Happened one day that I just got up and then as the mirror
It's next to my bed when I wake up The first thing I see is my reflection
And I was afraid to see my reflection, I felt as if that was not me
(Awakening has happened to me daily since I have around
7 years and was accompanied by a partial amnesia osea remembered the data
About me and who I was but does not have the everyday memories of life
Daily and since then I've been recovering one or two but I never knew that I
I lead to that
And as if the supposed self from the mirror wanted me to look at her
And because at any moment it would come
(I'm not usually afraid of the murder stories
Or that your reflection is not what you actually think every morning when
I brush myself to see my reflection I think about it and I'm indifferent to the subject but
Not that time and if they ask, no, I had not thought anything of that subject)
Try to touch my own reflection but that's what made me nervous
So I set aside to the point that I was only the reflection of my hand but that
I did not help much (in my mind I only thought things like what happens to me? It's just
My reflection ect) in the end I had to close my eyes and put my hand in the
Mirror and so overcome it but still viea to my reflection as something very distnate
To me since that I only saw him as someone who would not do me harm,
Then I go through the mind play that game of hands that usually play
with kids already know in that they sing things and I did it
Note.1: today 5/24/15: I have given way to the "phobia" of seeing myself in and
The mirror or parts of me (for example my hands, legs, arms) is more
Everyday of what I thought, and I was given an attack and depersonalization
And anxiety like this, now I am reassured after reading that
"Anxiety and depersonalization affects 79% of the population"
A part of me knows that even so it is not only that which I have
But still call me a bit I suppose it is the effect "placebo"