I’m not even going to lie to you guys, I don’t know if this is really the right place to post this as I have not been here since the site got hacked a couple years ago.
I hope you have enough respect for me to read my story before sounding off, but I don’t blame you if you don’t, I don’t either. Here’s the TLDR for you anyways
TLDR; how long and difficult is it to die from dehydration? I am willing to take diuretics as I have experience with them for competitive purposes.
Let me explain my dilemma;
I am in a position where I don’t really want to be alive anymore if you catch my drift. I am stuck in a position where I can’t really progress anymore, I am a wagie, I have no friends, my family abuses me because they are all fucking crazy assholes.
Simply put, I have learned to absolutely loathe life, it does not matter what it is that I do, I have many hobbies and I have done a lot of self improvement, but it isn’t enough. I’m done, I’ve been dealing with this shit for years and I can’t take it anymore.
Here’s the problem; I am not a selfish asshole (except for the thing that I want to do, hopefully with your assistance), I don’t want to go out in a way that causes trauma to anyone including my family, I don’t want to go out in a way that I will never be found because I don’t want to give my family hope that I will one day return. It needs to be something that nobody can feel bad about or blame themselves for, like an accident. Earlier I mentioned that I have done a lot of self improvement practices, here’s my plan:
I am a competitive bodybuilder, often times I find myself having to drop a lot of water weight to get “dry” if you catch my drift. I want to basically get too dry, as in dehydrate to death. What are my chances that I could pass away from this? I am willing to take diuretics, I can do a shit of cardio for extra sweat and exhaustion, will I actually die from this? Is there a chance that I could end up a vegetable? That would be hell, because my family is the type to not pull the plug in those circumstances. I want to go like this because it’ll look like an accident, and show I really applied myself, to the point where it killed me. A side bonus is that I’ll look my best when I’m gone. Give me your input, is this the best way to go or is there a better way to go that’s exercise/diet related? I don’t care about pain, I just don’t want to die in a way that will immediately traumatize those I love.