/freedomzine/ - FreedomZine

>>17848

Yup. We live in a Corporate Oligarchy now.

> the Democrat's pearl clutching over Roe VS Wade is all theatre

It always was.

>>17849

Andy is still alive. Sorta more like one of the "Undead", really.

He got driven forth from this board and was Contained over on >>>/pnd/ where he still posts voluminous diarrhea hate spam, with occasional good humor, but yeah, he's been pretty miserable lately. Things haven't been going his way, I guess.. Killcen & I still interact with him pretty much daily over there. I had no time, energy, nor the inclination to clean up his constant messes.

And yes, family is important. Mine's doing well. Daughters all grown up and the youngest probably moving out in a few weeks, so Empty Nest Syndrome soon to hit, I suppose, but I should have no trouble maintaining something at least resembling sanity!

(sac, ) is that really (You)?

You've been missed.

My gf even asks about you still on occasion.

She'll be pleased to hear that you have survived the Apocalypse so far!

>>17851

see..I'm wasting my life here already.

Here's what I typically post on 4chan/news/

Putin brings out secret weapon…300 lb general to sit on Ucranians and then devour them

He eats 5 meals a day washed down with a bottle of vodka

The veteran of Russia ’s war in Afghanistan is known as General Pavel.

Pavel was a soldier for more than 40 years and became a commander of Russia’s special forces but that was 25-years ago when he was younger and fitter.

Up until recently he was living in a Moscow suburb but is understood to have been ordered to return to active service last month.

The officer is so fat that he has to have his uniform specially made and wears two sets of body armour to cover his substantial girth.

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10954233/Beast-East-Panicking-Putin-calls-OBESE-20st-retired-general-lead-forces-Ukraine.html

I don't get many replies but there is one character who posts his headlines in all caps and I call him the ALL CAPS AUTIE aka ALL CAPS ALKIE aka ALL CAPS DRUGGIE, as he seems to post mostly on the weekend when he's high.

>>17851

>>>/pnd/ is actually Politics, News & Debate. When 8kun came back /pol/ tried to make a comeback. They tried to do it there, hence the /nsg/ thread and the Hitler banners. I think Jim booted the old board owner, and nobody really moderates it, so it's a free-for-all, but it is Definitely NOT Anything like /pol/ (although many have tried and failed to make it so). 4chan/pol/ often rolls in and usually rolls right back out, because of Killcen & Johnny spam. I also do what I can to be annoying there. It's much like>>>/n/used to be. It's pretty much just the over 50 crowd, and Marshmallow Sally, the Quatrain-spouting "Antichrist".

As for me, I've been having some health challenges that have prevented me from doing much around here, and it's Summer, so…

Good to hear from you.

THOT says Hi.

>>17865

I'm well aware about Tucker.

The powers-that-be won't let us have any REAL News though, and he seems to have enough power to pull off saying more than most can get away with, so he's on the list of media sources I consume.

Besides, just thinking about Tucker sets Johnny off as bad as he gets deranged when thinking about Trump, so I try to push his Tucker Button whenever possible.

Maybe I'll go push it some more later tonight!

Still busy in the garden right now…

I think I'll drop a post in the Johnny Thread too in the next couple days.

He's been going insane lately, AGAIN; and his Constant LIES & Assertions should probably be answered somewhere, But I Will NOT Play With Him Anymore. That's why he lies and tries to draw you out and waste your time and energy constantly defending against his lies; but I won't do that. I'll say my piece once and be done, in my own area. I could give a fuck what some underage b& halfchan rejects think of me. Anybody who believes ANYTHING Johnny says about ANYBODY is pretty much a fool anyway.

>>17873

I saw it over there already and replied.

I'm in extreme pain and need to take another break from interacting with humans for awhile. Johnny's Leftist Bullying behaviour is getting predictable, and indicative of his inner misery. It's no fun to be around, and drives away Almost ALL Users, including decent ones.

So everybody either leaves, or takes breaks; even the worthless shitposters like myself, with words that NOBODY wants to hear.

I'll try to find time to roll in later and be annoying, but I can feel an extended break coming on again!

Roe vs Wade only got me erect 4 times

get with the program

…….WITH THE PRO, THE PROGRAM

>>17886

i THINK you're aconservative populist

I'm a liberal populist

THE alleged Highland Park mass shooter "wore women's clothes at least once in the past" before it emerged that he fled the July 4 massacre wearing a wig,

https://www.the-sun.com/news/5710547/robert-crimo-dressed-womens-clothing-highland-park-shooting/

His massacre dress is garish

>>17887

I'm simply a human being, and as such, I have no

I'm part of the problem, not solution, and the same goes for you, jerry, and every other human being on this God forsaken planet

HOWEVER: it's funny watching isolated lonely introverted awkward computer geek image board chat room culture parrots parroting the trendy "chat room culture squawk": FALSE FLAG THIS, FALSE FLAG THAT

Suggesting that there is a massive interwoven global conspiratorial Network of secret agents who have been trained in psychology, and they spend their careers dedicated to the mission: following some lonely geeky awkward misfit online, as he types a predictable SQUAWK like "inb4" or "Stacey"….

I'm guessing nobody noticed that these ARE ALL DYSFUNCTIONAL WEIRDOS, and in this most recent case, genetic freaks of nature which should never have been born in the first place..

His social media account shows he is a Trump supporter, who has attended one of the former President's rallies, dressed as the fictional character Waldo, from Where's Wally, while other completely delusional cult members hold up cardboard signs talking about them knowing the difference between real news and cult brainwashing. In other photos he can be seen wearing a Trump flag like a cape.

The way they overcompensate for their lack of relevance is by suggesting Nations have assigned secret agents to monitor them because they are THAT important.

Hahahaha

>>17882

It's a tragedy that it actually thinks it's being funny or comedic.

Your "comedy" is a thousand times more tiring than every thread being bumped with the same endless zerogedge links. Just boring and predictable. That's why you're stuck there with the Sketched Out Poopy Fart Poster, Antichrist and Killcen for the summer, talking about your coke can sized dick to young men.

> pic related

>>17973

> What was this veiled threat?

There never was one.

It only exists in Andy's mind.

That's why he can't produce a shred of evidence, and just keeps lying his ass off, trying to paint "Others" with his own mental Conception of them, which is obviously warped and contrived.

99.9% of EVERYTHING Johnny says, does, or thinks, is UNTRUE, Contrived, Warped, and has very little semblance to reality.

But, like the habitual Leftist he is, he keeps repeating the same lies over and over, hoping someone else will believe the lies he's told himself over and over until he actually believes that shit… And he hopes if he keeps slinging shit at "Personas" that somehow he will appear less full of shit! So keep wasting your time with the same tired lies… Nobody Cares. Look where you are.

>needle-sharing junkie

>methadone clinics

>chicken coop attached to house

>abusive to women

>ever cared about or even liked Trump

>would ever be thought of as "white trash" next to johnny

Keep 'em coming…

Your side keeps losing ALL credibility every time you open your mouths.

And I DO mean "Your Side".

You made that clear, Johnny, what "Side" you're on, you've been making nothing but DIRECT Threats to EVERYONE on here for months, not "veiled" in any way. You've even threatened violence. You're a punk who won't survive what's coming, and you know it. You just want to spread some of the misery you feel. We've got your number. You have lost all credibility, and no one takes you seriously anymore. ANY of you retarded Progressive Leftists. Your "Woke" Religion makes you a laughingstock.

>inb4 not "woke"

End-of-the-World Climate-Alarmist Religionist'who hates humans, thinks they were born into sin, and the only way they can be redeemed is to accept the ideology that they were born bad, and only by working to destroy all humanity can they achieve some goodness, maybe tear down some "Personas"'' that don't share the same Secular Religionist Communist Slave Ideology.

Because humans bad. Because climate. For the children!

>>17976

>You're a punk who won't survive what's coming, and you know it.

What's coming?

Besides the neo-liberalism here now leading to the new neo-feudalism?

capital markets, when they're really left to themselves, they do one really well, they generate capital accumulation(rents) at a much greater rate than they generate growth(actually producing something) and when that happens what you get is increasing concentration of wealth at the top and increasing impoverishment across society and a fairly stagnant economy and when that happens what you get in turn is basically a form of neo feudalism,a kind of stagnant economy with an oligarchic class engaged in rent extraction rather than productive or growth based.

bordeau the French sociologist said 'the spirit in the castle is in the drawbridge '

We will all be serfs to the elites in the duopoply.

>>17975

>What was this veiled threat?

>There never was one.

>You're a punk who won't survive what's coming, and you know it.

I believe this may be construed as a veiled threat.

The 'civil war' that's a brewing!

>>17978

> I believe this may be construed as a veiled threat.

That's because you're a fucking idiot who can't even breathe.

Take another hit off that nicotine puffer.

Smoke more cigarettes. More pot.

You won't survive another year at this rate.

Besides, like I said, you're such an OBVIOUSLY MISERABLE Person that your likelihood of survival is almost nil, and EVERYBODY DIES, So YOU WILL TOO. It's how you LIVE that matters, and how you live is by Spreading the Misery you feel, and by painting the shit that you ARE onto Personas all around. You are nothing but shit, and that is all you ever produce. Your misery levels are off the fucking charts! Look where you are, who you hang out with, how you interact with them.YOU ARE MISERABLE.

You can't hang your misery on others and thereby alleviate any of your own.

You're almost 60 years old, and have a 4chan-tier mentality. Go converse about wet farts and anal sex with 20 year old virgins. It's more on your level. You can't compete in the REAL World of Ideas. You have nothing but diarrhea hate spam to offer anyone.

> inb4 no I'm not like that with those who share my human-hating ideology!

Yes you are. That's all you ever talk about with ANYONE. Look at yourself! You'll talk about your interactions with virgin boys to girls! To your "wife"! You can't imagine what she thinks of your maturity level! But those are the only kinds of men she likes. Girlie-boys who will never grow up. That way she can be the man.

But you're used to being taken care of by women. It must have been hard when your mom died and you had no one to run to for your financial woes. Luckily, you hooked right into Jon's mother, because that's what you do. You need a woman to take care of you. You can't be alone five minutes with your own thoughts. You have Never learned toLOOK WITHINand you are unlikely to ever begin to practice that. You are not a real man. Real men do not act like little bitches all day on the internet, attacking people like some raging Tumblrina.

You have destroyed any credibility you once had, and are so miserable as to not be worth interacting with.

The FBI laughs at you.

I hope you enjoy the rest of your summer.

You may not have many more of them.

> inb4 veiled eggs

You might want to use what little time you have left finding fulfillment in something besides tearing "others" down.

Then again, you might not.

In either case, it won't change my authentic stance toward life. I will do my own true will. Right now that does not include interacting with you further here. If that changes I'll let you know. My time is valuable. I am far from miserable, although I am in extreme pain. But the pain, for me, is just a limitation, and limitations are not restrictions (unless one makes them so.) There is still Bounless Freedom & Fulfillment within the defined parameters of one's limitations.

But yeah, you're an ABUSIVE Person.

Your behavior is that of an Abuser.

"I Truly Love You!"SMACK!

No one respects you as a person.

NO ONE.And you can feel it too! That's why you always try to build up your "Persona" like some Egoic-Trump, to those you see as your inferiors (a stance that only makes you look like a clown.) You dish out this shit all day long, but you can't take it — the TRUTH. You are a Miserable LIAR. You lie to yourself, and you lie to everybody else. You have no conception of reality that is not based on the constant lies you tell yourself about EVERYTHING. You will Never see even a glimpse of the Truth until you practiceLOOKING WITHIN.

EVERYTHING I just said was Gospel TRUTH, and you Know It!

So drown in your misery, you miserable sop! Your hate will destroy you.

> inb4 you're really happy and it makes you feel absolute fulfillment to tear down personas all day and talk about your dick with other immature men on the internet

Yeah, nobody's buying it.

You're MISERABLE.

And you're gonna die.

You should try living a little first!

> inb4 you rehash the past, and your memories of it, thinking that was really living!

What are you doing NOW?

Because you look dead to me.

In fact, you ARE dead to me.

You're one of the Undead.

Johnny does nothing but LIE and waste his time.

If ANYTHING he said was true in ANY universe except the tiny one in his mind, I'd be a blubbering idiot like Ashley Shneider, or or like Johnny himself. And I'd be miserable. I'd be turning my limitations into restrictions, I'd be angry and resentful and taking it out on "others" a whole lot more. I'd Blame.

Acceptance, however, requires that one embrace the Truth. I have, and I do. Johnny will not even hear Truth. He refuses to see TRUTH. He will splatter diarrhea hate spam on the Naked Truth, and he does not appear likely to stop. He refuses toLOOK WITHIN.

But he felt the TRUTH of these words: >>17976 and he reacted, as usual.

He is a REACTIONARY. Easily Manipulated, Easily Contained, Easily Controlled. Andrew has become a caricature of his own "Persona" he created for himself to pretend he had more depth beyond the facade. Anyone can see that the Johnny Neptune "Persona" is MISERABLE AF! Tired too. Boring. Repetitive.

The apologies he demands are the ones he owes.

The accusations he makes are the ones he is guilty of.

He is, after all, a Progressive Leftist.

That's all they do is LIE, make EVERYTHING be about Personas" that they don't like, and they spend all their time attacking those "Personas", which they define and paint in their own ways, (all diarrhea hate spam), and they BELIEVE their own Lies too! They have to! It's the only way to get the emotions involved, the religious fervor, the "I'm Better Than Them" Stance developed.

> inb4 more diarrhea hate spam, more lies, more reactionary behavior, more time wasted, no lessons learned…

adios

ENJOY This Day!

Also, I can't imagine who you're posting all this shit for. I read very little of your posts EVER. They are, like I said, boring and repetitive, they have no redeeming value. Are you actually posting all this shit in hopes of defining someone else's "Persona" and painting it with the shit you ARE, so that you can impress (sac), and hopefully make your own "Persona" look like less of a sad sac?

If so, that's really sad.

I doubt there's another reason though, and I think even Johnny can see that sad Truth. lol

(I often laugh out loud at sad truths. I've laughed at many this morning already.)

The garden, however, is where I am choosing to spend my time, before posting some Tucker, out of duty, to Johnny; to at least offer him some semblance of Truth…

too easy

under the mistaken impression that his lies get under anyone's skin, or have any effect besides reflecting on himself and getting him to waste time…

Besides, Sally, Sketch and Ashley pooled their money together and paid me in Monero (XMR) to Contain you here for awhile.

of course, I'm just going to take their money and slam you right back at them! But I'll toy with you for awhile first.

You cannot compete with me, and you know it. You're a childish boy who will never grow up. You have no intellectual capabilities anymore because you do nothing but harangue mentally ill twenty-something virgin boys about all the anal sex you're having with the diminutive penile member you can't stop talking about and building up, like if you didn't talk it up no one would believe you even had one.

You don't act like a Man. You are NOT Better Than ANYONE, least of all, me; and you are the very DEFINITION of "White Trash".

I long ago determined that interacting with you AT ALL is just plain NOT "WORTH IT".

Everyone feels the same way. Your wife does not see a man when she looks at you. She sees someone kinda a lot like Sally. You think you're "Better Than". She'll be gone soon. You're already looking for another more damaged woman to desperately cling to in hopes of some sense of fulfillment, because you are terrified of being alone — alone with YOU — the one "Persona" you loathe more than any "Other".

You live in a world of Nouns. Things. Thinging, Personas, Personification, Identity, Identification, Matter, Materialism.

I see nothing but VERB, VERBING. The DOING is what "matters". Interactions are important for the interaction itself. There are no THINGS interacting, really. No "Personas". That is an ILLUSION. It's All YOU! So painting it with shit seems silly. But YOU DO YOU!

The Center IS EVERYWHERE.

Even what you think of as "You".

You may want to try acting less megalomaniacal and more responsible about it. Your effectiveness levels are that of a toddler.

Also, imagine me giving a fuck what ANYONE thinks about me as a "Persona", or that I would even care if you wanted to waste your time painting my "Persona" with LIES and Shit ANYWHERE! Look where YOU Are Contained!L O L !Anyone who would rather judge a Conception of a "Persona" rather than Judging Words and Actions cannot hope to have ANY of their Opinions taken seriously.

I literally do not care what anybody thinks about ME.

I am only here, like I have said many times, in the hopes of either coaxing or tricking folks into accidentally thinking for themselves on occasion. I have had some limited success in some interactions.

"Johnny" may be a lost cause. He hasn't had a thought of his own in many years. Many smartphone junkies are just like him. No one will even notice when they are no more, and that time is fast approaching… No need to be afraid! Just examine what you're DOING, and if that's what you'd be doing on your last day, Keep Doing That. If Not, Change Tack.

Containment Successful.

No One Believes Your Lies, and No One Cares If Anyone Believes Your Lies.

You Wasted Your Day, While I Spent Mine With Family & Friends.

HERE. Waste Another.

I Barely Skim Your Posts. You're Wasting Your Time. And I Can Get You To Do More…

Tell Wendy About the Girl You Were Leaving Her For, Like the Woman-Hopping Little Boy That You Are.

Tell Us More About Your Obsession With Trump and Your Obsession With Those Who Voted For Sanity With Trump, Rather Than COMPLETE INSANITY With The Democrats (and NO ONE IN THEIR RIGHT MIND CAN DENY THAT'S WHAT'S HAPPENING.)

Tell us more about your obsession with young men on 8kun who are just like you, and think they are a crust above, much "better than". You all deserve each other.

But your obsession with a Giraffic Persona on an obscure Mongolian Deep Sea Ivory Carving Board seems silly beyond extreme. Did someone get their feefees hurt when the Truth was laid out like that — like he is wont to lay it out on "Others" himself? Why does it seem so silly?Well, let's lay out some FACTS:(And I won't address this again.)

Why Do You Think, Out of EVERYONE Who Has EVER Known Me, Those Who Know Me Well, Down to Those Who Know Me More Precursorily, Like You, YOU Are The ONLY One Who Even Imagines That I Have:

— EVER BEEN A Needle-Sharing Junkie

— EVER BEEN IN a Methadone Clinic, Or Ever Needed To

— EVER HAD a Chicken Coop Attached to My House

— EVER EVEN LIKED Donald J. Trump, the Man YOU ARE OBSESSED WITH

— EVER Made Online Threats of Violence, Veiled or Otherwise

— EVER Been Violent Against Women

— EVER Had the Possibility of Being Mistaken as "White Trash" by ANYONE Next to YOU, Especially Once You Open Your Trap

— EVER Thinks He's Better Than Anyone "Else"

Why Do YOU Think YOU Are The ONLY Person Who BELIEVES(like the "Believer" You ARE)ANY of Those Things About a "Persona"???(and probably much more…)

WHY Do You Think That IS?

Inquiring Minds Want to KNOW!

Are YOU an "Inquiring Mind"?

Why do you have this habit of Obsessing on "Personas" and Spraying Diarrhea Hate Spam On Them, and Everywhere in the Vicinity???

You Probably Believe Your Own Lies That You Tell Yourself Too; Especially if They Confirm Your HATRED For a Particular "Persona".

— Petulantly Grabs the Wheel of the Presidential Limousine

And You Know Damn Well That You Didn't Like it When Untrue Accusations Were Made About YOU on Court Documents, and YOU Had to Settle Out of Court Too, Because it Was Cheaper…

Yeah, Johnny, YOU LIE TO YOURSELF, and YOU PROBABLY BELIEVE THOSE LIES TOO.

> inb4 many many more…

And no, I won't be wasting my time in here defending against your lies. I have you right where I want you, doing EGG ZACKLY what I want you to be doing. YOU Are a Prime Example of a Miserable "Persona-Bashing" Progressive Leftist, So Addicted to Online Social Interaction That YOU Actually BELIEVE "Persona" is REAL!!! lol wow

Keep Demonstrating How You Actually ARE Everything You Paint "Others" As…

It's Hilarious. (If somewhat Boring and Repetitive, like I said — and no it isn't "Comedic". It's Tragic, really. Hilariously Tragic.)

So, Respond if You Must, But There's Nothing You Can Really Say Except Plaster More Lies, and The ONLY Response You'll EVER Get In Return is This Post. You Could Even Have It Turned Into CopyPasta!

adios

ENJOY THIS DAY!

I Know I Will.

Sorry I can't stick around to watch you lash out like the tantrumming toddler your stance so often emulates…

>>18065

> AND ON THAT NOTE, I'M GOING TO DEAL WITH AN IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN THE IMPORTANT BOARDS, BECAUSE EVERYBODY KNOWS THIS IS MAYBE THE ONLY BOARD ON EARTH MORE DEAD THAN PND

LOL WOW !

You Really ARE Lost, eh?

Git on with all that "Important" Shit then, with all your "Important" folks!

>>18068

I've really only been here once a day for a few minutes..

I almost forgot how badly Johnny craves the Tucker…

And the Kid Rock…

"Tucker Carlson Originals" — Kid Rock | from 2022-06-09

https://odysee.com/@Just-Kiss-It:2/2022-07-08_Tucker-Carlson-Originals_w_Kid-Rock_from_2022-06-09:5

Just putting this out there…

ENJOY!

>>18017

>HIS DAUGHTERS BEING WORTHLESS WHITE TRASH FUTURE PROSTITUTES…

I've been busy and haven't had time to reply in this thread for a while, but also because it's so negative.

Jeebus Cristal, Andy, leave a person's kids out of it!

Insult Jerry all you want(and me for that matter, as I likea good insult), but lay off the daughters.

A female is a human who, born in a normal(ie) healthy state has the ability to be inseminated and give birth.

You Andy, WNBAW, although you are total CUNT.

Alpha Jesse Lee Peterson likes beta male cock

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6H4OzmPxSxs

https://news.yahoo.com/allegations-manosphere-pastor-gay-past-085923203.html

>>18108

A female is a human who, born in a normal(ie) healthy state has the ability to be inseminated and give birth.

You Andy, WNBAW, although you are total CUNT.

A well REGULATED Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.”

A well REGULATED Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State

past tense: regulated; past participle: regulated

control or maintain the rate or speed of (a machine or process) so that it operates properly.

control or supervise (something, especially a company or business activity) by means of rules and regulations

Why won't 2nd Amendment ammosexuals follow the constitution and allow firearms to be regulated?

.

>>18133

>start your little civil war

Jerry and his ilk think the military will side with him when tshtf.

The US military is owned by the corpocracy, and the avg. grunt will do as it's told, to mo down pop & mom if they are armed.

But just to make sure,

robo-trooper is just around the corner

>>18040

Chögyam Trungpa is one of my favorite authors. I LOVE reading what he actually wrote as compared to the things that some people said about him. We can do little about the judgments of "Others" anyway.

As for Johnny's LIES, that's it, they're actually LIES. He's repeated them so many times, I think he actually believes them! I've watched the progression of his warped belief system, and I don't think he sees the world clearly whatsoever.

But no, I have NEVER been a "needle-sharing junkie", never had a heroin addiction, or even been in a methadone clinic.

> inb4 "ghost guns"

Wow. What a LYING Idiot TDS Leftist.

> and I don't even Like Trump!

He's just hung up on all that, kinda like he's hung up on Trump and raping 13 yr old girls. I've had plenty of "Other" addictions and problems though… We all have. I don't think my shit stinks any less than anyone Else's; unlike some folks around here!

> inb4 JN thinks he knows more about my life than anyone who has actually ever been IN my life, including me!

He often makes that mistake, wherever he goes. He hates himself, so he judges "Others", especially in the areas he hates most about himself. And he plasters everything with his diarrhea hate spam.

If you disagree with the way I deal with him here on this board, that's fine. I just don't have the time or energy to interact with him, and I'd like his stay here on this board to be as miserable as possible, if he keeps up with the stance he is presently addicted to taking. If he makes a thread, expect me to delete it. Interacting with him on this board is kind of a losing proposition at this point. He has no desire to interact in ways that do not karmically bring him EGG ZACKLY what he's experiencing Right Now, by having his posts banned and deleted.

If anyone is really all that interested in reading any of Johnny's LIES and Diarrhea Hate Spam I was nice enough to make a PDF first.

> PDF Related

You're Welcome.

>>18376

I just tire of his antics and obsessiveness on Trump, and he keeps spiraling further into the lies that he believes. Like most leftists, he accuses "Others" of being EGG ZACKLY like He Actually IS; and I just don't have the time for it right now. If he actually had any REAL interest in ANYBODY but Himself he would learn a lot more TRUTH about EVERYTHING and EVERYBODY. But instead, he is left with the bullshit he creates in his own mind.

If he only knew what was REALLY Going on in my life, and how I am dealing with it! Wew Lads! But it doesn't matter. He won't learn, and I don't have time for it right now, so…

> pic related

From this morning.

>>18379

>If he only knew what was REALLY Going on in my life, and how I am dealing with it!

play it in EEEEEEEE!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XF8NqfRkias&list=PL7vAN66-vNXZ_PuF2Dwg0yBxP72UumxZL&index=2