I did pretty much everything the full program
>cuckime
>video goymes
>hong kong and hollywood cinema (pre 2007)
>tv shows
back in the day I could watch or play non stop for hours.
today I struggle to start anything and then after 2 hours max I feel like quitting again
I have the entire Jean Claude van Damme filmography on my hard disk but I cannot bring myself to watch a single movie.
same with steven seagal, akira kurosawa and lots of other movies I had on my 2watch list.
i also used to do sports and shit like that but as time goes by it becomes harder and harder to get motivated to do anything
and the travelling meme is dual edged. One one side it is interesting to arrive at a new city and explore everything but it is also very exhausting.
In the past few weeks, I found a new hobby though
watching documentary films about nature, animals, science all types of stuff
I think dinosaurs were the pinnacle of evolution and everything that came after them was a waste of time
life should have ended with them
Lately I have seen some doc about a japanese guy
he was micro biologist or something. well paid job in tokyo, had everything he wished for.
He gave up his job, sold everything he had and moved to a volcanic island
He lives in an ancient house where he has to heat his bathing water with firewood. There is only 1 supermarket in village and the ferry only connects them 3 times per week with mainland japan (and only if the weather is good).
but the thing is he is happy with this. He organizes tours for tourists, he shows them the secret spots and spectacular things. He loves it and you can see it.
I don't even know what I would do if I could choose freely.
I never had a real passion for anything in life
Even my interest in anime or movies / video games were superficial mostly.
How do normies do this?
>Finding your passion and vocation
>Doing what you love
I lose interest in every single shit I begin