/erp/ - Erotic Roleplay

Literally the only reason I do so is for the pleasure of being cummed inside of and onto. All other reasons are moot.

>>47222

You can get that without pretending to be a girl though.

>>47222

You're the real hero, Anon.

>>47229

This. I wanna be cute and do cute things with other cute characters.

Also I kinda like dicks.

>>47230

Second poster here. I kinda like the cute aspects too

I am not a guy, but I play guys and if anyone asks for gender, I say I'm a guy. I do it because I don't care what gender people think I am and I like playing hot males with dicks to plow pussy and boypussy alike.

Guys who pretend to be girls like playing hot females and getting cummed on or doing cutesy stuff with them.

It's simple enough, isn't it?

>>47226

I cant enjoy the satisfaction of being impregnated though. That overwhelming sense of completion from having a guy so absolutely enthralled with you that he'd put a piece of himself in you to nurture and grow with. Even if he leaves, I still have proof that he wanted to pump his sperm in me raw at one point, and that warm, fuzzy sensation will never go away.

>>47228

You're goddamn right.

I have trouble pretending to be another gender, there's too much physical difference for me to really get into the role. Send help.

At least I can just play traps.

When I do it, then I generally approach it as interactive and cooperative smut writing and normally for when I have an idea that I want to try and hadn't been able to find a female character to play it out with.

tldr: playing the female instead of male part of a scene doesn't make it less hot.

I play herms and shemales because it's more fun to play a character I find sexually attractive, but is still capable of doing the plowing. Playing as a male sounds boring and too self-inserty in the realm of erp, although in nonsexual roleplay I have no problem coming up with and playing interesting male characters. When it comes to erping as a guy, I don't think I'd be able to come up with anything, which I imagine comes from not having anything to really draw from for inspiration. In addition to that, there a certain roles, personalities, and kinks that I enjoy doing over erp but probably wouldn't be comfortable with in real life. Playing as herm/shemale makes it easier to dissacociate myself from the erp I guess. I imagine I'll entually be comfortable/able to play a male with more experience. I certainly don't feel conflicted about it though, nor have I told anyone I'm a guy ooc (although I imagine most people assume the gay herms/shemales are usually men).

I started doing it in ERP simply because playing a male who wasn't dominant meant never getting into RP. Granted, it went to femboy>shemale>herm>female for me, and I've been getting way more RP nowadays than I ever did when I started out.

It then started happening OOC, because just from how I typed/talked to people, everyone always assumed I was a girl for some reason. Not being the one to want to suddenly go, "I'm actually a guy", when the other person is trying to do some steamy OOC-talk, I usually just go with the flow. It doesn't help I really have a thing for pleasing my partner/helping them cum, so I genuinely can't help it and just start saying I'm a girl if they ask.

The only sort of downside is, I've had quite a few partners eventually want to do OOC pic-sharing. So many people have started to send me dick-pics, videos of themselves, and wanted mine in return or for me to talk to them over skype. At which point, I either have to start making convenient excuses or just call them off. Only one time have I ever flat out told someone I'm actually a guy when they assumed I was a girl. That person then told me to get on skype, breath/moan like a girl for him, and talk about how much I loved his cock. So it didn't actually turn out as badly as I thought it would.

>>47238

Open to sharing your Skype or email, hero?

>>47246

> Moaning like a girl on Skype.

I found this insanely hot.

>>47253

It definitely was for me. He then told me to start gagging myself with my fingers and pretend I was sucking my cock. In-between every gag I had to moan out, "Cock", as loud as I could. He got off to me doing this.

But seriously, I just got super fucking lucky is all.

>>47246

>>47253

>>47254

Incidentally, I fell into the habit in a similar way (though I skipped all those genders in-between male and female), and have likewise had the issue of partners wanting to get into voice-chat or swapping pics. Although I haven't actually tried it yet, an idea I had recently is using a voice synthesizer to fake a female voice. I'd have to find a voice synthesizer that's good enough to do the job first though. Screaming Bee's MorphVOX Pro is the program I found when I started Googling for voice synthesizers, and it might be sufficient for such a purpose (although like I said before, I haven't tested it yet myself).

I think it'd be incredibly hot to do if it did work, probably because dirty talk is a huge kink for me and honestly part of the reason I got into playing as girls (I couldn't find girls who hit the right buttons with it, so I decided somewhere along the line that the next best thing would be playing as a girl and saying it myself). On the other hand though, I feel like it's maybe taking the ruse too far at that point… But maybe it really doesn't matter as long as everyone has their fun.

>>47261

A voice synthesizer like MorphVOX could potentially work, but only if you already sound kind of girly to begin with. Even then, assuming you can get the perfect settings, it's still pretty iffy because voice synthesizers have a distinct sound to them that practically anyone can recognize if they're even only somewhat familiar with them.

There used to be threads on /v/ all the time about people tweaking settings and learning to talk in specific ways for the sole purpose of pretending to be a girl to get free games/items on steam. Some sounded pretty all right, but again, it's very dependent on how you talk without it on. Don't expect any miracle settings if you have a deep as fuck voice.

>>47262

Nah, I'm not really holding my breath for it to work. I haven't seen those threads, but I'm not surprised that it's hard to make yourself sound just right because one little hiccup and folks can wise up that something is off. I guess it's worth a shot since MorphVOX has a free trial though, because if I can get it to work… Well, I imagine it'd be the next best thing to finding an actual girl who matches me on my preferences for dirty talk.

>>47282

>Apologies for gender talk. I guess it's a bit weird to talk about this on an erp board, but whatever.

Another trans woman here… I used to feel the same way but then I realized were entitled to as much kinky fuckery as everyone else… being expected to be celebate and chaste whenever we discuss being trans in order to be "really" trans is dumb.

Fuck the political correctness.

>>47302

do you have an f-list account?

>>47304

Just one full female~

https://www.f-list.net/c/tabitha%20willows/

>>47302

And what if some other pervy anon where to add you? You wouldn't want that, would you?

>>47306

Of course not! What do I look like, some cumslut?

>>47307

What a shame… I could have certainly make you look like one

>>47302

Who is that semen demon?

>>47311

Shiemi from Blue Exorcist with Shura's clothing from the same manga

>>47313

Shit I'm reading that now. Only at the beginning of volume 3 though.

I have a story. I'm a guy that has been using a female identity for nearly 7 years before finally bury it all and started a new one.

Long time short, this was from 2008 when I started playing WoW, I was like, on middle school and clueless considering that at that time I lived in a 3rd world country in southeast asia. There I learned the internet and stuff, I started playing female characters because I have no idea what to do. So on, I adopted the name, started to know how things work in the internet, especially online community, that I exactly remember the female blood elf rogue model and name.

Time pass, I discovered what is "Roleplaying", it started from a GM private server which I don't remember the name.

I'm using the identity as a female, a name, a story, a background, all fabricated like a CIA-made identity but a shitty version of it.

I learned things, my name started getting popular, I learned more about Roleplaying, then I moved to a RP Private Server (lets call it Server A), there I played using my female identity while simultaneously starting to get used with ERPing. At that time I started stealing off picture of girls on the internet and post it on their forums telling me that I'm a girl.

On that moment I was somehow "Addicted" to both RP and ERPing, I skip class, I stay up late because timezone difference at 2AM so I can play while the server is full, I didn't give a fuck about school. When I arrive at home, I just get on my computer, log on WoW, wandering around ingame with my female character despite that the server only have 5 player online at that time.

Not long, I played on a small server but died afterward before I come to another big server (which still alive by now) called Server F. At that time I started to build friends, internet friends where I have over 100 friends on Windows Live Messenger. Everyone thinks that I'm actually a girl, so I just played it like before. I become more notorious on that server. Few years later the server somehow died, and I joined another server called Server P, I joined it at August 2011, making me one of the founders of that server.

I played there, making more friends as someone that isn't me. My school stuff was getting better at that time since I just went to a good high school in my country, I slowly reduced my playtime, get things right, left the server for a while. On Junior of HS I decided to come back to Server P, where I started playing again until I was a GM on there.

I was addicted to Roleplaying and pretending to be a girl at some point that identity seems to be a part of myself.

At some point in my life I started to thing, I just literally spent countless hours from 2008, wasting my time.

I had an issue with myself.

Then so on, I decided to leave it all, I don't like being myself, I instantly hated that identity, a part of myself, a part where I learned the internet while learning english. I hated that I have to lie about my life to strangers on other part of this world, stealing other's picture and pretending its me.

I just recently buried that identity. I stopped using it as I just moved to the U.S to study in a kinda-pretigious univ with AFROTC program to get a better life.

tl;dr

>some anon pretends that hes a girl for nearly 7 years

>feels like a sore losers

>no meaning in life

>decides to leave it be

>so far so good

I still roleplay though, but rarely; just occasionally on F-list, and using an online identity but I don't go use someone's else identity to pretend its mine.

Feels so good that I finally relieved this.

I feel like that my heart is now calm.

Thanks for reading.

>>47221

I made girl characters solely because I wanted to set up the hottest scenes I could think of, but it just wasn't working out from the other end. I know what sends my boner out of control, but rarely could I find a partner that could live up to my expectations as a male.

So, I played the girl. Now everything is diamonds. Also the purest form of love doesn't hurt

I made some female profiles only because I wanted certain kinks hit that not everyone is into, and it's easier to ask if someone might do it if they come to me first, which happens a lot more on the female characters.

>>47305

>sweat as a custom kink

>bookmarked and saving you for later

thank you, sir

I'm a guy. I lift weights and run marathons. I'm not submissive in any capacity sexually. Personality wise I'm pretty shy and reserved but people seem to think I'm nice and funny in real life. I've had a boyfriend before but I'm not at a point in my life where it would work out just yet since I'm still in college. I'm bisexual but I'm not interested in dating a woman. I don't dislike women, I just can't see myself dating one. It's purely a sexual attraction I have towards girls but for guys there's romantic gay shit I want to do (no homo). I roleplay as female characters on f-list because part of my sexuality is I like the idea of women being taken advantage of (in fantasy of course). I prefer writing /for/ the victim, but I don't imagine myself /as/ her at all. This appeals to me on two fronts. I'm both attracted to the concept of what is being written as a passive observer, and also getting off and sexually edifying the guy I'm talking to. It's sort of like a meta, vicarious sort of homosex I'm engaging in.

I am not a fan of the same type of aggression being perpetrated against males. A submissive guy being raped is the opposite of anything I'd like to see happen. Slutty submissive guys who want to get fucked are a turn off for me so I don't want to roleplay that. I've roleplayed lovey dovey gay stuff before but I'm afraid I'll develop feelings and IRL is too busy for me right now and the last thing I need is an online crush.

It's weird but that's how I feel. I'm not transgender or anything I'm just bisexual and most people who write as female characters are grills or mtfs write stupid shit like "What do you want to do to me :)". Fuck off cunt. The times I've tried roleplaying with female characters were really aggravating and dominant guys are more to the point and easier to understand even if they write like the zodiac killer sometimes.

I feel like I'm one of those "genderqueer" types and roleplay - both lewd and otherwise - is where I get to girlmode. I find it sufficient; I don't ever really feel the need to try to display unusual levels of femininity in real life. This is good because I'd never pass.

>>47295

Hey, you seem really fun and interesting in your approach to using E/RP as a vehicle for personal understanding. Do you have any contact info you're willing to share? It would be awesome to get to talk sometime.

Wow. Lots of people I can associate with here. Trap here, looking to transition ASAP. ERP is definitely great for self discovery and exploration, straight up RP even more so. I love you guys.

>Those of you who are not girls, but who play females, pretend to be girls, and generally enjoy being a girl online, either in ERP itself or OOC: why do you do it?

>Being male

>Actually getting non-gay play On F-List

That said, I do it beyond desperation for the power. Nothing quite like having control over your partner, your situation. It's great, in a non bitch-breaker-y kind of way!

I tried looking for play as a male and got nothing, so I ended up playing a purple. Then I became a -straight- purple after I got sick of bitchbreakers and pansexual no males purples, so much I wanted to avoid them as much as possible.

Unsurprisingly, I get little attention on my shemales, there are few blues that want getting plowed by girlcock without abuse or humiliation being involved.

I'm straight, but I pretend to be a girl sometimes because it's so fuckin' hard to find a girl to erp with, it's just faster.

>>47414

This.

>>47393

I love that stuff. Hit me up.

https://www.f-list.net/c/higgs%20bonbon

>>47414

When there's a girl I want to play with, usually a specific sort or a particular character, I contemplate just making my own profile. But, then, it sort of defeats the purpose when you primarily make use of a persona character.

I only play as female characters. Though I do feel bad that some people think I'm female.

In reality I'm a trap

I have a weird split. All my OOCs are male, but when I erp a canon character it's usually female. I'm not entirely sure why I do it. In fact, I get nervous that I'll be found out as a guy pretty much from the get-go. I think there's a rush from ERPing a character that's made you hard as diamonds before, cooperating with your partner in slowly turning her into a ravenous cumslut who can only think of taking raw cocks.

That, and it's basically a dry well for people who actually want to ERP with blue names.

I erp female characters because I have a really, really hard time cumming when not being treated like a girl

It really sucks because I really want to be a girl, but can't be one.

And that's why I erp as a girl.

>>47568

I feel your pain.

Since the age of about 10, I've wanted to be treated like a girl and have girly clothes and to just be a cute little girl. A decade later and I'm a closeted transvestite, have a beard and manly body structure and I've resigned myself to never being able to be treated IRL in the way I love.

But on F-List (basically the only place I know for ERP) I have a character who is a 13 year old girl where I can be myself and not get judged for it. If anything, things only get weird if I mention I'm a boy IRL but that's only happened in moments of extreme weakness.

>>47585

*as a female, and dominant

I feel pretty bad, because some of my closest friends only know me behind a pink name. i have an Aussie friend who I've been RPing with for years. I've never actually claimed to be female, and I THINK she knows I'm biologically male - but I've never told her that, either. I'm not sure she isn't male, either, but I think she might really be a girl?

>>47593

Hi! Yes, here you go: dcortorreal

Because I can have hot lesbian sex.

>>47555

You sound cute

You should add my crappy profile. https://www.f-list.net/c/vicky%20marsh/

I don't think I've ever done an RP with a girl. It'd be nice to, sometimes, however. Spiritually healing

>>47221

> why do you do it?

Practice. Started out as, "Well, the girl is the part of the RP I care about. Probably better off doing it myself than trusting some schmuck to get it right." Now it's what I'm best at, most comfortable with, and there's no particular reason to change. (And changing would be hard.)

>What do you personally get out of it?

Lewd times, lewd friends. holla holla get erps.

>Do you enjoy it?

Duh.

>Do you feel at all conflicted about it?

Not really. It's writing, mang. Like writing a book, just a whole lot lewder. Do you look at J. K. Rowling funny 'cause she wrote a male main character?

>Got any personal tales to relate?

I was never so horrified as when someone pointed out to me that some people on f-list, such as the guy who was passive-aggressively hitting me up and trying to guilt me for not playing with him, got most of their social interaction through f-list. Mother of god, that's bleak.

>>47580

>mother/son RP

you are a saint

especially if its femdom or forced fem involved

I've never pretended to be a girl OOC, but I pretty much exclusively play as females, shemales, or femboys. I think it's mostly because I just like acting cute. I don't get to act cute in real life because it's just not really my irl persona, so it's fun to do that shit under the safety of playing a character that's not myself. I'm also glad I started doing it, too, because it helped me realise pretty quick that I was bisexual, and really opened me up to new ideas sexually. I honestly think that trying to play as the opposite gender, trying to think how they would think, it can really help expand your horizons, and learn things about yourself that you may never have known before.

Straight cis male here I know what a rarity

I just really, really like chicks

So I play a lesbian one

My three most popular characters are a MILFy herm, a muscled shemale (into cuddlefucking), and a MILFified canon female. I dunno, cuddly men just don't attract folks like myself. It'also more fun to have a lovely pair of chest pillows to give titfucks, nipplefucks, and gentle smotherings.

>>49105

I should say, cuddly non-twinks. I get a ton of those, always calling me mom and trying to breast feed. They're so adorable, like little grown up shotas!

>>49134

https://www.f-list.net/c/renamilf/

It just felt right, making a motherly and affectionate Renamon. Far as I know there's only a handful out there.

>>49184

Yeah, only a handful of MILFy Renamon.

>>49096

>>49096

That sounds really awesome, Anon. Did you ever want to try and RP about how you feel and the kinda liberties provided by textsex? Got any contact info you can share?~

>>49247

I don't really have any contact info outside of f-list. I try and keep what I do on there as separated as I can from everything else I do, for obvious reasons. The person I am on f-list, and the person I am everywhere else are related, and they do feel like two different parts of me, but I know that mixing the two won't end well.

If you'd like to chat or prod my brain or whatever, you can shoot a note to this character.

https://www.f-list.net/c/eliza%20trouble/

Because rather than finding my waifu, I may as well just play as my own.

>>49653

I'm kinda torn on this. On one hand yeah, but it kinda defeats the purpose of finding someone to play with, because you're losing that unpredictable element from the character you're seeking.

>>47368

I went through a "am I trans" phase when I was 21 or so. I decided I was only interested in getting fucked and that I'd be a disgusting hon if I transistioned, so I forgot about it. Years pass and I tried playing a girl for kicks, discovered it's an awesome outlet. Glad others feel the same way.

Short answer is: I'm not really sure, anymore. Some combination of wanting to be adorable, wanting attention, some kind of disconnect making me it easier to disassociate my character's actions from my own personality, and habit.

Long answer is,

When I first did it for much time at all was on a Neverwinter Nights 2 roleplaying server. I think some odd, non-destructively sexist part of my brain decided—if people expect women to be less capable or accomplished—anything a female character does is slightly more badass. Like rooting for the underdog. I can't recall if there was anything more to the decision than that. I made damn sure that if I noticed any sort of preferential treatment based on my character's sex, it was reciprocated or refused… but then before very long, someone expressed romantic interest in my character. As a sexually insecure, at-the-time presumed straight teenager, I don't know what motivated me to uh, entertain his advances.

Like, vag-wise.

In any case, I enjoyed it. At the time, I think being a different sex, being differentiated from my actual identity, made the whole exercise kind of liberating. And then I rerolled on an ERP-focused server with a much less conservative character. It's been close to a decade, but I still kind of miss it.

Of course, at the same time I was bedridden with chronic fatigue syndrome, and diagnosed with hypersexuality. I didn't have much opportunity to interact with girls, and tits were a good start to attracting attention in the ERP arena. It wasn't until playing an MMO later that I outright claimed to be a girl in real life, because people were more social, and I was the only one still hiding behind a character. One person gave me in-game currency in hopes of getting text-based blowjobs (and romance). Which he did, before long, even with me discouragingly saying I really wasn't looking for a relationship. I think I enjoyed the kind of guilty rush of that transaction than any use I got out of the gold. Even so, probably a low point for me. It wasn't until I learned more about him, and that I was probably disrupting the life of some random guy with an actual life outside of his house, that it really hit me that maybe what I was doing had any sort of consequences and was worth examination. But that was a while ago, and it still hasn't really gotten that examination.

I do a lot less of it these days and take breaks now and then, but sooner or later I always kind of want to come back to it, and for some reason I have a hard time getting invested in any kind of roleplay if my character is male.

So I think it has something to do with wanting attention, with idealizing women as this sort of mythical beast carrying a non-existant get-out-of-jail free card for awkward social situations, and with habit. These days, I dunno what it all means. I kind of doubt a shocking twist where it turns out I was trans all along. Not even sure if I'd call myself bi. I think I want to be smaller, cuter, and cuddlier than I ever actually will be. I think I like dicks, but not really the rest of the male form. If I stumbled across a gloryhole, I think my most compelling reason for not playing along would be that I'm probably kneeling in filth.

>>49851

>Neverwinter Nights 2

>a decade ago

Bullshit, that came out in 2006, that wasn't OH MY GOD 2006 WAS ALMOST A DECADE AGO WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN

>>50289

>when did that happened

Nearly ten years ago, obviously.

>>50313

You forgot mouth too, and hands. Especially hands. I love giving handjobs.

>>47221

related boards:

>>>/pretend/

>>>/btl/

>>>/okc/

I do it because I have minor dysphoria issues and playing as a dickgirl online helps me deal with it whenever I get depressed after looking in the mirror and not being feminine enough.

>>50868

I can't even imagine taking the masculine role in a relationship or in sex. I always ERP as a girl.

>>50870

I'm kind of the same, like I honestly prefer being in the bottom role more often than I'm in the mood for being a top, but still I can self insert better as a dickgirl than a pure girl since I have no idea what a vagina feels like.

>>51340

Thanks doc

>hang out in IRC channels for years chatting casually

>online handle is pretty non-descriptive in terms of gender, never mention mine anyway

>talk about a thing that implies i'm male

>"WAIT WHAT YOU'RE A DUDE? WE ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE A GIRL!"

happend on four occasions. maybe i should get a sexchange.

>>51341

>The flipside of this was that when a male character approached me and displayed spark, personality and passion

Mind giving examples of that? I wanna make sure I know what you mean exactly, I imagine it's really easy to go too far and into the creep territory

>>49851

Not very related but Im downloading NWN1 with all expansions, is there anyone still playing online? If there is still some people around, how is the ERP in the game? Is there like a group of people that is into it?

I havent played the game yet but I read a review of guy that never played the main story and spent hundreds of hours on online modules. He even called the game a "4-players MMO" or something like. And with "MMO" in mind I want to believe there is room for ERP

>>51629

I've actually not touched the game in ages, but I noticed people talking about 1 in this thread. http://8ch.net/erp/res/40362.html#51763

It's making me consider picking up the first game. It sounds like there's still some active servers including boner-dedicated environments.

There's also at least one single-player mod about being a princess who gets dethroned and ends up fucking her way back to nobility or something? It's been a while.

>>47282

This is almost the same for me.

I found out through rping that i had a lot of unresolved gender issues, and it helped me figure out where exactly in the spectrum i sit. And while some gender issues are still unresolved, I'm a lot happier. However i always make sure im upfront with people on skype or in pms that i am a genetically a male. So far, i haven't had anyone react negatively. So far, they have mostly been very encouraging.

>>51533

It's been a long time, so I don't remember exactly. But basically, the factors were:

- Gave me a reason to enjoy talking to them, took their share of driving the conversation forward instead of letting me do all the lifting.

- Wasn't pushy but signalled through action that they were sexually interested in me, escalated as I did.

They started to push into creep territory when they were dishonest, concealing their attraction or interest from me (like I wasn't there to fuck too) behind endless boring smalltalk. They really pushed into creep territory when they were too aggressive - that is, they went straight to "we're gonna fuck now" without watching for my positive signals first. (Flipside: When I signalled strongly because I really liked them, the ones that picked up on it and did go straight to that got extra points.)

>>47221

As far as games go I don't think there's any reason at all to not to like being a girl character, especially if it's like some little girl character doing ridiculous feats that are just amusing to behold for an unlikely subject. Nothing wrong with wanting to look at a girl who probably has cuter outfits anyway, people should be more honest in their feelings with such things. As far as if you identify as them, well why the hell not? Everyone could use some seeing something from another's perspective.

Now this probably discredits me for everything I just said but far as ERP goes I always play a loli. Often enough said loli gets fucked by dudes and I get into it but I prefer girls or monsters or machines or whatever. I've been questioned about my choice of character and I've been convinced that there's some complicated homosexuality somewhere in me. It's all complicated though, sexuality or just what makes up a person's mind generally is. I'm a man and as a man I do not want other men, however if I was a girl I believe I might. I like traps, shota and futa hentai well enough too but I somehow feel just straight. I have my problems and in all that there's probably conflicts of gender identity (I would love being a little girl), sexual orientation, what lifestyle I wish to pursue, what I'm actually comfortable with, how reality even works, ect.

What I get out of it? Losing myself in the role of course. It's fun and why shouldn't it be? I'd enjoy it much more if I had a better imagination and concept of how people actually behave but at it's core it's awesome to think about (though I only ever visit a shitty site called Shamchat, this is my first time here and I'm sure I'd like to play with you guys better). I'm conflicted sure, I would never ever share this with family members, friends or people in general I didn't know were perverts like me. I'm conflicted with a lot about me though OP. If you think you're a good person and then you try and weigh this kink of yours against that it doesn't mean a thing, you're still great and anyone who tells you otherwise probably isn't worth your time.

Sorry for the wall of text.

>>53639

Shit, I mean "so no bumps are hit"

'lil drunk at the moment.

>>53639

>>53640

Speaking strictly from my own perspective, I wouldn't care about my partner's gender either way, but I would probably be a bit weirded out if they came out of the gate with "I'm a guy btw." There really isn't anything anyone on F-List can do to 'retaliate' about you not stating your gender, and those who do care about it usually aren't worth your time.

>>47788

This I want to see

>>47653

There are near 0 girls who RP and literally 0 who ERP

>>72800

Tumblr

Deviantart

Gaia

However, lots of those rps transition TO erp. And I personally know several who also ERP.

>>72801

Those are all underaged or incredibly damaged.

I've never ERP'd with a girl who was comparably normal, or at least not completely insane. But I guess the only girls who ERP can't get sex in real life, which is easy for girls, so they must be broken somewhere physically or mentally.

Because when you're playing a submissive to be beaten and raped more people will play with a girl than a boy. And if they think you're a girl and start asking about your real life experiences they're more likely to find hearing about your cousin and the older man who molested you (separately) when you were 13 hot instead of gross.

>>72836

me too especially if it's against my will and I'm being threatened and teased with it while I'm being forced

>>72830

Girls (whether just female characters or actual female posters) who want to do that with a male character are rare. Men (who I'm much more interested in having treat me like that, possibly because of the other thing I mentioned) who want to do that with a male character are rarer. Male players and characters who want to do that with a female character are a dime a dozen.

Made a crossdressing femboy shota on F-list once. Kept him separate from my female characters because of all the male players who might be afraid of catching gayness from playing with someone with a male character on their profile. Barely got any interest and despite being clearly marked as for non-consensual play most of that interest was in snuggling and kissing him. I don't have near as much trouble getting someone to rape my female characters.

>>72850

I mean if you don't mind my being a femanon b/c I don't know if that breaks your immersion or something but I'm a filthy fujo and I'd love to play a guy and fuck you up tbh

>>47221

I've always wanted to RP as a girl. Mainly because I fantasize about being one. Having a use creampie fetish helps.

Otherwise I sincerely doubt that I've ever RP'd with a girl, your fetishes/life are your own, and since "pretending that the person you're speaking with is the character they're playing 24/7" seems to be the norm these days I'm not going to be the one to bring it up.

It started out with being a dumb horny teen on Omegle where it was vanishingly unlikely to get to play with a girl but just saying "18/f/us" would get guys tripping over themselves to pretend-fuck. It's more complicated now in ways I still don't quite understand but it's still a lot more fun to develop a character when you're actually attracted to them.

>>47292

>>47295

Just curious, what was the hardest part of the process in transitioning. Same anon from >>72894 here. I've considered doing it, but ultimately cave due to money and time constraints I forsee it having. If there were no downsides I would definitely pursue it, but I don't think I could afford anything like surgery or HRT or electolysis stuffs.

I look like a guy, like a guy guy, I'm super skeptical that I would turn out like some gross rocky horror picture show reject.

For me, it started years ago and fairly innocently.

This was around when Starcraft: Brood War had just released.

When I played online as a guy, nobody gave a fuck about me. At the time, I didn't have many friends since over 3 years of school I had moved between 3 different continents (my dads work moved him around), so it was hard to meet people. Anyway, like I said if I posted something online or talked to anybody as myself, no one cared.

But holy shit if I had a feminine name and pretended to be a girl? Easy friends. I didn't even 'act' at all. I was just me but I told people I was a girl. I did it for years. I kept it going even to World of Warcraft release and did some raiding as a girl. I used images of a girl I know irl pretending to be me. The same thing as before was still true though. I tried every once in a while to break free and just be myself, but it was hard. Nobody wanted to talk to me or be friends with me, but if they thought I was a girl they swooped to me.

In the MMO era it made me extremely popular because I was really fucking good at the game. Here all these guys are lining up thinking this good looking girl is one of the few girl gamers who can actually play like a champ.

It gave me friends, it put a smile on my face. I never tried to catfish anyone or anything like that or form real life relationships outside of friendships.

I don't do it anymore, but it did make it very easy for me to see why people do it. If anyone has questions about any shit I did back then feel free to ask, but it's not exactly related to ERP in general, just OP's question.

>>73842

How sexual did things get between you as a girl and the guys who befriended you? Did you flirt back? Did you feel attraction?

Are there any girls that like pretending to be guys?

>>74975

Yeah but they always play gay males.

>>74986

That's not true at all

I also play bi guys

No but seriously as a femanon I like playing either gender but I prefer playing andro or feminine guys

Which seems to be the opposite of what most people want so I just stick to my pinks for the most part

>>>/pretend/ is centered around this.

>>74993

AUTISM: THE PST

>>47221

I wish to stop feeling jealous of how women are treated all around me.

I wish to be able to wear frilly dresses.

I wish to feel wanted.

I wish to be able to be bitchy in a relationship and to no one have the guts to say anything about it.

I wish to hear a sexy voice when I speak.

I wish to be a petite adorable woman.

>>75280

You have a psychological disorder. Seek help.

>>74975

Not that I know of. I got asked to play a guy and can't really do it. There was at least one other girl I know of on /erp/, she had her own threads. I wonder if she still posts here.

>>75288

Was it the Flatmate? I hope so, she was amazingly hot

>>75285

Women pain is more highly valued than men pain. We're willing to make up problems and to assume women have it worse all the time.

If you had a choice between having a rough life and having a nice one and you choose the rough one YOU're crazy. The only difference between me and you is that I admited to myself what I would do if I actually had a choice and you haven't :^)

I will believe that I'm the crazy one when technology finally allows painless, effective, cheap, fast, actual sex reassignment and society doesn't crumbles when an unmantainable ammount of men switch up and pretend to be treated like princess and no one is able to figure who was born with princess rights and who didn't.

Why would I prefer to be only able to wear pants?

Why would I prefer to be considered by default the one pushing stuff?

Why would I prefer being a failure if I'm not strong enough?

Why would I prefer to be the less appealing sex? most men are "below average"!

Why would I prefer to be raped and not be able to say anything because no one would believe me? She could have counter-accussed me without evidence and my life would have been even more ruined. In my current country organizations protecting "women rights" have literally lobbied for laws that made talking about my case an invitation to be socially killed. I would be living on the streets and completely impoverished or incarcerated JUST because I didn't like being raped.

Given the option, in our current society, choosing to be a man is masochistic. You're expected to shut up and work and pull things together. You're expected to fix things and compromise what you want to do. Men don't have to wear make up, because their are forced to wear it all the time. Responsabilities, assumptions, obligations. You're supposed to look strong, smile. And of course, don't dare to have any deviant tastes, like doing floral arrangements, reading love stories, playing the ocarina. Screw all that.

You have to watch football and drink beer. That's going to be the rest of your life until you die.

"But that's not true, you can do anything you want"

And then an idiot tells you you have a psychological disorder, not even for doing something but wanting to be something.

>>74975

Most of the gay male players I talk with are females IRL.

As a femanon I play males sometimes. Mine are all straight or bi-female preference (fembois only) since I like girls and most of the girls I hang around only play straight females.

Most of them do not know I'm not a male IRL on those characters since I keep my male and female profiles on separate accounts. I do not feel guilty about it since… why would I? I'm not leading them on OOC.

I wanna know where you people are visiting that you think ERP has 0 females in it. You are clearly hitting up the wrong places. Or you're just making really dumb assumptions. I now wonder how many people assume I'm male even on my female profiles…

>>75308

>Most of the gay male players I talk with are females IRL.

A lot of gay male players are female IRL, which is really shit because females can't RP for shit. I can smell them from a mile away.

>>75308

Well, you have to remember the average 8chaner is just a simple poster. They're people of the internet. The common clay of the image board. You know… morons. So it's not surprising they think there are no girls on the internet.

I am guy who only plays blues.

Ignorance is bliss, I have never and will never ask for gender, as long as the character is a girl, I give the dick.

>>75309

But what do they smell like, anon

I'm a male who primarily writes female characters. I don't consider it 'pretending to be a girl online' mostly because I am NOT my character. At the end of the day it's writing and I'm just writing out a female character. Nobody is their character, after all.

I play a girl cause being in the male role of smut just feels odd and uncomfortable, but I'm not into gay stuff, and I feel comfortable as a male IRL in all aspects but sex.

>>74939

It's been months since I posted this and forgot about it, but nothing ever got sexual.

In all the years of pretending to be a girl I was never 'acting'. I was just me in every single way except username. I'd never go tell people I was a girl or anything like that, just, if they asked I'd say I was.

It made a world of difference back then because it meant people who actually give half a shit about you if you if they thought you were a girl.

It's kind of flipped around in recent years though, which I found kind of funny since I guess I did all that in the 'golden age' before voice chat was so common as well. Nowadays when someone gets outed as a girl in an online community / game I only ever see them get treated like dirt, which ironically has lead to a lot of girls I know pretending to be guys as long as they can get away with it.

>>99410

One of my biggest kinks is playing to a guy pretending to be a woman. Just the thought of the potential deception (not really potential, but pretending is the name of the game) gets me going like nothing else. Do you get to talking OOC with your partners about how you're getting off to the make believe aspect of playing like this? I feel as though it is so hot when a guy starts to flirt with the idea of introducing his gender to the other partner (in my case male as well) and teasing out fun conversation from one another.

>>99512

What the fuck you're literally my fetish

My dream is to get catfished by someone while I'm aware that they're a catfish, but they don't know that. This, sadly, probably isn't going to ever happen though.

>>75280

>>75307

While I don't think I'm qualified to actually speak to you about this, I'd say try and get into contact with a therapist or something. As someone who is actually probably going to transition at some point, I know that you need to talk these things out. You're putting women on a pedestal, and while I'm not saying all of your points are wrong, it's important to actually know what the other side experiences. We don't live in the best of times for real equality, but things like that can change while actually going through with shit can fuck you over for life. If you really feel like society is telling you "you need to watch football and drink beer" then get out of your current position and seek something that can help.

Speaking from what little experience I have, there is a huge difference between "wanting to be a girl" and "If I can't be a girl I'll fucking kill myself". There's a good reason Trannies are predisposed to more mental shit then people who generally test as normal. It's best not to project and wish for something so hard while looking at it through rose-colored glasses. Just like, try to sort this shit out without jumping to hormones and the like, if you can then good for you.

>>99554

>You're putting women on a pedestal, and while I'm not saying all of your points are wrong, it's important to actually know what the other side experiences. We don't live in the best of times for real equality,

no shit we don't, women are on a pedestal, and if you're a guy who wants that privilege, touch luck and no wonder you wish you were female.

>Speaking from what little experience I have, there is a huge difference between "wanting to be a girl" and "If I can't be a girl I'll fucking kill myself".

it's a single spectrum, there is no line between the two, just extremes and gradients.

I like that most people don't share their IRL gender in erp. It's kinda cool how it doesn't really matter who or what is on the other side of the screen, as long as their writing is good. Same sort of draw as the chans, and other anonymous sites.

>>99939

>I like that most people don't share their IRL gender in erp. It's kinda cool how it doesn't really matter who or what is on the other side of the screen

This. I'm so used to it that it's kind of weird when players or even sites want IRL info.

>>99570

>no shit we don't, women are on a pedestal, and if you're a guy who wants that privilege, touch luck and no wonder you wish you were female.

Broadly claiming that women are "on a pedestal" invites all sorts of examples of areas where they aren't. Sexual double standards, less positions of power/authority, less access to reproductive health care, etc.

However, I'll agree that gender expression seems more restrictive with men than it does with women. Tomboys are generally accepted, if not celebrated. Guys with "feminine" interests or mannerisms are ridiculed and chastised.

>Wanting to be a girl vs. feeling suicidal about not being a girl is on the same "spectrum"

Regardless, there's an important distinction. One is life-threatening. The other isn't.

>>99554

Hopefully this doesn't turn into a classy imageboard-quality debate about gender/transsexuality/mental health, but I'd second this post's advice about seeking therapy if you're feeling generally dissatisfied with your gender. Regardless of whether you even consider yourself to be transgender or not. Seeking therapy for these concerns isn't necessarily the first step towards transitioning. It's just a step towards better clarity and self-care.

>>122257

>Broadly claiming that women are "on a pedestal" invites all sorts of examples of areas where they aren't. Sexual double standards, less positions of power/authority, less access to reproductive health care, etc.

Yeeah, there are double standards going in both directions and claim grass is greener on the other side is myopic.

>>99785

I do the exact same thing anon, just sucks because If I play a pink I only want lesbian partners and there's so many dickgirls.

>>51341

>>51340

This is really interesting.

Thanks for sharing these experiences and conclusions.

>>47229

>>47230

Cute things seem to be my wheelhouse for RP. Also I dislike dicks and lesbians are fun to write the few times I do wind up erping (though I'm prolly shit). [spoiler] I'd probably transition if it weren't for wanting to go into the military post college and the whole getting disowned thing.

That turned out to be a longer post than expected, sorry. [/spoiler]

>>124776

>tfw you fuck up spoilers

>>99785

I’ve been there. Now and then I’ll make a dominant monster profile to try and get the balance I want from a dominant right, only to forget how terrible submissive are. Should I luck out and find one, they don’t tend to stick around when they realise I’m only in the mood to give them that incredible session now and then.

>>99939

Just like a masquerade ~

>>124777

For the future, spoilers are double asterisk on this board.

>>124815

Thanks.

>>124836

No probs.

Although I'm not sure if they work over linebreaks.

Lessee

**1

2**

>>124840

Well, that's a no for linebreaks. But yeah, double asterisks.

I used to pretend. It was fun to be popular in online games.

Now I live my fantasies through erp.

>>125017

I like this too but I feel too much guilt over the deception to do it for very long.

But exactly the same trick, revealing some taboo or quirk.

I could do either of those you did. I like weirder ones. Single father is good.

>'me'

>my 'character'

We're all friends here. You can just say me and I.

What chats do you use to keep in contact with them after you find them?

>but the guy was one of those horny dudes from India.

How could you stand it!

>>125023

I've never typed about this before so I had no clue how to refer to myself when pretending to be the girls.

I usually don't do the father thing, mostly since I find the whole attractive 20-35 aged female basically going for a shota kid tends to be more shocking when people find out, and it gets damn good if they're into it. I usually do little brother / friend of little brother for that.

It happened kinda naturally for me. I must have been typing somewhat in a silly way when I was chatting in a mmo because some guy asked me if I was a girl. I thought it was such an inappropriate question that I decided to mess with him and said yes. I had some good laughs as he kept trying to get my attention. He was probably some horny teenager so I didn't feel particularly guilty.

Problem was when he introduced me to other players on the server, particularly one couple who I ended up growing attached to (in a friendly way) while they thought of me as a girl. The closer I got to them the more fleshed out my alter ego became. I didn't notice that at all at first and it was too late when I did notice. I ended up feeling too guilty about it and stopped playing that mmo under the pretense that I had too much irl stuff going on.

Even now that I don't have anymore contact with them, that alter ego still exists and I need to let it out on the net from time to time. She's fleshed out like a real person too, with coherent problems and a rather realistic life story.

>>129740

Ah, I've been through that too. I'm not sure if I already posted in this thread, I can't remember.

>used to pretend so I could get stuff from gullible retards in mmos

>found new targets, they are brothers

>while I try to get their trust, they introduce me to another mmo

>they play with me for like 2 weeks, then leave

>I keep playing because I liked the game

>joined a guild, made a few friends and shit

>meet some wizard 50 levels above me, she mentors me and gives me shitty 'rare' gears

>talks me into moving servers and start fresh together

>"sure"

>I become her healslut before I knew about the term

>we say cute stuff to each other every now and then

>after farming, grinding, doing rep quests every day for a year we hit lvl 100

>she wants to quit

>dumb clingy me grew attached to her, feel bad about pretending, tell the truth through IM

>"lol im guy too ^^"

>awkward laughter

>"so, wanna be friends or something?"

>"sure"

>feel awkward as shit at first, but relieved that we could keep in touch

>been years since then, but every now and then we reminisce about our days as a couple of qt3.1416 sisters spending time together every night

>tfw your no longer that clumsy healslave

I used to be popular among the guys of my guild, too. So having their constant attention was fun af

>>129754

I forgot about the alter ego part. But yeah, irl I was a depressed fuck, but for them I was some cheerful kinda normie-ish and somewhat annoying girl. Even after I quit playing the game, I still went on that fake facebook profile and talked with the guildies. I'd tell them my problems mixed with other made up ones and read about their lives and how they no longer have time to play either. As time passed, I logged in less often until I could bury that part of me.

Sometimes I feel like bringing that alter ego back to life, but it's just not the same anymore. Instead I try to inject her personality through some of my characters now.

>>47221

> OOC: why do you do it? What do you personally get out of it? Do you enjoy it? Do you feel at all conflicted about it? Got any personal tales to relate?

I had a miserable childhood, fat, unattractive, had no friends and generally felt like I was worthless throughout my teenage years.

So I invented a personality that was attractive and that people would accept, even if that personality amounted to "I'm a cumsock please fuck my face". It's had some weird effects on me I think, but I'm getting over it.

>>130407

I know how you feel

>always have the urge to RP as a female and get dicked by males 24/7

>always feel incredibly uncomfortable playing as female afterward and end up flaking out in the end

>decide to go back to being a homo slut instead even if I barely get any contacts that way

This is suffering.

>>47245

lmao kys virgin

I'm a tranny and I only play dickgirls~

>>131995

Good on ya.

>>131995

I've always wanted to get fucked by a tranny. Forcefully, even. Sadly, all the female-oriented oranges are either limpdicks or not really interested in that play.

>>132028

Because it goes against how transgirls are. Also hormones don't help in that regard either. I can fuck, but it's hard to maintain it. Fapping works fine though.

>>132034

Well, yeah, obviously, but that doesn't mean it can't happen in ERP. A guy usually can't projectile cum several gallons at once, and you still can imagine it.

>>132035

You can imagine it if you like sure. Some people prefer more realistic play though and it seems a lot of orange players fall into that range.

I've been back pretty much binging on roleplaying as a real girl on chat websites lately.

So fucking fun when you talk sex with horny guys who think you're the real deal. Also really opens your eyes to how straight up retarded a surprising amount of guys get when they see a girl wanting to chat.

I play girls because I get incredibly turned on by shitty roleplayers.

Like, the thing that gets me is imagining some greasy weeb desperately fumbling with his keyboard, trying to type a coherent sentence, but being pretty much unable to because of how hot and bothered they are. It's a bit of a power fantasy, but I like to please them because I'm a nice guy I suppose, like, I'll never mention that they are typing like shit or that I could easily tell when they came because their typos suddenly disappeared.

I'm straight but I quickly found out that playing a girl char would attract more of those kinds of people. I also have developed a bit of a Pavlovian response to pictures of SAO's kirito. Not my proudest fact.

>>132576

>trans girl

mentally ill degenerate*

Emperor Trump will have you all gassed soon.

>go into IRC channels

>desperate troglodytes try to seduce me with "Hi how r u" and "want sex????" messages

>>47221

Because I pretend to be lots of things. I don't really self insert, I just get off on seeing two hot characters doing things. Even if one of them is my own.

I play totally straight dudes, gay dudes, straight girls, gay girls, and everything in between.

>>132630

>>99939

>>49099

These guys get it.

>>132610

Shut the fuck up, Fable.

>>132634

>he doesn't know

>>132634

TBH, once a safety net program is in place it's there forever. People have insurance because of Obamacare now and taking it away is so politically dangerous that we're stuck with it until the inevitable economic collapse when consumption outstrips production.

I'd love to be wrong about this, but it just doesn't seem realistic. But then again, so did anyone with a penis winning against the First Female Presidential Candidate. chosen in the primaries by a side of the political duopoly

>>47221

I generally rp as a maledom… but the majority of my profiles are for female sub characters. When I rp as these girls… I generally don't put myself into their role. I look at it as if I were writing a character, and come up with responses that fit their characters.

Essentially, when I can't find the types of people I can enjoy roleplaying with, I write ones that better suit my tastes…

Its also good writing practice. I view these profiles as characters, rather than myself- they hardly ever represent me, or my views, so even when I use them, I make sure to differentiate what the character is saying, and what I as the puppetmaster feel.

>>136310

This used to happen to me all the time. I always had to do all the work of writing because faggots with less than two brain cells wouldn't write more than a short onomatopoeia as a response to my long ass replies. All under the pretense of being a "sub" and not in control so they don't have to do shit. Might as well ERP with myself when I run into these faggots.

>>47555

this is me

Traps, cuteboys, femboys and passable MtF transgenders all deserve to get tenderly loved in the ass while being whispered in their ear that they're a good girl.

>>138388

and unpassable mtfs? ;_;

>>139164

also deserving of pure good love

>>138388

This is really fucking gay and really cute.

>>47221

Even though I'm more dominant in real life relationships, and that's how I kicked things off when I started doing ERP, from the first time I thought, fuck it, let's try playing as a female and seeing what the other side of the fence is like, I've been fucking hooked. Domming all the pillowy lipped sluts on F-List doesn't even come close to comparing to getting my womb flooded once with a fat load as I get a whispered, 'Good girl…'

>>139415

email address doesn't work, anon

Aesthetics. Most art of females is more aesthetically pleasing than male art. That's why my ratio of chick-to-dude is so massive.

Same goes for dickgirls. Most of the art is super samey and none of it really pops out to me.

I used to rp as a girl, partly because I used to really hate self-inserts and used the gender as a way to givemyself some distance from the characters, partly because I had some gender issues that I worked through recently.

>>141033

I'm a cumslut about 20% of the time

>>47236

This. I'm huge into sub and playing a guy that gets forced into girl stuff is even hotter than actually playing a girl for me.

It all comes down to personal likes.

>What do you personally get out of it

The warmth of being filled up, even impregnated. The feeling that you're wanted instead of the one who wants something, of being wanted to the point of being forced. Just thinking about playing a girl and getting fucked makes me feel happy.

>Do you enjoy it

I don't think I'd enjoy anything else. The thought of playing a male is kind of foreign to me, like that would be the character.

>>144162

Damn. The way you wrote that makes me wonder who the better sex is when it comes to erp. I think playing with males that pretend to be women allows us to get to the action faster. My experiences with actual women playing as women requires more finessing and content outside of immediate sex.

I don't think I've read a woman come to a conclusion like yours as quickly. They've said similar things, but I think they need more of a connection to get to that point. You however seen to know what you like and go for it.

I'm a 6'5" tall dude 25 year old who inherited very masculine features from my dad. Needless to say, trying to be cute or feminine in anyway instantly goes to laughable mockery levels so pursuing anything down that line of thought in real life is a total no-go zone.

Honestly I just never specify my gender in any capacity in most online interactions, and usually get mistaken by a girl regardless in some cases. When I roleplay, I usually do girls because they are cute, though I have no idea how to roleplay them well. Then again, I don't know how to roleplay men very well either.

>>144222

>My experiences with actual women playing as women requires more finessing and content outside of immediate sex.

I like the outside of sex content even more than the sex, I like lots of it, and I'd even enjoy ERP of just it without the sex.

>>144269

Now that's just crazy talk.

You're all playing with fire and forces you don't understand. Fucking with your gender perception leads to distortions in gender identity. End result is transsexualism. You don't know how many trannies I've met that started off pretending to be girls on F-List. It's poison. The entire idea is poison! Run while you still can!

I dunno, gender issues probably.

Using a penis of my own in a scene rarely does much for me. It feels weirdly fake.

I dont care if you're a male playing a girl online as long as you at least have the common decency to want to take it up the ass IRL

>>181588

I play as a girl because it's more fun, easier and allows me to appeal my personal male fantasies of a girl I'd fuck. I self-insert as a guy while describing the actions of a girl. I always say I'm a real girl if asked though, makes it less awkward.

I don't crave for cocks, men irl and won't tale it up the ass.

Get rekt.

I just want a cute anon to be the loli for me, whether it's in a session or just in casual talk. It'd be like an rp that never stopped while we spoke.

Literally just autogynephilia

>>182336

Your argument kinda falls apart when you take into account you're getting off to someone describing in detail how they are fucking you

>>182518

You might have missed it, but a lot of us don't self-identify with our characters.

>>182336

>allows me to appeal my personal male fantasies of a girl I'd fuck. I self-insert as a guy while describing the actions of a girl.

How does it work, inserting as the character your partner plays and having the fantasy of sex with the character you're playing?

>>182518

Maybe some people just self-insert less? I can't do it, but why can't somebody insert as a different character to their own? Especially if it's written third-person it's essentially erotica about the two characters, and a reader could insert as either one.

My answer is that I created a character a long time ago just to try it, and fell in love with the character (not romantically) so now I just RP her to explore her personality (and other things since it's ERP obviously)

I make Shemales. Mostly because they're a lot more popular, and whenever I want to make one of my waifus and populate the empty bandwagon of that character, I'll just slap a dick on them because fuck I don't know how to write getting fucked in the vag.

Plus I prefer giving the dick because I'm selfish.

It's fiction, why not be something you cannot be irl?

>>228757

Try kase-san for non-sexual lesbian romance. For smut, I've always been fond of a doujin called "kaishaku persona 3" it's a bit short but it also showcases the romantic aspects in the last scene that make lesbian scenes special.

Personally I've found that the more different my character is from me the more fun I have playing as them. To an extent at least. In fact, ironically enough I find it hard to get into character when playing as an upbeat human male. Meanwhile when I'm playing, oh let's say, a brutish monstergirl, I can get into that mindset really quickly and a mannerism or two will even slip into my ooc a little bit (little things like word choice mainly). That being said, when out of character I do my best to keep my irl gender ambiguous, regardless of if I'm playing a male or female.

Oh yeah, and back when I first started playing females, it was because I couldn't find anybody playing what I wanted, so I took on that role and found I was fine playing with more generic partners because I can supply my own needs through them. Even now most of my characters come from that, regardless of the character/gender. Like my monster profile. Nobody played monstrous monsters (less orcs more xenomorphs) that weren't specific to hard rape, so I took up the mantle myself and play both male and female beasts in con/dubcon scenes. And I still pretty much never see anybody else doing that.

It's also just really fun shooting people down when they start trying to be creepy and assuming you're just like you're character when you're like "I hate to break this to you, but I'm not actually a thousand year old archmage demoness irl"

>>228781

Thanks for the recommendations, anon, I'll read them when I find the time.

>>229126

Oh fuck kase-san is too damned cute HNNNGGGGGG

>>228757

>I'm afraid my speech outside of sex scenes is too emotionless.

Why are there so many trans aspies?

Anyway just use lots of emotes and exclamation marks.

Also

>implying your partner is a cis girl either

>implying even if she is that she'd notice any female body mistakes you make

>>229545

He didn't ask, he just assumed and you simply responded to what he wanted. How did he imply you were female irl too, how were you evasive, how did you hint about being hit on?

>It was almost like I was roleplaying a female RPer.

Adorable!

>but it feels like that would take something out of his roleplay.

Yes, the point is to roleplay, so roleplay the way he wants and the way that will get you an RP you enjoy with him. That means being a good ERPer girl.

>>229570

>How did he imply you were female irl too, how were you evasive, how did you hint about being hit on?

I don't want to go into detail since he might be lurking here.

You're right though, I should just have fun with the roleplay and stop worrying so much.

>>229592

I'd hope /erp/ doesn't have anybody who assumed all pinks are played by irl girls or who would get upset to discover one isn't!

But yes you go have fun with your e-bf~

>>230460

This is stupid. It's not catfishing when no one is in a relationship or meeting up. This is erp. Expect 99% of partners to be male regardless of character.

>>230460

I wonder how many puppies he's raped with a bat? Or how many dogs he's killed for his fetishes? Why is it that Oh Joy Sex Toy always come out trying to shield losers like cucks and freaks like furries? I'd be fucking amazed if this isn't linked with that zoo sadism stuff.

>>47223

So in other words, everyone loves huge tits and the moment you made a huge tiddy profile you got popular?

Will take your advice.

I play plenty of female characters in RP and ERP, find it hot as fuck to visit the mind of one of my waifus for a bit, but…

Someone acting as if I'm female in real life in OOC chatter is a huge fucking turn off for some reason. I like to keep OOC strictly business, unless someone manages to pushes my subby boy buttons in the right way.

I've only ever ERP'd as girls even though I'm a guy.

Why? It started out as me being too shy to approach even fictional girls online years ago and I knew men were easy, so I'd go into a roleplay board/site/whatever as some big tiddy animu girl and get dick left and right. Told myself it was to get my feet wet and then flip over and write as guys, but I just never flipped.

What do I get out of it? The same sex scenes I would be after if I was writing as a male but now I'm in the body of the big tiddy sorceress that's about to get knocked up by the goblin she missed rather than the generic goblin. Win win

Absolutely love it

The only times things have gotten weird are the times over the years when I've had long term partners and they ever so slowly start wanting to peek behind the curtain and see the real me. I used to just pick random 10/10s I went to high school with or knew on facebook from something else and pretend it was me, used those types of girls so they wouldn't really be reverse searchable. It never ended well though because they'd try to date or some shit and I'd nope out because I was there for the fantasy.

99% of the time ERP as a girl has been wondering, but those weird times are the ones I keep remembering lol. I remember a year or two ago I did some really long term play where I was using at of one of those big tiddy knights by the artist Waffle. Really good fantasy setting play, lots of my kinks and my partners (which was a lot of ageplay and a whole lot of boob play) and probably a week into this the guy just sends me a selfie and is like (What do you think?) and it just completely ruined it. That random guys face is etched into my brain meanwhile scenes I came buckets writing have vanished from memory.

>"why would you erp knowing that girl you're playing with is a guy"

thats my fetish, especially if I slowly turn them gay

>>47221

I'm probably guilty about having a rape fetish and hate myself less if I'm at least writing for the victim

>>281374

>>281377

I know how you feel. One time, a male character, with a blank profile, approached me on one of my straight pinks and within 30 minutes the player asked if I was a woman IRL. I know there are a lot of weirdos on F-List, but I wasn't expecting someone to be that… well, blunt.

A lot of people on the internet will treat you differently if they think you're a woman. As soon as they suspect that you don't have a pussy, they'll change their tune really quick. There are people I've played with for awhile and felt comfortable enough with- at least at the time- to show them my male characters, and they've never acted the same way around me since. Even if the male was bisexual, they didn't care. Before, they'd always be eager to play, even when I could confirm they were busy, and if I tried to sabotage my chance by making a horrible joke, they'd either downplay it or laugh. Now, it's "Oh, I'm busy," and if I make a horrible joke, they'll either ghost me or ask me to not say stuff like that.

Do your best to not let those weirdos get you anon. Don't let some nutcase ruin your fun.

>>281388

Definitely. I've had people go out of their way to play with me almost every day, which was great. I loved it. he seemed to love it. But the moment it became clear I may not be a girl in real life, they suddenly had other things to do. What I hate was how he acted fine with it, but from that point on he was always busy. I should start lying more. Maybe it helps their fantasy to imagine I'm a girl.

>>281390

>What I hate was how he acted fine with it, but from that point on he was always busy.

I hate it too. The ones that make me really mad are the ones that act very nice until they have doubts.

>I should start lying more. Maybe it helps their fantasy to imagine I'm a girl.

Can't blame you there. It's just SO much easier to find hetero related play as a female, and I'm not even into things that are that extreme. I wonder if you're more likely to find people like that if you're into more extreme things.

>>47222

Trips of truth. The only reason I act like a girl OOC is that if they know I'm a man it ruins the fun and makes things awkward. The only problem is that if I make different characters and use them on one account, it gets risky. Not gay/trans either, I'm just 200% straight and can't do anything gay with the ~100% of ERPers who are male. Even if I hit up a female ERPer, I would probably get too many romantic feelings for the man on the other side. (In other words, I want to fap without any awkwardness or romance. And I've fallen in love with literal men who ERP'd with me.)

>>47221

>Do you feel at all conflicted about it?

It's like a layer of stacked wrongdoings for my dick. I guess another kind of conflict would be the inability to stay with one character when my kinks change. Also, because I'm so deep IC when I LARP like this, I've begun literally getting horny on my character's fertile days. Like a girl with an actual menstrual cycle. I'm not even like, on whatever kind of tranny shit would make me have a cycle. I'm literally roleplaying to the point my brain thinks I should be horny on the 18th through 25th of every month.

>Got any personal tales to relate?

When I started, I wasn't even planning on LARPing like a girl. I had already failed on F-list and I just went on Discord to join porn servers. Someone asked me if I was a girl when I made my first post and I said yes. I have about six typefuckbuddies and even casual friends as a girl now, and I currently have two characters I use on my account.

>>281661

>Not gay/trans either, I'm just 200% straight

>And I've fallen in love with literal men who ERP'd with me

>>281661

>I'm not gay I'm just LARPing falling in love with other men

What the fuck am i reading

>>281673

>>281674

Well you don't know the man roleplaying as a girl on the other side is actually a man.

I just want love.

>>281732

RPing for 10+ years here and I can say without a doubt you'll never find it here.

>>281905

Me neither. But a random guy e-fucking online instinctively assuming biological female mate selection behavior is a little scary

>>47221

I am a bit different than most people in that I had very strange fantasies every since I was a small child and I never had an outlet for them. When I discovered the internet it was amazing to me because I could search for anything I wanted in secret without being judged and I've been addicted ever since. However I was never really fulfilled since what I really wanted was someone to share in my fantasies and live them out with me.

I started catfishing 10 years ago. I was living in the middle of no where and extremely lonely.

I had no friends, no family, no one to talk to.

I had always saved a bunch of very soft amateur pictures of pretty girls off facebook and one day I thought "What if I was one of them?"

I still distinctly remember the first time I did this. I went into a chatroom with a picture of a girl as my avatar and set my name as a girl I had known on yahoo messenger 5 years prior. When I entered the chat I heard a voice in my ear saying "You shouldn't do this" but I carried on anyways.

I was amazed at the amount of messages I got. I've learned so much about how to filter people just based on the sheer volume of messages alone.

Being a girl online was so powerful. I didn't have to censor myself ever. I could say whatever I wanted and guys would go a long with it. I could tell them about my weird fantasies and not only would they play along, they would let me completely dictate how I wanted the experience to go. I could program them over time so that they knew exactly what I wanted and would always tell me what I wanted to hear. And if a guy ever had a problem with it, there were 10 other ones to choose from ready to take his place.

Over the years I have catfished and roleplayed with literally thousands of people. I do this for 12 hours a day on a "light" day. When I'm binging I can stay up for 3 or 4 days straight until I find someone.

It has gotten a lot harder to find partners over the years. The old chatrooms and sites are very inactive or corporatized and the average user is noticeably more stupid than they were a decade ago. Sometimes the internet itself feels completely dead.

After all these years, I have to say that I wish I had listened to that voice in my ear that told me to stop that first night. I've wasted a huge portion of my life on this and I think I have irreparably damaged myself emotionally. I feel more like "me" when I am playing as my female alter-ego online. In real life, I hate myself. I am not trans, I realize I am male and I'm fine with that, but I absolutely hate myself physically and psychologically, I think I am a terrible person and I wish I was someone else.

I think about what my life could have been like if I had spent all those years developing the real me instead of a fantasy alternate version of myself, but sometimes I think I never really had the choice, I was too fucked up from the start.