No.6188 [Last50 Posts]
I know plenty of doomers here are alcoholics but I was wondering what sort of experience you boys had with drugs in the past? I'd love to hear your thoughts on weed, psychedelics, opiates, stimulants, hell even deliriants. What's your favorites? Positive experiences overall or has it reinforced your negative behavior?
For me I'm a weed, stimulants, and psychedelics guy
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No.6197
>>6188
overwhelmingly negative but fun
psychedelics for college, cocaine for bars, opiates for socializing and hard labor, booze for sleeping, fuck weed, I recently transistioned from cigs to dip so I wouldn't have to go outside anymore for a cig.
I only drink/dip anymore, wish I had never tried drugs. I might not have fucked up so much and been left so socially isolated because "lol fuck everyone else" attitude.
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No.6198
>>6197
almost forgot, amphetamines from 3rd-9th grade which I feel fucked my dopamine receptors for life
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No.6205
>>6188
Acid, once every month a so. 'Heroic Doses', naturally. Overwhelmingly positive.
Booze every day, of course. Shit's like water by now, so neither positive nor negative.
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No.6209
>>6188
there's already a drug thread ffs
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No.6349
I despise amphetamines, maybe i despise it because i remember that shit form my adhd medication. but i usually feel no pleasure from them
Mdma is fun, but leaves you burned out so in the end it is not worth it for me
Ketamine was an interesting experience, might try it again
Addicted to weed, it was great the first year, now i only smoke it to numb myself still trying to stay away from it but hanging out with stoners all the time really makes it hard af
If i hang out with my Normie friends i usually get as drunk as possible so i can stand them. so alcohol is kinda nice and helps me socializing
But my favourite drug is lsd, it gave me a new view on life and gave me GENUINE euphoria and hope. I only tripped once and it was a 100% positive experience.
Today i tried Microdosing for the first time
got a tab dissolved into a solution and i am now playing around to find my sweet spot. right now i took not enough to feel any effect on myself but the placebo in the first 2 hours were very niceI despise amphetamines, maybe i despise it because i remember that shit form my adhd medication. but i usually feel no pleasure from them
Mdma is fun, but leaves you burned out so in the end it is not worth it for me
Ketamine was an interesting experience, might try it again
Addicted to weed, it was great the first year, now i only smoke it to numb myself still trying to stay away from it but hanging out with stoners all the time really makes it hard af
If i hang out with my Normie friends i usually get as drunk as possible so i can stand them. so alcohol is kinda nice and helps me socializing
But my favourite drug is lsd, it gave me a new view on life and gave me GENUINE euphoria and hope. I only tripped once and it was a 100% positive experience.
Today i tried Microdosing for the first time
got a tab dissolved into a solution and i am now playing around to find my sweet spot. right now i took not enough to feel any effect on myself but the placebo in the first 2 hours were very nice
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No.6350
>>6188
Used to be big on weed, FBI.
Not "big" big, but you get me. Did it semi-regularly, and had a lot of fun in that time. One of my best periods. Now it usually just makes me more paranoid - maybe because I'm too often on large amounts of caffeine.
Caffeine I've over-used a bit - gotten in the habit, yeah. Getting off it. Whatever.
Cocaine I tried once. I thought I was gonna be living with the guy. Not a good experience. A long down. He was on coke, too. He had me fist him, both arms. Blood and shit. Biting his nipples 'til they looked like chewed gum. He didn't really want me living with him, it was a one-night thing. Just made me hyper, the coke - fast talking, nerves. Long, long, unstoppable down.
Mushrooms gave me a lot of love one time. One of the best times of my life. Beautiful, natural visions and water looking electric. Walking around the woods naked. Heavenly.
Acid gave me mixed results. The first few times were alright. Then I overdid it once, way overdid it - not had a good experience with it since. That time I ended up just in a long state of delusion, really - hallucination, but barely, because the hallucinations scared me enough that I was able to more-or-less suppress the more intense ones… sexual stuff. But I suppressed them with negative thoughts, which created this delusion where I was killed and chopped up, about to drown, and repeated delusions of being in a prison or mental hospital for decades. No 'ego death' - I knew who I was the entire time, in fact I became periodically more concerned about my self and my possessions. Worrying, stupid.
MDMA's nothing but good.
FuraFent I tried to kill myself with, but failed badly. Didn't use enough. Stupid. Was I even trying? Passed out and woke up in incredible pain and spiking terror.
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No.6386
Here in Brazil you can find many legal religious groups and therapists who can invite you to a Ayahuasca session. It is the most powerful psychedelic substance I've ever had in my whole life, and I've experienced basically all the mainstream drugs in the world.
You drink a half-cup (150ml approx.), wait 30 minutes while listening to calm and relaxing music with a group and then is just three hours completely out of this world. Spiritual visions. I was sweating like a motherfucker, with my eyes closed, trembling, all rolled up in a blanket. Vomiting in the nature while holding the branch of a tree, you open your eyes, you see the branch all fucked up, like a Van Gogh painting or something like that. It's really hard to define the impact and this experience. I like to say it's like being born again. Or giving birth. Or, maybe, like the sensation when you are stung by a VERY venomous animal and the madness start coming to your brain. Simetric, rainbow colored madness.
When I say it's like dying or being born again it's because you really have to prove yourself that you're strong when you drink this tea. You're in for a wild ride, it's really NOT that much of a fun drug. It's INTENSE. You just bring the animal out of you.
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No.6388
>>6188
There are a shitload of legal research chems you can get on the clearnet. I've done 1P-LSD, ALD-52, 1B-LSD, ETH-LAD, 4-AcO-DMT, 4-HO-MiPT, 4-AcO-MiPT, 4-HO-MET, DPT, etizolam, and 3-FPM. 4-HO-MiPT is the best tryptamine in my opinion. 1P-LSD is good, but I have a high tolerance to it at this point.
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No.6888
>>6388
I stayed away from RC's because of the untested nature of them, but holy fuck all those chems and free human trials is getting some real science done. It's only a matter of time until we find one that slows down time or something.
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No.6918
>>6188
alprazolam- helped me
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No.6938
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No.9880
>>6188
Mushrooms saved my life, quite literally.
Last year in April I was very suicidal. I was ready jump off my 14th story balcony and decided to do it on 7 grams. But, I ended up having the most beautiful experience in my life and realized that life was actually worth living at the time being. When I was peaking, I saw this woman/goddess that looked like Durga that was telling me to move on from my misery while she was making these fanning motions with her many arms. The rest of the trip, I kept talking to her while I was seeing complex fractals, then eventually it wore off, opened my eyes and saw the most beautiful sunset I've seen in my entire life.
And oh boy, LSD, I love it way too much. The analytical, yet spiritual, amphetamine like aspect of it is so addicting. I go on crazy binges with the stuff, usually starting in around the 500ug range and then dosing more when the acid starts to wear off. 1st day feels normal, 2nd you're a bit loopy but acid's keeping you energized, 3rd day is slobbery and stupid, 4th day the trip starts to take a delirious dark turn and you just want it to fucking end but it won't.
My obsession in psychology and philosophy while doing acid about every 3rd day (except for higher doses) for nearly 3 months straight has ultimately led me here. I don't have anyone else to blame but myself for this. I knew I was going to be paying a hefty price for taking that much acid in such a short amount of time. Did I learn anything? Long story short, I learned too much of the bitter aspects in life, in too short of time. The people I loved and trusted are not the same as I thought they were.
Don't fly too close to the Sun over the ocean, or you'll fall and drown; scarcely kicking and never finding your way out.
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No.9891
Mostly bad as ex-straight edge. Even weed makes me trip out. And it's always bad.
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No.9900
I wanted to try mescaline but my cactuses all died after 2 weeks
I guess there is no drug adventures for me
my poppy flowers blossomed btw
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No.9919
>>6386
I've participated in twenty or so ayahuasca ceremonies. I got a lot out of it the first couple of times, but I don't have much to say about the rest. Long term, it didn't help with my mental health issues. I had really bad feeling about the group anyway.
>>9900
How did you kill a cactus in two weeks?
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No.9931
2 good lsd experiences
1 good NBOMe experience
2 shitty NBOMe experiences
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No.9956
I fell in love with booze and stayed away from most other things even when given the opportunity to do so. However I've still tried a few.
Weed - Makes me very paranoid and socially slow. This has always been a problem because the only time it's really been available is in social settings. I've enjoyed it on a few occasions. When I was drinking heavy and not eating started to take a toll on me i would smoke for an appetite. Had a girl try to tell me it made sex better so i tried that. Was so fucking high from 0 tolerance that sex just seemed like the weirdest, most silly thing imaginable and was rendered completely bonerless.
Amphetamines- Tried it with weed and had an excellent buzz. Walked around the local mall with a friend in true normie fashion before getting kicked out for messing up equipment on the kid's playground area. Good time but felt sick, had a terrible stomach ache and couldn't sleep for a few days afterwards.
Mushrooms- Tried in highschool and had a very positive trip. Skipped out with a friend and ate them before smoking a little weed. Only took 2 grams so i really just saw waves/patterns, but the mental high made me feel like everything made sense. We walked back out of his neighborhood- a pretty bad trailer park, and bumped into some guys we knew. They were surrounding a kid I had seen around school. The kid had the physical appearance of some kind of down syndrome. He looked like a creature from the hills have eyes but mentally he was your average normie. They had him all fucked up on something serious, he was so high he could barely stand. They were hitting him, pushing him around. They put him in front of me and told me to hit him. I refused and they all started to get defensive, feeling like assholes. One guy called me a pussy and i left before anything escalated. I spent the rest of the day walking through the woods feeling like a wise shaman druid before playing soccer with some elementary schoolers at the park. I felt great for weeks afterwards.>>9880
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No.9964
For the past couple years I've used drugs pretty regularly. My favorites are oxy's and xanax, but I've also done MDMA, LSD, shrooms, Codeine, and Adderall. Now I just smoke/vape THC wax a lot and I'm prescribed Concerta and Ritalin.
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No.9984
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No.10012
>>9919
well it germinated nicely from seed
maybe 20 of them
then they turned brown and died
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No.10055
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No.10056
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No.10061
what does /doomer/ think of thread related?
>>>/drugs/6931
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No.10104
>>6188
Honestly DMT and shrooms are overrated, LSD 25 and LSA have been far more powerful in my experience. The experience is beyond space travel or time travel, its like seeing the rules of reality being rewritten before you. New colors, new physics, new math, new landscapes, new plants, new feelings, new water. Everything is new and undiscovered. I generally use weed on a daily basis for stress and drink every other day (recovering alcoholic, I was tired of waking up sick every morning)
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No.10105
>>10104
Really? LSA?
I tried morning glory once and it just made me kinda nutty.
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No.10184
Drink every once in a while, state ranges from tipsy to blown, but sometimes it makes me paranoid.
Quit weed in 2016, gave me my first major panic attack after a gravity bong sesh, never was the same after that. Tried it again recently, if I didn't find something to preoccupy my mind with I'd go full anxiety mode pretty fucking quick, quit it for good now fuck that goddamn plant.
Did acid for the first and only time in 2016 when I was still a DRUG EXPLORER LOLLOLOL, was a positive overall experience and I gained more maturity as a result, however I wouldn't do it again, wouldn't want to worsen my cardiac health, same with MDMA, although I did that one 3 times, and by the 3rd time it was losing it's magic, so I guess it was good I never took it again afterwards.
Tried benzos, fucking hate them, they may kill my underlying anxiety but they make me fucking stupid and zombielike so fuck that shit.
Been on opiates since November 2017, specifically heroin. It's fantastic for socializing in the heat of the moment, but I can't sleep on it, and every time I wake up the next morning, or, well, afternoon, and depersonalization kicks in and I start regretting everything I said, then the sickness hits later in the night and I feel like dying. I just lost access to a vehicle that could help me cop so right now I guess I'm forcing myself to quit.
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No.10185
>>9931
>N BOMB
>ever
Are you actively seeking death anon?
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No.10211
I've only done a few "soft" opioids like hydrocodone, along with weed once (felt nothing), and alcohol of course. Quit everything a long time ago though because I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt when I overdosed on codeine.
I'm interested in psychedelics despite all that. I'll probably try LSA in a little bit.
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No.10213
>>10211
>I'm interested in psychedelics
When people used magic mushrooms to treat depression and anxiety, the results of the study found that it was MORE effective when people sought religious and meaningful experiences than when people did it recreationally or to make themselves feel good.
I hope you find what you're looking for.
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No.10215
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No.10218
>>10105
I guess it depends on your dose. The nausea is killer but in very high doses it's very similar to LSD, even more so than test chemicals or shrooms
>>10184
Try indica or even CBD supplements like hemp cigarettes, THC can agitate you a little whereas CBD is relaxing and has strong pain relief properties. I've only done 1 prescription worth of benzos and honestly if felt like a very small dose of alcohol.
As for MDMA/molly/etc, I was once at a bar with some coworkers and took some kind of powder out in their car that was supposed to be MDMA, but it made me kinda pissy and uppity so I think it might have actually been mephedrone [not the same thing as methadone] or something. Over all it was pretty boring. I haven't done opioids and don't plan to
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No.10220
>>10213
Yeah that's definitely great news to hear since a profound spiritual trip is exactly what I'm shooting for. I've heard LSA is hit-or-miss but it's not a huge deal - I'll move into mushrooms afterwards regardless of what LSA shows me. Thank you.
>>10218
>The nausea is killer
I've heard lemon juice and a cold water extraction method eliminates the vertigo. Also, on an unrelated note, did you experience anything related to vascular problems? Based on my research LSA can apparently cause veins to shrink painfully in the leg in a nonthreatening benign way.
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No.10246
>>6188
Ive been using kratom daily for the past five years.
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No.10263
>>6197
what happened on weed?
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No.10273
>>10218
"molly," at least on a large portion of the east coast is pretty much just meth now
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No.10412
>>6386
so how about the indigenous out there getting nixed over gold mining?
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No.10414
I have taken prescription stimulants and painkillers (Adderall, Biphentin & Morphine, fentanyl patches) and marijuana. I also did dxm syrup and it got me drunken.
>>6198
Hah, the pharmajew got you too huh? they used to prescribe me Concerta as a child until they abruptly cut me off and I had to start buying from a friend.
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No.10422
Psychedelics are great. Bring back shamanism.
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No.10441
>>10422
>bring back shamanism
This. Peyote, ayahuasca, kykeon, magic mushrooms etc. are the ticket to enlightenment.
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No.10448
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No.10462
>>6188
Unless you're a pharmacologist, I've probably taken every drug you've ever heard of, and then some. I would list them but it would probably take me several hours.
Drugs are fucking stupid and if you take them you're a degenerate. Yes, this includes psychedelics.
At this point I just smoke cigarettes.
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No.10463
>>10462
Fuck you. "I did drugs, enjoyed them, and they made me understand the world better, but if you even try them ever you're a degenerate!" - you
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No.10467
>>10441
>>10422
>>10220
>>10213
I used to think that psychedelics where the ticket to enlightenment. It sure feels that way for the first few hundred or so trips. But when I finally got to the end of the crystalline cave, there was no more light. The joy and love that I had felt most of the way there–the beings I had met–they all fell silent. Looking back I could see that their colorful, pulsating, ephemeral bodies where nothing but fabric facades stretched over cold steel animatronics. I suppose they aren't called machine elves for nothing. The images in the cave walls where gone, the light at the end of the tunnel I had been swimming towards all this time was only the reflections of that which I was leaving behind. And when I looked at the perfectly smooth wall at the end, all I saw was my own image.
>>10463
Learn from my mistakes, faggot. I never said I wasn't a degenerate.
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No.10470
>>10463
I never truly understood this. When you take drugs and it depends what drugs, you might think how you understand things better but only after I quit I started to doubt if it wasn't lie. Psychedelics were great because I was making music and I heard shit I never heard before but then again I got sad because I knew nobody else will truly hear and feel what I felt while recording. It's something beyond me, something I don't understand and probably will never understand, what is more real, if being sober or under influence. And maybe it isn't important, you know, maybe the "real" or "better understanding" isn't the goal, maybe you just love to have a good trip, maybe that's the "world" you feel better in and it doesn't matter if it feels like real world beyond reality. During that period of my life I definitely become more spiritual and more emotionally aware to a degree I didn't needed drugs anymore, because I got what I needed when I was sober. Something changed, life got too fast, I'm not making music for spirits anymore, I lost my child-like playfulness and my inner world, it all blended into reality and everything become possible but yet still impossible. I understand world less than I ever did but I guess that's the matter of age and not drug use.
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No.10482
>>10467
No offense - this is gay.
Nobody has to trip 100+ times. One good trip on shrooms is fine.
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No.10483
>>10482
Oh, and to add -
stop whiteknighting for Settlers.
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No.18634
>>6188
My personal rankings
1. MDMA
2. Opiates
3. LSD
4. Ketamine
5. 2CB
6. Cocaine
7. Benzos
8. 2CB
POWER GAP
9. Weed
I'm a fucking huge fan of opiates. I love 'em. They'd be number 1 but MDMA is too fun and is amazing for building/repairing relationships.
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No.18646
Only legal shit. Other than the usual:
>creatine: despite all the mysticism surrounding MUH GAINZ! all it does for me is make my joints slightly less sore after working out, which is good enough for me to keep taking it
<from what I hear this is exactly what steroids do except much more pronounced (ie it doesn't GIVE you bigger muscles so much as it lets you work out a lot more often) sans nasty side effects
>l-theanine powder: extract of the green tea chemical which calms your shit. works enough to be somewhat noticeable, but much more than about 400mg made me very pissed almost immediately after ingesting
>maca root powder: more energy + aphrodisiac. it works, but not immediately: like an antidepressant you have to keep taking it for at least several weeks to a few months until one day you realize you've been beating off like you were 13 again when even wrinkly fat chick cleavage makes your dick drippy
>phenibut: barely-legal substance (like salvia was right before, well, it was declared illegal) which is supposed to be like a "social skills steroid" that one should take around six to four hours before a job interview or picking up hotties. did nothing for me but nearly make me vomit from the flavor (like ultra-concentrated piss), except at around 5g (the supposed "safe" limit) my upper arms were a tad tingly for ten minutes
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No.19375
The first time I tried weed, I was 16. I was hanging out with this girl I wanted to have sex with, but I became so stoned that I lost my fucking mind and she kicked me out of the house after about an hour. Well I never had a chance to have sex with that girl again, because not long after that she became one of those high school lesbian types. I would say that was a gateway moment for me to enter doomerdom. She was the only girl I thought I might have been compatible with and she lived literally right up the street. So I spent the rest of high school miserable and unable to talk to girls.
My favorite drug was percs. I did a ton of that shit when I was 20. Spent an entire summer laid out in a dream like state watching Planet Earth and old movies.
I'll probably never go back to percs though because as I get older I find that my willpower breaks down easier. I don't want to become such a dirtbag that I'm fiending for heroin at 4 AM, which is where I expect percs will lead to. In my early 20s, I was strong, sexually active, and had an anything I set my mind to mentality. Now I'm just an incel cuck.
Still love weed but do it rarely since I no longer live in a recreational state and I haven't hung out with anyone in like 4 years.
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No.19395
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No.20264
americunt. bit drunk, listening to music, don't have the atenntion span to read everyone's posts rn. sorry.
<cannabis
when I had it on hand, I smoked everyday. at one point I upgraded to a vape and did it at work nonstop as well. I since stopped since I had attempted to join a uniformed service (haha) and don't plan on starting again as it made me feel complacent and aimless. I'd rather suffer directed agony.
<Dextromethorphan (cough syrup)
interesting experience the first few times, but I'd consider it merely a gateway to more interesting drugs. it'll get your feet wet in the depths of your psyche while keeping you too disoriented to truly comprehend the gravity of what it is you're experiencing. more at 11….
<LSD
this was the turning point. I felt like a human male for the first time in my life, primal, connected to nature, productive, caring. I cleaned my apt and did my very best to engage with my gf and pets that night. if my entire life could be feeling the way I did then, I'd have a chance.
over the next few months, I microdosed with the remaining tab or two I had left and my mental state degraded further and further. simple discomforts spiraled into complete breakdowns as I struggled to reconcile the programming instilled into me as a child with the new reality I was facing. I ended up throwing away the remaining 1/2 tab, but I still suffered the mental/emotional instability for the next 4-6 weeks. I'm a lot better now, but what has been seen within myself cannot be unseen. it's probably why I'm here now.
if you read all that, you've done more for me than anyone else in my life. thank you.
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No.20299
I used to inhale computer air and get really fucked, now I just drink stolen alcohol.
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No.22470
Besides alcohol I've only done DXM. I'm on DXM it now and honestly it's pretty fucking nice.
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No.22482
i only like weed but im looking forward for a mushroom experience
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No.22503
>>10263
Used to smoke it all day erry day until I realized it basically makes you retarded, but you are too retarded to realize you are retarded so you just think being retarded is cool so you continue to willingly ingest what is essentially an atypical antipsychotic which are designed to make you a sedentary, docile retard.
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No.22513
I enjoy a THC joint every few weeks or so, but most of the time I stick to CBD grass. other than that I've never been into drugs.
What pisses me off is the sheer ignorance about marihuana/cannabinoids of the stoner normalfag scum. it seems as if the louder they scream "legalize it", the less they've read about it.
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No.22632
>>22513
or those who use the medicinal properties when they don't have any health issues, at least be honest and say that you want to get stoned and play vidya
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No.26736
who else /robotripping/ almost every day to forget about pain? i tihnk i already fried my brain and sometimes cant even remember what i did 1 hour ago or where am I but honestly, why should i care?
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No.26746
>>22503
Seconded. My time on weed is some of the most piss-wasted years of my existence; just a slow, odious descent into decay. The only purpose of it was to numb me after a shitty 9 to 5 job; but, if you need to destroy your own brain every day after work, that probably says more about your job than the drug itself.
I think weed is just a symptom of a sad life. At its core, it's just suicide for those who don't think they're suicidal.
That said, I really want to try mushrooms. None of that microdosing erry day BS, just looking for a transcendental experience with a couple of good friends (and probably my parents).
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No.26747
>>22503
Seconded. My time on weed is some of the most piss-wasted years of my existence; just a slow, odious descent into decay. The only purpose of it was to numb me after a shitty 9 to 5 job; but, if you need to destroy your own brain every day after work, that probably says more about your job than the drug itself.
I think weed is just a symptom of a sad life. At its core, it's just suicide for those who don't think they're suicidal.
That said, I really want to try mushrooms. None of that microdosing erry day BS, just looking for a transcendental experience with a couple of good friends (and probably my parents).
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No.26749
A serious question, where do you guys buy drugs? Everyone keeps talking how easy it is to buy them but I have no idea how to do it. I don't know anyone who is taking drugs and i'm sure 90% of internet sites selling them are just honeypots.
and no, i'm not a cop
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No.27663
>>26749
Use the darknet, friend.
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No.29519
I binge through my prescription Dexedrine (dexamphetamine) heavily like the reckless and impulsive idiot that I am when it comes to speed.
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No.29520
i've been straight edge for 22 years until last summer when i finally started living alone. tried alcohol and got pretty hooked, whole summer and autumn i spent drunk like 5 days a week. mostly beers and later wine. then i tried lsd which in retrospective might have been stupid of me since it was my first drug. honestly hated it, "made me realize" although i subconsciously new it already that the world offers many nice things but i am just crippled and cannot enjoy them. after that i moved to RC benzos since alcohol had too many kcals for my liking, tried ket and PCP/PCE analogs, really loved it. also dabbled in ampetamines and cathinones, thought that shit might be good for school and waking up early but found out benzo + energy drink is way better combo since i can actaully participate in class without feeling anxious. but nothing really tops opioids for me. the pure bliss and feeling that everything is just the way it's supposed to be. got addicted and now it's the only thing i'm using, not even interested in trying anything else. also smoking cigarettes. tried weed and it was meh, always was anxious before smoking and it kinda ruined it all. also dislike how slowly times move on weed. main reason why i fell in love w benzos was how fast time moved, i really hated long days since i don't have anything to do and i just want my time to come to end 'quicker'
1. opioids
2. cigarettes
3. dissos
4. benzos
huge gap
5. stims and mdma
6. alcohol and weed
7. psychedelics
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