/cuteboys/ - Boypussy

Mistakes.

When I was 8 me and my friend would always play doctor during the pauses outside. We would find a spot that didn't have anybody nearby and I would lay down, unzip my pants and show bare ass and he would check it out pretending to be a doctor. At that age I didn't knew any better I thought we were just playing, but he came up with the idea and I'm sure he must have kind of known what he was doing. And that's also the only experience I have…

You know the uncle touchy trope?

I had a cousin touchy.

>>383897

did you ever actually do it? greentext if you did

Fapped to various things and escalated.

> It doesn't count if it's trap hentai

> It doesn't count if it's yaoi

> It doesn't count if it's a girly guy in porn

> It doesn't count if it's porn

When I was at Uni I found out about Grindr and gave it a shot. Started flirting with a guy. Twink, tall, slim, blond-ish and fucking hung- I'm 7" and he was well over that- maybe 8"?

He was interested, lord knows why. I was a geek, he wasn't. He was also on the floor above me in dorms. Once we realized that he asked me up.

I was super fucking nervous, and couldn't even get it up after kissing for a bit. We met up about a week later and we fucked. He was the bottom and we were pretty vanilla. Kiss (though he'd stop that later), sucking, frotting, and fucking. It was a miracle I could keep up with him and came at the same time.

We became fuck-buddies after that. Even outside of dorms we'd sext each other as I walked to his place. Kinda how I got a fetish for being called daddy (called me it once in sexting, and I really liked it- even though prior I'd have been grossed out/indifferent). I'm a brit with cockney/London accent, and I never considered it hot. Hearing him moan "Uh- That's it! Fuck me daddy!" put me close. Once he had his own place we fucked louder and tried other stuff, like cumming on each-other's dicks while frotting, or him wearing jock-straps. We even did oral in the Uni disabled toilets.

We're at opposite ends of the country now, though the last few times we fucked I couldn't keep up and was pushing rope. Not to mention he sent me a vid of him getting railed by other guys, so I doubt he's starved for a decent lay. Though judging who's in my area and my age, I'm never getting a guy like him again.

>>383920

Same for me. I was about 7-8 and my cousin (who was around 12) once took me under his bed and made me touch his dick. I didn't mind, and remember being disappointed that he didn't touch mine, and that it never happened again.

>>383884

An older school friend came out in high school as boy crazy gay. We weren't very close in school. After school, he came to work for me. One night while we were out distributing mail flyers, he started begging to suck my dick. When I would lean out of the car to stuff mailboxes, he would rub my dick. Being 19, it didn't take long before I got horny. One box I had to lean way out of the car window to stuff the mailbox with fliers and he pulled my pants down below my ass. When I flopped back down in the seat, he dropped down and started bobbing on my dick. It felt too good to make him stop. Over the course of a week, he got me so horny giving me BJs, and not finishing, that I couldn't stand it. I couldn't even get off fucking my various girlfriends. Eventually, he convinced me to let him nuzzle his ass against my hard dick. I slide right in when he pressed his ass against me. I was so horny, I power fucked him for about 10 minutes before I filled his ass up.

Eventually, I lost all of my girlfriends because I started craving anal and getting sucked off. I moved in with him, and for a year, he was my girlfriend. He never asked me for a BJ nor did he ask for my ass. He just wanted to suck me dry and for me to hold him tight while I power fucked his tight hole.

I really do miss that relationship. Neither of us cared if the other fucked around. We knew where home was. I've tried to find him a couple times over the years but he wouldn't bite.

>>383972

Think I was about 5-6 and he was about 17 on my end. Dude did it a lot, technically he got a friend in on it who was a lot worse though.

Sometimes wonder if it fucked me up.

>>383960

That's your sub-conscious telling you to not be a whore. Listen to it.

>>383960

buy a gun, youre american

>>383960

kik?

>>384026

deep south right now. im travelling across the country in a few months

When I was about 7 or 8 one of my friends and I were messing around and I forgot what lead to it but he turned me around and acted like he was humping me. we didn't do anything lewd because we were just messing around. there was also something similar that happened on the bus where a classmate kissed me in elementary school

People talk about young experiences causing people to be gay later in life

The weird thing is I still know the guy and he has a girlfriend while I'm gay

>>384061

>hartford.

w-woah anon. im actually in tolland ct. um is there anywhere to chat? I'm white, slim, good looking, 22.

are you cuteboy or fem or something along those lines? i wont be mean just curious thats what im into. ^^ also nice pic

Met someone on okcupid a week ago. So far we've done tiny flirts and sending pics (though he sucks at making them). We'll meet in 8 days to cuddle and smoke weed. I'll report back then. Wish me luck.

>>383884

Had sex with a friend in scouts during a weekend campout. He packed an air mattress and we fucked eachother in the tent all night. We kept quiet enough.

Afterwards it freaked me out because up until then I had very little sexual experience and it was only with girls. And my mom was/is super catholic and hates gays so I dodged afterwards. We don't talk anymore.

My best friend at the time and I where 14, we started to stroke each other off after a few sleep overs, grinding our dicks together, grinding our asses, I only managed to slide it in his butt once. He sucked me off good too whenever I asked him to, we always cummed until we both passed out. It all stopped when we went to different school, but I met him a couple of times but we didn't talk anything about those experiences nor did we do anything.

One of my childhood friends spent the night at my house a lot because we'd stay up all night playing those old Lego games.

He would always sleep in his underwear which I didn't really get at the time so I always wore something.

Because we stayed up so late some nights he'd get in his underwear while we we're still playing and it made me very hot and bothered.

(He was also a very sporty kid too so he had a nice toned body for someone his age,not to mention being bigger than me too)

Sadly he moved away a couple years after that, thankfully he never caught me staring~

>can't figure out if I'm actually interested in guys, or just a desperate KHV

>decide to hook up with someone off Craigslist to test

>end up setting up a meeting with an Asian guy

>try topping, but too nervous and shy to stay hard long enough to actually fuck him

>clean up and fall back to sucking each other off

>I enjoy fellating him enough for us both to finish

>a couple days later he contacts me about meeting again apparently my dick was big enough to be worth trying to get around my autism but I decide against it since I was trying to figure myself out afterwards

Reflecting on it, I concluded that my interest in guys was definitely real. However, a large part of the reason I couldn't stay hard wasn't just social anxiety giving me trouble like I had thought, but because to me meaningless sex like that feels unpleasant and wrong in practice. In the end it substantially changed my outlook on sexuality in a way that I consider to be much for the better. Ironically, of course, it also led me to view my decision to do that in the first place with distaste.

It also informed me that I lean more towards bottoming that I thought, but that's of lesser importance than the other conclusions I drew.

The outcome was good but I wish I hadn't done what I did to get there.

>>384684

>Hey, I am not like you people

You're still here on a gay board, numbnuts. Anyways, thanks for the story about doing something gay.

I downloaded grindr and am talking to guys now. What do? I've never done a gay act. I've already sent and received pics but i dunno if to stop here or just . . . see where it goes

>>384698

youre in the faggotiest country in the american supercontinent. you can sex other guys

>>384640

this is exactly me, except it was grindr instead of craigslist

I told my best friend I was gay and he said he doesn't think he is but he was willing to find out. But for some reason I was scared to do anything I blame the acid I was on. So all we did was cuddle all night

>>384256

>Had sex with a friend in scouts during a weekend campout.

I'm super jealous anon. I was in the scouts for years but never had the opportunity.

>>384026

>just want a bf, anon.

Don't use grindr then.

I was seven or eight. I met this cute boy named Myquan in elementary school. He was the one who initiated it. I stopped having sex with him because I thought God didn't like it. I was a product of religious indoctrination. He eventually moved to where I don't know. Shortly after he moved I moved out of state. I didn't know his last name so it's not like I can look him up and I doubt he would even remember me as I'm 27 now. I look back with regret and I wish I would have had oral sex with him too which was something I said no to as well.

>>385706

here, in this thread ;)

Had a friend who would sleep over . From around 8th grade till about junior yr of highschool. The game was strip wrestling. And the loser had to bend over the winners knee. . I'm 25 now. Until recently I thought I'd only been curious for a little over a year. Then I thought about the things when I was a lot younger that I'd done . 10-12 at summer camp ( for another post). But especially the strip wrestling.

Me and my friend were similar in build. Very skinny, fair skin, very little body hair. Around the same height. Little over 6 feet . . . It developed over some time. However it turned into strip wrestling n the loser is forced to bend over winners knee naked n be spanked 10 times . I have no clue how it came to that. It is that I (we) we're so naive that we never realized how gay it was. Other than saying "k, don't tell anyone". "umm duh".

I have seen him twice since the summer after senior year. We we're very good friends . The spanking game was was only during a sleep over. We had started smoking weed. I guess that played a role . I don't believe either of us thought about it like that at all. But WE BOTH DO NOW. The two times we've seen each other since has been soooo awkward. We both live with our GFs . Ive never been with a guy and I doubt he has either. .

I can give details if u want. For now I'll just say that for whatever reason I would always win. . . . . The way he would act Everytime was like a drug to me. . . I 'HAD' no clue how he felt (and never thought about how it must have felt) to be in his shoes . Long story short, I LEARNED how he felt.It WAS hot but in a completely different way. . A neighbor I knew (sorta) stayed over one night ( for a specific reason . Don't want to give specifics). Anyway, he was around the same build as my friend and I.. Thru joking n talking shit I brought it up as if I had just came up with the game off the top of my head . I lost badly n quick. . . . The feeling obviously was completely different. I get why my 1st friend is uncomfortable seeing me. I never would have understood unless it happened to me. I don't think my dick had been harder than when I did this. I don't 'think' anyone really thought about what we were doing. The fact that nothing sexual actually happened is nuts. Well, the other friend who got me sorta did. But again, things were justified simply by convincing ourselves that we we're just trying to embarrass the other. . Does that count ? Anyone else have similar experiences ?

I wish I had more time to go into depth. Perhaps someone could shed light of it was just messing around or if I explain the specifics I could gain a better understanding if I had just been completely blinded by 12 yrs of Catholic school living in an upper middle class neighborhood. . .

>>384061

>If you're ever in the Hartford CT

Southington checking in. Would also be interested in getting to know local folks of similar taste - not interested in gay bars, crazy hookups, or other drama. Just want a good looking guy to spend time with. Whatever comes of that is icing on the cake

>>384684

>im not like you people

why are you here?

also I bet half this fucking board has gf's broseph

are you focusing in on the two people each thread that are ultra n33t and thinking that's everyone here?

Haven't had one. I'd like to have sex (im a switch, probably), but I'm not a slut like most boys and am waiting for a bf. Almost 20 years of waiting and still no sign of one, though.

oh shit i was a fucking boy hound when i was a kid

i have a fuck ton of stories

>story numero one

my first one was started by one of my bffs when i was in 3rd grade (8-9 years old)

we would ditch class together and go to the bathroom to avoid school

eventually he said "show me ur dick" and i had no idea what he said

>"tick???"

>"dick…"

i just sort of instinctively figured it out in spite of not knowing what a dick meant

i showed him mine under the bathroom stall

suddenly things start to feel good

i have absolutely no idea what's going on but it feels amazing

eventually he showed me his and we started sucking each other off in the 3rd grade bathroom stall

>Sigmund Fucking Freud starts rolling in his grave

this became a regular and almost daily gaily thing

leads to making out and grab ass and better sleep overs

we were so gay that we caused 9-11 to happen that school year (i'll do the math for you you fucking autist - i was born in '92 and i'm 26 now)

eventually friend moves with his fam somewhere else and we never saw each other again

found him on facebook and we talked and he ended up str8 as a board with a wife/kid/job etc

i ended up being an ultra faggot on the internet

found out later his dad was super into VHS porn and he found it and i assume that's how he started his career

>>388853

>story numero two

must note that i don't remember this one as clearly but it's shortly after first story

sometime after faggot one moves a new kid comes around that i'm instantly friends with

he's shy and doesn't talk much

i eventually get him to have fun and open up and play

at some christmas church cuck thing my family is doing when we slip off to play

i pull his pants down and take charge and make him feel good and he just doesn't fucking get it

i think some stuff happened a few times but it was like the kid never picked up on what was happening

he moves off eventually too

never heard from kid again

barely remember his name

>numb tre

my favorite one

much time has passed and ive been on the stupid internet for a while now

meet buddy in 4th grade - close friends - fast forward and it's 7th grade (12-13 god damnit you)

we've been friends for a few years but nothing's ever happened between us

he's super jock-like but cute and i see through his wanna be tough guy thing and know he's just a goofball

he always said shit like "it's only gay if you make it" and we were always doing borderline gay shit and loldudebro-ing at it

he had no idea of my past forays

lots of sleep overs because this faggot goes to same church as me so he gets to stay over more than any other friend

he usually would take top bunk and i would bottom (only now does the synchronicity of that hit me)

but for some reason started sleeping with me

ends up with his arm around me

>YES YES YES

im freaking out internally

i feel his cock get hard and press into my ass

>WEVE GOT EM NOW BOYS

i slowly press into him and grind on him

he gives me the ol reach around!

somehow we end up with me under the sheets sucking him off and he has a giant uncut dick

compared to my slim and trim one it looked gigantic

hard to fit in mouth all the way

he pressed me down on it and gagged me

>fuck yes

he politely taps me on the head when he's about to finish

did not swallow back then

he goes cleans himself up

>my_turn.jpg

i never lasted long after sucking him off

this was our routine

we get older and both get into girls and shit and see other people but still have a small thing until junior year of high school (16-17)

he goes off to be super buff tough marine guy that lives for war in Afghanistan

I smoke a lot of weed and play video games in the states and am generally against the war

basically fuck girls now except for a few instances

also some crazy shit with my youth ministers wife happened but that's a story for another board

fucker actually lives right down the road with his gf and owns a house and we don't really talk ever

i sort of have my own life as well now and a qt gf

had a few experiences as an adult but nothing to write home about

occasionally get on grindr and immediately delete

would be interested in actual romance with a guy

attempted anal with a trans friend topping me and idiot used hand lotion so it hurt worse than it should and had to stop

would be really into romantic passionate intimate butt smeks with right guy and kinda disappointed it hasn't happened yet

im 26 and ain't gettin any younger so kinda worried that maybe i missed the boat for that one

my stupid wonderful qt gf wants a kid and i'm avoiding that for as long as possible

still get off to guys (especially the fems) regularly and always actively searching for someone since i sortof have free reigns to screw all the guys i want

just no guys to screw … or that im romantically attracted to maybe

also too fucking old and don't understand phone hook ups but also an internet faggot and don't go outside

anyways

that was my god damn gay harem of a life story

hope someone enjoyed my reminiscing

My first "gay" experience was around the time I was 3-4, my older cousin came to visit and he started telling me about his 15yo gf back home who have him blowjobs (he was maybe 5) I didn't believe him and, I still don't but after he told me all this he told me he needed to practice kissing and so he would wrestle me to the ground and try to tounge kiss me. He did this for a few days until he decided to try a new game and tell me to close my eyes and open my mouth. I fell for it, got his dick in my mouth, then my grandma walked in. The reason I put gay in quotes is bc it was forced on me. The first real gay experience I ever initiated was when I did some stuff with these dogs and (with people) I jerked off and blew my then best friend to "see if I was gay" in 8th. After that I came here maybe once or twice a year then freaked out and deleted everything I saved and all the history, but I didnt realize I was gay or something along those lines until a few days ago.

>>388848

It's worth waiting. Sex isn't all that great physically, it's incredibly overrated. Being close enough to someone to be 100% comfortable boning them with no worries or insecurities whatsoever followed by cuddling is one of the best feelings ever.

>>388853

>he ended up str8 as a board with a wife/kid/job etc

>i ended up being an ultra faggot on the internet

Don't you understand? You absorbed all his gay. You literally sucked the gay out of him and harnessed it yourself.

When I was 11 or 12, I went over to one of my close friends' house. We were playing video games and eventually he started playing GTA IV while I watched.

He went into a strip club and being 12 we both got horny, and suddenly he whipped his dick out and started masturbating. I looked at him really uncomfortably and he said "it's ok we see each other nude in the changing room all the time".

I was like ok I guess I'll oblige so I started masturbating too but I wasn't really into it because I was way too uncomfortable. He eventually stopped and we just went back to playing the game.

He had swimming club that evening (it was some kind of ball game in the water, polo? idk). On the way over we started talking about fucking girls and all the ways you can fuck them. I eventually brought up anal, he thought it meant something else, but he understood what I meant. I had to watch the game but it was extremely boring so I didn't.

When he came out of the water I think I asked him or he asked me if I could try anal on him, just to see what it would be like. We went into a bathroom stall and I tried to put it in, but it was extremely painful because I had phimosis at the time and I didn't know what lube was. After the failed experiment we still talked about how it felt and it wasn't really weird, interestingly.

I was sleeping over that night. He had no extra bed so I had to sleep in the bed with him. So far so good. We were playing on his DS and having a good time. Eventually I asked him if he wanted me to suck his dick. He said yes, and I said okay but if you want to do that then we should do it to each other a the same time.

Not knowing what to expect, we tried it really slowly and carefully. I remember saying to him that I expected it to taste gross, but it just tasted like a soft piece of skin in your mouth. Neither of us came, we were probably too young. I did bring up anal again at some point, but our assholes were too dirty and we didn't consider cleaning it. It went on for a bunch of hours and we eventually went to bed.

I was really conflicted about it after it happened. I remember seeing him from time to time after it and being quite passive aggressive towards him, as if he betrayed me or something. He moved away shortly after and we aren't friends to this day.

It's a fond memory to me, because it shows how conflicted I was about it and how those feelings were inside me anyway. I used to think I was just attracted to girls, but eventually came around to accepting myself as bisexual, which took a while.

>>389852

Lucky to get an opportunity like that. I never had any friends who were willing to experiment so learning I liked dudes wasn't easy.

>>389852

Sounds similar to my story

>>389952

a-anon?

>>384287

had the same happen.

>>383941

No, he was only in town for a summer before he moved and I never saw him again.

thinking back I had a real fucking gay childhood. can’t even remember the order this stuff happened in but anyway was about 5-6 during all of this.

walked in on my male and female cousin touching each other (both about 10), and I was begging to suck my male cousins penis lmao.

me and a neighbor boy compared erect dicks and touched them together.

me and another neighbor boy frotted and basically blew each other.

me and a friend who went to school ended up hanging out, and I was masturbating him for a few minutes till we just kinda stopped.

now present day turns out I’m all around unattractive to 99.999% of people so that’s my entire sexual history too.

When I was 10 was playing with my friend who later I let his cock slide in my ass,felt a warm sensation my ass was full,second was with a man who gave me an ass massage and touched my dick.

>>383960

Dude don't worry just go for it,you can't live your life without having sex.

I'm in a fucking muslim country it's basically death if they find out I'm bi.

I was 14 and a friend sucked me off. It was also first time I got an orgasm. After that I was hooked on getting sucked off.

He always did it when I requested. But after we reached the age of 17 he stopped, because he got a gf.

Later on I tried to get a bf but since I wasn't really the gay type. It was impossible, now I am lonely and still miss getting sucked and fucking ass.

I was 17 when I got fucked by a 36 year old. Don't worry, 15 is the legal age of consent here. It's just been an upwards spiral from there. I'm 19 now and have had a guy, sometimes more, for every day of the last two months

>>393021

You're only a short swim from Spain, why stay there?

>>393101

It's not that easy to migrate for an african, especially not to Spain in these times

>>393158

Not with that attitude.

>>383884

is shoving things up my ass counts as a gay experience?

>>393345

Not unless what you were shoving up there was a male animal.

>>393366

can cucumbers be male?

>>383884

I was nine and a local pedo was overly friendly with boys. He invited us to play vidya at his house and he introduced us to sexual stuff. I guess the earliest sexual experience was me being naked with other boys, then me watching other boys (and him) jerking off. It escalated from there. I've never really discussed it outside of therapy and even then I wasn't comfortable. I wonder if I would've ended up gay if that asshole never moved to my town.

>>393380

Eh… botanically speaking they're fruiting bodies, so actually from the female part of the plant. Sorry.

>>393386

>I wonder if I would've ended up gay

Orientation is set in stone no later than 2-3 years old. Don't worry about it. The past cannot be changed. If you always go around thinking of yourself as a victim, you always will be.

>>393021

>you can't live your life without having sex

We'll see about that, I'm still alive and kicking.

>>394491

>I'm empty so I don't care anymore and leave

>He didn't want to come to my apartment for some reason,

>Recently blocked me on social media

Hmm, I wonder why… you seem like the type of person people have sex with then grow to really dislike. The whole "I got my nut I don't care anymore" people are the worst.

>>394493

That happened to me and a female friend after we started having casual sex, eventually she didn't want to see me anymore, now we're not even friends, she avoids me in public.

But with this guy, I left because it's fucking creepy having sex outdoors in the middle of the night. I want him in my bed not on some 50-year old iron fence in the middle of what's most likely a forest of some sort.

A guy ten years older than me wanted to recruit me to do crime with him. We agreed no, but only after we traded blowjobs and I watched him jerk of a handful of times. I was 19.

He's still a cute guy though and I think about him all the time. Hope he's doing okay, haven't heard from him.

I sucked my own peepee and came all over my face

>>391810

Can't really make a long-distance relationship work where you might see each-other once a year without being casual fuck-buddies

>>383884

>what were your first gay experiences

I don't know, if I'm a complete degenerate or if I'm possessed by an evil gay spirit from hell, but my first homosexual interactions go so early as 5 years old, looking at the butt of my cousin. then when I was 8 my cousin and I used to dry hump our dicks, we kept doing this until I was 11. when I was 9 I got a crazy boner looking at some volleyball players, that entered the large showers after a game, they were much older than me, like 15 yo to 18 yo and all of them had a great physique, but one of them was special, he was the most athletic of them all and he had such a cute face, I still get boners to this day just by remembering him, then when I was 11 to 12 a friend and I from school sucked my cock in an abandoned rest room. and then when I was 15 I finally inserted my penis into my cousin and from then on I've been a fag.

>>383973

Great post!

I'd love to have a BF like that.

>>383909

Playing the doctor is even a stereotype for precocious kids.

when I was a kid, I was told to never play Doctor with no one, now I know why.

>>383960

>but I delete the app because I get scared. I'm afraid that someone I know will somehow find out I'm gay. I'm also scared of sexual diseases or getting killed.

I have the same fear, and time is going by really quick, I was 23 the other day and now I'm 27, and I'm still lonely and fearful.

Do as some people say, don't over think things, sometimes is better to throw yourself into the fire blindfolded and just enjoy what ever the outcome is.

>>383884

I blew a cute friend of mine, two others as well.

He was 18, short brown hair, green eyes, light freckling. Nice ass. I sucked his dick (he was about average size) at a small private party. Slightly salty cum, was a nice experience.

Blew the other two at the same party, 'cause I was liking it and they were into it. One was also 18, skinny with blond curly hair. His dick was a little smaller, but his cum was sweeter and went down pretty nicely. Other guy was 19, had black shoulder-length hair, more muscular body, and had the biggest dick of 'em all. He liked being a little more aggressive, so he mouthfucked me a bit. His cum was more bitter, probably because he was a smoker.

All in all, was a pretty hot experience. Blew the blond guy a few more times later on. Just casual fooling around, really.

when i gave myself the S U C C

>>383884

This is a weird first time story. When I was a kid (like pre-adolescent, something like 12 or 13), I used to go swimming a lot. When it was over, I used to make my way into the dressing room and usually found a bunch of old men changing clothes. Of course, I was able to see their penises, we were all men and just humans who were changing. Nothing sexual really.

But as time went by, I started feeling aroused around those men. I got to a point where I would rush to get out of the pool so I could sneak peak some dicks. These guys were like 40+.

For too long, it was a fantasy, I used to masturbate imaging that one of those guys had a huge boner and forced it into my mouth. When I was 19, out of relatonships, completely free to solve my sexuality, I started talking to a guy I met online. He was 48.

When he started to get kinky and all, I couldn't help it. We had to meet, and we did. He was very polite and interesting. Once in the bedroom, he pulled his pants down and showed me his lazy dick. No erection, no nothing. He grabbed my head and submerged me into his pubis and penis, telling me to smell it and enjoy it. And holy shit I did. It felt like just seconds later, he was very, very hard… something took over me. Suddenly, I was sucking on it like there was no tomorrow. I was anesthetized by that penis, it was delicious, my first.

He came into my mouth, and I drank it all to the last drop. After that, he used spit to lubricate a finger… and used it to fuck me in the ass while masturbating me, until I came ridiculously hard. Fun times.

>>395879

Fucking Chileans, jesus christ.

>>395852

HOT af

I'm 23 and I've still never kissed anyone lol

The worst part is I'm a nice, smart and attractive guy, I just have really bad problems related to intimacy that make it incredibly difficult for me to even hug or flirt with someone, let alone have a kiss or sex..

Just the thought of sex or kissing gives me a big rush of anxiety

>>395990

You say that, but I bet if a nice fellow cute boy put their arms around you and started to kiss your neck all your problems would start melting away and you'd be ready to drop your pants/his pants and get/give a beej.

>>396005

Casual sex will never not be disgusting.

got hard when I looked at my own dick in the shower when I was like 12

>>393158

What gets in the way? Is Spain not having it with immigrants like Italy?

A 2(?) Pt story of how a straight guy from the mountains of Wyoming became a not so straight guy.

Part 1

When I was 22, back in 2012, I was going through a divorce with my now ex-wife. I had just moved to San Diego, and was developing a slight drinking problem to cope with the depression of losing her and my daughter, as they moved back home.

I was at the liquor store, and was developing a taste for Bloody Mary's. I spent some time looking online, and decided to try out some recipes. While I was looking at some mixes, I heard "Ooo, that's a good one!" from beside me. Now, back then, I was definitely straight. No doubts about it. So I didn't really react to the what I would now consider a fuckin gorgeous boy. About 5'5", below shoulder length blonde hair, blue eyes, and a cute body. Skinny with a nice butt.

It's California, whatever, I told myself. So we struck up a conversation about different types of mixes, alcohol, additives, stuff like that. He says he's got some good recipes, and he'll text them to me. Sure, okay, thanks dude. We swap numbers, and I leave.

That night, while i was getting kind of tipsy, he texts me, asking how the mixing is going. I say great, and we talk for a bit, and eventually I learn he lives a few blocks away from me. He offers to come over and make me some drinks. I agree, and pour myself another.

He showed up to my apartment about 20min later. Maybe it's the alcohol, but does he smell good? No. Yes? Fuck I don't know. He's got nice features tho… So he starts making us some drinks, and they're pretty good. Now that I've got company, and I just met this guy, I don't want to get hammered, so I start to slow down a bit.

We get to talking about random shit, he asks about my situation, the Navy, how my divorce was going, relationships, random small talk. After a while, he goes to stand up, and trips, falling backwards onto me. I catch him, he giggles, and says sorry, before heading off to the bathroom.

>>400417

Part 2

He comes back from the bathroom, and we're both getting kind of drunk at this point. He sits down next to me, taking the middle seat on the couch. He looks at me, and says, "You know, you're kind of cute when you're drunk." I didn't really know what to say, besides a confused "Thanks?" He giggled, and asks if I've ever had sex with a guy before. When I say no, he asks if I've ever wanted to. Before I could stammer out what was sure to be an embarrassing reply, he kisses me.

I don't mean like a small peck, I mean like full on, mouth to mouth, tongue on tongue. I'm stunned, kind of mad, and kind of…happy? I relaxed, and decided that I actually enjoyed it. I slid back on the couch, and with him on top of me, we made out for what seemed like forever, just enjoying it.

He slid off my shirt, and began kissing my chest, slowly working his way down to my pants. When he put his hands on my belt, I stopped him. "What? Aren't you enjoying this?" He says. I kind of nod, and say yes. He leans back up to kiss me and says "Do you have a bed, or do you just sleep on the couch all the time?" So I led him to my room.

Once I layed down, he removed my pants, and began kissing my cock. I was semi-hard at this point, and his lips and tongue were making me harder. He was playing with my balls in one hand, and the other, rubbing my legs. Slowly, he began to move his finger towards my ass. He asked when the last time I showered was, and I told him that I had before he got there. He smiled, said "Good boy.", and began to run his finger around my ass.

After a few minutes of light teasing, he told me to roll over. Thinking he was going to fuck me, I said no. "Relax, I just want to kiss your cute butt." At this point, my resolve was pretty low, so I rolled over.

Dear god man, I've tried to find girls that were willing to do this and do it as well as he did, and I don't think they exist. He could work magic with his tongue and his finger. After a few minutes of this, I felt like I was going to cum at any moment, and I think he could tell.

I rolled back over, and asked if I had condoms and lube. I did, and he stood up, and started taking off his clothes. His body was even cuter than I had thought. Perfectly pale skin, a smooth flat tummy, and a small cock, that was as hard as I was.

>>400421

Pt 3, then end, and the beginning.

After his little strip tease, he climbed back onto the bed on his stomach, and I told him to roll over. After more kissing, out cocks rubbing together, leaking precum, I moved down to his cock. I didn't really know what I was doing, but I did my best to imitate blowjobs I had recieved in the past, and apparently it worked well enough. Even though we were well past the point of 100% straight, I was still confused when I discovered I liked the taste of his cock and precum.

He told me to stop, and got up on all fours. I bent over and began kissing and licking his back, before moving down to his ass. I don't think he expected me to return the favor from earlier, and I didn't expect to enjoy it as much as I did.

Eventually, I knew what we both wanted, so I pulled on the condom, and used the lube to massage and play with his cute little rosebud. His moans were the cutest thing I had ever heard. I pressed my cock up against his ass, and slowly pushed inside.

The sex didn't last long. I think it's because we were both so turned on, but once he rolled onto his back, I came inside hi., and he shortly after. We took a shower together, and layed down in my bed. After some more kissing and fingering, we went to sleep, his head on my chest.

The next morning, I woke up and he was gone. Through the hangover, I searched the house, making sure he didn't rob me. I didn't hear from him for about a year, despite my texting.

About a year later, when I was at work, his name popped up on my message screen. I was surprised, to say the least. I answered, saying he could call me at lunch. He explained that he was in college in Arizona, and despite me being 100% willing to drive down to see him, he said no. His missed me, and asked if he had turned me gay. I said no, that I was dating a girl at the time. He said that if I ever was driving through Phoenix, to call him, and said goodbye.

Tbh, I didn't really know what to think of all this. I had absolutely enjoyed every second of time with him. Maybe it's because I can't keep a steady girlfriend longer than a few months. I'll blame the military for that sometimes, but I don't know.

I recently transferred to North Carolina, and drove through Phoenix on New Years Eve, taking I-20. I still had his number, but it had been 6 years since then. My perfect definition of a cuteboy like him would have no problems finding someone to care for him, and I decided not to interrupt his night. I deleted his number, then walked into the Benson Az truck stop to buy a shitty sandwich and some copenhagen.

I still consider myself straight, mostly. I don't find guys attractive, but if I found a guy like him, I wouldn't hesitate to settle down. Out of all the things I've done and seen the past few years, for some reason, even if i can't remember what i had for dinner last week, I remember him like it was yesterday.

Sorry for the long post. Should've greentexted.

Tl;dr: Straight guy meets skinny pale guy at Bevmo. They sex. Straight guy spends next 6 years questioning his sexuality and wonders why women in SoCal don't like to finger buttholes.

>>383884

one of my mums boyfriends used to come to my room every night

>>400423

cute

>meet cute boy on tinder

>6'1, twinky but not too skinny, short black hair, decent muscle definition, perfect top for smol me

>meet up at a park near my dorm at night because my roommate was still in the room

>smoke some weed, just cuddle and talk on a bench for a little while

>start caressing each other, eventually reach his dick

>feel this monster straining his underwear and pants

>pull his pants down, thick cock flops out

>easily the biggest I've ever seen (later measured it to be ~9")

>know I don't have a gag reflex from years of testing with bananas and dildos, so I just start going to town deepthroating it

>can only get ~8.5ish in my throat before something physically stops it from going deeper

>throat him for literally 30 minutes out in a park because apparently big dicked guys taking forever to cum isn't just a meme

>have to stop because someone walked really close to us

>text my roommate to gtfo of the room for an hour or two

>go back to the room, put on some dim lights

>we get on the bed and he starts fingering me

>fuck i'm not ready for this i didn't even clean out or anything

>he knows I'm a virgin and scared as fuck so he takes his fingers out, gets on top of me, and pins me

>starts teasing my rock hard dick with his ass

>eventually I'm practically begging to fuck him while he still has my arms pinned

>he puts some lube on my dick, slides it in

>holy shit people are hot on the inside

>get the rhythm of it, really loud clapping sounds that I'm sure anyone in the hallway can hear

>his huge dick bouncing on my tummy

>after a lot of pounding, grinding, and teasing I eventually nut in him

>with me still inside him he jacks off for like 45 seconds and cums on me

>we both shower, he spends the night, then leaves the next day

He did end up fucking me, though, just a few days ago. 9/10 would do again except for the fact my ass still hurts two days later. I can post that story if anyone wants me to but it's a bit more boring.

>>391810

It was his idea to be FWB and see other people. He was the and still is the only male I've been with. I see your point though.

Back when I was 7 my friend discovered porn online (he had a 14 year old brother who was semi-retarded and didn't know how to delete browser history). We watched a ton of porn together and tried to act some of it out. Interestingly, I never ended up being gayer than liking femboys even though I was certainly prettier/girlier-looking than he was. To this date it's the only thing remotely sexual I've ever done with another person

>>401038

post it

>>400447

How old where you?

>>401143

not sure exactly but around 5-6

>>400423

Could he be considered a trap?

>>401089

>immediately miss his company the next day

>talk to him sparsely throughout the day because he's busy and so am I

>plan to have him spend the night again the next day

>happinessnoise.png

>night comes around, roommate gone being a norman again

>we put on The Office on my laptop

>just cuddle for a while being nice and comfy

>butt pressed against him, his hand on my tummy

>slowly his hand starts playing with my waistband

>grind against him

>we both slowly get more vigorous

>laptop falls off the side of the bed because of our motion but I don't care at this point

>we quickly get undressed and as I go to suck him off he pushes me back down onto my side in a spooning position

>hear the familiar "pop" of a lube bottle opening

>"hey wait I didn't prepare for thdmsklfnsd"

>sentence cut short by two cold fingers massaging my insides

>"I don't care," he replies

>my boner is now throbbing

>after some teasing he takes the fingers out

>very shortly after that something MUCH thicker and warmer starts stretching me out

>bite pillow, get ready for the pain everyone always talks about

>hey wait this only hurts a little bit, and it feels pretty decent

>softly moaning and panting into the pillow since having 6" of dick in me is a weird feeling

>asks if I'm okay, I nod in response

>holds me still and slowly presses the rest in

>hits something that IMMEDIATELY makes me feel like I sort of have to pee, whole body gets overtaken by this quick warm wave of pleasure, pretty much yell "fuckkkkk" into the pillow

>he chuckles and starts to move in and out, in and out

>I'm moaning like a bitch in between panting "fuck"

>he turns me onto my stomach so I'm laying flat and starts pounding more

>literally have to try not to cum from it, since I know if I do I'll become too tight to continue and also cuz prostate orgasms are a really weird feeling

>feel his huge balls slap against mine as well as the back of my thighs

>practically drooling onto the pillow my face is buried in at this point

>turns me onto my back, puts my legs up on his shoulders, grinds into me

>I'm still moaning like a bitch but covering my face now because I'm embarrassed

>he laughs again

>rotate between these positions for like an hour

>he doesn't end up cumming since bigdick.exe makes it difficult

>I don't cum either but I don't mind

>end with us spooning and his dick massaging my insides

>take a shower where he bullies me like always

>get out, get into bed, roommate comes in immediately after lol

>go to sleep

Planning on seeing him again soon, just don't know when.

>>401166

damn I had some similar experiences with other students and at parties and it's always fun.

though the parties usually involved both dudes and chicks (I was usually fucked up enough to not mind the chicks atleast)

>>401198

I've had some dudes offer to tag team girls with me on Grindr, but I'm shy and idk what I'd do with a girl if I was ever in bed with one lmao

>>401229

I would put you through the wringer and drink your blood. I am immune to AIDS and GRIDS thanks to a gene malfunction, thus I can still partake of the twisted degeneracy that is, "Beautiful sweet young bois as the most tender and delicious prey." Wanna hookup?

>>401235

gross no

>>401229

lmoa one time I was just super drunk and high cuddling some dude on a sofa at a party.

he went off to play strip poker (I was too wasted to move) then woke up to a bisexual as fuck orgy with everyone fucking eachother and a girl on my dick,

I kinda just layed there like "okay" and she apologized for not being a boy.

I can't fully remember but I think I got with 2 girls and 3 guys that night.

then in the morning I was the first person to wake up and just kept drinking because I was still drunk.

then when everyone else woke up we all went down to McDonalds for breakfast.

it was degenerate af but fun.

>>401245

I could make you sing like an angel and play you like a fiddle if you wanted to experience true pleasure. Do you not wish to cry out in ecstasy and cure your wanton lust and sexual avarice? I'll take real good care of you. I promise.

>>401252

>>401253

slightly surprised you didn't catch anything tbh, also seems pretty rapey for someone to just start having sex with you while you're out yknow :\ if you had fun tho then it's all good haha

>>401256

please don't reply to my posts again thanks :)

>>401292

luckily I've only had one STD and it was curable ;-; got it from casual hookups with a furfag

>>401256

can you kill me pls?

>>401293

I was never sexually active until a couple months ago, so now that my body count is at 5 for oral and 1 for anal I figured I'd get tested. I knew each of them pretty well but hopefully I don't have anything uwu

>>401314

in the case of the party (the only reason I didn't feel raped aswell) it was all close friends so no one had any diseases.

even then, I'm lucky as hell because no one ever wants to use condoms on me ;-;

like I'd always offer and bring them but last minute they decide not to use them

but somehow I only got that one STD and it was in my throat where it had no physical effect on me lol

>>401252

If this happened to me I'd probably never hang out with those people again and avoid alcohol for the rest of my life tbh

>>401326

well one of the chicks was my ex but we only had sex twice and I had to be uber drunk both times.

it's basically how I found out I was gay.

but still I actually haven't hung out with that group since, hung with 2 of them to find a new weed dealer.

and I hang with my ex because her and her cousin always get me stoned as hell.

or one time her and her cousin took me to a gay bar and got me like $100 worth of drinks and that was a good night.

also her cousins a qt1.34 gay but he's a bottom and a virgin ;-;

but ye that doesn't work because I'm also a bottom.

>>394491

> I even had a plan to gradually make him into a sissy and then making him come live with me as my housewife.

yes daddy ≧ω≦

>>401742

Well, rest assured that reading that (and never having had a similar experience) made me want to neck, so you're screwed either way.

mine was a year ago

this guy affered to help me get to college in his car (since I was late)

he touched me and wanted me to go with him and I said that I was busy and would do it later

Avoided him since then.

>>403209

A-anon what flag is that (geography fag here ^_^) just curious it's blurred due to the digital state but may you tell me :D

Thank you very much

>>403209

Oh nevermind Tunisian ! All good !!

>>403209

How do you feel about Hannibal Barca and his Military victory in Cannae ??

>>403265

He's a national hero and makes me feel proud for being Tunisian, like the only reason.

>>403584

Tons of Tunisians fought in the Free Arab Legion :D

>>403595

They fought in the Tunisian campaign, they weren't Tunisian though.

>>403597

Causalities were very low though KIAs were reported

https://www.axishistory.com/other-aspects/foreign-volunteers

https://forum.axishistory.com/viewtopic.php?t=12739&start=30

Probably 12 years old or so, stuck the end of a toy lightsaber in my ass with lube, if that counts. Used it a lot.

If not, then not until I was 22ish and was rebounding off a relationship, had sex with a fat guy that I REALLY regret.

>>404354

Holy fuck, that guy is a piece of shit. Why do you put up with this from someone who played with your emotions like that?

Fuck him. Love yourself, anon.

When I was 7 one of my buddies (same age) discovered porn, presumably from his 14 year old brother's internet history (I distinctly recall being smarter than his brother even then lol). After he showed me some stupidly-named website like naked ladies dot com – again, his brother was retarded and so were we – we played around naked at times, and I recall him trying to get us to suck each other's dicks, though I declined. That's the full extent of any sexual experimentation I've done with any other human being.

First gay sex experience: I was 18ish and visited this guy I've been talking to a few months prior. He was really sweet and we could relate in a lot of ways with similar interests. Also he seemed pretty cute at the time. So I was invited to stay the night. I brought us some acid and we took a smaller dose. Minimal visuals and more of a body high. We were having some decent convos in his room and after some point we were cuddling. I slowly worked up to laying on him in his arms and laying a leg around him. Some time passed while talking more and he ran his hand down my pants squeezing my butt then pretty much rubbing my prostate, then working his way toward fingering me. I was sort of embarrassed and hid my face like an idiot, but he seemed to like it anyway. So I started putting my hand on his bulge. So he pulled his pants down, then I grabbed his dick and stroked it. Then he grabbed my ass tighter and started kissing me on the neck. I stripped a little bit, put his dick between my highs, and gave him a thigh job. And while he was sort of fingering and rubbing my prostate, I felt sensations I was unfamiliar with. I could feel it throughout more of my body than usual. Pretty sure it was the first time I came from that kind of stimulation. Then we fell asleep while he was cuddling me from behind. Hid arms were like pillows and he was so warm. (Would recommend).

So fast forwarding to the next morning. We took a shower together and he was more openly affectionate. So he caresses me from behind and strokes le dick. I returned the favor stroking his dick faster while somewhat leaning toward him. Then we got out and originally I was just going to get dressed and take off for the day. But I ended up on my back laying on the floor while he was fingering me and making out with me. He then lubricated his dick. I grabbed and stroked it a bit, then he proceeded to put the tip in my ass. Then slowly pushed the rest in. So he was forcefully fucking me in the ass with my legs over his shoulders after a gentle start. Blood rushed to my head and I was covering my face. We were going at it for at least 20min. Then he started to slow down, pulled out softly, then came all over my stomach. Then we made out more. We later got dressed and chilled more, while getting a little more intimate in other ways. His roomates came back around noon, chilled with them too, then left.

I was awkward and probably bad at it at the time since I was new to it, but it could've been worse I guess.

First gay experiences in general, I was closeted and would get crushes on some of the guys I chilled with as far back as middle school. I'd get butterflies and imagine "cute" scenarios. But at the same time I'd hate myself for it so I kept it to myself in denial. (Looking back at it I cringe. Fuck me right)?

>>383884

Met a guy on grindr and snuck out to suck him off while on a family trip in the middle fo the night. First kiss, first grope, first time sucking dick; all in one night. It was pretty amazing because we couldn't go back to either of our hotel rooms so we had to find a place in relative public. We went to one or 2 stairwells, then found a stairwell in a parking garage to finish. I didn't cum but it was still pretty magical~

>>396005

My dream.

first gay experience was actually two in a row. Went to London for vacation with family, they got me my own hotel room and I was into guys for a little while before that. Decided to make an ad on craigslist like a desperate cuteboy. First guy who hit me up was a sandnigger with a small dick, but that said he was interesting in double teaming me with a friend. Second was a guy with an 8 inch dick that seemed like a virgin. I went to the sandniggers apartment at like 3 am in the morning in some super sketchy part of London which was a terrible idea in hindsight. I arrived like an hour late which seemed to piss him off since I think he had work early the next morning or something. He cuffed me up and blindfolded me, saying that his friend had already left, but that he was planning on punishing me for coming so late. His dick was small but he was a monster in terms of stamina, he pounded me endlessly until I was practically screaming, forcing him to shove my face into his bed and give me a mating press. I hadn't even realized that he hadn't even used lube, it was basically only saliva from sucking his dick a bit, and he pounded me raw (which was a bad idea in hindsight as well). I ended up getting back to my hotel barely able to walk after like 2 hours since my phone didn't work in England and I had to run around late at night trying to find free wifi to get a cab.

The very next day, the other guy came. It was pretty straightforward, his dick was huge and he said he didn't bring lube either. Fuck it, I sucked his cock and he immediately pressed me to the bed and played some sissyhypno from my laptop, making me watch it as he pounded me doggy. His dick hurt alot more but felt incredible after like 10 minutes. He came inside and left pretty quickly after.

>>406836

same anon

in hindsight, I don't know how I lost my virginity without lube or anything. It's a miracle I didn't feel like I wanted to die after being pounded raw without lube two nights in a row.

I was 13 and in my first year of boarding school. The winter/holidays break started Friday afternoon, but my transport was not fetching me until Sunday afternoon. By midday Saturday our house was nearly deserted - maybe 4 of us were still there.

An older boy I barely knew (he was 17 I think) invited me to his room to play Phase 10 (our house was very into Phase 10… dunno why.) I went up and we played a few hands and he - completely out of nowhere - said that if I win the next hand, he would suck my dick. I said no deal, and he said if I lose, I don't have to do it to him. I probably should have left but I stayed and he made sure I won the next game (his discards were obviously meant to help me).

He insisted on paying up and swore nobody would know. I let him pull my sweats down and he blew me. That led to him doing it on occasion for the next two years until he graduated. There was never any reciprocation. I found out after he was gone that he did the same to one of my friends and that he had a thing for sucking uncut guys like us. It did not hurt me any and helped me build up the ability to delay blasting when I want.

>>383884

I could share, but I don't want to disrespect the boy I was with at the time. All I can say is that it was the most awesome welcoming gift a dude can have when he first visits a country and that I must've been around 22 at the time.

Other than didn't have any gay experiences (besides one dude confessing to me, but I did not like him. He would've been cute, but I really can't stand the "spoiled rich brat" thing).

There was one dude who wanted me to suck him off but he did not ask nicely enough.

>>395853

Impressive

I was 17 and he was a few months older than me. Met online and we lived close by and decided we wanted to be bfs and he was my type, cute. First time we did anything I kissed him and then brought his dick out and as I brought my head down to suck it my lip grazed his dick slightly and he came right away. It was both of our first times doing anything. As exciting as that was, I wish my first time was with someone more experienced and forceful.

When I was 12 at camp I sucked another kids dick after he sucked mine. Got caught by one of the counselors other kid ran off i I got taken to the cabin for a talking to. Counselor was cool about it and talked to me asking why I was doing it. Told him because it felt good when I got mine sucked. After a little back and forth he convinced me to suck him off. It was fine I guess. got some special treatment for the rest of my summer camp so that was pretty cool.

A couple of the gay dudes in HS would always be really nice and cool with me..the flamers. I was always nice back..but I was a jock football player who had gf's regularly..one time after school. The gays who were school dancers would always ask if I would dance with them in choreographed routines( I could dance as well) they were feminine and I'd just go over to them and just stand and watch them. I remember being turned on with howbthey moved..there was too of them. One was short with a nice fat jiggly little ass. The other was skinny..and very flamerific. They invited me over on a weekend. I wanted to go. I had a dream of me banging one with the other watching.

Fast forward to adulthood. And I'm working at tmobile..next to a Mac counter. They had a gay kid. Very fem..being he did makeup for a living. Very very cute. Pretty skin. Very gay (like I like em). I couldn't help myself. I wrote him a note(like a 10 yes old) I just said I think you are really cute and if you ever need anything..come on over.. well he did. He bought a phone from me ..I gave every discount I could. I was trying to impress him. So find out a my friend since 2nd grade sister was a friend of his.. I had fucked her a few times but anyways..she had said how he's her friend. She instantly asked if I wanted to know him. I said yea. I didn't have a car at that time.. but one night after me and him exchanged numbers..he texted me and asked if I wanted to come to his grandfather's beach house on the beach..I had a bottle if liquor ready for this..and it was about midnite.

I get down to the beach house. He's looking all cute as usual but not in work clothes..we drink.. I used to stare at how rich and shiny his skin was..I asked if I could touch his arm..he laughed and said yea..I started rubbing his arm…so smooth I thought..so feminine.. he asked to touch me..I said go ahead. I took my shirt off..he led me up stairs to the roof… Sucked me off so good.. out his ass in the air..I put my dick in him..I fucked him good..came in his ass..afterwards he's just laying on the deck on the roof naked using his feet to play with my spent dick…saying that's daddy dick..bomb dick…and we fucked a few more times after..I lived making out with him. We list contact and I've moved to another state.. I hope he's doing ok. He got the ball rolling

>>383884

Never had one but always wanted to try it. Was into girls for most of my life til finally I realized I like both sides of the field, but only if the boys are feminine/cute. Still looking.

>>406995

>>406995

>boy feet

im so jealous. please tell me more

It was with one of my friends when we were 15. He knew I was gay and was a little curious but had a couple gfs b4 and wasn't a virgin. He texted me and said proposed we suck each others dicks so I went to his for a sleep over that weekend. We got Chinese food and smoked a bit of weed and he got his cock out and started jerking off. I touched it a little and started sucking which was my first actual sexual experience. I almost threw up at first so I mostly sucked his balls and jerked him off and he came in my hair. We sat and watched re:zero and I sucked him off again an hour or two later with but actually kept it in my mouth and tried using my tongue a bit. He's still one of my 2 closest friends but nothing has really happened since

>>408550

oof that’s hot :3

My experiences were always very light. I was just interested while everyone else was very straight in my group. One of the weirdest feelings was my friend coming out of my shower shirtless and I couldn't stop looking at his abs. I don't know if he noticed because the room was dim but my eyes were glued to his body. It's odd because he was sorta manly and very well built. I thought I was into twinks :/

We used to pee at the same time with a childhood friend when we were young, like 7-9 years old. It was our secret when we hung around to play, and I truly dont know why we did it or how it started.

As time passed he began to grow bigger and I stayed the same though he never mentioned it. It aroused me to be both of us grabbing our dicks and peeing in the same place. I believe we used to compete who would keep on going for a longer time. I always stared at his cock as he always took longer than me.

Never did anything at that time but ever since those times I just couldnt get as aroused from girls as I did with boys.

Sucked my classmate's cock in 8th grade inside the school's bathroom stalls. We had a few encounters like that until another friend caught us and threatened to tell everyone.

I was 20 years old. I was a virgin and had always thought of myself as heterosexual. I met this "girl" in an online community and became infatuated. It was the first time in my life I ever felt such emotion for another human being. Of course she turned out to be a he, a male to female transsexual in Australia with some very dire issues which kept me fascinated. I kept on loving this person even after he confessed his real gender, and I wanted to make him happy, so I allowed for the first time in my life all these homosexual thoughts to enter my mind. I shaved off all my body hair for the first time and took photos for him. We ended up never meeting in reality though. I don't know what happened to him.

I went to 7chan /men/ and started posting photos there. I was amazed at how many people liked me. These men seemed to appreciate my body and my personality for who I was more than any girl I had ever met. Their desires gave me an odd sense of deep emotional satisfaction I hadn't received from any woman yet.

Since then I've had multiple failed relationships with women who I did indeed feel deeply attracted to, but I never felt like that first time, and the breakups inevitably leave me pining for affection from wherever I can get it.

>>384267

Bruh

>>404037

God I remember this one

surprised to see i havent posted mine here yet over the years, here goes.

>14

>fat, socially awkward autist

>have like one or two friends, and one that visits on the reg

>we used to play the everloving fuck out of my console while he slept over more or less every possible opportunity

>we must have put in ungodly hours on dynasty warriors

>i had never jerked off til this point

>late to puberty so not much hair and kinda smol

>we sometimes browsed porn together

>this was how i eventually started fapping

now being a young teenage autist on the internet more or less anything was game for a curious fap, but i fucking hated gays. anal was revolting to me, and gays werent natural. then /d/ introduced me to futa, and the slow march of "oh, thats not so bad" proceeded.

>fastforward a year or so

>my bedroom is kitted out like an apartment so these weekends are more or less like house parties with 2 people and fizzy drinks instead of booze

>i have basically reached a point at which i am utterly desensitized to everything and anything

>we even fap together

>no homo tho

>eventually the idea of mutual handjobs is floated

>then mutual blowjobs

>its not gay, we both just want a blowjob

>hes straight tho, doesnt wanna return the favour in the end

>gay af

>carry on sucking dick tho

>its not that bad

>oddly pleasant, even

>this continues for years

>leave home when im older, drop a bunch of weight

>realise im probably at the very least bi

>fuck it, who cares?

>this slow realisation progresses til i notice that even in women the things i like about them are all masculine traits

>muscles and chest hair are kinda nice too

>man, it sure would be nice if i looked like those characters from all my pastel coloured gay dog drawings

and that, ladies and gents, is how i went from wanting the gays gassed to wanting a big hairy man on top of me.

>>410877

Hot

My first boners were always threatening things like dragons and dinos, mainly from male ones. For some reason since I was young I always wanted to be submissive in sex

I've known I was bi since middle school or so but my first IRL experience was meeting up with an online "friend" around the same age 16/17. We like hung out and did stuff outside, watched some anime, but inside most of it was fucking in his room after telling his dad we were playing vidya

when I was very young, me and two of my friends partially undressed and touched each other's penises at my house. one almost kissed the other's tip, but backed out.

It was a formative experience to say the least.

I was really in love with this girl that broke my heart so bad. She was bisexual and I was open minded enough to question myself wheter I was bi too, so I decided to try gay sex to see if I were to like it.

Big mistake, now I'm hooked to it. To get penetrated by another man makes me feel so good I've started to question more than my sexual desires, I feel like if it wasn't for my social status as a male IRL I would start to take HRT to become the girl I was always meant to be

>>413166

Sounds like he wanted your butt.

>>413169

Honestly I would have gave him. I was single and horny, he was single and had a really big cock I've seen it a couple of times he also posted it on the internet for strangers approval and to feel somehow better. His life was a shitty mess but he had a 9 inch cock so….

He is straight unfortunately

>>383884

A cousin. We both had 10 years old at the time. Classical "naked in the closet" at first. Then it developed into full on sex. We always slept in the same room when we went to vacation with the whole family. and we always felt excited in trying to have sex in secrecy while the family members were present in the house.

Our time together were batter than any time that we spent with any girl. The same for sex.

>>413166

Hot

>>383884

I was friends with a guy on discord and I got dumped by my GF then I later ended up getting depressed and talked to him more. Ended up developing feelings for each other and did the long distance thing for a year. Saw him during the summer and had sex with a guy for the first time when I traveled to the east coast to be with him. It felt like a fever dream. At the end of the trip I cried like a bitch because at the time I loved him dearly. I gave him my favorite hat and told him to hold onto it because I'd be back to pick it up from it. He was my first love but I learned a lot from my time with him. He had a lot of problems and didn't treat me well. I learned to stand up for myself from the hell he put me through. Regardless at one point he was the one I fell in love with. His red hair and blue eyes still make me sad. I found a new bf that I connect with better and treats me well.

>>384267

Weird gay stuffs from the past are the best stories I get to read on the internet, thanks now-old-anon

when i was 21 (9yrs ago) lived as expat in Thailand, got interested in trannies, did some blowjob dates.

Then found a really cute girl online, turned out she/he was a femboy using filters.

Went to pick him up with my motorcycle, little guy gave me an amazing massage with a blowjow happy ending. On of the best blowjobs i ever got.. I still miss him, but lost contact

I regularly got molested by my older cousin from the age of 7-9, I don't harbor any ill will nowadays