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No.32469
>>32468
I've done worse things in an attempt to fit in among these people, and look where I am now.
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No.32470
>>32468
Don't remember, but it sounds enough like me, mhmm.
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No.32471
>>32467
That's kind of what I meant. Why would you care?
>>32468
I don't either, not anymore at least, and yet still people despise me and always shall. Preconceived notions are impossible to change, simple as that.
As for shunning it away, I am doing everyone a favor, including myself.
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No.32472
>>32471
Why wouldn't I? You're an interesting person and its a neat topic that I'm curious about.
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No.32473
>>32472
I'm by no means an interesting person, and it is by no means an interesting topic. Where did you get this notion from?
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No.32474
>>32469
I mean this in no negative way, but I'd rather keep my issues separate from communities.
Maybe once i'm back on my medications I'll feel better about interacting with everyone and actually, y'know, fitting in.
>>32471
Shall I find your first post the other day?
Or the same thing on /animus/?
You can feign innocence all you want, but the only thing I'm good for is watching.
I don't know how, or who, you were before, but there is absolutely no doubt in my mind that right now you are a blatant attention whore and go about it destructively.
If you at least owned up to that, as opposed to shunning away the attention you got, you would not have that one person calling for you to be ostracized.
>Preconcieved notions are impossible to change
Objectively false if you've spent any length of time at all studying the human psyche.
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No.32475
>>32474
>back on my medications
dont do dis, you're better than that
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No.32476
>>32474
See, this is exactly what I said. Preconceived notions are impossible to change. I can be perfect for the next five decades and you'll still call me an attention whore.
Really, I just like talking, is all. I do also not mind attention, but when the attention involves:
a) talking about meaningless nothings
b) partaking in social activities that will inevitably end in me being hurt and everyone hating me even more
Well, I'd rather forgo that.
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No.32477
>>32473
In my book you are and it is. I've been into vidya for as long as I can remember and have always wanted to try making one myself but I'm too stupid and its an awful lot of effort.
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No.32478
>>32477
>In my book you are
In that case you do not belong here and you should leave. Don't you know, associating with me will result in you being shoved down the same flight of stairs that I was.
Go play Persona 3 instead, it's like my game but better in every way.
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No.32479
To clarify, I meant you've only need to spent any length of time at all studying the human psyche to understand how and why that's false, not that you need the study to make it false.
>>32475
Do you know what it's like to lose all focus and motivation on a project that was very important to you, both from an emotional perspective, and from a professional perspective because you looked away from 10 seconds?
>>32476
>you'll still call me an attention whore.
Shows me how much you understand.
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No.32480
>>32474
Hopefully I'll be around when that happens!
As for you issues, yes, you shouldn't bother a community with that; that's what you have friends for, right?
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No.32481
>>32479
I know what its like to lose all of your passion for what you love and sought out as a career you would enjoy. And then abusing drugs all the time to gain the motivation back, and once quitting the drug; still lacking the motivation
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No.32482
>>32479
I'm speaking from experience. Never have I been able to convince a person beyond their preconceived notions, no matter how badly I tried. Is it possible? Sure, but no one's willing to do it. So why bother?
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No.32483
>>32478
Really doubt it, these are nice people, and who cares most people don't pay me any mind either way, I'm just really lonely and want friends to talk to. Never played persona is it good? And what genre is it considered
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No.32484
>>32480
I already bother my friends and loved ones with my issues, and I'm not keen on finding more than my psyche can handle right now, sorry.
I don't want to lose this very precious thing I've found.
>>32481
I'm not going to abuse drugs.
>>32482
Human psychology tells me that whether they're willing to or not doesn't matter.
You probably just spend an inordinate length of time reinforcing any notions they may have, whether you realize it or not, and then get frustrated when that makes you have to work twice as hard to break it.
Just, you know.
Based off my psychology training that means jack all, because I dropped out of that course before getting certified.
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No.32485
>>32483
>persona is it good?
Subjective yes.
>what genre is it considered
jRPG
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No.32486
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No.32487
>>32484
What you were talking about before is taking adderall. Which is basically watered down speed. I can understand that you wont be abusing it, but take it for long enough, and you will likely find it hard to quit; even if you no longer need it
Taking a drug to rectify something on a daily basis will eventually lead you to depending on it. Even if its not daily, it can still happen. Take it from me. I didnt do the shit daily per se, but I still got hooked
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No.32488
>>32483
>these are nice people
Nice people is an oxymoron.
>I'm just really lonely and want friends to talk to.
I'm incapable of friendship.
>Never played persona is it good? And what genre is it considered
What am I, Wikipedia?
>>32484
>You probably just spend an inordinate length of time reinforcing any notions they may have
Try two days.
>and then get frustrated when that makes you have to work twice as hard to break it.
And considering it takes one random incident of some random faggot getting triggered by an innocuous statement to undo all that work, and make me even more hated, no, it IS impossible.
You're also listening to kike science, which was written by the normiest of normies. I wouldn't hold any of it to be accurate, especially considering I've seen tons of evidence to contradict it and no evidence to support it.
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No.32489
>>32488
>What am I, Wikipedia?
God damn that's a big pet peeve of mine.
When someone is asking what, "x" is, its because they arent good at conversing and are attempting to create one. I know this because I do it, myself. They are hoping that a conversation can be brought about from their question, a discussion, whatever it is.
When someone says, "JEWGLE IT LEL!" it shuts them out and its very irritating.
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No.32490
>>32488
Sorry I'll stop,thanks for chatting with me I suppose
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No.32491
>>32489
Exactly. It's autistic. I'd rather simply not have a conversation if all it will be is me citing the internet for you.
>>32490
Mhm.
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No.32492
>>32491
What they're hoping is that they know about the subject and they have something to provide outside of objectivity
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No.32493
>>32485
What do you do in the game and what's the gameplay like?
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No.32494
>>32492
But subjective opinions are, and should be, irrelevant. They're subjective, therefore meaningless.
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No.32495
>>32492
For example. "I really liked x character because of y trait, this made me feel z about them"
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No.32496
>>32486
Sorry?
>>32487
Thank you for understanding that ADHD is treated with amphetamines, which are a similar, and weaker, class of drugs than methamphetamines.
But, Maddie, do try to understand that the circumstance is different.
>>32488
Oh, you meant this board in specific?
That has someone who is a big bully who says mean things about you, but not the person of similar mind and health who carries themselves just a bit better?
And the people who are willing to give you a chance, and talk it out, and try to form an actual opinion of you, even though you keep refusing them the chance?
Yeah.
It's very much impossible for you to put the effort out, I know.
That doesn't make it impossible to change a preconceived notion.
Please understand the difference in those statements.
>you're also listening to kikee science
I'm listening to science which has been studied for centuries, and proven to me how people work.
A sentiment you continue to reinforce for me, at that.
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No.32497
>>32489
I think posting b8 is simpler.
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No.32498
That last picture of mine is so me on a day-to-day basis that it actually hurts.
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No.32499
>>32496
I meant /animus/, actually.
Again, if their chances involve frivolous smalltalk or "group activities" that will end in pain, I'd rather be alone.
We really do have different perspectives on society, don't we? I suppose you would, being part of it. You're like a liberal, advocating for open borders but living in a gated community.
>>32498
Pic related is me with bf.
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No.32500
>>32499
>I suppose you would, being part of it
My mental health state doesn't let me function very well in society.
I can only hope that one will continue to be, me with a specific someone.
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No.32501
That comma was unnecessary.
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No.32502
>>32500
And yet here you are, and here I am.
You, accepted well enough, even if you're not the life of the party. And yours truly, shunned, irreparably so. Don't pretend for a sec that anyone here will ever see me as anything more than what I've been designated already.
It's why anonymity is perfect.
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No.32503
>>32502
It's not pretending.
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No.32504
>>32496
Well, go ahead and make the choice for yourself. Because I cant.
I just dont agree with relying on drugs, because they eventually catch up to you and do much more harm than they help. But I'm not really in a position to say that, cause I do it so much.
I dont disagree with drug use at all though. I like to say that if you evaluate the risks and benefits, and find that the benefits outweigh the risks; have at it
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No.32505
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No.32506
>>32504
I'm not going to ask you to agree with it.
Only to accept that I've reached a point where it feels like my only remaining option.
>>32505
>Don't pretend for a second that anyone here will ever see me as anything more than what I've been designated already.
It's not pretending.
If you stop acting like your designation, you will lose the designation; this is an objective fact of life.
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No.32507
>>32506
It'd make sense, right? But it won't happen.
It never has, it never will. There's two options. Embrace it or fuck off. You know which I'm taking.
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No.32508
>>32507
Only for obstinate fools, really.
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No.32509
>>32506
Then if you truly believe that, the benefit will outweigh the risk. So go ahead
They do make non-stimulant ADHD meds though. So I would try those first.
ADHD meds are given out like candy cause of how addictive they are. It keeps you going back to the clinic for more meds. Its the mental health BUSINESS, after all.
I'm lucky enough to have found a therapist that actually cares. They share the same kind of view I have regarding medication for general anxiety/depression. They arent trying to drug me and send me on my way, they are getting to the root of the problem
Sorry that I rambled a bit, because ADHD is gonna be different. Still, I would try the meds I mentioned first. Thats an option you have before doing stimulant ones
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No.32510
>>32508
There is not, and never will be, a path back.
The bridges burned down, no one's rebuilding them.
>>32509
>therapist
>that cares
Darling, that's his job. He's payed money to care. In other words, he wouldn't care if you weren't paying him money. In other other words, he doesn't actually care.
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No.32512
>>32510
I understand this. But there are people that care more about actually helping the patients than the ones that drug them.
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No.32513
>>32509
We'll see.
Thank you for the consideration and concern.
>>32510
When you're the one burning the bridges, you must be the one to rebuild them.
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No.32514
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No.32517
>>32513
Im a bit biased cause of my former speed addiction, shit really fucks you over
But I keep imploring you to try healthier options because they are healthier and have less drawbacks. For example, benadryl works for me if I have really bad anxiety attacks. Benadryl isnt physically addictive like benzos are. So taking benadryl > benzo works for me
I dont like to even use the benadryl too much for that purpose, but thats a story for a different day.
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No.32555
It was 73 degrees one day in February and every day this week has been cold as fuck. ITS MAY
I hate this place
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No.32556
>>32555
And I meant from last week until now
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No.32702
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No.46665
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