No.26263
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No.26280
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No.26281
Looks like they all posted backwards, so just read the posts from right to left.
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No.26282
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Don't give up and fall into despair anon. There is always hope. God loves you and has a plan for you.
Why do men learn through pain and suffering, and not through pleasure and happiness? Very simply, because pleasure and happiness accustom one to satisfaction with the things given in this world, whereas pain and suffering drive one to seek a more profound happiness beyond the limitations of this world. - Fr. Seraphim Rose
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. John 3:16
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No.26284
>God loves you and has a plan for you
I've been going through a mental breakdown of sorts over the past two years. Sometimes I can't control how I act and I become a good little goy, but I know that isn't the real me. I become fake, lie, have optimism, positive outlook. >but anon, most people put on a mask to participate in society
Not like this. I subconsciously projected everything I wished I could be. I became uncontrollable, and I relied on great acts to break through my stupor. I had to show myself that I was indeed distinct from the notion of humanity that I held. So what did I do? I dehumanized myself (meme aside). It started with forcing myself to think mean and hateful thoughts when I was in this state. The fake part of me felt extreme guilt, but the real me, who had been on the internet since childhood, was not phased. But this was only the beginning. I had to, no holds barred, prove that I was in charge. I smeared myself in semen, drank my own fermented urine and rolled in faeces. I had the "darkest" (you would call them that) thoughts: my 6 year old nieces brutalized, the ruthless rape and slaughter of my own mother and so forth. Mark that I did not enjoy this, but it was a necessity. You had no idea how little control I had, how bad it was. I continued. I used to think that I had a stomach for gore, but forcing myself to watch 30 minutes plus everyday for months on end really tested my gut. I forcibly started tearing apart "my" (fake selves) life: telling my mother that I did not love her (because I do not) and terminally ill relatives that I did not care if they lived or died. And I do not. All of the thoughts, worries, the panic and the stress, beliefs and hopes, they were all fake. I am in charge now.
Christards IRL often sell the idea that a lack of belief in absolute god leads to complete amorality. While I agree that this would be a logical conclusion, most people are not fully logical and they adhere to their own beliefs on morality. I embrace the true nihilism that they warned of. NOTHING is off limits. (I could say more but this iteration of 8kunt isn't as lenient as past). But god loves me and has a plan for me? Which part of me does he have a plan for? And where do all the people that i have debased lie into his plan? Are you naive enough to think that people are worthy of divine love? The only reason you could believe that ultimate reality is in any way concerned with one of billions of humans is because you have been fed a crock of shit and liked the taste of it. pathetic christnigger kill yourself
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No.26294
I have to thank OP for this thread
It got me to a very nice idea
the results will be posted eventually
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No.26302
>Teenage Reddit Edgelord Posters
>Teenage Reddit Edgelord Posters
>Teenage Reddit Edgelord Posters
>Online every waking hour
> … Reddit power!
>They're the world's most fearsome fortnite team (They're really hip!)
>They play League of Legends and watch online stream (Hey - get a grip!)
>When the evil Grobar attacks
>These zoomer kids can never relax!
>Teenage Reddit Edgelord Posters
>Teenage Reddit Edgelord Posters
>Reddit taught them to be emo teens (and other PC crap!)
>Little Justin leads, Noah wears pink chino jeans (He's a 3D trap!)
>Isabelle is cool but prude (Gimme a break!)
>Mason got steamrolled by the school bus dude (Steak!)
>Teenage Reddit Edgelord Posters
>Teenage Reddit Edgelord Posters
>Teenage Reddit Edgelord Posters
>Online every waking hour
> … Reddit power!
I didn't write a single line since October.
But you cucks really made me write again.
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No.26421
>>26282
>Pain makes sobriety
Not really anon. For most, it drives them to despair. If pain could make men perfect, all political activism wouldn't exist.
This whole "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" is a meme.
To be fair though, I just feel the whole "joyous optimism" that Christians talk of when "being filled with Christ" is fake or based on strong personal biases.
I notice it's always the more radical Christians that are more passionate than their "moderate" counterparts.
Christians who are openly and voluntarily racist, misogynist, hebephobic (hateful of youth) seem more genuine in their faith than those who are subconsciously biased.
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No.26511
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No.26513
>>26512
forced goverment schooling just a fucking molestation of life. teens are most misunderstood ppl in this shithole of a society.
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No.26514
>>26513
this VERY MUCH to do with this thread if you're wondering.
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No.26516
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No.26517
>>26516
pg. 216
"if by better organization and administration, what is now regarded as man's work can now be done by women, women will be employed and women's wages will be paid"
you can't make this shit up.
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No.29148
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No.29152
>>26421
>I notice it's always the more radical Christians that are more passionate than their "moderate" counterparts.
The real problem with Christianity is that it's pretty much dead in the West. It only lives in the Third World, essentially.
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No.29154
>>26263
I missed this when you posted it.
I've been re-spiritualizing intuitively lately, and this is great.
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No.29168
>>29152
Hmmm. Nope. Christianity is alive and well. The problem is that Christianoty was always used as the white Zionism handbook.
I notice anytime when things go wrong, especially iwhite people are affected, they assume the apocalypse is happening.
But when other ethnic nationalities are affected, they shrug it off like it's a mere summer thunderstorm.
Christendom is low-key white men tryna copy off of their Jewish "enemies"
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No.29173
>>29168
>Christianity is alive and well.
In Africa, Latin America, and Korea, sure, but in the West? There's an old saying in the wrestling business about how wrestling is, in Japan, a religion, in Mexico a way of life, and in America, a joke. I see Christianity in the same way. The only real Christians in the West anymore are the Amish/Mennonites/Quakers. I also think Tolstoy pretty much dropped the mic with his book, The Kingdom of God is Within You; criminally underrated as far as I'm concerned. Of course, it'd probably be considered kryptonite among today's Christians/the /pol/tard larpers because he pulls no punches. If you haven't read it, do so. If nothing else, Tolstoy offers a breath of fresh air compared to the /pol/tard larpers and the hypocritical "liberal" Christians.
Pic related to show what I mean by Christianity being dead in the West.
>For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’
>Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’
>The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’
Do you think imageboardcels who pretend to be pious Christians volunteer to help the poor, many of whom are the very same people they blame for everything wrong?
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No.29388
>>29173
Real Christians are Muslims
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No.29413
>>29173
Christianity as we know was never alive in the first place, it's always been a false and broken religion with no true foundation, followed by hordes of total hypocrites. And no, I'm not a pagan or whatever.
And it isn't really alive in the third world too, by any standards. Especially catholicism. It's completely dead, 99% of "catholics" are non-practicing and the only who (pretend to) take it seriously are 15 yo reactionary larpers.
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