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greentext a typical day in the life. i'll do yesterday
>up at 430am
>cold outside, warm up van, scrape ice off windshield
>go to gym, full body weight session, alone, /comfy/ thank God no spics or niggers
>tired when i get home
>skip shower and watch tv on couch. show about police chases
>make mac&cheese broccoli and ground turkey
>eat
>go on computer till 730pm, same cycle of websites over and over
>avoid reading, writing or anything meaningful
>neighbor moving out, please God dont let spics or niggers move in next door
>try to start call with group of friends, no one answers
>finally get 1 person on the line
>good because i really didnt want to drink tonight
>get tired
>watch the same old movie to go to sleep
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No.21953
>wake up at 5
>Drink a beer and change
>Find will to drive and get coffee to mix with shot
>Get to work after hour drive at 7:15
>Do nothing till 8:30 and finally start
>Get out anywhere between 5-5:30
>Drive home is now 2 hours long
>Get home shower and have more beer
>Cook something so I can at least feel nice from something that's tastes good to go along with beer
> Do nothing till 12:30 and start again
Too tired to even tryabyt5hing to stop the pain anymore. The alcohol burn just reminds me that I'm alive still
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No.21964
>>20169
based. can relate p much
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No.21980
>wake up at 8am
>get out of bed 10-15 mins later
>eat some sugary shit, feed cat, throw on work clothes, go to work
>spend the next 4 hours doing the bare minimum of work while trying not to be a complete asshole to customers
>all the while browsing imageboards during free moments
>go grab some shitty excuse for lunch
>come back and resume what I was doing for the next 4+ hours
>leave at 6pm
>nowhere else to go but home, head there
>feed cat, shower, scrounge food from fridge
>hot ass-on-chair action for the next 5-6 hours
>go to bed at like midnight
>fall asleep an hour or two later
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No.22013
>wake up anywhere between 9 and 12, depending on the amount of booze i mooched the night before
>check drudge. yup drudge is a good news site. sips.
>no ww3 or civil war today. fuck.
>look at my fat dog. he's lost all interest in life too. try to get him to go for walkies anyways. drag dog around for an hour. he's not who he used to be. dogs mirror their owners. it's fine. i'll bribe him with lunch meat later for a morale boost.
>put cat outside. she runs right back in.
>drink 10 cups of coffee. feel nothing.
>play cod and stomp those beaner zoomers. alternative is going for a motorcycle ride and getting tailgated by lesbian subaru drivers.
>it's now time for dinner. eat same rotation of 8 foods.
>workout. shower. start drinking.
>watch political youtube. don't care about porn much anymore.
>debate watching movie. hollywood sucks. schlock isn't even that fun anymore.
>around 10pm or so now. night is done. play the long dark on laptop in bed. literally the highlight of the day.
it's a miracle i've made it this far looking at this. i just want a cabin in the woods and a qt winona goth gf.
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No.22015
>>18864
i know that feeling.
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No.22016
>>12698
i'm 30 and yeah it's like the spark i had at 20 is completely dead.
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No.22027
>>22016
My spark died way before I turned 20
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No.22094
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No.22099
>>22016
>>22027
What is this "spark" you are talking about?
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No.22120
During last week I'm nothing else but tired. I don't know if it's weather or something else but I feel like I just want to sleep even though I sleep regularly now at least 6-8 hours a day. I eat like I used to, I'm just constantly without energy. Fucking spring/summer It's every year like this, I can't wait for October to be quite honest.
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No.22149
>>22120
>I can't wait for October to be quite honest.
same.
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No.22150
>>22120
I got myself an AC unit. It helps a lot as long as you go hikki-mode, even if its just one unit for an entire house. It gives you a way to move in fresh air at a cooler temperature, the cooling effect in most rooms is mild, but the fresh air helps, and it doesn't heat up the house like when you open windows.
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No.22153
>>22150
Temperatures are fine so far, it's just that days are pretty long already. It was raining here for couple of days, I went out for /nightwalk/ at 1am, came back completely wet but it was worth it, totally empty streets. Air pressure is weird or something, I don't get it.
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No.22225
>3:30am, the birds are singing
>4:00am, the fucking sun is already starting to pollute skies
>4:30am, every dog decides it's great to celebrate new day with barking championship until 5 am
….
>wake up before noon, trying to get some coffee
>open the door
>warm wet jungle air hits my fucking face like a shovel
>close the window and look outside
>get instant flashbang by sun
>close the blinds again
>get some coffee
>start going through e-mails and work related materials
>announcement: water won't run until 4pm
I don't know who invented summer but tell God it's one of his bigger mistakes.
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No.22248
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No.22276
>>22248
every. fucking. time.
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No.23371
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No.23375
>Wake up, usually about 6am
>Roll over and go back to sleep
>Get up any time between 12pm and 5pm
>Take a shit
>Sometimes make myself a coffee or breakfast
>Go on computer, play vidya
>Get bored after a few hours
>Sleep again or phoneposting in bed
>If money then fast food delivery and alcohol
>If no money then stay in bed
>Play phone vidya until battery dies
>Play PC vidya while phone charges
>Watch some Twitch streamers
>Go back to sleep
>Repeat
Welcome to my life.
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No.23377
>wake up at midday due to heat
>take a shower
>browse 8chan or watch youtube and eat for hours
>take the bus to work about forty minutes before my shift
>arrive about 10 minutes early and drink my energy drink in the break room
>work for about 7 hours
>/nightwalk/ the distace home
>get home at around 1 or 2
>browse 8chan and watch youtube until i pass out asleep
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No.23378
>>23377
shit, how long is the walk?
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No.23379
>>23378
only a little over three miles, it can be nice, but doing it every night is somewhat tiring
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No.23380
>>23379
Thought about getting a bicycle? You'd save the money for the bus too, so it pays for itself
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No.23394
>>23379
well, i have but there are two issues
first is it is summer and once uni starts up i will have to travel into town everyday which is like
20 miles away, and i dont want to be all sweaty and shit nor could i make it to places on time and stuff
second is embarassing. when i was sixteen my friend gave me his bike to borrow when i was working full time, i rode it everywhere. eventually the seat bent up and i couldn't get it down. i looked for a new seat, but i didnt want to spend over $10 on one so i just dealt with the pain. well i got sodomized so bad by the bike it gave me a tailbone cyst. so i have a deep anxiety about bikes. i am capable of getting an automobile pretty soon, but i just need to work out the financials.
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No.23396
>>23380
sorry this >>23394 was meant for you not myself. very tired
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No.23441
>>290
>wake up at 7 AM
>brush floss rinse
>shower
>get dressed
>make sure I have my cup of noodles and everything I need in my backpack
>go to tutoring job
>usually sit around doing hw I have not finished yet for my classes because of being jaded or just not giving a fuck anymore
>work with this QT
>taken by a guy I absolutely despise and turned my HS friend group against me making me a loner even among the social outcasts
>she made a couple advances such as complimenting my eyes but I am too autistic from browsing chans for 10+ years to carry a normal convo with people who are not into chan culture
>crushing realization that I am way more physically attractive than him but the thing keeping me back is my socialization problems and high inhibition
>come to the crushing realization that I am the only virgin in my normie friend group
>try to drop some blackpills to them but none of them understand
>am better off than those normies in comparasion of career and work exp as I was able to earn a decent software dev job but it doesn't matter
>22
>still in college
>respond to slack messages to talk to CS club members and plans for the meetings
>have to basically be the guy who runs this club because president is a pajeet with shit time management even after dropping basically all his classes
>but he takes all the credit
>don't even care about CS anymore and regret quitting my comfy code monkey job because of nepotism and shit work conditions|
>finish shift
>usually have to cover another person's shift and consider myself lucky if I don't have to
>go to 1st class or spend the last 30 or so mins doing more soulless math/physics/cs
>lecture is just powerpoint slides and some random shit an old boomer says
>no worked examples
>wonder why even go to class when I can just learn this more efficiently from youtube which I will have to anyway cuz the lecturers are shit
>class ends
>no one around to hang or w.e.
>do more hw
>tired as fuck as its not 6PM
>2nd class
>8:05 PM
>begin depressing drive home
>tired as fuck still
>change clothes
>go to gym for an hour or so
>brush, floss, wash, rinse
>repeat for 2+ years
>finally transfer|
>summer
>bored as fuck as most friends doing other shit or out of the country
>decide to go to anime cons
>lonely as fuck as I am constantly reminded by all the couples I see around me while I am 22 and still a virgin
>now that there are no cons happening just sitting around wasting time watching youtubers
>piece of shit ssd dies on me with my windows OS
>too lazy to even fix it right now
>no vidya
>today
>going to hang out with my superior in terms of academics and job today at a bar
>he is 21
>going to an ivy, actually improving his cv by working at a job in palo alto
>already working on a double masters in cs and math
>is also a virgin but has way more to show than I do in terms of career and job prospects
>find out that I am a bit above average in one aspect and completely shit at others.
>last coping mechanism I have shattered
>had a plan to gain muscle and change myself
>lost 70+ pounds
>stagnated now and gained a bit of weight
>feel like I am receeding back to being a lazy neckbeard I was
>feel like this whole self-improvement shit is pointless considering my jawline, chin, prey eyes ect.. are all genetic and no matter how much I try to change myself I will always look subhuman to women
>well why not just do this until you kill yourself that way if you die a virgin after all the self-improvement you can die with no excuses
>come to the crushing realization that even if I improved myself dumbass me has already ruined myself back in highschool
>shit diet made me 5'11
>ruined my puberty stage
>brother is 6'3
>complete failure in school, college drop out worked blue collar shit jobs
>still somehow got married despite all this
>while I am actually finishing up a CS degree and have work exp but nothing to show for it.
>just want to buy a HTC vive at this point and see what this whole VR porn shit is all about
>secretly wish that the tarrant shit had wide appeal so the day of the rope can finally happen, very little justification to go and do anything as the only change I have at this point to even be seen as attractive is to use my cash to go through tons of plastic surgery
>so jaded and depressed with life
>literally anyone else deserves to live more than me.
>too much of a bitch to just end myself
>feel fuckin pathetic.
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No.23447
>>23377
doesnt sound half bad actually. change that monster for a fifth and do something once a day to fuck with people for a rush and you're there
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No.23466
>>4733
Pirate yourself a daw and record stems of you playing over some sampled drums. See if you can't make something good.
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No.23516
>Wake up 9pm
>Hot as fuck 90% humidity
>Cold shower to shock myself awake.
>Pound a can of BCAA style energy drink.
>Start car drive an hour and a half to work.
>Work security see more of why I hate humanity.
>Deal with anti-white boss who lets any non-white do whatever never any consequences for them.
>Constantly getting write-up's for exactly what those non-whites do.
>Hide the rage.
>Drive two hours home, why the fuck are schools built next to highways.
>Its now 9am.
>Smoke weed, play games(almost no enjoyment anymore just out of habit) and have music in the backround.
>Its now 3pm.
>Let's all love Lain worship.
>Spirit box.
>Its now 4pm
>sleep, repeat.
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No.23551
>just went out to buy a pack of smokes
>soft rain started
>no wet heat going off the earth, just sun lightly illuminating the wet roads through skies
>coming back home
>right before i enter house rain stops
>now comfy back home
if god exists, i see what you did there, thanks pal, you know how much i love rain
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No.23553
>>23551
You shouldn't thank him. Now that you have noticed what he did he'll do something nasty the next time, because he hates you, he hates me, he hates us, he hates everybody.
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No.23554
>>23553
He did this joke of pushing me down whenever I got up a bit that it isn't even funny anymore. If that's all that skyboomer can do, repeating old jokes, then I'm not impressed.
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No.23769
>wake up at 5 am
>Take morning 100ml of whiskey or vodka
>Get ready to go to work
>Drive hour to work
>Get to desk and look at emails mindlessly for an hour
>Go to lab and act busy for 3 hours to forget im only here for 3 months and will then be fucked again
>eat depressing lunch for more weight loss
>Sit back at desk for 5 hours as my mom's cuntorkers are too normie to even talk to
>leave to work out for 2 hours from 4:30 to 6:30
>Drive hour and a half back home
>attempt to eat dinner but fail and smoke
>Sit at computer and mindlessly play old Vidya and drink until somewhere between 10:30 and 12:30 when I pass out
The only drive for me is getting /fit/. Won't help my inability to actually talk to someone, but at least I'll feel good about looking at myself for once and is a glimmer in hell
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No.23909
>wake up
>masturbate
>eat shit show shave
>masturbate
>go to work
>come home
>masturbate
>eat
>masturbate
>shitpost
>masturbate
>go to bed
Everyday I try to stop, and everyday I fail.
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No.25765
when I have University classes
>wake up at 6:55
>10min in bathroom
>dress
>spend drive to uni browsing 8chan
>arrive at 8
>try to survive classes
>sometimes go to grocery store with female friend to get us food and talk
>arrive at home at 1pm
>turn on PC for music
>work out for 20 min
>shower
>cook either chicken with some sauce and rice or Ramen
>watch Star Trek while eating
>stare at screen to decide what to do
>do nothing for hours
>sometimes /nightwalk/ near river with beer
>go to sleep at 1am
when no classes
>wake up between 9 and 11am
>eat one slice of rye bread or cereals
>sit in front of PC
>browse this place, music and do nothing or vidya
>20min work out
>shower
>sometimes go out with female friend
>either get home after 2 hours or at around 3am after heavy drinking with her
>if 3am go to sleep
>else prepare same meal
>watch Star Trek while eating
>more screen staring
>get depressed looking at my life
>start drinking
>wait till time to /nightwalk/ or rarely go out with friends
>come home drunk at 2am and stumble into bed
>>22013
>it's now time for dinner. eat same rotation of 8 foods.
Which ones? I need to update my repertoire>>22013
>>it's now time for dinner. eat same rotation of 8 foods.
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No.25767
>yes
>looks at digital clocks on my phone or on my computer compulsively
>trying to see 11:11
>can't smoke or drink because too /doomer/
>spends day solving other people's stupid shit
>simple shit like "how much space would a 30 Cup shelf require if a 12 shelf cupboard requires 18 ft. of wall space"
>fuck getting a car, /daywalk/
>simple carbs for lunch
>doesn't need to be entertained, my life itself is a joke
>doesn't need porn, I get aroused from nothing
>meat for dinner
>12 AM sharp,time to /force-sleep/
>dreams of wasp attacking random people in a restaurant
>wakes up at 6
>actually remembering my dreams and masturbates
>clicks on the 'doomer mantra' app on my phone that I made
>"are you sure you're alive ?"
>yes
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No.25777
>Browse chans all day
Pretty much it. New favourite board is >>>/tower/
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No.25790
>>25777
>No Succubi
<…."succubi" …
>No porn
< please, anons, I have no self control
shit rules.
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No.25792
>>290
<2 months ago
>wake up from night terrors around noon
>contemplate suicide
>roll out of pit by 1pm
>breakfast - fry whatever's in the fridge and not rotten
>smoke weed to drown out the stench of everyone else's drugs and calm down
>watch king of the hill all day
>maybe stare at an MMO icon and anxiety out of playing
>drive to store in clapped out junker riding on it's last legs for more snacks
>home
>contemplate suicide
>watch more KOTH
>cry self to sleep with husbando
>repeat
<now
>wake up at 9
>jerk husbando off
>steak and eggs
>work out
>sip from monster
>say hi to new landlord as he mows the lawn
>work on sports car
>lunch - some light toastie of some sort
>cruise around back roads for funsies
>hang out with old friends
>work on cars with said old friends
>go play old MMOs with the childhood RP crew
>meme it up hard with said crew
>dinner - something not too heavy because heavy brekkies kept me going all day
>hit up the store via either the rally stage to it or the city-centre drag strip, pissing off the zoomers
>laugh at the zombies and junkies at the store
>chat with the night shift staff - friends of friends
>head on home, drive through the night, down the hills
It gets better.
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No.25800
>>4722
Is your country any good?
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No.25824
>>25792
>husbando
Mentally ill faglord detected.
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No.25828
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No.25835
>>25828
Hey when he's right, he's right
>adult fan of anime
>Mentally Ill
checks out.
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No.25878
For the summer
>up at 6
>get on train at 715
>get to work by 830
>do jackshit and shitpost for 8 hours or be bogged down doing menial shit
>want to blow my brains out regardless
>get home at 630
>masturbate
>little energy to lift
>play vidya until i realize that i hate these games and dont know why im even playing them
>watch anime till i pass out
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No.25931
>wake up at 6:45 AM
>have my father drive me to work as he doesn't trust me with a car as he knows I would kill myself with one
>get donut
>eat donut, still hungry, not sure why I just ate the donut beyond the fact that my father would refuse to do anything until I ate the donut so I ate some food.
>go to work in a cubicle next to my father's area so he can watch if I try to leave
>break down due to the sound of his voice mixed with other people.
>wonder what to even do as I hate everything
>find some random metal album to listen to
>It sounds like absolute garbage, but it drowns out noise
>get project delivered to me, now need to drag around boxes. Extremely tiring and miserable.
>Go back to beginning of album as I hate being interrupted
>Repeat about 6-7 times per day, unless I don't get interrupted and thus finish an album. Right now I am trying to listen to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHFaL0W7Pnk
>Father takes me out to lunch to make sure I eat food. Most days are lengthy arguments as I am not even sure the point of eating food.
>Go back to work, part 2 of metal torture
>Leave work, listen to music, good excuse to dance and bleed to the goddess
>Go home, father has given up on me eating dinners thankfully
>Hunt on /hgg/ and other porn game sites for that one game that will give me happiness
>Come on here potentially for variety, then realize I have nothing really to say.
>Realize everything is shit and so go to bed around 3 AM.
>Have trouble sleeping
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No.25935
>>25777
>wizchan refuge
Don't associate with them anon.
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No.26077
>wake up at 8h45
>find courage to leave warm bed
>breakfast while attempt to watch netflix
>hope to find motivation to write necessary essay/ study for uni exams
>end study early and play vidya or make music
>try to read before sleeping but cant be bothered
>sleep around 01h00
>repeat until exams end sigh
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No.26079
>>26077
College was really boresome, I passed the entire time just pushing things with my belly. Now that I finished, I don't really know what to do with my life in regards of long term goals, even though I barely put any effort on college whatsoever. Even though I hated it with burning passion, it still gave life some meaning and identity, now I'm no longer a student, I'm just a guy. What am I supposed to do with the 50 years of life I still have left?
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No.26081
>>26079
enjoy life doing things you enjoy
there's not much more to it
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No.26082
>wake up past lunch time
>granny didn't make me lunch because of that
>turn on pc
>make food that takes zero effort to make like tea and toast
>don't feel like going out, I hate the place I live in
>listen to music off youtube with shittiest quality earbuds because I'm poor, browse imageboard of choice, watch retarded videos I don't like, sometimes play vidya but not much really
>chat with some of the people I met on imageboards
>they're awful people and awful friends
>it's like looking in a mirror
>hate myself
>then hate my parents for divorcing
>then hate myself again for not being able to better myself despite that
>remember I've been 3 years in uni and haven't given a single exam, stopped going to lessons and haven't formed any sort of bond whatsoever
>hate myself more
>"anon, supper is ready"
>eat supper
>go back to room
>do the same until 5 am
>time to go to sleep
>5 years like this
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No.26113
>>26079
have you thought about military? Gives you more time to bullshit around figuring out what you want to do while actually getting paid and gives you some form of meaning at least to those around you.
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