>I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent. (Luke 15:7)
It's time to research Christianity a lot and consolidate your faith. Understand who Christ is and what His role is for the entire world.
> Have you all grown up in a catholic/protestant/orthodox household
My family is Orthodox and I live in an Orthodox country, but my parents barely went to Church when I was a kid. I never been at Church for an entire service when i was a kid and I wasn't taught anything else besides praying Our Father before bed.
Safe to say I was agnostic and an atheist at times while growing up, with the occasional "prayer" here and there when I was in trouble.
While I didn't know anything or cared about religion, a post came up on 9gag or something a few years ago that said something along the lines of:
>Buddhism is the only religion that accepts science
…not knowing at the time that Christianity did not actually contradict science at all.
Thus I began to research stuff about Buddhism, a non-theist religion which is more a philosophy of life than anything else, ultimately accepting the teachings, going to temple, meditating often, etc.
Then I had a talk with my father, which is very passionate about spirituality, and although he tends into gnosticism and weird teachings (heresy), he got me interested in Christianity by talking about Christ. I read the New Testament, I prayed and then I became Christian.
It's been a very very very bumpy journey, but whatever happens I gravitate back to God. This life is not permanent, suffering exists, the only way out is Christ.
>And how did you end up choosing your denomination?
Oh mate I can't begin to describe the struggle. While I was born and raised Orthodox, it took massive effort to decide that Orthodoxy is the true Church. It meant a lot of reading the Bible, trying to prove/disprove apostolic teachings first. I went to many many Churches: Orthodox, Catholic and Protestant (even SDA a few times). After all, I decided that only the Orthodox church could be true. Protestantism is a disease; the Bible was made by the Church, for the Church and the Bible promotes teachings by word of mouth besides the epistles.
Afterwards, for a very long time I leaned towards Catholicism and even now it sometimes charms me, only because it's much easier to be a Catholic. It's much easier and less shameful to confess, it's much easier to get communion, you don't have to fast as much. But the doctrine is bad.
They changed Tradition and split off from the real Church. They like to say that they're the real Church and that we split away, but the reality is that they objectively changed doctrine, which means THEY strayed away from the original Church.