Fellas I just left this party, and let me tell ya. Alienation is at all time high...and I'm not high enough to bear it.
Comes the original and sincere, a guy who doesn't have a clue what he is doing.
when the familiarity carpet under you disappears, it's stressful
I just left. it just felt like Compiled Bad people on top of each other. I used to be good with parties....years ago. But not when a lot of terrible people are in it. it's a long story but there are some who are truly scum of the earth that makes ur blood boil the moment u see them and the idea that.
you don't have a companion anymore to reside with in the times of stress.
makes the entire social endeavour meaningless. I got no time to be challenged in the boiler room I just need to be fun and have fun.
i really really really miss my past lovers it's kinda cheese grating to say that but my God....it doesn't help to not be with one.
With all the hotness and erotica that used to bebetween us, it just doesn't feel the same being standoffish alone in this. the fun dissipates really quickly.
yearning for a slipped past but im a romantic goddamnit.
Im not built to be non-chalant
Anyway word for the wise. Cherish your close ones because they be perishing outta nowhere on ya. And you keep asking what went wrong.
I would leave you all with this song. See ya.
https://open.spotify.com/track/1mykqVLPAB8NjVYEi2SJ4m?si=yeu4HcClQayDM7oYNev33Q&utm_source=copy_link
