No.178623
I feel like I'm addicted at this point. I can't stop being a whore, swallowing cocks, cleaning, caressing testicles to the single wrinkle, leaking the anus if the guy asks… Sometimes they get to use holes, but mostly I'm an oral slut.
So I've got this profile where I practically pretend to be a girl. Been doing for around 2-3 year(fuck this shit) and so far evaded all proof demands, or most guys don't even care.
I sometimes do more complicated roleplay, but it gets boring too soon. So most of the time it's a simple scene where we start almost immediately.
One more thing - I NEVER self-insert myself as a girl getting fucked, despite mostly using 1st person. I self-insert as the guy who's doing it. It all sounds gay as fuck but I have absolutly no attraction to guys in this sense. What the fuck is wrong with me? Did early access to porn(10 years) fuck me up this much?
It's not too long to be considered blogpost, is it?
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No.178624
>>178623
Thank you for the story, ESL-kun.
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No.178626
>>178624
>ESL-kun
Yeah, that's why I don't rp in English, it looks pathetic.
Trying to improve it a bit, but it only suits for shitposting on imageboards, sadly.
And yeah, I needed to vent this shit out, I thought it's a reasonable place to do.
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No.178627
>>178624
>ESL
By the way, is it really that bad and obvious? Just need honest opinion. I thought it's semi-readable at least, but looks like I was deluded.
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No.178628
>>178627
English can be interesting in its accessibility in that the bar for being understood, technically, to the point of being clearly heard about everything you mean, is still far, far below what's considered artful language.
I've seen worse, but not played with worse. It's not semi-readable, it's wholly readable, but it's not a good impression, so to speak.
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No.178629
>>178628
Your response is actually helpful, thanks
I guess I'm mostly lacking vocabulary and my texts look pretty damn bland. I have to google/reverso a lot of shit to make good use of synonyms and idioms so it becomes more appealing. Thus I don't even try to RP in English. Either it'll be a predictable failure or I'll have to stick with someone even worse than me.
>I've seen worse
This is written like I'm one of the worst, though. Gotta reopen that textbook and stop fapping.
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No.178708
>>178627
It's usual chan-tier bullying. Your English is really good for a non-native, but there's a few grammatical bits here and there that suggest you're either a non-native, or just really fucking lazy.
>>178629
>textbook
To be fair I don't know the extent of your language skill, but my gut feeling from seeing your English here is that you'll be better served by using English in more "real" situations at this point than just studying. Luckily you have no shortage of native English material to access on the Internet.
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No.178736
>>178708
>It's usual chan-tier bullying. Your English is really good for a non-native
I'm glad to hear that, but I've always felt that my English is kinda bland. Okay for quick chats and chans shitposting, but dreadful for something more serious. Hence, no-no to roleplaying in English, I don't want to be that pathetic *unzips ur pants* *starts suckin ur penos* imbecile.
Also, I was slutting up again tonight. Shit.
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No.178740
>>178623
>typefuck addiction
where do you think we are?
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No.178763
>>178736
Again, can't speak on your ability in all fields, and getting creative with language is naturally harder than just communicative usages. In terms of trying to express what you want to say, you do that just fine, and while there's always room to improve and you should constantly strive to improve, don't feel like you're failing to communicate.
>Also, I was slutting up again tonight.
Good slut.
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No.178778
>>178763
Thanks, man. I am trying to improve.
>Good slut
Awww~ I like getting that after he comes and I thoroughly clean the shaft and urethra.
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No.178781
Btw do any of /erp/ers use vk? It's pretty convenient, to be honest. Would be cool to connect with someone from here(although I'm bit hesitant about this)
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No.178951
>>178781
No idea what vk is, so can't speak on that.
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No.178968
>>178951
Russian chat app. Haven't used it either since all the documentation is, well, in russian.
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No.179016
>>178623
The day before yesterday I literally spent 8 hours edging. That's basically a full work day worth of time… Now as of an hour ago I'm back at it again. I'm addicted to this feeling. Purely addicted. I sit in front of a screen abusing my cock to the teasing of cock and cum hungry Anons playing the role of my personal whore and accomplish nothing other than chasing my own pleasure, and making a mess. I don't feel bad about it… All I feel and all I want to feel is good!
Just seeing this thread all I could think of was how I'd love for us to enable each other to feed this addiction and feel good together for a full fucking day.
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No.179017
>>178968
>>178951
Russian copy of facebook. It's more convenient for me and it has less strict rules. Like I actually have a borderline hentai avatar in my profile and post in erp groups. Lately I've got unreal amounts of thirsty guys. 90% of them are incredibly stupid and annoying though.
>>179016
Ah, good to see someone addicted to this as much as me… Where's your place of action though?
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No.179020
>>179017
Discord, and I mostly troll for hookups over on 4/trash/. I'm more often into fapbait, jerk off instruction and other stuff than straight up ERP.
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No.179040
>>179016
Good anon. Edge until it makes you crazy. Never stop chasing that numb, tingly feeling in your head, from when you get so horny you can't even think.
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No.179074
>>179040
Still edging as we speak.
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No.179077
>>179020
Means you're at least not as depraved. Most of the time I play as a whore schoolgirl(although I like to change appearances frequently) and love to lick assholes, get pissed on and slapped like a bitch.
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No.179084
>>179074
Beware of prostatitis.
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No.179134
>>179077
Good taste Anon. This is the best kink, isn't it?
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No.179141
>>179134
Thanks.
I often play scenes with prostitution or blackmailing, and cleaning balls and assholes "because I was forced to" in those scenarios is even more arousing.
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No.179147
The only thing that really worried me was scat. There is nothing in the world more disgusting and depraved than a man indulging in his unnatural lust for feces. And I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon. Probably soon enough, when anilingus gets old and there will be a need for a new high.
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No.179155
>>179141
Truly we are kin.
Nothing gets my motor going than my dignified, uptight bureaucrat being made to suck on someone's taint.
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No.179158
>>179155
Fuck I love giving rimjobs during scenes!
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No.179161
>>179155
I'm really into rimjobs but only if there's a lot of body hair.
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No.179178
>>179161
And that's just fine and dandy! Eat the buts you want, Anon.
>>179158
I'm glad I'm not the only one. I was starting to worry that I'm some kinda weirdo pervert.
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No.179230
>>179017
What erp groups are you talking about??
Links, please?
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No.179259
>>179178
I'm just going to need to make a character with her art and do nothing but rimjobs and sloppy cocksucking in shitty alleyways after midnight.
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No.179282
>>179259
Make sure you post it here! I'll have to hit you up when you do!
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No.179284
>>179282
After browsing his art a bit, I might just end up using this girl for it. There isn't much art for the gals holding up the signs, as much as I'd like to use them. Unless I… made a profile focused on multiple girls obsessed with rimming. People would enjoy having their asshole slurped on while some gyaru schoolgirl was feverishly gagging on their cock, right?
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No.179297
>>179284
>People would enjoy having their asshole slurped on while some gyaru schoolgirl was feverishly gagging on their cock, right?
YES. Very yes.
This is reminding me of a theme I've always liked. The idea of a prostitute growing older, and therefore less desirable, and having to just take rimjob duty and do more and more depraved shit just to get by because nobody wants to bang an old hooker
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No.179301
>>179297
That is incredibly sexy as a theme. Especially if it reaches a point where they're just doing it for free because it's the only way anyone will bother with their washed-up ass any longer. You could really get into playing a completely dehumanized woman, reduced to begging for the chance to give a sloppy rimjob and be choked on cock until she passes out in a puddle of her own slime. Humiliation is incredibly hot, so the idea alone is enough to get me tingly.
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No.179328
>>179301
Yep! It's just lots of fun, very visceral.
I'm running out of images so that's all I've got to say.
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No.179475
For me, it got to a point where I look around for smuttier profiles as of late and need to gather the will to be interested in plot-driven ones, I can actualy see how I turned from a RPer who made usually story-with-some-smut profiles into a fullblown horndog that rubs its e-genitals against any profile that's made for catching jizz. Specially from lower level RPers so I can masturbate mid-RP without getting anxious about matching post length
It's like watching a corruption plot happening IRL.
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No.182337
So should I look into VK if I don't know Russian at all?
Imagine if Facebook allowed shit like that, by the way.
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No.278383
>One more thing - I NEVER self-insert myself as a girl getting fucked, despite mostly using 1st person. I self-insert as the guy who's doing it
What's the deal with this "self-inserting" thing? What is the point of doing it, do you roleplay in first or second person and need the descriptions to address you personally to have fun? When I roleplay, no matter if it's erotic or not, I consider my characters completely separate from myself, with the exception that I de facto control and describe their actions, thoughts and speech.
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No.278384
>>278383
It's the difference between doing and watching. In your case, you choose to take the role or voyeur (or cuck, depending on the POV)
Some people prefer taking an active investment in their characters, like in:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Method_acting
or more traditional forms of roleplay. In D&D and the like, players I've been around almost exclusively use first person.
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No.278385
>>278384
>voyeur (or cuck, depending on the POV)
> with the exception that I de facto control and describe their actions, thoughts and speech.
>voyeur
Reading comprehension, motherfucker. Also, real life tabletop sessions are completely different from text roleplaying, I don't see the point of comparing one and the other.
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No.278430
>Years ago I had a whole summer off in college because I had plenty of money saved up
>Decide to try for harem play
>Built a harem of ~12 regulars and another 30 or so people who logged on every so often
>Constantly ERPing sometimes 6-12 hours for several days in a row
>Sometimes 6, even 7 days a week
>Only stop to cook, eat, get groceries and meet friends/family
>Made parents worry because I was getting very skinny
Harems are a helluva drug.
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No.278431
>>278385
>Also, real life tabletop sessions are completely different from text roleplaying, I don't see the point of comparing one and the other.
That's unfortunate.
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No.278492
>It all sounds gay as fuck but I have absolutly no attraction to guys in this sense.
But do you have any attraction to dicks though? After all the sucking havent you found them at least somehow appealing and arousing? Haven't it made you like some other fetishes, like traps or futa, for example, that have more to do with dicks?
Because it all looks like a slippery slope to me, that may eventually lead you to some other places.
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No.278517
>roleplaying in vk
are you a fucking spic? lots of spics in there
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No.278610
>>278517
>spics on a russian social media
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No.278614
>>278610
Believe it. A lot of spics moved there years ago because they kept getting reported for posting porn on other social media.
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No.279135
>>178627
It looks like you're an idiot but it isn't that bad.
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No.279136
>>178781
I never knew I could ERP on VK but now I want to ERP on VK.
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No.282069
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