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Most precious years of our lives are gone and now we clinch to alcoholism

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 No.26761

Everything is broken and I can't get up. I'm trying to use my quarantine time for programming so that I can earn some money with my program and get out of this miserable life but it's like nothing ever works out. I try something and get 500 errors in return. I know that I can fix them, but it will take a long, long, long time and I just want to give up and sleep forever. Not kms, but just sleep. I am on day 100 nofap, but it didn't have any effect, except maybe a slight decrease in depression. That's because my depression isn't rooted in porn, it's because of my shit life situation and the fact that I don't earn money (still in school, but I feel that's just an excuse for being a NEET).

Nothing works and I'm a failure. The world is currently crashing in every possible and there is no hope - if we end the virus, we're going to have a financial crisis, if we climb out of that, we're going to have to fight an increasingly authoritarian big brother government, if we win against it, we have to combat the virtually endless brainwashing by the media, the shit they put in our food, 5G and vaccines, etc etc. It doesn't end, I just want this hellscape to end. Why did previous generations have it so easy, and why does this need to happen NOW? Can't the elites just wait a few generations and just let people live in peace. It's not like anyone would even try to get their wealth, so why do they have to ruin things?

On the other hand, if this is the start of the slow decline of humanity, I feel that's a good thing. All previous generations lived on propped-up wealth, a propped up economy, fake happiness and fake love. Just let it crash. I've also come to believe that computers are a poison for humanity. The more time we spend with them, the weaker we get. Programming is literally the most boring and shit job anyone can imagine. It's so pointless, it's like those people in Auschwitz that had to dig holes for no other reason than digging holes. That's what programming feels like. Meanwhile you can't talk with anyone about hobbies because you HAVE NONE and you can't talk with people about topics other than programming. Building proper programs literally takes years, let alone putting in all the effort for marketing, accounting and all the other crap if you want to earn money with your program.

Watching porn has no meaning, not watching it has no meaning either. Yeah, you practice self-discipline, but for what? For whom? No girl will ever like me since I was born with a jaw that's too big. Doctors can fix it, but they want money, money that I don't have. My parents hate me and they hate each other. My mom was a roastie and just married the next guy she found in a disco. My dad is an absolute slob, a controlling narcissist and financially irresponsible on top of that. Nobody loves me, so why should I love anyone else? I don't hate people, I'm just so indifferent. The only person that ever cared about me died from cancer. I'm tired, so tired of it all.

And now do your job, /doomer/ and just tell me to kms.

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 No.26763

>>26761

>I've also come to believe that computers are a poison for humanity. The more time we spend with them, the weaker we get

Its a very Boomer thing to say and I think they have a point. Take travelling for example. You can go on Youtube and watch a dozen Videos of New York City to the point that you know so much about the place that it kinda becomes pointless travelling there. In the 70's travelling to NYC was a way bigger deal because all you knew about the place was some pictures from magazines and maybe a documentary you happened to see on TV. just enough to awaken your interest and finally getting there was way more fulfilling and exploring the place on your own is more rewarding than checking out the Pizza place your favourite instagramer "recommended" you or whatever.

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 No.26775

>>26761

feel your pain anon, hope some kind of strenght arises within us from all this shit

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 No.26779

>>26761

blah blah blah

take bluepill and be happy or stay redpilled and live a miserable life.

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 No.26785

>>26761

Death isn't permanent, so killing yourself really just achieves nothing. The Gods will just force you to reincarnate so they can laugh at your suffering. You don't get any reprieve.

The answer is spite. Exist out of spite.

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 No.26792

You described my life sans the programming. After being homeless & flunking my first semester I really actually kinda needed this, but the economy being fucked has me reevaluating my entire life. Honestly, I’m not continuing with uni after I get my degree. I’m not wasting my life in uni feeling like a useless parasite doing nothing with my youth other than coom and consoom; it’s pointless, but now I don’t know if things will ever be the same again. This pandemic is literally the horse breaking its leg after 11 years of solid recovery from a sprained ankle. A Depression is overdue, and this pandemic is gonna bring it along with all the propped up progress & growth which has basically just been smoke & mirrors as well as tax dollars pumped into the market. The Stock Market should honestly just be abolished at this point. It’s done faaaar much more harm than it ever did good.

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 No.26795

>>26785

>The answer is spite. Exist out of spite.

profound. I bet you all in the wrong in the world will never fucking notice. will you rest in your hatred, or will you fight? phony gods won't save you

t. feddie

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 No.26823

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>>26761

Anon, you know you're depressed. Probably you also understand that depressed people say and do ridiculous shit. It stands to reason that you know you're being ridiculous when you say shit like this.

>Nothing works and I'm a failure

By choice, and you came here to get validation, like so:

<And now do your job, /doomer/ and just tell me to kms.

Because it's easier to get a dopamine kick from negative validation than getting it from the arduous grind of achieving small victories day by day.

>All previous generations lived on propped-up wealth, a propped up economy, fake happiness and fake love.

As a matter of fact, some people haven't had crippling depression, so you're just projecting. I guess so that you can pretend that your own life is totally out of your hands.

>My parents hate me and they hate each other. My mom was a roastie and just married the next guy she found in a disco. My dad is an absolute slob, a controlling narcissist and financially irresponsible on top of that. Nobody loves me, so why should I love anyone else?

Because it's not your fault that your parents sucked and that they failed you. It's such a common denominator among "nothing works and I'm a failure" types that they should just call incels "fatherless men".

>…to combat the virtually endless brainwashing by the media, the shit they put in our food, 5G and vaccines, etc etc.

Yes. Nonetheless, you should stop consuming fear-porn on bitchute and use the time you'll save to exercise, meditate, and whatever else you need to do to solve your SEVERE CHEMICAL IMBALANCE. Then worry about all that other shit.

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 No.26830

>>26761

I can relate to this. I am trying to worked on a slimmed down game that I have wanted to make for a while , but working through all the variables is driving me nuts. I want to push through and use it as an excuse to learn a new language. Further I have another program I want to work on but I need to buy a new computer just to make it work for testing purposes and I honestly don't want to buy a Windows box just for that.

As for the decline, I am trying to get skills so I can immigrate, get a remote job I can work from anywhere with and move to the global south as it does not seem as oppressive (not perfect, but don't have the ability to as of yet). Also working toward building a plan B and C bunker overseas.

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 No.26832

>>26823

This. So much this. While alot the folks here are genuinely suffering from setbacks, alot others are just grumbling, blaming women for all their social problems.

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 No.26871

>>26761

This is /doomer/ yet you're coming out as a whinny bitch OP

>falling for the 5G clickbait

Neck yourself honestly

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 No.26993

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>Nobody loves me

I do

I am sorry for your past duder but this is how it is

Life is evolution. Evolution is a series of experiments.

Humans create the next generation of humans with different traits in pursuit of better adaptibility to environmental change over time

It is an experiment, so to say

and the thing with experiments is they happen to go wrong from time to time

It is not your fault and the only thing you can do is to limit the damages

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 No.27025

>>26823

>chemical imbalance

Didn't expect to find this bullshit here. Saying depression is caused by chemical imbalance is as pertinent as saying poverty is caused by a lack of income.

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 No.27028

>>27025

And you can't solve a chemical imbalance; that's like trying to explain how an airplane flies!

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 No.27031

>>27028

Come on, you don't really care about OP. You're just shitting on him while prentending to care so that you can't be called out on your shit.

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 No.27032

>>26761

Hang in there OP. I had the same problem with programming, I tried to teach myself many times. I would follow hour long tutorials and memorize the code and functions but I still didn't have any power to create something with it, which is how I learn. It's more like learning a new language than it is doing math, so you need to spend hundreds of hours practicing it before you see any payoff whatsoever.

You're probably more well suited to do something creative. If I were you I would try to learn an art form, or an instrument or something, or read.

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 No.27340

>>26761

take a full stack web dev course. its like 10k, 6th months, and a starting salary of like 80-120k. learn react or some shit. and maybe smoke some weed and workout too

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 No.27515

> I am trying to worked on a slimmed down game that I have wanted to make for a while , but working through all the variables is driving me nuts.

just make really arbitrary choices, test things and refine them. eventually you have some kind of game that's pretty good.

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 No.27529

>>27528

The bigger problem is the forced idealism of childhood. The belief that life before 25 is a rosy sanctuary where the evils of the adult world cannot affect the young. And that the value of sex and money is not found in children.

The real reason why adults are disgusted by kids having tech has NOTHING TO DO WITH HEALTH CONCERNS. It all has to do with the adult impression of what childhood "looks like." Hell, people get angry over non-tech cultural products added to the pop culture. Fidget spinners, comic books, skateboarding, surfing, etc.

Young people are often branded as blind idealists, but I find that older people are more idealistic than the youth.

Have you ever noticed that most literature read by adults is either self-help, political, or philosophical bullshit?

And even worse is that some parents make their kids living test animeals for their ideologues.

Even when I was little, I tired of being told that "things will get better", or that "you can do anything if you put your mind to it".

I feel it's very disappointing and disrespectful to talk to kids in practiced pep talks and forced cheery smiles. Even more so when they become teenagers.

People think teens and 20-somethings are oversized children that need to be removed from active life situations as much as possible to "minimize damage." Yet, older people can spazz out endlessly and say "no pain no gain."

Whether it be dating, marriage, work, driving etc, young people are now being disenfranchised legally if not socially. And God forbid if they're cynical because that's "ingratitude".

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 No.27533

>>27528

Yes but it’s not enough. Germline genetic engineering is the way to go. We all know those people who become fucked up despite having a caring and wealthy. Heck, I am one. I shouldn’t have been born.

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 No.27537

>>27533

Caring and wealthy family*

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 No.27548

>>26761

Glad I'm not the only one that can crack this programming shit, I was even in college for over 2 years and couldn't build anything worth mentioning, my brain is fucking broken and I cant focus on anything

Years later I got diagnosed with adult-ADHD, I'm fucked

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 No.27551

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Programming is a nightmare especially early on but if you keep at it eventually it will flow as a second language. It sounds like you are still new if indeed you only began during quarantine so that's what three or four months of experience tops? I tried doing some cool shit right off of the bat and got lost. Then I had to go back and watch hours of coding videos learning how to make simple shit. I'm actually fairly new as well, only began in October and still can't fuck around with APIs like I would like to. It's a terribly boring learning curve unless you have a real love just for making shit and learning how things work. But you seem to understand that so own it and follow through or don't.

As for being stuck in an endless cycle of struggle… yeah, I mean that's life in a nutshell and I do not believe in this rose colored glasses shit that people have for the past. If anything most people from the past probably didn't have the knowledge or access to information to understand just how fucked that we all are but they certainly had hard times all around and got by on faith that things would work out or they just became bitter alcoholics and morphine addicts.

Will to power anon. Transcend over the constant existential struggle or don't. Kill yourself or don't.

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 No.27565

>>27551

I want to build things but the struggle of programming is like a kick in the head, every single time I try to get into it is like walking in waist-high mud, I think I wasnt built for this

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 No.27567

>>27565

Programming is a inherently non-creative activity. You can't just start something and let it reveal itself along the way as you do with music or painting. Unless you actually know the bigger picture you simply can't be experimental when programming. It's nothing more than a technical tool. Can it help you accomplish a creative task like building a game or website? Of course. You just have to know what you're doing first. No one in their right mind would ever start fiddling with electrical wiring components just to see what happens. But you can take solace in that believe it or not; there is an objectively correct way to do things out there and it's just a matter of you figuring that out.

also,

>it's like those people in aushwitz

holohoax didn't happen lol

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 No.27569

>>26795

There is no fight. There is only Eternal Misery.

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 No.27570

>>26823

You. Hope. Too. Much. Hopium Smokers like yu disgust me. Nothing Good Has Ever Happened, EVER! All women are ruined. Everything in nature is ruined. There is NOTHING IN THIS COSMOS THAT IS NOT ALSO PUNISHMENT!

I'm right and you know it!

Ashes and Echoes

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 No.27600

>>27031

Why would my caring or not caring have anything to do with the validity of what I'm saying? Who the fuck is afraid of being "called out" on an IB?

Are you retarded?

>>27528

>parental licenses

In principle, yeah. In practice, you find that involving the government in anything is a monkey's paw. You ask for what amounts to a eugenics program, but justin trudeau or trump's son in law gets to implement it. Imagine how fast America could become Brazil!

I think eugenics would be beating around the bush, anyway. You point to black dysfunction without naming it directly, but if you name it directly and give it $5000 to go to africa and never come back, you find that a lot of overt criminality literally goes away overnight. This would be good for the remainder who would no longer learn from their bad example, but I think that aspect of weimerica is largely separate from the "fatherless men" problem. I assert this because Japan has almost no niggers, but many of the same problems.

What do we have in common with the Japanese? The non-stop dopamine drip of ubiquitous high-tech gizmos and social media.

It takes a village to raise a child, or, absent that, a man with a will of iron to fight the tide of dissolution and actually raise a functioning human— one not simply going with the flow of globohomo, nor a doomer. I don't think you solve that genetically; you solve it by making people in your immediate circle realize their instincts and ability to think have been thoroughly subverted.

And that, of course, is a tall order and getting taller.

>>27570

Of course. Nobody anywhere is or has ever been happy to any degree. Everybody feels Just Like You. And you know I'm telling the truth because I SAID SO and I'm using Weird Capitalization to make my bald-faced retard statements!

I don't need "hope." I don't "hope" things get better; they probably won't. The majority of people are as programmable by the media as literal machines, so they'll forever be outwitted into serving the rulers of the world instead of their own interests. That's a pretty bleak thing to say, but as Epictetus said: don't wish that things be the way you think they ought, but rather, wish that they be as they are.

Then, if you're a materialist, you're just playing a videogame until you die. The rules of the game are largely out of your control, but it's your turn, and you can do with it as you will. For my part, I'd like to play well. If you're not a materialist, you look forward to an afterlife earned by comporting yourself in a manner conformable to your idea of virtue. In either case you are content.

But no; you're going to tell me I'm an [insert neologism you picked up from an e-celeb here] because I'm not an incontinent little diaper-baby like you.

WAAAAAAH

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 No.27613

>>27600

>

I think eugenics would be beating around the bush, anyway. You point to black dysfunction without naming it directly, but if you name it directly and give it $5000 to go to africa and never come back, you find that a lot of overt criminality

I like how people blame niggers for everything that goes wrong. Yes sure biggers have their own problems but you cannot tell me that whites have have no hand their own problems. Even without niggers, allt whites are just nuggets with no pigmentation.

Whites will blame anything and everything for their own problems, Jews, homos, noggers, atheism, etc when the real problem is you overestimate yourselves.

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 No.27614

Life won't go like that.Everything probably be good after 1 year or so.

If you are still getting error after trying then try harder.

Because everytime you fail , you learn something.

Also stop being a neet.Save money , start going to the gym

Build muscles not for the look.Just for the mental health.

As i could see you already stopped watching porn that's great.

Don't get a gf yet too.If she breaks up with you ; you are gonna be depressed again

After doing all these and getting better at programing it will be the time to bang some chicks.

Also I'm Turkish so i have to say something sterotypical:

"Eat doner :-DD"

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 No.27629

>>27624

People overestimate tech as the cause of social decline. But if I can be fair?

>nothing is genuine anymore

>nobody cares anymore

Please stop with the sentimental crap.

It never was. Anglo society was always lonely and masquerading. Always had been. Before iPhones, people wasted their minds on periodicals, finding about the Queen, some stuffy philosophical daily quote, etc.

Back in the "good ol days", people still ignored each other. They still atomized themselves into their own circles.

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