newfag so apologies in advance for my current ignorance.
as far back as i can remember i have been having these dreams of these creatures. when i was very young (5-11)the dreams would all start out similarly enough, a swarm of tiny humanoid creatures would fly in through my window and carry me biting and pinching away. they were golden and had insect wings, large heads and wasp like bodies, there joints were mechanical. the sky would tun purple and misty and before i new it i would be in this wooded clearing. there was always a "party" there. usually in these dreams i would be brought to a group of other children and we would be forced to sing. if we messed up the songs the biting bug like creatures would come back and attack us.
the clearing was surrounded by a thick wall of threes, they grew so close together that you couldn't slip through. there were small gardens, and pools of water scattered throughout the area. if you looked forward there, it appeared like there must be a ceiling because roots and vines and things would hang down from above, but when looking up all the roots and things would vanish and you could just see the stars.
in the back of the clearing there was a "throne", it was like a bunch of stones and fungi and things that were coated in intricately woven gold and stones.
there was a lady there most of the time that i would describe as like a queen. she was incredibly pale and had long strait hair, in most dreams it was white but in some it was black or red. she had two horns but wore a crown that made it look like she had many more. in some dreams she had hoofs in some she simply lacked toes. her eyes were angular. she normally wore intricately detailed dresses that covered her body but not her breasts.
she took a extra interest with me as apposed to the other children. often times she wold have me sit at the foot of her throne, or would walk me around the clearing showing me off to the other creatures. a lot of times it seemed like i was either some exotic pet or an apprentice of some kind.
most of the creatures there were somewhat humanoid with variations, like there were these ladys that were very slender and could turn into swans. they looked mostly normal but in there backs there was just this void that looked like it went on forever. or the tiny men who carried knives and would slash at your ankles if you didn't walk well enough around them. they dressed in red brown and there beards were always full of weird crust.
the last time i had a dream that took place inside of that clearing was when i was about 11. the "queen" took me behind the throne to a door i had never seen before that cut through the tree wall. we walked for a long time along this path in the woods until we got to this abandoned farm house looking place, it had a thatched roof and in front of it there was this wooden arch way. wrapped around the arch there was yards and yards and yards of red string. the string hung down in the middle to a stone pedestal. the stone was decorated like the throne with woven gold. the queen walked me to the pedestal and wrapped the thread around my neck about 7 times. while she was doing this i noticed out of the corner of my eye a boy that was walking towards us pretty angrily. he was a few years older than me. about 15. he was dressed in this one piece garment made of this really shiny material that i do not think exists in our world. it had fancy silver shoulder things. I cant remember if his hair was sandy blond or black. he must have been from that world because his ears were pointed. he carried a short sward. he came over to where we were standing , cut the red thread, and held the queen lady at sward point. he told me to run and so i did. i ran until i couldn't run any more , fell asleep and then woke up.
i still have these dreams but there different now. im never in that clearing anymore instead in each dream i wake up in a new location around that world. sometimes i run into the creatures. most are much more mechanical looking than in the clearing and much less human looking.
i have the dreams less and less now. but lately the creatures i encounter i them are much more demanding, threatening me if i do not sing or making me agree to draw them when i wake up or else.
in the best case scenario, i post this and i'm told i just have an overactive imagination. but at this pint i really don't know anymore and i just want to know what the hell is happening when i go to sleep.