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>Sons away from home.
>Been feeling super lonely without him so I resort to cleaning the house in effort to distract myself.
>I end up pausing every five minutes to check phone to see if he has messaged me yet.
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>Go back to cleaning the house and stumble into his room that he barely uses.
>Know I shouldn't snoop but curious.
>Find nothing to interesting.
>zzz
>Go back out and descide to cook son one of his favorite meals.
>Fastforward an hour and get text message saying he'll be home soon.
>butterflies in stomach.
>Get dressed in something cute but appropriate.
>Son shows up hungry and high.
>"Are you high, anon?
>He laughs and shrugs and I laugh and shrug back.
>Pull out a few beers and sit him down and ask him about his day with deep interest.
>Tells me about his day, his friends and something silly that happened with a girl at school.
>Try to plaster a smile on face the whole way through but cannot at the mention of some girl.
>"Sounds like a big day, anon."
>He picks up on it and reassures me that it's nothing like that.
>Feel immediately relieved and go back to eating and listening to him ramble.
>Fastforward thirty minutes in and we're already three beers in.
>Feel his feet place themselves ontop of mine.
>fluttering intensifies.
>"You look really pretty today, Mom."
>Try to brush this off as an affectionate familiar comment.
>He stands up and I cannot help but evaluate him.
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>Stand up with him and head to couch with fresh beers.
>"You wanna watch a movie together, anon?"
>He nods and we put on a movie about zombies [my favourite kind]
>He remarks that if I got bit he would just blow our brains out together.
>Cannot help but feel extremely happy about this. [am i warped?]
>Smile at him and lay my body across his lap facing screen.
>Can feel my breast smoosh against his bare thighs and so can he.
>Summon all my willpower to just push it from my mind.
>He begins running fingers through my hair and down my neck absentmindedly
>literal fucking goosebumps
>Wonder if now would be a good time confess my feelings.
>Takes his hand and pull it to my face and kiss his fingers tenderly.
>"Being with you makes me so happy, anon. I'm glad it just the two of us. Wish it could be like this forever."
>He stops for a minute
>"Yeah me too mum."
>is this what winning your sons heart feels like?
>Deploy next phase of Operation: True Love
>Sit up and move to face him
>He's starting to breath a little heavy, swooning a little.
>Cup my hands on his cheek and rub my nose against his
>oh shit oh fuck is this happening?
>heartbeat is literally going 50000km
>Put my lips closer to his to see how he reacts.
>His lip twitches and starts to open and then he pulls back and laughs
>"Just a second mum"
>He bolts to bathroom and shuts door
>Twenty minutes later hear flush and he comes back looking slightly embarrased but as if nothings wrong
>two missles sink the ship
>Go back to watching mooby and just cuddling
Rip. I think I spooked him by going to fast.