/britfeel/ - Feel Britannia

>>43167

o-ok I'll delete mine

2nd post

>>43170

I didn't see another thread lad.

I'll delete this one if you want.

>>43173

nah, mine's already gone, plus I can save my op image edit for another day

>>43172

BTFO

>>43166

That's not cool anon. Killing normies I can abide, but animals are innocent.

>>43166

I killed a few mice at a farm I volunteered at, I told myself it was to stop disease and I was helping but really I just did it because I wanted to

>>43176

I know it's not cool. I'm not cool, or even a good person.

>>43177

Feels absurd man.

>>43167

COSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lads, we must do all that we can to exonerate the empire.

https://twitter.com/HeatherWheeler/status/767756321219379201

>>43178

>>43178

It's a weird feeling of shame, intrigue and a sense that you should have felt more whether it be sadness or happiness, instead your left with a feeling of nothing

or that's just me

>>43179

>caring about medals won by non-english

>>43181

Look at the responses.

https://twitter.com/crimesofbrits

My soul heaved.

>>43182

I've seen this potatonigger's page before.

Irish are subhuman.

>>43182

I love how they refer to the British empire as a "Conspiracy" as if we're hiding the fact that we were super violent about taking over these countries, we put fucking zulu on at Christmas. We know what we did, and we're fine with it. You don't win countries by being a little bitch, and for the African ones at least, they'd be doing a lot better right now if they were still under British rule.

>>43182

I can't imagine what it's like to be Irish. Constantly angry every hour of the day.

>>43186

I hope you have some diazepam left.

>>43186

Is she cute though?

>>43187

I do, enough to get me through tomorrow and probably a couple of days of lounging around the house after that. Then I need to crawl back to my GP and either con more out of him, be honest about using up my dose too quickly, or buying some tramadol or codeine or whatever to help cope with the pain of living.

>>43188

Fuck no anon, this is a psychiatrist we're talking about. All the experienced ones are middle age and up. Probably like 50, not attractive at all and not very helpful.

>>43189

Where you getting your opis from?

>>43190

Recently I'd got some good stuff from my mum because she cracked her ribs and was happy to share for (in my defence legitimate) back pain. Usually I buy codeine mixed with paracetamol OTC. Codeine is water soluble whereas para isn't, so it's relatively simple to perform a water extraction. Gets exhausting though because you can only buy one pack at a time from a pharmacy. Also, I know a guy in college who has been known to borrow his step dad's tramadol, so I might message him on steam and offer to buy some from him.

>>43191

I love a few trammys or some codine, it's maximum comfy

>>43192

never had tramadol before, how does it compare to codeine?

>>43191

Ever tried alphabay?

>>43193

It makes you feel a lot more sick.

>>43194

Nah, but given the info posted on here I think I will. I saw (probably less pure) diazepam going for really reasonable prices, and they also had xanax, steroids and a range of opiates.

>>43195

Really? Do you just do them when you don't have codeine then?

>>43195

Oh. And it gives you a seizure if you take too much.

>>43197

Maybe I should stay away from it. I did have what the doctors thought to be a seizure a few months ago after all.

>>43197

I took 24 in like 12 hours and was fine

>>43193

I feel less floaty and more alert on tramadol and it had a better body high

>>43195

I felt more sick on codeine personally

>>43200

What was the buy in?

>>43201

fiver, only 26 players so nothing mega but feels good

>>43202

isn't it mainly luck if you can't see the other peoples reactions?

well done btw

>>43154

Central lowlands. Fucking grim weather right now. Fuck Scotland,.

>>43203

Cheers. Luck is always a factor, but there's so much more too. I'll partly illustrate this by giving you a simplified run-down of the mind games that went into the winning call. (not claiming this is optimal or even good poker play)

1 on 1. Final table. We're equal in chips. My two cards are 77. I raise and he puts all his chips in (shoves). First you have to consider chip maths + situational factors. Then you move on to his personal decision factors and questions.

What cards is he representing? Does he want me to call his shove? Does he want me to fold so he can take my raise chips? What does he think I have? What does he think I think he has? What is he expecting me to do? Is it worth calling or should I wait for a better spot?

My playstyle had been very tight, I folded a lot. His playstyle was very aggressive, he bluff shoved a lot and my constant folding made him very confident. By shoving he's metaphorically telling me 'I have a very premium hand and i'm not afraid to risk all my chips for this hand'. With the stage of the tournament, he's less likely to risk his all his chips without a top hand.

However, his aggressiveness made it more likely he had a worse hand than my sevens. He doesn't expect me to call either because of my tight play and the very low chance of me having a premium hand, so he thinks he can get away with it. If he -really- had a better hand than my 77 like he's trying to represent, would he shove even though the chance is low that i'll call? No, he'd play slow. What he's doing doesn't make sense. I called and caught him with his pants down. Poker is less reactions and more probability and adapting to and unraveling your opponents play.

>>43196

I don't really use opis. It's been about a year since I last used them. However it was mostly morphine and tramadol.

>>43198

>>43199

The seizure risk zone is supposed to be 400mg. However some people can take a grand deal more and some quite less.

Going to an interview for a carpentry course soon. If I do it how many NEETs will be left on the board?

Also how do I answer 'Tell us about a personal achievement or something you've done that makes you feel really proud?' when the real answer is nothing.

>>43207

That depends, so you have a problem with lying about it? If not, how big of a lie are you willing to go.

You could go with something like "I know it's not something particularly big, but I once found an injured bird on the pavement and cared for it until it could fly again, it really impacted me a lot caring for another living thing" or maybe talk about a presentation you made at school about a subject you found really interesting, say that it may have been a long time ago but it was the catalyst for breaking g out of your anxiety.

I'm still upset that the anon killed a bird.

Anon,I want you to promise you won't hurt another animal

>>43209

I'm going to kill 2 today just for that

>>43210

Abusing/killing animals is literal shitskin-tier behaviour.

>>43211

Do you eat meat?

>>43209

I've killed multiple birds with my car, I don't slow down if they are on the road in front of me, I leave it to them to move out of my way. I killed a squirrel with my car as well, it across the road and then went back on itself and under my tire

>>43212

Eating meat is not the same as killing things for the hell of it.

>>43214

how do you know I don't eat them after

Alright lads, let's vote on it

http://www.strawpoll.me/11060478

Sky news just referred to raising a child as "unpaid care" during a segment on the wage gap. They had a woman on complaining that worked as a manager at some charity. Kek.

Apparently roasties want more jobs advertised with flexible working hours.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKdKj7o-ZjM

>>43216

>only 1 vote out of 9 was a paki/edgelord

I'm proud of you lads

>>43220

most small animals would die a far worse death in nature anyways, like being eaten alive or ran over and left to bleed out, or disease/starvation. Killing small animals is obviously indicative of serious psychological issues, but morally, I don't think it's a big issue. I would consider stealing something valuable from a human worse than killing an animal for fun.

Also, the guy defending the killing earlier in the thread wasn't the guy who actually killed the bird, just for the record.

>>43222

I think killing is fine really. It's the gratification from the wanton creation of suffering that should rubs everyone the wrong way.

That's all the fuss about AI, isn't it. If an immensely powerful and intelligent entity was committed to the alleviation of suffering - It'd probably just start euthanizing everything.

I don't know why you reckon stealing is more morally objectionable, we really need Jahans to weigh in on this.

The whole idea of property is a bit abstract really, but the alternative is communism I guess - so here we are stuck between two awful Jewish conspiracies.

>>43223

>it's the gratification

This is what really concerns me. My motivation for killing the bird was actually to see how I would react. I was hoping I would be so disgusted that I'd never think about harming an innocent thing ever again, but the effect was the total opposite. I was hoping this whole time I had just been frustrated and dealing with repressed anger issues that I channelled into power fantasies, but the truth is that I enjoyed killing it, and I don't feel bad about it at all. At least I'm in the psychiatric system currently.

there are three jahans threads on halfchan pol at the moment. He is going to blow up.

>>43225

I hope not. Why do they ruin everything.

My free video quest still hasn't been uploaded.

>>43226

To be fair, it was halfchan brit/pol/ that discovered him years ago. Alexander "The Gorgon" Jahans has been a brit/pol/ meme for years now. He predates britfeel even.

>tfw there are people who paid $50 for video requests that they still haven't received and probably never will

>tfw I asked for a free request and got it in 2 days

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pstOfo15Wxo

>>43229

You managed an entire 5 page thread on kiwi farms with that. Well done.

It is fucking depressing though.

>>43230

I know, it's very glum. I was expecting it to be a lot more upbeat.

Compare this to Chris in 2004

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6azwhe8xhVI

Or this, Chris in 2009. All this virginal rage and energy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Byz94fkwf6U

Any of you lads heard of pregabalin? I just got it prescribed because I wanted an alternative to diazepam.

>>43233

>CEO doesn't distribute their wealth, this is okay because it's their company and if you disagree you are a cuck

>CEO fires an employee over an offensive internet post, this is NOT okay even if it is their company and if you disagree you are a cuck

>>43235

I don't think this is illogical. I believe in basic worker's rights but I also think the CEO does a more important job and as such is entitled to more money.

>>43236

Any answer but ""Done"? Nothing should be done. It's the CEO's business and he is breaking no law." on Question 5 increases your cuck level.

Even answering "If the workers are unhappy with their wages, they should petition the CEO to raise their pay. Otherwise, nothing should be done." raises your cuck level.

Any answer but " No." on question 17 increases your cuck level.

I just think it's odd how whoever made the quiz suggests that you should let the CEO do whatever they want because it's their company unless they decide to fire someone over an offensive post. If they are okay with "my company my rules, disagree and you're a cuck" then what's wrong with firing someone over getting personally offended? It's their company and their rules.

Also, not having a degree increases your cuck level.

>>43237

Yeah, it's not a test to be taken seriously, because on the one hand libertarian beliefs decrease your cuck level, but fascist beliefs ALSO decrease your cuck level. I got 0% cuck while being socially liberal and economically left because of my belief in fascism and the right to bear arms.

Why do people dress their little girls in such skimpy clothes? Is it to signal their liberation from the patriarchy at a young age?

>>43243

>This has to be the golden age for paedophiles.

I imagine it's shit for pedos, surely if kids look more mature they'd be LESS attracted to them?

>>43244

That's maybe a fair point. Golden age for ephebephiles then?

I was looking through my old emails and I found out my old WoW account has been hacked and permabanned. This is most unsettling.

>>43246

btfo

>>43246

Retail? That happened to me a while ago as well.

>>43248

Yep.

I could probably contact them and get it back but I don't intend to every play again.

STREAM

I want to learn to drive lads, but I'm pretty clueless. How much money do I have to spend in order to get a licence? How much do any of you drivers pay monthly in terms of insurance?

>>43251

It's usually around £20 for a 1 hour lesson and it's £30 for your test and theory test. It depends how long it takes. Anywhere from £200-£1000.

I'm not sure how much insurance is, my Dad does all that. I know you can get cheap insurance if you get a black box though.

>>43251

I got insurance for around £800, which is cheap for a first time driver. It's often around a grand, depending on the car you have, where you live and various other factors.

>>43252

>>43253

Thanks lads. I'll probably leave it for a while anyways. I keep getting carried away in my head thinking about learning all these new skills and starting businesses and joining sports teams but I just need to relax, finish college and get myself feeling more stable. I need to take it easy.

How are you all?

>>43251

>>43252

Okay I just asked and apparently it's £600.

>>43255

>£600.

thats' very cheap for a first time driver. Are you a "named driver" on his policy, cause that can lower the price

>>43256

Yeah, I have about 3 years no claims.

>>43254

I'm good, I lowered the height of my monitors and my back already feels better.

How are you?

Just realized I was posting with an Iceland flag. Now I feel like a tripfag.

>>43257

>I have about 3 years no claims.

ah, that was probably worth mentioning

>>43260

I didn't know what any of these words meant until I asked my Dad 2 minutes ago.

>>43261

i don't understand how you could have been driving for 3 years and not know that

>>43262

I've been driving over 4 years but I didn't get no claims on that 1 extra year because that car wasn't under my name as my Dad told me (see, I'm learning).

I don't know all the words because my Dad does it all.

All I have to worry about is petrol.

>>43258

I got prescribed a new anti anxiety medication called lyrica. It doesn't feel like it's anti anxiety at all, it feels like a recreational drug. I've been really fucking high for a few hours and I'm just starting to come down. Apparently it's mainly used for epilepsy and prescribing it for anxiety is very unusual.

>>43264

What's it like? Just your normal sedative effect?

>>43264

Also, what was your reason for requesting an alternative to diazepam?

>>43265

It was pretty crazy, I thought I was dead and I hallucinated a fair bit, not like a typical sedative at all.

>>43266

Because they keep giving me trash 2mg meme doses and I need to take like 5 at once to get any effect.

>>43268

Didn't are Nige say he didn't support Trump?

>>43269

That was before Brexit won.

>>43267

Oh, that's pretty shit if you're paying a full prescription price for that.

Are the new drugs helping you at least?

Feeling a bit shit lads. Thinking about how it would be a bit nice if I was dead. I'm not gunna kill myself, not gunna worry you lads.

I just don't see things getting any better, and I can't stand the idea of being stuck working at a supermarket much longer.

>>43273

Where do you work and what kind of work do you do?

I'm a cashier and I think that each week I work it gets 1% worse than last week, and after 3 years of doing this it's pretty bad. Whenever I speak to someone and they tell me they have been doing this job for 10+ years I wonder how they cope.

They have started doing their "observations" again, which means they spy on you and write down your behavior on a clipboard, if it isn't up to par you get a red and if you're a good boy you get green. As usual I fail them so I have to sit in a room as they tell me what I have to improve on, I'm happy to comply to most of them apart from forcing a smile, It's the most patronizing thing I've ever been asked to do. I'm not sitting there with a forced smile all day whilst the rest of my face looks miserable.

I think I've failed every observation I've ever had which is quite a proud achievement considering I still have my job. The store manager spoke to me over my shitness and asked what I would do if I was the store manager and I had to deal with a shit employee like me, I said that I would fire them and he replied saying "can't do that" which I find amusing. I wonder how they actually get rid of useless employees.

Go ahead and tell me about your supermarket experience.

>>43268

This honestly made me tear up, Nigel has finally gotten behind Trump, what an amazing pair. I honestly believe that if Trump wins the UK will enter a new era of prosperity with American trade.

>>43272

Scripts are free in haggis land.

>>43273

That's shit mate. Have you thought about getting signed off by your doc for a week or two? Might give you time to clear your head.

>>43274

I work in the freezer, taking stock out to the shop floor on flatbeds or on cages. It's got worse lately, the guy who was off for ages came back and the freezer isn't a mess anymore so there isn't that much to do so I'm not that busy. My 5 hour shifts I've done basically everything that's needed after 4 hours, same for my 7 hour shifts. I only work 4 days a week, I know it doesnt seem like much but it fucking gets to me. I leave early 2/4 of my shifts and I'm worried they're gunna call me out on it, not that I care that much if they get rid of me. They probably wouldnt get rid of me though, like you said they keep people no matter how useless they are. The only people I've heard of getting fired are people stealing.

I'll be 5 years in at Christmas, with 3 of those years being seasonal from uni.

>>43275

I'm not actually diagnosed with depression (Although I definitely have it), I'm not even registered at the doctors near me, when I was at uni I switched to there to go and see about it, but pussied out from going. That was a year and a half ago now, maybe a bit more.

>>43276

Just go lad, get the script but don't actually take the pills, just get a sick line. Use the time to sleep in, go for walks, catch fish whatever you do for relaxation. Spend some time thinking about a plan too. Perhaps you should consider either university or a trade? Or even just finding a slower paced job with less interaction?

I can't remember what it feels like to go to bed sober.

>>43276

>The only people I've heard of getting fired are people stealing.

Yeah, same.

Even the man who was reported for sexual harassment wasn't fired, he was just banned from going into certain areas of the store.

You ever caught the back of your heel on one of those cages? That was a painful moment to remember.

I think that new medication I took last night is still in my system, Wew lads.

>>43280

Unlike America, where in many States they can fire you for any or no reason, in the UK firing someone is much trickier due to our nanny state instigating many laws and regulations around unfair dismissal. Simply being shit at your job generally isn't a good enough reason.

>>43282

Which, when I think about it is much better than having to kiss your bosses ass due to the risk of him firing you simply because he doesn't like you.

In my work Security would walk around with a buzzer thing, pressing it would either give a green or red light. If it landed on red they would ask you to empty your pockets and they would write down on a clipboard what you were carrying, if it was on green you were free to go. They claimed the buzzer was used because people complained that they were unfairly and constantly searched.

I completely forgot they did this. It's quite disturbing now that I think about it.

>>43284

It's also totally against the law. If you were asked to do this you could simply tell them "no".

I am sia certified but this was a couple of years since

>>43284

It's policy for most security now, the discrimination card gets played and it's there way of covering there arses

maybe not the buzzer but every fifth person or something

>>43285

it's not against the law to ask but they have no right to search you if you say no

>>43286

Dr. Pavel, I'm SIA.

>>43273

Know the feel lad. It passes, it always does. When I'm not so down, I invest in myself, I read, I eat better, I practice not hating myself and it really pays dividends.

>>43274

They don't fire you, they just make it so you want to quit. My guess is that is what that Orwellian clipboard shit is about. Is it just being miserable that makes them think your shit? I find theirs no shortage of miserable till monkeys.

>>43276

Did you get a degree? What where you studying?

>>43277

I'm surprised you're all preaching pills.

>>43280

>>43274

>STORY TIME

We had this one cunt called janine, lesbian with short hair who treated men like shit. That was the first store I worked at, at first I was nervous around her and put up with a lot of stuff. She used to leave me on the shop floor by myself and chill in the staff room with her gruffalo tier muff buddy; on one of these occasions I ate one of the protein bars (because evidently I wasn't going to be able to go to lunch). She found the wrapper and got all smug as if she had leverage. That's when I first stood up to my workplace bully lads. Gave her the ultimatum, said if she snaked me out for the protein bar I'd complain about her girlfriend. She outranked me and tried to convince me that it was OK for her to be in there.

After that she was conveniently sick most of the days I was in (ostensibly to tend to her sick mum) - she wouldn't give notice and other staff got annoyed with her.

This one time I was slav squatting to sort out some shampoos on the bottom shelf, as she walked passed she pushed my back with what I could tell was about as much strength as this penis envy possessing puny dyke could muster. I got up and got aggressive with her (this was after several real cunty episodes, just that morning she was eating monster much behind the tills and wiped her fingers clean on my sleeve.) Bear in mind, I'd guess she's literally half my weight. The shop was empty (it was a quiet and a small branch) but my shouting got the manager to come out of the office and I didn't back down and she got in trouble. They tried to pull some conciliatory shit about how Janine is under a lot of stress because her poorly mum was about to keel over - but I didn't have any of it.

There were rumblings that she made up the sick mum stuff as a means to get time off. She used to steal a lot and it was decided we couldn't work together. I got moved to another shop, they didn't ask me (This was all within the first 3 months of me working there so they could still easily fire me apparently.) so I kicked up a fuss to the regional manager about how it was silly that a good employee must relocate to appease a dreadful one. He agreed and we were about to team up to pussy stomp the roasties of middle management but then I come in to the news that her mum is dead! I crack an immediate smile and think of that quote:

>I do not pretend to understand the moral universe; the arc is a long one, my eye reaches but little ways; I cannot calculate the curve and complete the figure by the experience of sight; I can divine it by conscience. And from what I see I am sure it bends towards justice.

I did not in that moment realize that this meant she would get bereavement pay, now be impossible to fire or forcefully relocated… So I worked her bereavement and took the relocation. I still cycle past from time to time and have complained a couple of times because I've caught her buddy in the shop with her. I fucking hate that bitch. She stole regularly, money as well as stock and rarely even gets disciplines.

>>43286

What do you do with your SIA license?

>>43288

At the time I was on work programme they paid for my training and testing but after I passed they refused to pay for my licence so nothing

>>43288

Got a third class degree in computer science. So that's me fucked basically.

I'm not actually an idiot, I just couldn't bring myself to leave my bed during most of my 2nd and third years because of how terrible I felt.

>>43288

>Is it just being miserable that makes them think your shit?

I don't smile, make eye contact, make conversation with customers, say goodbye or do any of the little things like ask for their reward cards or ask to help them pack. I'm not helping people back their bags unless they are old or disabled, how degrading.

tfw you gently massage you're balls

>>43288

she wanted to have intercourse with you

>>43291

I'm the same, luckily because I'm on the freezer they don't bother me about it much. (And I say no whenever they try and drag me onto checkouts because its busy.)

The only customers I'm ever nice to are the old people, and that's only the ones on their own, because I'm worried they might be old and lonely and I can imagine how horrible that would be.

>>43288

Why wouldn't they sack her? Because she's a rug muncher? Might just say I'm gay for all future applications, tbqfh.

>>43294

Yeah, I imagine being alone without having the internet would be pretty glum.

Not sure what I should get, Nandos or McDonalds.

My tea wasn't enough and I still feel very hungry.

>>43297

Dimbleby is ancient, back when he graduated ANY degree was rare and valuable, nowadays degrees are so commonplace that less than a 2:1 is worthless

>>43301

hmm how true is this? I know comp sci isn't as god tier as some other sciences but I thought there was still a demand for it?

Do you think I should do it? I know a local Uni that will have me and I actually enjoy it.

Tell me of your experience please.

>>43302

It's better that he's like this. Whites are still the majority in America, It is good that one of the more palatable democrats seems to get his political ideology from some land-whales feminist page.

>Unrellenting

>Absolute minority

>From then and on

He's talking about Genocide.

>Not a bad thing

>Source of our strength

>>43303

comp sci is in reasonable demand, but no one wants to hire a "third". Do it only if you think you can do well

>>43300

Throw it in the fucking garbage.

>>43304

I guess this is arrogance but I think I could get a 1st. Is it easier to get a 1st at a worse uni? The local uni I rang to see if I can attend without UCAS is average as fuck.

Do you think you did poorly entirely because of your mood at the time?

>>43306

sorry, i'm not the same anon who did comp sci, I just butted into the conversation

>>43306

I definitely did poorly purely because of my mood. I could have got a 2.2 easily if I'd spent time actually doing my assignments properly, if I'd actually attended my lectures I think a first would have been possible.

Whatever demon makes autists surely considers his magnum opus to be AGJ, I'm 9:37 into his 3 hour marathon explanation of his fictional universe.

It's amazing.

>>43307

Oh, no need to apologize, still good info. I hope

>>43290 reads it though.

>>43293

No, she was as lesbo as they come.

Sitting alone in my car eating McDonald's whilst it's raining outside. It's comfy but it feels like it shouldn't be

I remember a time when it didn't take a colossal amount of effort to move my arms from my sides and up the the keyboard.

I am going to kill the founders of mic.com.

Lads, it occurred to me today how much I'm being jewed off on razors.

I always assumed they were expensive because they were difficult and expensive to make but it turns out they are not.

What do I do?

>>43315

>>43316

say what now?

>>43317

Shillary made a speech about the Alt-Right. Also are Nige was brought up.

I just spent £3 on a bag of crisps because they were black truffle flavour and they are absolutely disgusting.

I'm usually not a fussy eater at all but this is just grimacingly bad.

it's happening

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOmSxGoYGeY

>>43318

I gather, where can i find this speech?

>>43321

I found it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBA74WZr_xA

That's pretty funny. She couldn't be less charismatic.

Anyone like Planescape Torment?

I downloaded it a long time ago but I didnt play very much of it because another game came out that I wanted to play but now I want to play this again.

>tfw trying to think of science project for my 2nd undergrad year

What do?

>>43322

she's quite severely ill, I expect they're just pushing through the election, then once Trump is neutralised she can die in office (or maybe resign due to ill health) and her VP will take over

>>43324

What is the course?

>>43327

Applied sciences. I can do literally anything that's legal, but I know very little physics, so I'm realistically looking at Chemistry and Biology.

kek

https://vine.co/v/5OEYahEu2DE

Just had a great wank.

>>43331

I agree with the ethicist cuck, we ought not to interfere, let them all die.

Life is so fucking shit lads.

>>43332

You don't actually agree with them, you just think the Africans don't deserve our help (they don't). The ethicist thinking us helping them is bad because we're patronising them, which is fucking ridiculous.

>We can't help those Japanese people after the tsunami. There's nothing worse than white aid workers coming and telling the Japanese what to do.

Fucking subhuman. I hope he dies.

>>43333

Feel free to vent.

>>43334

I dont even have anything to vent about lad, I'm just feeling pretty terrible and my brain fog is over the top today. I'm also super low energy today too, although I dont feel tired at all.

>>43335

iktf, my brain hasn't been working at all today, i think it's the heat

forgetting words, forgetting names, typing completely different words to what i think in my head

I was in my Nan's house earlier because she wanted to know how to play solitaire on her Ipad. I forgot how much of a hording hell it is.

There's about 9 broken (or some working ones that she just decided to buy for no reason) vacuum cleaners pushed in one corner of the room, boxes full of junk from decades ago and the hallway when you enter the house is completely covered with shoes. On racks, in piles, pushed into a cupboard just everywhere. Her computer desk which hasn't been touched since she bought an Ipad looks like some NEETs battlestation.

It's really quite something.

Anyone got any experience with SSRIs?

I've wanted to go to the doctor for a long time to discuss a problem but it seems like the only drug they prescribe are SSRIs which is quite shit because everyone seems to think they are unpleasant and harmful. However my problem is quite unpleasant.

>>43338

KEK no way will he use it

i think he blocked me too

How does jahans tweet so much?

https://twitter.com/farshnuke

And he has started SKYRIM COMMENTARIES!

https://youtu.be/MEiOSNBfwC8?t=20m29s

He's definitely going to snap soon.

>>43340

Haha, why would he do such a thing?

I might try make him a good intro, I was trying to make that one just bad like his.

>>43342

I said it was good he was doing a talk with woes, before he said everyone who brings it up will get banned.

>>43334

>You don't actually agree with them, you just think the Africans don't deserve our help (they don't). The ethicist thinking us helping them is bad because we're patronising them, which is fucking ridiculous.

I know lad, I was joking about actually agreeing with him

>>43337

I fucking hate hoarders.

My granddad was one, anytime we suggested getting rid of some of his old stuff that he had no use for he would say "oh but that's worth something" or "that might come in handy"

I don't feel very good today lads. I think I'll just do the studying, walk my dog, ride my bike and just take sedatives for the rest of the day.

>>43339

yeah, they were super helpful to get me over my slump, but when I used that boost to improve my life I started noticing the side effects more. They can be useful if you're in a shit place, but don't rely on them, just use them as a boost and then got off.

>>43339

what's wrong with you lad? you want to talk about it?

>>43339

I was on them for a while and they sucked, only made things worse, wouldn't recommend them personally.

>>43350

they only really work if the thing causing you shit time is a lack of serotonin, and it's basically impossible to tell what's causing depression without cycling through meds to see what sticks.

How did darknet anon get on?

>>43352

Still haven't bought anything. I haven't this week because my Dad is off work and he's a nosy cunt who obsesses over any kind of mail I receive.

I might get some bitcoin today then I'll order something on Monday.

>>43337

Offer to sort it out for her?

>>43354

Many people have tried but she doesn't want anything disposed of.

>>43355

I know your nan's feel.

>>43348

>>43349

>>43350

I'm not really depressed. I just have a lot of obsessive compulsive behavior which I dislike because it's a pretty big tumblr-girl tier problem.

But I can't do anything normally anymore.

>>43353

My mum is the same but she just opens all my shit and never tells me it arrived

>>43358

Wew lad. My mother has a lot of issues but I feel for britfeelers who have downright unpleasant parents.

>>43359

I have a lot of issue regarding my mother, there has been nothing in my life that's negativity affected my life as much as her.

>>43358

Wow, what the fuck?

My last few years working in "diverse" environments has taught me the absolute worst type of person to have to work with.

That is a black woman. Without fail, they are arrogant, lazy, condescending and incompetent. Every other type I can think of has had some reasonable people with a few redeeming qualities, but black women are always awful.

>>43361

That's nothing, when I went on holiday a last month I locked my door before I went, when I came back she'd bust my lock and had being looking through my stuff

She's deranged and never admits fault after doing this kind of shit then start playing the victim card like I'm the bad guy.

>>43357

I don't know how well it works for ocd, but if you've really got it then it's not a tumblr-level problem, that's just people going 'oh, I'm so ocd' when they like lining up pencils or something.

>>43363

that's fucked up dude, can you move out at all?

>>43365

Not really I'm on the dole, I suppose I could put myself on the council housing list but I'm not a pregnant immigrant so I don't think there's much point.

>>43366

Are you the one who's mum never wants you to leave the house.

>>43367

No I'm the guy with the bad eyes

>>43367

No I am, why does this keep happening? I was also "the first guy who joined from 8chan" that I saw mentioned in the last thread, wite_powder is tower hamlets anon.

Also my mum is getting rekt because it looks like I'll be spending every weekday at my dad's house due to the work trial going well. I've never had a job before, I've spent the last 5 and a half years as a NEET, but somehow I've managed to fall into a decent paying, fairly exhausting but not too difficult, full-time, 45-hours-a-week, job.

>>43364

I'll probably book an appointment after I figure out how to talk to doctors.

>>43369

Is this work permanent? How was your first day?

>>43369

What is it you are doing exactly?

>>43371

>>43372

>Is this work permanent?

It could be, it's all up in the air at the moment but the director has asked me "are you free to start working right now?", I said "yes" and he said "nice".

>How was your first day?

It went well, it was a Saturday so not many people were in, in our little section it was just me, my dad, and some 20 year old lad who's nice but a bit "slow", so nice and quiet. He was actually asking more question than I was, and he's worked there for 4 years. After that I worked full 9 hour (sometimes 10) days Monday to Thursday, and I'll be going back on Wednesday.

>What is it you are doing exactly?

Assembly and wiring (so far anyway) for a company that makes smarthome stuff, mechanisms that make TVs coming out of the ceiling/wall/floor, lighting control units, etc. Right now I'm helping to build and wire some big control panels for the lighting processors that are gonna be shipped off to the new Chelsea Barracks development in London.

>>43369

>Why does this keep happening?

Because some anons have an incessant need to categorise everyone despite it being an anonymous board

>>43374

>>43374

t. SAG

Am I SAG?

I haven't played bass in years but I can still pick it up and play all the difficult things I used to play, it's like these very specific and precise movements are coded into my muscles. I know it's just muscle memory but it's intriguing to me.

>>43376

We are all SAG.

I hate my job and I have work tomorrow.

I haven't taken any sick days this year so I could possibly just take this week off.

>>43378

have it your way lad

>>43379

I've been thinking the same lad. I still haven't booked any time off either. Need to get around to that. Gunna go for a week in September (following my driving test) and a week in October (including Halloween)

>>43383

Hilary has inadvertently legitimised the AltRight

>>43358

That's illegal.

What boards are you frequenting guys?

I gather there is some interest in kiwifarms

I don't care lads, I like the narcissist jew fag. He's on our side and he is necessary.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Stdh7KNQetE

>>43380

KEK! Just realized what you did you cheeky bugger.

Je Suis SAG

>>43385

I don't go anywhere but here.

>>43385

I've asked her time and time again to stop doing it, I even got sanctioned once because she didn't give me my appointment letter.

>>43389

Why does she do it?

WILD Friday night so far lads

Half way though a family sized smarties chocolate bar.

>>43391

I finished it all and now I feel sick.

>>43391

>>43392

you ate the whole thing? Absolute madman hahaha

>what I am is a failed Sci-Fi writer with no job, autism and fucked up genetics

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGET540S05U

>tfw you will never be a NEET cat

>>43394

Jesus, he really is getting more masculine every episode.

I'm a bit jahans'd out. I watched the 3 hour vid he put out yesterday and I didn't really get the lore of his multiverse. I'm starting to think he makes it up as he goes along loql.

I wonder if he ever writes a second draft.

who /following#picklegate/

Lads, you do keep alcohol/drug use secret from doctors, right?

>>43398

Not personally, no.

SAG here btw

>>43398

I don't consume alcohol or illegal drugs.

>>43399

we can see your name, idiot

>>43401

Yeah, I decided to set my name to SAG so everybody could see when I post and give me attention.

t. SAG

SAG here lads, just thought I'd let you all know I've moved my official takeout night from Friday to Saturday, so you can still look forward to quality SAG(tm) takeout posting tomorrow.

Cheers,

SAG

also I'm gay now and living with my boyfriend, more on that in my next video

>>43406

why would I want to buy the nastiest crisps ever

>>43404

to clarify, my relationship is biracial, and I will spend much of my time explaining how you can be in a biracial relationship while being a white nationalist.

>>43405

Hello curry night anon. It seems you have your name set as SAG, when you are not in fact SAG. I know this as I am SAG (feel free to ask me anything btw).

Regards,

SAG

>>43407

Because I want everyone to see how nasty they are.

Schizophrenia has gone too far.

>>43410

t. SAG

I know what I haven't done in a long time, looked at the state of the /r9k/ thread. I think I'll do that.

>>43413

Delete this.

- SAG

stream

>>43390

"I misread the name"

"it looked important"

"what have you got to hide"

anything she can come up with

I lost one of the keys from my keyboard about 2 months ago and I just can't seem to find it. I've looked absolutely everywhere.

>>43398

Yes, I worry they'll think I'm just after drugs or a time waster if I do

>>43415

no

What do you think?

http://www.wasdkeyboards.com/index.php/products/mechanical-keyboard/wasd-vp3-61-key-custom-mechanical-keyboard.html

>>43420

who is that meant to be

>>43421

>nothing on the keys

feels a bit tryhard

>>43423

It's left blank because it's supposed to be customized, it is not yet customized.

>>43424

o-oh

well, what are you asking then?

>>43425

Just wondering if anyone would like to share their opinion on it.

I was planning to buy a new keyboard.

>>43426

It's a bit too cut down isn't it? I know some people can live without a numpad, but this doesn't even have Fn keys or a delete key.

>>43394

"Restructuring ecosystems so that animals don't predate (he meant prey) on one and other."

Earlier in the video he said he was INTELLIGENT.

>>43432

I think you forgot to upload the image

>>43436

it's really happening.

We have claimed Pepe back from the normies

>>43433

Does he actually want animals to stop preying on eachother? Does he have any idea of the ecological consequences of this? Probably not because he's a literal subhuman.

you're done for mate

>>43440

Well done.

bump

Thoughts on the theory often circulated on /pol/ that the ancient Egyptians were White?

>>43444

What are you bumping

>>43445

They were basically Arabs. Not white but definitely not black either.

>>43445

Isn't that based on Tutankhamen's DNA? which isn't an indication of the population as a whole. There's no question Tut's branch of the dynasty was white, as was the Ptolemaic dynasty. But there was also a full on nigger dynasty as well. It doesn't seem like you can really gleam the population as a wholes ethnic group from it's royalty.

>>43445

Probably not white but I don't see why this concerns /pol/ so much.

I wish I had a big desk.

>>43449

It's simply a counter to the niggers trying to claim "we wuz Kings" by saying Egyptians were black

>>43449

White is a meme term anyways. They were caucasoids, so they were the same race as us. Just like shitskin so unfortunately are. I like to just use the term 'European' instead of white, like a sort of pan Euro semi-ethnic group.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZCVtWAtSd0Q

This video was a wake up call for me: White Nationalism is a joke. Fuck everyone who says mass Polish immigration is fine because they're White. Just because they're not forming rape gangs doesn't mean they're not contributing to Britain's decline in their own way; no group is more responsible for the driving down of wages of British workers than the Eternal Pole.

Co-operation between nationalistic European nations? Absolutely. But the idea that anything other than low numbers of high skilled temporary guest workers is acceptable just because the would-be immigrants are huwhite is absurd. I'd no sooner see the indigenous peoples of these isles replaced or out-competed by Eastern Euros than I would by niggers.

GIVE ME ENGLISH NATIONALISM OR GIVE ME DEATH

The Welsh are welcome too.

>>43453

I agree with this sentiment, Poles should be gone on principle, but as people I like them. Hard working, masculine, and highly racist towards non Europeans. I had a talk with a polish coworker about the refugee crisis and we basically agreed that they should all be shot and dumped into the sea.

>>43453

Also, I'm very tired of this "exclude the Scots meme".

>>43456

Scotts are cucks, they are the biggest supporter of mass migration (despite - or perhaps because of - being the least affected by it)

Get rid of the faggot SNP and get behind the union (that's the United Kingdom, not the EU), and they'll be welcomed back with open arms

>>43457

that is, biggest supporter of migration out of the UK countries

>>43457

>get behind the Union

It's almost like…. We voted to stay…… Woah…. 🤔

>>43459

It's almost like…you voted for a party explicitly in favour of the destruction of the Union, and voted to remainin the EU….Woah

>>43460

Sorry, whose government actually brings the most immigrants in again? Whose country's capital is majority nonwhite? This infighting is nonsense. The government is the enemy, not the Scottish boogeyman.

>>43461

That's because our country is the only one worth living in.

Anyone else having this gert big thunderstorm right now?

Dreaming is so much better than being awake.

>>43462

I really don't want to talk shit on England, but come on now lad, you're provoking me here.

When will 4k monitors become cheap and mainstream?

I hate my tiny 1080p monitors.

TAKEOUT NIGHT BOYS

I think I will get Indian this time. The fried chicken place is cheaper and usually good quality but last time was a major disappointment. Cold food, chicken that hadn't be cooked properly etc.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-37021991

The BBC is taking an interest in 8chan. As the most prominent British board, they may well be lurking here.

>>43469

>Anthony Smith, a journalist for the website Mic, got a tip that the image had appeared on 8chan, an extreme mesAnonymouse board with many users who self-identify as members of the alt-right movement.

Fucking lmao

sh-should we delete old threads and archive them off site, for security reasons?

>>43470

I'm beginning to think this would be a good idea

no idea how we archive though

>>43470

Archive, yes. Delete, I think no.

>>43470

>should we delete old threads

NO.

>archive them off site

Yes, http://archive.is/

>>43471

Hell, we could even just screencap threads and store them on offline HDDs until this all blows over. Or forget archiving and just fucking nuke it, but that would be a real shame. Wonder what BO thinks?

>>43474

You mean the plan? Fuck, I fucking forgot about that. I'm deleting all threads mentioning the plan as we speak, don't worry. Get the fuck on the darknet IRC, everyone is freaking out.

>>43475

d-don't nuke it lad it's our heritage

Lads, the MSM have been to 8chan several times before, they aren't going to come here unless we're on the top bar.

So basically, refrain from heavy posting for a while.

>>43478

>refrain from heavy posting

I'm not sure I can make this sacrifice. It's takeout night.

>>43475

>Wonder what BO thinks?

I'm in favour of archiving somewhere we can access when we want to, but that casual wanderers won't see.

>>43480

DELETE THIS

>>43480

What do you expect us to do, break out the balloons and the party rings and invite the BBC over for a BBQ?

>>43481

If you have the know how then by all means go for it.

>>43483

Why nae?

F

>>43485

>If you have the know how then by all means go for it.

I haven't the foggiest

>"The real racists… are very serious, are deep into studies and data attempting to prove that some races are smarter than other races - they're really dorky," he says.

Wew lads. I already disliked Milo but this cuckery takes the biscuit.

>>43487

some goyim further up linked archive.is so maybe that site can be used?

>>43488

Don't forget "The Alt. Right is a libertarian movement."

I've always disliked him, but I used to consider him as a stepping stone for arriving at better things - now it seems like he's actively trying to prevent that from happening. If you want a POZZED Alt. Right, he's your guy.

>>43489

He co authored an article on the alt right which is pretty telling of his views. He seems to disparage serious ethnic nationalists as "1488'ers" out to ruin the movement, but simultaneously talks about "white identitarianism". Over all, I dislike him because he's a snake. He's latched onto the political movement just like he latched onto gamergate. He hates all the autists heavily involved in GG, he hates video games, but he panders to them with epic memes for sway and clout.

>>43490

Yes, I agree. I don't even think his motivations are particularly nefarious, he just strikes me as a massive attention whore and opportunist. On the one hand, lots of new people have been exposed to right wing ideas thanks to him, but on the other, they've been exposed to kosher, pozzed, watered down versions of them.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omfTWRuwRyk

What are you lads reading at the moment? I just finished the stranger and now I want to go on to hamilton's mythology.

>>43492

>MGTOW

absolutely disgusting

>>43494

That was the point it was trying to convey.

>>43495

Oh, I just reflexively turned it off when I heard mention of it.

Further developed my science project idea lads. I want to create custom DNA that has a hidden mesAnonymouse in it. Something like a short story or an MP3 file. Then, if I have enough time (unlikely) I want to create an organism that's designed to inject the hidden mesAnonymouse DNA into a host organism.

>>43497

mesAnonymouse

(test)

>>43498

what's up with this new weird filter?

>>43499

I think Board Owner has put a word filter on Scottish Anime Guy's initials to make it become Anonymous.

>>43500

Ah. The problem is you now can't say m e s s a g e

S A G here btw

>>43501

You brought this on yourself, friendo

>>43502

Actually it is not so much the fault of that particular anonymous poster on an anonymous imageboard so much as it is the fault of the people (also anonymous) who kept asking for the identity of that particular anonymous individual.

>>43503

Is this Anonymous?

>>43504

Yeah, it's anonymous here. Ask me anything.

>>43505

Are you the Scottish anime guy?

>>43506

Only true oldfags will remember when the term was "UKIP Anime Guy"

Also I am an anonymous poster and as such will not disclose my identity.

Japanese cartoon-watching porridge wog here

>>43509

So you don't want English independence? Of course English independence includes Wales since it's rightfully English.

>>43509

>Asimov

I have one book from him that I am yet to touch. What's wrong with it? What else have you read recently?

>>43510

>English independence

You mean the destruction of Britain?

The Scottish government and large portions of the Scottish population are actively working towards the destruction of the indigenous populations of these isles. They can fuck off until they realize why England is resisting diversity (I'm convinced they're only doing this because they barely have any); then and only then will they be welcome back. I'd like the Union to continue for sentimental and idealistic reasons, but the time for those things is gone. Too much is at stake for it to be otherwise.

>>43512

The English government and large portions of the English population are also actively working towards the destruction of the indigenous populations of these isles. There are more shitskins in England than there are people in Scotland. Maybe you're just desperately looking for someone to blame and can't accept that your people are just as cucked by Jewish propaganda.

>>43513

The government, sure, but the population less so. I'm not really sure how you can claim Scotland isn't more cucked than us after the Brexit results. As long as we're a democracy it's going to be disastrous to be subject to the will of a population whose majority would see us all destroyed. Nothing personnel.

>>43514

>the population less so

the population that voted the government in? Makes perfect sense.

>I'm not really sure how you can claim Scotland isn't more cucked than us after the Brexit results.

I'm not seriously arguing that, because it's fucking juvenile. We have bigger enemies to worry about than eachother.

>>43516

Guess you should also surrender northern ireland, the west coast of wales and london then :4)

>>43517

Not him, but I wouldn't exactly hate that.

>>43510

Not really. I go back and forth though. If we accept that the SNP will have hegemony over Scotland for ever - If that's the case then yes, we may as well secede. I do genuinely hate the SNP - they should get glencoed. Scottish anons are evidence of the fact that so do a lot of Scotts.

It's not something I know much about. I follow politics but I get most of my opinions from 18th century texts. The acts of union was in that era, it seems that as far as I can remember the great Irony is that the English didn't really want to enter union with them. It was the Scottish politicians, desperate to have some semblance of relevance that bit the bullet and formalized their bitch status.

Here's a fun short semi-relevant read.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/James_Douglas,_3rd_Marquess_of_Queensberry

>>43512

>>43513

Both valid points lad. I don't know what we're fighting about, we have common cause don't we? As long as your not voting SNP your a brother to me.

>>43511

I just think most sci-fi is nonsense for reddit tier intellectuals. Then again I haven't read much sci-fi.

Still slugging through Mason & Dixon, I regularly consult this wiki

http://masondixon.pynchonwiki.com/wiki/index.php?title=Main_Page

There's a lot of references and I only get some of them. There's this bit very early on were two twins are being to spoken about. Neither is sure who is the elder so they call themselves Pitt and Pliny. Took me a few seconds to get. There's a lot like that. Sometimes I suss things days later in the shower. I feel like if i'm not reading it when I'm at my best, then I'm not really reading it.

There's this one character introduced early on. The Learned English Dog. It bugs me because I know there's depth there that I'm not getting. I think there was a phenomenon caused by a dog with apparent human intelligence in 18th century England. I know there was this Pig (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Learned_pig).

It's takeout night and I'm starting to get hungry. Think since the last time was a lot worse than usual I will pay a little bit more for Indian food to make sure I get something decent.

>>43518

>giving up London

Do you have any idea how much that would fuck up the economy? Enjoy being Irish tier.

>>43519

Yeah, I haven't really read much scifi and for the most part it's not my thing. I read Slaughterhouse 5 which people call scifi but it wasn't high fantasy scifi, and in all honesty the aliens in that I believe were an analog for a man's insanity. The only actual scifi in the book was some character whose name I forget getting shot dead by a laser gun some 30 years into the future of much of the story.

>>43521

No discernible deal!? 4 porridge wogs out of 7.

Rate the seafood though lad. Never been brave enough for chips and cheese.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71FBBZ2naVE

This video makes me really really sad.

>>43522

>no discernible deal

Deals are for autists not brave enough to just go out and order something like a ==TRUE ALPHA MALE== would.

Lads, I have this problem. I have all this tasty food arriving, but no comfy stream to watch it to.

S T R E A M

>>43524

https://www.twitch.tv/polepepe

>>43525

dog bless

Something I've been curious about.

http://www.strawpoll.me/11095553

>>43527

Depends on my mood