>>17731
>>17732
>>17733
You guys are intense. So many advices.
So far I don't want to play with big words here, just writing my journal
What the goal is, doesn't matter now. Just enjoying the road.
Day 2
Thief is really adrenaline pumping game. I made it to almost the end of the third mission on hard difficulty, and realised I wasted fire arrows that I need to activate the lock where the gem is. Game over
Yesterday I got the thought to start making bets on football matches. Never really occured to me as such strong desire. I felt similar rush when I was like 2 weeks on nofap and the thought of porn came. That sweet dark feeling convinced me that I shoudln't make the profle on betting page.
Overall, yesterday I was quite productive. I work online for now, I'm glued to computer most of the time, but no real pmo urges so far.
As for what is worst, I sure think PMO is the worst combination. I always felt the worst after pmo, while after mo session it feels different. You go to your intimate desires, while with porn it often gots twisted. It feels deeper, even if it's not good