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my dream at age 5 or so Gef the Talking Mongoose 05/30/19 (Thu) 04:39:55 No.50734

for the entirety of my life since around the age of five (i'm 24 now), i have been haunted by a nightmare that was unlike any other dream i have ever had. it was the only dream i can remember that caused me to wake up, run into my parents' bedroom, and left me shaking and needing my mother's comfort in order to calm down. i remember almost no dreams clearly, but this one has stuck in my memory like superglue even though i did not think it to be of much significance until about two or three years ago when i had a spiritual reawakening (i am a christian– catholic).

pic related is a picture i drew about a year ago of this nightmare. i have other sketches of certain elements of the dream (like the devil-like figure) in other notebooks. in 2017 i also jotted down a description of this dream in google docs– i will attach those as well, as they describe the dream so i don't have to repeat myself in this post.

what struck me most about the nightmare (and why i believe the visions and emotions it brought me have never left my memory) was that the dream did not seem to have been derived from recent memories or experiences of mine, as all other dreams i have had did. it was if the nightmare was planted in my mind and not a natural occurrence. i was so shaken by the dream, i think, because as a little girl i could not even grasp or make sense of what i had just experienced… it was too dark, too mature; it was as if i was plunged into a world of horror i had no familiarity with in any way.

i have never been one to consider myself someone with supernatural abilities or as someone capable of communicating with higher powers in a special way. with that said, in recent years i have been alarmed by the similarities shared by my nightmare and many artistic and written descriptions of hell… take st. teresa of avila's, for example. the beast in my dream also was uncannily alike many drawings of the devil, both in certain core features and in essence (codex of gigas, for one).

i don't know what else to say so i'm just going to drop the images/pictures here. thanks for reading this far.

p.s.

i've shared the drawing (pic related) before, and am aware it looks much like botticelli's drawing of hell– that was not intentional; i struggle to translate my thoughts into art and my drawing is the only way i could really represent a pit/the stages of my dream in one picture.

p.p.s

in the caption of the drawing (from 2018), i wrote that it took place between the ages of 5 & 8– looking back to my living situation at the time (the house i was in, etc), i realized it was well before age 8, probably 7 at the very latest.

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Gef the Talking Mongoose 05/30/19 (Thu) 04:43:57 No.50735

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>>50734

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Gef the Talking Mongoose 05/30/19 (Thu) 05:00:04 No.50736

and so basically, i'm posting here in case anyone has had similar experiences or might be able to provide insight as to what's going on, if anything. thanks

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Gef the Talking Mongoose 06/01/19 (Sat) 14:32:42 No.50813

>>50734

Wow, what's with all the Christfags invading /x/? Isn't it interesting that the same mental tendencies toward a believe in the paranormal are the ones responsible for religious belief? It is amazing how much overlap there is between the religious and paranormal-obsessed communities.

Btw, what you wrote is a ripoff of Dante's Inferno that's much heavier on the adjectives and adverbs than any fictional story should be.

1/10

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Gef the Talking Mongoose SAGE! 06/01/19 (Sat) 16:35:32 No.50816

If >>49353 gets bumped >>50813 is a shill.

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Gef the Talking Mongoose 06/01/19 (Sat) 16:59:43 No.50817

>>50813

I’ve actually never even read that

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Gef the Talking Mongoose 06/02/19 (Sun) 10:48:04 No.50847

If >>49353 gets bumped >>50816 is a shill.

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Gef the Talking Mongoose SAGE! 06/03/19 (Mon) 03:25:36 No.50876

>>50735

Also, just fyi, this wasn’t supposed to be poetry. I just wrote it in the way I found easiest and most accurately descriptive st the time. It has no form and I do not think it’s good writing at all. Quite the opposite, in fact.

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Vampire Hunter 07/28/19 (Sun) 15:28:33 No.53236

>>50813

How dumb are you if you dont understand that religion is paranormal and supernatural? Tthe bible ans any pastor will tell you as much. It isnt a mindset it is the definition of the fucking word. Ibswear aitheists are so dumb they think they are smart.

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Vampire Hunter 07/29/19 (Mon) 04:06:22 No.53265

Sounds like some sort of divine warning. I think satan wants some people much more than others- so they are generally in more danger, i also think God tries to tip off/warn/help rhose that He knows are in the devils sights

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Snallygaster 07/31/19 (Wed) 16:29:42 No.53483

>>50734

>>50736

Around when I was 3-5 y.o., I think, I had a similar dream.

What I remember is that I was laying on the floor of the kitchen in my grandmother's house. It was dark, but I could still see clearly and everything looked like it had a blue filter over it. I was just laying on the floor looking up to where the ceiling should be, but overheard was a bunch of ghostly figures, faces, circling around me like a vortex. I can't recall what was in the center.

As for why the floor of the kitchen, I have a few memories from when I was around 2 of me crawling around at night while everyone was asleep. I'm not wearing a shirt of pants and it is cold and dark. I make my way into the kitchen where our old refrigerator was. It always had this light on where water and ice was dispensed, and the heat exhaust would come out at the floor so I'd find my way to fridge and fall asleep on the floor in front of it where it felt a little more warm and comfortable.

I don't know if I was really dreaming or having some weird astral projection experience, it's just something that stuck with me since I could never make sense of having a dream like that while so young.

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Snallygaster 07/31/19 (Wed) 20:04:15 No.53499

Ive had dreams like this aswell, all I can say regarding Satanic dreams is that if you are secure in your belief, then nothing can hurt you.

If you are sure that jesus christ is your lord and saviour, and you are sure that he died for your sins, then you are safe, god will protect his children like any loving father would.

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Snallygaster SAGE! 01/17/20 (Fri) 19:09:23 No.54431

I had an experience or dream where I felt my body being pulled or my consciences pulled electrically out of my room. I was pulled up to these giant bio organic looking beings. They stood in front of me while I was floating and psionically attacked me or so I thought. They projected my deepest fears, worst experiences and memories up like a projector on a screen. It was like a court with a judge and jurors except they were positioned with the main being in the middle and the rest around in a half circle formation. There were between 9 to 13 of them. They were enjoying watching these. After what seemed like my whole life flashing up to these beings, they made me an offer of some sort and I remember turning them down. I cannot remember how I angered them but I recall thinking are these beings demons which than made the energy in the room hostile. They scolded me and seem incredibly disappointed almost as if they knew what was good for me and made me feel guilty for not wanting it. I felt my body being zapped back down and immediately became conscience. I have seen many strange things since this occurrence. A triangle craft in the air while traveling in Atlanta. A serpent lady at the Atlanta airport who I stared at and than a random person ran into me breaking my gaze than when I looked back it she was gone a literal copperhead. In Florida I went outside for a late night cigarette and I saw a light go through a sun window lost consciences and woke up on the couch indoor and had a notebook filled with conical drawings and other weird mechanical diagrams I do not remember sketching. I have received on random occasions a deep feeling to go to a specific location almost as if being drawn there with an image in my minds eye to go. I walked one time to one of these areas and before I walked through my front door became paralyzed and could not move forward as if something was stopping me from going. Its been a weird 5-7 years.

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