 or 4 partners who I've gotten along with for something like 2-5 months or more. I've got dank, emotional porn ridden stories about that shit. All of them have been pretty sweg goys up until the point where they suddenly disappear up their own assholes. :^)

On the plus side- the bulk of the people I've ERP'd with, or just met in general and shared my F-List degeneracy with are still going strong.

I've seen the term "worst gender" a couple of times in this thread, is it a filter or something? Which or what gender does it refer to? What genders are there exactly anyway when it comes to ERP?

>>35855

She-males, and Herms. Dick-girls, essentially.

Its because male-playing-characters are mad about the fact that people aren't fuckin' normal characters[Primarily, normal characters they put zero effort into], when they're doing fantasy fulfillment meant to get them off as quickly, and erotically as possible.

>>35855

Shemales. It basically came about because a large number of people on F-list and the like tend to make lazy and uninspired shemales, futa, etc.

Most people aren't crazy enough to actually believe that all shemale characters come from inherently bad roleplayers, they've just got a stigma attached to them now.

>>35855

>>35862

Worst gender refers specifically most of the time to gay shemales, and even beyond that, bitchbreaker gay shemales, which are one of the main reasons F-List is terrible.

Fai here is one of the prime examples of worst gender.

>>35877

I'm a hermaphrodite, nor am I gay.

So, checkmate atheists?

>>35877

Those dank shemale bitchbreaker memes.

They're literally just a tired meme at this point, no joke. I see yet another vapid, baseless, cancerous bitchbreaker profile whose owner is either a vapid fuck who can't tell the difference between circumference and diameter, or is really into cocks which are almost as thick as they are long.

I laugh. I laugh hard. I look at the awful chode pictures. I laugh at the autistic, ego-inflating, entitled kinks.

It's top kek all in all. I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have autistic bitchbreaker profiles to paste to my friends for a mutual chuckle.

They're not even gone yet and I can tell it's withering into nothingness. I can see the dessicated corpse of our RPs from 500 yards out, and we're only barreling ahead.

I don't want it to happen.

I met some chick on Chatzy once, got brought to some different RP setting with her in it. The entire setting was basically "You have these 3 siblings. 1 brother and 2 sisters and shit happens in that mansion they're in".

Essentially, my character got brought in because she died or something. Ended up playing along with a kinda alright RP, she was fucking amazing with erp's and combat though, really detailed and not just "i hit u wit my super scythe made of edgy dark darkness. My first taste of not shit drama RP was with her… and hell, I loved it.

Then one day, she just… disappeared. Told me that she and the guy were gonna do their own thing and I just got left behind with the other sister. The RP just died after that.

Then a year later she popped up again. Under a different character, well the same name really… "Emelia" became "Emelya" or something like that. Found out the RP with the other guy ended with her character dying and some demon finding her soul and shit making the new one same half demon chick. Still smoking hot though…

Of course, that had to end too. We had some cunt on the RP place as well… and she fell for the guy. Guy got jealous of me and her having kind of a bond and stuff like that. So he began spreading rumors she hated me and stuff like that. I asked her about it and she said that she didn't.

We kicked the guy out after starting a fuck ton of drama around the place and attacking the Chatzy's Admins. She said this would pretty much be the last time I would see her again.

Skip forward like to 3 - 4 weeks ago. I spotted her in the place where we first met… then my internet fucked me over and I had to restart my computer TWICE.

She was gone when I returned… I still return to that place around 12:00 to see if she's back.

She hasn't been there in those weeks and most likely never will.

>>36421

A-anonchi?

>2008

>Start getting into ERP, playing in random chatrooms like Teen Chat or some type of name like that

>After a couple of months develop specific scenarios that always get me off

>Surprisingly find a decent partner that surprisingly plays very well along said scenarios

>Every time is a blast, playing continuously, growing the story

>Eventually reach the final stages of the play

>All the build up sexual tension and character development will culminate with one glorious final sex scene

>Midway through, connection drops between the two

>Never hear back

And ever since, I long to find someone to finish the fight.

>>36458

Nope, but I have posted in this thread somewhere~ I enjoy each and every person I talk to and I'm super grateful for it.

Who are YOU though, I must know!

>>36563

N-nyah…

S-sorry é,^è,

I always quit when I get reminded they're uninterested in me as a person and it's just sex. I have the typical 'I thought we had something in common' realisation and it breaks. I want friends first and lewd second but I get lost in it too. Next time I focus on the pervy shit, see it's not enough and then it goes downhill. Doesn't help that I'm cripplingly lonely and socially bad. Life harder than I'm willing to admit.

I even tried making an ERP group but I had to leave abruptly and was ashamed to ever come back. I was making friends there… but I don't know if they would actually be friends.

I was on and off in all the chats and groups and boards over the years, I had two amazing runs with popularity which died when I started feeling shit for attention whoring and people yelling at me. But I loved feeling liked and popular, like I had a lot of friends.

I am literally a teenage girl that whores herself for the feeling of love and attention. I need someone to heal me but who will do that for a guy. So I disappear and hurt people out of fear.

>be playing on F-List just a few years ago

>meet sexy ghost girl with a dick

>detailed, kinky roleplayer, she fucks my character like the slut she is

>we talk a lot, she links me her other profile

>looks kinky, if i wasn't getting the ethereal dick on the regular i'd probably fuck her

>for that reason, i don't bookmark it

>she mentions wanting to sub for a while

>suddenly, a few weeks later, deleted

>never saved the name of that other profile

>just like that, gone forever

Please tell me someone here knew Luana Moraen on F-List and where her other profiles are.

>>36133

Been busy I assume? Been a little while since I saw you around…

>find someone willing to do a dark slob and nerd TF RP

>they were willing to dom

>they were cool as fuck

>they were a great writer

>we get a few posts in

>they stop responding

>a week later they delete their profile

If you're still out there, Aspen D I miss you.

>>37905

>slob and nerd TF

top-tier taste

>>37914

Truly great fetishes.

Truly suffering to find good content for either, let alone both.

At least I have RP to supplement, but still, I wish there was more out there. I do what I can to post what I - and others - have made, too.

Do you want to make something beautiful, anon?

>Helped me get my start

>Helped me get comfortable with group stuff

>Relationship developed, she confessed to me

>5 months later

>Went silent, deleted all accounts without warning

>To this day, judge all others who play her character using her as a benchmark

She was the best partner I've ever had.

Best literary girl, hands down.

I'm about to disappear on a bunch of people myself. Honestly though, they disappeared on me. I'm sick of their insincerity, so I'm gonna find better people. They don't even find time to talk with me, let alone roleplay and my messages get ignored and met with a typical bullshit to put everything on hold 'but I'll do something later, really'. Months of that, I'm asking myself why I didn't do this sooner.

>>38456

What was her name?

>>38462

I would love to give it out but the person who did it to me also visits this board so I am sorry… Don't want to create any unnecessary drama.

I feel bad because a while ago I abandoned an RP without so much as a goodbye, after which I pretty much quit f-list. I then logged back in recently to find that the character I had been rp'ing with had quit because of people abandoning him.

I keep the messages that say "your bookmark, (name) has deleted their character. Kind of as a memorium y'know?

Just do it.

>>38492

Meant to quote:

>>38469

>>38454

Who's the character?

>>38492

Why do you want to know so badly?

She posted in the F-List shilling thread, only hint you get.

Unless you are her.

>>38527

Not him, but honestly, I always kind of fear I've accidentally forgot someone. Probably why?

>>38527

Because I'm sick of people flaking out on me constantly.

>>38528

>>38529

Well this is the person I am talking about:

https://www.f-list.net/c/Nani%20Ataru/

Not necessarily a person who flakes but just keep your wits about you.

>>38562

So wait, I'm not the only person who does lolixshota stuff? I don't have any characters named Lizzy, though.

>>38579

I mean I have a loli and a shota character and I like playing them as a couple sometimes for a third party. If that interests you though, let me know.

>>35752

I'm so sorry, Hikari.

Allow me to express myself through song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhK2hxnBtWw

It was honestly never you. I've just had a gigantic pile of psychological issues that I've been attempting to sort through, which has culminated in me being admitted to the psychiatric hospital twice in the past six months due to suicide attempts.

>>38863

I saw you deleted mizuki the other day.

…Don't apologize, though. I'm sorry to hear all that about you, it must be really rough and it makes me sad to hear you attempted suicide, because you were really fun to play with and talk to the few times we talked OOCly.

If you ever feel better, and would like to get back in touch…Well, my profile is still around. So I'm just a note away.

I hope you'll feel better soon. Mental issues are tricky, I know…

We typefucked a few times. You were a little different than my usual desired partners, but you were just fine to play with. You even drew me custom art, for free. Just because you liked me. I always made sure to play with you when I could because of that. It's my profile picture to this day.

But then you just… dropped off the face of the earth. Character does not exist. No way of knowing if you're still out there. I'll miss you Little Leopold.

>>38997

I oughta try playing Fukawa as a canon. She's awesome and my kind of crazy…

>>39012

If you do, let me know.

More DR players around is never a bad thing.

>>39024

Where can I grab you, if I do?

>>38419

M-maybe. Look at me, on an anonymous imageboard, talking about lewd and disgusting things, and I'm worried about weirding you out.

Got a place I can contact you? F-List?

>>39024

Where you run off to? Seriously considering it at this point.

>>39060

https://www.f-list.net/c/daina/

>>39197

You are.

Stop it immediately, personal experience talking. Let it go, let her roleplay with others. She'll come back. She isn't doing it to spite you. She isn't doing it to make you jealous. She isn't making different characters just so she can get away with you, she's doing it for the fun of the hobby.

It's something I have yet to learn, and it's ruining one of my few friendships. Just, lay off.

>>39213

People are capable of liking you?

News to me.

>>39213

It's not that she's playing with others, it's just that a few times we've both been on at the same time but unless I find her, she sometimes doesn't notice I got on, so the stalking is so I know she's on rather than only know she was on recently but don't know she's on another character.

I'm just pushing for her to show me a real picture or voice chat cause it's a bit silly she's probably still giving me a fake email after we've been talking about meeting, fucking and having kids for 5 years. So that's why I'm paranoid the characters are a way to avoid me or will be used to disappear from my life without me knowing, cause being that shy you can't talk to someone you claim you've wanted to fuck for years

>>39197

>>39221

People are shy and self-conscious.

Likely nothing you say can help advance this /soc/-gone-wrong situation, and pushing her or him to reveal themselves may be too much.

Curiously, I went through a similar series of events up to making an F-list profile and then everything went downhill from there like I was a notch on her belt - she was secretly into having ~5 "relationships" at one time, apparently, and would say whatever you wanted to hear to get you to stay.

>>39024

Well, decided to. Do you play on Skype or F-list?

>>39280

F-list.

Sorry it took me so long to respond. You on there?

>>39759

Yep. What's your profile?

>>39799

https://www.f-list.net/c/tori%20adachi/

Send me a message whenever.

>>38565

Happened to me multiple times. What really cuts is when, right below the deletion message you see:

>no one ever messages me

>>40068

I did that.

Dear Alicia Valentina

When you said you'd keep in touch last week after deleting almost all your characters, I kind of figured that'd mean you wouldn't delete the last fucking character I knew of to reach you at without saying anything.

Seriously, what the fuck? I love ya, but I seriously only got so much patience for this.

I want to hear from you soon.

>>40168

It's okay, I'm not that mad. I just feel a little hurt when people vanish like that. If you think you need to be done rping for a while, I'm okay with that. I just wanna know what's going on. If you feel like playing again, just note me anytime, but if you need a break I understand

When you want to come back, I'll be waiting in your office~

>>40579

Yeah, I know the type. Eerily similar to my own situation I described - Mistresses(Never masters, was a "gay herm"), pets, and partners listed that she supposedly never visited ever again, but she did bring along one person for a very brief(~15 minutes) scene that ended quite abruptly.

With what your feelings say, yeah, it's possible it could be either way.

While it's easy to pick one of the two it could just as easily be the other.

About her evading the question, she may either not know how to answer it or just doesn't want to.

When someone's so distant in that way, it's dangerous to assume without ruining everything.

It all comes down to whether or not you can enjoy it while overlooking that. If you can't, it's best to move on or it will get worse.

Dear LookingForDD/LG

I know we met on the shiftiest of shitholes I know of for RP ChatIW. I have issues. But we had something ``magical``, faggoty as it is for me to say so. I've never had such a simple RP feel so real, nor been able to get so wholly into a role that even a post coitus cuddling scene was bizarrely satisfying. If ever our paths could cross again, I would love nothing more than to fuck you furiously in the driver seat of that Chrysler once more and cuddle in the back after. ;_;

jakes on me i'll never find a better romance+smut RP than that. -_-

>>36528

Yo. What's your profile? I might be interested in helping you finish that fight.

>>36976

Hey, what's up?

I've been roleplaying for many years now, and I've got a lot of stories to tell of lost partners. I'll start off with my favorite, someone who I beloved so much I actually tracked them down after they vanished and hit it back up with them later on, a story from around 2009, just before I joined F-List.

>meet a qt through a shared IRC server

>he turns out to be an amazingly descriptive writer, blowing me away at several points

>we spend the next few months smuttin' and livin' it up, poking fun at more autistic users whilst engaging in exquisite kink-play on the off

>eventually we get pulled onto a different server into a shared roleplay channel through mutual friends

>stupid shit erupts for no real reason, nobody gets along, it's a mess

>eventually choose to leave because it's just too much, still chat with qt through messenger until they eventually delete their profile (a lot later I learned that this was because he getting spammed from idiots from the aforementioned IRC server).

We split for years afterward, but like I said, I tracked him down about a year or two ago and we still chat these days.

>get involved with an extremely lewd, extremely detailed player one night for a transformation play

>get involved with a second extremely lewd, extremely detailed player that same night

>now I'm doing two-way multipara, better hit the coffee

>spend hours typing out sexy times, only to find one of my partners disconnected just before the juiciest part of the roleplay

>a little saddened, check their profile only to find they nuked their whole account

>slightly perplexing to me, as they seemed to be enjoying the play very much

>disregard it

>two weeks later find them under a different name, same kinks and avatar

>don't even bother hittin' them up again even to finish the roleplay

I had this one profile that would just draw the fucking flakes like a shit-magnet. I played this character for two years, two whole, miserable fucking years trying to get a single completed roleplay logged on it, and I couldn't do it. Didn't help that, because it was a submissive male in this particular case, he also had about as much of F-List's interest as your average wart. But I did eventually manage to complete a couple plays on that character, and I got one last greentext story to tell for today.

>meet a dominant orcish male one day

>he's unlike any other orc profile I've ever seen on here, teasing, well-written, and quite intelligent to boot, not to mention an amazing dom

>spend the weeks on and off playing, he's busy as fuk so it's hardly a daily thing

>keep in touch with him over time, until he simply stops signing on to his profile

forever in my dreams death knight ;~;

>literally first herm I ever was willing to try anything with

>absurdly kinky setting, lots of delicious dirty talk

>really mean master/pet stuff

>out of the blue, second time playing, goes "hey, want to play a three-way with my sister?"

>o-okay

>is awesome, get brains fucked out

>meet up for another threesome at some point with 'sister'

>find out that she'd apparently asked sister, who she'd played with <2 times, possibly <1 times, "hey, want a threeway with my pet?"

>and so we'd both been quietly in terror that we'd embarrass ourselves in front of this friend and senior partner

>hit it off, make friends with 'sister'

>don't see friend for the next six months, minimal responding to messages

It was really nice while it lasted, Asdis.

homies please, you should know not to try getting your freak on irl with internet sexgivers. come on dudes, this is basic.

>>40693

Just noticed this. I'd love to RP if you're interested. F-List: Samuss

>>41252

Goddamn I was in a similar situation like a month ago…

I feel for you anon…

>>38172

>>36133

So I'm kinda curious if you still browse here at all, if you could tell me what happened?

>>35428

I know this post is old, but you might still be here

From my experience a lot of times when people cum they no longer want to ERP, so they just make up some shitty excuse and bounce.

Of course, that depends on how lewd things were getting; if they were bailing before anything lewd happened they might have just been flaky.

I do weird things on F-List.

Like, very weird things.

Like, things that make me look crazy.

>Appear about two years ago on F-List.

>Spot a really uppity Demon Girl that's trying to steal power.

>Decide that she'll be mine.

>Approach her at one time for my first F-List RP

>Send out a huge note post because I came from a sight where that was the norm.

>No replies.

>Spend a month or two moving on to more RPs

>Get good at RP, what I think is very good.

>They start getting on the /tg/ F-Chat

>Desire.

>Still scared to approach them because of first time trying to RP

>Start the crazy shit.

>Make it an actual part of my character that they're obsessed over this demon.

>They're like a rich noble, so they have painting of them all over the home.

>Abduct women and start to reprogram them as part of RPs.

>Get them to act just like how I thought The Demon did without telling them that's what I'm doing.

>Always make them wear the same Black and Gold Dress because that's what the demon wears in their images.

>Slowly accumulate about eight or so of these reprogrammed women and always harm them for not being the same.

>Reveal very slowly in hint after hint in The RPs that they have been remade to be like someone else.

>They don't know that they're being made to act like an actual character, all think it's just some NPC I'm obsessed about ICly.

>Make new characters to try and draw in the demon.

>Attempt so far have failed, but every time they get online (Which isn't often) I try again.

You will be mine Sauda.

>>44550

….I'm not sure if I should say you're fucking nuts for being so obsessed with some person who rejected you or say you're a damn genius for turning it into a really cool rp idea.

>>44551

I also once made a sibling character to a princess I wanted to RP with.

It turns out that I had never checked, and they weren't actually into Incest.

I turned the character into a discarded noble that was out to establish their own realm and seek redemption from their incestuous advances upon their family by enacting heroic deeds.

I stole the person's family history and name pretty much and turned it into a, "Are you proud of me now?" kind of character that I never bothered to contact the person the character was meant for again.

>>44551

whynotboth.jpg

>>44550

Is this one of your plots to make her yours? hoping that she will see this or someone else that knows her does and tell her about it, to make her curious enough to want to know more?

also, hot

>>44550

Holy shit, I wish my characters got this much attention.

>>44772

sorry for double post, but circaea lutetiana is especially meaningful on that list;

>very sweet

>polite

>dominant in tone

>enjoyed both a muscular man and a widdle shota

>chat for a few days

>we intended to start an RP

>she left the very next day without a word

>>44578

I don't think she comes here.

Regardless, she probably wouldn't know who I am.

If she finds it so be it, I just like talking about the crazy things I've done.

>>44632

They might already, and you would never know.

>Have an awesome roleplay with a character

>Get distracted by real life

>Come back months later

>"Can we still RP? I know I've been gone for a while"

>"Yes we can anon! This time you pick the setting!"

>Pick setting, send partner note.

>They delete their character a day later.

Feels really fucking bad man. Really fucking bad. I have no idea why they deleted their character, unless my setting was just that bad.

I didn't really know them to be honest, but I had two very fun sessions as Queen Elsa with him in the Morrigan threads. An anon pointed out I was foolish not to get his e-mail or something, and I feel it now.

Just a little thing, but I remember rping with someone on f-list. I used to be pretty vanilla (at least in comparison to a lot of people) but this one was different.

>gets me into a little sister rp

>talks to me ooc and ic about abuse

>I go along with it, not really into it

>a bit later, it gets really rough, I start really enjoying it

but after a few sessions, she suddenly deleted her account and that was the end of it. rip.

Her name's Jessie. It hasn't happened yet, but one day it will. She's going to find out the truth and leave. She's going to be disgusted and hate me.

I didn't mean to fall in love with her. I didn't mean to keep being my character. I sure as hell didn't mean to get her to love me.

And every day I feel horrible, even as we say we love each other. Goddammit…

>be me around 17

>warcrafting

>dragged into rping by friend

>tells me hot girls do it too

>try it out

>find some hot girls

>get nudes

>figure this is okay too

>get in deep with one girl

>teases me at school

>intense fap at home

>dissappears one day all of a sudden

>years go by

>messages me out of the blue

>askes for dicpics

>i obey

Its been this way for over a few more years now… I don't think I will ever grow a spine.

>>38579

LolixShota is the purest form of love

post your profile anon

I don't know what to do…

>Have two good and willing partners that seem to really be into me.

>I disapear out of the blue, no messages no nothing.

>One of them likes long term roleplays and doesn't like when people poof like this.

>I didn't know how long I was going to be off for, it's been like 2 or 3 months now.

>Family and school issues and stress.

>When I finally decide to tell them why I'm away I figure it is too late and can't bring myself to do it.

>Am contemplating coming back, but don't know how to approach them and apologise.

>I don't even want them to forgive me, I just want them to know that I didn't forget about them.

>I realize they are probably much better socially adjusted than me, and that they probably don't even care at this point, but I still care about them.

>They probably have tons of partners and they think of me as just another one.

>I'm a fucking asshole.

>I want to make things right, but don't know if I should even try.

What should I do? Should I just tell them through a note, or through chat, or should I just not even bother them at all?

I'm so sorry…

Reina Kawamoto, it's so hard to fuck your brains out if you're never online~.

>>55912

>Someone actually remembers me

O, oh gosh~

>>55912

>>55937

>Logon to say hi to people

>Immediately approached out of the blue by a complete stranger

D, doushio~ He was polite and understanding though when I said I wasn't looking at the moment, so at least not as bad as some of the horror stories I've seen here

>>55937

>>55940

It's not me, sadly enough~. And how could I forget the bespectacled bimbo, hm?

>>55944

Believe me, I'm well aware~ And you're far too kind, remembering silly little me <3 It says your account was banned though, is there some other way I might contact my Goddess?

>>55946

I wouldn't know~.

>>55946

There's plenty of ways, they just can't post them because people here will warn the F-List mods. Or spam whatever e-mail/contact info they give.

>>55966

>Implying she didn't immediately log on and obediently wait for me to message her brainless, worthless ass and grace her with the presence of the divine.

>>55982

That actually wasn't what I was implying. I just said you can't post any contact info here.

Tanya Fellhardt just up and deleted her character, I'd played with her on and off (unfortunately mostly off, recently), but she was a real sweet one. Seems that she'd just had a lot of bad experiences. A real pity.

>>56683

>running herself ragged

This is not uncommon, I've noticed. There's a desire to gain as many partners as possible. But it's not a good thing, it takes a lot of energy to /erp/, doing it too much will drain you and, I've noticed, it's not as fuck to have lots of shallow relationships. Far better to have a few strong, long lasting ones. But then you look at those people who seem to have huge friend lists, and the desire is there again.

>>56778

I know how this goes. I see friends of mine with a nice, decently sized list of partners who do a little bit of everything they like and I feel jealous.

Because I have two or three people who generally aren't into my actual kinks but at least do stuff with me. So I rarely get to scratch my own itches and it makes me want more, even though more is not better.

Well over fifty thousand beautiful story driven posts of blissful, ridiculous fun in a world where anime girls and anthros lived in 80's Miami (because it was fun).

She played a male whipping boy painslut psuedo sub that had my character wrapped around their finger and was willing them into more and more sadistic degradation of their character - all with a new love kind of vibe and a lot of role reversal. And cute scarred kitty face.

RIP Deprivation, you were fucking sensual. Where did you go?

>>35404

Still can't get over this tbh, i've never had an ERP like it.

>Finally found a profile that matched what i wanted on Chatango.

>Profile that mainly focused on cheating secretary, but she allowed it to change.

>ERP was basically dad having an affair with his son's girlfriend, fucking hot as fuck.

>I wasn't expecting much due to previous experiences, but it got straight down to business.

>Detail was fucking amazing, teasing was all spot on, it was fucking perfect,

>After a session of our character fucking each other we decided to include impregnation in the story line, turning her into a breeding slut for the dad.

>For the days we ERP'd they were nothing but an experience that i'ver never got before.

>The lewdness, the detail. Its fair to say it overwhelmed me at first, her posts were incredibly detailed and came out in no less then five minutes max.

>All my favourite kinks in one story piled in, it was unforgettable.

>The one thing i remember was when we ERP'd for hours on end before she finally had to go, i had edged the biggest load of cum i think i've ever done in my balls, once she logged out i finished and literally covered my upper body with my own semen

>Literally lay there stunned for a good tens minutes.

>Never see her log in again after that to continue.

Why cheatingrose? I had so much more to offer, fuck, i miss you.

>Just start out RPing couple years back on Tumblr

>Find someone who happened to play my favorite character at the time, Marceline from Adventure Time

>We hit it off and just RP whenever we can, create a bit of a relationship between her character and my character

>Crazy fun shenanigans in RPs with things like wrestling, killing pixies, hell even a knife edge death match from Yu Yu Hakusho!

>She went with whatever, cool gal really respected her.

>Began to get tired of the community and she became more busy

>Deleted my profile but not before getting her skype, she is never on skype though

>Get notifications for when its her birthday

>Never forget about her and how she pushed me to find my love for RPing

I never even knew your name but thank you so much…

Used to be big into mainstream comic superhero ERP.

I wrote as Black Cat. If you're not familiar she's more or less Spidey's version of Catwoman, in a way.

One of my biggest kinks on top of that is /ss/ stuff.

A few years back I met someone who wrote as the 'Ultimate' version of Spidey, who's basically just Spidey as a teenager. For reference Black Cat is supposed to be early 30's.

We wrote together for months. At the start we were actually both in a safe for work environment which IMO made it even better. The characters take part together in the big group planned out storylines and clean RP and then on the side they'd fuck like rabbits.

After a while when the group started getting a little torn apart the two of us moved to an actual NSFW site to write there together. That was where I took part in my first ERP threesome with one of the people we met. Teen Spidey, Black Cat, and Power Girl. Way too much boobage for the guy to handle and it was a fun mix of erotic and fun.

Ended up falling out a little while after that. I ended up getting a bit too busy with real life to log on often, and one day out of the blue he deleted his character. It was sad, but at the same time that whole journey from first meeting to extremely climactic finish was so much fun to write both from an ERP perspective and the clean stuff we did was enjoyable too.

>your bookmark X has deleted their character

>only character of theirs I knew of

>the player is suicidal to top it all off

Goodbye X, Goodbye.

>>58117

>Black Cat ERP

Hnnnng

I have no idea where to look for comic lewd. I've been marathoning Marvel and DC stuff on my tablet at work lately and my cock can't handle how many different ladies it wants to be inside right now. I started New 52 Aquaman and I want to come inside Mera's butt so badly.

Shame all F-List has is futa Power Girls.

>>58148

Have you checked the actual marvel/dc custom rooms on f-list? There seems to be a ton of them these days with a decent amount in each.

>>58149

I'll admit I haven't checked in some time, I haven't regularly used F-List in probably a solid year or two. I'll give that a looksee.

>Met someone on f-list

>Live in same state

>Meet up with them after awhile

>So nervous because it is only my 3rd time sleeping with a girl, first time with someone I met online

>Unable to get a boner the entire time we tried to fuck, this happened every time we attempted it

>I even stopped jacking off 2 weeks in advance

>She stopped talking to me now for obvious, horrible reasons

Fuck you body

She was a tripfag on halfchan's v, we used to be really close, i got into most of her fetishes entirely because of her, transformations, mind control, submissision, all of that, i legit liked her and i may have started falling for her, apparently she liked a friend in common we had, she started dissapearing each month and would only cite irl problems , now she never answers anything me related, so i gave up

she was on some DEEP shit and several times i fear she killed herself

I don't care if she hates me or does not wants to see me anymore, i'm just glad to know she's alive

I miss her a lot… She was the best bunny..

>>58188

you sound cute and nice as fuck, anon

i'd say don't sweat it, you're probably better than 90% of /erp/ including me

>>58548

>Christfags

Not even once man, not even once.

>>58548

>Damning someone for attempting to get away from an unproductive, addictive hobby and doing something with their lives outside of masturbatory wanking.

>>58551

>Doing something with their lives

>The guy specifically makes it clear he wants to be a "better Christian"

Trust me, he's not going to do anything good with that life

>>58552

I actually like Christians and don't view those filled with relatively baseless faith as some grotesque amalgamation that thumps their bible day in and day out. I hope he gets away from his degeneracy.

>>58553

I like to think he won't be ;_;

>>58566

>I actually like Christians and don't view those filled with relatively baseless faith as some grotesque amalgamation that thumps their bible day in and day out.

You've never been to America then I take it.

>>58575

Nah, I just live in the bible belt and am not a massive retarded cunt / 10

>>58577

>Live in the Bible Belt

>Somehow have a positive opinion of the devoutly religious

How

>>58578

Just don't be an asshole that makes assumptions about people :)

>>58578

Religion creates a sense of community, whilst keeping most people in line from their more visceral and violent desires through fear of punishment of God, Karma, etc etc. It helps people accept death and alleviate their fears. It gives them guidance and potentially leads them to be better people in their lives.

You'd be pretty fucking hard pressed to say 'Religion is nothing but shit, does nothing for humankind, should be wiped off the face of the earth, and actively does -not- help people be better to one another when they would otherwise be miserable cunts' and back it up with any sort of sentiment. Unless you're a fucking retard.Then you totally can.

Plus, people are fucking people. Their belief in God doesn't change that.

>>58579

If they're making an active choice to adhere dogmatically to a belief system centered around intolerance and xenophobia, I think it's only natural to assume they'd be intolerant and xenophobic folks?

>>58580

Religion creates a sense of community by creating an "us" and "them" and demonizing "them" for all it's worth - because if "they" are not bad and wrong, then why are we with this religion? Faith is threatened by alternate ideas, be it other faiths or more practical beliefs, and it has to cast the opposition as wrong to keep it's followers. After all, they're there in the first place because they're insecure and afraid, and the thought that someone else MIGHT be right at their expense is far too much for them to take. It may keep them from acting out more violent urges, but it's just as likely to stoke those urges and encourage them for the gain of whoever is in charge.

>Plus, people are fucking people. Their belief in God doesn't change that.

Exactly the problem - they're dodging their responsibilities as sapient beings to think for themselves and make their own intellectual and moral decisions. All organized religions are guilty of this, but the Abrahamic faiths in particular have an entire story dedicated to glorifying a man for being willing to murder his own child on blind faith because "God said so." If this doesn't scream "Do what you're told obediently and unquestioningly even if it flies against any moral imperatives you might have, including ones we purportedly espouse," I don't know what does.

>>58582

Man, you must deal with a lot of fucking cultists, because no moderate christian is going to give a singular fuck if you're a faggot/muslim/whatever-the-fuck on the side of the road and need help. One of the core tenants is 'Love one another', and only the most extreme will disregard that note and degrade the 'them' openly for disregarding their faith's other rules. There's a reason Fags being married is an acceptable thing now, sempai. And it's not because the WWBC picketed every day of the week. It's because the majority of organized religions -aren't- fucking extremists who want to fuck over every single 'other' out and come out on top.

All I have to say, is to you honestly fucking think the people who blindly believe in God like extremists, will be better off without such a thing within their lives? That they'll mystically do things in the pursuit of science and suddenly make the hole religion left filled with their physical wants and desires? It's something bigger than them. It's a sense of belonging and wholeness. Even the poorest of the poor, can sit next to fucking millionaires in this region by simply going to the same church. 'Us' vs 'Them' isn't always fucking bad. Especially in cases where the 'them' is perfectly apt and capable of handling the backlash of 'Us' attacking them. Then it just becames white noise that further unifies the group.

And dodging their responsibilities as sapient beings? How fucking pretentious. They have no goddamn responsibilities besides to eat and fuck and propagate their next line of kin. Everything else is fucking auxiliary and we're lucky if we get that. If you think even a quarter of the population uses their brains in any meaningful sense - yes, me and you included - you're dead fucking wrong. We wouldn't be sitting here, on a text-fucking board if we did. We'd be actually helping soothe mankind and progress it in some form or fashion.

>>58584

Just to add to what Fai said.

A few rotten apples spoil the bunch. You neckbeard fedora tippers seem to confuse the vocal minority with the silent majority. Are there dindu out there that will burn their own houses down because one retard got shot for threatening an officer? yes. But those are the minority and those are all you hear about creating your bias with religion, race, and sex. The fact you think shit people wouldn't be shit without religious is hysterical though. Groups just give them a place to congregate and thrive. All sins are equal. It isn't if you're gay you're twice as guilty.

Back on topic of the thread…

I had a great time with a partner in World of Warcraft. I started on an RP server a while into the Vanilla version of the game. I was a male dwarf character. When I got to around level 19 or so I joined a group of five people to run a dungeon. It was a fun social group. I was a healer and our group tank, a human female character, asked if I wanted to join her for questing as we leveled up.

We ended up grouping up often, for almost our entire grind to level 60. A while into it we started actually doing the roleplaying part and being in character, and before long it pretty much became us doing a few quests, then finding a secluded spot or empty building to go in and fuck. It was the longest time I spent with a single partner, but she quit playing just after the first expansion and I didn't have any other contact info.

>>58580

The Crusades would like a word with you. And that word is GOD.

>>59007

What does Napoleon Bonaparte, Than Shwe, Kim Jong Il, Jim Jones, Joseph Stalin, and Jeffrey Dahmer have in common? Atheism. Ban Atheism!

>>59009

In the Crusades example, religion was the reason for going to war. Most wars aren't fought for religious reasons, but that's mostly because the religious organization would condemnn the act.

There's only one religion I can say is all right, and some of its members lit themselves on fire to protest China taking over their country and sending their leader into exile.

Omegle/Chatzy

>searching for 'fantasy rp'

>find someone

>we really hit it off, talking about final fantasy

>she just so happened to be playing FFTA right then on an emulator (I still dont know if I believe this but whatever

>we set up something simple

>we make more and more character, pairing them off and just going wild

>she even makes a chatzy rp room and gathers a bunch of people who'd want to do an Ivalice rp with us as a surprise

>weeks of fun with all sorts of other stuff catered to me, we share pictures and get closer

>slowly drift apart, unable to meet online at the same times

It's kinda fuzzy now, the last few times we hung out, but I had a fantastic time. Can't even remember your name!

June.

Fucking bitch.

>>61455

Your name isn't Moon, is it?

>>61463

No, but close.

>>39024

>>38997

Too bad most of the DR canons on F-List are a bunch of spergs and elitists. I've had a Touko, but deleted her because the community was that much bullshit, along with a Byakuya player who just irked the fuck outta me.

Met a player once on F-List who I guess I'll call the queen of tits.

This chick had profiles for pretty much every character I ever wanted, it was nuts. Lulu and Tifa from Final Fantasy. The blonde ninja chick from Ninja Gaiden, a few DoA girls, a few stacked superhero profiles, and that sorceress from Dragon's Quest to name a few.

Dunno what ended up happening to her as most of the profiles have been deleted since and she didn't have other contact info or anything (iirc she quit doing erotic stuff for the most part and plays on tumblr or some shit now doing sfw stuff, lol). Never met someone who could put so much detail and effort into titfucking or blowjobs though. I can't imagine either being that great to write from a woman's pov.

>Start F-List about two years ago

>Made a femboy, not really sure what to do

>Messaged by some warrior chick, likes my kinks, seems pretty cool

>Try to play out an adversary for her to battle, apparently just wanted to jump into lewd stuff

>It's really fun, scratches my kinda particular taste really well, even if it's just a one-shot

>Take a break from F-List, eventually lose interest for a while

>Come back few months later, mostly running a different character not listed

>Eventually jump back on with femboy

>Get a PM, find how this warrior chick has dozens of characters

>Ropes me into a fairly small private channel, great community

>Play out some one-shots, incredibly fun'n'sexy ideas

>A trend of excuses about moodswings begins, despite them usually being the initiator

>All these awesome scenes, even if they're just one-shots, dying left and right

>They never want to jump back into one

>Have had several serious conversations about why this is bugging me

>Nothing but empty apologies, mentions having similar problem with others

>Makes me feel like shit since I feel like it's my fault that I can't hold their attention, even if this isn't exactly conscious

>Finally straw that broke the camels back, I'm taking a break now

Fucking hell. I prefer people that just up and ignore me to some wishy-washy 'friendship' with someone that can't even fucking finish what they start. Quick repost since I forgot 8ch saves the name across all boards.

>>61849

Byakuya player here. You always say that, but why do I irk the fuck out of you?

:^)

>>61873

>that sorceress from Dragon's Quest

I can't be sure if you mean one of the many magicians from the Dragon Quest series, or the tittastic Sorceress of Dragon's Crown.

>Never met someone who could put so much detail and effort into titfucking or blowjobs though. I can't imagine either being that great to write from a woman's pov.

I've never figured out how to do titjobs well, but I LOVE giving blowjobs.

>>61877

The issue isn't you, it's the community on F-List in general.

I dislike most of the Danganronpa players for various reasons to do with their OOC behavior. The characters? Not so much. OOC impressions are everything to me more than how one plays the character, but my below statement may come off hypocritical..

The only characters who I've seen be played by a person who is chill OOC has been a Sakura and a Aoi Asahina. All the Junkos on F-List are played horribly and are worst gender, so yeah.

I'm not saying I'm a saint or anything as I'm sure I annoy people on F-List and when I was in the DR room/whatever it was. I admit the shit I did back then wasn't cool, and I'd likely come back as someone else someday.

My final reason for disliking DR's community on F-List is that no one even does any sort of RP in the channel. It seems more like an OOC hangout than an RP one.

Also, I am not making Touko ever again.

>>61519

Moonman?

>>61878

Right my mistake, I meant Dragon's Crown. The red headed girl. I never played the game but the couple scenes we did were fairly generic fantasy stuff.

And yeah the titjob thing feels like it would be boring from the girl's pov, but it was one of her major kinks and it wasn't like I was going to complain about it lol

>>61889

I suppose that makes sense. I'm not here to urge you to make Touko again or to re-join any sort of Danganronpa group or anything. In all honesty, yeah, most of the Danganronpa rooms are shitty and a breeding pool for drama, it's awful.

>>61901

nope.

>>61913

>rping dangans

>RPing as bullets

I'm just imagining a bullet going "I get to be chambered next to senpai!" now

>>61913

I totally still play Danganronpa. In fact, if you're on F-List, I actually run a Danganronpa room. I know it's shameless advertising, but totally drop by if you ever get the time. It's the one just titled "Danganronpa."

>>61922

i go there sometimes. will try to visit the room more frequently.

>>61913

As I said above, in my personal experience I've avoided all Junkos who are worst gender. Chihiros are also hit or miss for me, personally.

>>61908

Well, if you're the Byakuya I even am speaking of I admit to getting slightly jealous/annoyed with how you one line RP'd with a Sonia in I would think the CC or CCOOC channel months ago. I dunno why it bothered me so much, but it did. I just don't know how to manage my feelings sometimes. I am terribly sorry for the way I acted and treated you OOCly. I admit to being a bit of an asshole to people who bug me/annoy me as I've become a bit jaded of F-List.

>>61962

I probably am the same Byakuya you're thinking of, I'm pretty much on my Togami just about every day. Nah, it's fine. Everyone gets jealous over one of their partners RPing with another person every once in a while.

>>35404

have another greentext story

>years ago, thing called synchtube, have moderating powers for a popular room

>some guy starts giving me above average amount of attention

>turns out is a drawfag, even drew an OC character for me, like it, adapt it

>he's flirty every now and then, other people in the room decide we are now a couple for shit n giggles, i act along being tsun for fun

>eventually add each other on steam

>introduces me to disgaea and drawing stuff, we would draw small comics for each other with our OCs, he was using a slightly edited version of etna

>tells me he is bi, well whatever i don't mind

>eventually the silly lewd innuendos turn into quite steamy erp

>always tried to keep it within boundaries to not let it develop into full-on dicking mode, even though our drawings did exactly that

>daily chatting suddenly turns into weekly… then monthly… then I wouldn't see him for durations of 6 months +

>during the first weeks promises me to be more online and that he misses me

>later figure out it was all lies

>my heart rips in pieces every time i see him being online in offline mode after a month break

>my brain starts putting the blame on me, i just wait quietly and hope things become better

>one day discover he has a twitter with thousands of followers, using it daily for several hours, it lifted off around the time he first started disappearing

>sadness turns into searing rage

>go on a rant, writing a whole paragraph of insults before removing him

>years passed and it still hurts

now i am a monster with a steam account with 70+ sluts on it and 200+ total cumdumps that I used so far in a desperate attempt to fill the void that was left behind

~The End~

>>61849

>>61889

From my experience, a lot of the DR RPers are predominantly from the same circle of people that hang out in that mystery genre channel, which is a hive of former RPH players. Lots of bad apples in that bunch.

>>62027

if it makes you feel any better, i would've treated you right

mind telling his twitter or something, by the way? i wanna see what he does

>>35404

Been waiting to share my stories.

F-list had been a pretty fun place for me up to this point.

>Have a male-herm as an OC

>meet another Incubus

>he's a shota

>we talk ooc

>sent me a dick pick

>was big so me likey

>we set up a roleplay

>they start bitching out over small shit and setting their status to whiny bitch shit

>don't talk to them for a few days

>tfw they delete without saying bye

I missed talking to that guy, and I feel bad for not taking his offer to kik me.

If you're reading this Aym, it's not too late.

Cringe story. This is why I hate fucking furries.

>Join some sex club chat room.

>Full of cringe worthy furries, stick around because it's fun to fuck around there.

>Don't get any customers because hurr durr must have muh womyn

>It's chill, I make a few friends there and it's a joke how much my OC 'slacks off'

>Owner of the club is cool.

>Furry Military guy is my best bud.

>Plot out an RP with him.

>He's OOC in love with the Owner.

>Owner fucks some other guy infront of him, throws a bitchfit like a cuckhold.

>I really wanted to roleplay and talk to him, he's a good guy.

>Only roleplays with the owner now because he doesn't want to cheat on her lol

>Is a total asshole to me now, teases me about how he cares more about the owner than our friendship.

>Remove him from my friend's list, unbookmark him, tell him to fuck off because he's being a shit.

> quit working there and haven't talked to anyone since then.

This was one of the two things that killed f-list for me. It basically turned into cringe central and I'm just not feeling it anymore.

>>35859

>tfw my oc's a male-herm

>tfw i had over 1k views in less than a month at my prime

>tfw i deleted it one day because I was tired of losing friends

>tfw I really enjoyed roleplaying but not I just left my profile blank outside of BBC coding.

>>62100

The second story resonates well with my own experience. What little I've seen of F-list makes me feel the same way. I browsed the site and it doesn't even cover any of my fetishes or the kind of stories I want to do.

I dislike being too dismissive of something I haven't tried but its just not my thing. I'm probably far too vanilla for something like F-list and I like to add story elements to the rp or at least make the characters become attached to each other over the course of the rp or several.

The few other sites I know of are very dead or not accepting of the stuff I'm into. Really, as of now, I just know of one other site but its a no go anymore and very dead.

Feels bad.

>>62066

i drew a picture for his birthday and asked a friend of mine who still has him on his friendlist (but never talks) to send it to him

…never replied

>be me

>be syia life is hell

>meet someone as annoying and cute as me

>cute asian girl

>we play a little bit and then we get to that rare point where we talk ooc

>she hates every private room like me

>nice

>bring her to /erp/ room

>she hates it but stays for me

>faigate happens

>lose every friend but asian girl

>we hang out for a while

>stuff happens in her irl

>i am there to listen even though I am bad at that

>one day she messages me

>I'm playing Mount and Blade

>usually messages from anyone when I am playing vidya are shitty but this is a exception

>it's not shitty in the "hi ur a godes" way

>it's legit shitty

>she is gone

>i'm the only one she had left

>i could have told her to not do it but i'm shitty and I was playing a game

i probably deserve it ;-;

>>62178

>someone as… cute as me

So, not?

>>62178

Nigga, did somebody fuckin' kill themselves?

>>62062

The mystery genre central channel is probably one of the worst rooms I've hung in probably ever. A lot of the problems come from having a mod who enjoys to try and guilt people into fucking her, or into joining her room. It's pretty awful.

>>62182

fuckin rekt omg whoa i bet you have anime pictures

>>62195

Minzy would never kill herself

she just quit f-list dramatically

>>62329

…Who gives a fuck then? Jesus.

>>62329

>fuckin rekt omg whoa i bet you have anime pictures

How is that even remotely a comeback?

>>62337

>Diabolik Lovers

You should totally play them Laito a best

>>62334

why would i give effort back

>>62333

<3

>>62337

Dude you're literally awful and disgusting.

>Hurr durr i crai evrytiem bc no 1 wants to deal wit mah shit attitude

I'm glad these people don't hang with you anymore, you seem really annoying and pathetic.

It's good thing you're not a part of their lives anymore :)

The guy I had my first good erp with deleted his character a bit over a month ago, probably never going to delete the memo of it.Before then, I was pretty unsure of myself and whether or not I'd be any good at erping, as I've never tried writing a sex scene or anything before, but he was so easy to work with and it all flowed so naturally.

Rest in peace, manious, you big scaly bastard

Had a partner running a superhero storyline with me. I was writing as a bunch of female heroes from Marvel / DC and he was the villains.

She loads of non-con, ageplay, sexism, a couple master/pet type of instances.

We were basically going to have every female hero eventually get captured by the big bad behind the scenes, but the guy up and vanished about half way into the story.

>>63641

Samuss deleted her character? Any particular reason?

>>63664

Autismautismautismautism. Only tangetially relates i'm sorry fuck

>TFW play with my best friend through WoW. Level 1-90 with them. He gets me into raiding. He gets me into healing. He gets me into enjoying to talking people through vent. Level 90-100 on release of WoD, he does silly stupid roleplay nonsense with me. Knows how fucking excited I was to play an expansion with someone else for the first time on release date as I act like my super idiotic paladin with her lover/ally death knight.

>Pretty much canon for our two characters to have done every last single major event in WoW history together.

>This mother fucker who openly derides me for roleplaying, literally spends a month and a half with me leveling from 90-100 taking our time, reading quest text, responding to it - running around and just doing zany in character shit when it could literally take us less than a day and a half to complete the entire leveling grind.

>Mother fucker gives up raiding, hell even PLAYING WoW because my internet is so shit that I am incapable of properly connecting with people outside of base-level five mans, and we start to play JRPGs / Animes in synch.

>Desperately tries to help me stave off my depression, brings up F-list and roleplaying and my hobbies n' shit when I'm being a moody bastard just to up my spirits.

>Literally gets into the things I get into just because he knows it makes me happy.

>Destroys one of my longest lasting relationships by telling me it was based on lies.

>TFW This fills me with nothing but respect for this man for being willing to completely forsake his years long friendship with me on the off-chance I respond so vitriolically negative to his statements.

>TFW faggot knows I'm a selfish fuckwit with barely a considerate bone in my body and would never admit how happy it makes me that he's around and in my life

>TFW I pray to God we never drift a part because he is one of the few people I care about and every second I'm spending at my job incapable of giving him my time, incapable of responding to him, I just want to curl up and die because I know his life is rough right now and I'm desperate to help him like he has helped me.

>Tfw I'm literally crying. Being an adult is awful

Godfucktotallyofftopic

Now back to proper things.

>Getting started on F-list on Danalia

>Roleplay with someone a little over two years on-and-off through chatango. Nothing big, just someone that has 'always been there', so I'm not going to get on them about post length. Still churn out decent length posts, but probably half of what I expect from others.

>One day log in to a massive offline message about how happy they were over the years that I gave them any attention at all

>Start reading further down, and it goes into a depressive mind fuck about how they never thought they were good enough for me and how that with the quickness of my posts they thought I was just effortless, lackluster play to them.

>Spiral of insanity about how they thought they were nagging / disinteresting to me, that since I was the -only- person they played with - and my sudden 'migration' to F-list (I sit AFK'd on chatango waiting for people/responses from partners to come on, instead of actively seeking out the people on my friend's list.) how it made them feel like fucking shit for being incapable of keeping me solely there.

>I've never not enjoyed my time with them, send them a reply back about how that the quickness of my posts is because I'm used to writing mountains more, that although the posts are 'light' to me, I've still adored the two years of playing on-and-off and is simply awaiting a response from her. Not even 100% lewd play. Just random silliness that was enjoyable.

>This just flies them into a rage because it makes them realize that I've been holding myself back. Ranting ensues about how they were little more than a pathetic distraction incapable of keeping myself entertained.

>Call them insane, tell them that I'm going to bed and we'll continue the scene tomorrow when we're a little less high strung

>Log back in after a week of being too fucking depressed to roleplay from getting ban hammered on F-list destroying Danalia, plus various issues

>Messages of "I'm sorry for the way I acted" with a response to my last post, starting on Monday, spiraling downwards to 'Fuck you, you're a fucking cunt and I hate you' by a character that no longer exists on Sunday.

>Desperately hoping they one day message me again on an alt.

>Its been months

Goodbye Neko. ;_;

>>63641

>Recognise several of my profiles on there

Now I feel bad.

>>63668

I'm on there one time. Don't feel bad. People need to tell each other they're interested via PM or note if they're not often in chat. I know I only delete characters if it looks like there's no interest from others, so rather than quietly bookmarking this person should've said something. :^)

>>63641

>all bookmarks, not a single friend

That's telling.

>>63768

Maxcence Liu

I know who you're talking about, she's just had a bit of a low point and deleted her character. Someone else stole her name but I've got her on Skype. I'll let her know you miss her, okay? Feel free to chill in Anthro Lovers, she hung out there and if she comes back then she'll be in that room.

>>63641

>Not a single one of my tossed characters on there

So what, I ain't good enough for you?

>>63779

>>63768

https://www.f-list.net/c/jasmine%20the%20fallen

I had the same fucking thing happen

This is someone who vanished out of the blue and I don't know why. I miss them a lot even if it was a while back, and someone stole the damn name.

I know another person missing em too and it fucked me up.

>>63779

>>63805

If the names are being stolen, can it be reported to the staff?

>>63831

I dont think so, since the people deleted the characters prior.

>>63702

There was one before I started keeping the thing.

>>63831

>>63831

There is

> Deliberately taking a name solely to prevent other people from using it

But really nobody cares. If the owner returns they can ticket a nameclaim to get it back and that's about it. If somebody made a legit profile on the name, they would be SOL.

>>64218

Isn't that always fucked?

Myself, I just resorted to domming. Vicariously sub through the flesh-sleeve you ravage~!

>>64357

Why the fuck do you guys bookmark so many fucking people? No, really. In my entire time on Danalia I had maybe -five- deletes in -eight fucking months-.

Quit keeping track of people you have no goddamn intention of lewding with, jesus christ.

>>64392

:^) My trash tier tastes gets me consistent partners that aren't trash tier incompetents who can't work with the characters they've made and have to regress into deleting them.

>>64357

>See one of my characters on that list

>It's the one that I generally considered kind of half assed and only ever did two things with

>Deleted it along with a few others in a fit of "everything I do is garbage fuck everything."

I'm not certain how to feel about this.

W-what was her full name? I think I might be missing the same person you are and I want someone to commiserate with.

This >>64874 was meant to go with this >>64796 of course

>>64874

I never even found out. She just went by Scarlet.

Lexa, my dear. I won't forget you or the fun we've had. You were the only reason left for me to continue in that MUCK. Our characters got so close to each other. We talked and fooled around daily for a good few years.

Then you left, telling me you're going somewhere else, reluctant to tell me where, telling me not to follow without saying it. In a single day you were willing to throw the friendship away. You'll have no idea how hard it hit, how hard it hurt. I've tried to find another like you, and tried hard.

I found no one else, and I won't let anyone else get as close to me as I let you.

Fuck you.

I lost someone through no fault of my own, under circumstances I was entirely powerless against.

One of my all-time favorite, most delightful partners got doxxed by some fucking piece of shit on F-List. Next thing I know, all their characters are gone, account disabled, the works.

I end up finding them months later under a different account. Empty kinks list, no avatar, no character list, nothing. They specifically say they're not here to ERP… and yet they're on F-List, in a bunch of kink rooms. Sometimes a conversation turned saucy, and it was like back in the good old days. But those moments are few and far in-between now. Contact between us pretty much vanished.

It's clear to me that they've become a specter of their former self, and I don't understand what they do on F-List if they've become so cautious, withdrawn, and unwilling to take part in anything with anyone. It pains me more to see them online and be silent 99% of the time, than their hypothetical permanent leave from the site altogether.

>been playing with this one for 10 years

>hundreds of scenes at this point

>each scene 4-6 hours minimum

>10/10 furry throatfucking rape

>entirely onesided, I climax, she's my sextoy

>during our most recent scene, "btw I'm getting married"

>excuses herself mid-scene

>that usually never happens, usually a super-respectful player

>haven't heard from her since

RIP in peace kitten

I miss you, Cat. We haven't RPed in about a month but I always get nervous about long periods of time. I know you're busy with teaching and I'm in college but damn, at least return my KIK or my YIM. If you're here, please take note.

>>65570

I would say its his fault

If you're on f-list message me. You sound like you need to vent on a more personal level, yo.

https://www.f-list.net/c/Anasebiel%20Morbusai

No rp required or expected.

>>65570

he sounds like a fucking asshole?

So it took a lot of thought and dredging, because I've been doing ERP on and off for the better part of twelve years now (goddamn saying that makes me feel old) so I've become kind of jaded and less attached that I used to be (coupled with some rather unfortunate run ins with the dreaded clingy sorts making me not want to get attached in the first place) but there was one person I did stuff with way back in my forum days that stands out:

>Play femboy elf thief treasure hunter

>Slender body, big bubble butt that gets in the way of things, the works

>Sneak into a cave that supposedly houses riches beyond one's wildest dreams

>Have to squeeze through a lot of tight passages to get in

>Cave indeed full of riches but also something else

>Their character descends from the ceiling

>From the waist up slightly intimidating pretty boy, from the waist down suddenly tentacle, thousand of them

>End up hanging upside down by tentacles, tentacle boy is actually quite sociable if not a little irritated at the intrusion

>Have brief verbal altercation before ending up getting throat fucked, having multiple tentacles shoved up his butt at once, jerked off by tentacles and thoroughly stuffed with cum all while upside down.

>Top it off with tentacle boy planting a little crown on the elf's head as the elf reluctantly decides to stick around, realizing they're too cum bloated to fit out for a while anyway

>End up making a deal with the tentacle boy as a way to get more treasure for their collection on the condition of claiming some of it for their own.

>Scene ends on that.

Then they kinda just disappeared for a while and came back much later, we tried to run something else but that ended up petering out pretty quick with them vanishing again and then I eventually wandered off from that form. Though to twist the knife a bit more:

>Go back to forum to check that thread for this post

>Log in still works

>Have a message from them saying they miss me

>Dated March of 2015, their 'last active' time October of 2015

>My feels

>>65717

Message them with extra contact info. Maybe they'll one day check back in too. If not, you've done your best

>>65722

That's what I ended up doing yeah, still I had been gone for a couple years from that place thinking they had disappeared for good and then I find out that they actually tried to contact me less than a year ago. Feels bad man.

>>65765

what's your fetish, faggot?

>>65767

It's uncommon, if I were recognized and got to hear that they were angry with me I'd curl up and die. I might consider playing that fetish again when I've come to terms with my punishment and after the thought of looking for another partner stops making me feel dirty.

>>65768

So said partner was someone you met here or think has a chance of browsing here? In that case, you should say it even more so, since they might forgive you and miss you too

>>65769

I've been trying to work up the courage, but the risk seems insurmountable. It feels like a coin toss, either mental devastation or sweet redemption and I was never good with taking risks, much less for something relatively frivolous like erp. If these feelings keep bothering me for much longer I'm bound to take the leap sooner or later.

>>65772

Just fuckin' say it mate. Goddamn.

>>65772

The Holy Mother Ana demands that you name the degeneracy that has caused you such heartache

>>65772

You have to keep in mind that F-List is designed for all kinds of degeneracy. I've experimented with some kinks on alts, and there are surprisingly large numbers of niche fetish lovers on there. Most memorable was making a dom female who facesits and farts only to be bombarded by at least six notes a day for two weeks.

>>65768

>>65772

just say it, faggot, chances are it's something super tame

what is it? scat? vore? diapers? liking vaginas?

>>65848

>not realizing that blues will bend over backwards and do kinks they consider disgusting just to get some play with pinks

try playing as a blue/green who likes to receive that sort of stuff, you'll get widely different results

>>65851

Oh, you misunderstand. Every last one of them wanted me to do that fetish to them, all of them had it in their faves, and most of them had customs for it too. No joke, a half-dozen people asking me to fart on or around them.

>>65901

I'm not surprised. I've found lots of those types myself. Smells are a big kink for lots of people, and gas only add to that. Not sure what the appeal is, but if it makes them happy I'm glad to rip one for their benefit. So long as I don't have the same done to me.

>>65907

It's what got me into musk, frankly. I can never put farts on my profiles again due to the attention. Soft vore is the same way, and god help you if you're a mother figure who's into ageplay/ infantalism/ diapers.

>>65935

>Female into diapers

>Switch

>Had one scene in which I got to be sub

>Literally foreverdom

;_;

>>65937

if you are online, I can dom for you

>Playing a Guardsman on a backwater site

>Run around for a few months with not much really done, site is slow as balls and full of retarded ass cliques

>Finally run across someone playing a kinda neat character, though they're a canon

>They play a wonderful Alice Liddell and I start to adore the character and enjoy every post with the player.

>They get injured and disappear for a while, only figure out weeks later from a 'mutual' friend.

>She returns, we play a little more and she disappears again.

>I've never learned if she just stopped, or if she died.

I miss you Alice, you glorious, murderous woman. You were the greatest Englishwoman a Krieger could meet.

>>65937

I share your pain deeply

Got a profile you wanna share?

Longtime partner of mine deleted their account. No warning, no goodbye letter, nothing.

Later learned through a mutual friend that somebody somehow managed to insult them that they became so angry, they nuked they entire account and ported their roleplay to instant messengers with people they already knew there.

So, because I don't have any IM client installed, I pretty much got the fucking shaft.

>>70576

I only use YIM for like 2 people. If your mutual friend has her IM address, get an IM client and ask for the info?

>>76762

Aww, don't feel too bad. He probably wasn't feeling too well, you can't sacrifice just to please - it really does happen, and sometimes it's just really unfortunate, is all. Frustration can get the best of anyone!

Played with a cool guy for a year. Super detailled roleplay in the vein of ShindoL's mangas.

It was super cool, got a lot of ageplay, kinky stuff, etc.

After more than one year he deletes everything, explaining that he got caught at work and might get fired because of our stuff.

> Feelsbad.jpg

>>76964

Literally too good for this cesspool

>>76964

>why

seconding this motion

pom-pom we never got to fuck and you were even going to help me make my profile less shit, it seemed

What the fuck, Pomelo actually quit? I though' they were having fun hanging out, at least…

>>35800

my nigga

you still into the gmod HL2RP scene? we might even know each other

>>77834

>when you realise you're replying to a year old post just after you post it

woops

>Your bookmark, Makoto Kaneko, has deleted their character.

rip ;_;

>see that I've bookmarked Jang-mi and Reira

>Part of the same profile

>Cannot for the life of me remember what the topics of our RP was

>somehow remember that I sorely missed RPing with them

this is true suffering man, i don't even remember or recall what the fucking logs were about it's been years