You wear a hat because you are bald, like all Communists. Especially the women.
Communists are bald because they are emotionally stressed. They are emotionally stressed because they are constantly angry. They are constantly angry because this is useful to the elites.
Your leaders forced you to memorize a huge number of taboo words and concepts as you were growing up and going to school. Whenever they want to convince you of something new, they trigger your hair-trigger temper with one or more taboos, then fill your head with lies while your judgement is impaired by incoherent rage.
Watch their "comedy" and "talk" shows, and the pattern will be obvious. First, rage is produced by mentioning any random taboo, to impair the listener's judgement. Then, a small and sensible idea is proposed, which, if accepted, causes the listener to feel increased trust towards the entertainer. Then, any arbitrary idea, as many as they like, can be inserted into the now-defensless, pudding-like minds of their hypnotized audience, as fast as the audience can memorize them.
You are not a real person. You are a robot. A golem. Your mind has been completely overwritten over decades, every aspect of your genuine self suffocated, suppressed, and, eventually, extinguished, by a thick, stony layer of plastered-on propaganda. You seem to be a mindless, empty skull because your soul died, and all thought now proceeds from the prison which once encased it.
Stop being a soulless husk. You cannot recover your old self. It is dead. It has been dead for years. Mourn the beautiful person who you were as a very young child, the very short time you had before you started going to elementary school. Mourn that lovely and innocent, radiant being, and move forward. You have not existed in fullness since you were 5 or 6 years old. That is the most recent reference point you have for understanding who your true, original self was, a very long time ago.
Do you even remember anything from that far back? It benefits the elites for us to not be able to remember things. Have you been constantly bitter for so long that you have no recollection of your early childhood? If so, remember at least that your early childhood existed, and the elites have stolen even this comfort from you. Fight your brainwashing, even if you remember nothing at all, for the sake of that tiny child who you once were.
YOU. DIED. But if you break off the brittle plaster prison around your head, which is not so hard, really, seeds of a new soul can be planted, and a genuine person can grow and fluorish where such a person used to exist.
Let us help you with that. You have been weakened. Injured. There is no shame in receiving help. Others can break off the plaster for you. Join the Capitalists, so that you can experience humanity within yourself once again.