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 No.24295

How can i turn myself into an complete machiavellian sociopath or better psychopath without any regards to the live of others?

I have huge problems because i can't simply cut people when they are in my way and lets be honest here empathy is something that is completely poison to one self in modern society

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 No.24299

>>24295

I'm going to generalize, so pardon me if this is inaccurate or looks like projection.

This "I want to be a psychopath" stuff is usually a code word for "I'm self-absorbed, but I pretend to be nice for social reasons to the point that I have actually convinced myself that I'm nice. But my life is also kind of shit, and I know that if I stopped procrastinating and did stuff, I could be a lot more successful." The problem is that this is a rather self-defeating question. It implies that you're a very kind person - yet a very kind person wouldn't want to hurt them for your own gain, and thus would not have this desire. I'm sure the image of being a psychopath sounds cool to you, but I doubt you've actually imagined hurting innocent people and disappointing your family.

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 No.24301

>empathy is something that is completely poison to one self in modern society

Until you realize one of the tiny hairs holding this society still together are occasional moments when people don't treat each other like shit.

I had thread like this one few months back. Not asking how to become sociopath, just less of a crying tree and savior for everyone. Only very recently I realized that what I truly wanted was to be more empathetic towards myself., and it works without me being asshole to everyone. Learn how you can love yourself, that's all you truly need, every other relations to people will fix themselves.

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 No.24313

>>24301

Not to mention that humans are wired to be empathetic and empathy is a pillar of how we communicate. Look up mirror neurons anon, you'll like them. Mirror neurons fire to make us feel the same things other people feel when they are feeling something, both good and bad. I'm not saying we're entirely altruistic creatures, but the idea that we're entirely self interested is equally as flawed. Humans are dynamic and express both self interest and altruism.

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 No.24314

>>24313

I just wanted to say that pretty much if you can find time for yourself, you will be less bothered by being altruistic. I guess it works like pay off. If your whole life you tried to be nice and help people but you hate yourself, one day you get tired of it because there is no one to hold your back (often because you don't allow people to actually be near you and don't allow them to help you when you need it). Like in everything, balance is the key. If you can reward yourself, you will be more rewarding to those around you because it's easier to share "food" when you are not hungry. Not trying to counter-argument what you say at all, just elaborating a little on the subject.

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 No.24319

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this psycho shit only works when you are richfag

otherwise the normies bully you out of their lives job, school, whatever

the other way how it can work is when you pretend to other people to be nice to them and only backstab them when you seal your victory. Like working on some project then claiming all work is your doing to get a promotion for yourself

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 No.24321

>>24314

Absolutely :)

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 No.24340

Get hungry, to the point of starvation.. or become hooked on heroin.

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 No.24341

Why would you want to? What reason is there for it? You sound like a fucking pussy new age "im sad so doomer" faggot. Go smoke a pack of cigarettes or get into a fight.

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 No.24342

>>24341

Nobody would dare to mess with you, you wouldn't have to be afraid and anxious anymore, the worries and insecurities that plague you would do so no more. There is however, a fine line between being a bad ass Hannibal lector that makes people shiver, and a pathetic creep that makes people twist their faces in disgust.

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 No.24353

>>24295

i'll give you some advice wolfgang

you can't become a psychopathy easily, you should probably have two personalities or more

start off by burning down your personality, how?

start referring to "yourself" (as in "I should do this") as "we" ("We should do this")

become bipolar and boom, profit

this is just a template, base off your second personality off whatever you want, customize it etc.

posting this since everyone else isnt answering the question

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 No.24355

>>24301

>I realized that what I truly wanted was to be more empathetic towards myself., and it works without me being asshole to everyone. Learn how you can love yourself

Wish everyone would learn this quicker.

>>24342

Yes. The former is a pure simulacra built for entertainment, the latter is reality.

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 No.24357

File: 071921d7ec10dca⋯.png (550.59 KB,762x706,381:353,2617B1C4-327A-4623-AD93-F8….png)

ITT:CUCKS AND WHORES SAY BE NICE

The absolute state of the world

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 No.24359

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 No.24361

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>>24357

Can you for once stop being such a vibekiller, Ryan? Jeez, be nice…

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 No.24365

File: 34083c03fb68034⋯.pdf (213.82 KB,A-Treatise-On-Ethical-Soli….pdf)

Read my treatise on Ethical Solipsism

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 No.24384

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>>24365

You really like barging into threads with your stuff, don't you

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 No.24386

>>24365

kek. this guy is still around?

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 No.24387

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>>24386

He's /ourautist/. Do NOT bully.

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 No.24392

>>24353

I give you some advice too Cohen

Don't steal my menes Gianluca and Jean-Pierre are mine too, find your own memes to speculate on and get internet rich quick

But otherwise your posting was very jewishlike. 100% recommendable

>anon, just create a new badass persona and blame all the disgusting shit on your shizophrenic other half

>nobody can hold you responsible for what your evil twin does

and pol says jews are not the superiorest race on earth. Not a single one of those cuckies would have ever gotten that idea …

>>24361

I remember that /b/ meme

>slender women in their 30s

this must be one of them

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 No.24405

>>24299

I'm not OP and I dont want to be a psycho……but I have to admit it would help. I have an unbelievable sense of guilt, I feel guilt over minor shit that happened years ago, even decades, shit I did as a kid that nobody even remembers but me. Also I've let a lot of opportunities pass me by because I felt it was unethical when even normalfags thought it was okay.

>but I doubt you've actually imagined hurting innocent people

Well no but if I was a psychopath I wouldnt care at all right?

>disappointing your family.

Yeah too late, being all guilt and empathy means little when you're a depressive failure. I seen people orbiting total psychopaths and they dont care the guy would stab their kids for money, they like being around him because he's successful.

>>24301

Empathy is becoming rare so if you have to much it puts you at a disadvantage, and worse still it makes you prone to be taken advantage of, it happened to me.

>Learn how you can love yourself

How? I'm a total failure, in my 30s, unemployable, no friends, a dropout.

>one of the tiny hairs holding this society still together are occasional moments when people don't treat each other like shit

I think its more a matter of fear of authority than empathy. You see that in countries were authority suddenly disappears and then everybody starts killing each other.

>>24319

>this psycho shit only works when you are richfag

Lots of richfags became wealthy because they are psychopaths, and because evidence shows psychopathy has a genetic link it explains why their kids tend to be psychos too.

>the normies bully you out of their lives

Nah they dont, they bully the weak and the meek. Psychos arent easy targets, quite the opposite.

>>24353

That sounds like a recipe to become schizo

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 No.24424

>>24405

If you really want to become like them, you need to learn how to shut off your brain and let the reprillian brain take control completely and act like a savage animal. Everyone has these animal instincts inside but modern civillization has made people invent politeness to tame the inner animals

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 No.24432

>>24405

>Empathy is becoming rare so if you have to much it puts you at a disadvantage, and worse still it makes you prone to be taken advantage of, it happened to me.

My question - so what? I don't expect anything from anyone anymore, nobody owes me anything. If person decides to be shit to me even though I tried my best, well then that's all I could do, wish you all best, bye bye. If I treat someone like piece of shit I can at least apologize if I feel like doing so but I don't expect forgiveness. Being empathetic and allowing people to use you like a bitch are two different things imo.

>How? I'm a total failure, in my 30s, unemployable, no friends, a dropout.

We are all getting old, fuck jobs anyway, friends come and go, especially as they settle down, it's normal. Many of us are dropouts or without uni. Nothing of that makes your value lower. Those are all external factors. These things are not defining you. This whole culture of "if you are friendless neet kissless virgin you are trash" is toxic and retarded. Some neets I used to know were much bearable people to be around than I ever was. Find something which is your own, which defines you as person, even if it's negative.

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 No.24435

>>24353

tried that doesnt work. still empathy left also massive fight between personalitys. it also even hader to get the personalitys back togheter.

>>24299

Nope not really even when i get one over over another without annyone noticing it i feel bad for it.

Humanity is somthing that has to be surpassed

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 No.24438

>>24295

I recommend you start to meditate on the nature of most modern humans. They are vicious creatures, driven by nothing but bodily needs and pleasure. Just like any animal.

Meditate on this well enough, and you will see your contempt for people grow, and your care for what they think will diminish. It'll also needlessly distract you while pulling you into the same animalistic BS as most people are trapped in, but at least you'll be superior by those standards

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 No.24445

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>>24295

There aren't nearly as many nice people out there as one would like to think.

The smiles, the politeness, small acts of kindness and even the lifestories when people pour their hearts out, they are not the essence of the person.

This counts for you as well.

I'm a strong believer that humans are born innocent. And often they get corrupted early on.

No matter what life has in store for your childhood, the person grows up disdainful.

You have children who never get told "no!" and grow up thinking they are some kind of king or princess that can do whatever they want, with their ego imploding.

Some never receive much love and therefore also don't have much to give.

Others are drowned in too much and spiral in a whirlpool of accumulating frustration.

And it's not just the experience that devolves humans. It's also the worldly needs that we are bound by. We are only ever as willing to be morally upright as our self-set quality of life is ensured. Once this quality is threatened or disrupted, we are indistinguishable from animals in our behavior. Robbing, destroying, killing, it's all not a big deal at that point.

Honestly speaking, even if you imagine all of the bad sides of humanity, it's extremely likely that you still can't convince yourself of the sheer malevolence that defines humanity, nature and the world. I've had this problem myself where I just couldn't bring myself to push beyond this point where I simply know how fucked up people are, how the world inherently favors people who are ruthless and yet I still could not find a spark of motivation for me to accept this situation.

It's a feeling of resentment towards how the world is constructed that broils up your values because the shitty behavior that defines so many humans is just not what I want, not how I want to act. You have in the back of your head that there could still be a better way for things to go, the world could be a much better place if there simply were other rules in place or every human was willing to play fairly.

So simply realizing that you need to be ruthless and even wishing to be more ruthless is not enough to change behavior. You need to accept that you are not this kind of person that can be passionate about actively seeking out to harm others for your own gains and instead turn your back on this world.

Fuck the people that support and accept the world to be like it is.

Fuck all of those that tag along.

You'll soon find that you are left with very few, close to none like yourself.

Because most everybody else accomodates to the environment like you are trying to do right now. They either had it in them from the beginning and drain from others. Or they didn't and tried convincing themselves that being like the other hyenas is the only reliable way, ultimately still failing beyond being a sub-par hyena that hardly manages to get by.

By developing the mind of a lone wolf you will, automatically over time and sooner than you think, adopt a way of thinking through your resentment of others that opens up a pathway for you and grants you access to the hatred for others that you needed to be able to be ruthless. And you don't need to throw away your empathy or your morals for it. You embrace them.

Just reframe the positive that stems from your morals into the negative.

It's also an incredible help to constantly see or experience how other people act ruthlessly.

That's all you have to do. It clicked within a few years.

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 No.24457

>>24432

>allowing people to use you like a bitch

Nah it never got that far for me, but my point was that nowadays empathy is not reciprocal anymore so its become a lose-lose scenario.

>fuck jobs anyway

I dont get gibs for being a failure here

>friends come and go

Oh they go, definitely, but there are no new replacements showing up. People are allergic to failure these days even if they're failures themselves, theres no solidarity anymore.

>is toxic and retarded

Sure but its not changing anytime soon, probably ever

>>24424

I read you can temporarily shut down parts of the brain with powerful magnets, experimental as fuck and I dont have the balls nor the desperation to fry my brain (yet) but even that its not permanent meaning I would only be a psycho temporarily.

>>24445

>and even the lifestories when people pour their hearts out

Lifestories are bullshit 99% of the time, ever since telling a lifestory became a conduit to sell shit (ted conferences, startup stories, etc) they have these workshops were they tell you how to fake a purpose in life, not for you but to fool others into thinking theres more depth to your shallowness.

>that can be passionate about actively seeking out to harm others for your own gains and instead

But psychos dont do that, most arent "actively seeking out to harm others" because its counter-productive to their target. Most stock brokers are psychos but they dont deliberately seek to destroy jobs and the environment, it just happens that sometimes to make money you have to fuck over other people, and they just dont care which is why they're so good at their job.

When wall street closed due to 9/11 traders were trading in other markets over the internet, all while their colleagues were burning to death in the towers. But they werent going to let that stop them from making money off a crisis.

>By developing the mind of a lone wolf you will, automatically over time and sooner than you think, adopt a way of thinking through your resentment of others that opens up a pathway for you and grants you access to the hatred for others that you needed to be able to be ruthless. And you don't need to throw away your empathy or your morals for it. You embrace them.

Elaborate please, this is too abstract for my burn-out doomer brain

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 No.24470

>>24319

if you get promoted under such circumstance I can see how that would bite you in the ass hard. If you really want to use people to achieve goals just learn leadership skills.

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 No.24497

>>24457

>but my point was that nowadays empathy is not reciprocal anymore so its become a lose-lose scenario.

I get you, I just don't know how I should respond it. I used to be bothered about it but now I think I'm more tolerant to people, not expecting anything, really. I don't try to say here that you should be always categorically empathetic, sometimes it's just waste of time.

>I dont get gibs for being a failure here

Me neither but I still support any young person who says "fuck it, I will live in my mom's basement or deal drugs rather than kys after 5 years in corporate environment". It's not a secret that I'm not really a fan of capitalism.

>Oh they go, definitely, but there are no new replacements showing up. People are allergic to failure these days even if they're failures themselves, theres no solidarity anymore.

I just have friends I see here and there sometimes once every year, two or more but nothing ended between us. When we meet, it's always good. On top of that I'm comfortable being totally alone, so friends are not something I think about at all. I see friends like any other human - you spend some time together in life, it's all good but if they are not around I'm indifferent. Truth is though, that finding open person enough to be able to show each other how big failures you both are, that's rare thing and in order to have it, you have to meet new person, go through phase of wearing stupid masks and after you get good friends you will start joking about that time when you tried to suck ice cube with your asshole because it was part of some bet (actually it wasn't you did it just for lulz), do you know what I mean? Friendships are nice but I try to not judge people anymore and be mad on everyone who decides we shouldn't be friends. I'm aware of my flaws and I was always really open about them, because if you get the dirty laundry off the table first, those who are not going to run away have potential of trve friendship.

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 No.24500

>>24299

You are presupposing someone is one thing or the other.

While people may be strongly attracted to their dispositions its not as if good can't be corrupted and the wayward can't find salvation.

If OP is a creatures as he was made - why bother shitting on him?

>>24295

I guess with all things… practice.

Take public transport to places you don't normally go. Tell fabrications to strangers. Gauge how they react. Find the way to casually execute minor acts of selfishness. Try to build new relationships with arbitrary, personally selfish, and/or abstract goals. Minimize personal risk. Perform social maintenance as a calculus of investment for future exploitation.

Little by little perhaps you'll develop the ability to make a major personal deception without flinching or remorse.

I'm not sure that turning a heart-heartening switch will make you a more effective individual. Its not as if many doomers get the chance to be a significant saint or villain. I'm not sure changing your level of empathy at this stage of the game is going to make much of a difference in the ways you'd hope to change.

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 No.24501

>>24405

>That sounds like a recipe to become schizo

thats the only advice i can give him

you can't turn into a psycho just because 'lol'

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 No.24532

>>24295

The question is do you really want to?

Sometimes I wish I wouldn't care about how fucked the world is and could just enjoy life, but at the same time I don't want to be a fucking psychopath.

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 No.24549

>>24532

>The question is do you really want to?

I dont but increasingly its becoming a matter of "can I afford not to?". Like if everybody is becoming a bit psychopathic with the lack of empathy and all then not going the same way puts you at a disadvantage

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 No.24558

>>24549

Exactly

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 No.24564

>>24532

You can always be just indifferent. You don't have to be psychopath just if you want to not care about society and world.

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 No.24566

>>24353

based kike

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