No.34541 [View All]
new thread happen at 400+ posts
____________________________
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34920
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
>>34919
My tastes don't conform to any genres, really. A recent favorite of mine is embed related.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34921
Hello, my new friends.
I am home.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34922
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
>>34919
And I dunno, that synthwave sorta stuff was never my thing either. Though I'm sure if I dug through my playlist, I'd find something similar to it.
Have another great song. One of my inspirations to get into writing music in the first place.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34923
>>34920
I can respect the whole, "songs without words" though. Sometimes I like it when the songs I listen to make me form my own lyrics. If that makes sense. Like, not literally, but metaphorically. My emotions fill the void that the lack of words leave behind
I listen to stuff like that while tripping and its wonderful. A lot better than songs with lyrics
>>34922
I love lo-fi synthwave stuff. I prefer lo-fi cause its not all in your ears face. I can kinda just relax. Something I look for in music a good amount of the time
Dgmw, I like upbeat stuff. Like recently I have been listening to denpa. Depends on the mood.
I love piano
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34924
>>34919
greenteaneko is the art of what you posted
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34925
>>34924
oh I see what you mean
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34926
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34927
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
>>34923
Well, I guess our contexts for WHEN we listen to music is different. Sure, Kirby music is an anti-depressant nowadays, and I listen to it whenever I post here, but really, I only listen to music when I go outside, and I only go outside to "take a break" anymore. Refresh myself, look around, see the sunset and look for inspiration. And think. Think a lot. Go over hundreds of potential, theoretical conversations in my mind, with people both real and theoretical. That's where most of Last Dawn comes from, and it's lyricless music that lets me think clearly with no distractions.
I can get music depending on the mood, yeah. I mentioned Kirby earlier for that reason. The whole soundtrack is either "let's go on a lighthearted adventure!", which of course cheers me up, or "you are facing the ultimate God of destruction, and he's going to kill everyone if you lose, but you WILL prevail", which, honestly, that's how I feel like most days, facing an undefeatable force.
The piano is my favorite instrument, and the most prominent in my work.
Embed related for some "weirder" stuff. The SID chip is a fucking masterpiece.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34928
File: 9d5df75fe4d9143⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image,98.03 KB,847x1200,847:1200,lusciousnet_lusciousnet_a-….jpg)
Sorry! I took another nitrous nap.
>>34907
By auto advance do you mean they progress without you having to do anything, and are they extremely relevant to the story then? What is one conversation considered, like one meetup and all the dialogue that happens during that one scenario? What are some reasons you couldn't form a romantic relationship like straight or gay, or perhaps just not willing to love? That makes sense, its hard to understand the mind set of another especially someone radically different. Was the alien dogs thing a silent hill reference?
I didn't know if so, the thought just made me chuckle.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34929
>>34927
I hardly ever listen to music now. Really sucks. Cause I used to listen to it daily
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34930
>>34929
Why the lack of tunes?
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34931
>>34930
I get so sucked in to what Im doing and forget to put on music. Doesnt help that I dont have a good amount either
Most of the time I am watching youtube or anime anymore
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34932
>>34931
Do what I do and just put on a sound track from a game.
Game music is made to be ambient usually so it is nice to zone out to.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34933
>>34928
>By auto advance do you mean they progress without you having to do anything, and are they extremely relevant to the story then?
Yeah, that's exactly it, and they're usually plot-essential.
>What is one conversation considered, like one meetup and all the dialogue that happens during that one scenario?
What are some reasons you couldn't form a romantic relationship like straight or gay, or perhaps just not willing to love?
Certain family members are unwilling, of course. One of them is nine years old. Other people, it simply would not make sense with their character.
A lot of people you can sleep with, I personally am not fond of the circumstances, but I try to stay "objective". But since I'm bi myself, there's no issue with same sex stuff.
>That makes sense, its hard to understand the mind set of another especially someone radically different.
That's how I feel about most people, honestly, but this example is special for spoiler reasons.
>Was the alien dogs thing a silent hill reference? I didn't know if so, the thought just made me chuckle.
Yeah, the entire SH series has Dog endings and Alien endings. And I think Homecoming had a Dog Alien ending too. It's one of my favorite series, even if half of it was shit.
>>34929
Same.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34934
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
>>34932
true, I guess. I'll keep that in mind, I've done that with yume nikki once
This is a nice nostalgic song. Really how I feel atm now too
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34935
>>34933
Oh, missed this point.
>What is one conversation considered, like one meetup and all the dialogue that happens during that one scenario?
That's what I consider one conversation to be, yeah.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34936
>>34934
Yume Nikki was honestly a fun game. Loved everything about it.
Shame most people can't make shit in RPG maker.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34937
>>34936
yeah. hence madotsuki is a persona I have adopted. I avatarfag as Karen, mainly, cause Chijo; among others, use madotsuki as an avatar.
I love Aosora's artwork a lot though. So thats a major plus of playing it. The music in the game is great. Very atmospheric game with a solid ending
I love RPG maker horror games. But yeah, not many good ones
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34938
>>34937
My brother made me play it and .flow.
Really liked them both. Kind of wish people would pump out more games like them, but yeah. Shit productions.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34939
>>34936
The original Plissken was so much better.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34940
Shit I passed out again sorry man!
>>34933
Good to know, are you implementing auto advancing relationships as well? When you say "certain family members" does that mean that some family members are open to it then? Neato! Which events that lead to sex are you not fond of if you can mention one? So it's pretty much anything goes with the people you can form romantic relationships with, like sexuality isn't a concern? Yeah I agree i just try to be kind to most people regardless aha as stupid as that is. That's pretty wacky is there a reason for there being dogs and/or aliens or is it just for shits n giggles.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34941
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34942
Do you happen to be around clan?
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34943
>>34942
I dont think he goes here anymore.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34944
>>34943
He has to! How do you know that? And if so has it been someone else telling everyone to kill themselves?
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34945
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34946
>>34940
I mean, it was around bedtime for me, so it's cool, but how much time do you spend unconscious?
>>34940
>Good to know, are you implementing auto advancing relationships as well?
Nope, they're dumb and tied to story, which is absent. Well, there IS story, but it's mainly the backstory of the events that led up to your current predicament, and it's kinda told through details and subtleties.
>When you say "certain family members" does that mean that some family members are open to it then?
your sister is, yeah.
>Neato! Which events that lead to sex are you not fond of if you can mention one?
Well, I'm not particularly fond of the example above. It mainly depends on the circumstances and the person you're sleeping with, that's what I find distasteful.
>So it's pretty much anything goes with the people you can form romantic relationships with, like sexuality isn't a concern?
Yeah, of course not. Though there are more straight relationships, just as there would be IRL.
>Yeah I agree i just try to be kind to most people regardless aha as stupid as that is.
Kindness usually ends with me being hurt, so I don't bother with that.
>That's pretty wacky is there a reason for there being dogs and/or aliens or is it just for shits n giggles.
Honestly? You can't make a game that's serious/scary all of the time. It's exhausting, to both the player and the developer. That's probably why they put it in there, to brighten up their days.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34950
>>34945
>Anyone around?
Not anymore, only nobodies inhabit the board now a days
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34951
>>34950
And me, of course.
I'm royalty.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34952
>>34951
Nobody else really likes you. And I'm saying this out of sympathy
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34953
>>34952
I know.
And that's exactly how it should be.
No one can hurt me if they don't wanna associate with me.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34954
>>34953
I can understand that. I kinda like to go my own way anymore as well
I have found a lot of comfort within family though
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34955
>>34954
My family would be happy if I just killed myself.
It's funny how much normies like to throw around the excuse of "not all normies", and yet it's always been all normies, with no exception.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34956
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34957
>>34956
If every time you did something, it caused you pain, would you try it again?
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34958
>>34957
Im a former self harmer and former speed addict. I drank so much one night at a party that I blacked out and woke up with a mark that I cant explain
so yeah. I dont do the former two now, and haven't done the latter to the same extent, but I still drink a lot sometimes
I'm also a masochist so… that should provide enough background to give a good answer to your question
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34959
>>34958
Meh, I'm a masochist too, but emotional pain I can not and will not handle. And honestly, as much as I wish it was not the case, that is the ONLY purpose people serve in my life - to hurt me.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34960
>>34959
I've become accustomed to a certain amount of misfortune to befall my life at all times. I find a strange comfortability in being a loner now. Have felt this way for a while.
An example I love to use is the feeling of showing up uninvited to the party. Because I have literally done this before, many, many times. It never ends well. You end up feeling isolated among company.
At that point? I would MUCH rather stay home watching anime, or jerking off, playing vidya, etc. Spending time playing vidya with my little brother or something.
I truly feel connected to my family. I used to resent them, but I realized that they were there for me when no one else was
I also have a strong feeling that once I move out, Im gonna be on my own. The extent of my social interaction will be work, and maybe visiting my family here and there. I could also invite my brother that doesnt even live at the house anymore, thats a thought I've had
Thats really how I'd like it though. Leave me alone to my anime. Just leave me be if all you're gonna do is wish I weren't around. And, yeah, I said I showed up to parties uninvited. But people there gave me this fake bullshit saying they were glad I came.
At most I would LOVE my own dog, but I dont think I'd be quite ready to support another life at that time
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34961
>>34960
and even within my family there is one sibling that is basically dead to me. my mom and I have come to better terms, but not 100%. my little brother is mainly who I enjoy being around
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34962
>I've become accustomed to a certain amount of misfortune to befall my life at all times. I find a strange comfortability in being a loner now. Have felt this way for a while.
I'm used to it too, honestly. Doesn't feel great still, but I'm used to it.
>An example I love to use is the feeling of showing up uninvited to the party. Because I have literally done this before, many, many times. It never ends well. You end up feeling isolated among company.
…and yet you're normie enough to go to a party. That, right there, is how I feel in regards to anything - school, work, family gatherings - anything that involves people.
>At that point? I would MUCH rather stay home watching anime, or jerking off, playing vidya, etc. Spending time playing vidya with my little brother or something.
Or making vidya, in my case. So much to do, that it takes my mind off of it.
>I truly feel connected to my family. I used to resent them, but I realized that they were there for me when no one else was
My family's not "there" for me. They'd hate me if they knew what I was, and my mom hates me because in her eyes, I'm a failure for failing high school.
>I also have a strong feeling that once I move out, Im gonna be on my own. The extent of my social interaction will be work, and maybe visiting my family here and there. I could also invite my brother that doesnt even live at the house anymore, thats a thought I've had
I'll live with nii-chan, the only person willing to jump through the hoops I present to him to gain my trust, as he, of course, gets something out of it, unlike any of you. But I'll never see my family again.
>
Thats really how I'd like it though. Leave me alone to my anime. Just leave me be if all you're gonna do is wish I weren't around. And, yeah, I said I showed up to parties uninvited. But people there gave me this fake bullshit saying they were glad I came.
I get that a lot too. People saying that they're glad to have me around, that they don't hate me, that they want me to get better and wish the best for me, but I can feel the disdain in their voices. I'm a failure, as I'm not a normie.
>At most I would LOVE my own dog, but I dont think I'd be quite ready to support another life at that time
This, honestly. Nii-chan has a cat, though, so that might be something.
>>34961
My little sister likes me, but she likes everyone. She's the type of innocent child that, when I say "me and exey broke up", she says "well, get back together!".
She's going to avoid even thinking of my existence when she grows older and starts going to school, which is in a few months, actually.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34963
>>34962
I only went to the parties to drown myself in liquor. And attempted to feel like I was part of something. Neither of those ever really helped. And I never felt like I was part of something
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34964
>>34963
I never go to parties anymore, obviously. Only one person invited me to their grad party, and it wasn't even someone in my fucking class. I still felt pretty eh there as well.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34965
>>34963
I don't even feel like I'm a part of this world, honestly. I'm an observer. Like an alien, walking around, scared that people will see through my disguise.
We're technically gonna have a graduation party as well, but…
1. it involves people.
2. i'm not graduating.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34966
>>34965
>I'm an observer
kinda feel like that as well
I didnt even have a grad party, and I graduated on time. Its really nothing special at all. I didnt go to senior year prom either. Shit is over rated and expensive out the ass.
I did go to junior year prom though cause I was selected for… whats it called again? That thing where you are selected to be voted for as prom king. People loved to vote me in to shit like that. never won any of them I guess they did this as a joke, or they thought I had autism and wanted to make me feel good about myself
Thats pretty pessimistic of me, but I feel like that's what it was
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34967
>>34966
We never had Prom, per se, we have different traditions here. But yeah, I did not belong, simple as that, and everyone knew it. They never acted hostile towards me, but they didn't even try to involve me anywhere, and that's good, I suppose.
I find myself observing the world a lot, honestly. Staring through the window, looking off the bridge nearby my house, or just watching the sunset with music playing. I'm, honestly, not a part of this world. I'm not a part of anything, really. And I never will be.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34968
>>34967
>looking off the bridge nearby my house
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34969
>>34968
During one of my midnight walks, I wrote "do a flip, faggot" on it, knowing full well how possible it is that I will follow those same instructions one day.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34970
Fuck I did it again, except I blacked out this time,really really sorry!
>>34946
I like to spend as much time as physically possible unconscious though I can't do it too often, been doing a ton of nitrous lately. That's a really cool way to do it, what's your characters predicament if you can reveal it? Is the story something along the lines of dark souls where a lot of the lore is detailed in item descriptions? Well sleeping with family members is a pretty interesting choice hahaha, if you dislike it why'd you decide to bring it into the game in the first place? Yeah being nice to people generally doesn't do anything positive for me but I'm gonna keep on trucking either way, one of the few things if not only, that makes me think I'm worth anything aha. Makes sense I hadn't thought about it like that, probably is pretty taxing having to write dark and gruesome stuff all day.
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34971
>>34950
That's a harsh thing to say man!
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.34973
we need a new thread again
>>34972
>>34972
>>34972
Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.