No.13903
THIS TIME YOU'RE NOT GETTING ME, DEMONS!
DAY 2 or 3.
This lust is more or less trance, hypnosis, illusion, a program. It's not "me". I know my brain will attempt to get me off tracks again, maybe tomorrow, maybe in ten days or so. But I will remember that it's just a mechanical happening - it's something that can be overcome. Fuck the system, I will reprogram myself.
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No.13906
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No.13908
>>13906
Varg doesn't believe in literal gods though.
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No.13909
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No.13920
>>13908
Doesn't matter, it's a good meme
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No.13931
Thanks, fellows.
Been with the flu this week, which probably has kept the urges diminished. Not complaining.
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No.13942
>>13931
Careful, illness may cloud your judgement and make you more susceptible to urges. Be extra cautious until you are healthy again.
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No.14049
Day 14, the urges are particularly bad today - almost relapsed - but I will persist.
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No.14052
>>14049
Stay on your toes anon, don't let them tear you down.
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No.14056
IME it gets easier once you're past the two week mark. Don't worry, better days are coming.
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No.14084
>>14052
>>14056
Thanks. 19th now, urges have been somewhat easier to deal with the past few days.
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No.14199
End of day 29. It has been fairly easy lately. As far as my nofap attempts go, this has been by far the easiest and so far second longest (the longest was a bit over 6 weeks). I used to cave in to sexual fantasies which lead me to say 'fuck it' and just go look at porn, but this time I've absolutely denied my mind any imaginary lewdness.
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No.14262
Day 40. Feels like I'm in a quagmire of urges. Will be spending Christmas and the following days with other people, so I'll have no chance of relapsing then at least.
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No.14323
End of day 49. Almost relapsed, been really tough lately. I've been too lazy about guarding my mind. I haven't been strict and firm about denying my mind any sexual thoughts like I was before. I have to get back to it. Also, I feel like I've been drinking too much lately - not alone at least, but still. Might as well make it my New Year's resolution to quit (((alcohol))) altogether.
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No.14329
And relapsed at 50! Fucking hell. Time to go at it again then.
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No.14434
Going that long is a very difficult proposition.
I wouldn't feel too bad if you keep it once a month or /noporn/.
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No.14692
I've wanked countless of times since my last post. I feel like fucking shit about myself. I wish God would just kill me now but he's a cheeky bastard and I must liver on.
day 0
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No.14714
>>14329
Relapsed at around 40 days. Get back up and keep going lad.
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No.14715
>>14199
>but this time I've absolutely denied my mind any imaginary lewdness.
Haha. Nofap is basically going to lead society back into the hands of God, traditionalism and Matthew 5:28.
Now I see why the jew fears the /nofap/.
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No.14786
>>14714
Cheers lad. At day 6 now after some setbacks.
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No.14885
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No.14923
Day 2. Got turned on by some imagery on an imageboard but didn't touch dick.
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No.14933
>>14923
what a b ummer day 6 to 0 i am depressed by this. stop touching your dick and fight satan
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No.15120
Gave up on trying entirely a while ago but now I feel too disgusted with myself to keep being a degenerate.
Day fucking 0.
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No.15121
>>15120
This thread is quite an emotional roller coaster. Day 318
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No.15136
>>15121
Hope it has some entertainment value. Also good to hear, it's almost a year for you.
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No.15154
The desires and passions are not you, because you are not your flesh (your brain/mind, etc). When you're spiritually weak, you're tempted and controlled by the flesh which is basically the worst way to live. Its like being weak parents in a household that is run by children. Make yourself strong with meditation or prayer.
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