For the last eight years of my life, since I hit puberty, I’ve been forced to endure an existence of imageboards, loneliness, rejection and unfulfilled desires, all because girls have never been attracted to me. Girls gave their affection and sex and love to other men, never to me.
I’m 22 years old and still a virgin, never even kissed a girl. And through college, 2 1/2 years, more than that actually, I’m still a virgin. It has been very torturous.
College is the time when everyone experiences those things such as sex and fun and pleasure. In those years I’ve had to rot in loneliness, it’s not fair.
You girls have never been attracted to me. I don’t know why you girls aren’t attracted to me. It’s an injustice, a crime because I don’t know what you don’t see in me, I’m the perfect guy and yet you throw yourselves at all these obnoxious men instead of me, the supreme gentleman.
They have all rejected me and looked down on me as an inferior man. If I ever made a sexual advance toward them, they would throw themselves at obnoxious brutes instead.
All those popular kids who live such lives of hedonistic pleasure while I’ve had to rot in loneliness all these years. They all look down upon me every time I tried to join them, they’ve all treated me like a mouse.
Well, now I will be a god compared to you, you will all be animals, you are animals.
The popular kids, you never accepted me. Girls, all I ever wanted was to love you, be loved by you. I wanted a girlfriend. I wanted sex, love, affection, adoration.
You think I’m unworthy of you. That’s I crime I can never get over. You denied me a happy life. I hate all of you.
Humanity is a disgusting, wretched, depraved species. If I had it in my power I would stop at nothing to reduce every single one of you to mountains of skulls and rivers of blood and rightfully so. You never showed me any mercy.
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