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File: 4fcb44f38fe76ef⋯.png (170.01 KB,289x290,289:290,IMG_25072018_234748_0.png)

 No.629

Sup. Just shitting up this board here.

I fucking hate this shit.

I fucking hate this feeling, of numb pain. My head feels numb, like i have a dull pain going on there. I find it hard to think. I find it al ittle difficult to read too. I don't really feel like getting up either, and all I can really find myself doing is mindlessly watching shitty streams and shit on YouTube, accelerating my brain rot.

I want this shit to stop,

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 No.630

File: 0301e4c854b9414⋯.jpg (66.91 KB,681x907,681:907,3irF88z.jpg)

You're not shitting up the board, it's made for blogposts.

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 No.633

File: 3d5edcea7adce0d⋯.png (1.89 KB,120x133,120:133,Joestar.png)

File: f3f8cc72fb918c2⋯.gif (484.23 KB,330x340,33:34,AlienCutter.gif)

my thoughts are of such little worth that their mere presence diminishes the value of things surrounding it.

Speaking of thoughts with little worth, I am so fucking unproductive, it hurts.

I fear I may never accomplish any goals, no matter how simple, because of my unwillingness to act.

Or perhaps I'm held back by fear.

I don't know.

I don't feel as numb as I did when typing the 1st post.

That day was a bad day.

The night was an average night.

The day was bad because it yielded little productivity.

Only an empty mind and staring blankly., straining to process.

Hate those moments.

Dislike living.

Provided self lie of living for purpose to pursue the goal of ascending Nodev, or something.

Wonder what true purpose of continual living is.

Perhaps survival instinct.

Or still linked to worldly pleasures.

Still enjoy consumption.

Consumption of media.

Consumption of food.

Consumption of time.

But not consumption of useful information.

Not synthesis of useful information.

Should change.

Might change.

Who am I kidding.

Only but cycles of synthesis.

Cycles of productivity.

Assume everyone goes through this.

Maybe not blankly staring, blank mind, unable to do anything but mindlessly click videos. hearing but not listening to people drone on about topics don't really care to much about.

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 No.634

File: afbb59883affda9⋯.gif (53.59 KB,350x265,70:53,triptest.gif)

File: f39fcc18dc05240⋯.mp4 (5.58 MB,576x432,4:3,2018-10-18 00-43-55.mp4)

Funny. original post was about failure to complete things. Ha.

I failed to complete the original post, or at least synthesize it.

Doesn't matter.

Nobody really reads these.

My voice is broken on here.

Or perhaps intentionally breaking English to fit theme of broken man.

Not even man.

Child.

Less than child.

Less than human.

Merely scum.

Leech.

Barnacle.

Parasite.

Providing little of value.

And leeching off loved ones.

Ha ha.

Fuck.

Whatever.

Was detour.

Wanted to complete and get out thoughts.

Thoughts about failure to complete things.

Held back by inactivity.

Numbness.

Perhaps was tired.

Do not know the cause.

Dislike it anyways.

Want to focus.

Perhaps "blogposting" not answer.

But insides want to spew out.

Wish not to flood people's inboxes with gay pointless talk about my worthless self inflicted problems.

Still missing original topic.

Perhaps this cause for never finishing projects.

Or maybe lack of heart and dedication.

Crunch time can be forced upon myself if wished

barely crunch though.

i wonder if anyone recognize me from other boards or sites.

hopefully not.

not that i cover self much.

attention seeking whore.

here is animation. it is rough and need to be fixed, add oomph to the fall. but it is for game.

game should be second thing.

thing being video.

mp4

don't know.

Why is this at the end, shouldn't this kind of thing be at the front, because those two things would be the first thing people click on?

Doesn't matter.

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 No.636

>>633

I remember that alien cutter from /co/. I really like it. I want to learn alien medical science and save it and hug it once it's all better.

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 No.638

File: 763da04966f8e23⋯.jpg (96.38 KB,576x676,144:169,KIMG0249.JPG)

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 No.639

>>638

Still, I'd try.

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 No.640

had sad thought.

lonely.

thought to blogpost in /r9k/

then remembered, can't relate.

also not robot.

despite typing robotically.

was actually told i talk like a robot in real life.

ow.

wish i knew what he meant.

monotone, maybe. flat. dead.

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 No.641

File: c72b311d7f63164⋯.jpg (105.12 KB,600x444,50:37,shroom.jpg)

File: b61615950a59fcc⋯.gif (435.99 KB,518x391,518:391,pickle_slow.gif)

I wonder what's worse. To be an aimless soul trapped in a direction not of his own choosing, or to be an aimless soul without a direction..

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