met a paid girl, with some issues so to say.
Didn't expect to grow attached, I usually don't give a fuck about anything or anyone.
long story short, she disappears after saying she felt being followed.
reported to the cops, and endeed up doing a mess to the house she supposedly was held as a sex slave ie sex for shelter.
panicked mass called cops, who in turn did turn aganist me calling me a moron, and pretty much threatened me to stop
they blushed it off a rug I guess, or I hope so, didn't heard back, although they did notice some weird stuff about me
as it's shit that really did go out of my hand, I decide to go to some psychiatrist
and in the end I dropped too much info, which I want it deleted.
I always avoided in all of my life people, cameras, or a trace online or anything, but in the last month I did a lot of damage.
Not that I am some sort of bilionare or a target of interest (or so I hope), but it really pisses me off.
I never behaved like this, and it annoys me. Although this time around I was almost diagnosed with autism, before cutting everything off, and trying to delete it, without much success, apparently
And foremost I randomly mentioned some stuff which may be concerning. ugh a lot of damage I may have done to myself. I am an idiot.
I don't even like her. I never actually enjoyed any of her services. she ain't so pretty. she scammed me several times. yet for some fucking reason, I got overly involved and did some big ass mess, and may have induced some damage in my end.
wtf is wrong with me.
