Physical beauty can be BOTH a blessing AND a curse. Beautiful women/men can be victimized by sexual abuse from their family, their peers or by and of their elders (especially in the Catholic church). Beautiful women become the object of lust which can lead to rape and murder, incest, abuse, or being used by men in fake relationships only to get their hearts broken when cast aside like yesterday's trash.
I feel for you and pray for your demons to leave your mind alone telling you that you are NOT ATTRACTIVE as a male, or that your lack of handsomeness makes you LESS of a person in this world. God loves you as you are. Worry not about what women think of you. Some are meant to be virgins their entire life and be used in the END TIMES (which we are in; Revelation)…12,000 from each of the 12 tribes of Judah…144,000 in total. Maybe you are being reserved for something VERY SPECIAL in the fight against Evil…???
The best thing to do if you are not physically attractive is to do a personal, internal inventory of yourself. Find some inner character trait that you can focus on improving in order to find a better way to be a blessing to others. How can you use your INNER BEAUTY to better yourself to better be able to help humanity/society/family/strangers/homeless people. YOU HAVE VALUE which is why God created you. Silence the demons in your head by pleading "the blood of Jesus" and rebuke them and tell them to winnie the pooh OFF and stop telling you that you are UGLY and of NO VALUE. (hint: they will keep coming back over and over again, you just have to keep telling them to go away…do NOT LISTEN to them when they talk to you about SUICIDE). They will be relentless EVERY DAY. You have to find something else about yourself that you can work on or develop to overcome that TEMPTATION to DENIGRATE yourself.
Physical LUST (sexual attraction) is not the same as True LOVE (inner beauty finding the inner beauty in others…NA MASTE…the Spirit in your sees the Spirit in others).
It is YOUR JOB in this ONE LIFETIME on Earth to find your INNER, TRUE LOVE that you were created for in order to find and be of value to YOUR CREATOR by helping others find themselves.
YOU CAN DO IT. Find a pet to feed, nurture and love; they will love you no matter what your physical appearance.
Give where you can give of yourself, and no longer worry about your physical appearance. Not everyone here on this planet is meant to find a sexual partner or a life mate companion in the opposite sex. You are not here on this planet for PHYSICAL LUST; you are here to develop True Love and return it to your True Living God by being love to Him and to Others.
You CANNOT pray to be magically transformed into a handsome prince. It does not work that way. I will pray for you to be transformed inside to become BEAUTIFUL in the way in which you were made to interact with others in this world.
YOU CAN FIND YOURSELF; Pray for your INNER BEAUTY to be unleashed. You ARE WORTHY. You will find it.
Help the homeless. Feed them a sandwich. Find a stray, abused animal and give them food, water and shelter. THEY WILL LOVE YOU LIKE NO OTHER. Learn to love without worrying about finding a sexual mate. I have been single and celibate by choice for the past 13 years at 50 years old now (and I am what the world would consider a very, handsome man…but I found emptiness and curses in lust and physical attraction).
I pray, hope and wish the best for you. Good luck in finding your path.
"You do not find your destiny; your destiny finds you".
Prayers sent !!!