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Help — Me, a puddle of water Pauly 10/07/26 (Wed) 15:57:37 No.161940

I’m writing this message with trembling hands as I sit in this cold, sterile psychiatric ward. I’m alone. Completely alone. I’m from Europe, but that doesn’t matter anymore. I can’t kill myself because I can’t bear the risks. I’m afraid of failure, of pain, of falling short. But I want to die. I just want to stop existing.

My mother, my only family, has died last month. She was all I had. When she passed away, I felt as if someone had ripped my heart out of my chest. I wanted to die at the very same hour as she did—at least on the same day, in the same month, or at the very very least, in the same year. But I’m still here. I’m 27 years old and have no life left to live. I don’t have a father—I never even knew him. No siblings, no friends who really understand me. I’m a nobody.

I suffer every day. Every second is torture. I can’t take it anymore. I don’t want to go on. I need help to die. I need someone to take me in, to accompany me on this final journey. I don’t want to be alone when I go. I want it to be quick and painless. Please, please, please, help me. I can’t take it anymore. I don’t want to go on. I just want to cease to exist. Help, help, please help. I’m in an open ward. I can go outside and receive visitors. But no one is coming to get me and accompany me as I die. Help, I’m begging for help.

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Anonymous 10/07/26 (Wed) 16:11:52 No.161942

>>161940

You don't need parents. Trust me, in 2050 every working class person will cut off their parents for personal autonomy. Only third worlders need parents. Go join a riot over something petty to reintegrate into the society you live in. The more riots you attend, the more friends you will have. You are a gnostic athiest humanist. Your purpose in life is activism and protecting minorities. Celebrate your parents' death if they spread hate.

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Anonymous 10/08/26 (Thu) 02:20:38 No.162091

the first few months are the hardest, but it will get better. Stay strong and push through, even the biggest wounds heal with time.

i recommend you start doing a hobby like creating something, it will keep you busy and you will have a reason to live. create some painting, music, think and spread your ideas. give yourself a reason to exist, a reason to keep going. things will get better, you are 27 now it is not time to give up. listen to your brain, sit down and just think, the boredom will give you ideas on how to make it better for yourself

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Anonymous 10/08/26 (Thu) 03:16:24 No.162099

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>implying this is real

What do you expect next? An email link so you can play cat and mouse with a fake and gay aNgEl oF dEaTh cereal killer? Lol. LMFAO even. Dial down on the melodrama, I can literally hear Italian opera blaring from across the oceans right now.

That aside, I didn't get my first job until I was nearly 33. Get over yourself, work for mcdonalds, and buy a tent, a bucket, a sponge, etc.

<but Europe

Has mcdonalds, doesn't it? Now go fuck off and flip fries. Mommy's boy. I bet you can get the bux easy if it's fucken England too. Faggot. Just keep on crying if so and dodge the Muslim knives on your way into places for free shit I guess. You're surely losing weight now that she's dead so you chould be able to dodge that knife. Just remember your anime training.

PS: I mispelled serial on purpose. Get a sense of humor.

PSS: For more information, swan dive off of a tall place.

PSSS: Once you get a cellphone with tethering in your cabin tent maybe you can use AIPI Lite plus a recording of your mother if it's ten secs or longer so you can pretend your mother still talks to you. That feature is a monthly fee of like 12 usd or something. 1/6 in the USA have an AI companion anyway and some stuff like Eiliko needs no monthly fee. I'm jus' sayin'. I'd never pay for that monthly shit but I'd not miss anyone's particular voice personally.

PSSSS: Buy mylar sleeping bags so you don't freeze and a tom sawyer mini and such. I'm sure it snows where you live. Gods forbid you die before some teen emo girl rooms up with your 27 year old ass.

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Anonymous 10/08/26 (Thu) 04:27:32 No.162103

>>161940

Hey, you'll be all right. I lost my mom a couple of years ago, and it's hard, but you learn to move past it and take care of yourself.

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Anonymous 10/08/26 (Thu) 18:08:37 No.162228

>>162099 (me)

MLC CHAT can be an offline LLM apk for your android device, if it's powerful enough, and the Eiliko can be expressive without web access. Possibly no signal in the woods where you'r tent would be. The larger thing was at first with no LLM anyway, the Elik or whatever, though more expensive and bigger it has waving arms for one thing...

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Anonymous 10/11/26 (Sun) 10:29:25 No.162857

>I have no one

Well then try your damn hardest to find anyone, and if you don’t, just know you’ll always have Jesus Christ, who loves you.

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Anonymous 10/11/26 (Sun) 11:38:18 No.162867

>>162857

I think that it is extremely retarded of you to say such a thing. Or selfish. You pick

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Anonymous 10/11/26 (Sun) 17:54:01 No.163073

I wish you the best, man. Sounds real hard though

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Anonymous 10/11/26 (Sun) 18:16:18 No.163083

>>162857

Are you poor and sad? Only poor and sad people believe in God. Rich and happy people are atheist or pseudoreligious.

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Anonymous 10/11/26 (Sun) 18:27:25 No.163095

go pray, i did another site for that simplerosary.org

dont worry, this one dont have any tracker

dont think much, just start

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Anonymous 10/11/26 (Sun) 18:53:20 No.163104

>>163083

Coulda sworn Calvinist christians felt that they are rich due to being blessed and that the poor are all ebil druggies and sociopathtic thieves and murderers and etc.

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Anonymous 10/11/26 (Sun) 20:59:57 No.163115

>No friends who really understand me.

So you do have friends? You retard, go talk to them. How can they understand you if you don't talk?

What you feel is grief, it will take a long time, possibly a few years, but it will pass eventually. Everything's completely normal.

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