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Most precious years of our lives are gone and now we clinch to alcoholism
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 No.26575

So when was your last good year doomer?

For me it was 1997, after that everything just got slowly worse, the good times became rares than the bad times to the point that now I haven't had any good times in years, maybe the entire decade. I no longer have good times just the absence of bad times, that is moments when life just go as it should and nothing horrible happens to me, but neither something good does.

Anyway, what about you? when was the last year before your life went wrong? or you were born a doomer and had a shit time from the beginning?

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 No.26579

File: eab2f1c88f19c4c⋯.png (472.85 KB,570x444,95:74,sanic thumb up.png)

well, my parents divorced when I was 2, so the game was rigged from the start for me. However the first ten years before my mom got a bf were actually ok and I might have ended up a stable beta wagecuck. But around 2002 my mother got some trashy ass bf and she started to drink, got mental problems yadda yadda now im here.

Even though home life was shit, school was actually alright, so 2007 was last good year I guess.

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 No.26584

>>26579

My problem was that my family and social/school life started to go to shit around the same time during my teens so I couldnt compensate one with the other

>I might have ended up a stable beta wagecuck

Thats what hits me, the fact I was academically above those normalfags and thought I could rise above them but now thats to my shit luck and depression killing my brain, ending up like a wagie would be an improvement, life is a bitch isnt it?

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 No.26655

>>26575

>2011

The end of middle school is when I became "sentient" and realized that we are trapped in a simulation of chemical exchange.

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 No.26659

>>26575

Mid-2008 was when it all went to shit for me, I left school, fell into depression, and became a shut-in, so I guess that makes 2007 the last year where the majority of it was good. Hard to believe that was 13 years ago, I still think of 2007 as only being about 5 years ago.

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 No.26673

Strangely enough 1997 was my last consistently good year as well. 1998 wasn't that bad but it was definitely weird. 1999 through 2006 was just a constant hell. After I graduated high school, I just sat around home and lived like a NEET off of government handouts for four years. Things picked up in 2007 and I had some of the best memories of my life between 2007 and 2010 but I wasn't happy.

The 2010s was the worst decade of my life.

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 No.26675

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>>26575

I have had a few brief moments of joy, like when the stock market first started plummeting. I know this is going to potentially bring about the happening. I am honestly optimistic about the coming collapse and am hopeful that it will cause drastic social, economic and political reform. I also have been stocking up for the apocalypse so I might finally get to use all my gear and stash of rice and beans. It shall be glorious, I don't care if I die of the coronavirus, or get killed by cops trying to confiscate firearms, or if there are mad max raiders that kill me. It is just nice to see this terrible, fake society fail. My hope isn't for my happiness, it is for a future where things aren't so commodified, vapid and soulless. Hopefully this can be the first stage of us getting there!

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 No.26685

2010. Not only was it my last good year, but it was my only good year. Last semester of high school, finally made real friends for once, upgraded my computer from a 1998 piece of shit to a 2009 not-quite-piece-of-shit, and I had money. Having friends meant I got to experience some of the social things that other teenagers got to do for the entirety of high school, plus I stopped hating myself for a short while. Having a decent computer plus some money meant that I finally got to play and discuss some of the games that other people were talking about. All in all, the year gave me a hope for the future that I never had before.

Then 2011 happened and it all started slowly going downhill. And that hope I felt for the future was just me being naive and not knowing how the world works. By 2014 my hopes were completely shattered and I was back to the way I was in my teens.

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 No.26700

File: 9ee6f3a327f6e06⋯.png (534.53 KB,1080x1062,60:59,20200328_152541.png)

2016. Then I entered middle school and it all when to shit from there.

I severely overestimated my intelligence and didn't take proper care of my hygene. Both of those things combined with my teenage angst bullshit.

I also started learning about the real world behind the facade and I realized just how hopeless it all is.

Ignorance is bliss.

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 No.26728

>>26700

/pol/ seeker of truth tortured soul jews bad trannies :(

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 No.26760

>>26675

Hate to pop your bubble doomburger but this shit aint over, sure corona is not "just the flu bru" like retarded normalfags said, and many will die either from the disease or from the economic shitstorm to come, but the underlying system that fucked us will continue, this shit is not the black plague that ended feudalism, corona just isn't bad enough to bring down the current world order, it might even buy some time for example a lot of boomers will die so banks can keep their savings and property while not having to pay for their expensive healthcare, and use those funds to accelerate the way to automation which will make the wagie cagie look good in comparison.

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 No.26765

>>26760

>for example a lot of boomers will die so banks can keep their savings

Are you aware how banks work? They already use the money you have on your account. Your balance is just the crumb of the cake that you have access to.

>corona just isn't bad enough to bring down the current world order,

Maybe not Corona, but the economic jeopardy certainly is. Automatisation is also just pouring gasoline into the fire.

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 No.28657

File: 8dd8c6cd70cd516⋯.jpg (55.46 KB,400x300,4:3,imerialsuitscarriedbycommu….jpg)

It was 2016 for me, probably the last year there was some great content on youtube. That year I went to middleschool, and it was not fun, teens there were all assholes, I didn't have any friends( I didn't have many friends at elementary school either but at least there were some people to talk too) no one to talk too, just boredom and anxiety. 2016 was the last year video games were good, the last good video game for me was ROBLOX before the new update fucked it up, and all those horrible gen Zs started playing it. On youtube I was learning a lot about national-socialist Germany, and how it could've won World War 2, and that was a lot of fun, and entertaining. Time was not moving as fast as it does now, so things were alright. until 2017

>pic related I liked watching N.S marches, and battle footage

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 No.28659

2007, when I was 12. Then my brain started getting fucked up by GAD and depression and here I am unable to move forward with my life. Despite feeling like shit I've put tons of work into getting out of it, but bad things just keep happening to me, not matter what I do. I've tried tons of psychiatric drugs, none of them work for me. Sometimes I feel like I live in a simulation and there's a mod or admin constantly fucking with my life.

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 No.28661

My last good year was 2013. But I was never happy. I only had my imagination to keep me company.

Autism along with angst and imagination is a bad mix.

Never got to have a social life nor an afterschool job

My mom said that she sometimes wish me and my brothers grew up in her home country where we couldve had a fuller social life and learned trade skills.

If anything, I don't care turn back time

I only wish for an alternate reality.

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 No.28674

File: 6546f19cf5833a9⋯.jpg (393.47 KB,1200x870,40:29,1200px_2004_tsunami.jpg)

I think my last good year was 2004, when I was 10. Something went weird in me during elementary school ~2002. I got anger issues, got reclusive and insecure all of sudden. All therapy doesn't adress this much further and I can't remember something (specific) traumatizing.

In 2004 I got into a new school, we moved into another town. School was cool, I made new friends, everything looked really shiny and I had much hope for the future. This was banged around a year later, when the kids more and more moticed how weird I am, so I got excluded from everything again. A few years things got really fucked, but I really don't want to get into detail from here.

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 No.28676

~2006 was when gaming started rolling downhill, at least for Nintendo. There were still good games after this, but it's when games started to lose inspiration. The legendary games that were for gamecube, like Super Mario Sunshine, Melee, Resident Evil 4, Sonic Adventure, etc. were replaced by gimmicky games like Super Mario Galaxy, Brawl, Resident Evil 5, Sonic and the Secret Rings.

My own life started going to shit in 2004 or 2005. It was middle school and suddenly there was no recess, there was a new interest in girls, there was a new fixation on popularity, and my sibling started bullying me a lot more because I was "different". I started avoiding everything and made raids on the internet with a group who probably don't even remember me, as well as became addicted to masturbation and became confused about my sexuality.

So when gaming didn't measure up, that was a big deal for me. It was the only thing that I looked forward to. Later in high school, it was hell and there weren't even games I liked. For the past several years, I haven't even bought any games. I pirated and cheated my way through them, because they suck and I wouldn't care enough to spend money on them or play fairly.

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