No.35404 [View All]
What's their name, /erp/? That one person that you just adored, got together perfectly, understood each other and were in perfect sync, just for one day to have it all over for no real reason?
Let's reminisce, bitch and share stories about those people.
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No.96512
>Find this delicious brown Elf Whore Priestess in SDLFRP
>Shoot her a message asking if sci-fi is alright
>We manage to mix the two
>Not just that, but we have romance and lore in the background. An honest to God story.
>We pretty much never speak OOC aside from me wishing them well for a sickness and sometimes they have to leave for work
>RPing taught me that writing need not always be great, only charming
>One day they just nuke the character
What a fucking shame.
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No.96529
>>96506
>implying you don't want this
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No.97684
>Your friend, Momma Mabel Mintgoo, has deleted their character. at 20 Oct,2016 10:02:00 AM
RIP, it's not often I can talk and talk about my absurd kinks for hours on end with someone like that. Hope you move on to greener pastures.
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No.97708
It's very late right now, but let me tell you about Lauren.
>Be me
>Be 11 or 12
>Discover website called iscribble
>Get introduced to ERP through Warrior Cats RP Groups
>Make my shitty oc some Loner Cat named Copper Fang
>Fucked probably half that website's population within a year
>Make the jump from Cats to Humans in Zombie Apocalypse RPs
>RP with some girl named Willow nearly every day of Summer, whole thing was actually story, no lewds.
>Get introduced to Lauren through a big group RP with Willow
>Lauren says she likes the way I RP
>Says I have a lot of potential, but I still write like a kid
>I had always lied and said I was 16
>Have my first ERP with Lauren
>Don't remember it exactly anymore, think it was about a couple getting bored on a road trip
>RPs got darker
>Starts off with simple things, hair pulling, rope tying, general BDSM
>Gains momentum into a real non-con RP
>Remember it vividly
>Scene begins, character in a car trying to catch a girl at a pool
>Character messes with girl's car, takes her keys
>Was planning to offer her a ride
>Girl steps out of pool to get ready to leave pool, she's alone
>Character asks if she needs help
>Girl refuses, opens trunk to get something
>Character pushes her into her own trunk, steals car
>Goes to Cabin in the woods
>Ties girl up, cuts off bikini with a pair of scissors
>First non-con RP evolved into first non-Vanilla RP on many levels
>First Anal, first Oral, gags, sex toys, handcuffs, sex pumps.
>Really tested my boundaries as an RPer at about the age of maybe 13 at the time.
>Many of my main inks discovered in that RP
>Do nothing but RPs with Lauren for 2 & 1/2 years.
>She gets banned often for misbehavior, she was a mean girl, especially to site mods
>She always made new accounts to sneak back to me
>Sometime later she gets very personal
>Asks to RP in first person a lot
>Asks about my opinions on Internet relationships
>Asks about meeting up
>Was young and unwise
>Always said we could be happy and get together someday
>RPs almost entirely stop
>Lauren now only wants to talk OOC about Masturbation and Cyber-Sex
>Start to feel awkward
>Start to dread logging on
>Skip some days, she says she worries sometime that I'm ditching her
>One day decide to abandon whole ordeal
>Don't go on iscribble again for years
>Get on one day I don't know how long later
>10 Unchecked Messages
>Asking where I am and if I'm alright
>Wishing me a Merry Christmas
>Last message ever sent, October 24, 2012
>"Happy Birthday. Hope I'll see you again one day."
I'm sorry, Lauren.
I don't know what I wanted
I still don't know
I just know I didn't mean to hurt you.
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No.97750
>>97708
I DID IT
I FOUND WALDO
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No.97752
>>97708
It's alright that you bailed if she made you feel uncomfortable. Especially being so underage. But…
>RP partner remembering your birthday after so long
These eyes…are cryin'
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No.97754
>>97752
Not exactly related to RP, exactly, though I did RP with the person on-and-off…
I had a really big falling out with an e-friend of mine one day, they had a lot of problems, and I'm 99% sure they ended up ODing sometime after our Great Bazinga
But that's not what kills me. It's the fact that in my forum inbox I still have a birthday message.
The last thing they sent me was a happy birthday, the day before they closed the account.
It's been so long but it never stops hurting.
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No.99938
RIP Elven Fuckdoll, Velaris, and Wasted Ballsnot.
You'll be missed, where ever you may be.
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No.100069
They came back, /erp./
I deleted all the profiles I played with them on and I have no idea how I'm going to approach them, but they came back. I just saw them posting ads by total chance - I literally never look at SDLFRP, I just happened to and there they were.
They came back. Never give up hope.
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No.100071
>>97708
i'm actually surprised the girl was the one who ended up being so clingy and invested in virtual relationships, even going so far as seemingly being legitimately in love with you, it's usually the lonely teen boys who want that
you didn't do anything wrong, anon
I've done what you did once or twice to people on F-List
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No.100151
First one was a dragoness character:
>found her on F-list
>she wanted a full on story, long-term RP
>play with her for a week, story really developing
>we had some lewds in between the story stuff
>suddenly she doesn't answer my messages
>more and more OOC, is depressed
>last time I chatted with her was over notes, asking if she want's to RP over them
>she did not and after that we never talked
It was a shame, I was really invested in story and all.
Now I feel another great long-term RP I'm invested in is dying, with an elf character. It wasn't logged on for a while now…
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No.119131
>someone I really enjoyed chatting with isn't gone but is now out of reach
>canon that got on well with my OC
>chill OOC to boot
>nothing lewd at all and it didn't need to be
>just nice to talk to someone for a while over drinks
>even had an idea for a character-focused adventure
>sudden radio silence, doesn't answer notes and no response in chat
>eventually take it personally and break things off
>turns out they're going through some heavy shit and they apologize
>feel like an asshole, apologize and disengage
>still technically out there but I'll never hear from them again
Months on and it still stings. Nothing to do but keep moving, I guess. Still miss them, but just hope they're doing better.
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No.119427
You know what, screw what you fuckbois say.
Madison/Noel.
Her profiles are gone, taken over and they're a joke here too. Nobody fucking deserves that. You bullied too far /ERP/, and not even the good kind.
[F]
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No.121112
Bump because the other guy's a retard and didn't see the thread.
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No.122059
>4-5 years ago
>Be me
>Be a shitter on an old, dying website doing pirate-themed RP
>Manage to scrounge up 5-6 people for a crew, which was a lot back then
>my character started dating one of the ones in that particular group
>tons of fun, no typefucking but I didn't care at all
>I didn't notice the crew had gone from 6 to 4, continued having fun
>eventually my character's lover stopped coming around as often, eventually quit RPing altogether
>the other two got jobs and can't do anything anymore, the website is basically dead now
>the third player just kind of stopped talking and eventually removed me from steam/skype
Feels fucking terrible.
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No.123089
Zoey Hayes.
They're still around, technically. I see them on the "friends online" tab really frequently, but they're not on chat. Even if they were, communication lapsed months ago and the play kinda stagnated even before that.
I probably wouldn't want to try to keep the play going anymore - It's been too long. But I built 100% of my character development for what is now my favorite character around that play when the character was just a rough idea, and I get nostalgic when I think about it.
Thanks for making Eva the character she is today, Zoey. Hope you're doing all right.
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No.123106
Not upset about it as I could be, but I found a profile with an ugly dude who actually knew how to write. I thought I'd finally struck dickcheese-covered gold and snagged someone to fulfill all of my dreams of having a fat otaku belly rubbing up against my back every evening, but I guess not.
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No.123107
>>95743
I think I found out who this was, finally. BlackoutGod, the one with the meme profile. It looks like she's gone forever. If you're reading this, though, thanks for meming with us.
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No.124967
Mamiro I don't know if it was my fault you just deleted your character but I'm pretty sure it is and I'm really sorry. If you see this please come back or at least tell me what went wrong and why you were that close to the end of your rope.
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No.132778
>>35404
>ERP with someone in the 18+ section of a fandom roleplay website
>They're into p much all my kinks, good writing, enthusiastic, amazing smut and fluff
>We write down some info about our RP on Etherpad
>Eventually they disappear, keeping silent for a whole year
>Notice they entered a username to write the Etherpad stuff
>Look it up, find a tumblr, seems to be the same person
>Maybe I should say hello, I miss that RP
>Notice the tumblr sidebar
>[Name] | [Gender] | 16
>PANIC PANIC PANIC
>Contact them and be as vague as possible just to make sure this is the right person
>Is your sidebar up to date (it was), did you ever RP on [website] (yup)
>I explain the situation and they apologize profusely
I'm not THAT angry at them, it's not like police showed up at my door, but still, learning you'd been RPing with a 15 year old is gross even when you were only 18 then.
I want to keep in touch with them but it's waaaay too awkward for me. And honestly the RP was great, but resuming it even one year after they've turned legal would still make me feel like a massive creep, and it's a long time away already.
What a mess.
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No.132787
>>132778
>learning you'd been RPing with a 15 year old is gross even when you were only 18 then.
I had an RP on F-List with a pink I really suspected was of around 14-15 years of age they mentioned they were American, didn't have a license YET and that they couldn't go to their computer to play there. I know what that feels like, makes you feel all dirty, perverted and like you're fucking fiddling with an actual kid. I had to break mine off and it really was for the best.
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No.132829
>>123106
>tfw fatty who actually practices hygiene
this is fucking ridiculous
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No.132873
Is it stalking to try and find someone you played with years ago, assuming you'd stopif they respond negatively?
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No.132875
https://www.f-list.net/c/rooster%20hat/
>got me into Pokemen RP
>super nice, always willing to discuss an idea i had, or lend a hand fleshing out a character of mine
>extremely lewd when she wanted to be
>shitposter extraordinaire
>always willing to make quick characters to play out my retarded scene ideas
>all around a great pal and partner
>suddenly vanishes off the face of the earth, emails don't work and kiks aren't even being delivered
I'm honestly afraid she's dead or something. How can I make this terrible feeling go away?
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No.132876
>>132875
>just two weeks
By not being an impatient git?
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No.132878
>>132876
You don't understand, she used to get on everyday with no exceptions. One day we literally told each other goodnight and we'd see each other tomorrow. And then she disappeared. We used to IM through the day when she was busy and now my messages aren't even being delivered.
tbh I kinda wish she was just ignoring me or had me blocked for being too annoying. The fear that maybe something terrible happened to her is worse than knowing I'm an overbearing shit and that she wanted me out of her life.
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No.132881
>>132873
I guess it depends on the person. I'd be flattered.
>>132878
If emails aren't being delivered I'm afraid she might have left voluntarily. Nobody knows they're going to have an accident the next day and shuts down their accounts preemptively.
I'm sorry, I hope she comes back to you.
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No.133296
>find someone on discord who indulges all my fetishes
>get really stupid and /sadboys/ and unfairly drop that on them
>they give up trying to help me because i drank for a while instead of getting proper help
>they block me, removes me on everwhere we had contact
>i know it's completely my fault and i'm an abhorrent autist
>life starts improving gradually over time, not because they left, but because of other occurrences
>feel completely fine and well-adjusted, out of my depressed phase
>except i still feel guilt for putting them through all that
>still feel like a piece of shit to this day, would give everything to apologize to them but i don't want to be 'that guy', so i'm trying to respect their wish to not contact me
i know you browse this board, and you probably know who i am, i ask for your forgiveness, aco. we don't have to be friends, but i regret everything i've done.
forgive the extremely autistic post i'm just in a mood
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No.133309
>>133296
>I drank for a while
you deserve abandonment, retard.
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No.133318
>>133309
why do you say that
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No.133477
>>133296
Hmph.
Dropping pretty low beneath your rank for someone who's part of the clique.
You're still a retard, and you telling me you don't care about me seems like a bit of a 180 reversal from this post.
You're lucky I just came back from a fucking keg party.
Message me on Priestess, because when you're not a whiny, rude, fucking terrible cunt you're a half decent writer.
And we're not doing any of your fucking cuck shit either.
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No.169998
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No.202484
This may be the first time I've actually cared about someone deleting. Best oral service I've ever gotten through text.
On the off chance you're lurking here: Auf wiedersehen, Roboterfrau.
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No.202639
She had a lot of characters but her main was called Maddie something. I was stupid and got emotionally attached because I was worried about her mental health. I was right to worry, I guess.
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No.202711
>>133477
I dunno who you are but I like your Moxie anon
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No.202712
>>119427
She's literaly in erp lounge, what are you smoking
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No.202753
Meriume is the best partner I've ever had. Her kinks are much darker now than they used to be. Gets turned on by power fantasies and seems to love whatever I come up with. Pitches her own ideas and inspires me to do my best. Then she just stops showing up. I know our schedules and time zones don't match up. I know she could have doms who satisfy her dark urges more than I ever could. I've started maybe four RPs with her in the past two years, and they all end exactly the same way. She never tried to follow up, and always leaves me hanging. I hold no bitterness or I'll will towards her. I'm glad to have enjoyed the times we were together. I just wish I could see something to the end, but I guess you can't have everything.
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No.202755
>>133477
>cuck shit
Was it Michael Bowyer ?
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No.202770
>>202712
Look at the post date.
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No.206266
GO DAMN IT DECKER WHY, YOU WERE SO FUCKING GOOD AT RPING AND I ONLY SAW YOU ONCE AFTER.
Fuck, you ever meet a player and instantly have a super chill relationship OOC while still being able to do crazy stuff IC?
Frick.
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No.206315
Please come back Riley, even though I know you can never stay.
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No.206640
>>35404
I had bunch of great friends like that. Almost all of them are even still around… but over the years they simpl forgot about me and left me behind…I sometimes wish they had actually deleted their characters so i can just take it and move on, but seeing them active, having as much fun as ever and simply replaced me with new friends… knowing it will never be like it used to be is far more hurtful.
>tfw you will never have a partner again that pushes all your favorite kink buttons this good
>tfw you will never will never finish this long term rp that lasted over a year
I try to meet new people all the time, but its just not the same.
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No.206985
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No.254796
>>35404
Echo Mk. III. I think that was their name?
Sorry for not approaching you sooner, I kind of suck at this.
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No.255676
>>206640
>>206985
Post your profile so I can try and make you a part of my group already you little faggot, you're going to be one of us.
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No.255780
I'll post, not of one person but of everyone I met.
After a really long time of absence (over 1 year) I think I have figured out on the ways I acted wrong on many of my partners. I probably left out of the blue and without further notice, but that's because I had lost all and any interest on erping further. That and a really good therapy helped me settle on my emotions.
I even poofed from Discord and barely use Skype. I just don't have the willpower to face anyone as of now, and even if I did, I don't know what I'd even achieve. I am sorry (if any of you is even reading here, which I highly doubt) to have behaved as I did in the past.
Thank you everyone for the sweet and bitter moments. It was a lot of fun.
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No.282073
Sorry for digging this thread from a deep grave, but I need to vent sad shit out of my system. You, guys, will probably find it hilarious, but in some sense /pol/ have cucked me out of RP partnership.
I had brilliant rp-buddy since my youth at SL - talented French m2f trans, unmatched master of grimdark psychological sadomasochism in realistic age-play / domestic discipline / forced feminization scenarios. Through years we had a lot of fun both in SL and pure text, playing with each other in every top/bottom combinations. Her crown type of character was middle-aged auntie, evil, manipulative, intimidating and subtly perverted without open in-your-face eroticism. She freely communicated and roleplayed in three languages, including my very own Russian. She was drawing pretty good illustrations and had top notch fashion sense to the point, where she could tastefully use its deliberate inversion as tool of sadism. RP with her was genuine arthouse theatrical experience – like participating in some weird chekhovesque stage play, produced by kinky as fuck director. Believe me, guys, it was rare gem, while it lasted.
To my sorrow, at one point her eyes have opened to corruption and decline of our world. Don't get me wrong – I'm more /pol/ then average anon here myself, I believe. So, when she looked back at her _very_ disturbing childhood and concluded that it is wrong to let her past lure her into decadent perversions, I could only cheer for her decision. Nowadays, instead of kids crying in fear and pain under unfair sadistic punishments from evil adults she draws love, care and peace. I suppose, this made her much happier person, and by this proxy I'm happy for her too. But goddamn, I can't help feeling selfish sadness… Our last RP in Russian, somewhat inspired by real-life characters from my own childhood, was destinated to become true masterpiece, but it will forever remain 12-chapter rough draft, holding very special place in my heart for many reasons. We still occasionally exchange /pol/ memes, but it's hard to deny that similar tastes in decadent perversions were major part in our bonding, so distance between us is inevitably growing.
Let this vent be my farewell not to her true self, which is still within messenger's reach, but to her dark side, which will forever remain one of my warmest memories. To you, my scary evil auntie!
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No.282078
>>282073
It's always great when you find a partner you click with who can blend multiple genres together, is able to vary their character's fashion in a way that enhances who the character is and has been with you so long they know how to press your buttons. I mourn your loss too-It's always a shame to hear it when it happens.
I've gotten a few partners, including one just this year, who I click with amazingly well and who seem to understand what gives me certain kinks as well as what gets me going. Losing one would seriously suck shit.
Good luck finding your next partner friend.
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No.282080
>>282078
Thank you, man. It's really heartwarming to find understanding and compassion on this ghosttown of a board.
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No.282122
putting repoort limits was a great idea, guys. :/
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