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game devving

File: 079c8f873367bf1⋯.jpg (236.41 KB,990x1404,55:78,winona rfioufbhf.jpg)

 No.290 [Last50 Posts]

greentext a typical day in the life. i'll do yesterday

>up at 430am

>cold outside, warm up van, scrape ice off windshield

>go to gym, full body weight session, alone, /comfy/ thank God no spics or niggers

>tired when i get home

>skip shower and watch tv on couch. show about police chases

>make mac&cheese broccoli and ground turkey

>eat

>go on computer till 730pm, same cycle of websites over and over

>avoid reading, writing or anything meaningful

>neighbor moving out, please God dont let spics or niggers move in next door

>try to start call with group of friends, no one answers

>finally get 1 person on the line

>good because i really didnt want to drink tonight

>get tired

>watch the same old movie to go to sleep

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 No.296

File: a7ea5ce28eb5f93⋯.png (246.73 KB,400x400,1:1,tumblr_orjn2o6uYT1ukb6wyo1….png)

>>290

based winona poster

>wake up at 12pm

>have coffee and few cigarettes

>go through mails to see if somebody actually want something from me

<they usually do

>do some boring work

>shitpost on imageboards while working

>at night first bigger meal of day

>shower, family guy, at 5am brief tv news and then sleep

>repeat

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 No.327

File: 357134c9731b411⋯.png (126.14 KB,484x260,121:65,e0017f229e4fdd2c04e319e85c….png)

>wake up at 10:00 am

>drink coffee and play hearthstone and smoke a cig

>if the weather isn't shit do uber eats or other odd jobs

>if the weather is shit stay at home

>switch between anime and imageboards for 4 hours

>meditate or cook a real meal

>watch more anime or youtube

>maybe go on a mindless drive around town

>hit the stores where I can get shit the cheapest if I need something

>go home and play a game or do some housework

>watch anime youtube or read imageboards until 2 am while chain smoking

>pass out in bed

I don't even masturbate often because I just fell out of the habit of doing it.

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 No.340

>>327

>read imageboards until 2 am while chain smoking

this happens to me more and more often. I'm thinking about playing games, or doing something more meaningful but I spend rest of night smoking and watching dumb YT vids/read imageboards anyway.

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 No.350

>>340

tfw playing vidya is too much of a hassle

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 No.355

>>350

>open up steam library or see non-steam games installed

>feeling bored by just looking on those icons

Every damn time.

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 No.708

File: 98125fecca2a4bc⋯.jpg (46.56 KB,720x711,80:79,98125fecca2a4bc50181225e76….jpg)

>>290

>wake up a 6AM

>go to work (work allows smoking)

>Chain smoke like a motherfucker

>Its 12 waste my break to drive to bar and pick up more cigs

>work ends, go home and play Skyrim or Oblivion until eyes bleed

>do the same shit all over again

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 No.725

File: ce5aba531d4c0aa⋯.jpg (19.38 KB,400x230,40:23,what-triggers-suicide-depr….jpg)

>>708

>work ends, go home and play Skyrim or Oblivion until eyes bleed

sooo many unfinished builds

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 No.862

>>350

eh, sometimes for me. not necessarily always the case.

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 No.1099

File: 8613bbff54aa11f⋯.jpg (42.41 KB,400x533,400:533,jumbo-cock-irony.jpg)

>up at 630am

>go to work (its nice because im usually alone and not bothered a lot)

>get some lunch at some shitty fast food place during lunch break

>come home

>stay up all night either talking to doomers on discord or gaming

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 No.1111

>up at 10

>eat meal replacement

>wagecuck

>drink

>jerk off to camwhores

>bed

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 No.1127

>>1111

the first quads of /doomer/

truly beautiful

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 No.1233

>>1111

>>1111

>>1111

>>1111

>winrar!

Anyway ontopic,

>wake up around 4 PM

>shower, dress, etc.

>go to work at 6

>chill out for the most part

>back home at 6 AM

>probably cook, masturbate, watch YouTube

>sleep around 9

>repeat T-Th

>rest goes to vegetating.

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 No.2276

File: 9699a75b7a734df⋯.gif (354.74 KB,480x360,4:3,please dont tell anyone ho….gif)

>i went for a walk.

>overcast and gloomy outside.

>justlikeme.jpeg

>about 4 neighbors drove by me, but i couldnt see their faces, even though i stared.

>no one waved. neither did i

>now im going to start drinking.

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 No.2399

>Wake up before sun

>coffee, cigarette

>shitpost

>go to work around 8

>go to bar for after work whiskey

>go home, cook dinner

>shitpost or watch old animu

>pass out around 9-10

>repeat m-sat

>sunday go to church, eat brunch, play with doggo (dog only reason to keep living aside from spite)

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 No.2407

>>2399

>having a bar to go to

im jealous. those have largely been taken from us

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 No.2408

>>2407

Fuck bars. I walk in just to have a beer before I know it I'm loaded off my ass broke and getting thrown out having no idea how I'm getting home. Much cheaper and safer to get loaded alone in your bedroom in a filthy wife beater with the spiders for company.

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 No.2439

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>>2407

It's near where I live and I go there every day so I order a single and they give me a triple. I only bring cash when I go, $20 for weekdays $50 for weekends so >>2408 doesn't happen to me. Cards are the devil.

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 No.3826

>woke up

>counted the minutes to an acceptable time to start drinking

>started drinking early anyways

>at least a took a walk first

>it was cold, not a single car passed by me

>just the way i like it

>didnt see jewish landlady on way to trashcans

>thank God

>now im drinking

>sigh

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 No.3867

File: 26a1b443b834cc0⋯.png (293.52 KB,480x362,240:181,1545512823741.png)

>wake up whenever

>smoke some cigarettes

>smoke some weed

>play vidya

>internet

>movies

>eat whatever whenever

>jerk off whenever

>sleep whenever

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 No.3872

>wake up

>brew coffee, have a morning smoke

>wake up my roommate (if its a workday, if not let him rest)

>try to play vidya (if I'm off)

>go to work (if not, obv)

rest is off day:

>look around at vidya

>yawn.jpg

>read a book?

>read a book, already figured out what the book's about usually takes me at most 5 chapters

>bored

>shitpost all day

>maybe make music or do my videos

>drink more coffee

>contemplate life

>get depressed

>drink more coffee, and smoke cigs too

>hang around roommate

>joke around, he's pretty much my only real IRL friend anymore

>coffee's out

>home gym? yeah if I feel like it

<I usually don't

>maybe fap to porn (this happens rarely but when I have to I'm bloated)

>get bored

>listen to some cute ASMR girls if it helps me sleep

>if not, music

>if not, complete silence in the dark

>start getting depressed again, try to not think about the past

>finally go to bed, unless I'm having insomnia and then just stay up with roommate

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 No.3940

>wake up whenever I feel like

>get rid of morning mouth with whatever food there is

>have cigarette

>go to room

>sit on bed

>turn on TV and PS4

>watch YouTube

>check if any new mmd r18 videos

>masturbate

>watch random bullshit

>cigarette every couple hours

>masturbate a few more times

>eat if there's any food

>go to sleep when my eyes get tired

I haven't even played any video games in weeks, my daily cycle is literally this every single day. Can't be fucked to find a normal job because I get just enough work to buy cigarettes and energy drinks. I think about killing myself every day and I definitely have the means to, but I'm honestly terrified of what death is actually like.

I hope it's better than this shit.

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 No.3945

File: b612644bc032b9e⋯.png (326.69 KB,633x692,633:692,1536266785229.png)

>up at 6am

>cig, espresso, look for jobs relevant to my degree/i don't hate

>work

>get some gross frozen ready meal on the way back

>smoke hash, work on projects for portfolio so i can get a job relevant to my degree/i don't hate

>lay in bed smoking hash and lurking imageboards until i fall sleep

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 No.3946

>>3945

If there is one thing I can say I'm happy about, it's that I didn't fall for the higher education meme.

I know far too many people in real life and online who wasted their early 20s in school and only have tens of thousands of dollars of debt to show for it. At least I'm not in any debt.

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 No.3949

File: c255858d4e1b6f9⋯.jpg (102.12 KB,800x1203,800:1203,1529647080181.jpg)

>>3946

I think about where I'd be if I didn't go to university all the time. Probably earning more but with less direction. Depressingly I'm kind of glad it narrowed my options down to the point where learning to go for a different industry would be too time consuming. I'm also glad it meant moving to a city and being thrown into social situations because it thickened my skin a bit and I have some friends now.

(Other than debt, which I don't notice at the moment due to earning below the repayment threshold) it left me with a few industry-relevant skills but I'm a master of nothing. All it really taught me is that employers actively avoid hiring graduates in favour of people with industrial experience, which leaves me spending all my free time trying to emulate industrial experience in the hope that it will mean something to somebody.

If it doesn't happen by the time I'm in my mid-30s I'll probably end up marrying some equally hopeless single mother slag and end up as a self-hating dad with a factory job and a studio in my shed.

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 No.3950

>>340

>>350

Eventually video games just become a slog where you're trying to chase the feeling you got playing certain titles. When you realize you'll never get that again, it just becomes pointless. I like talking about games more than playing them at this point. I like the drama involved with corporate fuckery, it gives me something to laugh about.

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 No.4719

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File: f967b28aae47fa6⋯.jpeg (1.98 MB,2448x2448,1:1,image.jpeg)

Life in the shadows.

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 No.4721

File: d3bed350c611569⋯.jpg (21.9 KB,480x370,48:37,this is what i am.jpg)

>wake up around 10 -11 am

>cough myself crosseyed because i smoke way too much but whatever

>delicious coffee

>smoke weed until 1-2 pm in front of computer…

>elderly mother needs assistance; drive over to her house, clean up, cook her dinner, feed her animals, etc…

>get to pizza driving job around 4-5 pm

>drive around in drone mode until midnight (good easy lonely money, though)

>return home

>more internet, more weed

>around 3 am local news begins broadcasting - watch about 20 minutes worth (this is the only tv i ever watch)

>blessed unconsciousness returns

i havent an hero'd yet because i think it would be very cruel to my mother, but once she goes i'll finally be free to make my exit

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 No.4722

>wake up whenever I wake up

>cigs

>stand in the shower for 20 minutes

>go to uni

>contemplate killing classmate

>fuck off to chainsmoke instead of lunching

>stare into a wall for the rest of uni

>come home, fix my one meal a day, usually ramen, or just get takeout

>go sit at computer

>open up netflix, watch the same fucking series over and over for hours

>call friend

>go out with friends as excuse to get drunk

>cant sleep without drink

>get home

>stumble into bed

>repeat

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 No.4724

>>3950

>I like the drama involved with corporate fuckery

I can't wait until these fuckers will go bankrupt, new AAA titles are worthless anyway, sadly though, indie/AA games are not that much better.

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 No.4733

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>wake up at 10 am maybe

>force breakfast down

>coffee

>pc on

>listen to music and wank off inevitably, still not managed to quit porn

>lunch

>play guitar, even though already given up hope on ever being in a band or being a good player

>dinner and other evening chores

>browse discord and listen to music in bed

>read up on occultism and classic literature

>fall asleep to asmr, another addiction i cant kick

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 No.4734

>>4733

>Occultism and classic literature

Cool. What are you reading right now? Any recommendations? I am trying to sort through this big library of occult books I downloaded a while ago.

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 No.4744

>wake up 9 am, go to work

>manage my crew, do projects, plot and expand

>afterwards go directly to train, do physical exercise and HEMA for 2+ hours

>return home, shower, oil body, beard and hair

>read books on Chinese philosophy, military handbooks on command, stuff on diplomacy, etc.

>sleep

>rinse and repeat

Hmpf, we may all be going down, but I'd rather march than crawl in an eternal duel with myself and my own self discipline. March or die!

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 No.4747

>>4734

recent books I've read are the lesser key of Solomon, the Divine Comedy and the Devils of Loudun. All three were good reads.

If you are interested in getting into occultism I recommend studying Aleister Crowley's work. The book of Law is a good start. You can read this author's work for years and the meanings will only reveal themselves later still

Currently waiting for the Book of Lies to come into the mail, but I'm not expecting to understand jack shit of it yet.

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 No.4757

>>4747

>the lesser key of Solomon

ultimately based

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 No.4791

File: ad908f4b452243d⋯.jpg (225.11 KB,1500x1200,5:4,ad908f4b452243dff6b92b627c….jpg)

>Work 11+ hours outside over 40 hours a week

>Have to do a mile hike to get to a toilet

>Noone talks to me at work. I barely have time to shower or eat so look dirty and scraggly tan so people think im Arab

>Probably doesn't help I smoke hookah and eat halal but I have total autonomy at work sense noone fucking interacts with me so I just picnic out and smoke sharing my food with the animals

>So depressed and tired I don't even wanna jack off when I get home so my balls hurt and people wonder why I don't wanna talk unless it involves a girly friend

>Work is still preferable to being at home where I'm just as bored and my normie parents are saying some ignorant shit

>Ex girlfriends think I'm loaded and steal from me when im not rich, I just bust my ass and have no time to myself so ofcourse I have some money

>I can't even shit post at work because you'll be banned for literally anything by pedo mods commiting all sorts of felonies like embezzling or whatever but they think they have the moral high ground

>My friend might have had it right just joining a gang and shooting up a needle all day

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 No.4803

>14:30 time to wake up

>take shower and brush teeth

>check computer and see if someone bought stuff on my ebay

>prepare some packages or answer their questions

>oh shit 17:00 time for a meal

>18:00 go back to computer

>anime time

>holy shit already midnight

>check 8chan

>whoa there are replies to my postings

>even a worthwhile love story on /b/

>much better than laotian cartoons

>ayy, it is 5 in the morning already

>my eyes burn

>go eat some chocolates and drink iced tea

>time to sleep

this is what I usually experience, a puzzle piece of my life.

It is what I think sometimes and what I see.

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 No.4825

>>4791

kek I about to ask if that was from /wage/ but it seems that board has been ded since March.

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 No.4830

>>4825

This board is the new /wage/, the new /late/ and the new /hooch/

And for some, the new /goth/

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 No.4923

File: fd0d88f004454d5⋯.jpg (41.35 KB,657x527,657:527,tupakila2.jpg)

>wake up at around 0700

>consume whatever garbage I feel like making and drink a redbull for breakfast

>waste time until I have to go to classes

>sit behind a fat dude in all classes so I can nap without the professor noticing

>take my free time in between classes to either eat or do all my coursework in the library because I sure as fuck won't feel like doing it when I get back home

>ask some people I know at uni if they wanna hang out afterwards

<naaah dude i gotta study lol

>get home

>depending on the day, I either go to kyokushin karate practice or take a walk

>from the evening onwards I usually just shitpost online until I start feeling sleepy

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 No.4926

>>4747

I'd be totally for this if I wasn't opposed to Satanism being an edgy cringe belief.

but I'll take your recs and read them anyways.

right now I'm on some book about Ernst Niekisch.

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 No.4927

>>3940

sheesh, sort of me tbqh.

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 No.4937

>Wake up whenever because time is an illusion

>Eat a bowl of honey cheerios

>Take 300ug of LSD, 600mg of gabbapentin, Vitamin C, Magnesium, Vitamin B complex, Zinc, Omega 3

>Look at the latest headlines, media I may be interested in, drink a cup of tea

>Meditate and try to alter my form of consciousness

>Spend time just centering myself and reafirming my beliefs and goals

>Read, study, workout, play a game, draw, philosophize, or play one of the instruments I know

>Meditate

>Eat something else

>Try to induce lucid dreaming in a realm where I am free and my mind can engage in something rewarding

>Wake up

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 No.4942

>>4937

based and rainbowpilled

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 No.5001

>>4937

>see this weird and rare flag

>wonder where it might be from

>open cheekypedia

>holy shit just a few miles off the coast of colombia

>just like in metal gear solid portable ops

this must be this notorious island by soldiers for soldiers

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 No.5022

>wake up with hangover at 7 am

>play videogame, drink coffee

>shitpost and lurk most of the day

>order food

>resist urge to wank

>drink soda

>2 am, time to bed

>heart is pounding

>cant sleep, stay in bed for a few hours

>resist urge to wank

>5 am, coffee and breakfast

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 No.5067

>wake up at 6:30am

>morning rollie

>Sit on the bus to uni, listening to music and day dreaming about a fantasy racewar where I could actually be someone

>Go to uni and do jack shit except sitting around waiting for lectures

>mindlessly stare into space during lectures

>go home, play some vidya

>sleep

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 No.6223

>fixing shit that broke the night before in a drunken rage

>maybe some mcdonalds

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 No.6252

File: f8c69f24ec65387⋯.jpg (123.16 KB,564x807,188:269,1517964477338.jpg)

>wake up

>see if I still have coffee from yesterday so I don't have to make any

>let dog out

>drink cold leftover coffee

>put in a lip of dip

>sit on /doomer/ to see if anyone replied, usually nothing

>go on /pol/ to see if there is any non-shit-tier thread, there isn't

>vomit in shower from drinking too much straight whiskey the previous night (which is every night)

>too nauseous to brush teeth

>put on clothes

>let dog out

>go back to /doomer/ and /pol/ hoping for something cool, end up listening to stuff from music thread

>go to work, usually "supervising" so let people into house and phonepost until they finish and leave

>sometimes do actual work but it's construction so my trade is only active for 2/12 months on site so usually just talking to customers or "supervising"

>sometimes bring dog to work because fuck you

>dog is only good part of life

>go home

>strategically located whiskey in dresser for when I change

>fuck that feels better

>dinner since I haven't eaten all fucking day

>just assume all steps after get home from work involve whiskey

>back to the chans, /doomer/ only good one aside from occasional 8/pol/ insights (who has the time to find them in that miasma of excrement though)

>maybe start writing a rant, usually give up

>maybe watch animu or some classic film (really want the criterion collection to be streamable holy fuck would that be nice)

>get doggo to come to bed

>I usually have drank enough to fall asleep at this point, if not a glass of milk will happen

>wake up, still alive, let's do it again I guess

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 No.6261

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>6252

>the criterion collection

found Hunger at a DG for a buck or 2. that was pretty fuckin doomer. irish prison movie.

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 No.6270

>>6261

floridafag here, what is DG?

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 No.6281

>>6261

dollar general

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 No.6809

Mon-Fri & sometimes Sat

>wake up 5am

>get dressed

>go to work

>come home anywhere from 3-9pm

>browse chan

>play vidya

>bed at 10:30-11pm

>repeat

Days off

>wake up whenever

>awake until sun up

>more chan

>more vidya

>repeat for the past 5 years

>no sign of stopping

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 No.6817

File: f2d23722a6244da⋯.jpeg (8.07 KB,259x194,259:194,feel sleep.jpeg)

>Wake up

>Suffer

>Go to sleep again

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 No.7737

I dunno about typical. Threw a cat at a wall today. Thought I liked her. Guess not. Wish she'd die of the injuries, but I know it'll take years. I'm not a good throw, and they're tough little creatures in some ways.

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 No.7741

>>7737

>being a subhuman

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 No.7742

>>3949

Same here doing cybersecurity. I apply all over the place, but I don't hear back from 99% of companies; granted, I'm still attending my tech school, but it's ridiculous that I can't find a job that pays more than 40,000 starting. I feel bad for the generations that are even younger than I am, they're are going to be dealing with this shit for shotty service jobs.

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 No.7755

File: 78fc15e214f3c86⋯.png (19.96 KB,474x473,474:473,78fc15e214f3c864c408abcb4a….png)

>wake up 1pm

>waste my life surfing image boards

>can't feel anything

>9pm night walk

>cigarettes and thinking how i will die alone.

>come home and stay up all night

>bed

>hug my pillow and cry while getting flashbacks of old good times

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 No.7757

>>7737

What kind of normalnigger subhuman mistreats animals just because he feels like it?

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 No.7797

>>7743

Take what I say with a grain of salt, because I am still a student. Sysadmin shit is a good start since Cybersecurity is just a buzzword to make more demand in the field advanced offshoot of IT. To demonstrate it, you could find a company with a hole in their infrastructure somewhere and attach that to your resume along with a few things you would do to fix it work hard and move up the ladder goy :^)

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 No.7808

>wake up 7:00pm

>walk to the store to buy canned air and diet sodas/energy drinks

>play some fallout 2 on my 2000 imac

>shitpost

>huff some canned air around 2:00am

>switch to deus ex play that for a bit

>huff more

>and more

>an hour later

>outta canned air so I shitpost

>play some quake 1

>contemplate suicide

>8:00am

>take melatonin and benadryl to sleep

My days have looked like this for the past 4 days I think I should see a doctor about my mental health I feel dead inside.

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 No.7830

>>7808

You should at least find an alternative for the melatonin. Supplementing can easily get your levels all out of whack and there is evidence it can cause severe depression and suicidal thoughts in high concentrations.

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 No.7832

>>7737

you should kill yourself. cats are better than you are

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 No.7833

>>7830

nah ive been taking that shit for years, and im a perfectly well adjusted homicidal alcoholic

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 No.7836

>>7833

>up at 9pm

>fuck liquor store closes in 2 hours

>economy size bourbon

>empty walmart at night so i have time to choose my tv dinner carefully

>internet shit

>agitated i have to fix so many drinks to feel anything. my alcoholic power level is too high

>turn off lights before sun up so hopefully no one bothers me

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 No.7839

>>4734

The secret teachings of all ages by Manly P Hall

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 No.7858

>>7832

>you should kill yourself.

Easier said than done. Remember I can't even kill a cat.

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 No.7889

File: d3f84704fc86e56⋯.jpg (101.38 KB,1000x1500,2:3,eb0500f9484c67b698162733ec….jpg)

>>7742

>we want 5 years of experience and an MS in comp sci.

>we can only pay 30k

There are companies out there that can fabricate a background for you. These companies can make up work history, references, even degrees. Just as long as what you do isn't related to law enforcement, government, or the medical field then you won't have any problems getting the job. Keeping said job is up to (you) though. I know lying feels kinda scummy but the only way to fight bullshit is with even more bullshit.

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 No.7890

>>7889

>There are companies out there that can fabricate a background for you. These companies can make up work history, references, even degrees

95% of pajeets already do this. They don't even rely on expert forgers, they just lie through their teeth. Not coincidentally, they are the reason why the other anon only gets paid $30k.

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 No.7899

>>7889

Honestly, that doesn't vary too much from what I was planning on doing looking up companies that went under in the last year, having friends pretend to be former coworkers there. I am certain that I can handle any bullshit that the job throws my way, I just have to get past the first hurdle. Also, I actually work in a warehouse job (it's shit) for roughly 60k yearly, I'm using cybersecurity as my way out of this shithole.

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 No.7903

>wake up at 12

>browse imageboards, read wikipedia liten to yt, learn english, text with people online

>eat

>go to shop to buy food

>internet again

>go to sleep when you are ready to do something productive

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 No.7915

>Be Australian, move to Vietnam

>Wake up at 6am and browse imageboards

that I am not banned from yet/social media

>Eat breakfast Phớ about 8am

>Contemplate drinking because why not,

go to coffee shop instead till 11am

>Read informative books/text untill 2pm

>Drink alcohol until I spend my $30 a day

allowance. Self imposed.

>Smoke cigs, drink, get home about 8pm

>Read or pass out.

Repeat various episodes of this basic setup

I only work 4 hours a week. Gym if the last session

didn't kill me. Try finding gook conservative pussy

in a third world country. Atleast booze is cheap.

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 No.7924

File: 59c1eb96fb17d2b⋯.png (41.4 KB,800x480,5:3,59c1eb96fb17d2b1ebb72fe429….png)

>>7889

Employers only care about the last five years or so of your work history anyway. I mean really noone wants to read a documentary

I've worked most of my life on and off again so I list shit that seems impressive or exaggerate the parts that aren't.

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 No.7925

File: 8628f48ac148bca⋯.jpg (22.65 KB,350x350,1:1,8628f48ac148bca866471df2ae….jpg)

>>7757

I love animals. I don't even get mad at people who abuse them so much as i can't understand how you'd ever want too and think they lack a soul.

Like just today my dog who hurt his leg and he knew I was in a bad mood I'm like "what are you doing out of your bed?" And he limped away and i did the "why are you running?!" Meme voice and that let him know I wasn't mad at him lol

Animals deserve this planet. Christ cucks say the meek shall inherit the earth but I think that means the animals will and meek means humble. Not peaceful

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 No.7928

>>7925

I agree. Dogs are better than the majority of people.

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 No.7946

>wake up sometime between 6 and 8am

>calisthenic workout and pushups for 15 minutes

>steak and onions for brekky and a coffee with cream

>cold shower. once i get past the initial shock it is the nicest place i will be and feel all day. i dont want to get out

>consider playing a game but they are all so boring now

>imageboards, yt and normiebook for 6 hours. i dont even enjoy it

>another calisthenics workout and maybe 30-45 minutes of actually productive time. it reminds me that i am not a real human bean

>if i am lucky i will have a reason to leave the house at some point

>another coffee and bodyweight workout at some point

>maybe a third coffee if i am particularly bored. it is something to do

>no other meals. just mindless snacking and more imageboards/yt until i go to bed at 11pm

I feel like a copy of a copy. I especially dislike it when I am up to date on all the 8ch boards I frequent and have to find other shit to occupy my mind. I fear even now I am starting to grow tired of the youtube timesink. Not for long though. I got plans for 2019. Wish me luck lads.

>>1111

nice digits tojo

>>6817

F

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 No.7989

>>7915

Have you been there what 4 days or something you dumb cunt? Viets are conservative as fuck. Virtually every lass will fuck you for simply being Western. Girls in cafes and bars earn $150 a month, even as a deadshit English teacher you're in the 1%.

And fuckin $30 a day on beer? 10,000 dong schooners or gtfo. You aint sinking 2 cartons of piss every single day. Even with weed and rampant alcoholism Id spend about half that at most

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 No.8001

>weekend

>go to a punk show, because why not

<haven't been to one in over a year

>I'm there with my roommate who drinks even more than I do

>bands show up late as usual

>get tipsy before the show starts

>opening band sucks, holding out hope for the next two

<drinkmore.jpg

>go into the bathroom

>see brain-dead SJW fliers

<way worse than just a few years ago, shit design on top of all the stupidity

>the next band is forgettable

>roommate excuses himself to go smoke in the patio

>headlining band finally comes on stage

>technically good, but something feels off

>look around and notice that everybody is in their late 20s, no new blood.

>feels like everyone is just going through motions. NPC's in denim jackets

<zoomers are right. even niggershit is better than this

>feels are too heavy, can't enjoy the music.

>back away from the stage and go sit at the bar

<drinkmore.jpg

>stage banter from the frontman, announcing their last song

>close up tab, go up front to heckle

>too drunk to care about anything

>hold my beer can up, and shout out EXISTENCE IS A NIGGER just as the cheers are dying down

> a few people standing around look at me all weird

> scoff, down my can of beer and walk out.

> catch roommate outside, he is blackout drunk

> drag his ass to a diner, bask in the afterglow of a wasted night. life over some shitty fries.

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 No.8002

>>8001

expect couple of tweets about this event and one buzzfeed article about rising dangers of racism in punk scene

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 No.8004

>>8002

Nah, nothing of the sort will happen. I was heard saying nigger by a grand total of 10 people, if that. Besides, I fit in pretty well in that crowd, so they'll think of it as a bad attempt at trying to sound "street" rather than an example of "hate speech" or whatever.

To me, it's just an apt observation of reality by an anonymous Czech shitoposter.

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 No.8016

>>8004

It seemed to me as punk is the new progressive music platform. I gave up on this genre when people from US told me that punk is not about freedom but about tolerance. Punk is truly dead but at least we have the old records.

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 No.8023

>>8016

Nahh. Punk is just a way for young white men to extend their adolescence all the way to their 30s. Now that vidya and anime allows just about everybody to extend their prepubescence indefinitely, punk venues have become moose lodges for 30 year old boomers.

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 No.9485

>>290

>up at 2pm

>not dead yet

>eat meats

>want to walk but rain

>drink

>webs

>maybe listen to music

>sigh

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 No.9507

>>9485

>up at 2pm

>not dead yet

can relate to this almost every night

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 No.9557

File: 42302996cb49d49⋯.jpg (139.01 KB,854x1280,427:640,Shiho Yoshimura1.jpg)

>wake up 13:00

>drink milk and eat some fruit, browse 4chan until 17:30

>depending on the day, I go somewhere. Monday/Thursday is college, Wednesday/Friday is Karate, Sunday/Tuesday is running, and Saturday is drunk nightwalk

>arrive at home 23:00~00:00

>my food is just a bowl of vegetables, some cooked, some raw, all cutted in little cubes and mixed together. This is my only true meal of the day I don`t eat meat

>pass the rest of the night drawing porn, watching hipster movies, or playing vydia

>go to bed at 4am, but usually with a book so I read until I pass out, usually at 6am

I live on wellfare. But I just use like 100 dollars a month, so whatever.

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 No.9561

>>9557

sounds alright

>watching hipster movies

like what? movie buff running out of goods to watch

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 No.9644

File: a22810e9cbb00cc⋯.jpg (21.58 KB,474x316,3:2,download.jpg)

>20

>read thread

>mfw

oh god please i don't want to turn into a doomer

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 No.9671

>wake up at 6am

>go to werk

>wage cuck till 3pm

>oh god why

>get to home and do drugs

>feel absolutely nothing

>go to bed alone

Yawn.

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 No.9684

>wake up at random time depending on when I slept

>do nothing on the internet

>vidya if it's a good day

>do nothing on the internet

>think about getting a job so I have money for drugs

>think about going for a walk but look outside and see light

>sleep

fuck sobriety

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 No.9685

>>7946

>caught up on all boards on 8ch

Go on other chans then

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 No.9698

File: ff8302403b77296⋯.png (217.25 KB,576x320,9:5,vlcsnap-2019-02-18-18h36m1….png)

>>9561

My list of movies to watch now is All About Lily Chou, Ultimo Tango a Parigi, Songs from the Second Floor, and Taiyo o nusunda Otoko.

The last ones I watched where Fallen Angels (Duo luon tian shi), The Wickerman (the 1973 one), El Critico from Hernán Guerschunyand, and O Cheiro do Ralo. I specially recommend the later, if you manage to find it with english subtitles, it's peak doomer cinema.

I don't really enjoy modern cinema. Too much political garbage, too much crying with recent events.

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 No.9710

File: 20dfd03cacce809⋯.png (344.87 KB,727x720,727:720,20dfd03cacce8094020c92685f….png)

>>290

>wake up whenever

>lie in bed wasting my time for 1-2 hours, sometimes 3

>occasionally go out to the local shop to pick up several packs of chewing gum and get utilities such as electric

>eat eggs

>check email, nothing

>play video games and browse imageboards

>exercise, either bodyweight or some free weights, dont have to leave my house to go to the gym because i cant stand normals

>eat again

>more video games and shitposting

>eat again usually

>more video games and shitposting

>read bible, shitpost

>sleep

I want to not be a useless NEET but I also know it's impossible or me to be happy around normals, its all so tiresome

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 No.9935

File: 759bb667298fd1d⋯.jpg (167.94 KB,512x512,1:1,mx2.jpg)

>decided to go outside even though anxiety kicked in pretty heavily

>it was total shit but at least i was fast enough to get cigs

>came back home

>instantly migraine started

>spent night playing Midnight Club 2 until now

>again feel like I'm about to die finally

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 No.9967

>>9698

wow did you hack BO? i knew he was a heiny hound.

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 No.9968

>>9698

3scenester5me

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 No.9969

>>9710

lets be honest. you are afraid of muslims. "normals" are a relief to you. personally i dont understand why you faggots aren't carving spears out of rake handles and skewering literally everything over there. ffs you people are depressing.

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 No.9971

File: 620d78da7f40512⋯.jpg (40.02 KB,1024x576,16:9,fuck you dog.jpg)

>>9935

>feel like I'm about to die finally

post username and password first. its literally the only half way decent thing you are capable in life. and for the record, that pic is sodomite gay.

kill yourself

seriously, its the best you can do to impact the few people who even know you exist

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 No.9985

File: 7706adcdf97e1f2⋯.mp4 (358.05 KB,480x360,4:3,x gon give it to ya.mp4)

>>9971

this jealousy should end, hon. just because my skin is smoother, my hair is better, i know how to dress and i have good style you don't have to hate me bcuz i can't do anything about that. just because my shoes cost more than your whole outfit doesn't mean i'm showing off and i'm trying to put you down, i love you babe ok? I'm not judging you, get some nice dress, heels tonight, i will make you hair and we will go together hunting some men to club ;-))) :*** xoxo

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 No.9991

>>9971

That poor doggo being bullied

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 No.10018

>>7946

What's your workout routine, elroy?

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 No.10025

>wake up

>get on PC

>Browse the usual suspects

>Sometimes read inbetween

>sometimes mates call to have a beer on the evening

>browse till deep in the night

>go to sleep

>repeat

the NEET life leaves it's marks though. I get really anxious when i go in grocery store or tobacco shop

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 No.10178

File: 6edd1b8b89bedf8⋯.jpg (68.62 KB,1024x1023,1024:1023,pain.jpg)

>try waking up ay 6:30 am

>wake up at 6:45 am, take a shit, shower, fap if hard

>smoke while walking to bus stop, smoke another one while waiting for bus

>get to factory at around 8 am, buy cigs on gas station

>slave away till 11:20-11:30, smoking every hour

>have breakfast till noon

>slave away till 4:30 pm, smoking every hour or even more often

>stay till 6 pm if told to otherwise

>buy beer or whisky

>drink with coworker or solo

>wait for bus while smoking

>get home at 5pm if left early, 7pm if later

>listen to music while mindlessly scrolling though imageboards

>go for a walk and smoke at around 11pm

>go to sleep at midnight

such is life as a minimum wage factory slave living with parents

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 No.10368

>wake up at 10am

>drink coffee and smoke in bed

>repeat until 1pm

>get up

>turn on computer and music

>browse the net and do some work

>look for games to play or movies to watch. Don't actually play or watch them.

>browse the net some more

>jerk off

>eat and have some beer

>back to the computer

>go to sleep

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 No.10424

File: 41bb4c20944a8a6⋯.png (23.17 KB,600x600,1:1,1259821645351.png)

>wake up at 3pm

>have some sort of breakfast, If I have money, go out a couple towns over to cop heroin

>if successful, come back home, eat, send resumes to potential job classifieds and talk to people while railing a line every 2 - 3 hours until midnight

>Browse and do fucking nothing until 6am when I go to bed

Unfortunately my car broke down, so now it's basically

>Wake up

>Browse 8ch while eating breakfast

>Parents come home at 5pm

>Make food for them

>Collapse and pass out from dope sickness around 8 - 10pm

>wake up around 10 - 11pm

>keep browsing while listening to music, occasionally standing up to entertain my brain by imagining situations and shit to replace social interaction since I don't talk to anybody while sick

>Do all this until 6am

Today I'm heading out to hunt for work, my old man's dropping me off near my grandparents to walk around and hand out resumes and shit. Hope I get something soon, the ennui is killing what remains of my soul, if I had one in the first place, I don't even know anymore.

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 No.10445

My main problem is I have no fucking allies.

In an ideal world, my parents wouldn't be this close to disowning me and be right-wing gun lovers, and my Dad wouldn't be sending my dead uncle's mint condition MAC-10 SMG to the fucking ATF for destruction.

I don't got anyone I can trust or rely on. Not my family, not my friends, nothing. When the government starts going through the keyloggers they have installed on everyone's computer, and they start coming after me for being racist, I have no fucking chance. Don't got any safety net, no community to escape to. It stresses me the fuck out.

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 No.10468

Here was my day

>wake up at 8:30

>drink coffee, fry some eggs and eat them with a bagel

>job interview at 10

>drive there, smoke in car

>get there on time, interview is quick, get the job

>guess I'm supposed to feel happy

>12:00

>start driving home

>stop at convenience store for a drink

>when I am about to leave, car won't turn over

>go back in store and buy a pack of cigarettes

>call roadside (thank god I still have insurance, I'm in debt so it won't be for long)

>on hold for an hour, chain smoking, playing online chess (timed ofc)

>keep losing games because I people keep taking me off hold only to ask me one question and then transfer me to someone else

>finally get someone on the phone

>I explain to them the problem: could be the alternator in which case I would just need a jump, but I'm 90% sure it's the starter so I'll probably need a tow

>guy sends a tow truck

>after an hour, truck still isn't here

>guy calls, apparently they fucked up the address because he isn't even in the right city

>I give him the right address

>he gets here a half hour later

>tries to give me a jump

>doesn't work

>apparently the insurance company said I just needed a jump, and the driver says he doesn't have time to tow me so he leaves

>I call insurance again

>on hold for another hour, play more online chess, smoke more cigarettes

>just ask them for a tow this time

>they send a truck, takes and hour and 15 minutes

>smoke more cigarettes

>they get here

>tow me to my mechanic

>i take the bus home from there

>get home, have dinner, shitpost

>gotta be up early tomorrow so hopefully I can fall asleep soon

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 No.10471

>>10445

I doubt government will ever truly lynch racists with police force. They have useful idiots who will kick you out of the job and alienate you from society. It bothers me to be honest, your wars. Racists vs. SJWs, it's bothering me so much I tell racists to love gays and sjws to gas kill all niggers. I just want both groups to cancel each other out like perfect equation. Since 2016 it got annoying to this degree I'm not even able to have my own opinion anymore because I hate hearing from all of you so I don't want to join none of you. Don't take it as insult or something, just ranting as usual. Funny is that natsocs showed me more respect even though I'm gas chamber candidate than liberals did, just because I'm trying to live my own life and not participate in any ideological activism. You want a hard mode without allies? Try standing your own ground against all, tossing coin which side will end your miserable existence.

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 No.10493

File: 0a3a35aa949dd6c⋯.jpg (56.18 KB,532x502,266:251,0a3a35aa949dd6ce410fd33251….jpg)

>woken up by housemate leaving for work every morning

>skip breakfast

>weigh self

<still fat

>go on voat

>more news of jews ruining the world

>binge watch whatever show all day

>chat to maybe one person if lucky

>lay around

>shower and face care

>drink wine

>make dinner if i have money that week

>sleep

>woken up by housemate again

>repeat

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 No.10515

>>10471

Well I can guaruntee you that it's probably going to be SJWs because neo-Nazis have no power and wouldn't be able to get any even if they tried. Most of them now just agree to accelerate and hope the system falls on its own hypocrises eventually but even that requires having enough of a community to fall back on when society accelerates to the point it leaves you behind. Of course, I have no one. If I lose my job, I have no recourse. If I lose my apartment, I'll never be allowed back into my house again.

And I really, really wanna go fire that MAC-10 with my friends a few times before my Dad just has it destroyed.

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 No.10543

>out of bed at 7:15 exhausted

>put on undershirt, pants and shoes

>brush, shave, apply Rogaine and take finasteride

>put on shirt, coat, also hat and gloves if the high is less than 40F

>drive to station, be anxious about parking in the narrow spaces

>take train for ~45 minute

>work or don't depending on what's happening, drink lots of tea, go to lunch with coworkers

>more work

>take train home, avoid eye contact and conversation with others

>sometimes go to meetup events after work, usually just go home

>look at my steam and console library

>don't want to play any of it

>give dad one of my imported stouts so I can say I don't drink alone

>shower at 9:00

>put on socks and underwear

>apply Rogaine again

>last cup of tea

>hold standard sized pillow like a daki and fantasize about having a wife and children

>think about how much I'd enjoy giving all of them a big hug

>think about how I'll never have a family until I'm to tired to be miserable

>fall asleep around 1am

I've fantasized about killing myself for about 18 years now. People say that they care about me, but I think they just care about themselves. They'd be sad to learn I'm not alive, they're perfectly happy with me living in agony.

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 No.10647

>up at 5

>workout til 7:30

>shower

>breakfast

>class from 9-12

>lunch

>vidya and 4chan/8chan

>dinner

>more vidya and some youtube

>drink about 2 or 3 jack and cokes

>bed between midnight and 1 am

This is on weekdays, i stay up late to /nightwalk/ on friday and then sleep and drink all weekend

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 No.10654

File: 3847d1b5356d8aa⋯.jpg (76.23 KB,1034x734,517:367,green tv man.jpg)

>wake up in the morning

>eat breakfast

>go to the gym, damn i'm starting to get strong

>eat lunch at home

>apply for more jobs i know i won't get

>browse the internet otherwise

>browse neocities or ytmnd or play super nintendo, wishing for a time long long gone

>get more rejection emails

>eat dinner

>sleep

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 No.10686

File: 8218c0b066fd294⋯.gif (2.64 MB,294x227,294:227,0502f17d3c971760fdc91e0d73….gif)

>Wake up at 8:00PM

>Turn over and pick up phone

>Check 8chan, voat, softpedia news, telegram messages, etc

>Get dressed, maybe shower first (not always)

>load pockets with lighters, pens, knives, cigarettes or vape followed by a convenience store name tag

>come downstairs and load a bag with a can of soup, bottle of water, spare phone charger, and a book that I never get around to reading

>quickly eat "breakfast" if I have time (craclers, cheese, or can of pbr)

>out the door, hoping to catch the 9:30 bus

>arrive at work around 10

>see afternoon shift off, measure tank level with dip stick, write numbers, count smokes

>sit around until 2am

>waste some more of my paycheque on gas station fast food

>start cleaning beverage machines, then clean floors

>have several cigarette or vape breaks, depending on whether I'm trying to quick smoking again or not

>brew coffee around 4 for early bird boomers and normalfaggots

>tidy up soda coolers and shelves

>begin end of shift paperwork around 6am, wait for morning shift to arrive

>catch a bus home around 7am

>get home around 7:30

>finish day with Alberta premium whiskey and cannabis

>play video games, watch star trek or jack off to degenerate shit until about noon

>down sleeping pills, smoke more cannabis and try to sleep

>repeat

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 No.10688

>>10686

There's usually a few cans of monster and cups of coffee thrown in there too

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 No.10727

File: 25b48865e31242c⋯.jpg (142.89 KB,540x720,3:4,Brendan2.jpg)

>>10543

>apply Rogaine and take finasteride

<I've fantasized about killing myself for about 18 years now.

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 No.10731

File: 813511690cd12dc⋯.jpg (97.42 KB,1024x730,512:365,1546974205221.jpg)

>>290

>wake up at 8pm

>make myself some toast with just butter in it

>put on water for coffee

>eat toast

>put on my headphones, get next to the window, smoke one up while drinking coffee

>turn the computer on

>check mails, twitter and other normie sites to see if anyone needed to interact with me

>see no one even thought about me

>go to bandcamp, look for new black/doom/funeral-doom/dsbm albums

>scroll down chan boards, smoke every 3 hours like a cronjob

>continue till i my eyelids feel like sandpaper and go to sleep

>do the exact same thing the next day

i have been doing this exact same list for the last 15 months. i have no one special to me and i'm not special to anyone. i've given up a long time ago.

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 No.10732

>>10727

him wanting to kill himself for 18 years doesn't mean that he's 18 though.

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 No.10740

>>10732

That's not what I was implying.

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 No.10741

File: 46784d9d0ec2d9f⋯.jpg (46.5 KB,500x500,1:1,2v1kyc.jpg)

I usually wake up at 4-5 pm, make my bed and take a piss. Then I immediately drive up to get fast food since it doesn't deliver in my area and I live my parents who won't let me get pizzas delivered every single day like I want to. I also can't afford to eat fast food and pizza every day because I live on a small allowance from my parents. Australia won't give you welfare unless you're an Abo or disabled, which is why I want basic income in this country. After that I get on the PC. I don't do anything else except maybe eat some shitty microwave meal before I got sleep at 7-8 am. My only goal is to find a way to have enough money to live alone so I can do all the things I can't do living with my parents, like walk around naked, shit with the door open, get fat, get pizzas delivered every day, play music really loud and never shower. Being able to put my PC in front of the toilet would be nice too. One day I will be the disgusting fat pig I have always dreamed of being, but I need at least 400 dollars a week to make it happen.

>>350

I stopped playing video games because I realized that no matter how many accomplishments you have in a video game, it means nothing in the real world. You turn off the game and then you remember you're still a fat NEET jerking off to rule 34 surrounded by filth. Also because I suck at video games and can't win without cheating.

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 No.10746

>>10741

Maybe there's some work you can do online, like customer support, or learn to be an artfag.

Not sure if you'll be able to earn enough to move out without some IRL shitty wagecuck job.

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 No.10765

>>10746

I wish I knew how to draw, then I could become a porn artist and do porn commissions for people. It's actually my dream job because I'm a sick degenerate pervert and I'm always annoyed by not finding enough good porn of all my obscure and disgusting fetishes. If I had the ability to make it myself I would. But I don't know if I'd be able to fap to my own art, which is the irony of it.

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 No.10766

>>10741

Become an Uber (or similar) driver. It's a good way to supplement the NEET lifestyle, and have interesting conversations. Do it as much or as little as you want.

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 No.10782

File: b67d6398c5f8377⋯.jpg (186.53 KB,1600x900,16:9,20190302230026_1.jpg)

>>10741

>You turn off the game and then you remember you're still a fat NEET jerking off to rule 34 surrounded by filth.

That's because you didn't fell for mmorpg meme. After you turn off game, you will not think about yourself but about how disgusting and uncomfy the world around you is. You still care about real world, real negros are catching fishes for 5 hours with other lonely negros in fantasy world.

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 No.10786

>>10765

takes practice anon, you can do it I believe in you

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 No.10842

>>10741

>One day I will be the disgusting fat pig I have always dreamed of being

This is a bad plan because being fat or merely out of shape quickly becomes physically uncomfortable if all you plan to do is sit in your room.

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 No.10846

>>10842

It's hard to sit on your ass all day if you are skellington. t. knower

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 No.10847

File: eb536ea8891dfcb⋯.png (283.47 KB,631x351,631:351,download.png)

>>290

>wake up around 06:30 AM

>make some coffee and/or tea

>eat some miserable breakfast that will get me through the day until break (around 11 AM, sometimes even later - depends how much work is to be done)

>take a fat shit

>get dressed to catch the bus or call an Uber if the weather is too shitty cause I have to walk about 10 minutes from the bus stop

>work from 08:00 until 16:00 at a stressful, soul crushing job

>come home around 17:00 looking and feeling like picture related

>eat something

>browse 8chan/4chan

>get clothes ready for the next day

>brush teeth and shower

>pass out around 22:30

>repeat

I guess like the one anon above me I too haven't an hero'd yet because of my mother and because some small part of me still hopes I'll make something out of myself and maybe even help my family once they're old and brittle.

After they pass on, I'll probably soon join them.

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 No.10859

>wake up afternoon

>make myself a coffee

>open up e-mail

>unread mail from my ex

>haven't talked to each other for couple of years

>she writes about how she is wishing me all best and that she is sorry we split up in very angry atmosphere

>she talks about keeping good memories (lol)

>she says she respects me as person

>meanwhile I think about how I shouldn't eat that chicken yesterday because I feel like I'm holding hurricane down there

That's aftermath of dating dumb selfish hoes.

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 No.10862

>>10846

This is true. You don't feel comfortable sitting in a computer chair all day unless you have a big fat ass. Gaining weight is gradually making my chair feel much more comfortable.

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 No.10864

>>10862

Want protip? I have literally big pillow under me, I'm glad this idiotic idea appeared in my head because it helps.

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 No.11071

>wake up 12am

>drink coffee on way to work

>start work at 1am

>work until 8 am

>get home, shower, jerk off in shower, and vape

>get out of shower

>wife and son are up

>eat

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 No.11280

File: d7ce1ecf535d2a2⋯.webm (2.55 MB,1000x414,500:207,1548361068185.webm)

>wake up at 4pm

>drink 1-2 litre water in 10 minutes because im thirsty as fuck

>pee, take a shower

>check my postbox

>neet agency trying to shove me into slavery (low paid job)

>I apply to them but they dont call me anyway

>make something to eat (im losing weight so its rice and some sort of chicken most of the time)

>check halfchan, fullchan, some reddit boards and youtube

>watch some unnecesary documentary/videos about a random ass topic (random wars, animals, aliens whatever pop ups)

>after finishing think why the fuck did I watch this shit

>walk a little bit in my apartment

>check netflix that I subscribed to but NEVER use (my father and sister uses it i also have an account)

>only jewshill movies

>go out and do a long walk (1-2h) while listening to music

>go home and check /doomer/

>watch random ass videos

>its 0am+ now

>go for a /nightwalk/

>just think about what I have become

>go home

>go to bed

>she pops up in my head

>get my depression kick

>make plans for the next day to change something

>sleep

>wake up

>rinse repeat

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 No.11304

>>7924

Every fucking job him they make me list my entire history. It's fucking torture

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 No.11305

>>10766

I cant drive

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 No.11721

>want to go take some of that good ole sleep so I skip daytime

<A FUCKING DRILLING NOISES

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 No.11733

File: 6cf03e34b34323e⋯.jpg (67.34 KB,633x758,633:758,1519339043972.jpg)

>wake up at 9

>get ready

>leave house at 9:30 to go to uni

>listen to old cumtown episodes on the way

>get to uni at 10

>go to library

>can't focus for shit

>realize I forgot to take my Ritalin

>take Ritalin

>do work

>go outside for smoke break

>do more work until 1

>get lunch at dining hall

>sit alone in booth seat in far corner of the room

>eat and read shit on the internet for an hour

>go back to library

>do more work until 6-7

>walk to parking lot

>drive home listening to more Cumtown

>play vidya for a few hours

>lay in bed watching shit on youtube till 1am

>fantasize about what my life could have been if I didn't have my shitty mental disorders

>go to sleep

Is this as good as it's going to get?

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 No.11738

>what the fuck time is it

>probably have a headache

>have to go get something to drink

>spend an hour psyching myself to check up on news, which is either bad, neutral or about-to-crash

>sit in bed playing video games

>jerk off

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 No.11744

>wake up at 7:00

>have breakfast

>spend the next 45 minutes on the bed

>go to class at 8:30

>get stressed as everything is getting worse over time and realize I have no future

>arrive at home at 3:00 and eat

>spend the whole afternoon trying to study and fantasize about being the only person on the earth

>try to forget that I tried to kill myself the last month

>have dinner

>go to sleep while listening to music

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 No.11745

>>11733

I only gets worse

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 No.11757

>>11733

cumtown has been my friend simulator for a while

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 No.11761

File: 2262960da3967ba⋯.jpg (56.06 KB,510x371,510:371,1425492704620.jpg)

>>11744

RARE FLAG

hello xavier

So allow me to tell you my secret neet routine anons:

>wake up somewhere around lunch time

>go to bathroom and get fresh

>turn on laptop and check my online shop

>oh this fucker bought items for 20$

>package his items

>take shower

>14:00, time to go to postal office

>send envelope to customer(s)

>buy something to eat

>get home, eat

>16:00, time for a nap

>go sleeping

>19:00, get up again

>check internet

>play video games or research stuff, read news

>some time between 21:00 and midnight I go to 8gag to see if there is new stuff to read anons I love the stories you post, thank you for posting

>a few hours later there is nothing left to read

>check bitcoin markets

>check stocks

>awwww, still no collapse of the financial system

>go back to laptop

>turn on anime

>watch anime for a few hours

>oh shit, 4:00 already, my eyes are falling out

>take a piss and go to bed

today was a good day

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 No.11780

File: 796ea583f880450⋯.jpg (223.09 KB,1024x620,256:155,Frederick George Cotman - ….jpg)

>>11761

Sounds pretty comfy. I've reigned my drinking in a bit so I have a new routine for you all:

>Wake up at 6ish

>too lazy to exercise so just lay in bed until 7am (I set my alarm early hoping I will exercise though, not fat but I need to gain some weight)

>get up, make coffee, drink coffee, shit, shower, read imageboards until I am in danger of being late

>Go to work (7-9 depending on meetings/schedules)

>run around to various construction sites

>do actual work if bored

>phone calls/meetings

>lunch

>if no real work get dog from home and bring to work for rest of day (fuck yeah construction/self employed)

>lock up jobsites, bullshit with owners etc. (4-6 again, depends on the day)

>think about what will go on tomorrow

>Happy Hour! (2-4 whiskeys with a beer I don't finish as a chaser)

>Dinner!

>usually too lazy to shower

>imageboards until 9

>anime until 11

>sleep

I have no friends and I hate everything about life except for work and dog. I can only tolerate people while drunk or working. I am getting older and have no relationship (a few failed ones tho). I just quit trying, I usually work 6 days a week and try to be a good person. Fuck, I even go to church sometimes, but I really don't know why. Life just seems pointless and the government/politics/media just make me hope for a revolution/collapse/anything but this.

Also, I like this painting.

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 No.11804

>>11757

>cumtown

goon shit

goon shit is bad and goon shit that is literally a transcript of a middling-quality discord room circa 2016 is extra bad

goons should stop creating anything for like five years

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 No.11806

>>11804

wtf is a goon?

I was a fan of Nick's (or shall I say Nicole's, lol) writing, that's how I got into it.

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 No.11871

>>11806

>>11806

You know redditors that come to chans and complain about anime? Those are goons. Goons are basically smug shitheads that go places they're not welcome and demean everybody with snarky remarks and complain about the culture.

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 No.11874

>>11871

It's worse than that because they coordinate to fuck you over. Basically any drama forum is goon in spirit, if not in direct ancestry.

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 No.11884

>>11871

>>11874

Yeah, okay. I can see why this demographic would be into cumtown. I just like playing it in the background when I do mundane things. The cum boys remind me of all alcoholic roommates I had back in college.

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 No.11886

File: 100e96715a7e830⋯.jpg (419.71 KB,2880x1920,3:2,100e96715a7e830df552c7c241….jpg)

>>11871

lol goons are SA forum members, or has the definition changed? lurk moar.

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 No.11894

>>11886

I knew that, but it didn't even cross my mind, considering that SA hasn't been relevant for a while. The reddit tourist thing makes total sense, though.

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 No.11896

>>11894

I meant Something Awful, not Sturmabteilung. Sturmabteilung is always relevant.

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 No.11923

>>11745

I have some hope that things will get better after I graduate, but I don't know.

>>11757

I like it because it reminds me a lot of the shit my good buddies and I joked about back in high school and during the summers after college. I miss those times.

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 No.12152

File: 3c05be874db64bb⋯.png (182.06 KB,659x442,659:442,dystopianmodernity.png)

>be me

>browse /doomer/

>encounter fringe ideologies

>shitpost my support for the lulz

>hate myself for promoting shitty ideas

>…

>be me

>browse /dooomer/

>encounter fringe ideologies

>shitpost my counterarguments for the lulz

>hate myself for tryina' yeet on the deeply depressed

>tfw

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 No.12283

File: 6fbd2da7719eeee⋯.jpg (106.49 KB,1160x712,145:89,toxic.jpg)

>when you watch anime and the MC's love interest is firing out life wisdom and you just sit there thinking how right she is

I had this situation many times in life

you want to say something to someone

then you dont

then time passes

then you finally do it

then your words are worthless or hurtful at worst

no wonder those cuckime shows are so good at touching social rejects hearts when they are produced by the same type of social rejects.

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 No.12284

File: a98c5a6735aa791⋯.jpg (91.45 KB,1277x718,1277:718,doesntback1.jpg)

this one also struck me hard

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 No.12285

File: e9e33d097f20c5c⋯.jpg (79.28 KB,1280x717,1280:717,doesntback2.jpg)

those jappies really know how to touch my heart…

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 No.12286

File: 1362cb9632bcc7f⋯.png (4.71 KB,256x224,8:7,Mega_Man_X_Boomer_Kuwanger….png)

>when you remember the snes game from childhood that you once borrowed from your cousins best friend for a week but could never complete the game because you were 6 years old and you finally decide to beat this game so it does not torment you anymore and you notice that boomers are still haunting you even in video games

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 No.12321

>>7928

Dogs act submissive as an act for you to like them and give them food. They don't actually care about you. They've evolved a dependence on humans for food and shelter.

They don't understand what you're saying nor care how you feel, but they know how to string you along for food… dogs are the animal version of gold-digging bimbos.

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 No.12322

File: 76c998d2b19ee79⋯.gif (1.87 MB,480x270,16:9,76c998d2b19ee79bcbd8d0f6e5….gif)

>>12321

Lies Lies Lies Lies Lies

Hachiko waited for years for his owner to come back

But his owner was dead and never came back

So Hachiko just waited anyways and waited until he died

People fed him with leftovers day for day and he did not move

that is loyalty. a true japanese

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 No.12330

File: 6a4951395d74bc9⋯.jpg (176.09 KB,1261x714,1261:714,kouko.jpg)

here are 2 more screencaps I made

FeMC was adorable as well with all her flaws

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 No.12331

File: 700dd02a25a144c⋯.jpg (167.07 KB,1274x712,637:356,sayonara.jpg)

but this one just hurt

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 No.12342

>>12322

He is a remarkable specimen, but still an evolved trait to get food and shelter. Are you so fucking daft that you LITERALLY think an animal fucking cares about you? I know it's nice feels to feel and I get that, so you've gone your whole life without thinking about it logically. Buy maaaaybe, you can love your children unconditionally, maybe your own parents…. reeeeeally stretching it your SO or extended family but another fucking species?

You're delusional. Your dog is dependent on humans as a species, and play the evolutionary role that has been very successful for them, but in actuality they love you as much as the common house cockroach… except they didn't evolve to fool you into making it look like they care.

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 No.12343

>>12342

This is a good post.

We tend to both anthropomorphize and infantalize our pets for sentimental reasons. It makes me wince every time I hear the words "fur baby" applied to what is actually a finely tuned predator. A true lover of animals loves them for what they are and not what we want them to be.

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 No.12347

File: 1ea97ede0da449c⋯.jpg (62.95 KB,640x480,4:3,0d757d6cf37817a42eeafaf9e6….jpg)

>>12342

Anon, you know I am a failed romantic

Why do you have to pop all the bubbles in my head?

Can't I have a few good illusions left?

And you should see the stray dogs we have in Eastern Yurop. They are free and independent dogs who need no man nor woman in their lives. If they know how to get food in a city, Hachi-chan would have found out too.

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 No.12390

File: 3374da32bb5dc4c⋯.jpg (293.28 KB,900x900,1:1,1545801824443.jpg)

>>12347

Proof sweden is not eastern europe. In eastern europe dogs not only get food themselves, they are the food. Ask gypsies.

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 No.12404

>>12390

Proof Latvia isn't eastern Europe. In eastern Europe, dogs eat each-other. Ask my beast Barsik how many Chihuahas he had for breakfast.

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 No.12406

File: b1d04699b506fe9⋯.png (37.19 KB,501x501,1:1,ana.png)

>>12404

chihuahua… pffft.

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 No.12416

>>12404

Well, Latvia is still vastly more "Eastern" than Sweden.

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 No.12437

File: a508041d99b782d⋯.jpg (228.48 KB,1600x1200,4:3,1552966706778.jpg)

>>12404

Based and dogpilled. How is life in the zone?

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 No.12486

>>12437

>How is life in the zone?

It's ok. We threw a duty nigger into a bloodsucker lair nearby, I heard there's an anomaly in there that turns them gay. Either way, it should keep them occupied for about a week, letting us search for artifacts in peace.

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 No.12516

>>290

>6AM wake up. Shower and get dressed

>Go to Work at 7AM

>Work

>Leave Work at 4PM

>Shitpost online and eat whatever food I made to last the week

>Go to sleep at 10PM

Rinse and repeat for several years now

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 No.12523

File: 7feb39d52d02a10⋯.jpg (59.95 KB,500x500,1:1,1531512984960.jpg)

>>12516

You're on the treadmill too, eh?

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 No.12557

>wake up at 7:30

>stay in bed until 7:45

>begrudgingly get out of bed, house is cold

>heat up coffee

>eat meal prep

>drink coffee, take zinc, D3, and Ashwaganda

>8:30, shit I was supposed to leave 5 minutes ago

>start driving to work, speeding to make up for time

>9:00 get to shitty warehouse job

>start working

>"diverse"co-workers all blasting NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER on their speakers

>I listen to diversity friendly podcasts so I don't get shit canned

>11:00 eat meal prep, same as always

>11:15 back to work jewing work out of as much overtime as I can

>12:00 second lunch, corporate bought us pizza and watched us eat it

>5:30 leave work for class

>6:00 arrive at class

>9:00 leave class

>9:17 get home and do bodyweight workout

>9:45 cold shower

>9:48 shitpost and play distance with my large collection of Synthwave until wife gets home

>10:21 wife gets home, talk about day, kiss sometimes fug

>10:40 play Ace Attorney until I pass out at 12:00

>repeat

Life is suffering until my weekend wherein I can drink again.

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 No.12576

don't know if i can be considered doomer but here goes

also go easy on me i've only ever posted on imageboards maybe a total of 10 times in the past 6 years

>wake up around 6am

>shower

>breakfast

>school

>gym

>get home and lurk for the rest of the night

>go to bed whenever

>fall asleep hours after laying down

i'm wasting the "best years" of my life and i don't know how to stop myself from being like this just make it all fucking stop

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 No.12583

File: d043f1cfec6300d⋯.jpg (43.91 KB,1024x676,256:169,vittyyyyyy.jpg)

>wake up at 5am

>cry

>go back to sleep

>wake up again

>brush your teeth

>listen to some black metal

>selfharm sometimes

>go back to sleep

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 No.12584

>>12583

>brush your teeth

You still do that?

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 No.12585

>>12584

I'm trying to keep some routines

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 No.12587

File: 5912076b3dd4325⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image,54.17 KB,1085x736,1085:736,jushy.jpg)

>>12585

>>12584

what to you recommend we do instead?

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 No.12588

>>12587

Keep doing it. I assumed many of us lacked the motivation to even bother.

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 No.12594

>>12322

>Hachiko

Oh God, I remember *reading* about that dog and getting my eyes teary already. I have downloaded Hachiko Monogatari but I'm afraid I'll end up crying like a little bitch if I watch it.

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 No.12602

I'm getting really sick and tired of this and I don't know why is my only reaction anger

>talked to a friend, we haven't seen each other in maybe 1 year or so, same age as me

>we talked about random bullshit but then I asked her how's life

>this lovely girl brutally told me how she is nothing but getting more and more disappointed and depressed

>has a job she hates

>her only joy is to visit family once in a month

>no real purpose, no vision to life, no goals, no hobbies

>I can't really help her since, fuck, I'm in the same shit

>worst part: nothing changed for both of us since we spoke last time

I really don't know how I could encourage her while all I had back in my head at that moment was this mental spreadsheet of blackpills. I remember how she told me last time we talked together that she wants to have family but yet she seems like she has no willpower to actually pursue this goal, and she is pretty, like that's not the issue here. So that was my day. Yet another day where I got mad at the niggerlicious existence, and this hate became the only thing which is pushing me from day to day. I'm starting to have enough of it.

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 No.12624

>>12404

Can we see Barsik?

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 No.12626

File: f0cf03c3d071354⋯.png (438.47 KB,1168x1106,584:553,doomerinshower.png)

today

>wake up at 9am

>cry

>do nothing

>still do nothing

>go to shower

>start making picture of me in shower

>post it

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 No.12627

>>12606

This is true doomerism

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 No.12641

So… who actually showers/washes more than once a week?

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 No.12665

>>7830

>says he huffs computer duster

>you should at least find an alternative for the melatonin

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 No.12698

File: 79f348fa275400c⋯.jpg (48.6 KB,400x400,1:1,spectrallore.jpg)

>wake up whenever, it doesn't matter. sometimes at 9 AM sometimes at 2PM.

>make a cheap easy breakfast.

>drink four cups of coffee. usually black. not to be edgy but because i fucking hate cream.

>think about all of the things I should be doing as a 33 year old man.

>do none of it. tell myself im going to commit suicide anyway.

>draw; badly, might I add.

>think about girls ill never have. don't text them. don't dm them. absolutely do not initiate contact for months at a time.

>stream something to watch

>shitpost half my day away

>don't even leave my couch unless to go to bathroom or get food.

>draw some more

>read.

>play old video games, when i should be looking for a new job.

>eventually go to sleep on the couch sometime around or after 4 AM.

>rinse, wash, repeat.

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 No.12778

>>10727

do you brush your teeth?

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 No.13036

>wake up at 10am

>drink half a liter of energy

>browse chans

>start learning for med school

>drink more energy and coffee

>learn, learn learn

>browse chan during learning

>eat some shit food

>go work out

>start drinking wine

>realize that becoming a doctore wont solve my mental issues

>get depressed

>realize what a social outcast i have become

>realize what weirdo ive become

>realize that i got mentally abused by my mom and that she is the reason why im so fucked up in the brain

>realize that all gainz and all success will never fix my mentally fucked up brain

>realize that its probably the best if i should just kill myself

>go to bed and try to sleep

>cant sleep

>think about how i will order fentanyl to end my life to calm me down and escape anxiety

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 No.13507

>>12557

you see your wife for 20 mins a day? how is that working out

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 No.13510

File: c0df42009e27f98⋯.jpg (7.64 KB,200x185,40:37,799938cb.jpg)

>i had to force myself to go to garden

>doing my regular shit, getting some sunlight

>hear some girl calling my name

>trying to quickly vanish and enter the house

>hear it again

>yeah well fuck it

>it's my neighbor's gf, i know her from years ago

>came to her, she asked me for phone number because i deleted all my sns and suddenly our other friend wants my contact

>had a little normie chit-chat about how her future mother in law is total cunt who is giving her hard time, but how her future father in law is nice dude always ready to fix her shot or two of some good booze so she can hide in garage, how work sucks dick and so on

>yeah well, whatever, i wrote message to that old friend because i had her phone number, she asked me if i don't want to meet her

>didn't really felt like it but since she has car i said fuck it and let her pick my ass at night

>we went for nightride, parked at some parking spot on exit of the city

>we did nothing except talking for 3 hours and chainsmoking

>she went through one relationship where dude was total selfish jerk but suddenly he is bothering her on almost daily basis, even though she has new dude

>no perspective in new relationship since she is fucked up, not willing to meet his dumb friends or family + social phobia, her health sucks too, drinks alone at home, hates his cheap romantic gestures, literally has finally bf who cares about her but tldr he is dumb normalnigger

>she admitted she just wanted to escape because he invited her that night to some barbecue party or whatever and she didn't wanted to go

>so we spent night just talking about whatever, my first contact with normal human being after few years

>drove me back home

>agreed we should go next time for a walk to fields, buy some booze and just get drunk

>posted some final shitposts @ doomer

>busted a nut

>went to sleep

at least i found meself someone to drink with, i guess it wasn't that bad day

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 No.13513

>>13510

Good for you man, this girl sounds like she's nice. Might be a bit doomer herself.

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 No.13515

>>13513

I think she is entering the doomer land maybe slightly but who knows. What is important to me is that I can listen to her without totally vomiting all over myself and can relate to something as well. Also I don't have to take some role, since we are more like siblings, I can just be myself and say whatever the fuck I want. Gay as fuck but I'd rather meet her than some dudes I used to know who talked 24/7 about newest AAA vidyas and chicks they screwed last time on festival.

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 No.13516

>>13515

Yeah, everybody is allowed one bestie of the opposite sex.

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 No.13540

>>13516

I agree

>>13510

Duder, I know that feel. When you finally get to talk to a real human being after months of complete isolation you feel alive again for those few moments. It is a mesmerziing feeling. Especially when the person you talk to is not a complete airhead or consumerist zombie. It feels so good to have someone to talk about how you feel and being taken serious.

And yeah she sounds like a good person. I hope she finds happiness in life and that she manages to escape the shithole that is a life without purpose nor principles a Johnnie To movie has the same name BTW and I can recommend it

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 No.13541

>greentext a typical day in the life

I did it already once but this one was a few days ago

>sleep until after lunchtime

>get up around 1pm or 2pm

>check internet for ebay sales

>package stuff for customers if somone bought something

>go to postal office and send envelopes

>By 4pm I am finally hungry

>stop by at local kebab shop to get some food

>take it home, eat

>text my sister every evening, ask her how her day was, what she did entire day

>by 6pm it is siesta time

>lie down in bed and sleep for 3 hours

>by 9pm I get on internet again

>check out 8gag and what new postings there are

>post some time and read things I get interested in

>around midnight I usually start working on my shrine

>write lyrics and research rhymes until 4 or 5 in the morning

>if I get something done, go to sleep with a smile around 4:30AM

>sleep like a bear

it was a good day

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 No.13572

>>13540

>Duder, I know that feel. When you finally get to talk to a real human being after months of complete isolation you feel alive again for those few moments.

It was that chick I spoke before, it seems we finally had opportunity to meet up. Maybe if you are taken seriously or not isn't the biggest thing, but that you can say whatever you want to say without being instantly judged is. Even though I don't care about what people have to say about me, still it's good for me if I can just openly say something to someone else than myself or people on internet. Just make the expression. This real face to face communication is underrated, I have to admit it.

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 No.13574

File: b7de21df3351a33⋯.jpg (5.44 KB,318x159,2:1,images.jpg)

Perfect way for a Doomer to end their day?

ENEMA!

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 No.13987

>>355

Even gaming doesn't bring me joy anymore.

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 No.13994

>>13987

This. I'm still buying some cheap games, because "what if" i might want to play them one day, but lately I can't force myself to spend even 1 minute playing a game, I rather waste time watching some dumb videos on youtube. Truly the sad state of existence.

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 No.13998

>>13507

Not too bad, I still see her for 5-7 hours on my two days off; however she's been on her phone a lot lately supposedly reading, but I've caught her once or twice in her messaging app, upon which she immediately pressed the home button. If she is actually cheating, I need hard evidence. I'm kind of considering getting a GPS tracker to be honest.

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 No.14021

>>13998

sorry man, I hope things work out but you should start hiding money or something

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 No.14301

File: e643c1c446ec15d⋯.jpg (12.19 KB,200x202,100:101,118820.jpg)

I spent half of this day outside cutting the grass like pic related. I don't do it often, especially not in summer so the soil will get at least some protection from the sun but you have to do it from time to time. Now my arms feel like I'm fucking Popeye or something. Clear head, not thinking about any problems, dogs running around, afraid to pop a cold beer to not become instantly boomer.

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 No.14306

File: 11051939d48e95a⋯.webm (7.99 MB,416x234,16:9,YoutubeEngineers.webm)

>>14301

I think I will go to the beach today, I live right next to it and never go, at 3 I can bring my dog. Thanks for the idea, hope you enjoy your beer.

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 No.14335

>>11894

I cut ties with reddit. Degenerate shithole

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 No.14343

>>14306

Is that beach overcrowded most of the year? Maybe it's still too cold for daypeople to be there, I don't know. Anyway have a nice day.

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 No.14357

>>14335

>having ever used it in the first place

You don't belong here.

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 No.18121

File: 7596b809dd0aae0⋯.jpg (88.68 KB,750x923,750:923,IMG_2653.JPG)

>wake up at 7 am

>Fall back asleep until 8

>Work out till 9

>Shower

>Apply fruitlessly and hopelessly to jobs

>Read rejection emails

>Eat something and drink vodka

>Fuck around on computer and drink for 10 hours until I can convince myself to sleep and hopefully not wake up

I've lost almost all social interaction and can barely get drunk anymore. I just robotically repeat the same actions day after day

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 No.18182

File: 07791c02dbacf1f⋯.mp4 (13.68 MB,720x480,3:2,Rimanhaending.mp4)

>Wake up at 11am

>Drink two cups of coffee

>Shitpost and fap until 6pm, maybe put together some of my 40k minis if i'm up for it

>Slam a 300mg energy drink

>Get ready and leave for work

>Warehouse for 8 hours

>Come back home

>Watch videos on phone till I pass out

Thank God I'm quitting in a week

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 No.18185

>>18182

Congratulations on escaping the wagie life.

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 No.18202

Everyone's content on being lost and they'll find excuses and distractions to remain lost all at the detriment of familial and fraternal relations. Fuck this gay earth. If you want to face the shadow of society take a visit to chat roulette or omegle to see it. Just a bunch of men autofellating. No shame no dignity just full boners out on display for all to see. A once powerful symbol, the phallus bringer of life, masculinity, and vitality, reduced down to some impotent extension of the fleshsuit. Humanity revels in it's reduction. This is the course of involution and the masses are taking down the entire ship with everyone on it.

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 No.18204

>Wake up at 10-11 am

>Take shower

>Go to internet cafe

>Play Warframe for 8-9 hours

>Come home

>Eat

>Watch Youtube or browse the Chans until 2 am

>Sleep

>Repeat

Such is the life of the 19 year old expat living in SEA.

Having an Oil worker as a Father is both a blessing and a curse. On one hand I'm 19 and I've never worked a day in my life, On the other hand my father cares more about work instead of my education. Schooling was fine in the States and then i was forced to move here and everything went down the shitter.

Who else a Zoomer Doomer here?

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 No.18205

>>18204

>He is in Heung Gong

>the gr8est city in the entire planet

>turbo capitalism and stocks casino

>Cantopop and Chow Yun Fat movies

>open butchers on the streets and everyone smokes

I envy you, especially when I hear daddy sends you monies and you don't have to worry

how is life in HK? Do you like Cha Siu Bao?

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 No.18206

File: d2e98550d0222ae⋯.png (839.4 KB,1366x768,683:384,untittled haha get it titt….png)

>>18205

Sorry to disappoint but I don't live in HK. I live in Indonesia. I have to use a proxy in order to browse the Chans. I would prove it with flag but i get pic related when i try to load the page without proxy.

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 No.18213

oh shit, I hope you don't end up on some govt watchlist now because of me

But speaking of indonesia, is it true that Jakarta is sinking into the swamp?

I could not believe it when I read it

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 No.18214

>>18213

This is the first time I've ever heard of something like that. But after some quick research it seems to be true. I don't know or care that much about Indonesia itself. I just have to live here for a couple more months then i can go back to Canada and live with my older brother (and possibly learn a trade seeing how my brother owns a Plumbing business). I've talked with my Father about me wanting to leave for some time now. He keeps insisting I'll regret going back to Canada for some reason. I know the situation is bad over there but It's better than being here where white girls don't exist. I'll never be able to get a girlfriend or wife here after browsing /pol/ for so long as i don't believe in racemixing anymore.

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 No.18262

>>18214

Have you ever considered suicide, anon?

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 No.18270

>>18214

If you’re white and from Canada, why would you ever move to Indonesia?

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 No.18271

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 No.18276

>>18271

how the actual fuck did he fit it in there

>tfw impressed

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 No.18277

>>18270

Imagine people migrating for other than racial reasons.

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 No.18282

>>18277

If he moved to Bali then he'd be moving to somewhere whiter than Canada, what with all the Australian Tourists and all

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 No.18283

>>18271

Oh, that clears it up.

>>18277

I’m not talking about race, but if he’s not Indonesian I can’t really see why you’d move from a first world (for now) country to a country like Indonesia. Sure I guess your money is probably going to get you a lot further but it seems odd to me to move to such a place, which is why I asked him what his reasoning was. That was it, just a question, I can’t see why you think I was ridiculing him.

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 No.18284

>>18276

>tfw impressed

>IKTF

Mate.

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 No.18285

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 No.18286

>>18282

Imagine people migrating to countries based solely on racial preferences.

>>18283

I don't know what you were trying to say, I'm just getting tired of any posts which contain both words "white" and "country".

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 No.18287

>>18286

Oh I know, anywhere is fucked these days

Maybe one day Aboriginals here in Australia will campaign and get sovreignty, I'll pretend I'm a boong and live a peaceful life sniffing petrol and drinking goon in abo land ay UNNA

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 No.18288

>>18287

Or maybe you can pretend this thread is actually for people who want to read and share greentexts of daily doomer life instead of which country is first world and why would you not move from such country to fucking Indonesia.

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 No.18290

>>18288

tbh I'm only here because the other guy posted a link here

Doomer is a shitty half cuck meme and while I go through the same shit you gotta realise that it's just mopey ay UNNA

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 No.18291

>>3940

it's never been the suicide/dying part i'm worried about. it's botching it.

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 No.18293

>>18283

>Oh, that clears it up.

No problem, thanks for asking the question.

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 No.18294

>>7737

congrats. you're a nigger.

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 No.18295

File: b21bfb4591b713a⋯.gif (101.19 KB,500x375,4:3,07697f693186a98088aec87543….gif)

>>10727

11 years for me. i've wanted to do nothing for 11 years, jesus.

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 No.18304

>>18286

I really just meant non-Indonesian, it wasn’t a /pol/ question, I was just wondering why he would move to Indonesia or any poor East Asian 3rd world nation from Canada if he has no family or hertiage connections, maybe he had an interesting reason/story behind it, which is why I asked.

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 No.18325

>>18304

I was forced to move here when i was 10 years old by my Father. He got an Indonesian wife while working here so coming back to the states where i was living at the time wasn't an option. In a couple months I'm going back to Canada though.

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 No.18334

>>18283

>I can’t really see why you’d move from a first world (for now) country to a country like Indonesia.

I can't really see why you find this so hard to grasp, anon. Have you not spent much time outside of america (or snow-america, as your flag suggests)?

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 No.18342

>>18325

Oh guess I’m just stupid, now that I put 1 second of thought into it, there’s lots of reasons. Well hope you do well here when you come back.

>>18334

I’ve been to Europe 5-6ish times to see family, and the states a few times too but that’s it. Never been to a third world country (except Poland for 45 minutes), I guess I was just being stupid though.

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 No.18346

>>18342

When you're somewhere like Indonesia and you have what you have some cash it's basically a good time, especially as a westerner. My long term goals are to get some cash and move away from the west personally. You can almost smell it, This place is stagnation.

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 No.18355

>>18346

I love the land here but Canada is a doomed country and every country has nice scenery, I miss Europe a lot, even though it’s more expensive, and the longest single stretch I’ve been there was like 2 months.

>You can almost smell it, This place is stagnation.

I could go back or forward in time 10 years and my town would be basically the same. The largest city near me keeps getting bigger but it’s just new houses, there is nothing new and there was nothing there before. At least you have some sort of culture in your country.

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 No.18361

>>18355

> At least you have some sort of culture in your country.

Really? how so? What does it mean to have culture? What culture, exactly? And how does it benefit me?

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 No.18366

File: 0402faa3b4dd049⋯.jpg (94.76 KB,750x703,750:703,1556793806353.jpg)

>>350

For most of my childhood and some of my early teens my dream was to own every console, game and accessories for it ever made. Just have them on a big display in my house. Of course living in the third-world with 70% taxes this was impossible as a kid and my parents werent rich.

But as an adult I couldn't care less, now I have the income to buy all that (because most of it its old cheap junk for most people now) but I dont care enough to do it, it seems so pointless now.

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 No.18864

File: b815c0537685c92⋯.png (130.7 KB,596x391,596:391,1556549579862.png)

>wake up at 7

>Fall asleep till 8

>Finally get up feed chickens and ducks

>Let bunny out of cage

>Workout see what places rejected me today

>Put in more worthless applications

>Shower

>Cook something at 2 pm

>Shitpost and youtube while drinking and smoking till 2 am

>Sleep and do it again

Neet life is starting to drain me. I only live for animals and alcohol. Video games aren't even fun and just a chore at this point

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 No.18872

>>18864

I know it's cliche at this point but learn to code. Fair warning, the entry jobs are crushing and they'll sap your will to live if you let it control you. This field more than anything else needs a healthy work-life balance or you'll burn out faster than a 50 cent fag. It's one of the only places a NEET with the ability to problem-solve can get a job, though, and if you're willing to work for shit pay you can sometimes even find remote jobs to work from home.

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 No.18880

>>18872

I would be really careful with this advice. You will be under pressure no matter if you get paid less or more so you might as well aim a bit higher if you are capable to do the job. Also it's job like any other so unless you seek for something which will keep your mind and hands busy, it should first and foremost bring you a joy. I enjoyed very much contributing for free to few free software projects, expecting nothing in return and feeling again that joy of solving something and getting that "yay, it works" feeling. I know it won't put any money on your table unless you are lucky and become a paid contributor or whatever but the problem of burning out is very real so I wouldn't be really scared to have standards and ask to not be paid peanuts. If neetbux is enough for you then you can work on anything you want, for free, have a good time maintaining projects or contributing to some other projects, it can be fun if you are interested in this type of stuff.

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 No.18896

>>12342

Pets show they care about people all the time, not even just dogs. Look at cats, why would a solitary predator bother giving you a fresh kill if it doesn't care about you? It might not be love in the human sense of the word, but it's evidence of a bond all the same.

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 No.18897

>wake up anywhere from 7-10 am

>fall back asleep, wake up at 1 or 2

>stare at the ceiling for an hour or two, maybe fap

>smoke a bowl

>hop on computer, supposed to have been doing coursework 3 hours ago

>start bullshitting online

>sprinkle bits of work in between the bullshit

>take a nap

>It's 8PM. smoke a bowl

>play vidya or keep engaging in bullshit

>Take smoke break every two hours

>/nightwalk/ with the cat if I feel up to it

>Fall asleep at like 4 or 6 am

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 No.18994

File: e112ba8ee4054e0⋯.png (456.3 KB,593x677,593:677,1556034270059.png)

>wake up at 9:30pm

>Get dressed for work

>Go to store to buy lunch of crackers and iced tea

>Get to work at 10:30 and listen to music for 30 minutes in car

>Work until 7 am

>Workout till 8:30

>Go home and maybe eat something

>Take shower

>Fuck around on computer, down rum or whiskey, and maybe play Vidya till 2 pm

>Force self to sleep

>Repeat

I have to find something better than this. Something has to be out there to make me feel like I've actually accomplished something for once in my life.

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 No.18998

File: 4622a0942df017f⋯.jpg (74.79 KB,1280x624,80:39,132ea1275b3a44f6e938c67c94….jpg)

>>18994

>wake up

>check board

>trying not to start day with cigarette

>check related e-mails for work

>can't focus on it without lighting up a few

>check board

>think about state of this world, life and existence itself

>remember i've got important shit to get done fast before my body turns into useless piece of meat waiting for death instead doing 1 fucking meaningful thing in my life

>work out, lift some weights through headache, "die when you die" blasting in background

>nothing is better

>try to overcome feeling of derealization and depersonalization and write shit i've got in my head running throughout the whole day on some piece of paper

>nothing is better

>check board

>sleep

>repeat

I was never so concentrated and depersonalized at the same time in my life, I'm afraid there is no turning back.

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 No.19123

Monday through fri:

>wake up 0500

>put a fup in and get dressed

>at work 0600

>exercise an hour then go shower/change/eat

>go back to work 0900-1700

>hit the gym

>go buy beer

>get home fap and start drinking

>shitpost, eat and continue drinking until midnight

>try to get 4 hours of sleep

Then weekends and holidays

>wake up at 1100, put a dip in

>jerk off once or twice, decide to get out of bed

>go grab a case of beer a smoke and a coffee

>proceed to drink and shitpost

>by 1500 make something to eat

>pretend to play vidya until i lose interest

>drink and stare at my screen until 0300

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 No.19143

>>19123

>Drink and stare at screen until 0300

I'm falling more and more into this and not even wasting time with videos or other imageboards anymore.

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 No.19475

>Stay up drinking till 7am

>sleep till 7pm

>wake up and go to bar

>eat only meal of the day a burger and half dozen wings with 2 beers

>come home and keep drinking

>check Twitter and 8ch

>go to sleep at 7am

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 No.20047

File: 4de6834373f2b98⋯.png (338.15 KB,580x435,4:3,1555508284087.png)

>wake up 6 am

>Get ready for work

>Slave away in a lab doing the same things over and over till 5

> Go workout till 6 pm

> Get home at 8-8:30 and make dinner

>Drink until 11

>Too tired to do anything other than sleep

Alcohol is the best sleep pill I find. Cannot wait till I become Salvatore's and can just work remotely

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 No.20156

File: b3d161969cccc65⋯.png (410.9 KB,580x798,290:399,5fu7efd2pnbz.png)

>>14357

You don't make the rules, champ

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 No.20169

File: 6d9e2dd9bed2c8c⋯.mp4 (2.1 MB,560x360,14:9,1463246135209.mp4)

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 No.20687

File: 13136c6e2f2d392⋯.png (1.19 MB,1280x1760,8:11,IMG_2898.PNG)

>wake up 5 am

>Shot of vodka

>Get changed for work

>Get there at 8 and kill time in parking lot for an hour

>Perform menial repetitive job

>Barely eat anything for lunch

>Go work out at work gym from 5 - 6

>Get home around 7:30

>Shower

>Dinner and more cheap vodka to burn away pain

>Bed at 12:30

Doing anything else just isn't worth it. I'm in total apathy of trying anything from failing at so many other things every time

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 No.21953

File: 881a52ea1d00197⋯.png (325.34 KB,471x464,471:464,1555948689608.png)

>wake up at 5

>Drink a beer and change

>Find will to drive and get coffee to mix with shot

>Get to work after hour drive at 7:15

>Do nothing till 8:30 and finally start

>Get out anywhere between 5-5:30

>Drive home is now 2 hours long

>Get home shower and have more beer

>Cook something so I can at least feel nice from something that's tastes good to go along with beer

> Do nothing till 12:30 and start again

Too tired to even tryabyt5hing to stop the pain anymore. The alcohol burn just reminds me that I'm alive still

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 No.21964

>>20169

based. can relate p much

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 No.21980

>wake up at 8am

>get out of bed 10-15 mins later

>eat some sugary shit, feed cat, throw on work clothes, go to work

>spend the next 4 hours doing the bare minimum of work while trying not to be a complete asshole to customers

>all the while browsing imageboards during free moments

>go grab some shitty excuse for lunch

>come back and resume what I was doing for the next 4+ hours

>leave at 6pm

>nowhere else to go but home, head there

>feed cat, shower, scrounge food from fridge

>hot ass-on-chair action for the next 5-6 hours

>go to bed at like midnight

>fall asleep an hour or two later

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 No.22013

File: 3ed1a50510e9bc0⋯.jpg (80.7 KB,539x773,539:773,just5.jpg)

>wake up anywhere between 9 and 12, depending on the amount of booze i mooched the night before

>check drudge. yup drudge is a good news site. sips.

>no ww3 or civil war today. fuck.

>look at my fat dog. he's lost all interest in life too. try to get him to go for walkies anyways. drag dog around for an hour. he's not who he used to be. dogs mirror their owners. it's fine. i'll bribe him with lunch meat later for a morale boost.

>put cat outside. she runs right back in.

>drink 10 cups of coffee. feel nothing.

>play cod and stomp those beaner zoomers. alternative is going for a motorcycle ride and getting tailgated by lesbian subaru drivers.

>it's now time for dinner. eat same rotation of 8 foods.

>workout. shower. start drinking.

>watch political youtube. don't care about porn much anymore.

>debate watching movie. hollywood sucks. schlock isn't even that fun anymore.

>around 10pm or so now. night is done. play the long dark on laptop in bed. literally the highlight of the day.

it's a miracle i've made it this far looking at this. i just want a cabin in the woods and a qt winona goth gf.

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 No.22015

>>18864

i know that feeling.

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 No.22016

>>12698

i'm 30 and yeah it's like the spark i had at 20 is completely dead.

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 No.22027

>>22016

My spark died way before I turned 20

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 No.22094

>>22027

i feel ya.

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 No.22099

>>22016

>>22027

What is this "spark" you are talking about?

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 No.22120

During last week I'm nothing else but tired. I don't know if it's weather or something else but I feel like I just want to sleep even though I sleep regularly now at least 6-8 hours a day. I eat like I used to, I'm just constantly without energy. Fucking spring/summer It's every year like this, I can't wait for October to be quite honest.

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 No.22149

>>22120

>I can't wait for October to be quite honest.

same.

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 No.22150

>>22120

I got myself an AC unit. It helps a lot as long as you go hikki-mode, even if its just one unit for an entire house. It gives you a way to move in fresh air at a cooler temperature, the cooling effect in most rooms is mild, but the fresh air helps, and it doesn't heat up the house like when you open windows.

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 No.22153

>>22150

Temperatures are fine so far, it's just that days are pretty long already. It was raining here for couple of days, I went out for /nightwalk/ at 1am, came back completely wet but it was worth it, totally empty streets. Air pressure is weird or something, I don't get it.

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 No.22225

File: 0cb236c163e74d7⋯.jpg (230.97 KB,600x600,1:1,Phoenix Flashbang.jpg)

>3:30am, the birds are singing

>4:00am, the fucking sun is already starting to pollute skies

>4:30am, every dog decides it's great to celebrate new day with barking championship until 5 am

….

>wake up before noon, trying to get some coffee

>open the door

>warm wet jungle air hits my fucking face like a shovel

>close the window and look outside

>get instant flashbang by sun

>close the blinds again

>get some coffee

>start going through e-mails and work related materials

>announcement: water won't run until 4pm

I don't know who invented summer but tell God it's one of his bigger mistakes.

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 No.22248

>go to bed

>wake up

>fuck

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 No.22276

>>22248

every. fucking. time.

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 No.23371

File: 468dcaca69c005e⋯.jpg (76.23 KB,828x675,92:75,DqE1kLBW4AArITT.jpg)

Bump.

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 No.23375

>Wake up, usually about 6am

>Roll over and go back to sleep

>Get up any time between 12pm and 5pm

>Take a shit

>Sometimes make myself a coffee or breakfast

>Go on computer, play vidya

>Get bored after a few hours

>Sleep again or phoneposting in bed

>If money then fast food delivery and alcohol

>If no money then stay in bed

>Play phone vidya until battery dies

>Play PC vidya while phone charges

>Watch some Twitch streamers

>Go back to sleep

>Repeat

Welcome to my life.

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 No.23377

File: c592eb76fa4618b⋯.jpeg (7.47 KB,304x166,152:83,nightbois.jpeg)

>wake up at midday due to heat

>take a shower

>browse 8chan or watch youtube and eat for hours

>take the bus to work about forty minutes before my shift

>arrive about 10 minutes early and drink my energy drink in the break room

>work for about 7 hours

>/nightwalk/ the distace home

>get home at around 1 or 2

>browse 8chan and watch youtube until i pass out asleep

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 No.23378

>>23377

shit, how long is the walk?

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 No.23379

>>23378

only a little over three miles, it can be nice, but doing it every night is somewhat tiring

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 No.23380

>>23379

Thought about getting a bicycle? You'd save the money for the bus too, so it pays for itself

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 No.23394

>>23379

well, i have but there are two issues

first is it is summer and once uni starts up i will have to travel into town everyday which is like

20 miles away, and i dont want to be all sweaty and shit nor could i make it to places on time and stuff

second is embarassing. when i was sixteen my friend gave me his bike to borrow when i was working full time, i rode it everywhere. eventually the seat bent up and i couldn't get it down. i looked for a new seat, but i didnt want to spend over $10 on one so i just dealt with the pain. well i got sodomized so bad by the bike it gave me a tailbone cyst. so i have a deep anxiety about bikes. i am capable of getting an automobile pretty soon, but i just need to work out the financials.

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 No.23396

>>23380

sorry this >>23394 was meant for you not myself. very tired

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 No.23441

File: 53c92428f187331⋯.jpg (169.88 KB,600x600,1:1,asuka_by_applegrapeart-150….jpg)

>>290

>wake up at 7 AM

>brush floss rinse

>shower

>get dressed

>make sure I have my cup of noodles and everything I need in my backpack

>go to tutoring job

>usually sit around doing hw I have not finished yet for my classes because of being jaded or just not giving a fuck anymore

>work with this QT

>taken by a guy I absolutely despise and turned my HS friend group against me making me a loner even among the social outcasts

>she made a couple advances such as complimenting my eyes but I am too autistic from browsing chans for 10+ years to carry a normal convo with people who are not into chan culture

>crushing realization that I am way more physically attractive than him but the thing keeping me back is my socialization problems and high inhibition

>come to the crushing realization that I am the only virgin in my normie friend group

>try to drop some blackpills to them but none of them understand

>am better off than those normies in comparasion of career and work exp as I was able to earn a decent software dev job but it doesn't matter

>22

>still in college

>respond to slack messages to talk to CS club members and plans for the meetings

>have to basically be the guy who runs this club because president is a pajeet with shit time management even after dropping basically all his classes

>but he takes all the credit

>don't even care about CS anymore and regret quitting my comfy code monkey job because of nepotism and shit work conditions|

>finish shift

>usually have to cover another person's shift and consider myself lucky if I don't have to

>go to 1st class or spend the last 30 or so mins doing more soulless math/physics/cs

>lecture is just powerpoint slides and some random shit an old boomer says

>no worked examples

>wonder why even go to class when I can just learn this more efficiently from youtube which I will have to anyway cuz the lecturers are shit

>class ends

>no one around to hang or w.e.

>do more hw

>tired as fuck as its not 6PM

>2nd class

>8:05 PM

>begin depressing drive home

>tired as fuck still

>change clothes

>go to gym for an hour or so

>brush, floss, wash, rinse

>repeat for 2+ years

>finally transfer|

>summer

>bored as fuck as most friends doing other shit or out of the country

>decide to go to anime cons

>lonely as fuck as I am constantly reminded by all the couples I see around me while I am 22 and still a virgin

>now that there are no cons happening just sitting around wasting time watching youtubers

>piece of shit ssd dies on me with my windows OS

>too lazy to even fix it right now

>no vidya

>today

>going to hang out with my superior in terms of academics and job today at a bar

>he is 21

>going to an ivy, actually improving his cv by working at a job in palo alto

>already working on a double masters in cs and math

>is also a virgin but has way more to show than I do in terms of career and job prospects

>find out that I am a bit above average in one aspect and completely shit at others.

>last coping mechanism I have shattered

>had a plan to gain muscle and change myself

>lost 70+ pounds

>stagnated now and gained a bit of weight

>feel like I am receeding back to being a lazy neckbeard I was

>feel like this whole self-improvement shit is pointless considering my jawline, chin, prey eyes ect.. are all genetic and no matter how much I try to change myself I will always look subhuman to women

>well why not just do this until you kill yourself that way if you die a virgin after all the self-improvement you can die with no excuses

>come to the crushing realization that even if I improved myself dumbass me has already ruined myself back in highschool

>shit diet made me 5'11

>ruined my puberty stage

>brother is 6'3

>complete failure in school, college drop out worked blue collar shit jobs

>still somehow got married despite all this

>while I am actually finishing up a CS degree and have work exp but nothing to show for it.

>just want to buy a HTC vive at this point and see what this whole VR porn shit is all about

>secretly wish that the tarrant shit had wide appeal so the day of the rope can finally happen, very little justification to go and do anything as the only change I have at this point to even be seen as attractive is to use my cash to go through tons of plastic surgery

>so jaded and depressed with life

>literally anyone else deserves to live more than me.

>too much of a bitch to just end myself

>feel fuckin pathetic.

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 No.23447

>>23377

doesnt sound half bad actually. change that monster for a fifth and do something once a day to fuck with people for a rush and you're there

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 No.23466

>>4733

Pirate yourself a daw and record stems of you playing over some sampled drums. See if you can't make something good.

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 No.23516

>Wake up 9pm

>Hot as fuck 90% humidity

>Cold shower to shock myself awake.

>Pound a can of BCAA style energy drink.

>Start car drive an hour and a half to work.

>Work security see more of why I hate humanity.

>Deal with anti-white boss who lets any non-white do whatever never any consequences for them.

>Constantly getting write-up's for exactly what those non-whites do.

>Hide the rage.

>Drive two hours home, why the fuck are schools built next to highways.

>Its now 9am.

>Smoke weed, play games(almost no enjoyment anymore just out of habit) and have music in the backround.

>Its now 3pm.

>Let's all love Lain worship.

>Spirit box.

>Its now 4pm

>sleep, repeat.

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 No.23551

File: ad04b82d0094668⋯.jpg (44.46 KB,500x630,50:63,tumblr_oj4ilfxs0w1r06jpwo1….jpg)

>just went out to buy a pack of smokes

>soft rain started

>no wet heat going off the earth, just sun lightly illuminating the wet roads through skies

>coming back home

>right before i enter house rain stops

>now comfy back home

if god exists, i see what you did there, thanks pal, you know how much i love rain

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 No.23553

>>23551

You shouldn't thank him. Now that you have noticed what he did he'll do something nasty the next time, because he hates you, he hates me, he hates us, he hates everybody.

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 No.23554

>>23553

He did this joke of pushing me down whenever I got up a bit that it isn't even funny anymore. If that's all that skyboomer can do, repeating old jokes, then I'm not impressed.

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 No.23769

File: 7c25de58a3c983d⋯.jpg (179.51 KB,1920x1231,1920:1231,614c9698e2894a510fbb79a3d5….jpg)

>wake up at 5 am

>Take morning 100ml of whiskey or vodka

>Get ready to go to work

>Drive hour to work

>Get to desk and look at emails mindlessly for an hour

>Go to lab and act busy for 3 hours to forget im only here for 3 months and will then be fucked again

>eat depressing lunch for more weight loss

>Sit back at desk for 5 hours as my mom's cuntorkers are too normie to even talk to

>leave to work out for 2 hours from 4:30 to 6:30

>Drive hour and a half back home

>attempt to eat dinner but fail and smoke

>Sit at computer and mindlessly play old Vidya and drink until somewhere between 10:30 and 12:30 when I pass out

The only drive for me is getting /fit/. Won't help my inability to actually talk to someone, but at least I'll feel good about looking at myself for once and is a glimmer in hell

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 No.23909

>wake up

>masturbate

>eat shit show shave

>masturbate

>go to work

>come home

>masturbate

>eat

>masturbate

>shitpost

>masturbate

>go to bed

Everyday I try to stop, and everyday I fail.

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 No.25765

when I have University classes

>wake up at 6:55

>10min in bathroom

>dress

>spend drive to uni browsing 8chan

>arrive at 8

>try to survive classes

>sometimes go to grocery store with female friend to get us food and talk

>arrive at home at 1pm

>turn on PC for music

>work out for 20 min

>shower

>cook either chicken with some sauce and rice or Ramen

>watch Star Trek while eating

>stare at screen to decide what to do

>do nothing for hours

>sometimes /nightwalk/ near river with beer

>go to sleep at 1am

when no classes

>wake up between 9 and 11am

>eat one slice of rye bread or cereals

>sit in front of PC

>browse this place, music and do nothing or vidya

>20min work out

>shower

>sometimes go out with female friend

>either get home after 2 hours or at around 3am after heavy drinking with her

>if 3am go to sleep

>else prepare same meal

>watch Star Trek while eating

>more screen staring

>get depressed looking at my life

>start drinking

>wait till time to /nightwalk/ or rarely go out with friends

>come home drunk at 2am and stumble into bed

>>22013

>it's now time for dinner. eat same rotation of 8 foods.

Which ones? I need to update my repertoire>>22013

>>it's now time for dinner. eat same rotation of 8 foods.

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 No.25767

>yes

>looks at digital clocks on my phone or on my computer compulsively

>trying to see 11:11

>can't smoke or drink because too /doomer/

>spends day solving other people's stupid shit

>simple shit like "how much space would a 30 Cup shelf require if a 12 shelf cupboard requires 18 ft. of wall space"

>fuck getting a car, /daywalk/

>simple carbs for lunch

>doesn't need to be entertained, my life itself is a joke

>doesn't need porn, I get aroused from nothing

>meat for dinner

>12 AM sharp,time to /force-sleep/

>dreams of wasp attacking random people in a restaurant

>wakes up at 6

>actually remembering my dreams and masturbates

>clicks on the 'doomer mantra' app on my phone that I made

>"are you sure you're alive ?"

>yes

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 No.25777

>Browse chans all day

Pretty much it. New favourite board is >>>/tower/

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 No.25790

>>25777

>No Succubi

<…."succubi" …

>No porn

< please, anons, I have no self control

shit rules.

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 No.25792

>>290

<2 months ago

>wake up from night terrors around noon

>contemplate suicide

>roll out of pit by 1pm

>breakfast - fry whatever's in the fridge and not rotten

>smoke weed to drown out the stench of everyone else's drugs and calm down

>watch king of the hill all day

>maybe stare at an MMO icon and anxiety out of playing

>drive to store in clapped out junker riding on it's last legs for more snacks

>home

>contemplate suicide

>watch more KOTH

>cry self to sleep with husbando

>repeat

<now

>wake up at 9

>jerk husbando off

>steak and eggs

>work out

>sip from monster

>say hi to new landlord as he mows the lawn

>work on sports car

>lunch - some light toastie of some sort

>cruise around back roads for funsies

>hang out with old friends

>work on cars with said old friends

>go play old MMOs with the childhood RP crew

>meme it up hard with said crew

>dinner - something not too heavy because heavy brekkies kept me going all day

>hit up the store via either the rally stage to it or the city-centre drag strip, pissing off the zoomers

>laugh at the zombies and junkies at the store

>chat with the night shift staff - friends of friends

>head on home, drive through the night, down the hills

It gets better.

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 No.25800

>>4722

Is your country any good?

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 No.25824

File: f01435676ad723d⋯.jpg (140.45 KB,848x1200,53:75,92557a0fb1644535.jpg)

>>25792

>husbando

Mentally ill faglord detected.

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 No.25828

>>25824

get extradited

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 No.25835

>>25828

Hey when he's right, he's right

>adult fan of anime

>Mentally Ill

checks out.

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 No.25878

File: 5ceffcbc43de1d2⋯.jpg (363.53 KB,750x553,750:553,C90264B01EDD42B0BE13366A8C….jpg)

For the summer

>up at 6

>get on train at 715

>get to work by 830

>do jackshit and shitpost for 8 hours or be bogged down doing menial shit

>want to blow my brains out regardless

>get home at 630

>masturbate

>little energy to lift

>play vidya until i realize that i hate these games and dont know why im even playing them

>watch anime till i pass out

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 No.25931

>wake up at 6:45 AM

>have my father drive me to work as he doesn't trust me with a car as he knows I would kill myself with one

>get donut

>eat donut, still hungry, not sure why I just ate the donut beyond the fact that my father would refuse to do anything until I ate the donut so I ate some food.

>go to work in a cubicle next to my father's area so he can watch if I try to leave

>break down due to the sound of his voice mixed with other people.

>wonder what to even do as I hate everything

>find some random metal album to listen to

>It sounds like absolute garbage, but it drowns out noise

>get project delivered to me, now need to drag around boxes. Extremely tiring and miserable.

>Go back to beginning of album as I hate being interrupted

>Repeat about 6-7 times per day, unless I don't get interrupted and thus finish an album. Right now I am trying to listen to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHFaL0W7Pnk

>Father takes me out to lunch to make sure I eat food. Most days are lengthy arguments as I am not even sure the point of eating food.

>Go back to work, part 2 of metal torture

>Leave work, listen to music, good excuse to dance and bleed to the goddess

>Go home, father has given up on me eating dinners thankfully

>Hunt on /hgg/ and other porn game sites for that one game that will give me happiness

>Come on here potentially for variety, then realize I have nothing really to say.

>Realize everything is shit and so go to bed around 3 AM.

>Have trouble sleeping

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 No.25935

>>25777

>wizchan refuge

Don't associate with them anon.

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 No.26077

>wake up at 8h45

>find courage to leave warm bed

>breakfast while attempt to watch netflix

>hope to find motivation to write necessary essay/ study for uni exams

>end study early and play vidya or make music

>try to read before sleeping but cant be bothered

>sleep around 01h00

>repeat until exams end sigh

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 No.26079

File: 3cbc0a8924564a4⋯.jpg (147.3 KB,460x558,230:279,1564802614139.jpg)

>>26077

College was really boresome, I passed the entire time just pushing things with my belly. Now that I finished, I don't really know what to do with my life in regards of long term goals, even though I barely put any effort on college whatsoever. Even though I hated it with burning passion, it still gave life some meaning and identity, now I'm no longer a student, I'm just a guy. What am I supposed to do with the 50 years of life I still have left?

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 No.26081

>>26079

enjoy life doing things you enjoy

there's not much more to it

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 No.26082

File: c9a70c0dd285872⋯.jpg (7.4 KB,211x238,211:238,sad batman.jpg)

>wake up past lunch time

>granny didn't make me lunch because of that

>turn on pc

>make food that takes zero effort to make like tea and toast

>don't feel like going out, I hate the place I live in

>listen to music off youtube with shittiest quality earbuds because I'm poor, browse imageboard of choice, watch retarded videos I don't like, sometimes play vidya but not much really

>chat with some of the people I met on imageboards

>they're awful people and awful friends

>it's like looking in a mirror

>hate myself

>then hate my parents for divorcing

>then hate myself again for not being able to better myself despite that

>remember I've been 3 years in uni and haven't given a single exam, stopped going to lessons and haven't formed any sort of bond whatsoever

>hate myself more

>"anon, supper is ready"

>eat supper

>go back to room

>do the same until 5 am

>time to go to sleep

>5 years like this

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 No.26113

>>26079

have you thought about military? Gives you more time to bullshit around figuring out what you want to do while actually getting paid and gives you some form of meaning at least to those around you.

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