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Schizoanalyst Anonymous 06/17/20 (Wed) 21:45:37 No.16858

Treatment resistant schizophrenic here (trauma-induced, and not what Twitter calls "trauma"), with a 143 IQ (since for we've all lost our minds here & decided to start IQ-posting in a recent thread even though IQ is literally a nonsense metric) who is currently in a precarious housing situation w/ my family that has been abusive in the past, but my best friend is getting me up to his state to live with him and rebuild my life. I've been hospitalized 20+ times, countless meds, even got electroshock 16 times. I wrote a book of poetry about my mythologized history, and I got it accepted for publication. It comes out in July. I say all this to prove, maybe just to myself, that there is hope for me.

It is my goal to become a PhD. Clinical Psychologist (which I've had since before my illness, and every doctor & clinician I've had highly encouraged me to do so), and get postdoctoral training in Lacanian psychoanalysis. I am currently undergoing Lacanian psychoanalysis for an extremely reduced fee as part of a scholarship with a postdoctoral psychoanalytic school. (But right now I have never even completed a semester of university.) The analysis is, very slowly, transforming myself and my life.

Despite my capacities, I am unable to sleep or eat really. I take meds, minimally & as needed at the lowest dose, but I am finding it very difficult to literally just SLEEP or EAT because of my overactive mind. It's like I'm naturally high on methamphetamine.

Besides establishing a safe living situation in an apartment with my best friend, WHAT BOOKS can I read—fiction, non-fiction, or poetry—to guide me in my journey toward that second chance, the Gestalt??? Mainstream behavioral indoctrinating industrial complex, and family, has terribly failed me (and I sort of failed myself) — so /lit/ you truly are my only hope.

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Anonymous 06/21/20 (Sun) 03:07:19 No.16861

>>16858

Read Harry Potter

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Anonymous 06/21/20 (Sun) 16:04:37 No.16866

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>>16858

for the body:

Wahls Protocol by Terry Wahls

Why isn't my brain working? by Datis Kharrazian

Nutrient Power by William Walsh

The Ultramind Solution by Mark Hymen

Brain Maker by David Perlmutter

Younger Brain, Sharper Mind by Eric Braverman

for the mind:

fiction:

19th (-ish) century Gothic fiction/horror novels like Dracula or Frankenstein; Dostoevsky (Crime and Punishment, Notes from Underground).

non-fiction:

Can't think of anything really except philosophy, Nietzsche in particular (second pic related). I also enjoyed reading John Stuart Mill (his autobiography and utilitarianism) as well as Spinoza's Ethics and pretty much everything written by Wittgenstein (Tractatus, Investigations, On Certainty).

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Anonymous 06/21/20 (Sun) 19:01:46 No.16867

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forgot one pic

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Anonymous 07/16/20 (Thu) 22:54:34 No.16895

I remember reading in a youtube comment a big blogpost from a guy that finally managed to help his brother's schizophrenia. It turns out it was copper toxicity. The copper would literally get into the brain and short-circuit by "unwanted conductance". To chelate it he mega-dosed his brother on Zinc and I think Selenium, but I recall the Zinc being the chelating vitamin. Healthy fats in your diet should help re-sheath the neuron axons. It took a month or less for progress, a year to get him to a normal level, and IIRC 2 years for all the problems to disappear.

So you should take perhaps 3x the recommended dose of Zinc, Selenium, and avoid all copper in your diet. Meditate so you learn how to reduce brain activity; focus on the breath at the nostrils until the discipline finally works.

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Anonymous 07/29/20 (Wed) 14:57:36 No.16905

>>16895

That's interesting. I've heard of cases where a person's schizophrenia was actually cured by going on the Ketogenic diet. Turns out the guy's brain was just hypersensitive to sugar.

It's interesting to see that another case of Schizophrenia was cured by realising that the brain was hypersensitive to something else. I wonder if there's more to this pattern or if these are simply two coincidences.

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Anonymous 07/29/20 (Wed) 18:17:30 No.16906

>>16858

OP, I want you to know that you'll be in my prayers.

I believe, in some cases, mental illness is in fact due to diabolic oppression. The Lord allows you to suffer at the hands of demons because he wishes, through your suffering, to extract reparations either for sins committed by you or to you (e.g. child molestation/rape in the "to you" case) or for sins committed by or to a forefather of yours. Such demons are termed "Generational Spirits" and Exorcist Fr. Ripperger has an excellent series of videos talking about them on the Sensus Fidelium YouTube Channel.

I strongly suspect that in some cases, Schizophrenia is in fact a diabolic oppression.

You will be included in my Rosaries. I will be offering them for you to be cured and in reparation for the sins committed by and to the members of your family tree.

I want to thank you as well. I've been praying for my schizophrenic relative for some time now and what I realised is that I never explicitly requested for his mental health issues to be cured, only for it to improve. I would've never realised this had I not tried to talk to you. Your conversion will be in my prayers.

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Anonymous 08/05/20 (Wed) 02:19:33 No.16907

>>16858

>trauma-induced, and not what Twitter calls "trauma"

You mean like MK ultra type shit? I hate how people act like trauma-based mind control doesn't exist.

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Anonymous 08/31/21 (Tue) 00:40:51 No.17021

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You still seem to have it easy compared to me, I'm partially institutionalized and never went to college and I'm about to hit 40. I'm an autodidact.

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