>>1905

What >>1906 said, basically. It really depends what you're looking for from a belt. If you're looking for short-term wear for visual impact or dipping toes in the water, then the cheaper leather belts will suffice. But if you want long-term wear, you have to select carefully and get the measurements right. You buy cheap, you buy twice.

The essential things you want to look for first are practical questions like:

- Is it comfortable?

- Does it provide adequate ventilation?

- Does it impede natural movement in any way?

- Can it be worn discreetly under clothing?

- Does it permit urination and defecation without fouling the belt or otherwise presenting a hygiene risk?

Pic related is an example of a good feature that satisfies the last condition. Systems like this allow the belt to be easily flushed and a well-designed belt will dry quickly without chafing or dripping.

Some people like belts that permit plugs or other insertables to be locked in, too. Extra features like that are up to you.

I saw this comment at Gelbooru of all places and I thought it was a pretty good explanation.

>>2032

your master should take it off when you need to be cleaned and teased :)

>>2086

i think it would be really good idea, be teased for weeks and maybe if you are a good girl you all get to cum :)

>>2087

>>2072

>:)

great display of emotion friend, u r killing it in the nonthreatening empathy stakes :^)

>>2091

horny sluts don't deserve empathy

https://please-deny.me/ for anyone whos interested

>>2287

make your fantasy a reality

http://cuckqueanslave.com/

>>1983

Spot on.

I love the idea of belting my 'quean but she gets off very strongly on being told not to play with herself and then obeying. If a belt was involved to make the act of obeying redundant, I suspect a lot of the spark would disappear.

>>2490

>But also remember, she's looking first and foremost for your happiness and satisfaction. If you can spin it so that she believes you're happier if she's belted, she'll be just as happy doing that.

Very good point. Sometimes it's easy to make it harder than it is and forget that she gets off on me getting off. I'll see about acquiring a decent but not bank-breaking leather belt and experiment with that for short periods.

>>2488 and >>2495 here - chastity experiment confirmed! My 'quean seems a tad excited at the prospect but also quite wary. After all the leather belts I could find turned out to be pretty bad, I've selected a Chinese stainless steel and medical silicone model for trial use. If all goes well, I'll likely be upgrading her to a Carrara, a Basic by Carrara (tiny lo-res pic related) or a Fancy Steel (other pics related; love the minimalist look).

Any ideas on how best to ease her into chastity and play with her when the belt arrives, anons? I'm already considering mercilessly teasing her over the course of about 12 hours while rewarding her ability to endue with intermittent doses of direct tongue-to-clit contact before locking her up again.

No cock for cuckbunnies!

>>1983

I saw this on halfchan /d/ some time ago, too.

Reporting for duty!

>>5063

>Definitely makes me feel even worse if I'm in a relationship and still continue masturbating when I could be doing things for my guy.

It's okay to still masturbate when you're in a relationship, though. It's only a problem if you're doing it so much or for so long that you're doing it to the exclusion of giving your partner affection or having it displace other things you should be doing.

Porn and masturbation are OK in moderation, but especially if you're single and at a loose end it's easy to lose hours to it at a time.

>I can only imagine.

It wasn't easy, believe me. Once I realised that I wasn't soft-addicted to the porn or the masturbation itself, but that I was addicted to the focused trance-like state it induced because I was avoiding other things with it, it got much easier. I was able to recognise the habitual cravings as a need to avoid things. With many tries and some occasional back-slides as the compulsion fought back (these are actually indications of victory) I was able to cut down and regain a lot of my sensitivity.

If you're a sub and have a Master, you can ask them to put you on orgasm control and turn over that part of your life to them. If you're a sub and single, you can construct a kind of "ideal Master" that you're preparing yourself for, then subvert the cravings into that desire to become the kind of sub they'll want. Get a suction cup dildo and practice deepthroating it while you masturbate instead of using porn, for example. Or if you get a rogue craving when you should be doing something else, you can close your eyes and remind yourself "this is a chance to be a better sub for my future Master" while breathing deeply and refocusing on the task while trying to enjoy the frustration.

Once you've been off habitual porn use for a while, you'll find yourself getting aroused much more easily and sensitive. The key here is to learn to enjoy this as a new source of energy instead of discharging it with porn-trance as you've already habituated to.

It's basically all about changing the kind of person you are, which is why the ego struggles to keep the compulsion to masturbate to porn around - it hates, hates, hates change.

>>4330

Oh, hey, I posted that. It was in a chastity thread so I didn't really go into the cuckquean implications there.

The idea is that I'm the "trophy". I'm to be kept pure from vaginal defilement, so I have to be kept locked up. However, it's also unreasonable for my master to be denied the opportunity to fuck a vagina out of some sense of exclusivity, so the exclusivity instead only goes one way - he is free to satiate his male needs as he pleases while I rely on him for my female wants.

The anal orgasm is the seal of my purity, in a sense. It is the symbol that proves that I am one who is satisfied by serving her owner and not from simple, base stimulation.

>>5069

I really like the concept of my pussy as being something for safekeeping.

One thing that I have actually taken to practicing is riding my dildo anally. I don't have a partner (it's hard to find one into chastity) and can't afford to buy a belt, so I simply have to exercise self-control. I try to remind myself to use the "service" hole rather than the "indulgence" hole.

I haven't been able to cum from anal yet, unfortunately. However, I definitely do enjoy the sensation of anal masturbation, and it feels good to ride the dildo anally.

>>5069

>>5086

(as a sidenote if anyone has a "fixed" version of the second image I would appreciate it)

When I'm riding the dildo sometimes I'm tempted to "schlick off" since I can't cum from anal alone (yet). Sometimes I succumb to that temptation, though my goal is to "please" the dildo and then be done, as my own orgasm should come as a result of me providing pleasure and no effort should be expended solely on my orgasm.

I guess that's another downside to having no chastity belt. I'd love to be locked into the belt and therefore be forced to cum with nothing but anal stimulation.

I love your first two suggestions. I'll have to try practicing clamping down on the dildo. I think from now on it will be a rule that I am not allowed clitoral stimulation unless I also have something in my ass or mouth!

>being part of a stable of trainee sex slaves (guess I was showing queanish tendencies even then) and one of the details was having to ask the older girls for permission to touch myself when the master wasn't present.

My current fantasy is that I would have to ask the higher-ranker girls for permission to masturbate, but even that would be anal only. Without permission I'm not allowed to do even that. Clitoral masturbation is simply not allowed since it would be absurd to ask my master to unlock me just for my own pleasure.

>>5086

>>5087

I think I recognise you! We've exchanged lots of nice words in the halfchan chastity threads before, so I'm happy that you found your way here! Hello!

>remind myself to use the "service" hole rather than the "indulgence" hole

This is exactly how my occasional anal-only fantasy works. My arse gives my master more pleasure, so it's the natural choice for him to enjoy. My pussy is easier and gives me pleasure as well, so naturally it's a selfish choice and the desire to use it must be trained out of me until I reach anal-only nirvana.

IRL I have trouble with anal (tail plugs aside) due to my master's size so it's not something I've been able to do. Still hot as hell.

>I don't have a partner (it's hard to find one into chastity)

Aww! My master's got very into chastity over the last few months, even though the logistics and budget simply aren't doable for us right now. I can only cum with permission though, and I can't touch my pussy without orders unless he's off fucking another girl and I'm currently plugged.

>>5086

>>5087

>I really like the concept of my pussy as being something for safekeeping.

>I love your first two suggestions. I'll have to try practicing clamping down on the dildo. I think from now on it will be a rule that I am not allowed clitoral stimulation unless I also have something in my ass or mouth!

Thanks for saying so, Anon. The practice ideas were actually ideas from my boyfriend/dom ("what would you suggest to a single cuckquean who masturbates too much?") and not owning one's own pussy is one of the ideas he trained me on, so it's great to hear you like it too.

Chastity and denial are one of those things we keep flirting with, and it's been fun so far. Don't know if I'd be able to deal with the reality of a full-time belt though. Pretty sure my boyfriend's itching to belt someone, judging from the amount of research he's put in on high-end makers. He's mentioned that he likes the idea of complete vaginal and clitoral denial too, so I think he'll really like your adaption of his ideas. (He's got a real strong sub training/education flavour to his dominance; it's exhausting sometimes but fun.)

>>5060

Saw this somewhat related post on /nofap/.

>>5086

>I don't have a partner (it's hard to find one into chastity)

>>5106

>It'd probably be easier to find a guy who's into chastity if he knows he'll be fucking other pussies instead.

You know, we have this map… Just throwing it out there.

I can see where that would be tricky, though. After all, he can't just be only marginally into it, going along with it just for you, then it becomes you denying him, not him denying you.

He has to indulge the fetish as much as you for it to work, so that he's the one in control. He needs to be in the position to have your pussy at any time, because it's rightfully his to take, but to choose not to because it pleases him to keep you locked away.

He'd be someone who still loves pussy and has no intention of giving it up. And frequently tells you how much he enjoys it, but in a completely casual manner to remind you that using your pussy isn't even a consideration.

Maybe once in a blue moon he'd use it, or maybe just rub his cock on the outside. But needless to say, you won't be cumming when he does. What kind of greedy, selfish slut would do that?

Ahem. We are of course, talking about an entirely hypothetical person here. Obviously.

>>5096

>>5090

Can't be sure, but that probably is me you're thinking of. Hey there!

Unfortunately that true anal-only lifestyle is definitely still in the realm of fantasy for me. I just don't have the self-control to manage without a belt.

"Selfish" is the perfect way to describe it. Once I'm comfortable with anal alone, my pussy should be unneeded, right? It would be selfish for me to even think about using it.

>>5096

Even for me, full-time chastity still isn't in the realm of reality. I think I'd go crazy at first. I think "I don't own my pussy" is a place that I will work to first before I move to anal-only.

The way I imagine it, once I've been properly trained the belt only comes off for cleaning. My pussy and clit would really be totally denied. Eventually I'd have to accept the reality that they will never see use again… it sounds really scary when I phrase it like that, but I get tingles thinking about it.

>>5113

You kind of went over exactly why I haven't found "the one" yet. Most guys actually do want vaginal, and my fantasy would then mean I'm calling the shots and that's the exact opposite of what I was wanting. For him to completely deny me my pussy also means he denies himself my pussy too.

I kind of wish there was a way for me to create a master for myself, but not edit him afterwards. He would be someone absolutely determined to deny me my pussy and clit and without the slightest qualm in satiating his desire for pussy with everyone except me.

In fact, whenever he's having sex with another girl, I'm expected to be present to serve them. I am required to observe while he fucks pussy, and reminded that my own will not see use.

And the way I imagine it, he wouldn't even bother rubbing against it. The only time my pussy feels anything is for hygiene purposes. Effectively, I don't get to have a sex organ in front. My sexual holes are my mouth and anus.

>>5090

>>5113

>>5132

When I get into this mood I just can't hold back my fantasies.

What I imagine is being in a sort of harem scenario, with my master being the owner of (and therefore, sole sexual relief for) multiple girls (about half a dozen). We are ordered in rank by seniority.

The head girl gets a unique privilege - she is allowed to control the masturbation of the entire harem. At the start of every month, she is allocated an amount of "masturbation sessions" that she may distribute among the harem. She herself is included in that allocation.

Of course, she doesn't just get free reign to do as she pleases. When she grants a session, she must record everything - the time, the girl, and the reason for granting the session. While she's given authority in this regard, it comes from the master ultimately - therefore, she knows better than to abuse her status and hoard sessions, as she might lose her rank for such an abuse.

And, there's another fact about these sessions… see, I was careful to call it a "session" rather than "orgasm". That is because these masturbation sessions will not necessarily lead to orgasm, and are very strictly structured.

The sessions take place within a specified room. This room is monitored such that it can't be used except for the sessions. The room contains all sorts of sex toys - dildos and buttplugs and anal beads.

Of course, the reality is that only the master holds the keys to our chastity belts. Even the head girl doesn't have access to these… and yet the master doesn't individually approve sessions. That means we can't get unlocked for these sessions. That means even this masturbation session only includes non-vaginal/clitoral masturbation.

There's another catch - the room is equipped with recording equipment and an internet connection. I'm expected to use these to stream my time in the room online. The streams are recorded and my time in the room is logged so attempts at cheating will be caught easily as a discrepancy would be immediately noticeable.

In other words, "permission to masturbate" actually means "permission to let the entire world watch a girl in chastity fuck her own ass with a dildo and moan as she tries to cum". Of course, I'm expected to put on a show and bring in donations from the viewers (all of which go to my owner, of course).

It's still a reward. It's a rare chance to explore my own body, even if I still don't get to touch my own pussy. Being a cuckquean who is part of a harem means that, assuming equal sex drives, if my master satisfies himself I am going to not be getting as much pleasure as I want. With 6 girls the best case scenario is that I get 1/6th of the sex I want, and given my rank and my master's excursions with free girls, my reality includes far less sex than even that.

>>5132

>For him to completely deny me my pussy also means he denies himself my pussy too.

You've hit the main reason I haven't gone anal-only with my own pet yet. I adore pussy and wouldn't want to go without a ready one around me as often as possible. My pet going anal-only would deny me this, and it doesn't make much sense for me to do that to myself.

If more than one pet or slave is involved, however, the dynamic changes. I can indulge my desire to train a girl to completely neglect her pussy in favour of her other two holes, while simultaneously nurturing in her a desire to serve and maintain the pussies of others. This latter desire is very important, as anal-only girls would often find themselves on cleanup duty and in charge of pubic grooming for the rest of the girls.

Mere physical denial doesn't go far enough for me. Through a plan of progressive conditioning including deep hypnosis, classic operant conditioning, psuedo-religious suggestions and behavioural reinforcement, I'd seek to progressively de-sensitise the vagina as a sexual organ and re-route all penetrative physical sexual desire to the mouth, anus and (to a lesser degree) pussies on other girls. The end result would be as you mention, with an anal-only girl no longer experiencing her own vagina as anything other than a sort of interesting organ for expelling urine and providing lube for her real fuckhole, while still experiencing a kind of vicarious and worshipful compersion when other girls are fucked vaginally.

Belts are a little inconvenient for constant vaginal and clitoral denial, though. I'd probably make use of chastity piercings, like the excellent example pic related. Of course, merely closing off access to the clit won't do the job. For example, sessions involving the girl's clit being treated with topical anaesthetic then her being ordered to masturbate alongside a non-numbed girl would usefully hammer home the idea that "I am not a girl who gets any pleasure from her clit" far more effectively than a thousand hypnotic suggestions of the same.

I'd probably still have her clit pierced, as it's too convenient not to have something pretty hanging from it, a constant reminder that it's merely decorative; no more intended for sex than her earlobe is.

It's a shame you probably aren't in Tokyo.

>>5137

I wouldn't really want it to hurt. The idea is that I'm supposed to enjoy anal, and even anticipate it, even so much as to enjoy masturbating with my anal hole.

I'm allowed to enjoy my service hole. As long as I'm not being selfish and trying to use my pussy, I am allowed to enjoy the act of serving.

>>5138

Yeah, I'm on board with the "servicing the other girls" aspect. Not only does my own pussy not get used, but I have to constantly attend to pussies that do get used.

Unfortunately not in Tokyo.

>>5132

>deny me my pussy also means he denies himself my pussy too

what if pic related

>>5139

>Yeah, I'm on board with the "servicing the other girls" aspect. Not only does my own pussy not get used, but I have to constantly attend to pussies that do get used.

You should probably practice by watching porn of other girls masturbating their pussies while you ride your anal dildo.

>>5140

That's not any better, is it? I can't exactly use a fleshlight but I imagine that even the best ones are a bit different from the real thing.

No, even that solution means he has to make compromises to suit my fantasy. He's supposed to be left wanting for nothing; I'm supposed to be the one who has to "make do" with a substitute. The only solution is for him to use other girls while I'm reliant on him, and even then I only get anal.

>>5142

I don't have the self-control for that! I'd just end up getting off with my clit anyway.

That's why I want to be kept in chastity. It would take self-control out of the equation entirely.

That said, I don't usually watch porn when riding my dildo… I usually just imagine a scenario and maybe have some images up. I find that trying to focus on a porn actually makes it less enjoyable.

>>5143

>I don't have the self-control for that! I'd just end up getting off with my clit anyway.

Have you considered superglue? I've heard of people using it as a temporary chastity measure.

>>5143

>second pic

Null always does such great anal.

>>5143

>No discipline. For shame.

You might want to learn the art of ruining your ill-gotten orgasms.

Well, if gluing your pussy is too much of a risk, there's always just punching holes in it and getting one of these.

>>5143

>That said, I don't usually watch porn when riding my dildo… I usually just imagine a scenario and maybe have some images up. I find that trying to focus on a porn actually makes it less enjoyable.

This is a very, very good instinct. You should not accompany your anal riding sessions with porn. That leads to fixation and conditioning that makes you more comfortable with the porn than without, which significantly reduces your utility to a future master.

>>5148

For body use, you ideally want n-butyl cyanoacrylate or 2-octyl cyanoacrylate glues (marketed under various names like Dermabond etc.). Standard superglue is ethyl cyanoacrylate, which can cause irritation.

>>5169

You make a good point. Honestly it would be fine if I never got to cum at all, and it only makes sense that I should be ruining my orgasms.

>>5241

That's exactly right. Porn is supposed to be for the pleasure of the viewer, but I'm supposed to be the one servicing, not being serviced. To be honest I shouldn't be allowed to watch porn at all… Unfortunately I don't think I can quit entirely.

>>5249

Perhaps you can compromise. You can treat yourself to half an hour of porn once or twice a week, but no self-touching or masturbation of any kind including anal while the porn is visible. If it's video, palms rest flat on top of your thighs only. Furthermore, you could only be allowed to look at porn of vaginal creampies, to emphasise what you hope to be watching and cleaning up but never getting.

>>5250

I really like where you're going with this. It would do a lot to dissociate porn from self-pleasure for me.

>You can treat yourself to half an hour of porn once or twice a week

I guess I'll take twice a week to start.

>but no self-touching or masturbation of any kind including anal while the porn is visible

Done. I would go a step further and say self-touching is banned within 10 minutes of me watching porn.

>If it's video, palms rest flat on top of your thighs only

Requesting permission for two other positions:

1. Kneeling on floor, hands resting on floor in front of my knees (pic related)

2. Kneeling, legs spread apart and hands behind the head ("Expose" in pic related)

>Furthermore, you could only be allowed to look at porn of vaginal creampies, to emphasise what you hope to be watching and cleaning up but never getting.

TBH I tend to self-insert into porn, so I'm not sure that that would be the porn type to go to for me. I definitely shouldn't be imagining myself being vaginally creampied because ideally that's something I don't get…

You're making me want to draft up a list of rules for myself. It would go a long way towards training myself.

>>5140

Ok, so I know I rejected this idea the first time, but every time I scroll past it I change my mind a little. I imagine myself holding a fleshlight for my master, feeling his thrusts but none of the pleasure.

Can any guys here chime in on whether they would be satisfied with this arrangement? Naturally, he'd still be free to avail himself with other girls while I would still be locked up in chastity.

I wonder if there is a way to get a fleshlight cast in my shape. That way my pussy would become truly obsolete.

>>5251

>I would go a step further and say self-touching is banned within 10 minutes of me watching porn.

Agreed. Let it be so.

>1. Kneeling on floor, hands resting on floor in front of my knees (pic related)

Granted. You should know that the 2nd picture you posted with three fingers touching the floor is particularly graceful (newlyweds do it when requesting permission to enter their husband's household, for example) but in formal contexts is done only between those of similar rank. When at rest you should rest your palms firmly on the floor as in the first picture, as befits one of no rank. Ensure that your index fingers and thumbs touch.

One more kneeling bow you should practice is dogeza (pics related). Notice how the fingers are stretched out and all touch the floor with thumbs tucked under. Consider spending a few minutes in dogeza before you begin your porn allowance, to help cultivate the right mindset.

>2. Kneeling, legs spread apart and hands behind the head ("Expose" in pic related)

Denied for now. The "expose" position should be used when there are superior eyes upon you or when you have a direct order to hold it, not when you are passively waiting to be useful. Engrain the first kneel in yourself first.

>TBH I tend to self-insert into porn, so I'm not sure that that would be the porn type to go to for me.

You should use whatever gives you the most sexual charge. If you currently cannot help but self-insert, stick to anal porn or some other kind that doesn't involve vaginal penetration until you have dissociated enough to stop self-inserting.

>You're making me want to draft up a list of rules for myself. It would go a long way towards training myself.

This is a good idea. However, do not rush it. You want to maximise the effect you get from the fewest number of rules and to make sure all the rules work well. Add rules gradually, as they are felt out.

>>5253

>One more kneeling bow you should practice is dogeza

Will do. I really like that position.

>stick to anal porn or some other kind that doesn't involve vaginal penetration until you have dissociated enough to stop self-inserting

Will do. Ideally instead of porn I would actually be watching the real thing happen in front of my. Crazy how much a computer screen changes how I look at things.

>This is a good idea. However, do not rush it.

I'm going to post it here in a bit so I can get feedback. I want other people to chime in. It feels wrong for me to just decide the terms on my own.

Okay, so here goes nothing. I'm going to type up a rough draft rules document for you guys/gals to look over and offer suggestions on. If enough people ok it I'll print it out and be bound to it until I get a master.

- I willingly submit to self-training in order to improve my self-control and to develop myself into a higher-quality possession for my future master. As such, from the following rules, no exceptions are allowed and there are no cheat days permitted. I acknowledge that any necessary leniency has been built into the following rules and as such no exceptions are necessary or desirable.

- I am to maintain an activity log in which I record all my self-pleasure activity, which shall consist only of the activities outlined below.

- The use of video porn is to be restricted as follows:

>The quantity of porn sessions is to be limited. I am allowed no more than two porn sessions within any week, which is to be defined as starting and ending at midnight on Sunday. I gain two sessions each Sunday at 12AM, and may spend them at any time during the week. They do not roll over.

>Each porn session must be logged in the activity log. The date and time must be recorded before the session starts, at least 10 minutes in advance of the actual start.

>Porn sessions are restricted to 30 minutes per session. I must program my computer timer for this, and I must set the timer to auto-start at the time I list in the activity log. Continuing activity more than 5 seconds past the end of the timer consumes an additional session.

>Self-stimulation is forbidden during porn sessions. The acceptable position is the seiza position with hands resting palms flat on my thighs or on the floor in front of my knees.

>Each porn session must be preceded and followed by a 10 minute "safe period" during which no stimulation is permitted and I hold the acceptable position while reflecting on my training. No porn or stimulation is permitted during this period. I must time these 10 minute periods with a stopwatch, and should I start late, this period does cut into my session time.

- As it is hard to avoid non-video porn, I am permitted to look at it. However, I am forbidden from any self-stimulation within 10 minutes of doing so.

- Masturbation is to be restricted as follows:

>I may not self-stimulate within 10 minutes of exposure to any sort of porn.

>The quantity of masturbation sessions is not restricted. However, all sessions must be recorded in the activity log. I must record the date and time (including duration) and describe the session itself in a short paragraph.

>I am encouraged to pursue "alternative stimulation", especially involving my mouth and ass, and the use of my pussy and clit are to be discouraged. To facilitate this, each masturbation session is preceded by a 30-second reflection period, during which I am to consider that the purpose of these sessions is training rather than self-pleasure.

>If I orgasm as a result of vaginal or clitoral stimulation, I am required to ruin the orgasm. If I fail to ruin the orgasm, (I need ideas for potential punishments here)

And that's as far as I've gotten. Would love some feedback.

>>5323

>proof against reinterpretation through a haze of arousal

This is also why I required logging of everything. It means I'm forced to put to paper every time exactly what I did so that I can't just try to ignore my own actions. Once it's written I can't deny that it happened, and I will eventually have to take responsibility for my actions.

>Since you are already asking /cuckquean/ input and permission, there is no harm in seeking further feedback and approval. Consider making the waiting period a little shorter than 1 week - perhaps five days - but to specifically take effect the day after your weekly review, whichever length of time is further away.

I do like this idea. I was also thinking of adding a clause that allows a "no reply" case to result in the amendment passing just so I don't end up trapped by an inactive thread.

>Self-administered punishments are best if they're safe, private but still unpleasant and work even after you no longer want them to

Yes, and the more ideas the better.

I think all of your examples are pretty good examples of the kinds of punishments I'm looking for, except of course defined in a much more concrete - maybe even ritualized - manner that dictates a specific number of repetitions or duration and a position I must hold during punishment.

I especially like (and dislike…) the rubber band punishment in that it's one I have to administer to myself and yet it's fully painful. That's exactly the kind of punishment I'm looking for. The clamps and toothpaste are also both great.

>Set them down in advance. You might consider assigning them to numbers on a die, so even you don't know which you'll get.

I am thinking I could use a two table setup. One table lists the punishments while the other lists transgressions. The transgression table lists trangressions and the dice I roll for each one. The punishment table is a list of punishments ordered from gentlest to most severe.

So for example, a minor mistake, such as a small break in position during porn, would require me to roll 1d4. A severe mistake could require up to 3d6 (locking out the two gentlest punishments) while a moderate mistake would be between 1d8 and 2d6.

Of course, this means I'll need 18 different punishments for the table. As a side note, I'd like to make this table something that others can use.

>Pitching straight into complete no-full-orgasm territory might serve as a sabotage

You're making a good point. I think I may have gotten carried away. I'll dial it back.

What do you think is a reasonable limitation here? I want to wean myself off using my own body selfishly.

>>5324

>Be wary of incentivising yourself to find a master very soon

Noted. I'll dial back that section.

>Instead, consider what actions you might need to take to find a master (ideally ones you can repeat), then reward yourself with a treasured full orgasm in reserve when you have done enough of them.

What you're saying is that I cannot earn orgasms passively over time but that I must earn them through training milestones.

This is a part I really want to figure out because I don't want to associate vaginal/clitoral masturbation with reward. I want to wean myself off those entirely, but you're right that I'm setting myself up to fail if I overdo it with the severity of the rules.

>>5325

You're on the right track. It's good to see that you're taking this so seriously. A dedicated slave is the best kind of slave. As you've already recognised, this means you should be wary of getting carried away too quickly.

>Of course, this means I'll need 18 different punishments for the table.

I think this is too much. Instead, you might scale it to use d4s only. 3d4 locks out the two gentlest punishments while keeping the table down to a more manageable size. Even 2d4 might be enough, unless you plan to frequently err and wish to treat punishments like a smorgasbord. Remember, when you roll this your body and brain will be doing everything they can to distract and dissuade you from following through. Keep it simple and concrete by e.g. always keeping your punishment dice in the same place, readily accessible. Be sure to specify that you must complete all punishments directly after the activity in which you erred.

I get the sense that you may benefit from some cerebral punishments in the mix, such as writing lines. For example, 100 hand-written lines is a good number and can be dated and retained with your activity log. Some girls benefit from being assigned reflection essays, but I think for you the mechanical and boring nature of lines is more suitable as punishment.

>What do you think is a reasonable limitation here? I want to wean myself off using my own body selfishly.

Fibonacci sequence for days-to-next-full-orgasm. Start at 3, or wherever higher on the sequence you think you can handle. All full orgasms should still only be done while there's something in your ass or mouth. Orgasms in between must be ruined. This will wean you off using your body for yourself as bad girls do, and focus you on turning your body into a conduit for someone else's pleasure as good girls do. Be wary of using ruins to take the edge off; if you find yourself using ruins like you presently use normal orgasm, you might have to take ruins away for a while and edge only. That's a future concern, though.

I suggest you do not restrict purely anal orgasms in this way. Only if you touch your pussy or clit during masturbation must you ruin subsequent orgasms. An orgasm achieved by training your service hole is one to be justly savoured.

>What you're saying is that I cannot earn orgasms passively over time but that I must earn them through training milestones.

Not necessarily. As you say, you don't want to associate it with reward - that removes the whole point. I was suggesting a second track that moves you towards actually seeking a master. On reflection, this may be something best left for later consideration.

I think you have more than enough now, especially considering that you're starting out. Let's see your newest draft.

Just one more before my next draft.

>>5342

>I do like the substance route

Sounds like substance punishments are the way to go, but I need more punishments than just different things I can put on my clit!

>For the negative side, this usually means the removal of some sort of privilege or accomplishment

This is something I can get behind. I guess balance is the most important thing here.

>>5344

>I think this is too much.

3d4 would be 12 punishments… I think that makes things fairer. The biggest advantage to the dice system is that it's inherently weighted towards the middle:

1d4: 1-4, 2.5

2d4: 2-8, 4.5

3d4: 3-12, 7.5

So it's inherently balanced towards moderate punishments. There could just be 3 tiers of trangression magnitudes, with each one adding a d4 to the roll, and the transgression chart would codify this (so I can't cheat myself on difficulty).

So basically 1 and 2 can be fairly gentle punishments (though I still want them to be unpleasant) while 9+ should be fairly severe since they can only be rolled on a severe transgression. Anything over 3 must cause me significant discomfort and 12 needs to be something pretty intense.

>Even 2d4 might be enough, unless you plan to frequently err and wish to treat punishments like a smorgasbord

Actually, I just really like rolling dice.

>100 hand-written lines

Yes, writing lines is a great example of a punishment that should go on the chart! Probably one of the lower numbers, though.

I'm going to leave the chart off the draft since it's going to take some time to come up with punishments and sort them.

>Fibonacci sequence for days-to-next-full-orgasm

The Fibonacci sequence ramps up really hard - if I start at 3, that means I'll have to wait 55 days for my 6th orgasm and 89 for my 7th. My 11th orgasm will be the first in more than a year.

Maybe that's the way to go?

>All full orgasms should still only be done while there's something in your ass or mouth

The issue with this is that I don't want the use of my ass or mouth to be associated with clitoral orgasm. As long as this isn't a majority of my ass and mouth usage this might be okay still, though.

That said, cumming once in two weeks is already irregular, and with the Fibonacci method that point is reached at around my 4th orgasm. I just realized, I'm really going to do this… it's not going to be long before cumming just isn't a part of my life anymore…

>I suggest you do not restrict purely anal orgasms in this way.

I can't cum anally (yet) anyway. I'll write that in though.

>>5345

Some good ones here.

From what I've heard of Icyhot, the pain lasts for hours. That might be a 10 or 11, maybe even 12.

And yeah, I want to be careful with things that just say "miss your next chance to -" because it does kind of ruin the flow. All of this is training, not just pleasure. Even the porn sessions are supposed to be for my training. Maybe I'm not in the best place to make that judgment, though.

>>5349

So just one last thing: how do I get to make use of the orgasms I earn from the timer?

1. When the orgasm is earned, I may spend it any time before the next orgasm is earned. When the orgasm is earned, progress towards the next orgasm immediately begins. No rollovers (so in other words, it's not so much "earned" as "reset to 1").

2. Same as above except progress towards the next orgasm doesn't begin until I've spent the current one.

3. Unlike the above options, orgasms may only be spent on the day that they are earned. If I don't spend it on the day I earned it, I "miss" the window and lose the orgasm.

I'm not sure which difficulty to pick…

I think 3 is an appropriate place to start (starting earlier means I get to cum twice in 5 days). Still, though… 4 orgasms in the first month. Then 3 weeks to the next one. Then I have to wait a whole month for the one after that. Then almost two months…

About three months from now, orgasms will cease to be an ordinary occurrence for me. I'm actually trembling right now…

>>5354

>I think 3 is an appropriate place to start (starting earlier means I get to cum twice in 5 days). Still, though… 4 orgasms in the first month. Then 3 weeks to the next one. Then I have to wait a whole month for the one after that. Then almost two months…

With a gentler sequence, 3 would be most appropriate. You, however, are doing this as both a weaning and paradigm shift. To that end, I do not think placing your treasured free orgasms in jeopardy later on is the best idea. You don't want to have your one free orgasm after waiting two months be let down by being sick that day, for example.

Therefore, follow method 3 for the first couple of orgasms (on the day only). Thereafter, you have five days or 0.25 of the current interval (whichever is shorter) to spend your free orgasm. This is quite a concession to yourself, but I think it's a good idea to prevent the incredible demoralisation that would result if inflexible rules run into life head-on.

Oh, and if you "accidentally" have an orgasm with your pussy or clit and don't immediately ruin it? The timer should reset with a 1.5 multiplier on top. No double-dipping!

>About three months from now, orgasms will cease to be an ordinary occurrence for me. I'm actually trembling right now…

There's still time to pull out. But you don't want to, do you?

>anaruposting

A cute. A CUTE.

- I willingly submit to self-training in order to improve my self-control and to develop myself into a higher-quality possession for my future master. As such, from the following rules, no exceptions are allowed and there are no cheat days permitted. I acknowledge that any necessary leniency has been built into the following rules and as such no exceptions are necessary or desirable.

- I am to maintain an activity log in which I record all my self-pleasure activity, which shall consist only of the activities outlined below.

- The use of video porn is to be restricted as follows:

>The quantity of porn sessions is to be limited. I am allowed no more than two porn sessions within any week, which is to be defined as starting and ending at midnight on Sunday. I gain two sessions each Sunday at 12AM, and may spend them at any time during the week. They do not roll over.

>Each porn session must be logged in the activity log. The date and time must be recorded before the session starts, at least 10 minutes in advance of the actual start. After the session, I must record all porn I viewed in that session in the entry (URL or other reference).

>Porn sessions are restricted to 30 minutes per session. I must program my computer timer for this, and I must set the timer to auto-start at the time I list in the activity log. Continuing activity more than 5 seconds past the end of the timer consumes an additional session.

>Self-stimulation is forbidden during porn sessions. The acceptable position is the seiza position with hands resting palms flat on my thighs or on the floor in front of my knees.

>Each porn session must be preceded and followed by a 10 minute "safe period" during which no stimulation is permitted and I hold the acceptable position while reflecting on my training. No porn or stimulation is permitted during this period. I must time these 10 minute periods with a stopwatch, and should I start late, this period does cut into my session time.

- As it is hard to avoid non-video porn, I am permitted to look at it. However, I am forbidden from any self-stimulation within 10 minutes of doing so.

- Masturbation is to be restricted as follows:

>I may not self-stimulate within 10 minutes of exposure to any sort of porn, including that of a purely auditory or text-based nature.

>The quantity of masturbation sessions is not restricted. However, all sessions must be recorded in the activity log. I must record the date and time (including duration) and describe the session itself in a short paragraph.

>I am encouraged to pursue "alternative stimulation", especially involving my mouth and ass, and the use of my pussy and clit are to be discouraged. To facilitate this, each masturbation session is preceded by a 30-second reflection period, during which I am to consider that the purpose of these sessions is training rather than self-pleasure.

>The privilege of masturbation is not to be interpreted as including the privilege of orgasm. Orgasms are restricted to only sessions in which no vaginal/clitoral stimulation has taken place. If any vaginal or clitoral stimulation takes place, no orgasm is permitted until an hour after the end of that session. A procedure by which the privilege of orgasm can be earned in a way that is exempt from this rule is outlined in the section below.

>If I orgasm as a result of vaginal or clitoral stimulation, I am required to ruin the orgasm. Ruined orgasms do not count as orgasms, but I am to reflect on my use of them carefully so as not to abuse them.

(1/2)

>>5360

>>5361

I am very impressed with the diligence you're demonstrating. A solid start like this combined with steady effort will definitely show through in the quality of slave you become. Doing this will change you, and it is up to you to notice and fine-tune that change as it happens. Many people resist change and engage in this sort of play as a kind of half-hearted distraction; I can tell you are not that sort of person. Still… parts of you will resist. Months into this, you're likely to discover things about yourself that will surprise you.

>including that of a purely auditory or text-based nature

Good inclusion. This is a common cheat. Another is to "preview" things with the excuse that you wish to make the most of your session. You should be strict with this impulse, and figure out ways ahead of time to maximise the quality of your dose without taking bite-size previews.

>In order to facilitate a mindset of self-improvement, I am to review my activity log weekly. I am to write a short entry about my progress that week and how I feel about it.

Very good. Try to do this at the same time every week, and prepare a template for yourself to use to make things easier.

>orgasms following that are determined by the next number in the Fibonacci sequence as normal, as if that multiplier were not in place but starting from the new date at which the next orgasm is earned

I am happy to see you did not need clarification on this.

Overall, I think that this is now comprehensive. You still need to determine some example infractions and sort them into example severity levels, plus fill out your punishment table.

When you are ready to commit to the ruleset and begin your self-training, I suggest you do the following to get off to the best possible start:

- Beforehand, collect all porn you have saved (if any) into a designated directory.

- Set aside an evening alone.

- Tidy and clean your space.

- Format and prepare your activity log template if you haven't already.

- Format and prepare your weekly reflection template if you haven't already.

- Format the rules for printing if you haven't already (include a version number), then print them and put them aside.

- Have a thorough shower. Wash your entire body, groom yourself, and so on.

- (optional) Apply your favourite shade of lipstick, if you have one.

- On your clean and tidy floor, kneel quietly and nude with the rules for a few minutes. Read them and re-read them carefully. You are signing a contract with yourself, and you should always thoroughly read a contract.

- Decide: Are you really going to do this? If absolutely yes, continue. If no, stop.

- Sign and date the rules. Firmly kiss over your signature to "seal" it. If you applied lipstick earlier, it will now be marking the page.

- Congratulations! You are committed. Take a few minutes to reflect on this fact.

- (optional) It's common for a sudden surge of sexual energy to flood in at this point. Enjoy some private time with yourself if you like.

- Tell /cuckquean/ the good news.

>>5360

One more thing I just spotted:

>The acceptable position is the seiza position with hands resting palms flat on my thighs or on the floor in front of my knees.

Are you already capable of sitting seiza for more than 30 minutes continuously? If not, consider allowing yourself the option to sit on a chair with your palms on your legs since you will find 30 minutes of seiza quite difficult on its own if you're not already accustomed to it.

>>5252

>Ok, so I know I rejected this idea the first time, but every time I scroll past it I change my mind a little. I imagine myself holding a fleshlight for my master, feeling his thrusts but none of the pleasure.

Yay my post has corrupted you.

>Can any guys here chime in on whether they would be satisfied with this arrangement? Naturally, he'd still be free to avail himself with other girls while I would still be locked up in chastity.

I probably would, yeah. But it would greatly depend on the guy because different tastes for different men, yadda yadda. However if you offer him anal and/or oral whenever he'd like, sometimes without him asking so he knows you really want him to cum, and make it clear that him messing around with other girls is fine then I'd bet most wouldn't have any sort of issues with that arrangement. Unless his only way to get off is to have you get off then he'd probably not care about you being locked-up, in the meantime you can get off on not getting off entirely.

>I wonder if there is a way to get a fleshlight cast in my shape. That way my pussy would become truly obsolete.

Not sure how that would work because you'd need to mold it inside you and then let it dry so it stays in shape when you pull it out. I'm pretty sure not even those pornstar-shaped fleshlights are the real deal, they probably just mold the lips and the inside is some random simulated pussy.

You can however make a replica of your labia, it's the best next thing you can offer;

http://www.holisticwisdom.com/make-your-own-vagina-clone-a-pussy.htm

>>5362

This evening, I had an impulse. The rules are more or less complete, and the only thing I need is to make tweaks and finish the punishment and transgression table.

This is enough to get started, and I'm ready to start training myself. Every day I wait means I'll be a day behind what I would have been if I'd started that day. So, I should start immediately. And so, I made my decision. Tonight is the night.

It is almost midnight on Saturday, November the 12th. At the time of writing this, the last time I orgasmed was Thursday night. I rode my dildo for 10 minutes and then got off to porn clitorally. Given that it's been 2 days, I was tempted to give myself a "last orgasm"… but then I realized. Isn't that selfish? No, the rules start now, and I'm not going to give myself a last chance in which I violate them.

So that was my last time pleasuring myself outside the bounds of the rules. I hadn't done it thinking it would be the last time… and it's better that way.

I checked a calendar. The next time I will touch my clit is on the 16th. I will then cum on the 21st. Then the 29th. Then after that, once in December, on the 11th.

Next year, 2017, looks like this:

January 1

February 4

March 30

June 27

November 18

And then, July 9th, 2017, I will have my 10th orgasm under this contract, assuming I don't have any accidents. By then I hope to have a master… I think I'm going to show him the contract and see if he wants to continue the schedule in our relationship.

I will get to use my clit 5 times next year. This is my future.

I have followed your instructions. I spent 20 minutes riding anally just now. You were right about the sexual energy… my hands didn't get anywhere near my front. Somehow, knowing that I have "committed" makes it easier to adhere to that determination.

I will report my Wednesday orgasm. I'm going to sleep now… I'm kind of scared right now…

>>5427

The following is not something I say to anyone lightly, and never on imageboards, but you've left me no choice: Good girl!

Your should know that your attitude is a huge advantage. One of the first things I personally look for in prospects after compatibility is trainability. Are they eager? Are they intelligent? Are they diligent? Do they have the power to commit and stay committed? The first two are common characteristics, but the latter two are rare. Most people treat training as a kind of holiday, something to be toyed with when they're horny and forgotten about any other time. In my experience, these people tend to come out… mediocre.

You, on the other hand, had already formed a very specific vision of how you could serve and what you wanted your place to be, then you adroitly worked to turn that desire into the beginnings of a system you could use to make it into reality. You carefully examined it, tuned it, sought advice (common), took that advice (rare), and then didn't drag your heels at all in committing to it. Furthermore, you've already followed instructions (good to hear the rush of sexual energy arrived as expected) and committed to ongoing reporting. This augers nothing but good.

After you've bedded this routine down, I suspect you'll find yourself wanting other elements of training to reinforce you. But that's for another time. As you stay on this path, you will turn yourself into a fine piece of property and will eventually find the master you want, one well capable of handling and further forging you. This is your destiny. What you do from here will determine whether it becomes your future.

I'm going to share my activity log here every now and then. Not every entry, but just a few ones I feel like sharing, since I don't want to spam the thread. I'm also going to omit whatever porn I watched since I don't want to derail the thread.

Sunday, November 13th, 2016

21:15 - Porn session (booked at 20:53)

Started safe period at 21:03 after preparing the video. I sat in the corner of my room, facing the wall, in seiza with my hands on the floor in front of me. I spent this time in reflection, reminding myself that the purpose of this session should be to better myself.

Started session at 21:15. I was unable to continue seiza so I laid a towel on my chair and sat on it. Once I'd pulled up the material, I was able to have the self-control to keep my hands in place. The towel got very damp but I was able to control myself.

Session close - 21:45

I had to stop the video because I timed out, but I didn't cross the 5 second leniency window.

I turned off the monitor for the 10-minute safe period, and remained in the same position. I closed my eyes and reflected on my goals. I ended this period at 21:56.

Sunday, November 13th, 2016

22:00 - Masturbation session

Despite my cooldown period, I still felt wired from the porn session. I only have one more left this week. Hopefully it wasn't a mistake to use it so early.

I spent 30 seconds reflecting again. I am very glad I built these periods into the rules, as they serve to remind me of my purpose and allow for a break from my instincts.

I started off by practicing fellatio. I did this by applying lipstick around the base of the dildo, then attaching it to the wall with its suction cup and fellating until the lipstick was off. Unfortunately I placed it too far down and was unable to take the dildo far enough to even get any of it off. I spent about 10 minutes doing this.

I spent the next 15 minutes anally riding (different dildo, and I use a condom over it). This is a dildo I've practiced with enough to be used to it. Still, this was a fairly long ride.

I cuffed my hands behind my back for this ride because my clit was twitching and I wanted to be sure not to transgress.

At this point I realized I was too wired. In order to calm down I went into the dogeza position I was shown, except I didn't uncuff my hands. I waited like this until I'd cooled down a bit. After a few minutes I regained my composure and released myself. That ends the session of November 13th.

Whew, that was something. I was able to adhere to the rules. Somehow knowing that they're there changes everything. I feel… calmer now.

My next orgasm is on Wednesday. I need to remember to control myself. It's been 3 days, which is still very reasonable.

>>5445

So let's talk punishments. I'd like to fill this out. I need 12, ordered from mild to severe.

ALL punishments include the writing of lines to be done after the punishment. This means 100 hand-written lines (need suggestion on what to write)

1. My lines are doubled. I must write 200 of the lines total.

2. Time-out. I must sit in a chair facing the wall for half an hour. I am not allowed to do anything during this time but reflect on my mistake. No distractions are permitted - I must sit still and reflect.

3. TBA

4. Seiza time-out. I must perform the time-out punishment but in seiza position.

5. I must place clothes pegs on my nipples and leave them there for at least a consecutive half an hour, timed exactly.

6. Hot sauce punishment. I must place a small amount of hot sauce on my clit and bear the pain until it subsides on its own. I am forbidden from doing anything to lessen the pain, including wiping off the hot sauce or taking any pain-relief medicine. I must spend at least the first hour lying face up so as to avoid wiping off any of the hot sauce.

7. TBA

8. Anal figging. I must carve a ginger root into the shape of a buttplug and wear it anally for at least a consecutive half an hour, timed exactly.

9. TBA

10. TBA

11. Icyhot punishment. I must place a pea-sized amount of Icyhot on my clit and bear the pain until it subsides on its own. I am forbidden from doing anything to lessen the pain, including wiping off the Icyhot or taking any pain-relief medicine. I must spend at least the first hour lying face up so as to avoid wiping off any of the Icyhot. This punishment may be delayed until such a time as it won't disrupt my daily life.

12. Triple up. I must roll 1d4, 2d4, and 3d4 and perform all three punishments in succession in any order. If I roll a 12 again on the 3d4, it is treated as an 11.

Of course, all of them are subject to being moved around.

>>5446

>need suggestion on what to write

"Good girls suck in lust, then good girls breathe out service."

"Obedience makes my cunt throb because a throbbing cunt makes me obedient."

"I give up pleasure to feel pleasure so it feels good when I give up feeling good."

"Whenever I reach for Master, Master looks for me."

Repeat these under your breath as you write them down over and over. When you say them under your breath it's easy to see how they become part of your breathing. It's even okay to write and say these lines when you don't have a punishment distracting you, because that's a very natural thing to want to do.

>>5450

I'll move it to 3 then and add some stance requirements. Also going to remove the last clause from punishment 12.

>>5460

I'd like them to be more directly related to the fact that I made a mistake.

Anyway, I haven't earned any punishments yet so I'm going to take my time to figure these out. I want to be sure it's a good table.

On another note, I'm really looking forward to tomorrow! 5 days without cumming feels like a lot… I guess it only goes up from here. This is my last year of getting to freely use my clit.

>>5480

Do as you need. Reinforcements like lines that dwell directly on a mistake tend to make resisting the same mistake in the future more difficult because whatever the mind focuses on is what it moulds to. Lines generally do better when they emphasise how you won't repeat your mistake or what you will do instead of making the mistake. The lines in >>5460 are structured more like conditioning mantras, which gets double duty out of the latter approach.

Are you chaste cuckies enjoying No Pussy November?

>>5480

>On another note, I'm really looking forward to tomorrow! 5 days without cumming feels like a lot…

…and then her long-denied orgasm made her literally explode. RIP in peace.

Chastity is what's for me

Since in my natural state

I can't control my urges

When I want to masturbate

Chastity is what I need

My pussy's not my own

So it is right I'm locked up tight

Whenever I'm alone

Chastity is what's for me

Our vixen is who spreads

Master's key never unlocks me

He cums in her instead!

Chastity is what I need

It makes our vixen purr

When my pussy throbs so hard I sob

As I suck his cum from her

Chastity is what's for me

My mind so hot it melts

Our vixen to watch on Master's cock

And on my crotch? A belt!

>>5613

Not dead, just busy during Thanksgiving (luckily I had time to take my orgasm before the holiday started) and then foiled by a broken reply field… Well, I'm back from the dead now.

It's been a little over two weeks. I took my third orgasm 30 minutes ago. This 8-day gap is the longest I've "gone dry" in years. I actually missed a porn session and didn't get a chance to even masturbate anally during this time. In that sense, it's kind of not great that my first ride in so long let me touch my clit.

Now that I think about it, today was the end of regularity in my orgasms. My next one comes in 13 days, which is fairly far out, and it only gets longer from there - I'll do a full 3 weeks, then after New Year's Day, I'll have to wait a month (convenient timing!). The training wheels are off now. I can no longer think of the orgasm I just had a few days ago.

The next two weeks will be the real test of my growth. If I can make it that long, I've already met my short-term goal of giving up selfishness in my sexuality.

>>5763

Has it been difficult?

>>5858

You should consider adding edges, now that your routine is bedded down. One first thing in the morning and one last at night, perhaps. They'll help keep your desire sharp and constantly remind you of what you can't have.

I'm 10 days into my longest denial period yet, so here's a minor update. I'll start off with a log.

Wednesday, December 7, 2016

21:45 - Mastubation session

This time I tried a position somewhat mimicking sex. I leaned over my bed, belly flat on the surface, and used a dildo to fuck my ass. I positioned myself so my clit was not making contact with the bed (to avoid stimulation).

Session closed at 21:58.

Some thoughts:

This last session did not come following a porn session. Recently I've been staggering it out so that masturbation sessions are on different days from porn sessions. I think it's better this way.

>>5766

So an update here. It's not exactly "difficult" per se. Rather, what I would say is that I'm starting to feel a sort of "loss". It's been almost 10 days since I last came. I'm so much more aware of how focused on my own pleasure I used to be - and it hasn't even been a month since then!

I have lost my orgasms. I have lost my right to take pleasure for myself. Step by step, I am becoming a being that exists to be used by others for pleasure. The fact is, I will only cum one more time this year.

>>6075

In a way I'm already "edging". My routine includes regular porn sessions without stimulation. It really takes a lot of willpower to resist masturbating.

Speaking of which, in a way I almost dread the porn sessions now. I always end up feeling frustrated afterwards.

>>6117

Mourn for your orgasms while you can. Take care, though: No touch is a very strict form of denial. Some experience a loss of sex drive in general while on strict no touch. A decreased sex drive will reduce your utility to a master and/or mistress in the future. A proper denial program increases sex drive. It sounds like regular anal masturbation might be helping prevent this. Have you noticed any differences in how you perceive sexual desire yet? For example, when feeling horny the feeling of need may begin to be felt in your backside instead of your pussy. Likewise, are you noticing any changes in your tastes or fantasies?

An "edge" in this context means taking oneself right to the brink of orgasm, then immediately stopping without going over. They're excellent at focusing the mind and body on sex and creating the ever-present sense of need which is the hallmark of a successful denial program and that breaks down inhibitions. If you do decide to include edges, you should of course not do them in the presence of porn or during cooldown periods.

It's a good idea to arrange things so that you find your new way of being enjoyable, even in a masochistic way. Replacing self-pleasure with the pleasure of service is the objective, not removing pleasure.

>>6504

>>6514

>>6514

Back on track, now. If you've ever worn a belt, what's the longest you've been belted? What was it like?

What's the longest you've been kept chaste?

>>6117

Let's get away from the thread derailment…

I'm going to omit the activity log this time because it's not really the core of my experience. Maybe I'm treating this thread too much like my blog, but I really have to share these experiences.

It's hard to believe that it's been only a little over a month since I started my self-training program. It feels like I've come a long way in such a short time.

When I took my most recent orgasm a week ago, on the 11th. I did so with a sort of urgency I've never felt before. It was my first chance to cum in almost two weeks. It was probably the strongest orgasm I've ever had. All the porn and edging and anal had left me worked up with no release; it was like a dam burst inside me. The afterglow lasted a few minutes.

I had time to think about the fact that it would be three weeks before I get to do this again.

As I sit here now, the truth hits me. I really don't get to cum anymore. I won't cum again this year. Next year, I get five orgasms. For the whole year. That's "once in a blue moon" territory. Orgasms are no longer a part of my regular life.

My orgasms are gone. I've lost them. They were not stolen from me; rather, they were surrendered freely.

>>6119

I'm not actually doing no touch. I'm allowed to edge, and ruin my orgasms. I haven't felt a decrease in sex drive, and I'm making sure to regularly practice masturbation.

It's an odd feeling. When men use the term "blue balls" I think this is the sort of feeling they are referring to. It feels like I'm constantly on edge, like I'm slowly filling up with sexual energy with no way to release it.

I think a large part of why this is working for me is that my sexual energy is not being repressed, but rather, redirected. I'm finding myself directing my masturbation a bit differently now. Rather than fucking my ass with a dildo, I'm now fucking a dildo with my ass. Even though they're inanimate objects, I basically try to make my sex toys "feel good". When I'm riding my dildo, I vary my movement and clench down on it at strategic points. When using my mouth, I caress the dildo and worship it. It's like I'm trying to give my toys the pleasure I can't have.

>>2549

I used to like the chunkier belts for their imposing presence, like first pic related. But now, I find myself drawn to the much sleeker and almost minimalist belts that Fancy Steel et al are doing. Maybe it's that they seem more made with intent, somehow - their less elaborate look makes them seem very straightforward in a "right, time to lock this pussy away" way.

>>6858

Telling us that our fetish doesn't actually exist isn't going to do anything, you know. We're still going to enjoy it no matter how you attempt to argue it's an elaborate hallucination.

>>6584

>Rather than fucking my ass with a dildo, I'm now fucking a dildo with my ass. Even though they're inanimate objects, I basically try to make my sex toys "feel good". When I'm riding my dildo, I vary my movement and clench down on it at strategic points. When using my mouth, I caress the dildo and worship it. It's like I'm trying to give my toys the pleasure I can't have.

Pic very related.

>>5427

>>6584

So for those of you who are keeping up, I'm (I guess I should come up with a pseudonym or something) back with an update.

Tis' the night after Christmas, and I'm wired and horny. It's been 15 days since my last orgasm, and I have another 6 days left to go before I get my next one. This is the longest denial period I've gone through in my life. And to think - over the coming year, I will only cum five times!

My mindset is changing. When I drafted up this contract, I did so with the intention not of suppressing my sexuality, but rather of rewiring it. With that in mind, I have to continue masturbating and to continue training myself. I need to remember that I can't just let my sexuality fade away with my orgasms, because that would defeat the purpose of this whole thing.

I make a point of masturbating regularly - every other day minimum. Of course, I refrain from cumming during these sessions.

I still enjoy these sessions. But now, something has changed - these sessions have a purpose. They're not self-indulgences, but rather, practice. The way I approach these sessions is totally different. I'm not using the toys to pleasure myself, but rather, practicing how to make someone else feel good using the toys as substitutes.This newfound purpose has made my sessions feel so much more meaningful.

That said, I have not been entirely successful. While I haven't actually transgressed the rules, I realize now that I've been far too fixated on my own pleasure. I'm constantly thinking about how long it's been since my last orgasm and how long it will be until the next. Hopefully as I continue practicing these thoughts will subside.

>>6613

>>6875

Thanks for the words of encouragement! They mean a lot to me.

>>6514

I hate to respond to garbage like this, but I simply have to because of how absurd it is. So, enjoy your (You).

There are more aspects to chastity than just keeping the chastised person from cheating. You have a very narrow view of what chastity is. There's also the aspects of control and orgasm denial, the latter of which in particular is probably what features more prominently in most people's fetishes.

You also seem to have some notion that anal and blowjobs are just as enjoyable for women as vaginal sex is. Spoiler alert: that's not the case… at all. A lot of us do enjoy anal and oral, but those of us who do would never treat it as the same as vaginal.

What we can do is equally available to chastised men. We can enjoy anal and oral in the same way that a man wearing chastity would be able to.

>>7017

>Well, um, isn't that the point?

Not necessarily. Orgasm denial isn't an end in itself for me, though I do enjoy it.

>Can I ask how you're searching?

It was really a matter of luck. Still too early for me to say anything yet. Sorry, I don't mean to be mysterious.

>Also, any closer on the anal orgasm front?

No, though I enjoy anal with or without orgasms.

>>6931

It's less than an hour into New Year's Day, and I didn't hesitate to spend my year's first orgasm because of how long I've been waiting for it.

I almost blacked out. I've been building up to this for the past 3 weeks with no release and this is the strongest orgasm I've ever felt in my life. My limbs still feel a little weak.

I guess that memory will have to comfort me in the months to come. I only have four more orgasms remaining this year. I guess I can expect their strength to make up for their infrequency.

>>7183

Depends on how you define "tempted". I have at times felt an urge to touch my clit when masturbating or to otherwise transgress the bounds set upon myself. However, rather than give into these urges I just let my ass bear the burden.

It's not so hard to give something up when there's an easy replacement. What my pussy and clit lost, my ass found. When I feel horny, I use my ass to enjoy myself. It's a bit frustrating that I can't cum this way but I still enjoy it.

However, I can honestly say that during these two months (and it feels like it's been so much longer!) I haven't ever seriously considered breaking the contract. I've felt urges, but not really temptations, I guess you could say.

On a side note, I tried silicone lube for the first time last a few days ago. It was an absolutely terrible experience. People who say it's long-lasting are understating things - I could probably stick something in my ass the next day after taking a shower without any trouble. Not to mention you can't use it on silicone toys without probably messing up the toy. Also, how are you supposed to apply it without it getting on your hands?

So for anyone wondering, silicone lube is terrible (and expensive!). Do not recommend, unless you want one application of lube to cover you for tomorrow's session as well.

>>7316

>On a side note, I tried silicone lube for the first time last a few days ago. It was an absolutely terrible experience. People who say it's long-lasting are understating things - I could probably stick something in my ass the next day after taking a shower without any trouble. Not to mention you can't use it on silicone toys without probably messing up the toy. Also, how are you supposed to apply it without it getting on your hands?

I've only ever used pic related and love it; it's not too thick so it simply spreads over my skin and leaves it feeling smooth like a moisturiser. Washes off fine with soap and water. It's safe to use with high-quality silicone toys too (can't remember the exact distinction but toy makers or Pjur usually state test results). I find it gives a smoother but slightly less slippery glide while lasting longer, if that makes sense.

>>7405

To clarify - it didn't damage the toy's surface at all. The lube was what turned gummy.

The reason why I know this is because when I first tried it, I covered my toy with a condom and then put the lube on that. I fucked my ass with it for a little while, then got frustrated with the feel and just took the condom off and put water-based lube on.

What I forgot was that even though I'd put the silicone lube on the condom, my anal play resulted in it also being smeared on my anus, so when I was done my toy was coated with the stuff. It took forever to wash off but it did eventually all come off.

Normally I spread the lube around my anus rather than on the surface of the toy because I find I can get away with using less lube that way. If I use too much lube I can't feel the toy anymore and that's no fun.

Anyway, next chance I get I'll look into getting some better silicone lube.

>>7316

On another note, I've reached the halfway mark to my second orgasm of the year.

Recently I've been feeling much different about my current status under the contract. My last denial period lasted 21 days while this one is going to last 34, yet somehow I feel a lot more comfortable on this one.

I've gotten accustomed to not cumming. I'm still using my toys regularly, but orgasm doesn't really feel as important anymore. The training is paying off - I feel like I'm getting enjoyment just from playing with my ass and I don't even think about cumming anymore.

>>7448

Okay, so major update.

Back here I mentioned some developments on the "finding a master" front.

>>6954

Well, as of today, it's official. I have a master now!

I managed to find a couple who were interested in this sort of relationship in which they would share a submissive female slave (both are bi, and fairly experienced). After talking with them a little and making sure what we wanted was compatible, I've spent the past month attending sessions with them (let me say, the anal-only thing took them by surprise).

Everything seemed to work out so three days ago they extended the offer to have me move in and become their full-time sub! I was able to move in quickly since there wasn't really that much to pack, and today was my first day as a full-time sub!

Also, we've already ordered a chastity belt. In a few days, I'll be locked up for real!

>>7645

My chastity belt came in today! I've been wearing it for the past 13 hours now.

I have to say, it's everything I imagined it to be and more. It's totally secure, and I can't even get a finger underneath. Also using the bathroom in it was much easier than I thought it would be. I was definitely expecting it to chafe or something.

Anyway, I'm going to be wearing it full-time from now on, with it only coming off for cleaning and shark week. We're still working out how often cleaning needs to be done since master and mistress haven't done this before.

>>5360

>>5361

So I showed this to master and mistress and we worked out the following changes (they got a huge kick out of it).

>The activity log is available to master and mistress for their perusal.

>I must obtain permission for a porn session from master or mistress beforehand. All other previous restrictions still apply.

>I may have masturbation sessions as previously outlined. I may not request the removal of my chastity belt for any such session. All other previous restrictions still apply.

>I forfeit all right to vaginal/clitoral stimulation. I am to wear the chastity belt at all times I can safely do so. I am forbidden from interacting with the key to the belt in any way - when the belt is being removed I must allow master or mistress to operate the lock. Requests for release will only be granted under extenuating circumstances.

>My Fibonacci sequence orgasms have been placed under the control of master and mistress. They will choose how to administer orgasms based on this schedule.

>My punishments have been placed under the discretion of master and mistress. I am not to self-punish. If I feel I have transgressed, I am to confess to master or mistress, who will determine the punishment.

>I have been provided with a safe word. I am required to use it when I feel my limits have been breached.

(there are other rules that fall outside the scope of chastity)

Tbh all the "strictening" came from my side, master and mistress seemed like they were leaning on the side of leniency. They are pretty good at enforcing the rules though.

I anyone has any ideas for further changes, I'd love to hear them!

>>7861

It's a very different feeling from just the self-control I was exercising earlier. Now I actually have a device that makes it physically impossible to touch myself.

It's very strange… I can run my fingers down where my crotch would be and I can't feel anything. It's a strangely numb sensation where I think my body feels like it should be getting feedback but isn't. It's totally secure and no cheating is possible; no matter how hard I try I can't even get a finger underneath.

Before I could touch myself and just knew I had to stop before I came, because the rules forbid orgasm in a session that includes clitoral stimulation, but not clitoral stimulation without orgasm. Now, the chastity belt completely denies me sensation from the front… which is a dream come true. This is exactly as it should be. My front parts, which are used for my pleasure, are locked away and inaccessible.

There's a distinct feeling of being a possession. Like, I can't even touch my own body. No matter how much I may want to, I can't touch my front. My body is a possession that master keeps locked away to use as he sees fit. Well, my first release comes in two days; it's a bit of work to stay clean but I've managed it.

All I have left now is my ass. Anal feels so much stronger now. When master fucks me in the ass now it feels so much more intense than ever before.

>>7883

My area has a fairly active kink scene. Personally I don't mess around with it much nowadays because my fetish is really specific and I'd rather act it out with people I know, but master and mistress are reasonably active in the scene.

The belt I'm wearing now is a custom one made by an acquaintance of theirs. It fits so securely because I was measured for it. It's a just for friends thing and somewhat expensive so unfortunately I don't think I can hook you up. The design is the kind that has a full plate in the front and then two cords in the back that attach to the waistband.

Because of the nature of female chastity belts if you want a secure one you really need to have it custom-made. When I asked master and mistress about it before they've said from personal experience that the ones you see on Ebay and Amazon are fine for short-term wear and roleplay, but not for long-term chastity.

From my personal experience, I can tell you that having it custom-made is important too. Making a belt adjustable would mean that the wearer can "adjust" right out of it, and the rigid nature of the belt means you can't have any one-size-fits-all solution. Maybe I'm totally wrong, though, because I only have experience with this one belt. So basically my advice is to ask around your local kink scene.

>>7901

So an update on my situation.

Today is orgasm day! Master and mistress didn't leave me hanging for long and granted me my orgasm right away. They unlocked me for the first time in more than a week and we confirmed that cleaning is needed at least weekly. First me and mistress worked together to clean me up, then this time I got attention.

I don't really want to describe the whole thing (it feels kind of wrong to) but master and mistress helped me get off. It was one of the most pleasant experiences I've had in a while. Then, right back into the belt I went…

>>3351

>>3376

Anal only and cuckqueaning go together very nicely.

>>8304

It's been a little while since I've posted, so here's an update.

I have not been allowed to cum for almost a month now, yet I am only about halfway towards my next orgasm! When I first started this program, I made these posts:

>>5480

>5 days without cumming feels like a lot… I guess it only goes up from here.

>>5763

>This 8-day gap is the longest I've "gone dry" in years… My next one comes in 13 days, which is fairly far out

And now I'm a month into a two-month denial. I have three orgasms left for the rest of this year. When I started this, I agreed to the Fibonacci sequence, and thought it was a good idea - but it wasn't "real" to me. At some level I was just thinking it was something far-off that I wouldn't have to think about.

And now, I'm living it, and it is enforced by an actual chastity belt. The situation I'm in right now is one that I couldn't have dreamed of a few months ago.

The fact that I trained my way up helped a lot. It's thanks to that that this is bearable.

>>8529

And I can say that from firsthand experience.

Master and Mistress have sex pretty often. I am required to attend most of the time, and it's really frustrating to watch as Mistress gets off vaginally while I'm clawing at my chastity belt. They both use my ass freely, and while Mistress using her strapon is already intense enough, it's incredibly frustrating to feel my master actually have an orgasm while in my ass while knowing I can't have one.

I've actually cried myself to sleep a couple of times. All of this is was at my behest so I have no right to complain, and yet the reality is so much more intense than what I'd imagined. I can't just shut off my sexuality thanks to Master and Mistress, and yet I can't satisfy myself at all.

>>8539

>

Master and Mistress have sex pretty often. I am required to attend most of the time, and it's really frustrating to watch as Mistress gets off vaginally while I'm clawing at my chastity belt. They both use my ass freely, and while Mistress using her strapon is already intense enough, it's incredibly frustrating to feel my master actually have an orgasm while in my ass while knowing I can't have one.

>>8540

Lol I don't want to hear you complain. You can at least do something about it!

>>8543

I've been trying for several months now. I can't cum from anal alone (though anal makes it easier for me to cum vaginally; at least that was the case when I could cum vaginally). I don't think I will be able to.

I entered into this thing knowing this about myself. I never really expected to be able to cum from anal alone. I accepted chastity knowing I couldn't cum with my ass. I can't complain at this point when I knew from the very beginning that chastity meant "no orgasms", not just "orgasms in a different way.

Thanks to master and mistress, I haven't been masturbating with dildos as much. I tried just a few minutes ago and no matter how hard I tried I still couldn't cum. I fucked my ass with the dildo for fifteen minutes straight. I was very turned on and yet I just couldn't get off. I'm horny and I haven't cum in a month and I still can't get off.

I think it's safe to say that cumming anally is just not something I can do.

Don't get me wrong. I enjoy anal. I just can't cum from it. I enjoy the feeling of it, despite and even because of how frustrating it is. However,I went into this with the intention that my body would be an instrument meant to provide pleasure, my master's lack of access to my vagina irrelevant since he can use other girls for that.

The situation I'm in now is exactly that. Master can enjoy pussy with his wife. Mistress' primary partner is her husband. My vagina is unnecessary, and I have to make do with my ass.

And anon… perhaps I'm getting too far ahead of myself now… but I have three unlockings left this year. I get one next year.

I have lost my orgasms and it's a waste of time for me to think about how to regain control of them. Better that I learn to please others so that they can have pleasure in my stead.

>>8559

>You can at least do something about it!

You know… you're right. I might just do that. Tonight. Maybe twice!

In all seriousness, though, have you tried experimenting with different anal positions? I've heard some women can have anal orgasms if they're in a position facing their partner, with the penis pushing up towards their vagina, sort of like pic 3 here.

Of course, that's if your owners want to try that or enjoy that position. Otherwise you're fucked.

>>8562

>You know… you're right. I might just do that. Tonight. Maybe twice!

You have no idea how frustrated it made me feel to read this.

One thing that I kind of forgot was how easily "normal people" can just decide to cum. You have the freedom to cum on a whim whenever something turns you on or if you just feel like letting off some steam.

In all this time the way I thought about masturbation changed. Over the past few months being able to cum was an event I'd scheduled in advance, and I had to "spend" my opportunity to masturbate.

I envy you for your ability to decide something so impulsively - to just decide you want to cum, and be able to do so.

>In all seriousness, though, have you tried experimenting with different anal positions?

I promise you, anon, that position is not the issue. I cannot cum from anal without clitoral stimulation.

I cant' cum from anal during sex or masturbation. I can't cum regardless of the position I have sex in or the angle I use the dildo at during masturbation. I can't cum if I just had sex the past day and I can't cum if it's been a week since the last time.

I can't cum when when it's been a month since my last orgasm and I haven't even had vaginal stimulation in that past month and I'm frustrated and horny and dripping wet.

Anon, it is a fact that I will not be able to cum from anal. Believe me, I've tried. Right now I'm horny and I can't cum and I just spent the past fifteen minutes fucking my ass with a dildo while trying to imagine it as my pussy.

Even a little bit of clitoral stimulation is all I need. I actually cum easier from clitoral when I have something in my ass than I would if I had something in my pussy. But without access to my clit, I cannot cum.

>>8679

*scream*

I know it wasn't your intent, but in a way, what you did was a bit of tease and denial. I came here hoping to find a new way to cum only to find that I have to put in the legwork to find this stuff.

Well, thanks anyway, anon. To be honest it's only fitting that I have to do the work to get myself off.

>>8708

I asked them about it and they haven't messed around with it before. Mistress brought up the point that my fantasy was for all my orgasms to come about as a result of service, which this sort of hypnosis would not be.

Anyway, they're willing to do it but after that point was brought up I am not sure it's the right thing to do.

>>8709

screams

>>8743

>last shot of video

Is that… is that a devon maebari?

>>8867

You raise very valid points, and this is more or less how I've come to view the situation. This is literally exactly what I asked for and nothing more or less.

>>8744

Well, today's the 30th, so I'm finally going to get to cum. Master and Mistress said I have to wait until the evening though.

>>8974

I actually almost blacked out from it. Honestly after so long playing with my ass, taking something in my vagina felt almost strange. Clitoral stimulation was really overwhelming, like my brain was overloading itself from the stimulation.

>>9030

I'm aware of this, I charted them out beforehand up to the end of next year.

Realistically speaking, I've already been separated from orgasms for the most part. Frontal stimulation is almost uncomfortable for me now.

I think that it might be too early to talk about a year like 2035. That said, as frustrating as this whole thing is, I'm actually enjoying it. It's basically what I wanted. I don't plan to stop any time soon.

That said, effectively my orgasms are very much gone now. The gap between 10 and 11 is more than a year, and I only have two more orgasms for the rest of this year. Even though it's only been half a year, somehow the idea of myself being able to please myself freely just feels strange now. I've more or less adapted to this lifestyle.

>>9032

Please do. I will run this by my master and mistress as well.

>>9034

Anal sex is like going on a diet. It is unnatural, and your body knows it. But if you are carefull, you may even find it feels better than anything else you've ever felt before.

The First Step is to change your outlook. You language thus far has been to repeat that you can't do it. Tell yourself you can. This way of thinking will change as you keep reading. Trust me.

The Second Step is community. You have to want this without any doubt. How do you do this? Hear it from someone else. You do not have a problem here. You should think to yourself, "My masters are training me to orgasm in this way, and we are getting closer!" This way, every day gets you closer to your goal. Every day you and your masters win and get better. Every time you learn something new and will feel better next time you try because in practice, you have made progress, because that is what conditioning is. It is a positive feedback loop that works. and makes everyone feel good afterwords.

The Third Step is the training. Don't jump to your goal over night. Actually, you are already halfway there. You have already associated anal with sex, and disassociated the front half of your body. Noticeably however, Orgasm has not come with it yet. There are a number of training methods you can try to help modify this,

1: Skinner Conditioning: Next time you are allowed to cum, use the least amount of stimulation possible. When you are close to climax, let off and try to ride the rest of the way without it. You can even use another body part if you have to. Edge until it works. You will find that each consecutive attempt will be easier to the point that your clit will become unnecessary, and in fact, distracting. (Alternatively you can use something else as a stand in for your clit, like your breasts, lips, ears, what have you.)

2: Hypnotism. The previous method may not work well since there are months between your scheduled sessions. Have you masters help you with the following, if they are interested.

Ask your masters to use any method of induction they like(check the vid for a good example) and give any orders they like. use this sliding scale. once you feel happy with one, progress to the next.

Level 1: Simple orders: Just used to associate their/your words with power. Be creative. Have fun. pretend to be hypnotized if you have to.

Level 2: Calm: Induce calm and relaxation. breath

Level 3: Induce sensation, lightness, cold, heat, tickling, itchy, ect. Use this on specific parts of the body as well.

Level 4: Induce involuntary actions. Like step 1 but you have no control anymore*.

Level 5: Try level 3 with pleasure, see vid for a good outline.

https://www. youtube.com/watch?v=Gbn_iaBmeMQ

*Note: Hypnotism works allowing the brain to work properly. If the only thing that separates you from a goal is fear, stress, sadness, guilt, shame, disbelief, ect, hypnotism can make you do it. otherwise, it can't force something you don't want.

>>9037

Okay, so it's been more than a month since I last posted, but I'm back.

I honestly didn't give this post a try for the longest time. I guess I was a bit anxious about trying to cum through hypnosis but even though I'd seen it I didn't bother to actually go through the steps.

The Skinner conditioning hasn't been an option, since I haven't had the opportunity to cum since this was posted and won't have the chance for more than a month and a half from now. We'll have to see about that one but I don't think I have the orgasm opportunities left to make use of it.

I tried watching the hypnotism video just a few minutes ago. I was a bit apprehensive about trying it since I'm skeptical about these sorts of things.

I was stunned by the results though. While I wasn't able to cum from it, the latter part of the video where she starts snapping her fingers and telling me to feel the electric current… well, I could literally feel that current. I could feel my body convulsing with each snap and when she said to cum I almost thrashed in place.

Sadly I didn't manage to cum but I think this venue has some real potential.

>>10091

Can you give me more examples? Honestly at this point I would love to be allowed to cum in any way as long as it doesn't require my "front".

>>10135

Great! By allowing it a chance you have allowed it to become a part of you. from your descriptions, i think you are already at level 3(inducing sensation), but you have not yet learned to cause involuntary reactions(like thrashing in place, or orgasm). Again, the suggestions will work a lot better if you bring someone else into it, but self hypnosis will work as well. Future practice should include some of the following,

1: Allow yourself to feel things that are not there. have your masters or yourself(or a youtube video later on) induce a tickling sensation to start. Make it second nature to feel sensations on command. this is important because tickling is low level pleasure, and instinctual reacting to it is normally involuntary. it is also quite easy, since the thought of being tickled can make most people react and seize.

2. Induce heaviness into your body, or a body part, to the point where it is immovable. This mixes the involuntary with the sensation.

3: Have a limb become lightweight and float into the air. at this point you have breached the voluntary/involuntary boundary.

4. Be specific about sensations. imagine something going inside of you, or lightly touching your clit, and have that sensation become stronger and deeper. again, this will be much stronger with someone else helping. You may not get there the first time you try, or maybe you will. the important thing is that you practice as often as possible. Soon, the sensation will be inseparable from the real thing.

5. report back for further instruction.

here is a video on being tickled, if it is not your thing, search the channel for videos closer to what you are interested in, i picked this just because it is easier, and a good introduction.

https://www. youtube.com/watch?v=cDYcoMR5CLY

And as always, please continue to report back with your findings and feelings. i'd also be willing to help with specific inductions if you can't find anything to your likeing.

>>10139

Anon, I've been wearing a chastity belt for the past three and a half months. In that time, I've cum twice. I have been regularly fucked in the ass and according to schedule I will have two more orgasms for the rest of THIS YEAR.

Frustrated doesn't even begin to describe it.

>>10148

>>10152

>>10153

Sure, I'll give these a shot. I'll report back when I've tried them.

I have never tried hypnosis before but last night's experience on it really sold me. Even if I ended up more frustrated than before, it seriously amazed me how effective it was; how I could actually feel the eroticism build up within me.

It was unlike anything I've ever felt. I was really skeptical but it really does work.

>>10437

Goddamn that's fucking hot.

Dumping some pics, sorry if any are repeats.

>>10451

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>>10454

The rest are all by the same artist.

http://www.tangs.gallery

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>>10462

A few of these include both a girl and a guy in chastity, sorry about that. There's a limited supply of stuff with a girl in chastity so I figured I might as well post them anyway.

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